#i cant believe i was younger when i first heard this album than this album is now

[socialistexan]

Happy 20th birthday to this song and album

[eloquent-vowel]

I have had a few bucky x read fic ideas bouncing around in my head and i cant write! So here is one,

Sam find a person who stairs and doesnt talk a whole lot because they uses ✨telepathy ��. So Sam think they would be a good fit for Bucky, but he doesn’t know they have that power he just thinks they are mute. Then there is a thing where the reader is telling Buck how it works and they if they have something to connect them together like an object *reader motions to dog tags* they can have an unbreakable mind link. Then they fall in love or something. This is dumb, thank you for coming to my TedTalk

Hey! Thank you so much for this request, it wasn't dumb at all. I really enjoyed writing this. I may have gotten a bit carried away, this may sit close to 4000 words but we vibe. I hope this is what you had in mind! Please enjoy! <3

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Bucky had been enjoying a moments peace, he loved working with Sam but sometimes all he wanted was to put his feet up, put on some vinyl and enjoy a good cup of coffee all while reading a brilliant book. He had been trying to get into Game of Thrones lately, on Sam’s insistence, and he had been enjoying it. With the crackles of Glenn Miller from the turntable he missed the clunky footsteps coming up the stairs.

The sight that greeted Sam needed to be photographed. Bucky was lounging back on his ‘old man armchair’ feet up, hair in a towel, in a bathrobe, coffee in hand and facemask on, this was definitely one for the family album.

At the sound of the phone shutter Bucky practically launched himself out of the chair.

“Oh, you are never gonna live this one down old boy, it’s going to haunt you.” Sam almost cackled evilly as he began to email the photo to himself- he had learnt the hard way that Bucky was very proficient at breaking phones.

“You better not upload that photo anywhere, Wilson, I have a reputation to uphold.”

“Pfft, reputation, that’s funny.”

Bucky scoffed as he stood up, placing his book carefully on the side table, “Big scary super soldier, people hardly run-in fear from a guy in a bathrobe.”

“I disagree, a man in a bathrobe is definitely something you should run from. AH NOPE!” Sam jumped backwards, on top of a nearby chair, as Bucky lunged for the phone, towel turban falling off in the process. “You are not breaking this phone as well.”

“Fine. But you gotta promise not to post that anywhere.” Bucky huffed.

“I won’t.”

“Good.”

“As long as- “

“Oh no, I’m not doing anything for you.”

“Think of it as payment for the last phone you broke and insurance for this picture.”

There was silence for a moment as the two friends eyed each other up. Sam raised his eyebrows, Bucky’s eyes narrowed. It was an intense staring match between a guy in a bathrobe and a precariously balanced man. A clock ticked.

“Fine.” Bucky conceded. “What do you want?”

“For you to come to a meeting.”

“The families of Veterans ones?”

“Yeah.” Sam slowly started climbing down from the chair. “And before you get your old man pants in a twist, I’m not trying to force you to talk or anything, kinda.”

“Kinda?” Suspicion laced through Bucky’s voice.

“You know sign language, right?”

“Which kind?”

“American? I think?”

“Yeah, I know ASL, might be a bit rusty but I’m sure it still holds up. Why do you ask?”

Sam shifted slightly on his feet, “There’s this person, they come in every week and listen. I tried to talk to them, but they communicate through sign language, and I don’t have anyone there to talk with them.” He cast his eyes to the floor, “I feel bad. They were brave enough to come to the group only to basically be ignored ‘because we didn’t plan well enough.”

Bucky smiled, face mask crinkling around his smile lines, “You could have just asked me to Sam. You didn’t have to blackmail me into this, of course I’ll help. When’s the next meeting?”

“This evening. You gonna be ready or do you need some more ‘me’ time.”

Bucky simply chuckled at Sam’s teasing tone, patted his shoulder making sure to squeeze just a bit too hard before retreating to his room.

“I’ll be there, Wilson, and I will look so much younger than you!”

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It was frustrating to you, going along to these meetings and not being able to communicate. You could always speak into someone’s mind but all that usually accomplished was a very paranoid person. But just listening to other’s stories really helped the grief from losing someone so close to you. You related to most of the people there and even though they didn’t understand you a lot of the time, you were always made to feel welcome- with friendly pats on the back and the odd tissue thrown your way.

You bustled into the familiar building with a new sense of excitement as Sam had promised to bring a translator for you this week. It was finally time to say your thanks to some of the people there and finally let the group know about your brother, so that it wasn’t only you that remembered him.

You all but ran through the hallways until you caught sight of a familiar smiling man. Sam was facing you, talking animatedly to another man, the strangers back was to you. He was tall, broad shouldered and dressed in a vintage looking leather jacket and rather well fitted trousers. Now the debate was: does the tailoring make the ass, or does the ass make the tailoring. You were halfway through the arguments on either side when Sam shouting your name disrupted the intense debating in your mind. You blushed at being caught, then blushed some more when you caught sight of the stranger’s face. Twinkling blue eyes under a deep-set brow should have made him intimidating, but he was smiling, and his face was dazzling. There was an immediate fluttering in your stomach.

“Hey, I’m Bucky.” Dear lord even his voice was nice, what made you smile even more was the fact that he signed as he spoke. Well, Sam certainly knew how to pick them well. “Sam introduced me; said you wanted an interpreter.”

You nodded as you signed back, “Nice to meet you, thank you for helping out.”

“No problem, Sam has told me a bit about you.”

“Good things I hope.”

“Okay I recognise my own name, you two better not be conspiring against me.” Sam piped up, to be honest you had forgotten about him for a moment.

Bucky laughed, and it sent a little thrill down you, he really was adorable.

“No worries, Wilson, just letting them know all your dirty little secrets.”

“Right, you two get in there, before you make me sleep with one eye open.”

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You and Bucky caught each other’s eye, his eyes were twinkling with mischief, and you couldn’t help the smile that overtook you. You had a feeling that the two of you would get on just fine.

The meeting passed easily. Bucky translated your signs and you finally felt like you could actually take part in these meetings. Everyone listened intently when you spoke of your brother and when you had thanked the whole group for being so open to you a couple of people shed a tear. By the end of the meeting though you were tired and very accepting of Bucky’s offer to walk you home.

It was a lot of side glances and hidden smiles and you walked side by side. Drawn to each other under the moonlit sky, it was nice to just be in the presence of someone who had such a kind aura. You spent the walk trying to work up the confidence to sign something, anything but nothing came to mind and Bucky seemed quite content to just walk in comfortable silence.

You soon reached your home, you turned to Bucky with a smile on your face and signed,

“Thanks for today, Bucky. You were really helpful.”

“No problem.” He signed back,

You hesitated slightly before signing, “Would you be happy to have a coffee with me, tomorrow?”

Bucky went a little red in the face, and chuckled, “I would love to, I know a nice place, real cosy. I’ll text you the details.”

“You know how to text?”

“Hey! I get enough stick from Sam, don’t need you getting on my case too. I’ll have you know that I am very adaptable.”

“Sure, Sure.” You smiled at his flustered tone. “I’ll wait for your text then, have a good evening.”

“You too.”

The two of you stared slightly awkwardly at each other, neither wanting to be the first to turn around. You shuffled your feet away slowing, smiling awkwardly once more at Bucky before turning. You heard his footsteps start to fade away as you walked towards your home. You were but three steps to the door when a large figure in a hoodie slammed into you, you raised your arms instinctively to block them when you noticed your shoulder was lighter. The bastard had stolen your bag.

You immediately took chase, chasing around the corner you just walked down but they were fast, faster then you at least. As you rounded the corner you caught sight of Bucky walking ahead. The thief wouldn’t stand a change against him. Without a second thought you cast your thoughts towards Bucky,

“Bucky! Thief! My Bag! Behind you!”

