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Me: trying to access the AO3_Status twitter to see what's going on
Twitter: Ahem, excuse me, do you have an account.
Me: Guess there's just no way of ever finding out.
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#AO3#Twitter#I did at one point get an account#so I could access something#but do not ask me to remember what account name or password I used#and the one thing I did to that account was make it stop following the automatic follow account#then forgot all about it forever
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Hello darlings!! Do you want the chance to work alongside Sammy Sweetsparkle?? NOW YOU HAVE THE CHANCE!! We are hiring employees for the casino!
Bartenders? Yeah! Assistants? Oh yeah!!!!
...p-please..the only thing we need is that youre an adult and that you know how to write...we're desperate
#ooc: btw its all just rp ....idk if its too obvious..#ooc: its just that a long time ago I had an acc and rp hotel chat and someone asked if they could have access to the account...#ooc: i was like bitch no?????#ooc: btw it wasn't on tumblr#ask blog#ask me anything#asks#rp acc#rp blog#sammy sweetsparkle#send asks#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#rp#fopanw#fop anw#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents sammy#sammy fairly oddparents#sammy fop#fop sammy#my art#art
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laptop update: they diagnosed the problem and somehow the warranty for the battery replacement i got also covers this repair even though it's a different part (yay!). however it is in the shop until the part comes in (boo!!!)
so i am stuck using my shitty PC lmao
#i bought this PC 2 summers ago for like $160 because i wanted a device i could travel with that i wouldn't care about breaking/being stolen#and also had an okay battery life (on account of my laptop pre battery replacement had to be plugged in at all times)#i went with a shit PC over a tablet because it was more cost effective for something with a keyboard#it's fine for typing fic in google docs and watching youtube and scrolling tumblr#which is basically all i want to do with a device while on vacation#but oh my GOD is trying to get actual work done on it horrible#plus i don't have access to a bunch of things now!!!! screaming#my boss is very chill but there's deadlines. DEADLINES#mixed bag
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my favorite part of being a uni student is being able to spend money. there's no feeling quite like ordering clothes in a fit of unable-to-find-anything-to-wear induced rage đ«¶đŒ
#if only my mother would stop making things unnecessarily difficult so i could spend directly like literally everyone else w access-#-to their bank account#frustrating as fuck but i will not be stopped from saving my wardrobe#đȘœ â just angelposting àŒâ§âË.#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#just girly things#this is a girlblog#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#girlhood#i'm just a girl#hyper feminine#girly things#pinterest girl#it girl#dream girl#femcore#femcel#the female gaze#girl blogger#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#đȘœ â the dossier of an angel àŒâ§âË.
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Hi guys. Personal update. My parents live a little over an hour away from me. A couple weeks ago I was up at their house when they were evacuated because of a wildfire. I went with them, and stayed for a bit afterwards when they were able to go back home.
A couple days ago I come home to⊠guess what? Another wildfire. A lot bigger and closer to where me and my sister live. Which is just great. Yay.
When itâs so smoky itâs a health concern, and temperatures are over 100°F every single day, people donât like to leave their house. Meaning Iâm not able to work because they cut business hours due to little to no customers (Itâs a small, local business.) Fun!! đ
On an art related note, since returning home a couple days ago, I have access to my iPad to continue making art again.
So, um.. Iâm thinking Iâll have to open commissions again just to get by while I temporarily donât have the second job I rely on.
#me stuff#also um#I was dumb and when I created an Instagram. I created it on my iPad⊠because it was for my ART account..#and so I didnât have access to my Instagram this whole time to update my peeps over there about commissions#so..#going through my inbox tonight!#I feel so embarrassed for sharing personal stuff like this#I donât like admitting I could use some help yk? so I WONT do that.#instead Iâll say.. hey want me to make u some cool art#đđđ
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would you rather marry someone who turns into a vicious werewolf on the night of every full moon, or marry a guy who turns into a zealous crypto bro for 24 hours every Thursday?
the werewolf cannot recognize you while he's transformed and he will try to kill you and anything else in its vicinity, but the crypto bro is really obnoxious, never shuts up about the blockchain, and he has full access to your bank account
Sorry to my boyfriend but he's now infected with lycanthropy. I'm sparing him a much worse fate.
