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NOGOODWITCHES; INDIE URBAN FANTASY OC'S. half demon, half witch & a necromancer. set in own universe. multiverse, nsfw, 25+mun, 21+only. semi selective. semiactive. loved by jinx. ( main blog. ) WTCHBLDE; INDIE OC. host of the witchblade. based on witchblade lore, NOT canon. based in dc comics lore. multiverse, nsfw, 25+mun, 21+only. semi selective. semiactive. loved by jinx ( side blog to nogoodwitches. ) COFFINCOVEN; INDIE MULTI MUSE BLOG. canon and mostly oc's. multiverse, nsfw, 25+mun, 21+only. semi selective. semiactive. loved by jinx ( sideblog to nogoodwitches )
#indie oc rp#indie multi muse rp#indie multimuse#indie dc comics rp#indie marvel oc#indie superantural rp#( self promo. )#i decided to just make a promo for all my blogs lmao
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So, um...I have made another countdown blog. Whoops?
Anyway, I made one for Creativitwins because they haunt me (/lh). I already run the Intruality one, but I mean...I'm not called the CEO of Creativitwins Fluff for nothing!
(I don't wanna just promo all over ya, but if ya want the blog, I can send the name :3 )
ANYWAY: some headcanons with Dukexiety (and also Roman, I guess).
Remus doesn't care who knows about their relationship, but Virgil's still a little hesitant about telling people, so he respects that
Remus will flirt with Virgil openly. Virgil is okay with this. The Others are like "in front of my salad?" (except maybe Janus, he's too used to Remus to care)
Roman especially notices how Remus seems to only flirt with Virgil, which has his Romance senses tingling
Sometimes Virgil flirts back. This flusters the Duke with glee every time it happens.
Snuggle buddies! Especially is Virgil is recovering from/dealing with a bad spiral or Remus' thoughts are getting too loud or if either of them is upset about something
Remus is a hoodie-stealing gremlin. Virgil knows this, and has a spare hoodie just for Dukey to steal.
Mr. Fuzzy will purr because it's a sentient creature-plushie-thing. Virgil found this out one time when Remus was over in his room and they were cuddling. Mr. Fuzzy was nearby on the bed and purred at seeing them relaxing for once. It jumpscared Virgil.
When Roman figures out "oh shit, my brother and my bestie are dating, proably", he decides to ask Remus about It (he doesn't wanna freak Virgil out). Remus is like "ha, what?" just as Virgil comes into the room and hears what's going on. Virge is kinda suspicious of how Roman figured it out before he's like "I'm literally Romance, what-" and then yeah. Virgil and Remus tell him they're dating and Roman's supportive. His first response is along the lines of "okay, but like, why my brother?" (lmao)
Roman now knows about Dukexiety. The Others still don't. He uses this to his teasing advantage without giving things away. Virgil wants to throttle him (/aff).
Eventually, Virgil's okay with everyone knowing and so they tell the Others. Janus is mostly unfazed. Patton is a little confused but also gushy. Logan's like "...was that not common knowledge??". Apparently, he also figured it out. He and Roman bond over the fact that they figured it out before everyone else. More teasing ensues.
(c!Thomas) Thomas has no clue. No fucking idea. The twins will use this to their advantage of vaguely joking about it. Virgil now wants to throttle both of them (/aff).
Roman sees how happy his brother is with Virgil, and sometimes will get a little sentimental over seeing Remus happy. Remus doesn't get to be happy a lot of the time, so it's nice to finally see him just get to be happy.
Thomas once summons Dukexiety in the middle of kissing each other and that's how he finds out. He just stares for a solid five minutes like "wait, what?" (Remus finds this funny. Virgil makes sure they didn't break Thomas.)
Uhh, that's I have for now. Have a good timezone :D
( @oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat )
Y E S Y E S Y E S fucking D E V O U R I N G A L L of this it's S O damn D E L I C I O U S and cute P L E A S E!!! I absolutely A D O R E Ro being supportive of the Spooky Beloveds (You can't spell "Romance" without "Roman" after all) Also I fucking L O V E Mr. Fuzzy being a sentient creature-plushie-thing their child has come to L I F E Your Honor and it's what they D E S E R V E <3
#also Oatmeal you can't just announce a new countdown blog and N O T drop the @ /light hearted#dukexiety#creativitwins#remus sanders#roman sanders#janus sanders#logan sanders#patton sanders#ts remus#ts virgil#ts roman#ts janus#ts logan#ts patton#sanders sides#thomas sanders#asks#answers#oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat#not a countdown
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Introduction again
It’s been a while since my last pinned post and a lot has changed. I deleted it cause I decided I wanted a new one.
The basics
My name is Edie
I’m from Aotearoa/New Zealand.
I’m 20
She/her
I’m autistic (likely autHD actually but the ADHD hasn’t been diagnosed yet)
I’m a lesbian
I’m an animation student on the weekdays, a musician and a essay writer on the weekends.
Aquarius sun, Capricorn moon, Aries rising
INFJ
A witch who’s extremely lazy with her craft.
I’ve been on Tumblr since 2014! You may have known me from…
Many cartoon fandoms. Too many to count. (Spanning from 2014-16)
Emo bandom tumblr circa 2017-18. Particularly the Fueled By Ramen/Decaydance bandom.
Early Scenecore tumblr in 2018. (I still have a few selfies and hit posts from then gaining notes).
Britpop/early alternative music bandom 2019-2021
And since then I’ve just kind of been doing my own thing and mainly using this blog as a personal moodboard and an outlet to post ideas I don’t want to share anywhere else. I do post about a lot of things I like, but I’m not tied heavily to fandoms anymore - I mostly just lurk. That being said though, don’t be afraid to talk if you share a particular interest with me. I always need to infodump!
What I post
Stuff I find pretty. This blog is mainly a moodboard. I keep wanting to expand out of it but I always give up at some point.
Stuff that makes my brain go brrrrr! Mainly bands + shows.
Music stuff! I mainly like to post lyrics from songs I’m writing that are a work in progress, and sloppy covers/demos that I feel aren’t polished enough for my other socials. I also do cheeky self promo of my songs that you can already listen to. You guys should stream my E.P ‘Thing Is Me’.
I’ve been aspiring to write long form essays about things I’ve been passionate about for ages. I don’t think I’ll directly post them here, but once I get my Substack up and running you’ll be able to see them getting crossposted here.
Stuff I like
Feel free to talk to me about any of these things cause they’re my main special interests!
Music history from the 60s-2000s. In terms of what specific period I’ve jumped to at the moment, I’m fixated on mid-late 2000s indie music, twee pop of any era (mid 80s-present tbh), + some of my old favourite scene bands lmao. I’ve been nostalgic for them lately.
