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Oh, Padmé, you didn't deserve it...
Oh, Padmé, I'm so sorry
#feeling so sad about her rn#feeling sad about her always#but especially now#padmé amidala#padme amidala#padme naberrie#padmé naberrie#star wars padme#star wars padmé#sw padme#i get that we never saw her in the originals but#i could've treated her better#you ever have a deep melancholy about padmé amidala?#yeah me too
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I wonder if Flowey ever just... let Clover stay dead for longer than a few seconds after they died in a fight just to see what happens. I mean, he basically is the master of their fate and would probably get bored of seeing them repeat the same three routes over and over and over again. I feel like in between trying to push Clover to fight Asgore, he'd probably find the time to entertain himself watching other characters react to Clover's death to mix things up a bit.
#undertale yellow#he'd be busting out popcorn and treating everyone's psychological breakdown as a dark comedy#oh? starlo succeeded in killing Clover and now that he can see the blood spilling into the sand and suddenly everything isn't some#dumb cowboy roleplay where everyone plays at justice and starlo really for real murdered a child? lmaooooooo#let's watch this grown man break down crying as his best friend has to cope with the fact that he's a child murderer.#or axis kills clover in a pacifist route and Ceroba has to cope with the fact that because she told them to not fight back#they couldn't defend themself properly and now another kid died because of Chujin's creation AND she can't use their soul#for her husband's legacy.#or how about dalv killing clover and he realizes that it wasn't a hallucination. he just fought another human.#or martlet's fight where she wasn't seriously trying to apprehend them but they died anyways and she realizes that#a part of her job entails killing kids.#or the Feisty 4 fight where starlo leaves for 5 minutes and comes back to all his friends having murdered a child#why stop at pacifist/neutral though?#Martlet was reluctant to fight clover the first time in a no mercy run. yeah she stopped a dangerous killer but they could've turned#things around and tried to be better but now they never get the chance to do that.#or Ceroba beats Clover and realizes that she has absolutely nothing left for her. her husband is dead. her daughter is in limbo.#her best friend died in front of her. there is nothing left for her now.#..... actually. flowey. pass me the popcorn too. i wanna sit down and see where things go as well.#i know flowey wouldn't give a damn about all the emotional aspects but I'd more than happily eat that angst up!
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a little upset with the chiyo change tbh. i didn't realize or know chiyo was going to undergo a COMPLETE remodel/rework but seeing erissa is just ... man. i understand where people were coming from with their criticisms on chiyo's design but it feels even more backhanded that they just straight up made her (afaik) white.
erissa doesn't have much ... personality? to her design? it's an alright design by her lonesome, but it doesn't signify chaos to any degree. this is just a tiktok influencer to me. and she doesn't seem like an actual child anymore. chiyo was fun in the regards that she's clearly meant to be a rambunctious tweenager and could be seen as such, but now this is just. Ambiguous Older Teen/Young Adult to me.
i don't agree with their solution to chiyo criticism being "oh let's just not make her japanese!" because her being japanese wasn't . the problem? so.