#brought this up to several family members and the SECOND i mentioned the whole âhas access to your bank accountâ detail#ALL of them said âyeah no it's werewolf all the way đâ#none of them took the crypto bro route... except for my brother; who apparently thinks he could survive a crypto bro#the fool.......#sofie answers asks
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When you tell people they should be sending every spare penny to their chosen Gaza fundraiser or they are Bad. But then it all gets a bit too stressful so you have to leave tumblr. :(
#if you know who i'm talking about don't say the username let's be civil#to me this is an example of dishing it out but you can't take it#like oh does it not feel good to feel like shit? you need a break?!#btw i've spoken with the organiser of the fundraiser in question- they live in pennsylvania#according to them they are withdrawing the money a few thousand dollars at a time from the GFM#then transfer the money to the family in gaza out of their account and eat the fees (so kind! there is no proof though)#there's also no way to prove that none of the money raised stays in their account. i have only seen some transfer screenshots#which frankly could be anything. the gfm still says the money is for evacuation but the organiser now says (to me) it is for daily food etc#but the campaign still talks about evacuation. i have asked them to update it to make it clear money is being spent on other things#and to explain if the plan is still to evacuate- that is why these gfms have high goals because of that war profiteering egyptian company#people donate so people can FLEE to SAFETY and if that's no longer the plan you must SAY THAT#they probably will not update the gfm though#it's not like there are 10s of 1000s of dollars involved here or anything /s#i am extremely concerned that at least some of these funds are being skimmed by the bank account owner#i've been watching gfm scamming from waaaay before 7/10 made evacuation from gaza an urgent matter#and large amounts of money is so so soooooo tempting for an everyday person#like easy access to that amount of money that is not rightly yours is dangerous!!#i hope someone is investigating this issue- might email the podcast the opportunist and see if they can have a look
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Wait, I thought you were American???? đČ I'm surprised now!
đ - no hehe
Iâm Asian but I have been living and working in Australia for many, many yearsâŠalthough I do visit my home country every year (cause nothing beats the food and shopping like Asian countries!) đŹ
#so technically I could access GagaOOLala but that means buying yet another account when I barely utilise IQIYI as it is lol#I think I might have go resort to grey websites if the uncut version is not on YT#personal rant#ignore me#I just want to watch THK in peace#and I wish gmmtv will just announce whether it will be available on YT or not
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Me, looking through books on Palestine: "Ilan Pappé wrote one called 'The Biggest Prison On Earth?!' People in Gaza hate it being called a prison. There's an entire hashtag for it. There's been an account dedicated to collecting pics and videos of #TheGazaYouDontSee for 6 years.
"Is Pappé even Palestinian? oh god wait I can tell already. this is gonna be an 'Israeli apologist' isn't it." Internet: "Yeah, Pappé's Israeli."
Me: "For fuck's--- so people will believe Israelis unquestioningly if they're shit-talking Israel, but in all other situations, Israelis are all liars?"
Internet: "Pretty much. Also, at best, Ilan PappĂ©Â must be one of the worldâs sloppiest historians."
Me, admittedly in full schadenfreude now: "What?!?!"
Internet: "Benny Morris. That historian who's extremely hard-core about primary source documentation, who wrote that detailed book about how and why each group of Palestinian refugees left in 1947-9. He reviewed three books about Palestine."
Me: "Holy shit. And the book by Pappé is about the Husaynis. The family that Nazi war criminal Amin al-Husseini came from, the guy who fucked absolutely everything up for both Israel and Palestine."
Internet: "That's the one. Morris wrote, 'At best, Ilan Pappe must be one of the worldâs sloppiest historians; at worst, one of the most dishonest. In truth, he probably merits a place somewhere between the two.'"
Me: "Why??"
Internet: "He says, 'Here is a clear and typical exampleâin detail, which is where the devil residesâof Pappeâs handiwork. I take this example from The Ethnic Cleansing of Palestine'....
"Blah blah blah, basically in 1947 the UN voted to partition the land into Palestine and Israel, and extremist militias started shooting at Jewish towns and people. David Ben-Gurion was the leader of the Jewish community there, and his journal describes a visit from a scientist named Aharon Katzir, telling him about an experiment codenamed "Shimshon." Morris gives us the journal entry:
...An experiment was conducted on animals. The researchers were clothed in gas masks and suit. The suit costs 20 grush, the mask about 20 grush (all must be bought immediately). The operation [or experiment] went well. No animal died, the [animals] remained dazzled [as when a carâs headlights dazzle an oncoming driver] for 24 hours. There are some 50 kilos [of the gas]. [They] were moved to Tel Aviv. The [production] equipment is being moved here. On the laboratory level, some 20 kilos can be produced per day.