You saw Bucky flinch slightly then turn bewildered, his eyes widening when he saw you hurting towards him, chasing the hooded figure. He caught on and launched after the thief as well, with barely any effort he knocked the thief to the ground, grabbed your bag and whipped out his phone to call the cops.

Well, that was hot.

You took your bag back, immediately checking that you brother’s lucky coin was in the zippy pocket, to your relief it was still there. You looked up to see Bucky staring at you with a very puzzled look on his face. You sighed before casting your thoughts to his head once more,

“I’ll explain later.”

Bucky let out a strange, decompressed noise of shock, it made you giggle. The two of you waited in silence until the police came and took the thief away. The police car had barely driven away when he turned to you.

“Did you just, talk in my head? Or did my conscious just suddenly get really loud.”

“I did. Hi. Sorry about that.”

He waved his hands dismissively. “Believe it or not, not the weirdest thing I’ve encountered.”

“Well, that’s reassuring.”

There was an awkward silence.

“So,” You started, resorting back to sign language, it felt less invasive, “Still down for coffee?”

Bucky smiled, “One hundred percent. I’ll see you tomorrow?”

“Yeah. Bye Bucky. Thanks for getting my bag back.”

“No problem, see ya.”

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The coffee shop that Bucky invited you to, was tucked away, it was the kind of place that you would stumble over on accident. With a simple door and a big window out the front, that lead soft orange light filter out onto the alley. There was the faint sound of jazz leaking out of the building, you smirked. It was such an old fashioned place, of course this was where Bucky frequented.

The bell tinkled slightly as you entered the café, where you were greeted with the smell of fresh coffee and baked goods. You caught sight of Bucky’s broad shoulders sitting in the corner, and you made your way over to him, smiling at the barista as you passed.

As if sensing you, Bucky turned to smile and wave. He was dressed in casual clothes like last time, but this time his hair was loose around his shoulders. You smiled back before settling into the seat opposite him.

His hands moved hesitantly as he signed, “What would you like? I can recommend their hot chocolate, its very warming/”

“Hot chocolate it is.”

You could tell he wanted to ask you a million questions but to his credit he walked slowly to get the drinks, he even took his time carefully carrying the tray of drinks back to your table. He placed a delicious looking hot chocolate in front of you. You watched as he took a sip.

5, 4, 3, 2, 1-

“So,” Here we go, “What is it you can do, you can speak in peoples’ heads, can you,” He lowered his voice and leaned in, “Can you read people’s minds?”

You giggled slightly, his eyes were basically sparkling, he was definitely nerding out about this.

You set the hot chocolate down before casting your thoughts to his head, “I can speak in peoples heads relatively easily, it’s how I talk most of the time to people I know. I guess you could call it Telepathy.”

Bucky’s eyes were as wide as saucers, “So you can’t read thoughts, only… speak them?”

“I like to call it casting, makes me feel like a sorcerer. I can read thoughts, but it takes a lot of energy. I used to be able to talk with my brother from across the house. That usually requires some kind of connection.”

“Oh, so like a blood or family connection? Do you have to know the person very well?”

“That certainly helps but it’s not always necessary. If I have a personal object that belongs to that person, something I can hold and connect to them it isn’t hard to make a two-way connection. Especially if that person is willing to open their mind.”

Bucky seemed to be caught in thought for a second. “So, if I were to give you something of mine, we could both talk in our… heads?”

“Well yes, but Bucky we have only just met. Letting me into your head is a lot. I try not to pry but sometimes I’ve found that thoughts just burst through. Let’s get to know each other a before that happens.”

Bucky smiled at you before speaking and signing, “You’re right. Let’s get to know one another. I find you fascinating.”

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It happened on the fifth date. Bucky was just walking you home after a lovely dinner at a small Italian that he claimed he went to back in the 40s. Just outside your door, under the glow of a lamppost he turned to you and took a deep breath before speaking.

“I know this may be a lot, but I wanted to give you these.” He reached around his neck and pulled off something silver. You gasped slightly as he held out his dog tags, immaculately preserved after all these years.

“Are you sure, Bucky? This is a lot.”

“I know and if you aren’t comfortable with it then just let me know but I want to give them to you.”

“You know what this means Bucky?”

“Yeah, I know, I just figured that you’re already in my head all the time anyways, just can’t seem to get you out of it.”

“You cheeseball.” You smirked at him before taking the dog tags and placing them around your neck. You gripped the cold metal for a moment, concentrating on the man in front of you. Taking everything, you knew about him and stretching out a connection, like a hand reaching out to clasp another.

“Testing, Testing, Testing, one two, one two, can my Telepathic partner hear me?”

You laughed, “Yes I can Bucky, you big dork.”

Bucky whooped out loud before sweeping you up in a big hug. The two of you laughing under the lamp light. His joy was infectious, and you couldn’t fight the smile off your face.

“Oh, we are going to have so much fun messing with Sam.”

“You’re evil.”

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Of course, the two of you made a pact not to tell Sam until he worked it out, which wouldn’t be anytime soon according to Bucky. It led to some very memorable moments and Sam refusing to play any form of card or board game with either of you because you always managed to win, somehow. Not to mention all the times you had spoken in eery unison around him.

“I swear, its like you two can read each other’s minds sometimes.” Sam threw his hands up in frustration at another lost game of charades.

You smirked at Bucky across the room, “Should you tell him, or shall I?”

“I think he’s been through enough, I got it.”

Bucky cleared his throat, “We can.”

Sam whipped around to face Bucky, a look of sheer disbelief on his face, “Seriously Bucky-boy, if you think I believe that after all-

“Hello Sam.” You cast your thoughts to him, in the creepiest old lady voice you could muster.

Sam yelped, before turning accusingly at you, “You better be joking around with me right now, I am not dealing with any kind of ghosts in this house.”

“Sorry! Surprise I’m telepathic!”

“You’re serious.”

You nodded.

Sam put his head in his hands and sighed, “Not the weirdest thing ever. Wait, does this mean you have been cheating this entire time.”

You both looked guiltily at one another.

“You owe me. That poker night, void.”

You both laughed, “We’ll have a fair rematch this time Sam.”

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It had been close to a year since you had made it official with Bucky and you were now much more comfortable around one another. He no longer just dropped you off at the lamppost but cam inside with you. You had spent many lovely mornings together sharing glances over steaming cups of coffee. Fighting each other for who got to spread their legs out on the couch, there wasn’t really a loser though as it usually ended up in sofa cuddles for both of you, while watching a film.

Life was pretty great, you thought, as you smiled down at the sleeping Bucky beside you. Finally reaching over to turn off the lamp and put your book down, you were finally reading the hobbit at Bucky’s insistence. As you clicked off the light beside you and settled down you noticed the faster than usual breathing coming from beside you.

“Bucky?”

You reached out, thinking he was awake but instead as you opened up your connection you caught flashes of night terrors. You were falling indefinitely, snow all around you, and in the distance, there were cries of pain, people pleading for their lives, there was gunfire and explosions. You gasped and took off the dog tags. You only gave yourself a moment to breathe before trying to shake Bucky awake. When it became clear that he wasn’t stirring you steadied yourself and settled your hands on his temples. You didn’t care you tired this would make you, you just wanted Bucky to stop suffering. You focused, offering out that hand of connection again, this time picturing it in the shape of a fist and, although it wasn’t subtle, you tried to shake Bucky’s brain awake. You forced your way into his dreams, punching through the dark fog that clouded his thoughts and almost screamed at him.

“Bucky! Bucky wake up! You’re dreaming my dear!”

Bucky woke up with a start. Tears flowing down his face, he stared at you blue eyes shining. No one spoke as he pulled you into his arms. You just breathed together for a moment, counting the breaths and the spaces in between. When he finally pulled back, you saw his eyes flicker with concern before lifting a hand to gently wipe under your nose, it came back red with blood.

“You, okay?”