Skins UK (yes I know how 2014 and sad of me). I’m a Cassie apologist so leave me alone if you think she sucks lmao. That’s my Blorbina and my adopted little sister who’s currently got a song + a Substack essay series being written about her. In all seriousness though, I find this show to be very misunderstood in general.
Sighthounds! I love all dogs in general but the pointy ones are my favourites. I have a Greyhound, he’s my best friend :,) When I move into my own home one day I want to have another Greyhound + a Borzoi!
This is a very casual one of mine but (in case you can’t tell from what I mostly reblog here) I love fashion! My fashion tastes span the same general group of decades that my music history knowledge does. Much like my current music fixations I’ve been inspired by the late 2000s, but what I actually wear on a day to day basis is never one particular style. I mix and match a lot.
bla bla bla DNI time
Don’t follow if…
You meet the typical DNI criteria (no ists or phobes of any kind please! Just basic bare minimum human decency)
No pro ana (one of my special interests being skins + me seeing myself in a disordered character you made the face of your little circle does not give you a pro ana free pass around me. I’m not disordered myself + I ask you don’t follow me because I don’t want to accidentally trigger anyone by letting people of your group in my space.)
Same goes for general S/H blogs!
That being said, if you are already vulnerable seeing me potentially reference any of these sensitive topics in anything I post/talk about don’t follow me for the sake of your own well-being if you know it will be triggering to you. Stay safe ILY. I do try and tag though and you can always ask me to do that if you wish.
No creeps of any kind! Please do not send me anything sexual, or talk to me about anything sexual unsolicited you will be blocked immediately.
Okay that’s everything! If you’re cool I hope you enjoy following me. Please listen to my music. ‘Edie VC’ on every platform if you want to. You’ll like it if you like twee/folk/dream pop Xx
All the tags below are for my interests, aesthetics that people could say match my vibe, as well as my face tag (if you want to know what I look like) and my text tag. Hopefully I can make some cool new mutuals.
#edie TxT#my face#pinned post#indie musician#alternative#coquette#indie sleaze#retro#twee#late 2000s#skins uk#pink aesthetic#hyperfeminine#hipster#scenester#soft grunge#indie pop#indie rock#dream pop#indie folk#twee pop#indiepop#indie girl#alt girl#Spotify
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i honest didn't want people to come for you with the first anon i sent that's why i said that you didn't have to post it. im a huge fan of kathony too and i simply don't believe the actors playing them are bffs and when i say that i don't mean it as something negative about either of them, i just thought it didn't make sense that some fans applied different logic to what's pr or not according to what they want to believe. again, it's nothing about the friends these actors, who we don't know, decide to befriend
Honestly I knew I would get a lot of shit and I just saw people who blocked me on twitter are having a meltdown over me filling the Jonathan Bailey tag with my homophobic filth! I don't care tho, I'm happy I replied to you even tho people are accusing me of sending these asks to myself. I'm actually honored about this because I've never received any asks this is the first time and fandom that made me have them even tho I'm getting a lot of hate lmao. I've always been a small blog so I'm kinda flattered lmao. All things apart I got what you said, people need to honestly die mad and since we all wanna be immature about it imma say it again...THEY'RE NOT BESTIES. THE BESTIES THING WAS PR DURING Bridgerton promo. There I said it. They're good coworkers and that's all that matters. JB fans please refrain from crying screaming throwing up about this. It's MY opinion and you can die mad about it.
I would also like to salute my number one fan on twitter the lovely Elfie loves Fiyero blond's streaks@dilfthonyspinky. Girl I know you're reading this...take care and don't get too triggered It's not good for your health. Enjoy your fave being in his bestie era with Ariana Grande and try not think too much about me, ok? Muah.
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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG!
NAME: Vale !
PRONOUNS: he / she / they
PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: I largely prefer discord and will give it out if asked, but I don't mind starting with tumblr IMs if that's more comfortable
NAME OF MUSE(s): Scara / Wanderer / Hiroshi is my main but I also have Lyney, Alhaitham, and Kinich. Mavuika is technically in ' testing ' as I'm waiting for more story to write her properly.
BEST EXPERIENCE: I really don't know tbh. Apart from meeting some long-term friends through rp I guess the only thing I can remember was being part of the DR fandom when the third season(s) were airing. I know that fandom has a negative reputation but it was genuinely great during this time. Seeing everyone's reactions to the weekly eps, theorycrafting, and being right about the twist by reading the lips of an animation ? It was so fun. I'd actually love to relive that kind of thing.
RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS: Lack of communication, especially because it's extremely difficult for me to reach out as is. Blogs where majority of it is smut and its not an nsfw sideblog. Blogs that rb their own promo several times a week. I've legit seen some where it was daily. I'm sure there's more but that's a solid three.
MUSE PREFERENCES: I don't think I have any ? So long as we can plot something fun out, I'm game for anything. Or does this mean muses that I prefer to write ? For me, I somehow always end up writing muses that have some kind of parental ( or lack thereof ) issues. It is 1000% NOT intentional. I just like complex little guys that are kinda broken and maybe can't be fixed. It makes their relationship with those they choose to be around all the better and more meaningful.
PLOTS OR MEMES: Both ! Though I do prefer plotting for brand new interactions just so I don't have to dance around how my muse should treat my partner's. Especially if they haven't interacted in canon.
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: Long. No matter how short things start, I very quickly lose the ability to shut up. My partners don't need to match it of course, but I don't want to write four paras and get like 1.5 in return.
BEST TIME TO WRITE: Without fail it's when I need to get my ass in bed because I have work the next day. That's when my brain decides it suddenly has the juice to reply to a thread.
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): I was once told that me liking Scara made sense but idk what that meant. If I really had to say, I guess I'm most like Lyney. But not for any of the positive reasons lmao. His mental struggles and the way I've chosen to interpret and hc things are familiar to me even if they're different struggles.
TAGGED BY: @citrinitxs tyyyyy !!! TAGGING: anyone who wants to !
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hm
anyway
you ever run into a situation where like .... someone you've been mutuals with for years, LIKE YEARS, who you've always had a good relationship with (or at least you thought you did, idk), just like ....
unfollows you on One of their blogs. Just one. And that's suddenly the only blog they use. And sure, it COULD be a mistake, because every once in awhile when someone reblogs your promo .... they'll reblog it as well?
But similarly .... they should be able to see on the dash that they're not following you. And they're pretty explicit about only interacting with mutuals. And it's defs not a sideblog. And you can't be like 'hey, is this a mistake?' or even be like 'hey, what happened?' because people can cater their experience here, they have the right to do that. and they have the right to unfollow you, and you're all adults here, and this is just for fun, so cornering them for any reason would be wrong, and also rude.