"Morris says, 'This is the only accessible source that exists, to the best of my knowledge, about the meeting and the gas experiment, and it is the sole source cited by Pappe for his description of the meeting and the "Shimshon" project. But this is how Pappe gives the passage in English:
Katzir reported to Ben-Gurion: 'We are experimenting with animals. Our researchers were wearing gas masks and adequate outfit. Good results. The animals did not die (they were just blinded). We can produce 20 kilos a day of this stuff.'
"'The translation is flecked with inaccuracies, but the outrage is in Pappeâs perversion of "dazzled," or sunveru, to "blinded"âin Hebrew "blinded" would be uvru, the verb not used by Ben-Gurionâcoupled with the willful omission of the qualifier '"for 24 hours."'
"'Pappeâs version of this text is driven by something other than linguistic and historiographical accuracy. Published in English for the English-speaking world, where animal-lovers are legion and deliberately blinding animals would be regarded as a barbaric act, the passage, as published by Pappe, cannot fail to provoke a strong aversion to Ben-Gurion and to Israel.
"'Such distortions, large and small, characterize almost every page of The Ethnic Cleansing of Palestine. So I should add, to make the historical context perfectly clear, that no gas was ever used in the war of 1948 by any of the participants. [Or, he later notes, by either Israel or Palestine ever.] Pappe never tells the reader this.
"'Raising the subject of gas is historical irrelevance. But the paragraph will dangle in the readerâs imagination as a dark possibility, or worse, a dark reality: the Jews, gassed by the Nazis three years before, were about to gas, or were gassing, Arabs.'"
Me: "Uuuuggghhhhhhhhh. Yeah, it will."
Internet: "He does say, 'Palestinian Dynasty was a good idea.' Then he does some really detailed historian-dragging about the lack of primary sources and reliance on people's interpretations of what they say instead.
"'Almost all of Pappeâs references direct the reader to books and articles in English, Hebrew, and Arabic by other scholars, or to the memoirs of various Arab politicians, which are not the most reliable of sources. Occasionally there is a reference to an Arab or Western travelogue or genealogy, or to a diplomatâs memoir; but there is barely an allusion to documents in the relevant British, American, and Zionist/Israeli archives.
"'When referring to the content of American consular reports about Arab riots in the 1920s, for example, Pappe invariably directs the reader to an article in Hebrew by Gideon BigerââThe American Consulate in Jerusalem and the Events of 1920-1921,â in Cathedra, September 1988âand not to the documents themselves, which are easily accessible in the United States National Archive.
"'Those who falsify history routinely take the path of omission. They ignore crucial facts and important pieces of evidence while cherry-picking from the documentation to prove a case.Â
"'Those who falsify history routinely take the path of omission. They ignore crucial facts and important pieces of evidence while cherry-picking from the documentation to prove a case.Â
"'But Pappe is more brazen. He, too, often omits and ignores significant evidence, and he, too, alleges that a source tells us the opposite of what it in fact says, but he will also simply and straightforwardly falsify evidence.
"'Consider his handling of the Arab anti-Jewish riots of the 1920s.
"'Pappe writes of the âNabi Musaâ riots in April 1920: âThe [British] Palin Commission... reported that the Jewish presence in the country was provoking the Arab population and was the cause of the riots.â He also quotes at length Musa Kazim al-Husayni, the clanâs leading notable at the time, to the effect that âit was not the [Arab] Hebronites who had started the riots but the Jews.â
"'But the (never published) [Palin Commission Report], while forthrightly anti-Zionist, thereby accurately reflecting the prevailing views in the British military government that ruled Palestine until mid-1920, flatly and strikingly charged the Arabs with responsibility for the bloodshed.
"'The team chaired by Major-General P.C. Palin wrote that âit is perfectly clear that with... few exceptions the Jews were the sufferers, and were, moreover, the victims of a peculiarly brutal and cowardly attack, the majority of the casualties being old men, women and children.â The inquiry pointed out that whereas 216 Jews were killed or injured, the British security forces and the Jews, in defending themselves or in retaliatory attacks, caused only twenty-five Arab casualties.'"