i showed my friends the new design and we all came to the collective agreement she doesn't look like a dark rider or chaotic at all this is a quirky tiktok fashion influencer
#bailey’s babbles.#sso#chiyo sso#erissa sso#ssoblr#star stable online#i STILL can't find if they ever released that damn blogpost talking about erissa in depth#and villains / bad guys can be people of color too. the solution isn't to just make them white#treat them with better tact but that's like if people criticized jay or sabine sso would go hey starfam! we hear you. we're going to be#reworking them to fit your standards. and then they just became white girls again#chiyo looked like how i did growing up and i thought that was awesome but they could've just remade her outfit or something#idk. i'm not vibing with erissa as of yet. chiyo solos to me#people are free to disagree or talk to me on this btw i'd love to hear other opinions on this
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think I've figured out what bugs me so much about Natasha Pulley's work - every female character who could potentially interfere with the ~gay couple~ is portrayed in a negative light
#there's something else about it that bugs me too. like. something about her depiction of history...#i started the kingdoms and im trying to puzzle out why it's not really working for me#also i swear this author KEEPS GIVING HER GAY CHARACTERS WIVES for NO REASON#she literally just wants to portray the wives as bitches#but like. WHY ADD THEM?? WHY MAKE ALICE JOE'S WIFE???#she did that and then immediately went 'well alice is a rapist and a bad mother then!!' like girl. you could have just made them like#co-inhabitants of this house. and not married. and Lily could be related to Joe in some other way if you NEED a kid...#idk. im still bitter about pepperharrow lol where the eofe finally started being treated like a human and not a fucking chess piece#and then killed herself for her husband basically. SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO DIE. THERE WERE A TON OF SOLUTIONS!!#but no. we can't have sweet baby Mori having a wife after he ran away to England to live with his gay lover nooooooo#WHY EVEN MAKE HIM MARRIED JUST SO YOU CAN KILL HIS WIFE OFF. SHE COULD'VE BEEN HIS HOUSEKEEPER OR SMTH#this has gotten away from me. I just don't like it tho.#if there were any female characters that were portrayed positively though and not treated like a Threat to the Gay I'd feel better#but there aren't so far#unless you count the absentee Madeline#the only female character treated well so far is Joe's daughter Lily and she's two
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I can see some of y'all are deep in the colonial romance fantasies re silna 😒😒😒
#terrorposting#the thing about goodsir/silna is that it's good because it didn't happen#she doesn't love him like that. he's the man who (symbolically) killed her father he's her jailer he's the information leech worming#it's way into her vocabulary#he loves her like that of course. how could he not with the tales of native romances he's been spoon-fed. and she knows that he doesn't see#her as a Whole Unique Person. she's the arctic to him. she's the unyielding ice and wind that cuts at your skin and the beast haunting them#they're not made for each other it's not 'anything could've happened' - it's good because it didn't#there was clearly a draw and a connection there - but this show is EXCELLENT at illustrating how fuzzy the borderline between chemistry and#what people are truly capable of at their worst#can be#it's 'for all the love that could have been if we were both different. if the world was different. if we weren't here (but if we weren't#here we never could be)'#it's you are clearly bad for me but I cannot tear myself away#it's you bring me comfort but I wish you weren't here (I wish we both weren't here)#it's we're going through this awful thing together. despite it all despite what either of us wants we're in this together#it's not some fuckign. uwu THIS white man will treat her good. how can you say that after a single second of considering the sexualization#of native women#they're fascinating because of the situation not because it's some 'better' romance#some of y'all suck the nuance right outta things like a juice box I swear to GOD
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I think the biggest, sickest joke anything could ever happen to me was having covid for the first time last week, and I'm still trying to recover from it...
#personal#thanks to my mom's superiority complex because I kept telling her when she got sick to wear a mask around the house and take the test#and then the minute I got sick she took the test#and got a positive#and I didn't even have to take it to know that I got a positive too#and yep took the test and it was positive#and I could've potentially put my sister at risk#while she was most definitely putting my sister at risk because she didn't wear her mask#my mom feels bad but oh boy I cannot wait to tell her off once I get better because the way I was treated when I had the flu#and I got yelled at to stay in my room and do this and that while she thought she was right and had a common cold and thought nothing of it#can't wait to talk to my therapist about all of this thursday
