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lilac-melody · 9 months ago

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Writing angst is such a breath of fresh air for me...

#ive always loved writing angst hurt/comfort shit #actually in one of my old fandoms i was one of the popular writers back in the day #people would list me as one of the great angst writers #and in another fandom my fic is legit out of THOUSANDS no.7 most popular #Though its actually no.3 if u Filter OUT crossovers #legit third most popular fic in the whole sole fandom #this still shocks me tbh. The writing is rly flimsy. Ive thought of deleting it out of pure shame but...#i cant bring myself to do so....#anyway.#i rly do love the potential you can do w angst. i love writing it #i feel like its my specialty.#i struggle w fluff fics. i have tons under my belt in the hw fandom but im just. Not interested in them #i feel like my best works have angst in them #yet theyre not quite as appreciated in this fandom....#sads. But ill continue w my canon divergent fic anyway. Bc i really am excited for it. I rly do love the idea.#and for the first time in Months i was focused on my writing. I was having fun #even my meoto fics and my aiyuu week fics i let my focus wander #and it took me hours to complete all of those. But ch 1 took me only abt an hour and a half to complete.#like??? Thats amazing #i havent felt that rush from writing since i wrote Ikigai #so im really excited for this one and i sincerely hope yall give it a chance~ despite the dark topics it will have

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obsob · 1 year ago

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oooooooooough i love you i love you i love you!!!! hand in loving hand !!!!!!

#mine #cats #i was like losing it over th colouring yesterday like this SUCKS and then looked at it 2day n was like. anyway #ive been unstoppable since ive figured out how 2 do glowy things #me n my partner went ice skating this evening !! so so fun #i love how girls will just peacefully hang out in the centre ice doing spins n boys will fast and furious skate around at 100mph #like we dont need to be doing all that #as soon as i see a boy w hockey skates enter the ice i am now leaving the ice #anyway....i got a slightly dubious fantasy audiobook 2day we will....see...how it is #whenever i read a fantasy book written by a man my hackles are up i am scenting the air i am growling #have i finished assassins fate u ask.....no :3 #its been sitting at 30% for like 4 months i cant bring myself 2 read more KJBDSSK #there is like so much book left. so much that can go wrong #i will finish it soon i prommy i prommy...n then listen 2 th tawny man audiobooks :3 #ngl this fitz n fool trilogy isnt super doing it 4 me im not finding it as Invigorating for sm reason #still good !! but def my least fave of th three trilogies #anyway. i am going 2 bed

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s0fter-sin · 2 months ago

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something people just don’t think about is how often chronically ill and disabled people just don’t have access to good food. not healthy food, good food; well made, tasty meals that don’t come from a jar or a freezer. how many of us are housebound or can’t drive? delivery services only offer within certain distances, if you live outside a city they aren’t an option. many people don’t have the energy or ability to cook for themselves if they have the skill to begin with. many certainly don’t have the ability to learn how. it’s something that goes completely unnoticed, just the opportunity to have a good meal and how much that wears you down

#all i want is chinese food #the closest one to me is 40 minutes away and its a /bad/ chinese place #its my worst option and its not even an option #‘fried rice is easy to make heres a recipe!’#i cant use a stove bc the heat will give me a seizure #even if i keep myself cool something that should take 15 minutes will take upwards of an hour bc i need to take breaks #even then ill probably be too nauseous to eat it after being active for so long #all of that for a bad cooks version of fried rice #more expensive and worse than a takeaway place #but i cant get it from a takeaway place #repeat ad nauseum for the rest of my life and is it any wonder im so sick of the same food ive eaten for 10 years #the only time i get takeaway is when my parents decide to go out and bring something home #can you imagine living like that for the rest of your life?#i dont have to #and its so dumb to want to cry over rice #but its not really about the rice is it #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #spoonie #chronic illness #disability #pots #postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #ehlers danlos syndrome #fibromyalgia #chronic fatigue #chronically ill #mental illness #mental health

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mirioho · 2 months ago

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practicing expressions with jamil :)

#twst wonderland #twisted wonderland #jamil viper #twst jamil #disney twst #twst fanart #twst #saw that post that said to create art despite everything going on or something like that #couldnt bring myself to do it at first but then i did #and it helped just a little #gotta power through ig #nothing will stop for me so i cant stop and stay behind either #mirioho art

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icewindandboringhorror · 4 months ago

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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?

*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)

*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)

(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )

(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)