Me: "Yeah. I'm looking at that report right now and it says there had been an explosion, and then people were looting Jewish stores and beating Jews with stones, and in one case stabbing someone. Some people said that some Jews got up on the roof of a hotel and retaliated by throwing stones themselves.
"And then it literally says, 'The point as to the retaliation by Jews is of importance because it seems to have impressed the Military and led them to imagine that the Jews were to some extent responsible for provoking the rising.' That's the only thing it really says about anyone blaming the Jews.
"Except.... the very beginning gives some historical context. And it does say that when the Balfour Declaration came out, Muslims and Christians 'considered that they were to be handed over to an oppression which they hated far more than the Turk's and were aghast at the thought of this domination....
"'If this intensity of feeling proceeded merely from wounded pride of race and disappointment in political aspirations, it would be easier to criticise and rebuke: but it must be borne in mind that at the bottom of all is a deepseated fear of the Jew, both as a possible ruler and as an economic competitor. Rightly or wrongly they fear the Jew as a ruler, regarding his race as one of the most intolerant known to history....
"'The prospect of extensive Jewish immigration fills him with a panic fear, which may be exaggerated, but is none the less genuine. He sees the ablest race intellectually in the world, past-masters in all the arts of ousting competitors whether on the market, in the farm or the bureaucratic offices, backed by apparently inexhaustible funds given by their compatriots in all lands and possessed of powerful influence in the councils of the nations, prepared to enter the lists against him in every one of his normal occupations, backed by the one thing wanted to make them irresistible, the physical force of a great Imperial Power, and he feels himself overmastered and defeated before the contest is begun.'
"Wow! What a great fucking example of how 'positive' stereotypes are actually used to fuck people over! We're not antisemitic, we actually think Jews are the smartest, most powerful, richest group with tremendous global power! So positive!! Not at all being used here to justify antisemitic violence!
"Also, immigration from all over the world actually meant that different agricultural and manufacturing techniques were brought into the region, and yes, financial investments to start businesses sometimes, which meant that Arab Palestinians there had the highest per capita income in the Middle East, the highest daily wages, and started a lot of businesses of their own. But go off, I guess."
"Anyfuckingway.... it basically says that the Muslims and Christians were angry and scared, the Jews were too quick to set up the functioning government that the Brits were supposed to be there to help both sides create -- and which the Arab leaders completely refused to create for Palestine, because (1) fascists and (2) didn't want Jews nearby -- and that they were "ready prey for any form of agitation hostile to the British Government and the Jews." Then it says the movement for a United Syria was agitating them real hard, and so were the Sherifians.
"Is that what Ilan Passe, I mean Pappe, meant by the Palin Report blaming the Jews?! That when it says it's understandable the Arabs were freaking out, because antisemitism, Pappe thinks it's saying the Jews were provoking them?!"
Internet: "I don't know. I kinda tuned out after the first hour you were talking."
Me: "OGH MY GOD"
Internet: "So anyway, then Morris ALSO says, 'About the 1929Â âTemple Mountâ riots, which included two large-scale massacres of Jews, in Hebron and in Safed, Pappe writes: âThe opposite camp, Zionist and British, was no less ruthless [than the Arabs]. In Jaffa a Jewish mob murdered seven Palestinians.â
Me: "What the ENTIRE FUCK? There was no united 'Zionist and British' camp! The Brits would barely let any Holocaust refugees in, ffs!"
Internet: "Morris says, 'Actually, there were no massacres of Arabs by Jews, though a number of Arabs were killed when Jews defended themselves or retaliated after Arab violence.
"'Pappe adds that the British âShaw Commission,â so-called because it was chaired by Sir Walter Shaw (a former chief justice of the Straits Settlements), which investigated the riots, âupheld the basic Arab claim that Jewish provocations had caused the violent outbreak. âThe principal cause... was twelve years of pro-Zionist [British] policy.ââ
"'It is unclear what Pappe is quoting from. I did not find this sentence in the commissionâs report. Pappeâs bibliography refers, under âPrimary Sources,â simply to âThe Shaw Commission.â The report? The deliberations? Memoranda by or about? Who can tell?