So you just have to settle with the idea that they just .... decided they were tired of you, or didn't like your writing or something and just quietly ..... left. And it feels like a whole friendship you had just kind of dies on the vine, because if you're not on their dash, and you can't interact without disrespecting their boundaries, then that friendship is just .... gone. No closure, no goodbye, it just stops.
idk, it's just sad, in a way, I guess. I mean, people just decide they don't like you and disappear sometimes, and that's fair on their part. That's the way the world works. Sometimes relationships, as vague as they may be, just stop. And I feel like, as an adult, I should be able to brush that off, but it still feels kind of upsetting. Especially because I know it has to be something I did, and I'll never be able to adjust that, or find out what it was. So I just kind of assume it to be me, in general. The whole package is bad, I guess.
I am also stuck in a rut because I know my writing is repetitive, and boring. And Liv isn't fleshed out, and she's not creative, and frankly -- I'm not a great communicator OOC either. I'm distracted, and I'm flighty, and I complain a lot, and I'm regularly just the worst. And I make people feel unwanted (I don't mean to do that, I promise. I love each and every one of you, and I mean that so strongly, I wouldn't follow you if I didn't enjoy your writing. I just love the shit out of everyone, and their creativity).
I should try to be better, probably. And I shouldn't blame my standoffishness on anxiety and ADHD -- I mean, I do have those, but I also need to take responsibility for having a shitty personality, you feel?
I don't know where I was going with this, I'm just in my feelings, and I'm sorry about ... me, as a person, in general. This is not fishing for compliments, I just can't stop talking now, and tbh I have no where else to dump these feelings, lmao. I should have put it on a blog with less followers, maybe. Except -- if you do read it, I do want to express that I love you, and you are all so creative, and you should be so so proud of what you put out into the world. And I should really say that directly to people more often.
Ok, that's all, I guess.
#ooc#negativity cw#emily is letting the bad thoughts win tonight#pls disregard this is Highly Shitty of me#on an 'i'm an adult and none of this matters and i need to buck the fuck up' kind of level#it could also be the bottle of wine i've had winning#hard to say
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𝐑𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 ヾ๑ˊᵕˋ๑◞♡
♡ just be a good person lmao. Be respectful when you request. Use please and thank you with me lmao !!
♡ speaking of requests, I’m allowed to deny any of them <3 no you may not ask for a reason <33
♡ credit is very much necessary if you use my work!!
♡ don’t edit or repost anything I make. It’s actually really unsexy <3
♡ if my requests are open, you can send something in. If they aren’t, you can’t. Please check before you do. It should always be up at the top of this post. If not, please forgive me for this travesty, and just send me a quick ask letting me know.
♡ please refrain from multiple requests in one ask. You can always send in multiple of my inbox is open.
♡ please try and be specific when you’re requesting. If I don’t have dimensions or aesthetics I’ll probably do a lot more of my own thing ♡
♡ be patient. This is something I’ve decided to do for fun. It’s not something that I’m taking too seriously. I’m a student who has their own life, and I would appreciate if that was respected
♡ don’t repost my edits! I doubt this is going to happen, but just incase. I know this won’t do anything if you’re actually somebody who wants to repost my edits but hey, maybe you’ll have a change of heart when you see this
♡ I’m very picky with requests, and I’m very fluid. One day I might edit everything I get with vigour, and the next I might have absolutely not motivation. Please don’t pressure me ♡
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SOURCES ૮₍˶ •. • ⑅₎ა ♡
☾ genshin impact, identity v, sonic the hedgehog, persona, sanrio, cookie run , vocaloid, vtubers, project sekai, twisted wonderland, Tokyo Mew Mew
☾ byf :: l do outside sources, but they are very selective and will probably be done once I’m finished with other requests. Please let me know the source of the character you’re requesting from. If I deem it problematic I won’t accept your request
SELECTIVE SOURCES ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა./づᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊°.~♡︎
☾ danganronpa. That’s it. Just dgr.
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𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 (ง'̀-'́)ง ♡ “accept my love !!!”
☆ content I will edit: icons, wallpapers, headers (both tumblr and twitter), layouts, stimboards & moodboards + aesthetics + fashion boards, and character urls
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𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏~♡
ଘ most sumeru (gi) characters (feel free to ask for exceptions!!), unreleased characters form any media, + I don’t really have a blacklist?? I’ll just deny your request if I don’t want to do it lmao
ଘ oh! traumacore. That’s it really.
𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
ଘ Kaedehara Kazuha, Albedo, Yun Jin, Raiden Shogun, Kokomi, Xiao, The Travellers, Yantao (gi), Saki Tenma, Ena Shinonome, Nene Kusanagi, leo/need (pjsk), Sea Fairy Cookie, Pure Vanilla Cookie, Latte Cookie, Cotton Cookie, Cream Unicorn cookie, Dragon cookies, redpastry (cr), Malleus Draconia (tw), Inugami Korone (vtuber), pastel colours + aesthetics, messy aesthetics, high contrast
𝐧𝐨 𝐈𝐑𝐋/𝐤𝐢𝐧/𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 on my posts!!
ଘ Ichika Hoshino (pjsk), Qiqi (gi), Ichigo Momomiya (tmm), Chiaki Nanami (dgr), Sumire Yoshizawa (persona), Maria Robotnik (sth)
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And there you have it! I’ve already mentioned above but this blog is merely for fun!! I take not taking editing seriously very seriously. I just realized that I made it all the way to end without even introducing myself.
My name is mod calliope, but you can call me qiqi, mys, or 444 alike. I use they/them, sie/hir and straw/berry pronouns. It would be real cool if you reblogged, that would be cute <33 either way, I’m glad you made it this far ! Feel free to throw a request my way
As a treat for myself, I’m going to request a few promos. Just- just a lil. Please ignore me if you would like, no hard feelings I promy :)
@electro-kins @mochiibite @razzthetic @bunkimi @ma1mel0dy @travelerkins @froggykinz @ambermaze @dicefloweredits @lou-edits @fairytalefragments @twisted-lies @lilhomeroom-edits @editcore @fairyhimiko @idolcons @shu-edits @ultimate-yakuza-editing
#pinned post#info post#editing blog#adress the letters to the holes in my butterfly wings 🦋#let’s do our best ! ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ♡#po pi po !!! ミ★
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Random JATP Headcannon: The Wilson’s and Street Food
Do you ever think about how after the boy’s death Bobby was probably extremely weary of all take-out, street food, and basically all food that he can’t see how it is prepared? Because I do! SO I decided to write a headcannon about it.
I mean my man watched his three brothers die a horribly painful death because they wanted to have a quick bite to eat. Don’t think about how he was probably the person who found them dying from food poisoning, in excruciating pain probably scared out of their goddamn minds. Don’t think about him clutching their bodies sobbing. Don’t think about how Bobby 100% most definitely didn’t eat anything for the next few days after the guys’ death. Don’t think about how he was probably too scared to trust any foods that he doesn’t make himself. But honestly, he is terrible at cooking that was Reggie’s and Alex’s jobs. I mean he can make a couple of Filipino recipes that his Lola taught him how to make like halo-halo, adobo, liempo sinigang rice.
