#i cant do kt. i cant.
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Literally feel so fucking hopeless and helpless lol
#whays the fucking point of living like this#i start thinking wven a little and its grief unending grief#i wanna die truly like i know im catastrophizing and i need to just be normal but i cant do this.#i cant take care of myself#i cant take care of anyone else#i cant do kt. i cant.
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unfortunately the parasites have gotten to me and i Need to write byler again . wish me luck
#with free time i do not have actually#im supposed to be writing 4 pages abt the food industry and kts relation to death#so um . i cant rlt afford to think abt them and yet#rifling thru my wips from a year ago as we speak#do i go for funny or sad or perhaps both#if anyone has any suggestions 🙂#/moon#byler#also after like 6 months of being uninspired#literally what happened
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ANON I AM SCREAMING I CANT BELIEVE YOU SENT ME AN ASK ABOUT THE VIDEO
you dont understand there's no give me your delulu thoughts about this I am straight up just writing fanfic and not just any fanfic THE fanfic my FK canon universe that ive been chipping away at for years HELPPPPP
#fk delulu circus#nani answers#that video makes me CRAZYYY#you are fucking righttttt it was beforeeeee#but First didn't tell him to stop being stubborn#First just SAID he was stubborn and that it takes a lot of patience to understand Kt sometimes#and First sounded almost...idk motherly???#it sounded EXACTLY like how Khaotung's mother described him in Poddkhao Offgun Mommy Taste#like this man can look into the very depths of Kts soul do you understand#but also this is a YEAR after the first armshare#aka first date of couple's therapy#and a month before 2nd armshare#aka reality tv reunion episode except about their couples therapy#and at some point after this first sobbed over#how khaotung (NOT a morning person) wakes up early to let first sleep in#you cant get this kind of character development from a TV show#this can only be achieved from a 3 year long RPF psychosis#so often that I mixed them up)
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Cant even say i wish i didnt exist anymore gotta be positive and kind to myself fuck
#pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease make kt stop i cannot do this anymore#i cant#i dont want to i cant i cant i dont want to i cant continue anymore please make it stop#how the fuck are people positive in times like these like. how can i be positive if my brain wants to kill me wtff do i even do#oh yea wish i never woke up but hey at least i saw a pretty leaf today like wtfff how do people do this i dont understand#i cant do this#why does it have yo be so hard#why cant i be normal#if by some miracle you're still reading this send me a pic of an animal i like those idk#i dont know either#tryna be positive ig#ibhate everything#dont look at this
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late night cuddles
#coffee talk#hyde#gala#galahyde#hyde coffee talk#gala coffee talk#coffee talk game#art tag#you all are coming with me on the journey of learning how to draw them <3 enjoy#also did i go overboard with thr chest hair? maybe. i don’t regret it though he’s a werewolf let him be hairy#anyway i love that vampires in this universe dont have pointy ears yet here i am. because i cant control myself#i already hc’d that hyde was a cuddler when it comes to sleeping so it was nice of gala to confirm kt by compairing him to a cat thank you#they are just.. you give me a game with a vampire/werewolf bond im going to go bonkers over them .. chefs kiss#i like to think hyde is like a heavy sleeper because how else do vampires sleep for liek decades in coffins you know#i mean they probably dont in this game obviously but listen man shsjdkfk#and for gala i think he’s more of the opposite#because werewolves tend to be restless so just very light sleeper maybe even has insomnia too#overall i am rotating them so much in my brain .. like i just think theyre neat#also saw in the little pixle arts for the game that hyde has piercings as well ive never bene more happier in my life like YES.. YESSSSS
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"I fucking hate Micheal distortion " <- little did he know he is about to have an incredibly vivid dream fucking that thing
#what do i even tag this#like . dude i cannot concisely describe what happened#and kt wasnt even good !!! im just confused !!#pulling up my notes app i guess#guys do not take a lot of medicine simply to make you drowsy because its late and you cant sleep because well .
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#aini spoilers#aitsf#ai the somnium files#nirvana initiative#amame doi#my art#GOD i cannot get down an edgy art of her ever#every attenpt i do is like mid as fuck but kts fine#we'll get there some day!!!!#im playing a lot woth persective and stuff if u cant tell#anywahs jrs 3am tata
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Gender undefined feels like the best descriptor for how I see reguri. They're lesbians. Not girls. Not boys. Another unspecified things. She/him green and any pronouns red. They're pretty masc presenting but it doesn't really matter to either of them how they're viewed.