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finished rebirth & i'll maybe write more about it some other time but for now i'll just say it was ok
#❛ ooc ( it’s hard to stand on both feet )#tbd //#ff7 rebirth spoilers //#i found it fun but underwhelming is probably my overall take#i like how they fleshed out characters/dynamics/lore#to the extent i never really liked tifa growing up because she felt kinda. mean and passive aggressive imo#but in remake it feels like they portrayed her how she was initially intended to come across#similarly to barret even#if they just took that same anger from the original and let her have some as a treat i think it'd have worked better though#im not a fan of dyne hating barret when he never blamed him in the og#or of cait sith not getting his pre death monologue alluding to his sentience#aerith's death shocked me because i didn't expect it but then?? is she even actually dead or is cloud just nuts#cloud's regression also felt a bit wonky and less believable but it's maybe just that he looks cringe talking like sephiroth#im glad tifa and cloud actually communicated to some extent in this game but im still waiting to see how he handles talking to zack#overall it's made me appreciate the vibes of the og more#i think there's still potential for the story but i wish they'd focus more on including elements of the og that fit the ff7 vibe#and on making characters playable..... than giving us infinite chadley tasks#the world is so big but it feels like it could've been a lot smaller and a lot more authentic#silverlining was cloud and zack gettin to fight together.. my boys#i'll still replay it but probably replay the og and remake first#and maybe 16#im also. still not fond of whatever they did to nanaki
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yeah i think momoharu was a last minute asspull that contributed very little to the plot and maki had shown no romantic inclinations to kaito previously and could've been an entirely platonic take on the plot and that was what i meant by forced heterosexuality when i did that video back in 2020. yeah i also like momoharu as a romantic ship. we exist
#someone bitched at me for doing it and said 'UHHH U PRAISED KUZUPEKO U HYPOCRITE'#kuzupeko had YEARS of history between them and yet still ended on an ambiguous note#'I need you! Don't leave me!' still breaks my HEART.#it doesn't betray the exact specifics of fuyuhiko's feelings to peko#romantic? platonic? unimportant. but she is important to him.#not as a tool or a hitman or as a worker but as an equal. as a friend.#and barring maybe natsumi. he is the only one in the yakuza clan who treats her as an equal.#peko's whole Thing proves that the way she was raised in the kuzuryuu household was exclusively as a human meatshield#a hitman. a bodyguard. his sword and shield. and it was instilled into her at such a young age from the older people around her#that she still genuinely believes it. that she is only a tool to him.#and if they had kept it ambiguous for maki and kaito. i think it would've been better.#it could've kept focus on maki's arc and learning to trust others and open her heart.#the realisation that over the course of the Shenanigans kaito had become important to her#and it was up to audiences to determine interpretation.#it probably was intended to purposefully suck like this honestly.#but i just hate all of chapter 5 v3 in general and im glad chapter 6 managed to salvage that great of an ending from that dumpster fire#but uh yea there's the difference.#still ship them both.#sdr2 spoilers#ndrv3 spoilers#kuzupeko#momoharu#fuyuhiko kuzuryuu#peko pekoyama#maki harukawa#kaito momota#sdr2#ndrv3
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getting really tired of my new coworker's attitude. starting tomorrow, i'm taking a policy that if she wants me to teach her how to do something, she's gonna have to ask. no more politely checking if she knows how to do a task. no more watching as she does an uncommon thing. if she's gonna give me snark every time our communication styles mismatch, then i'm just going to remove one of the sources of that friction.