Then eventually, he started to eat again, well not exactly, I mean Dr. Crystal seemed hopeful. But like he would go to restaurants with like multiple EFFING Michelin Stars and like refuse the food because he’s so scared that he might choke, or get food poisoning and die like the others. Like he low-key throws a tantrum because he is freaking and upsets the chef, but can you blame him?
Without any contexts the public and gossip magazines were like:
“woah I know he’s a rock star but what a spoiled brat”
“TREVOR WILSON: A FOOD SNOB?!?!”
“I Can’t Believe (It’s Not Butter sorry back to the headcannon lol) That This Rising Star Threw His Soup at the Chef a Michelin Star Restaurant”
(It was completely by accident btw!!! The matching friendship ring with the guys fell in the soup and he didn’t want to lose another part of his friends. So he started to rush to the bathroom with the soup to find the ring and fix it. .....and the chef just happened to be right behind.....and the gazpacho just happened to spill all over him. But he did get the ring so..... that’s good!!! But he also cried a bunch washing the tomato off of it tho)
Rose started to swing by his house every couple of days with bags full of ingredients and she checks in with him as she is making classic Puerto Rican comfort foods. She quickly realized that his vegetarianism wasn’t a lie and adjusted the recipes that she grew up with to suit his needs. Rose also realizes that if Bobby doesn’t know how a certain food is made and if he can’t see all the ingredients that went into it then he would refuse to eat it. So she fell into a pattern where she would cook at his mansion as he looks over her shoulder seeing how she make the dishes, sadly laughing at the terrible dad jokes she makes. (The jokes remind him of the one Reggie use to make)
Rose “The Queen of Meal Prepping Before Meal Prepping was Popular” makes enough food the next couple of days. Together they would sit down together to enjoy a meal. Rose just tells him it was to make sure that she made the recipe correctly. But really it was to ease his anxiety about eating and to prove that the food isn’t poison. However, deep down it was to also show him that it is okay to make new friends and the boys probably would have wanted him to at least try to move on a little. Quickly Rose discovered that his favorite dishes are arroz con gandules (basically white rice with peas and olives), mofongo (think like mashed potatoes but with plantains), and some many pasteles and empanadas. And even after Julie and Carrie were born they have family dinners once per week that Rose cooked.
Well I mean until her chemo started of course because that when the roles started to reverse..... (but I’ve given y’all enough angst today, so that’s a story for another time)
I mean at some point he probably had to learn how to cook for himself and Carrie or at the very least he goes to a restaurant that personally shows him how the food is prepared/ he can see most of the steps on how it is prepared. Like one time The number of professional chefs my manz personally knows is ridiculous!!! I mean once he became FILTHY LIKE DIRTY LIKE I WOULD EAT HIM rich he definitely got a personal chef to either meal prep or cooks meals for both him and Carrie.
Bobby had one of the worst anxiety attacks of his life (I mean other than when he found out the guys died) when Carrie was 7. She went to Flynn’s birthday party at an arcade and found out that she ate cheese pizza and hot dogs (I mean Lukie, Lexington, and Reg died from street glizzies for fuck’s sake). Sobbing he called Rose freaking out as he drove Carrie (who was blissfully ignorant singing along to the Kidz Bop CD she got from the party favor) to the ER. “Rose I can’t lose another person who I love” Rose right before she had to perform at a gig she convinced him to turn around and go back home.
This is @iamthefryiestfrench-blog genius idea and I love it so, so much but Carrie and Bobby definitely started to cook dinner together like a couple times a week as Father-Daughter bonding time. Well until Carrie started to get super busy with Dirty Candy and before Trevor started touring again at that point they started to drift away. Fights started to happen more frequently. Carrie started to get more and more take-out to spite Trevor, but she didn’t realize that Trevor stopped eating again. A major fight erupted after Trevor passed out from hunger a couple of weeks after the Orphuem concert.
“Carrie sweetie it is NOT DRUGS”
“Then why did I walk in to you knocked out on the floor”
“I just hadn’t had time to eat today mahal”
“Dad do not lie to me! I cannot lose another person who I love. I can’t Dad. I’m going to call Dr. Crystal!!!”
And that was when the truth was revealed...
Carrie’s channel is slowly started to be sponsored by hello fresh, cookunity, or blue apron every single week without fail. Both of them wouldn’t admit it, but this was her offering the olive branch and Trevor took it IMMEDIATELY. (He missed cooking with his little girl). And in the sponsorship ad you would see Trevor cooking a meal with his hair in little pigtails with pink scrunchies.
Of course, they get the vegetarian meals and if you use here promo code “DIRTYCANDI10” then you can get up to 10 meals for free!!! So thank you so much Hello Fresh for sponsering today’s video!!!
It took almost 25 years but cooking with Carrie again made things feel almost alright again and that’s all Bobby could have asked for.
A/N: Hi! Thanks for reading this it was really fun to write :) (because I love to write pain lmao) But please let me know if you want to be added to my taglist down below by either replying to this post, reblogging this post, or sending me an ask! I would appreciate reblogs and feedback because I love reading your guy's comments and tags they seriously make my day but it's fine if you don't want to :)!!!
~✨My Taglist is Under the Cut Lol✨~
@poppin-peters, @sunset-bobby, @theobligatedklutz, @soupforfree, @iamthefryiestfrench-blog
#julie and the phantoms#jatp#bobby jatp#taylor kare#trevor wilson#carrie wilson#rose molina#julia molina#flynn nolastname#jatp headcanons#tw drug mention#tw death mention#tw starvation#my writing lol#this took low-key forever to finish but i'm so proud of this!!!#OH ASK ME TO TAG TRIGGERS!!!#savannah lee may#luke patterson#alex mercer#reggie peters#i'm so sorry this is legitimately so painful to read#gabby speaks to the dead#random jatp headcannon
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#arrow sys#Love them#Absolute sweethearts all of em#And suoer fun to sprint with
FIRST OF ALL SOBS /pos
second,,, i know nothing abt twst or obey me but grabby hands at a ramble; i will absolutely listen if you wanted to talk about it :starry:
JSHDJF [WAILS ALOUD] I TOOK SO LONG SO GET BACK TO YOU THAT I FINISHED ONE OF THE WIPS IN THAT TIME LMAO!!
Well!! This is good promo! :> The one that i was typing up is finished now and it's the obey me fic! You can find it here:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/33644662
Mammon and Movies:
Basically! Someone read another fic of mine that included my self insert flappy stimming and also getting mental breakdown so it asked if i could include a couple other stims in another work since he enjoyed my first one! I. Took that request and made an entire fic dedicated to him lmao. So! I asked it later on for what it would like me to include and which character to use and here we are!
