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It’s burned into my brain, mother.
How do you go on breathing knowing what you did(n’t do)
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
#trauma art#csa art#tw csa#tw blood#tw abuse#csa#csa survivor#childhood sexual abuse#i was 5#she never looked
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About Us
The system. I/we haven’t named it.
Rosie, 19, female, asexual. I front 90% of the time. I experienced prolonged abuse and neglect ages 0-11, and then was in the foster care system from 12-18, where additional verbal abuse and medical neglect happened. When I aged I got my own place. I’m disabled due to injuries from when I was little. I started therapy a year ago and was diagnosed with DID, HPD, and PTSD (CPTSD).
I don’t have social contact beyond my therapist and my social worker, and never talked about what I was experiencing (that turned out to be DID) with anyone until this therapist. So she has suggested I explore some online communities for people with DID so I can hopefully meet people and make friends who have been through similar things. So here I am.
Lucy is 14, female, probably straight but she’s not sure. She’s protective and can get really angry. She used to yell and throw things and break stuff, but she’s gotten a lot calmer since therapy started. She never sleeps which has been really hard on the whole body, but she has meds now that help when she’s front and it’s bedtime. She loves fast food and watching MMA videos on YouTube. She’s pretty much 100% co-conscious, and I think will probably make a blog.
Hannie is 4 and doesn’t think about gender. Hannie is pretty much terrified all the time, she shakes and her eyes are always really wide and she jumps at everything. Hannie loves to make forts and hiding places, and has a permanent hiding spot in the closet and a sort of nest thing behind the couch. Hannie is obsessed with all of the Shrek movies, Shrek toys, the soundtracks, coloring books - everything Shrek. Sometimes it helps her calm down. She remembers lots of bad stuff.
There are three other alters that I’ve named but am not ready to discuss - Red, Wolf, and Dorothy.
I’m pretty nervous about posting this but it seems like a good step.
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