#i clicked on it anyway 😔
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not really what i asked for
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“to do this, i must know your story!”
#screencap redraw from the prequel episodes I LOVE HIM I LOVE EVRYRBTING ABIJT HIM N HIS STORY RAGSHFHDHDHHD#anyway#listen to prayer x by king gnu i know (now) that it’s the ending for banana fish T-T#but it’s very fitting to the medicine seller for me sighh#no wonder i was like “why’re these lyrics lowkey devastating” CAUSE ITS BANANA FISH n my doctor told me to stay away from banana fish 😔#mononoke#mononoke anime#kusuriuri#medicine seller#my art#digital art#fanart#click for better quality
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Kaiju no. 8 official manga trailer
#kaiju no. 8#kafka hibino#hoshina soshiro#kikoru shinomiya#reno ichikawa#mina ashiro#kn8#Kaiju no 8#my gifs#fun fact!!!! tumblr has a 10mb limit on gifs!! which I completely forgot about while saving all of these gifs initially!!#so then I got the joy of going back to all of these gifs in the editing app and having to save them as 10mb instead which was super fun!!#anyways I’m still a noob to gifs so this set took me quite a while so please appreciate them#by the way the video these gifs came from isn’t something new#this was promo for the first volume so it’s older actually#I’ve just not finally got around to gif-ing it#I tried so hard to keep the dithering off of Minas canon blast but alas 😔 don’t forget to click for better quality
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and then they blew all their money
#click for better quality 💀#god the casino bit was wilD#i remember knowing absolutely nothing about jrwi but watching this ep when it came out bcs of ranboo#and watched the boobers go insane over the pink suit#those were the days#if only i started watching jrwi then 😔#but ay we're here now#and we're just gonna roll wit- *gunshots*#jrwi#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#jrwi chip#gillion tidestrider#jrwi gillion#jay ferin#jrwi jay#anyways currently about to start ep 15 😎#my art#s0up1tart
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attempts nº3 and nº2 (or nº1?) of a simpler yet effective art style with two different brushes, nº3 offers more versatility w/ the pen pressure allowing shades of gray and depth. its a shame i didnt save the other attempt for comparison but so far i think nº3 is the winner 😤
#as much as i like thicker linearts sometimes its just not feasible 😔#tani's personal shit#the more i look at it though the more i think it might not be the height of fashion i believed it was#but to be fair all my clothes are hand me downs and i could dress the same for a month straight so what do i know#Anyway. i think im off to sleep bc i just clicked on a 30 minutes iasip video and its already nearly 3 am so
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finished rogue trader. so mad about it i had to take a nap and then start a whole new playthru again to cope <3
#tay plays rogue trader#I DIDNT GET THE HEINRIX-LEAVES-THE-INQ ENDING..... AFTER EVERYTHING...... GRILLS MYSELF............#actually sooooooooo miserable like what do you mean ''the two lovers rarely crossed paths going forward..... '' shut up literally fake news#that man was HOOKED !!!!! he could not get enough !!!!!!#sigh. anyways. *clicks new game* heres how leda von valancius can still win#aka playing diviner is so funny bc i can just metagame thru every mistake i have ever made irt her playthru <3 just a dream bby its fine dw#anyway i loved the game sooooooo much. way more than i thought i would#definitely a top 5 rpg for me i think#my only main critique (outside of the 7 million bugs lol) was smth SO many games do and it pisses me off to no end#how the game will just. literally END. it will CEASE. the second u do the final boss#da2 did it ! fallout did it ! pillars of eternity did it ! bg3 did it before they added the epilogue months later#its so common and it makes me mad bc its so lazy... like throughout the entire game the story allows u to opt in#to moments of catharsis w ur companions.... to get their viewpoints and reflect on whats happened. but the ending just Ends lol#and ik Ending the story is a catharsis in and of itself but damb maybe i just want to celebrate killing whatever the fuck a c'tan shard is#with bae yknow. but fuck me i guess !!!#KJFDGJKFDG#BUT IM JUST BEING A HATER. LOVED THE GAME RECOMMEND TO ALL THE MOOTS !#im so excited to replay and make all the same choices i did the first time but Sexy this time. and also to build the party correctly#so its not just me and heinrix carrying everybody on our backs this time 😔✊ tho that was pretty funny tbh
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theyre on a date :)