You smiled sadly, reaching out to put the dog tags back on.

“I should be asking you that.”

“But you’re bleeding.”

“Occupational hazard.” You tried to subtly get rid of any of the extra blood. “That was pretty intense. Wanna talk?”

Bucky looked down to the sheets and shook his head. You smiled at him, tilting his head to yours.

“That’s fine, want me to go? Or would you like to cuddle for a bit?”

Bucky didn’t talk again, just pulled you gently down to the bed once more. Snuggling himself under your chin, resting his head on your chest. You felt his arms draw tightly against your waist. You pressed your lips into his hair.

“May I help you go to sleep? Keep the bad thoughts at bay for at least one night.”

You felt Bucky nod and let out a little sleepy hum of agreement. You closed your eyes, focused on your connection setting up a golden wall against the dark fog at the corners of his mind and settled into a deep sleep.

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You woke to the smell of fresh coffee and the clinking of cups.

“Morning.” You opened your eyes at Bucky’s voice and took the offered cup greedily. Your mind still felt hazy from the energy you used last night.

You felt the bed dip beside you as Bucky sat and sipped at his cup as well, hair a bit of a mess from bed. He had evidently only just woken up as well.

He took a breath, “I had some pretty interesting dreams, sweetheart.”

You stiffened, “Good ones I hope.”

“Don’t worry, they were good. If a little strange.”

“Strange?”

“I was watching myself most of the time.”

You snorted into the coffee, “Sounds creepy”

There was a slight chuckle, “Nah, I was watching myself build a home, a family- “

“Oh God Bucky.” You snapped your eyes to his, you knew what had happened. “I am so sorry my dreams must have stuck in your head.”

“Those were your dreams?”

“Yeah, its only happened once before but when the connection between two people is very strong, it can happen- I call it bleeding. Perhaps we should- “

“If the next words out of your mouth are take a break, I will spill your coffee.” You clutched your cup closer to your chest, “Truthfully, those were some of the beset dreams I have every had. I really loved them.”

You looked back up at him, hesitantly “You did?”

“And I love you.”

“Huh

There was silence as you stared at him in shock. His face as nothing but adoration as the sunlight filtered over his face.

“I love you, sweetheart.”

“I love you too.”

Coffee cups were cast aside as you both collided. Giggling and joking, radiating happiness as the two of you shared the sweetest kiss. Your feelings merging together, amplifying one another until they shone brighter than the sun.

[neo-shitty]

toffee!

yeah same, i follow some fic accs that occaisionally post smut and its like mmmmm is the fluff writing enough to balance the posts that gives me finger burn trying to scroll past it? but yeah thats probably the way to go

ah i wasnt there for the teaser but i can imagine that was tantalising. lmaoo yes but to be fair i do have a writing acc called channiesbigheart so... balancing it out? but i absolutely am whipped beyond belief. it was a TRAVESTY how COULD they have. yeah the b sides gave him more lines but they werent the ones that were performed over and over at stages. yessss the line distribution in this album is impeccable, im pretty sure the thunderous stuff was some of their best distribution

hehe i can understand that, sometimes putting someone in a situation so horrible it would be considered a violation of human rights is theraputic, ya know? mmmm the differences are a bit nuts, it was 14 degrees today and in less than a week its going to be 32 or smth. BROOO that would be legendary, i bet theyd treat their artists rlly well and have great music as well ahhh but its a lot of work adn commitment. yES that is a mood if ever i heard one.

its the same in australia as well, sadly, you have people who hold up harry styles and lil nas x for breaking gender roles and wearing make up adn steryotypical womens clothing (and keep in mind i have infinite respect for both of them theyre honestly doing so much for the de-dehumanising of gay people and those who wear whatever they want), and calling the kpop boys gay and other things for doing the same thing, when theyve been doing it for years and gotten no recognition smh its so tragic. yes, anyway YES ONLY 6 MONTHS I AM FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES A BBY STAN altho i considered myself a fully fledged stay like 2 days after i got into them cos i just spent all day researching and fixating. YES someone said it. it feels like theyre losing a huge chunk of why a lot of people liked their music in teh first place, which was that whole dna, dope, fire mood. and even doing bright songs is fine, liek they should do what they want but i feel liek the western music industry is so fucking toxic that they feel pressured into making these decisions. dont get me wrong, theyre good decisions from a business perspective, theyre getting record breaking sales but still. mmm yeah honestly yg just needs to get its shit together or get out

oooh! not into nct but i see a lot of him, he seems rlly talented. ahh yes another channie ult lmaoo i feel that, my list is growing in leaps and bounds as well. mmm yeah i think i will, im just going to try to save enough money :) mingi appealed to me mostly for the voice (like felix smh what is it with me and deep voiced bois) but also his soft visuals and the whole cutesy thing he has going on i rlly liked. yes i did get into them while he was on hiatus, but im still mostly a casual stan, ill listen to the album when it comes out but i dont think ill obsessively look over everything to do with it, like skz. HAH WE'RE MORE SIMILAR THAN I THOUGHT. lmaooo the thot line describes them perfectly, why are they all so damn attractive. especially seonghwa, like that man looks like a character from a book, cardan greenbriar vibes anyone? mmhmm! his vocals are absolutely insane. ty! yeah im excited altho idk how theyre every going to beat border:carnival, that shit was impeccable. ahh no stress, enjoy teh groups you stan atm!

ahh thank you so much, ill keep that in mind. hehe thats good! hopefully its soon :( ah ty, it means a lot. ill think abt that and hopefully talk abt it a little more :)

ah, no it was inside our gymnasium but to get to the other side of the stage you had to exit the building, go around the back and then enter through the other stage door. ah tysm! im glad too. mmm same, they baffle me. ;n; noo so sad :( ahh, thats um not smth i put on here, but im in high school so make of that what you will :)

thank you! ive done a majority of them, i just have maths, an english presentation and an economic assignment due now so im pretty much home free. yeah i feel like hes the epitome of here for you while being inescapably far away. haha she sounds like one of my friends. lmaooo why is that me. hmmm i feel like youve answered a lot of them in that answer so maybe just ateez, enha, txt and bp? if you stan them? :)

ahhh no problem at all, proud of you for managing to overcome the procrastination! progress! mmm thats good! ahh pls do let me know if you ever decide that, i cant promise i wont cry but do what you gotta do :)

<3 w.a. 🐺

hi! sorry for the late reply, i didn't know how to construct sentences yesterday e.e

yeah sometimes it's the perfect balance! i personally don't like fics that focus mainly on the filth? the plot has to carry the whole fic somehow and the smut is just something to add to the mix. also, i'll follow you on your writing blog! i keep forgetting to do so, damn it.

"sometimes putting someone in a situation so horrible it would be considered a violation of human rights is theraputic, ya know?" putting it this way just silenced me but yes. angst just feels more realistic. it isn't always happy endings irl so i tend to do it a lot.

falling into skz is so easy! it felt like that for me too. stanning them felt like getting sucked into a blackhole. also yes i agree. kpop is nothing but an industry after all and it runs on money so i get why they do what they do as well.

i suggest we not talk about haechan because i will literally not shut up but yes my boy is an ace :( chan is also sooooo easy to love. and the chan's rooms just solidified his place as ult. having something to look forward to every week at a time when my mental health was just plummeting into the depths of tartarus just helped me be stable. oh yeah, mingi's deep voice is indeed sexc. and he has some wack ass duality as well! and i think seonghwa was one of the people i nearly considered as bias just because of his visuals because wow that's one beautiful face. and true, idk how enha's going to beat border:carnival. i don't like all the tracks simply bc of taste preferenceds but i like more than one so i consider that a lot already.

bro that gym should've had some sort of a covered walk :// also i miss being in high school sO DAMN MUCH. but i still feel like i am because time stopped when quarantine started and i was still in senior year at the time.

my ateez bias is wooyoung! it wasn't that much of a shocker to my kpop stan irls because i was a jimin stan for the longest time. enhypen is jake and they kept pointing out that he looked like seungmin sometimes so it's like chan's aussie-ness with a tinge of seungmin (the other guy in my skz bias line, in case i haven't mentioned it). txt is huening kai! i find it hard to believe that he's my age because he looks a lot younger? o.O and he always looks good damn :(( sigh for blackpink it's lisa! i tend to bias the maknaes of yg groups, it's a pattern i've noticed but don't intentionally do!