"'The footnote attached to the quote, presumably to give its source, says, simply, âIbid.â
"'The one before it says, âIbid., p. 103.â
"'The one before that says, âThe Shaw Commission, session 46, p. 92.â
"'But the quoted passage does not appear on page 103 of the report.
"In the text of Palestinian Dynasty, Pappe states that âShaw wrote [this] after leaving the country [Palestine].â But if it is not in the report, where did Shaw âwriteâ it?'"
Me: "I'M ON IT. [rapid-fire googling] OMG. This is.... Not the first time. In 'The Ethnic Cleansing of Palestine,' he reported that in a 1937 letter to his son, David Ben-Gurion declared: 'The Arabs will have to go, but one needs an opportune moment for making it happen, such as war.'
"It's not in the source he gave. It's not in any of the three different sources he's given for it.
"He apparently has never responded to any requests for an explanation, either from the journal he published in, or from other historians. But it says he did "obliquely [acknowledge] the controversy in an article in Electronic Intifada, in which he portrayed himself as the victim of intimidation at the hands of âZionist hooligans.â'
"This is absolutely fucking wild. THEN it says the chair of the Ethics Committee where he was teaching eventually said that the second part of the quote ('but one needs,' etc) was a (combined?) paraphrase of a diary entry and a speech Ben-Gurion gave, and that the first half is 'based on' a letter to his son.
"And it's so convincing! The chair says, 'Shabtai Teveth[,] Ben Gurionâs biographer, Benny Morris and the historian Nur Maslaha have all quoted this letter. In fact their translation was stronger than the quotation from Professor PappĂ©: âWe must expel the Arabs and take their place.â Professor PappĂ© has documentary evidence of these quotations and the source will ensure that this is correctly cited in any future editions of the publication or related studies.'
"And IT'S NOT EVEN TRUE?!
"Ben-Gurion's actual diary entry (not a letter) says the opposite.
â'We do not want and do not need to expel Arabs and take their places.... All our aspiration is built on the assumption â proven throughout all our activity â that there is enough room in the country for ourselves and the Arabs.'
"Benny Morris misquoted it as "We must expel the Arabs and take their places" in the English version of his 1987 book The Birth of the Palestinian Refugee Problem, although it was correct in the Hebrew version. He corrected himself in the 2001 book Righteous Victims.
"Teveth also misquoted it in the English version of his 1985 book Ben-Gurion and the Palestinian Arabs, but again, had it correct in the Hebrew edition.
"And both Morris and Teveth explicitly point out the rest of the entry. The part about all their aspiration being built on the assumption and experience that there was enough room in the country for everyone.
"Historian Efraim Karshâs 1997 book Fabricating Israeli History pointed out and corrected their mistakes.
"This is apparently a very well-known issue among historians of Israel and Palestine. It was a big deal in 2003, when an evangelist Christian publisher put out a book FULL of disinformation, which not only used the same quote as Pappe does, but also could not give a real source for it.
"But Pappe STILL USED THE MISQUOTE AND DOUBLED DOWN ON IT EVERY SINGLE TIME."
Internet: "Are you done? I know all this already."
Me: "Also, there are literally only two places where the phrase 'twelve years of pro-Zionist policy' shows up online, and they're both about Pappe making quotes up.
"NOW I'm done."
Benny Morris wasn't, though. The review continues at the link below. And the next part starts, "To the deliberate slanting of history Pappe adds a profound ignorance of basic facts. Together these sins and deficiencies render his âhistoriesâ worthless as representations of the past, though they are important as documents in the current political and historiographic disputations about the Arab-Israeli conflict. Pappeâs grasp of the facts of World War I, for example, is weak in the extreme."