This is a 4K fic of Mammon from Obey Me paired with a Neurodivergent!Reader. The plot is that of him showing you a magic trick and smoothly whipping out a movie ticket!! You've been wanting to ask him to see a movie with you for a while so this is perfect! So perfect in fact that you're overwhelmed with happiness and have a brief moment of being nonverbal as you're overwhelmed with euphoria. Then the next day, you meet him at the venue and the date begins! Other scenes include him allowing you to hold onto his bracelets as it's one of your stims (he wears one of every texture to accomodate to your tastes), you dissociating out of anxiety in a movie theatre and him helping to ground you, and finally! Him sleeping on your shoulder before the movie ends.
Ik i kinda just said the majority of the plot lmao but! Its just a fluffy and sweet movie date! I enjoyed writing it a lot although i got about 80% of it done a month ago and tyn didn't touch it for like 2 weeks sjdbsjd i was p sad abt that. I like finishing things quickly esp when its for other people!! But it was a comfort during a hard time to write this work at 2am under the light of a night lamp and to the tune of street life ambience.
ALSO I FOUND OUT THAT MAMMONS OFFICIAL SONG "ARE YOU READY" LEGIT HAS NO HOURLONG LOOPS AND THAT WAS A HARD HIT TO ME BC LIKE I WANTED TO LISTEN TO IT ON TV BUT IT WASNT HAPPENINGGG TWT WHY DOES EVERYONE LIKE ALL THE OTHER OTHER BROTHER'S SONGS INSTEAD LIKE PLSSS
Anyway lmao i'm quite happy with this work, it feels very round and finished to me which makes me happy because it means I didn't need to worry about editing it to feel satisfied. The requester liked it a lot too! Which made me super super happy. :>
Now!! For the twisted wonderland!! That’s a comfort plotline of mine that doesn’t really have a title yet and is still a wip that is written through my friend’s DMs BUT! I will also take the time to promo my twst writing blog! It is dead QvQ On there, you can see a bit more about the self insert in question but for now, i’ll just put the ship name as the title.
https://twst-sumi-squad.tumblr.com/
Kalim Al-Asim X Sumi Bint Khattar (Plot line):
So!! This one stemmed from me drawing something out of self indulgence and to show it to my friend, I described Sumi B in full and then I told them about my ships and around that time I had like five love songs I was obsessed with. And for each of them. I had. A separate animatic. For like at least 1 ship, the average was two but one had three. Sumi B was the centre of the most ships but not the only one. Anyway!! I told my friend about this and asked if I could dump my ideas onto them! They agreed and I started with a summarised version but then realised I needed a bit more build up so I started to write it in a bit more detail. Hah. It ended up being a Lot More Detailed but even then, I would write the scenes in a much more fluid and descriptive way if it were Real Writing so! I call it a Plotline. It is very long.
The plot itself is. long now. it’s a slowburn lmao because most if not all of my self insert ships tend to be slowburns. But this one? This particular self insert? Sumi B? Yeah she’s the only one with trust issues so she mothers the BIGGEST slowburns known to history. It takes them a year before she even considers him a friend despite seeing him every day and also having multiple deep conversations with him. Anyway though, this one is a big comfort becuase it has something I didn’t really dare to do before. Kalim, the canon character, falls in love with my oc first. Normally I have it the other way round becuase I’m too scared to assume that I would be like, deserving or like desirable enough for someone to have a crush on me. But with Sumi B, even I have a goddamn crush on her lmao. I indulge myself a bit with this one and really play around with emotions and!! In the most recent scene! We have finally reached the part where she actually starts to love him back! :D
I started this one a loooong time ago, at least a month and maybe two? It was Intended to be finsiehd in one night and then i got carried away and my friend got invested and then I ALSO got invested and so I started to develop the plot further so make it more interesting and keep the buildup going. It’s very fun and though i try to limit myself to summarising actions and dialogue, i fail. very often. so it often has little tidbits of more beautiful sentences and tension lmao.
This particular fic is based off of my imagined animatic for the song “Would you be so kind” by Dodie! I didn’t know about the song until i saw other people’s animatics and I ended up taking it and running away haha! I’m currently really happy with it however I am really dreading the day where I actually write it out properly. If I don’t? I don’t know. Maybe I’ll post the plotline by itself. I have another fic just like it, one with a different self insert who (in fact) is very very close with Sumi B and considers her his older sister, that i ALSO wrote in semi detailed plot lines in someone’s DMs. Both are massive comforts to me and though i love them, their plot lines are so goddamn long that i will dread the day i decide to write them all out.
So uhm!!! Yeah!! XDD Those are the two fics I was talking about! I hope you enjoyed my small ramblings about them haha. I’m starting college soon though so I fear I might have much more time for fanfic.
#cttrajan#arrow sys#OBEY ME#obey me!#obey me mammon#mammon x reader#mammon x neurodivergent!reader#neurodivergent reader#fanfic#drabbles#disney twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland#kalim al asim#kalim al asim x oc#self inserts#ramble#sodifhgsdfg#man#lots of tags#many of them#so many#this is purely bc i wanna promote myself a little bit for once#sorry if you see this bc of one of the fandom tags and just dont have any interest in it lmaoo
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PSA I guess
I was back and forth about bringing this up, but I again saw yet another case of this, where I feel like it needs to be said.
There sometimes seems to be more of a case of confusion/lack of understanding of different “site culture” rather than, IDK what to call it, active intent to take away credit from deserving parties. So instead of always assuming the worst, I decided to try and give kind of a short info/explanation to some new people on Tumblr about how to engage/share content from artists here you like.
A Tip to new people using tumblr: reposting is highly frowned upon here, given there is a built-in system for you to share other people’s works that legitimately takes less effort than reposting does.
If you enjoy an artist’s work, and specifically if they already have a Tumblr account, just reblog their art. Use the handy reblog button to bring it into your blog!
I know places like Insta essentially “encourage” reposting with their promo account culture (in my eyes anyway), but Tumblr DOES NOT work that way, why would it, when we already have a tool to easily promote/share in-site works, build into the site?
Here, you can just click the “reblog” button, which, side note, is honestly a far better method for promoting artists/writers you like IMO, because it ensures proper credit, and all the engagement still goes to the OG artist as well. It’s essentially what those “promo accounts” on insta are trying to do, but better.
I’ve occasionally seen new accounts popping up (like just few minutes ago) where the person is essentially reposting art without credit like this is Instagram (where while still shitty IMO, it seems more accepted for some reason...) even though in some cases the said artist even has a tumblr account they post on actively. Just go and reblog the artist’s work instead! it’s genuinely easier and faster to do than reposting lmao
So, if you want to dedicate your account to your favorite ship/fandom/character/whatever, just reblog the content others make and post here, or create your own eventually if you want to!