DON'T WASTE YOUR TEARS OMFG. you can always reach me elsewhere if i like disappear off this blog.

[woozi]

i agree how you described twt, sometimes everyone's just ready to fight it seems, i've genuinely had fun on both platforms at different times but now it's just too much on stan twt (no space for difference of opinion djsjdjj) it's good to know you're having fun as well :3 & omg i've seen few of my moots starting to give svt their attention after fallin flower dropped, everything abt it is <3333 the song, mv, choreo i love it.

hdjdjddkdjdj " virgos 😐 " also me in next breath "happy birthday mark :D i love you so much 🥺💕💗" any virgos reading this i really hope you enjoy your month to the fullest djjdjd <3. righttt?? you're correct abt mark's temper being very virgo djdjdkd.

your line screams hard-working people <3 jihoon, jaebeom, jeonghan the 3Js <3. isn't jaebeom also an infj? (i don't take mbtis seriously but at the same time it also makes me happy if it ends up matching someone i like djdjjd) chan & yugs 🥺 these two imo have the sweetest personality, like the one which makes you feel welcomed & they also have the cutest laugh 🥺.

i love jus2 <3 focus on me is one of my favorite kpop mvs of all time & also drunk on you??? i love this song so much, very sexy of them. the vibes, style and everything w/ their album, i want more songs like that. and for when i am feeling melancholy i need more songs like jjp's verse 2 😭💔 but i am also okay if they don't want to go back to these units bcoz everything so far they've been giving is just as great <33 ( maybe in future we'll get blessed w/ features 🥺)

honestly g7 as grp and individually have won me over with their music style, even if i don't like full album ik there will be 3-4 songs which will be exactly what i like to listen to, all of the music they've released individually i've liked it so much. there is this song of youngjae's, titled "i'm all ears" i had no idea of its existence until it popped up in my spotify i'm so glad it did, it's been in my playlist ever since. there was also a time when i was obsessed with jackson's 'on the rocks' djdjdk.

aww <3 the live performance video of 1° has mark as thumbnail so for long time i used to associate this song with him jdjddk. i think the only j*pe thing i'd miss is got7 studio live sessions 🥺. RIGHTJDKSKS aju nice's mv is very cute djjddk I love it, in reality its reverse tho, i see them and boom! 💖💛���🤍💕💙

it was the year they won first bb*as award so that gave them the exposure, and no i don't follow them anymore. mixed feelings abt them, very negative feelings abt f*ndom fjdjdjd. i do miss what it used to feel like liking them sometimes. at that time i never thought i'll willingly drop them from my interest (i've stanned zayn since 2012 first him as grp member then solo. sometimes thinking abt it gives me a whiplash hddjks it's been 9 years, really thought it would be same with them too but it didn't happen)

i've had falling in love by yugs and in to you by jaebs on loop for days djdkdk i really love these two songs and also air by bammie <3 (i'm slow jams kinda person djdjdk :3)

(bam released the most fun album & title this year idc abt others, ribbon is one of the soty) also special mention of look so fine & running through the rain. yes! you do make sense they feel organic & very them.

exactly 😭 it's more believable when they drop stuff out of nowhere like encore 😭😭. the way youngjae posted his letter on twt too ddjjdkssk the announcement & release of encore is such a 'you just had to be there' situation the excitement, nervousness, confusion and everything 😭 sometimes i can't with them. also is the bibi with mark on ost, the same one you mentioned in last ask? the ost is really good <3, it must've been fun to see it happen (if its same bibi).

making a whole ass playlist just for me???? 😭😭😭🥺💗 yza you're so sweet nooooo 💖

and don't worry abt replying late jdjdkdjd i mean it, sometimes my friends text me after weeks and i'm am the same. it's really okay <3. i hope this week is treating you kindly, take care yza - 🪂

p.s ( just saw last post djjej) - it was me who manifested more bunny dino <3 manifesting even more <33

i was on stan twt during my younger years too and it was v fun and memorable to me ngl <3 idk what happened though.. it's evolved to be.. Something Else.. i still see a lot of good people there though 😭 and now that i'm in my Hag Era... idk it's just too fast for me now 😭 it's still my go-to place for updates though nothing can top twitter on that dept

and ms fallin flower.... i feel like everyone was blown away by it (based off of what i see carats when talk about it) and rightly so!! she SERVED. the looks too oh my god. it's another factor i look forward to and enjoy so much when i watch their performances!!

u know what? virgos 😐 indeed KJJKDFJKFDJKFDKJ i want to slander virgos today because it's their season and no one slanders them that often so <3 ABOUT MARK'S VIRGO TEMPER THOUGH... i know i've said i enjoy seeing it sm but whenever i think abt it i cant help but say that.. I Love His Temper <3 he doesn't get pissed off in a scary and douchebag-y way it seems so... contained?? IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IT he punched an a/c though so that might not be the perfect word to describe him lmaoo <3

THE J TRINITY HFDJFJDJHDF BESTIE UR MIND IS SO!!!!!!!!!!! honestly... maybe it's the acts of service for me <3 JKDFKJFDKJFJKD i think this is just my eldest sister and savior syndrome speaking though kfjkdkjf ALSO OH MY GOD THE WAY U NOTICE THESE THINGS <3 THAT'S SO SEXIE OF U!!! and yes he used to be an infj!! there was an interview that's more recent wherein he mentioned that he's now an enfj though but i cant rmb which interview it's from :/ ALSO MOOD FKJJKGJGKF i dont believe in mbtis too but im just... a little obsessed w it for the fun of it all <3 and the way u described them </3 what if i tear up a little </3 I LOVE CHAN'S LAUGH SO MUCH BUT IM SO SOS O GLAD U BROUGHT UP YUGYEOM'S LAUGH??????????? IT'S NOT TALKED ABT ENOUGH LIKE...... HELLO!!!!!!!!!!! one of my bird moots said he sounded like a schoolboy in choir 😭😭😭😭😭😭

GOD UR TASTE!!!!!!! what if i start falling in l*ve a little :/ what then :/ focus on me was ahead of it's time and people fucking slept on THEM i cannot fucking believe this. this has to be some kind of sick joke 😭 ALSO HAVE U SEEN THE CHOREO FOR SENSES!!!!!!1 INCREDIBLE!!!!!!!!!! holy fuck!!!!!! sorry for the expletives but like.... holy SHIT they did THAT!!!!!!!! ALSO UR SO RIGHT </3 jjp verse 3 when... ALSO did u know i let go of the jjprojects url... thats the worst mistake of my life KDKJDSKJDSJK also agree wholeheartedly <3 i think they're all trying to find their footing this time around as soloists and im so proud of them for that!! i'll stand by my jus2 agenda though bc they're almost in the same company so maybe.. i might have hope left 😭