#teehee kicking my feet so silly#this was so self indulgent for me lol#no one has orc tavs!!!#hows a fella supposed to project 😔#anyway heres my girlie mylo <333#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#bg3 tav#bg3#avatav#hero savior fearless leader#galeforce#gale x tav#chai makes gifs#do NOT click for better quality. you will not find it!#i need to find an alternative to photoshop gotdamn#cant believe i forgot their special tag#swords x sorcery
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just realised that the first media we consumed that made us REALLY sympathetic for the monster was that fucking point and click Mystery Case Files Ravenhearst game. bc that entire game i was legitimately fucking TERRIFIED of the ghost lady in that game but the second i found out her husband was abusive i doubled down on trying to help her escape. and the ending of that game Did make me cry out of fear but hey at least i did in fact help her escape
#i think that was the first game we ever like. completed. as well#NO it was hidden expedition amazon bc that one was less scary so it was easier to beat LMAO#we had both of those games on a single disc as a kid#one o those like. buy 2 for cheap game discs at like. best buy. i love those cheap bargain bin point and click games#hidden object games were my entire thing from the age of like. 8 to 12#we also had like. three ispy game discs one of which had FOUR separate worlds to go to#which upon my recent googling was like. multiple ispy games packaged into one which i cannot find any record of??#i know for a fact it had a space section the fantasy one and the school days one#and then we had treasure hunt and spooky mansion as separate discs#I FUCKING MISS SPOOKY MANSION i have a download of it but i CAN'T PLAY IT bc it was made for computers older than windows 7#it fucks up the aspect ratio of the screen and the mouse like. shows the cursor being about an inch to the left of where it Actually Is#its weird#anyway complete non sequitur here but I GOT THE STUPID ASS MULTIPLAYER ITEMS IN TERRARIA#i forgot i could just. make a multiplayer world. and not invite anyone to it. and get the items that way#so this can still be a purely singleplayer challenge i just have to click on a different menu to get these items#NOW I JUST HAVE TO FUCKING PAINTING HUNT. HOORAY 😳#they need to make a version of that emoji without the blush. i am not flushed i am fucking STARING AT U LIKE A MADMAN#the fucking. uluru painting. i chewed through 7 ENTIRE LARGE DESERTS FOR THAT FUCKING THING#7 LARGE WORLDS. DCU. DESTROYED ALL TRACE OF SAND. ONLY GOT ULURU IN AN OLD ABANDONED WORLD INSTEAD 😔#and now. now i have to search for fucking WALDO?????? WALDO????? this actually looped back around to the initial topic of the post huh#any hidden object BOOKS i would fucking eat up as well the Can You See What I See books??? i liked those better than ispy actually#walter wick is the one man responsible for my LIFELONGGGGGGG obsession with hidden object games#i LEARNED TO READ with ispy books initially and i fucking LOVED it it was so fun making learning a game#i learned to read like. wayyyyy faster than other kids apparently?#i dont remember what age but i was definitely early bc i knew enough that when i entered preschool i was like. past their starting level#i dont remember the details i just know like. i learned to read really early. and i was a late talker#but neither of my parents think i was. bc both of them were delayed in speaking too so they think its normal--#but like. my mom was Deaf she absolutely was a late talker#and my dad. well. lets just say my mother has less of the tism tendencies to gift to me#and also both were part of very very large chaotic families so like. mild neglect was part of the package yknow
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still on the topic of titles: though i can see why you wouldn't, but isn't it hard for you to let go of placeholder names? and an unrelated new question: if i remember correctly, in senseific, you've completed writing the kuwagami part, but not the school stories part? do you have a problem with stringing it together, so that the relationships/events would fit with e/o naturally? (i hope i phrased that coherent enough)
this is long as usual, so
on titles:
the working titles are too literal and functional for me to get that attached to them, I think. It’s just shorthand for the larger idea itself. I suppose if there’s a placeholder title I like enough, then I’d keep it/adapt it into something similar. Funnily enough I’m probably likelier to think of titles/captions for my drawn artworks, though the file names themselves are still super literal lmao. those ones are usually the ones I’ve planned out in advance, because I want to convey a specific idea and it can be hard to do that visually without having a plan.