#growinf up green was very unhappy that how he saw himself differed from how other ppl saw him/expected him to be#goes along with his masking and desperate attempt to fit in and be liked#he probablt envied a little that in his mjnd red didn't havw to deal with it#not rhat red doesn't struggle with anyrhing but to green red has always seemed nonchalant and unbothred#partly due to reds flat affect and that red struggles to express jt when something is bothering him.#i do think red wojld particularly struggle less with his gender/sexuality. like being pretty easily accepting of hismelf#rather than greens inner dilemma of “this doesn't feel right but its how everyone else views me/expects of me”#red is used to being seen as odd and only really cares what his mom and green think so if atrangers s#strangers* see him a certain way it has no impact on bis self image#idk if im explaining kt right.#but i was similar i didnt really have a period of “nooo i cant be gay/nonbinary...thats wrong.” or anything. which i knkw is lucky.#i did have comphet and a phase where i identified as a tboy but that was just part jf#of the journey. the compet was a bit annoying and held out fkr longer bht i was pretty easily understandjng that#societys jdea of Girl. made me uncomfortable.#green has no such luck unfortunately.#reguri
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Back to the timeloop tomorrow. Today. Tomorrow. Today. To--
#question how do you find a real job#cant keep doing this man i apply for animation jobs and i see those 200 comments on linkedin and i know kts pointleeeeesssssssssss#i need to go back to school again to become qualified for something but what. what. i have no interests#sorry im spiralling again#caleb rambles
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I JUST WANT TO WRITE PORN FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CAN I CATCH A MOTHERFUCKING BREAKKKKK
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IM PISSED AS HELL
#Art#my art#I was messing around and the colors turned out like#Okay for once#But I didn’t do it intentionally and I’m stubborn asf so I’m like#I FEEL LIKE IM CHEATING#IM GOING INSANE#DOES THIS COUNT AS PROGRESS OR IS KT BEGINNERS LUCK#Artists of tumblr#artists on tumblr#I use the lasso tool most of the time and I don’t know WHY it looks so much better than my brushes#But the thing is I WANT to be good at using brushes#I CANT TAKE THE EASY WAY OUT#MY HONOR IS AT STAKE#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH#It’s not FAIIIRRRRR#sobbing crying screaming
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Ok so did anyone notice when Parker stopped drinking??
So obviously as of the last couple of episodes of LevRed S2 she's isn't consuming alcohol- we see it highlighted when she cheerses the others, once with a taser and later with a coke, so.... Does anyone remember when this started?
She definately drank in Leverage 1.0 and maybe I just haven't been paying enough attention to redemption but if she's been sober this whole time I don't think it's been highlighted the way it was in the past couple of episodes??
Is this recent?? And is this plot?? If so, there's obviously many things this could be connected to.... But I'm just gonna say it..... Leverage baby?????
#leverage#leverage redemption#parker#parkerrrrr?????#i mean hardiaon is in space so again... timeframmmeeee?????#not even going into ot3 possibilities like just sticking to strict cannon#if parker is pregnant hardison probably doesnt know yet- because space.... will we get to see that reveal?#do we know the effects of space travel on pregnancy???? last time we left off that was their immidiate plans!!#parker stays on earth#spinning around on an office chair in that big nasa command centre#eating something weird (it turns out kts not even cravings shes just always loved pickles and icecream lol)#hardison is all like why isnt parker hwre? shed love this#maybe theres drama on reentry we think maybe well lose the team members on there way back down#its all ok obviously theyre fine its just for the taste of the tension the drama the tragedy#im writing a full on fanfic over here in the tags lol#even if strictly no ot3 u cant tell me that eliot isnt at least the godfather#alec hardison#eliot spencer#parker parker#lol shes not exactly easy to tag is she#sophie deveraux#harry wilson#i dont normally do this many 'actual' tags but i need answers#eagle eyed leverage fans when did this start??
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#objectively the best part of living with ppl is having the things i loved stop being things i can handle bc they over do it so bad i cant#even bother 2 think (sarcasm)#but like ugh- i fucking loved info dumping this sucks ass#that shit was my fav like a bitch info dumping is hot!!!#unfortunately half the time now when someone ti#tries* i am SO mentally gone n i hate kt#my attention span isnt even that fucked or anything
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not to get all memey on yas but can humans just live normally without harming anyone in any way, shape or form
#momo talks#im literally just so tired of humans hurting each other#doesnt matter physically mentally verbally racially whatever#i cant do this anymore#and no gatekeeping who the fuck belongs in the lgbtq community for the love of the fucking serafim#i'lll scream in ancient gaelic if i see one more person try to say that trans man aces nonbinaries whoever that they dont exist#THEY MUMS GAVE BIRTH TO THEM AND THEYRE SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YAS GOD DAMN KT#there is no curse in elvish entish or the tongues of men for this treachery#if the person is not a piece of shite and harms others for ANY reason#LEAVE THEM ALONE!!!!!!!#REGULATORS MOUNT TF UP
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I don't wanna use Twitter anymore...
#elon totally ruined the censorship and like everything#theres accs that are openly racist. transphobic. homophobic. etc.#and thehre os easy to find#and it keeps reccomending me gore? and edgy content clearly intended for weirdos who watch gore for fun#i dont like being whiny and sensitive but i cant be in a space like Twitter i jusf cant do kt#theres so much wrong with the world and my mood has been so sour bexause its so toxic there#i hate twitter... matbe ill try moving here fulltime#anythkng to avoid that place. :(#rant
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hello, this is a call for help, i have started to read through the initial d manga and have come to a part where all the names have become awful americanized versions and it seems no matter what site i check it will always be there. is there anywhere on the internet where i can read versions with the proper names????
#initial d#i just got to chapter 77#i could ignore it for a bit but then they called isuki iggy and i just cant do that#ry????? kt?????? HAWK?????#sorry i cant do that to myself#please help a girl out
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