SO TRUE BESTIE!!! the same principle goes w svt for me as well <3 got7's such a flavorful group musically like... all of them have the capacity to go solo and they're still considered flops.. waht the fuck <3 ALSO OMG FJDKJFKFJD YOU'VE HEARD The Song!!!!!!!! maybe he'll be releasing something along those lines <3 esp now that he's supposedly coming w an album KJSJKDJSK on a similar note.. do u also listen to jamie (the other artist on the song) <3 NOO SHUT UP THIS CANNOT BE FOR REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i was obsessed w on the rocks too 😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT WAS MY FAVORITE ON THE MIRRORS ALBUM HELLO??????????????????????????? im proposing to u rn

ok now i have to watch all the live vids again JKDSJKSJDKDSKJ ik keep saying 'ur so right', 'i agree', and 'so true bestie' but im gonna have to say this again bc i LOVE LOVE LOVE live sessions sm no matter the artist. i also just am a little partial to live bands in performances like that in general so JDJKKDSJDS

the way you're saying these cute things abt the svteenies.. </3 giving me heartache!!! i'd bully them though i can't coddle them anymore <3

not the fandom JKFDKJFDKJFDKJFKJF ok but i think it's mostly their younger fans tbh. it wasn't this bad before.. i also really liked bts during their debut days. their songs were really good!! i kind of lost interest though and couldn't really get into them although their songs slapped lol. my irls are still into them though so i still hear about them. 9 YEARS............................... wait oh my god it HAS BEEN a little over a decade since 1d was The Thing huh 😭 now i feel kinda old lmao. and i totally get that feeling </3 it really do be like that sometimes JKFDJKJKFD

you really ARE keeping up w the sevens oh my god how are you doing it!!!!!!!!!!! it's like getting svt content now at this point but more complicated bc u need to get the updates from different sources JDKJSDKJJSKD love ur song choices too <3

ALSO FULLY RELATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i saw bam's teasers... the aes was my cup of tea and THE HIGHLIGHT MEDLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't fucking get it out of my mind it's objectively one of the best things i've seen from kpop in 2021. i'm super impressed <3 love how abyss really supported bambam on this. they really went all in for him!!

I KNOW GKJDFJDK I GOT SUPER ???????/// DURING THE TIME EVERYONE THOUGHT THEY WERE DISBANDING LMAOOOO they pulled a move that's so unheard of though no one really expected That. i respect jaebeom so much for handling all the paperwork and shit behind the scenes it must've been HELL!! ALSO IT MEANT I CRIED FOR NOTHING THEN 😭😭😭 AND YES OH MY GOD IT'S THE SAME BIBI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE SHOCK I HAD WHEN I SAW THE LIST????????????????????????? thought i was gonna black out like,,, mark,,, AND BIBI??????????????? she's fucking phenomenal how is she just a YEAR older than me.. INSANE!!! ... and i also thought jackson was gonna have an ost for this movie.. idk why it wasn't released though i didnt look into it :/

i had a rough few days so i'm not yet finished with the playlist (my laptop's Dead i am still trying to revive her and uni's starting soon 😭) but for the mean time, here's another one that some people from caratblr previously asked for JDSJKSDJ these are mostly english songs though its not my k-playlist KJDSKJSDJK

i do hope this week gets better!!! and i hope that you'll have a fun one too <3 thank u for being so patient w me 🥺 i just get so many messages and find the need to recharge FDKJDFJK

ALSO I FELT LIKE IT WAS U!!!!!! OH MY GOD, i even searched my blog for the word manifest but for some reason your ask didn't come up in the search so i didnt mention u in the tags so i wont misattribute if it ends up not being u 😭 thank u for manifesting this chan for me he's my little... hop hop now ig... 😭

[livininmyhead]

Louie opened his eyes to the dark underbelly of the bunk above him. He’s unsure on what woke him up but he’s also unsure of how he managed to fall asleep in the first. Sleep had been escaping him lately and though he had an idea on why he was refusing to acknowledge it.

Dewey had just startled awake from a nightmare that he had months ago and thought was gone for good. He took in his surroundings and took in a few deep breaths. It was just a dream. He heard the creaking of someone moving on the bed below him and knew Louie was awake.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you.”

“You didn’t.”

Dewey didn’t much like that answer and proceeded to climb down from his bed so he could face his younger brother. Louie stares back at him for a moment before he asked. “Do you wanna talk about it?”

“Nah it’s okay, I know it was just a dream.” The blue clad duck replied thinking about the comfort he received from Uncle Donald when the nightmare first plagued his sleep. That’s when it hit him on why the nightmare returned.

“I miss Uncle Donald.” Dewey sat down next to his brother who had just removed the covers from himself and threw his legs over the edge.

“You do?” Louie’s tone must have held too much disbelief in it for Dewey’s liking as he became defensive.

“Of course I do! Look I know I’ve been spending a lot of time with mom but she’s...” Dewey stopped himself, guilt swelling up his throat.

“But she’s not uncle Donald.”

Louie’s immediate understanding was both a relief and made Dewey feel worse. He flopped backwards with a groan.

“Does this make us terrible sons?” Dewey swung his arms over his eyes.

“I don’t know, this is more Huey’s department.”

At the mention of Huey’s name the two immediately wondered how their oldest brother hadn’t woken up as the two were not making an effort to be quiet.

“Huey?”

The two moved from the bed so they could see the top bunk and realized that Huey wasn’t even in the room. The two shared a glance before looking around the room and towards the bathroom searching for their brother when Louie noticed something odd.

“Dewey.” Louie pointed out the window towards the backyard and the two saw a light on in the houseboat. Specifically Uncle Donald’s room.

The two wasted no time getting down to the boat they called home for most their life knowing this is where they’d find their MIA brother.

When they opened the door to their uncles room they found Huey sitting on Uncle Donald’s hammock with a picture album in his lap.

“Oh, hey guys.”

“What are you doing up?” Louie asked as the two ventured closer.

“Couldn’t sleep.” Huey shrugged looking back at the pictures.

“Must be something the water.” Dewey’s commented as he crawled into the hammock on Huey’s right while Louie took the left. The three sat in comfortable silence for a few flips of the album, reminiscing.

“Do you guys remember this?” Huey chuckled pointing out a particular picture of the three of them and Uncle Donald riding a struggling pony.

“I still cant believe he insisted on riding it with us.” Louie’s fond smile ruined his scoff of exasperation.

“Classic protective Uncle Donald.”

“Ohh and this one!” The three continued to bring up different stories of the antics of their uncle Donald, who embarrassed them to no end, yet knew loved them more than anything else in the entire world. They were lucky to have him.

And that was something they forgot all too frequently. Which is why their uncle was currently on month long cruise that had no cell phones. They had never gone this long without him in their whole lives.

After their laughter died down Huey caressed the last picture and his smile turned sad.

“Guys, I really miss him.”

“So do I.”

“Yeah me too.”

Even though the album was finished the triplets didn’t much feel like going back to the mansion and eventually they fell asleep. The three woke up the next morning cuddled in their uncles hammock.

———

I need one of the triplets before they find out Donald is not actually on a cruise and is actually lost in space to acknowledge that they miss him. Donald raised them and has probably never spent this long away from them and they should be feeling that. I want one of them to out loud, to another member of their family state “I want Uncle Donald.” Because he cant be replaced in their lives no matter how much they get to know and love Della or Uncle Scrooge.

[kpoptart216]

(W)rapped Around Her Finger

A/N: I had my first request sent into my inbox. Thanks for trusting me enough to write something for you, I feel like what I write is trash. I don’t want to make this a series but I can see this being longer than one part haha. ALSO I suck at coming up with titles as you can see

Request: can i request a yoongi or jhope fanfic? im not creative maybe where you're both famous rappers and he has a huge crush on you i cant think of a plot (sorry) so surprise me! :) but i would like angst and fluff :)) thank you in advance if you decide to do it!! 💕💕

Pairing: J-hope x Reader (Ugh I love this little ball of sunshine so much I can’t stop writing about him.)

Summary: You and J-hope are both rappers and he seems to have a huge crush on you although you have always failed to see it. 

Genre: Angst,Fluff.

You knew from a young age that you wanted to pursue music and your parents allowed you to venture off into the field. They put you in all sorts of music classes, but little did they know that you would end up picking rapping.

They were a little disappointed with your choice, but tried their hardest to support your choices. You struggled for years, trying to make it big in the field. You slowly started to believe that you didn’t have what it took, but life has it’s way of opening doors for you when you least expect it.