#we really. are not a good fit#we miss each other farrrr more often than we match#and as much as i don't want to say i'm blameless and perfect at social things and a victim that things just ~happen to~#i feel like i'm coming to our interactions with a lot more grace and patience#i realize i could take a step back and trust her to do the job#and i'm going to#but i really want to train her well since it seems she'll be sticking around. i want her to be confident in the job and know what she's doin#though i'll admit it has been hard to see her as competent and treat her as such. she had made bad impression after bad impression#and i probably could afford being more hands off at this point#and because i'm annoyed and a little hurt i'm going to just back off entirely#which maybe is kinda a dick move#but if my training strategy has been so annoying to her then she'll probably appreciate me backing off.#even if my intnetions are from negative emotions vs my admittedly redundant reminders#coming from good/helpful intent#it just annoys me because i try to grant her good faith when i misunderstand her or she jumps the gun or something#while i feel like she isn't doing the same when i do it#and then when i explain a thing in a way that doesn't make sense to her she gets passive aggresive about it. in front of patients#tes i could've explained that better and i will try to explain things like that differently in the future#but the running joke you've made about this isn't funny#so. no more training unless explicitly asked for. and frankly#if i can. no more reacting to her passive aggression#that one will be harder but i think i can do it#i hate this so much#i'm at work to get paid not fucking struggle through Draling With Idiots 101#*Dealing#and if she's gonna proudly proclaim how much she just doesn't care? fine. just fine. neither will i#personal#okay can these feelings calm down now i need to sleep
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#also i've finally deleted L's number from my phone and the sad spotify playlist and the list of her fav things#(also i feel like saying list of her fav things sounds weird and creepy. just to clarify i keep a running list for each of my friends with#like important info and their fav food and coffee order and stuff like that because i have a really bad memory and can't always remember#details like that even though i really care. i just have trouble recalling details when i want to get them treats and stuff)#but anyway.. i deleted all that stuff from my phone. i even charged my old phone so that i could delete her number from there too. i want to#let her go. i've moved on so long ago but for some reason i just haven't been able to fully let her go so i've held onto these little things#but i'm finally ready to fully let her go#so i deleted that stuff. i cut that connection. i no longer have her number. and it feels so good#like that tiny part of me holding on is a little sad. but it's more mourning the loss of what could've been#but i've accepted that it doesn't matter. i can't keep thinking about what would've happened if she hadn't moved or if i'd reached out#sooner when she got back. i can wonder and wonder but i'll never be able to go back in the past. i don't need to wonder anymore#because honestly i don't even want to be with her anymore.. it would kind of be embarrassing. idk i was just such a different person when we#were seeing each other. i feel like a completely different person than that and idk it's almost embarrassing that she knew me like that when#i know how much better i am now. like i just truly like myself more now than then. i'm so much cooler now lmao#but yeah. i don't want her anymore. i'm letting go. i can finally actually let go and it feels so good#and not only for me but like i'll no longer have that tiny layer of guilt when dating anybody else#and i'll be able to actually fully be all in for that person and that's what i want#i don't want to hold out for her anymore#and honestly. i hadn't been while dating N#that's a whole other thing i have to deal with#but i'm just glad that i'm no longer holding onto L. i just feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of me :)#blake says shit
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"hey HEY what do you have in your mouth!!! sit SIT. SPIT IT OUT GIVE IT—" but instead of talking to a dog it's me about my parents using the word overstimulated as nothing but another way to make fun of our anxious traumatized dog for doing things they find inconvenient or unreasonable or illogical (and, by extension, everyone who uses the term for legitimate reasons). (WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM!!!!!!!!!! AND ALSO WHERE THE FUCK DID THEY HEAR IT BECAUSE I DON'T USE IT AROUND THEM On Purpose BECAUSE I KNOW THEY'D BE ANNOYING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