#i hate people misrepresenting history in general#i extra hate it when people do it with malice aforethought#ilan pappe#is a lying liar and people need to stop recommending his bullshit when it's been so thoroughly debunked#this is a good example of anti-Zionism being antisemitism tbh. I have yet to see anti-Zionist accounts of history that are accurate#like if you have to victim-blame people who were baked in ovens during an anti-Jewish riot you are PROBABLY in the wrong#I was looking for a piece explaining the 1920 and 1929 anti-Jewish riots that I could link here that wasn't from an explicitly Jewish sourc#because I don't trust people to take an article from the Jewish Virtual Library or whatever without being like âthis is Zionist propaganda!#even if it's about an extremely violent massacre of Jews#so I clicked specifically on the Encyclopedia of the Palestine Question and similar sources#and what all of them did was gloss right over the massacres and violence and just vaguely mention âthe demonstrations in 1920â#or not mention them at all of course#I guess that makes sense but wow. now I understand more of how ignorant people are about the entire history here#not only has it all been presented to you as âthis started in 1947 or 48! the Jews stole all the land! it's been genocide ever since!â#so that people literally tell me âthey invaded in 1947 and kicked out the Palestinians and took their landâ#but also you have to fill in anything before that yourself#and the only propaganda you have access to usually is this myth that everyone was perfectly happy together until Israel... killed everyone?#it's really super weird to see people say that Jews and Muslims and Christians all lived happily together before this#like what do you think happened? everyone was happy and suddenly the jews were like âfuck you we're taking over and killing everyone?â#that probably is what people think happened tbh#they don't need for there to be any motivation or for that to make sense because they've bought the idea that it's just pure evil ig#for some reason people have to reverse-engineer hamas's massacre and imagine that israel did even worse to justify it#a terrorist group doesn't come out of nowhere! i don't think you know what terrorism is tbh#but they're happy to assume that whatever they think israel did came out of nowhere#god i'm fucking tired#anyway fuck ilan pappe#there are WAY BETTER HISTORIES OF PALESTINE#i've heard good things about Gaza: A History but of course that's not all of palestine#long post#such a long post
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oh no, accidentally awake at 4am which means it's feel-weird-about-things time đ€Ą
#fandom behavior and archival tendencies are both inherently weirdo behavior but also so very important#so many niche interests of mine just vanish into the depths of time and the internet as accounts get deleted and websites go down#so many videos i used to love that I'll never see again. so much of my own art and writing gone with old fansites in the 2000s#so many things i wish i could see or read or experience again just gone forever and it makes sme want to hoard EVERYTHING#but then i feel SUPER WEIRD for hoarding stuff about bands because they're just... some dudes. across the planet. I'll never meet.#like why am I doing that??? its weird??? i feel weird about it????#anyway i promise that even if I stop posting to this blog someday that I won't deactivate so people can still access it!!!#mod talks
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#just logged in to my GP patient account out of curiosity to see what records i could access#and found out the person who processed my last medication review (which was submitted online and included me going into heavy detail#about how terrible my mental health was and the ways in which i was struggling the most and how small my life had become)#was processed by an old school friend i haven't seen or spoken to in 15 years#and now i am so overcome with embarrassment i don't know what to do with myself :)))))))))#HAHAHA#what the fuck#putting it here so i don't cry#might cry anyway#throw me in the sea#the thing is she was so deeply unhelpful afterwards lmao but i didn't KNOW IT WAS HER#thanks for nothing *******#hope ur well though#FUCK
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whoever stole my account information in order to spend $127 on [checks notes] roku purchases, i hope you have incurable hangnails on every finger and toe for the rest of your shitty life.
#does that seem disproportionate?#i promise it's not#because my former manager decided that me being in australia dealing with my dad's death#and me attempting to contact said manager about a dozen times and getting no response#and then me opening multiple HR tickets and getting NO RESPONSE#equates to me ''abandoning my position''#so i currently have no income and only $43 to my name since someone decided my broke ass was a good candidate for theft#plus because of all the fraudulent charges i had to lock my account#which had the utterly ridiculous and undisclosed effect of not only blocking charges to my account but CREDITS#which means that when i decided to make a sensible mental health decision#and withdrew from the class i was taking this quarter so that i could give myself time to grieve#with the intention of enrolling in the same class next quarter instead#the tuition refund got blocked#and is now just like. hanging in no mans land.#so i can't enroll in the class for next quarter yet because i can't access the money i intended to use for it#and the classes only have space for 15 students#and it's going to take 7-10 days for the bank to issue my new card and for my account to be functional#so now i've got a new thing to be stressed about#when i was specifically trying to give myself a break from stress#so yeah i hope the person who stole from me has a shit day forever#hope they get little bits of egg shell in everything they eat#and that they can always faintly smell dog poop as if they stepped in it but can never find the source#cass says things
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ok hiatus for real starting today
hiatus for real
paper 2 is due on Wednesday but I haven't even started the outline; first thing tomorrow i'm going to ask for the smallest of extensions, basically just enough to make up for the past two days
#i could in theory ask for smth larger but they are very insistent that i need to work on managing the size and scope of my projects#there's no way of getting thru to them that âa two week projectâ is actually a one week project + a week of horrible executive dysfunction#if i'm lucky#gonna go back to the mobile-only strategy since it worked well enough last time#this includes no access to my fandom discord account and the smallest amount of tumblr i can manage#hiatusblogging
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It really is kind of sad how inaccessible so many social media sites are now if you don't have an account. Does this really help these sites? It just makes me more annoyed and less interested in delving into it more.