obligatory examples: this arasawa piece -- the text itself was a key part of the storytelling, so this one was decided early, about the same time as my initial sketches. it's two parts, duty and desire, conveyed in imagery and words, both important. this schrödinger's cat themed umineko artwork -- i didn't really have anything concrete for this for a long while, but this was always about flux and uncertainty, so the words were always floating around in my head when i was making this.
on senseific:
STRINGING THE TWO PLOTLINES TOGETHER, OH BOY. this is very much something I have to just… wait and see on. If my process for the kuwagami plotline is any indication, then I probably will have to rewrite/shift things around when I find something doesn’t work. That’s part of why I made an excel sheet for this fic, so I (hopefully) can see which parts aren’t meshing and how I might be able to resolve them. Move things around, put them earlier or later, etc. and of course, there needs to be breathing room so it feels like they have lives that exist outside of each other. I’m feeling kind of nervous thinking about it right now. I suppose I just have to try?
I have tried to consider where these two plotlines would interact, but I just need more details to make sure I get it right, hence my need for note taking. I've also left a bunch of gaps so that there's room to let it grow in between kuwagami stuff.
The school related (as in, including school stories but also other stuff that takes place there) stuff I have right now is something like:
Thing I invented for the intro
Follow up to this, resolution, lead into kuwagami story beat
the conclusion to the dance club story (as far as my vague memory could get me), but With Kitakata. since the dance club is so early, it was an easy choice as a kind of starting point
Itokura related thing I invented and desperately need to flesh out
Follow up to that
(Imagine a big gap of time here)
6. big moment that’s simultaneously a kuwagami beat and a school story beat -- yagami's continued refusal to trust kitakata or let him in on the investigation, resulting in the two of them getting into a physical fight. amasawa ends up going to sawa sensei to get them to break it up, and yagami realises that kitakata has a right to be worried for his students and shutting him out was a dick move actually (spoilers? but I’ve already talked about this scene before, so…)
and from this last point it's pretty obvious that kitakata has to be involved with the conclusion of the case. i haven't written anything yet because i need to do the rest first, but this is almost certainly happening despite not being written down yet
but yeah, because my process is Like This, I kind of have no choice but to present the story in chronological order to make sure that everything progresses logically. ...honestly the structure of the ever-changing is obscenely impressive to me, I suppose it’s the power of planning — that you can go back and forth in time while keeping it meaningful and coherent. I love it so much… I will never stop singing the praises of the ever-changing, genuinely...
anyway, while i say the kuwagami plot is done, it's still pretty open, it's just that i've locked in what i think the major conflicts and resolutions are for that relationship. there's still room for the other plot to grow into (i hope) and in worst case I can tinker a bit with rewriting some stuff to make it work.