TLDR: Use the Reblog system if you want to share an artwork you like on Tumblr from a creator on Tumblr, it exists literally for that very reason; to share what you enjoy!
(And, of course, art from outside Tumblr would per common courtesy require you asking for permission and giving credit properly (and not reposting if you weren’t given permission, not that people seem to follow this a whole lot unfortunately....) but this is mainly talking about artists who already have Tumblr they post on getting their stuff reposted.)
#Artists on tumblr#psa#tumblr tips#fanart#I saw an account who'd reposted art from an artist I know was here on tumblr#and the account handle kind of prompted me to make this post#as it felt like the person was just genuinely unaware this place doesn't work like Instagram#Tho ofc I can't be sure
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Do you have advice for new fan fic writers wanting to start posting?
hello love! 🥰 absolutely! tbh I still feel like a new writer myself considering I only started writing when I made this tumblr which is a year ago, and especially because my blog hasn’t grown as much as others, I feel like I’m still learning all this stuff myself too! 😊
this might be a little bit long bc I’ll be relating to my own experiences and what I’ve learned :) any writers please add on if you feel I’ve missed something! 😋
firstly, write what you want to write! don’t force ideas/requests.
your best work will come when you’re writing something that you’re excited to write. if someone sends a request, it’s okay to say that nothing is coming to mind, or think on it and come back at a later time (I still have requests in my inbox from like 7 months ago and they’re developing into full length fics (think 20k+) because I liked the idea and wanted to give time to it and now I’m really excited to write them too! that said, sometimes forcing ideas has worked for me (talk slow for example), but it’s how you feel in the moment. (now see how I linked my work just there, that is shameless self promo bc u might decide to check it out — remember this for my last point ;)
take your time! if you’re stuck, come back to it a few hours/days/weeks/more later.
following on from the first point, taking your time can be one of the most valuable things to do. sometimes all you need is a little break to figure out the missing piece from your work. if you’ve got writers block, work on a different wip/take requests, whatever works for you.
if you’re struggling to stay motivated, try: making a playlist/moodboard/banner for your fic or read something instead of writing!
pretty self explanatory, but sometimes we need visual creativity to come into play and help us craft our world so we can write it in words. and reading other fics can help you when you see the way another writer writes — their style/format, and I’ve noticed that almost every writer on this app has something unique in their writing that I can’t always put a finger on, but when I read it, it literally makes me go “yeah, I wanna go and work on my fic now.” — that I can’t explain 😂
make your blog pretty!
this is more to attract followers but it’s also very pleasing for you to see yourself! :) have links in your bio, a header, a theme for desktop tumblr, and most importantly, a masterlist!!!! I wish I’d done this earlier lol, my tumblr was trash for a while 😔
make friends! join networks!
this is a social app — use it to “network”. I can guarantee you’ll meet some amazing people and they can be a great motivation/support when it comes to your writing, whether that’s boosting your fics by reblogging, or encouraging you while you write, or even beta-reading for you. also, discord is always filled with wild conversations lmao.
space out your content!
say you get two fics written in two weeks and you don’t know when your next one will be/it’ll be at least a few weeks until the next one, whatever it is, I’d recommend spacing it out. post one fic first, and when the exposure on that starts going down, then post the second one. and queue your rb’s — remember we’re all on different time/schedules so at 2pm on wednesday you might be asleep while I’m awake, or one week you might be busy on a saturday but another saturday you’re scrolling through tumblr, so, my last point….
reblog your own work without shame! it’s yours, be proud of it! I’m still learning to do this myself but rb’s are important so do it :) + self promo!!! if someone is asking for recs, send your own fic! I have and I’ve been embarrassed to do it but they asked! but don’t do it if they’re not asking bc some authors don’t like it, it can feel forceful/ uncomfortable for them to say no.
I hope this helps somewhat!!!! have a lovely day anon and good luck with your writing! ❤️
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A lot of ppl giving their opinions rn here’s mine too lmao. 1) I do think timing is convenient bc SM is coming out in a few months and promo period is starting. 2) Everyone saying that big actors and big films don’t need PR stunts..... give me a break. One Direction? Taylor Swift? Beyoncé? Jennifer Aniston? PR is PR and even the biggest names in Hollywood do it. You never know. 3) There’s also a lot of people asking “why not do it since the first movie, then?” and using the claim that a fan tipped off a pap as evidence for it not being PR. We don’t know their (Tom, Z, or SM) marketing strategy. We can all come up with a million theories but we can’t just assume things like “oh fans would’ve gotten bored with it if they did it back then” because you can’t tell and, for this example specifically, there’s a million ways to spice up long PR relationships. Maybe back then the actors fought harder against it, maybe their teams didn’t want to do it then bc they were really young, maybe they decided to wait until the last one for shock value, maybe there were contractual obstacles. We don’t know and we won’t know and everything that is said could very well be a lie including that the fan tipped them off just like that. So we need to stop assuming and start looking at the more concrete things, like timing. 4) Don’t you think that it’s weird that Mr “I’m pretty good at staying away from the public eye” was getting papped and seen with fans SO MUCH in this past month and a half? Now it feels like build-up to me. Feels like it was in his team’s plan to get him to be seen. A lot. And it does make sense because he has so much coming out. Also they were spotted together a lot since he went to LA... not trying very hard to hide I don’t think but 🤷♀️Also, Z hid a relationship for 4 years from 2012 to 2016 and we still don’t know who she was dating then, right? So you know, celebrities are able to control what comes out to the public but also are indeed victims of invasion of privacy a lot. 5) They do look all cutesy with each other in the car but Hollywood has proven to fake stunts very well so who knows 6) Having said all that, I think it’s just as fair to say it’s PR as it is to say it’s not PR as it is to say it’s a mix of both. Let’s not fight about it. Don’t believe anything that comes from Hollywood or the government. Stay skeptical. Stay bisexual. Stay healthy.
Oh I totally see what you mean honestly this is all based on opinions and analyzing what we see can we be wrong, yeah of course, but there's nothing wrong with that this all just some innocent debating of theories and all of that, you know, and I'm glad you mentioned the fact that Tom has been getting caught by fans a lot lately and I agree it did feel like build up and I remember like weeks or maybe even a month ago I mentioned here on my blog how I thought that was weird and someone straight away told me it could be them getting ready to do some pr for the movie and I guess they were right bc Tom can literally go months without being seen so him being caught so much was weird and the whole Tom and Z sightings are we even sure those are reliable tho can't those be made up bc I at least haven't seen anything substantial showing that it's true and one last thing I love the "stay skeptical, stay bisexual, stay healthy" ahaha
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ISU Worlds Men’s Short Program Group 4 - Live blog
Ok we’re pArt way through Shoma Uno’s program and my fuji tv stream has finally decided to behave - I’ve missed the first half of the program 😩😩
Ooft nasty fall on the 3A but good recovery - before the fall it looks like everything was clean,, shoma gets level 4 for the spin straight after
Lmao @ Stephane at the boards love him
Not the cleanest but he looks happy so that’s all that matters 🥺
On another note I’m still obsessed w his song choice LMAOOO it’s chaotic,, just like him 😌
Shoma uno currently in at 3rd place behind Yuma and kolyada I think??