#thinking about how you can hardly access twitter now without an account#not that I think twitter is great anyway but at least I could browse people I thought were interesting#now with all the hoops and whatever I just give up and find something else to do#but tumblr does this too and others and man it is just a little frustrating to see#squack
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Love to cancel my card because somehow at 2am someone with access to my card information (but not my physical card?) spent 600 of my dollars on onlyfans.
Got through to the bank to dispute the charges so hopefully it'll all be okay, but DANG it sucks!!
I wasn't like directly scammed or anything but it still feels really gross that this happened.
#fingers crossed the dispute goes through but i'm gonna have to wait like a week or more before i know#it sucks to be down $600 from something like this but it could have been a lot worse#clearly they didn't have direct access to my bank account because everything in my savings account is still there#also no shade to folks who spend or make money on onlyfans but could you please spend your OWN money???
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nobody:
me, disabled, and with special interests in both worldbuilding and disability accommodations, history, and advocacy: i wonder what kind of disabilities existed on gallifrey. would regeneration reset an autoimmune disorder, or would it follow through to their next form? can they regenerate into a body with an autoimmune disorder? is it there to stay once it hits?
what about limb differences? if gallifreyans can regenerate limbs (at the very least within the first 15 hours of regeneration, as seen in the christmas invasion), would that mean the majority of limb differences on gallifrey would be congenital? would a gallifreyan be encouraged to regenerate regardless of threat to their life after an amputation, or has gallifrey moved past that sort of ableism? (probably not, since fifteen's tardis being wheelchair accessible (or, the entrance, since the ramps within seem pretty steep) is considered remarkable by wheelchair user and unit agent shirley anne bingham. plus, from a doylist perspective, dw is very much a product of its various times, being a universe that started development in the early 60s.) would regeneration ""fix"" (heavy airquotes on that) such limb differences? is it possible to regenerate into a body with a limb difference? what sort of adaptive devices are/were there on gallifrey for those who either can't regenerate because they're very close to or at their regeneration limit, or simply choose not to do so?
a lot of these questions also apply to neurological disorders and injuries, too, if you change the wording a bit. tremors, chronic pain, weakness, paralysis, mobility issues, those sorts of things.
and are their blind gallifreyans? (if so, the doctor clearly didn't spend enough time around them.) deaf/hoh gallifreyans? similar questions there, too! (written gallifreyan language already makes my head spin, personally, but i'm intrigued by the idea of how they might go about designing an equivalent of braille! and i'd bet money that gallifreyan sign would include words and phrases that humans wouldn't think to consider, just like any other language. but then, why doesn't the tardis's translation matrix recognize and automatically translate british sign language, as we see with cass's signing confusing clara in before the flood?)
further, what about potential disabilities with no human analogue that relate to the regeneration process itself-?
my parents: hang on. slow down. what the fuck are you talking about
#there's a reason i consider various forms of disability in the early stages of worldbuilding. and that reason is that i find these sorts of#questions and their answers absolutely fucking FASCINATING to consider#not only from a worldbuilding perspective but also as a means of taking proper representation of real life disabled humans into account#like. i'm prone to reading fictional alien civilizations as being reflections of our own in various ways so it's my belief that any doylist#ableism could be explained watsonionly (? not sure how to conjugate that) via ableism in gallifreyan society. but that leaves us with a lot#to consider from a meta standpoint#especially with the ramifications of gallifrey seemingly ignoring disability on the whole easily being read as eugenics#and the fact that time lords are considered by and large to be so Superior to humans in nearly every fucking way but not recognizing bsl as#a language in its own right or making tardises accessible to wheelchairs by default#idk. i'm rambling. anyway#shut up emrys
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