#jitxt#kitakata sensei#this was about writing but. a little bit of artist process talk as well#it can be fun to think about these processes in comparison to each other#anyway after flicking through my doc again today i'm feeling a bit more motivated!#“how are you going to merge these two plotlines together” “i'll handle it”#“and how are you gonna handle it” “i'll just deal with it”#(that one shirou meme is me rn)#my confidence on doing it fluctuates. but all i can do is say i'll do my best and see how it goes#this is what i have. this is what i gotta work with#but at the very least hopefully this helps show my train of thought#excuse the compliment detour. i don't think i can overstate how impressed i was reading the ever changing the first time#i clicked it thinking “well it's not done but i wanna read kuwagami so i'll try it and see how i feel”#and then it was so good that i read every chapter#but yeah i um... read a snippet i wrote of kitakata and yagami on a date and suddenly i'm energised again#gotta keep writing so they can go on their date yknow 🙏#...going to post this before i start overthinking it again 😔
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blocking the tag isn't enough I need it to stop existing
#posts brought to you by: my inability to stop myself from clicking the forbidden 'show' button on filtered posts#like I can't even be mad at that point. op did their part by tagging properly. I did my part by filtering#this stupid website though just lets you see that the post is hidden and '''WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE IT ANYWAY????'''#and I have stupid brain syndrome that likes clicky button so 😔#psii.txt
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genuinely bought horizon zero dawn yeaterday (twas on sale for a mere 12 american dollars!) and im having sooooo much fun with it foe the firsttime in forever
#genuinely have not played a video game and had fun for like#couple years i think#like genuine fun not like i need 12 other types of stimulation to get me engaged because i dont care about what im doing#all ive been playing recently is genshin impact.... i think thats killed my attention also instagram reels 😔#but ive been trying to cycle thru games to have fun with them#i tried skrim.... i dont think skyrim is for me#like its ok#i think my favourite kindof game is one whereyou have a heavy overlying story and lots of intersecting systems to understand and grind for#instead of more open ones where u just kinda fuck around and find out in the overworld#like not to say i dont like doing that but i prefer having a structure and a place to go ratberthan just meandering around a very grey marsh#for 2 hours#i really wanna try zelda but a lot of it is more open worlx#i dont think its super my thing but i could be wrong#ive tried it before and it didnt really click#but i really wanna like it#anyways im rambling#convo
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#why did you break up with him if you still love him idiot?? 😩💔#he has the drama lama aspiration thats why 😔#may i also remind you he has the evil trait#sims 4#ts4#sims 4 gameplay#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#sims 4 legacy#disneylegacy#gen 1#if you noticed soren's eyes turning brown no you didn't 👀#he got the black void tooth glitch and i thought i had fixed him#but i hadn't 😵#he was still technically glitched so when he aged up into a ya he went back to looking all googly eyed and weird#that's also when i noticed i could not change his eye color for some reason#anyway with a lot of just clicking around and testing things in cas i did eventually get him un-glitched
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Happy birthday!!! 🎂
THANK U TOOTS
#Aries squad!#OMFG I ONLY JUST CLICKED THAT IF JEREMY CLARKSON IS ALSO A 11TH APRIL BABY HES A FUCKING ARIESSSS#that makes sm sense tbh 😔#anyways THANK U MS MARCSMARQUEZ!#hoggy was very pleased to receive a birthday ask he got to put his hat on 👍#im officially part of the hag squad 👍👍
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if you saw me post that bob barbie meme no you didn’t
#i clicked barbie instead of ken 😔#i suppose it doesn’t matter#boys can be barbies too right#anyway i’m fixing it rn
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should. should i get back into 911
#okay FIRST OFF my time in the fandom was very very bad for me. not from mutuals but like just the VIBE yknow???#off-the-charts bad mental moment for me there. took literally a whole ass year for me to stop flinching at reminders of it#do i know why? absolutely the fuck not. my brain decided i would Not be enjoying that time in my life#and i have no clue why it chose 911 as the receptacle to deliver that particular message#anyway.#i clicked on a blocked post bc i have no self control and apparently buck's in a coma??????#fox knows what its doing dragging me back in with the promise of evan buckley whump moments 😔😔😔#911 fox#am i strong enough to resist the lure of hurt/comfort..............................................
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Got new toys that are in fact definitely bigger than I anticipated. Which means I have to prep myself again if I wanna use them. Which I haven't needed to do for YEARS. Gonna have to train myself to take them
#mommy speaks#SO annoyed that i didn't think to buy more lube when my own stash is running low like!!#naive me saw those and was like “it's fine i get wet enough to take my currently toy without lube. i can always grab a little for those”#and then i clicked “buy” without adding lube to the shopping basket#sure i could get some at the local drug store when i pick up my package but also#a) the lube i have rn is nice and does the job and b) i like going out to the adult store i like chatting to the woman who runs it#and im fairly sure she enjoys chatting to me too! which is nice#anyway. yeah gonna have to train myself which is a) hot but also b) tedious#why can't i just fill myself up with yhe big toy and feel the stretch without the burn 😔
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