You auditioned for a rather small company named BigHit and passed the initial audition. As later rounds passed, though, you were asked to do many other things. You were decent at singing and dancing, but you never thought it was good enough to show anyone else but your shower head.

You were accepted as a trainee with other girls and within a few years, you debuted as a girl group. You were the lead rapper, but you also sang here and there. Dance also became another way to express yourself, something that you didn’t realize was possible.

Within a few years, you and your were taking over charts left and right with each song you released and the company also allowed you to release music of your own. Music of your choice.

However, BigHit also debuted another group a year before you. BTS was taking the world by storm. Their success shocked you and you hoped that one day, you too could attain that level of success with your group.

Your group and BTS rarely crossed paths. They debuted before you if they weren’t busy doing something in Korea, they were touring the rest of the world. You wondered if they even knew who you were sometimes. “They must know their hoobaes...right?” you said to yourself one day as you walked into an empty practice room.

After promoting your latest album for the last couple of weeks, you were finally done and were given time off. Your favorite thing to do was chilling in the practice room by yourself and do whatever just came naturally to you: rap.

BTS had finally come back from tour a few weeks ago and they were already preparing their next comeback. The boys were planning to record tonight and they all excitedly ran through the familiar halls of BigHit, eager to record the new song produced by both Namjoon and Yoongi.

Taehyung ran excitedly ahead, excited to see some other producer hyungs and the rest of the maknae line shortly followed him. However, they soon stopped in front of the room in which you were in, peeking behind the door.

“Yah, what are you peeking at?” Jin asked as the Hyung line slowly followed.

“Isn’t she Y/N? Apart of the new girl group?” Taehyung asked Jimin as they still continued to peep through the door.

Hoseok had heard of your group and he felt bad that he never got to interact with another group from his company. Soon enough, he too was peaking behind the door. Namjoon, Jin, and Yoongi decided they were better than that and headed to the studio. “Meet us there when you guys are done drooling” they said as they walked past.

“SHH Hyung she’s going to hear us!” Jungkook said.

But you couldn’t. You were too immersed in the music and you had your earphones in. You sat on the floor, looking at the lyrics you wrote when you had time and rapped away, not noticing the set of four eyes on you.

Something stirred inside of Hoseok. The way you effortlessly rapped, or the fact that when you messed up, you would lightly hit your head. The way you smiled when you knew you got something right, or the way you stuck your tongue out when you realized you didn’t like that one line in the lyrics. He couldn’t help but smile at you small figure sitting in the corner of the room. 

“Wahhh, she’s really pretty!” Taehyung whispered. 

“Should we introduce ourselves?” Jungkook asked. 

“No we should wait to introduce ourselves to the whole group. We should go for now” Jimin said as he pulled the two younger ones with him. “Hyung you coming?” he asked as he started to walk towards the studio.

“Huh? Yeah..yeah just give me one second” Hoseok said, not really listening to Jimin.

“Ooh looks like someone’s fallen in love at first sight” Jungkook teased.

Usually Hoseok would get his revenge on the maknae for making such a comment, but he couldn’t really hear anything but you rap at the moment. While you were completely immersed in the music, Hoseok was completely immersed in you.

Hoseok continued to stare your way, not even noticing the time passing. Suddenly, though, his phone started to buzz in his pocket and before he knew it, his ringtone filled the hallway and your room with it’s sound. And thats when you noticed him. He fumbled with his phone, trying to turn it to silent and you got up, tearing the headphones off of your head and staring wide eyed at Hoseok.

“Hello, Sunbae!” you say excitedly, quickly identifying the man behind the door.

“Uhh hi! I didn’t mean to scare you. You’re...You’re Y/N right?” he asks as he runs his hand through his hair.

“Yes! You know me? Wow! It’s so nice to meet you finally!” You say back.

Hoseok couldn’t help but smile at you. “You..You rap really well” he says as he gives you your biggest smile.

Since that night, about 2 months passed. Since that night, many things changed. Since that night, you made seven new friends. Since that night, you made one new best friend.

Hoseok and you spent a lot of time together since. You both started to spend your free time together and it nice spending time with someone who wasn’t in your group for a change.

Hoseok’s small crush had grown into something far bigger. He got butterflies every time he saw you. He loved making you laugh with his stupid faces and aegyo. He was mesmerized at the way you rap. The way you wrote lyrics. The way you learned to carry yourself on stage. You had a confidence in you that he admired. But at the same time, you were just a soft squish when it came down to it. Your voice was angelic to him. He loved your casual style, the way you wore your skinny jeans and converse. But he also loved how feminine you were when you pulled out a dress sometimes too. 

He was surprised you never caught him staring at you because god knows everyone else caught it. Hoseok’s managers even warned him not to drool.

Hoseok constantly would seek you out, asking your opinion on the music he himself wrote to. He valued your input, not just because he adored you, but because what you said made sense.

Hoseok was falling for you hard and falling for you fast, but he realized that you might not feel the same way. And it scared him. He became so used to seeing you around in his daily life, that he didn’t remember what it was like when you weren’t in his life. He tried to swallow his feelings, knowing that you two shouldn’t date anyways. But he realized he needed you in his life one way or another. 

I can’t lose her...

A/N: SO looks like there’s going to be another part to this. I don’t want to write like a huge story all in one go. I kind of know what I want to do with this, so hopefully I can get out the next part sometime soon! THE ANGST WILL COME XD Thanks for requesting!! :D

[hotlinegoblingg]

EPISODE 3: GROWTH AND ADVICE FT. @chiraq-rell

SPONSORED BY: WOMEN IN MEDIA GROUP

Hey everyone this is Hadiyah Hotline, and this is Hadiyah speaking. *chuckles*  I'm here with up and coming Terrell. How you doing T?

Tarrell

I’m good cant complain, woke up breathing this morning

Hadiyah

Are you a religious person like that? That you thank the lord everyday and stuff? Happy Easter actually.

Tarrell

I wouldn't say I'm super religious but I do believe in god he has gotten me through some troubling times in my life, happy easter to you to Hadiyah

Hadiyah

-an old time phone ring- Oooo the hotline has rung. -chuckles- First question for you.... How do you balance between being a father and having time for your personal life?

Tarrell It was hard at first when I was younger raising him alone but he always comes first no matter what. It's easier when you have support his god mom Arian is great with him. Me and him do a lot together I just want him to be a good man you know teach him right from wrong but in my personal life I mostly get more free time at night when he is sleeping.

Hadiyah I didn't even know you had a son..how old is he? And what's something you think is super unique about him?

Tarrell My son is 7. He's a very outgoing kid I think the most unique thing about him is that he is a kid model

Hadiyah -chuckles- Last show I interviewed a guest he told me that his life changed because of his daughter. Did your son change up your lifestyle at all?

Tarrell Most definitely I had him when I was sixteen so it was a big shock for me. I couldn't run the streets like the rest of my friends so that was hard for me. A lot of people don't know that I smoked a lot and popped pills since the age 15 it's just what I was around I got addicted to the pills and it affected me, I couldn't do anything without them. When tj was born my father basically told me to quit cold turkey or he was kicking me so I had to suffer through withdrawal. My son saved my life

Hadiyah That's beautiful. I'm getting older but I honestly think that having a kid would have a similar outlook on my life. Like I'm a grandma but it's kinda like another source of life you know? -her phone rings again- Alright we got another question for you. You said you been in the studio so when is the track dropping?

Tarrell We don't have a definite date yet but it will be soon I'm thinking about releasing it when I go on tour so everyone go out buy your tickets and you might be in for a surprise you heard it here

Hadiyah Oooooh I love surprises. -chuckles- So what's your drive when it comes to your music? Like I know some rappers pay attention to their upbringing and stuff. I've listened to a few songs and you have this positivity going on.