#cannot stress enough that they are ill informed. they do not know what they're talking about and would not accept it if i told them#they're not accomodating to sensory needs and do not fucking know the context of capital o Overstimulation in regards to like. ppl with#sensory difficulties. like. c'mon man. if i told you i was overstimulated you'd tell me it wasn't that bad and i should just sit still and#shut up. but suddenly it's fine when you're making jokes about??? completely unrelated things??? i mean. dogs can probably be#overstimulated. i think everyone can in kind of a general sense. but they act like her getting up from the couch or smth is some frantic#strange action. they're super fucking weird about her actually they'll like. tease(?) her about how needy and pathetic and unloved she is#and how 'traumatized' she is and how that makes her act in ways that bother them in kind of an eye roll-y way which like.#SHE *IS* TRAUMATIZED. WE'VE ESTABLISHED THAT SHE HAS REASON TO ACT LIKE THIS#like 'haha she's soooo afraid we'll abandon her she's so ridiculous' what like how she was ditched as a puppy and lived on the streets for#like a year? you don't think that could've affected her at all#fucking psych major bullshit ass. 'formative experiences actually don't affect you lol' go fuck yourself#im not saying you can't tease your pets but they're treating her like her anxiety and even basic affection seeking is some huge burden#when it's absolutely not. they just want to be mean to her because they don't want her to act that way and don't care about how she feels#because they think they know better and she has no immediate reason to feel that way. god i wonder if THAT has any relevance to how they#raised their children. christ on a cracker man what the fuck#how to create an environment where your children feel safe expressing their problems (a goal they supposedly have):#1) not whatever this shit is. what the fuck is wrong with you#look maybe it doesn't sound that bad but it's been going on for years and it's been pissing me off for years. they're so cruel and for what#it's such a double standard. our other (male) dog seeks affection about as often and they don't ever make fun of him for it#and they've gotten more and more entitled about her showing affection. like it's commanded now. it's gross to me okay i don't like it#she's a sweet and kind and loving girl and i don't get why they feel the need to act like her wanting their love is so horrible when they#literally want that from her and scold her when she doesn't do it#this general attitude that ppl are over exaggerating their trauma or their feelings or their needs/wants/boundaries is so pervasive w them#that complete disregard for/invalidation of how others feel if you can't personally relate to or understand it. the mockery and cruelty#they wouldn't do it if she could understand them. i think they just like having that power over smth small that loves them#so *i* have to be like 'ohhh i love u ur so good!! im so happy ur here' to her to balance it and then thats also seen as ridiculous. wtf#skrunks' parents be considerate and introspective to ppl without risk of rejection if unkind & also don't be ableist challenge (impossible)#they will call low/no empathy ppl frightening monsters and then do this shit. empathy is not necessary for kindness and frankly if that's#your only reason to care about the wellbeing of others i think that's worse. bitch IM low empathy. at least i give a shit#im so glad my mom didnt puruse psychology after her bachelor's she woulda hurt so many people. or maybe she'd be better idk. fucks sake
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I would literally kill to see Tokyo Mew Mew fan merch of Mew Berry doing a silly Jessica Rabbit pose with the words "I'm not bad, I'm just written that way" underneath. Partially because of the obvious rabbit joke, of course, but mostly because...if you were around the fandom at all when A La Mode came out, you know what I'm talking about.
#tokyo mew mew#shitpost#iirc the editors wanted a sequel story with a new chara replacing ichigo and only one of the original tmm team was still there so...yeah#current berry's probably the best they could've done with all that executive meddling tbh#if everyone had been involved and berry was treated more like a replacement guitarist in the metaphorical mew mew band#she would've been received much better from the beginning change my mind#anyway i was like in sixth grade when a la mode came out so all i cared about was berry having a cute dress and hair like mine#and then i was just like i want to cosplay her so i'll go online and check out the fandom and that's how i found out what a mary sue was#fun cringe fact: i started taking french classes bc of her and now i'm fluent!#my post
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YOU'RE RIGHT AND YOU SHOULD SAY IT
the absolutely worst genre of anti-martha posts have to be the ones where they make her out to be some kind of predator. “oh, but he put up such CLEAR boundaries! martha refused to respect them and kept making him uncomfortable!”
…you mean the same guy that did this?
insane but i digress. also the same guy that did this?
even more insane. brother i promise you didn’t have to do all that. you could have spat and it would have worked.
also the same guy that did this:
you get what i’m saying.
