#i did have comphet and a phase where i identified as a tboy but that was just part jf | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

trainerethan · 3 months ago

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Gender undefined feels like the best descriptor for how I see reguri. They're lesbians. Not girls. Not boys. Another unspecified things. She/him green and any pronouns red. They're pretty masc presenting but it doesn't really matter to either of them how they're viewed.

#growinf up green was very unhappy that how he saw himself differed from how other ppl saw him/expected him to be #goes along with his masking and desperate attempt to fit in and be liked #he probablt envied a little that in his mjnd red didn't havw to deal with it #not rhat red doesn't struggle with anyrhing but to green red has always seemed nonchalant and unbothred #partly due to reds flat affect and that red struggles to express jt when something is bothering him.#i do think red wojld particularly struggle less with his gender/sexuality. like being pretty easily accepting of hismelf #rather than greens inner dilemma of “this doesn't feel right but its how everyone else views me/expects of me”#red is used to being seen as odd and only really cares what his mom and green think so if atrangers s #strangers* see him a certain way it has no impact on bis self image #idk if im explaining kt right.#but i was similar i didnt really have a period of “nooo i cant be gay/nonbinary...thats wrong.” or anything. which i knkw is lucky.#i did have comphet and a phase where i identified as a tboy but that was just part jf #of the journey. the compet was a bit annoying and held out fkr longer bht i was pretty easily understandjng that #societys jdea of Girl. made me uncomfortable.#green has no such luck unfortunately.#reguri

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