Tarrell My music definitely reflects where I come from I grew up in a group home until I was 8 then I was adopted by my father. He was your norma middle class guy, I got into a fight at school when I was in the tenth grade and got suspended for ten days and during those ten days I made my first mixtape. It talked about drugs and street shit you know the normal rapper stuff but then it's like I had a revaluation about 2 years ago. Kids look up to rappers so instead of promoting the bad in life promote the good the positivity. I translated that from when I was 8 and adopted my life changed for the better. Now all I rap about are positive things because life can change in the blink of an eye. So my mixtape was mostly about the hard times I went through and my album is about positive shit which reflects after my adoption

Hadiyah Damn, that sounds like a lot on your plate. I always tell people that you never know where someone else is coming from. -fixes her hair over her shoulder- So before we start pulling into these next set of questions, I gotta ask...Are you single?

Tarrell -chuckles- isnt that the million dollar question but to answer your question I am off the market now

Hadiyah -chuckles- I just gotta ask for everyone listening. One listener asks, What catches your attention the most a woman's attitude or curves?

Tarrell Definitely a woman's attitude. I like feisty women so if she can't keep my attention no matter how curvaceous she is it's not gonna matter to me. But I will say curves is always a plus

Hadiyah This is like the looks or personality question. I don't know, I notice what someone looks like first then based off that I usually see if their personality fits. It's like a process for me. today

Tarrell Well of course looks always being you in first. If I see a female and she is attractive imma make my move but after that of she dull she gotta go

Hadiyah So personality wise how do you know that a girl is for you? Like you need your future girl to be what?

Tarrell Very smart, she has to be able to make me laugh, conversation can't be forced. I joke around a lot so that is a plus.

Hadiyah

So if she's a sensitive soul it's a dub basically? Noted. -laughs, looking at her phone as it rings another time- Ooo we got some advice giving time. You ready for this situation?

Tarrell Definitely a dub laughs yeah throw it at me

Hadiyah -clears her throat- I have a question for both of you. Me and this one nigga been fucking for a while now our situation like evolved into something more intimate now where we chill just to chill and he initiates cuddling. No sex involved. So how do I talk to him about being more than what we are without being a "what are we?" bitch?..... you can go first.

Tarrell Ok that's a difficult one because either way you flip it you gonna end up being that girl. No matter how you phrase it you kinda stuck unless you let him make the move. If he dragging his feet then he not trying to be with you. Ladies if a Nigga want you in a more romantic way you will know. I feel like a problem that occurs a lot is the female make the guy fee stuck

Hadiyah Why do guys feel stuck? If he's cuddling you and you guys hang out without having sex or sex coming up you can defiantly make it known that you like him. Doing that whole what are we thing will make niggas scared. Honestly don't put the pressure on him. Talk with him and be honest. Like communicate that you like him or throw out little jabs that you're feeling him on more than a platonic level.

Tarrell You don't want to hurt the girls feelings so we sometimes just give in

Hadiyah

Stop doing shit to keep people from feeling bad. Guys and Girls. Why should you give in cause you don't wanna hurt her? She's a grown women. If you don't want a relationship make that known. If you do want one let that known too.

Tarrell I feel you on that but when in the moment women get in their feelings sometimes and once that happens it's a wrap. I think everything should just be put out up front to avoid confusion

Hadiyah I don't agree, like don't baby a woman then wonder why she acts like a child.

Tarrell I completely agree with but on that but women also can't pressure a man for shit either I guess different scenarios cause for different responses

Hadiyah I get that. Don't pressure anyone. Have conversations like human beings.

Tarrell Definitely

Hadiyah -nods her head- Before we end this episode of Hadiyah Hotline, is there anyone you wanna shoutout?

Tarrell

I wanna shout out my son Tj and my beautiful girlfriend Storm

Hadiyah woah woah woah. So you are in fact taken?

Tarrell Yes I am

Hadiyah Alright girlies, you heard it here. Terrell got a girlfriend. -chuckles- This is Hadiyah hotline another episode and I'll see you next time!

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Long way from home

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You attend your first SAMCRO party at the clubhouse where Herman has transferred from Tacoma. He leads you in, hand in hand and as soon as you enter the bar area is when you spotted all the crow eaters. Along with the porn stars, they look way more prettier than you even though if its pounds of make up and limited to no clothing options.

“We are a long way from home. Well I am” You say while looking around and stopping in your tracks.

Herman looks behind him and doesnt see you at his side. He looks to where you have stopped and came walking towards you.

“Whats wrong?” He asks looking to you

“Nothing” You snap yourself away from looking at the woman practically advertising their goods.

He pulls you to his side, his arm is wrapped around your neck as he kissed the side of your head and leads you to the other members of the club.

“Guys, I want to introduce you guys to my old lady y/n” Herman introduces you to some of the guys.

“Good god you are incredibly gorgeous. Why are you with this asshole?” The man with the intense blue eyes asks.

“You must be Tig” You say while letting out a slight chuckle and squeeze Hermans hand for reassurance.

“Oh you have heard about me” He says as he shakes your hand

“Only the better things” You reply sarcastically. He smiles and toasts his drink to you. He walks away from the crowd and gets his favourite crow eater.

“Happy, Juice, Bobby, Chucky, Opie, Piney, prospect Miles and Chibs” Herman introduces you while they give a little wave and smile.

“Chibs, Scottish right?” You ask looking to him

“Aye, you familiar with Scotland?” He asks leaning on the bar.

“Yeah, spent some time there while I was younger with my parents” You tell him while he gives you an interested expression

“What part of Scotland?” He asks in complete curiosity. Herman is loving the way the guys are making you feel right at home and you are getting along with his brothers.

“Glasgow, my dad was the Uni’s professor” You tell him while he is clearly impressed with your dads profession.

“How about you? What part of Scotland you from?” You ask while taking a beer from Hermans hand

“Lanarkshire but moved to Ireland later” He replies and looks to the door. He sees Clay, Gemma, Jax and Tara come into the club.

Clay and Jax go to Herman and give him a hug. While Gemma does the same and gives him a peck to the cheek. Tara gives him a side hug.

“Clay, Jax, Gemma, Tara. I want you to meet my old lady y/n” He introduces you to them.

You shake the hand of Clay as he leans in to give you a peck to the cheek while Jax does the same thing. Tara shakes your hand while Gemma smiles and pulls you in for a hug along with a peck as well.

“Nice to meet you sweet heart” Gemma says making you feel welcome to the new family

“You come here with Kozik from Tacoma too? Or did you wait until he got settled?” Tara asks out of curiosity

“No, I waited. I wanted to finish out the year of work before I came here. So I let him come here and get settled with the house and everything” You tell her while sitting with Gemma and Tara at a table across from where the guys are sitting at the bar.

“What type of job did you have?” Gemma asks looking to you.

“Elementary school teacher. Grade fives and sixes” You reply while Herman smiles because he is pretty proud he is a good woman on his side

“Wow, how did you meet Kozik?” Tara asks

“Uh, um” You try to remember the place you met Herman but drawing a blank. You look to Herman right away and he couldnt believe you forgot

“The grocery store” He reminds you while the memory finally comes to mind

“Right the place with all the food and crap” You say while the others get a good chuckle

“Kozie, ye have a good woman” Chibs says as he claps his back

Some blonde begins to eye Herman from across the room, tall, long legs, pretty and long hair that came down her back. You dont like how she is looking at him. You look to Herman and he doesnt notice a thing at all. You continue talking with Gemma and Tara getting to know each other. You get up from you chair and walk to the bar to get more drinks.

“What is a guy like that doing with a scab like you?” The blonde asks as soon as she gets in front of your face and spills the drinks you had in your hands on you.

“You fucking dirty whore” You say while wiping the beer from your face and neck

Herman, Jax and Opie get up quickly but you wave them off while they sit back down. Well except for Herman, he remains standing. She walks away and out of the club.