Jin boyang is now up skating to Trio in D,, falls on the opening quad loop,, doubles the planned triple of his following quad triple combo
Beautiful 3A tho
So far out of 5 elements 3 are to be reviewed
Also a shaelynn bourne choreo apparently
Every spin combo but the last was a lvl 3, the last one was a lvl 4
Boyang scores 77.95 coming in at 11th rn oofttt
Kevin Aymoz nails the quad toeloop to open and the following triple triple combo, toe loop and loop I think it was?
Ooft he juuuust managed to save a 3A after a v nice step sequence
I never realised but Kev aymoz actually has really good skating skills, he’s got a lot of floor work in this program also
Music choice is just as chaotic as shoma’s and Yuma’s lol - what’s going on here
His 3A has been giving a red light but has come in at 5th place
LMAOOO TRUST FUJI TV THEYVE CUT TO A PREPARED PROMO THING OF THE UPCOMING YUZU VS NATHAN SHOWDOWN GBYEEE
Keegan Messing is up next skating to Mr Ed sheeran’s Perfect,, nails the opening quad toe loop triple toe loop combo, also nails the following 3A,,, lvl 4 for the spin - his spins are really stable w great speed
Effortless 3lutz follows EFFORTLESS
Keegan is really on his game today, could get a podium place - everything is clean!!!
Idk why I forget but he really does have beautiful skating skills and excellent tech skills!!
Mr Messing overtakes shoma for third
Lmao they’ve cut to yuzu entering rink side all sassy
OMFG DENISS VASILJEVS HAS GROWN HIS HAIR OUT??? IT’S IN A LITTLE PONY TAIL A LA SEASON 4 EREN JÄGER???? IM-????
In any case he nails opening triple triple,, hangs on to the 3A,, lvl 4 sit spin
Wowww his got see through panels and everything in his costume damn son ok we see you,, looks like we’re channeling ~sex appeal~ for this short lol
Just a friendly reminder for all the baby fs fans that deniss is shoma’s rinkmate and trains w Stephane lambiel too!!
Step sequence is nice as always and fits the music well but tbh I would’ve liked a bit more energy??
Deniss comes in at 81.22 making him 10th atm
Next up, the final group!!
#figure skating#isu worlds 2021#isu world championships#shoma uno#yuzuru hanyu#keegan messing#deniss vasiljevs#kevin aymoz#jin boyang
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how did you manage to make your blog grow so quickly
It’ll sound stupid and a bit wanky but I think by like… being active and making content I like and being me? That’s my advice to people who’re like “how can I get more asks/engagement” like my advice is to just do you and make content you’d enjoy reading and would find funny and put your own personality into it and don’t be afraid to talk about stuff outside the scope of what you’ve decided on blogging about? Like I think often people focus on like “okay but this is what people who signed up for this want” and like idk that people sign up for content per se as much as the blogger and it’s okay if not all your content vibes with all your followers, the point is that people will generally enjoy the vibe you cultivate. And some people won’t like it at all lmao so that is also something you have to be ready for like you’re not gonna be universally adored. There’s gonna be a lot of people with Takes™️ and if you take said takes personally like it’s gonna suck for you.
Also don’t try and copy a blog you like’s vibe, like do you. You don’t want to be a budget version of someone else. You have your own jokes and your own interests and your own vibe and that’s what people are there for - not to like follow content that’s similar to other content they like.
I’m by no means an expert lmao but if you want like particular advice or like pointers or if you want a promo feel free to DM and we can chat.
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sjdjsk HAHA thanks for the confirmation sweetheart, now I'm going to call you that in almost every ask just because you're such a sweetie 🥺❤️❤️❤️
also, thank you 😭 idk i still feel that i didn't study as much as i could've, which, is entirely on me and my incredibly short attention span lmao (possibly due to undiagnosed mental illness??? 🥴 i guess we'll never know!) but it's fine I'll just work harder for the next set of exams 💀
ooo I'll be checking in on your writing blog then!! I'm sure whatever you decide on will be really nice hehe
don't worry about university (okay maybe you should but like temporarily,, don't) — things will work out!! (yeah that's my life motto: things will work out, even if things get shitty.) you'll eventually find a place where you're happy about, but maybe sometimes it's time to take a step back and take a breather for a while. i love you and believe in you!! all the best, my dear ❤️
also,,, because i saw someone commented on the ask-post:
unfortunately i can't do anything else to change my grades because where i am (singapore) exams are more of a one-off done deal kind of case.... there's sometimes graded assignments in between exams so we can get our grades up a little, but there's no such thing as extra credit.... :") so my only real hope is to really start mugging for the next set of exams (my "promos", as we call it here, because it's the last set of exam for the school year aka we will be getting "promoted" if we pass this school year 🥴) which are like,,, 50? 60?% of my entire final grades for this year so..... yeah. that's a big oof.
and yes! i got the Pfizer vaccine! in Singapore, youths under the age of 18 can only take the Pfizer vaccine, and anyone older (18 up) can choose between Pfizer and Moderna (all these are done by choosing which vaccination center you go to for your jab when you book your appointment — the webpage shows whether the center offers Pfizer or Moderna so people can choose, but obviously for those <18 y/o we have a more limited selection of vaccination centers)
i took the shot yesterday (roughly 15? hours ago) and so far my only symptoms are my arm is kinda sore but i took the day off school anyways just to be safe zzz
planning to go watch some comfort drama and then catch up on the lectures & homework i haven't completed today 🥴
i hope everyone's taking care and being safe!! and sumayyah, i trust that you'll find a suitable university, and i am sending you love & good vibes!! I'm kind of an atheist but I'll be hoping and kind of praying for you to get into a good, suitable, safe and fun university, darling! 🥺🥰❤️❤️❤️ take care okay!!
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OH MY GOODNESS! In my novel, Camilla and Tristan do the whole "two rivals have nicknames for the other that they use to be patronising and bitter, until they're not patronising and bitter" and Tristan's one for Camilla is sweetheart.... the world is a magical place <3
... Is there any way to get that checked out? Just because it is something, there's likely medication or help you can get!!