my point is that he constantly blurs the lines of their relationship. kisses her, then tells her it was just a genetic transfer (doesn’t make sense), then he invites her to travel with him (oh just one more trip, oh just one more), shares A BED with her at HIS behest, and you lot can’t come to the conclusion that maybe martha is confused, that he’s sending mixed signals? no, she has to be a creep. get a grip icl
#doctor who#tenth doctor#martha jones#season 3#ten/martha#he was sending mixed signals the entire god damn season!!!#genetic transfer my ass!#you could've fucking licked her hand and gotten the same result#he spent the entirety of smith and jones being flirty and then panicked when she dared to flirt back#martha is forever my favorite companion and ten and the fandom did her dirty#i haven't forgiven y'all for how you treated her just because she had the audacity to come along after rose#martha jones is a badass who deserved better from ten and the fandom and i will die on this hill
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Ok my sins are keeping me up late at night so of course I'm going to post about ysblf. I am not a fic writer, actually I'm not a writer of any kind other than bad, but I really wish I could come up with a storyline in which Armando and Betty develop a somewhat healthy relationship, or at least one in which they get together without having gone through the ordeal of seducing/getting used. I will love reading your ideas, even fanfic recs if you know any. My own theory will be in the tags
#I THINK it could be possible for Betty and Armando to get together in a normal-ish way because#In the small period of time before Mario gets into Armando's head and convinces him he has to seduce Betty to keep the company safe#During that time Armando and Betty had something pretty sweet going on#Of course I think getting anywhere near romantic would've taken much longer than it does in the soap#But I think they could've eventually gotten there#BECAUSE Armando's and Betty's relationship was really nice#It was quite damped in inequalities tho#So I think in this alternative narrative the first step would be to get them to stand on the same grounds#Even the situation#So help Betty get more confidence and get the career she had always wanted#And help Armando break away from his unhealthy relationships and bad influences and help him be bold#Maybe then Armando starts to see Betty with longing eyes#And maybe Betty tries to go out with other people#To learn a lil about relationships and learn to stand up for herself MAYBE#And MAYBE then Armando realizes he feels jealous#Which he wouldn't want to admit not because Betty used to be an “uggo” but because he's always seen her as this sweet angel of a person#And MAYBE he goes on a personal quest to find himself because MAYBE he starts wondering wether he could ever be with someone like Betty#Could he ever be with someone so honest kind intelligent knowgeable innocent loyal yada yada basically so perfect when he is such a torment#That has been a cheater and what not#But then I need something to happen so he decides he wants to try to become the man Betty deserves#(which is what he does in the original story teehee)#And I don't know what that could be#But yeah I think so far we could get pretty cute scenes of them bonding#Armando being proud of Betty seeing her grow up and treat herself better#Scenes of Betty doing things she's scared of and then getting that reassurance knowing she's always been capable of those things#And our beloved scenes of tortured Armando#But then what is gonna push Armando to decide he wants to be good for Betty#I don't know if I want it to be jealousy#MAYBE it'll be some situation in which he realizes he has to fight for her or he'll loose her forever#Meanwhile for Betty
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the way Spencer's trauma is handled in season 6 and the way JJ responds to him lashing out pisses me off SO MUCH. How bad of a fucking friend do u have to be to look at someone clearly lashing out because of past trauma and go 'oh you're mad cause you couldn't profile me' SHUT THE FUCK UP????? you know Spencer has terrible abandonment and trust issues because of his childhood, you literally watched him spiral into intense grief and struggle immensely with Emily's death, and when he lashes out after learning the truth that's all you have to say??? I know she was new to profiling at this point but come the fuck on it doesn't take a profiler to know he wasn't being a petulant child, he was struggling with the fact that his intense grief meant NOTHING on top of his existing abandonment and trust issues. jesus CHRIST it pisses me off so much like idk if it's bad writing because we all know CM's track record with writing women or if JJ really was just that bad of a friend at that point.
and before anyone comes at me for giving spencer a pass because he's a man, i'm not saying he had a right to treat JJ like that in a professional setting (or at all but especially not while solving literal murder cases lmao) and that he was in any way handling the situation maturely. he should have taken time off of work (as if) and gone to therapy like a rational person. I'm not saying he's perfect or excusing his actions. I'm just saying JJ was also not being a great person either and people seem to give her a pass because of the way Spencer treats her. She's not blameless in this either. And I get that keeping Emily's death a secret would have been utterly horrible for her too, obviously the situation affected her in a lot of negative ways too and i get that. They both clearly needed therapy. I just think it also doesn't excuse the way she looks at Spencer, knowing all that she knows, and goes 'oh it's because you couldn't profile it out of us'.
#;; welcome to the bread bank ( out of character )#idk i get that she's also responding to the way spencer is treating her and she's valid to be upset by it#i just think instead of antagonizing him she could've given him space#or even better asked hotch to step in and tell spencer he's compromising their case and mandate that he take a step back and sort himselfou#idk it's a tough situation but the way it's handled makes me SO MAD#there's valid ways of responding to the situation and then there's. literally antagonizing him as he's walking away#they were both behaving terribly and hotch should've known better
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im ao ficked up rn queen sonia 😭😭 QUEEEN SONIAAAAA
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