Yay! In case anyone else was wondering (which I doubt) it's @sumayyahwritesthings
Thank you <33 I think I needed to hear that. Exactly! I'm like: things are going to work out because they have to because I won't believe otherwise, and I'll just do my best and that's all I can do, but then my parents will say stupid shit, and the school will be like: PERSONAL STATEMENTS! And I'm like: ummm.....
Oh no, that sounds really stressful and not fun :((
Ahh okay! I'm still waiting :( Like on the one hand, I'm glad I'm not a priority group because that would've been unfair to the older and vulnerable people, but on the other hand I'm just like: when is it my turn? Like here is my right arm, jab me!!!
That sounds like a good plan!
Aww thank you <3 that's very encouraging!! I think that's also my fear- that I'm going to make the wrong decision, but... there's always a gap year, and transfers... that also means a lot to me, I love you! <3 No promises, but I'll try <3
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Morning Anon!! It's been a while, but I see you're feeling a bit down and definitely you deserve praise and admiration!! I've been reading all your cute hc's about Ignis and he's very cute and very inspiring. Tell us about how you came up with such a good concept!? One day I'll stop being shy and intimidated, and approach you for writing! Until then, know that I really enjoy you and your content and art on my dash! Please keep up the good work, you're doing wonderful!
ahah oh well i think that’s a little exaggeration but uhhHH sure history of this character go--
THREE YEARS AGO. slowly creeping up on four, some fandom drama made me go fandomless, although i felt absolutely idea-less at the time and felt like i couldn’t really come up with a brand-new concept from the scratch, so i actually went through an extensive list of mythological monsters n was like... what do i want to write... because i was dead-set on writing a monster boy like the disappointment that i am
so i wanted something... not just a species, but some specific creature from mythology and settled on cerberus. so that’s what i originally wrote. same url and everything. was more fitting back then i think, but its still alright and i’m attached to it. especially when i later saw someone using the url hellgvarded so i was like hehe i did it first
so, cerberus, right. meaning i wanted to do something funky with some sort of split personality thing given the three heads n such. well i... couldn’t do it? but partially i blame the fact that i couldn’t really connect with his muse in general, nor the world i put him in. my plotting / shipping partner at the time didn’t really help that much. it was very dull, set in a more cyberpunk-ish setting as compared to a modern parallel to today’s world as his canon is now, he was even supposed to have some cybernetic implants and such, not that i ever decided on those. admittedly, that part then fuelled shinjou’s focus on that, but i digress. his human alias was still ignis, his lover at the time was called noctis ( hint hint as to how i drew inspo for his brother lmao but really the name is the only connection because i liked the duality ) and he was still some sort of secret agent / police force thing, although i never decided on how he’s gotten to earth in that incarnation. basically he really had no background or anything to him besides that.
so i abandoned that blog due to my inability to connect, and also partially because i managed to feel so completely overwhelmed on it within two days as it literally exploded. the promo got such immense traction for w/e reason that i had 200 followers within those two days, which sure it stroked my ego a lil but at the same time? well first off, it barely let me settle in and also made me feel awful because i felt like i owed ppl a lot... and i didn’t want to disappoint. so many ppl jumped in on that concept and???? i actually didn’t have any muse for it????? so rip.
so i dipped after that and made the kitsune twins. which stayed with me for another 2-3 years so i’d call that a success. i still off-handedly write them on discord and at least one of them is actually important to ig’s canon. or rather, i eventually revisitted ig to make him a plot device for shinjou. before that, however, he still existed in the back of my mind in a prototype of what the gonchiye is today. the gonchiye actually gave me a platform to revamp a lot of my old muses which i’m actually rly happy about, but. anyway, back then it was a german-based organization called die jagdhunde ( same deal lmao ) but instead of being entirely supernatural based it was a group of humans actually hunting the supernaturals due to supersitions and stuff like that. sometimes they’d capture some of them and force them to work for them, ig being one of those, kalisha being another. it’s what made me lowkey ship them, but in the end ig ended up having a strong male preference so him and lisha are just kinda like bff’s in their current canon. by then, i simply had ig as a regular hellhound rather than being cerberus himself as i wanted him to be mine rather than being a known mythology being, but he had no background nor development beyond the fact that he was always supposed to be a mature, gentlemanly, but somewhat uptight individual with fire and shadow magic and the ability to phasewalk. that’s all i had on him.
but again, i tend to hyperfixate so it didn’t become much more than a simple concept like many others, as i focused on the order of the lotus and the twins’ story. but you know. eventually i reached a stalemate and i had a lot of background for shinzou, but not his brother. so that’s how the gonchiye became to be, being based on an ancient supernatural pit-fighting organization of which jou was once part of. i involved lucius in all that, made him be the big bad, etc etc, and then had jou be bought off by the yakuza so that’s how he was raised. i then really wanted a plot for him of infiltration and betrayal, but instead of making a whole new muse for that, i just took one of my old concepts and used that instead. which was ig.
ig’s muse was also spurred by nata’s ( @hellhunted ) desire to ship him with her falcon splice, which then alone led to further development of the gonchiye and their scientific endeavors. anyway point being i made ig, as part of the gonchiye, infiltrate shinjou’s yakuza to get him assassinated, and the whole plague thing got added in a bit later, but it worked out alright. again, one of my older concepts that i had in the twins’ old canon but wanted to reuse because i didn’t want to drop the idea completely. so that’s how i got more involved in ig’s character, and then i finally lost the twins’ muses completely ( much to my dismay, i miss them ) so i focused on ig? it was surprisingly easy to connect to him afterwards and give him some background, frankly i don’t remember how i made him be a hellhound / fury crossbreed ( i do remember it being nata’s idea but i just don’t remember what prompted it ), but i did purposelly lowkey base him off of cerberus to stay true to his origins. maybe it’s a little on-the-nose to have him be the ‘son of cerberus’ but i’m honestly quite proud of my cerberus hc which makes it very flexible to work with. similiarly, to how cerberus had an older brother called orthrus, i had always wanted ig to have a brother, so he always had a vague concept for one, so nox was around for a hot minute but again. it took me a while to actually do anything concrete with him as a character. originally, they were both hellhounds. now ig is a crossbreed and nox is a pureblood fury.
n really then it was just a matter of writing on discord to get him to where he is now --- i wrote him in private for about a year before bringing him on tumblr, but that’s how he came to be. heavily inspired by the cerberus as we know him, and then adapted to my impending apocalypse canon.
#≥ file 009: INTERCEPTED MESSAGES#≥ file 666: REDACTED#( kdgkjk thanks for the ask it made me feel better at least )#( distracting really ty ty )#( consider this tho; you already survived my follower purge which means i rly enjoy u too so )#( u know )#( wink wonk )#long post /#( lmaooo sorry this got so long but )#( lots of history to this boy i guess )#( you can also see how my thought process goes )#( pff )
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