“What the fuck is her problem?” You ask while keeping your eyes on the door in hopes that she will come back inside.

“She sees what she cant have and thinks she is entitled to whatever she pleases” Tara says while looking to you and telling you how she is because she knows all to well.

“You need to” Gemma is about to give some advice

“Show that fucking cunt he isnt free fucking dick, I know. Piss me right the fuck off” You cut off Gemma and repeat the other old ladies words of advice back in Tacoma.

Over the next couple weeks have gone by with ease, you got hired at the school as a teacher assistant for now and waited until you can get a full time position. You didnt mind about the wait, just as long as you were working and being busy throughout the day then it was just perfect.

“Hey babe” Herman says once you enter the house from work

“I am really happy to see you” You tell him and give him a kiss to the lips. Every time you would kiss him after a days of hard work is when you just melted. It was like as if the stress of the day just melted away after each and every kiss.

“Party at the club tonight, wanna go?” He asks as he slowly pulls away from you.

“Sure, I could use this as an excuse to get drunk” You tell him as you smile to him

You begin to get ready for the party, you wore dark denim skinny jeans, your favourite top that showed the right curves and booties to complete your outfit.

“Of course porn whores are here” You say as you get off the bike

“Dont worry about them, Im here with you and your here with me” Herman says and places his hand in yours as he leads the both of you inside.

As the night went on you were having a good time, had fun talking with Chibs and Tara. Juice joined in on the conversation while Herman was out side with Clay and Bobby. You head out to join in on hanging out with your man.

Until you saw Ima flirting with Herman, him trying to get her off of him and walking away from her. Juice telling her to back off, Bobby doing the same until he saw you. He stops from doing anything, Herman turns as well and he comes to you.

“Thats fucking it” Is all you say while walking past Herman and him trying to stop you but you push away.

“Stay the fuck away from my BOYFRIEND!!” You growl stating that Herman is yours while shoving her to the ground.

Everyone around stops what they were doing and look to you and see what is going on. You help her on her feet, she slaps you and you step away while holding your face. Its stings but its enough to get you pissed.

“Thats for trying to get with MY OLD MAN” You pull yourself together as you grab her and spun her to make her face you while back handing her hard to the face.

“Thats for flirting with him right in front of ME” You slap her once more as she falls to the ground and you pull her on her feet again.

“Thats for, I dont know. I just felt like doing that. Stupid whore” You punch her square in the face

“You dont deserve any better, what you work as is all that you deserve and thats it” You tell her as she lays on the ground

You walk past Herman and went into the clubhouse. You walked past the people in the bar area and went to the bathroom.

“Getting tired of this shit” You mutter to yourself as you try to calm yourself down.

Someone knocks on the door and you open it slightly and see Herman standing on the other side. You let him in.

“Are you alright?” He asks as he takes your hand in his and making sure that nothing was broken

“No, Im far from alright. Im getting tired of proving your mine and getting my point to the others. Im tired of this shit Herman” You tell him while trying to contain the sob that wants to escape your mouth.

“What are you saying?” He asks in complete fear that you are going to leave him for good. He fears he is going to pick up the pieces when you’ll leave him

“Im saying your sleeping on the couch” You tell him as you walk out of the bathroom, across the bar and out the door.

“Take me home?” You ask Juice as he nods and starts his bike. He tosses you his helmet and drives out of the lot.

He stops in your drive way, you get off and take the helmet off to hand it back to Juice.

“Want me to stay?” He asks raising his voice so he can be heard over his bike

“No, I’ll be fine. Go back and keep an eye on him for me” You tell him as he gives you a nod. He backs out of the drive way and head back to the club house.

You walk up to the front door, dig around your purse in search for the keys and finally take them out to unlock the door. You turn on the lights, walk into the living room and look around at the many pictures of the both of you looking incredibly happy. You pulled out the photo albums that contained more pictures of the both of you.

You hear a bike pulling into the drive way and goes off.

You are sitting on the floor in the living room, flipping through the pages of the photo album and remembering all the great times. Herman walks in and sees his old lady on the floor. He has a smile on his face as he watches you look through the pictures.

“That one is my favourite. That was the night when you agreed to be my old lady and that was the happiest day of my life” Herman breaks the silence, you look up from the picture with tears forming.

“Im sorry” You say while breaking down and couldnt control the sobs. Herman rushes to your side and pulls you into his arms.

“No babe. You have every right. Just like Tacoma, you did what you needed to do” He says as he kisses the side of your head.

“Honestly that turned me right on” He says as he chuckles

“You would be” You pull away from him and wipe away the tears as you smile

“And just like Tacoma. I would never leave you for anyone else, I would never do anything to hurt you in any way. I am all yours and yours only. I love you” He says as he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear.

“I love you too. I guess I just got tired of proving something to the other women that you are mine and they cant have you. I just had to reassure myself that this isnt Tacoma and I got to get used of it all over again. Im sorry for leaving like that” You tell him as your foreheads are touching and your hands are wrapped around his neck.

“Its fine really, you really scared me when you said you were getting tired of this shit. I thought you were going to leave me” He says in a hushed tone

“Honestly, thats what I was thinking of doing but looking at all the memories we have together. I couldnt and cant” You tell him looking to his eyes that are beginning to form tears.

“I am so happy you didnt. I love you so much” He says as he kisses you.

It finally hit you. You couldnt leave the man you come to love, couldnt break his heart and couldnt hurt his feelings all because you got tired of crow eaters trying to take your place. You knew that they didnt stand a chance with him because he wouldnt touch any of them because he is loyal to you. And you are loyal to him. You made a promise that day when you agreed to be his old lady and you werent going to break that promise. Not now. Not ever.

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CeCe Winans is back to making music.

Earlier this month, the veteran gospel singer-songwriter and most-awarded female gospel artist of all time released her first new solo album in nearly a decade entitled, Let Them Fall In Love. Three years in the making, the album finds Winans continuing herfamilys rich musical lineage by collaborating with her son, Alvin Love III, who wrote and co-produced the album (she collaborated with her brother, BeBe, on her 2009 album, Still.)

In an interview with The Huffington Post, Winans opened up about her return to gospel music, how she thinks she can help push the genre to the mainstream, and why religion should play a bigger role in unifying America.

The album marks your first release in nearly a decade. How does it to feel?

I still cant believe that much time went by. But within that decade, BeBe and I did a project, then my husband and I started a church in Nashville, Tennessee. So having my son work with me was awesome, because he made sure I stayed relevant, and that I would connect with his generation. And so now, it feels great to be back. But its a whole new world out here. Social media alone is like, Whoa, this is what people do now? Im getting adjusted to the new way.

In what ways has your music evolved over the years since your last project, Thy Kingdom Come?

I think your music evolves the way you evolve. Im different now. Im older, I would like to think Im wiser. I understand who I am more than ever before. I think one of the great things about getting older is that you get more of a sense of who you are. And so I think, in approaching this record it wasnt to impress people as much as to share with people what you feel like you have thats valuable to share. I think going in the studio this time, I was probably more confident than ever before. Not that I was so much better, but just having a sense of knowing of what my purpose is. And thats exciting and always fun I was determined to make the record fun.

How can songs on the album like Peace From God apply to some of the social issues that were currently dealing with in America?

I think Peace From God is a song that the country needs to hear on repeat. So I pray that I will get the opportunity to sing it in major places that will have the attention of our country and the world. When I started recording the song I said, Oh my God. We need peace from God, because thats the only place we gonna get peace from. How to work together, how to walk together, how to give one another, how to love one another. I pray this song will give us that so we can come together and experience peace.

What role do you think religion has in todays political climate?

I dont think the role is as big as it should be. I think if everybody would understand how important the church is to our society I think we would experience peace a lot sooner. One thing about Gods work is, when youre dealing with truth and youre dealing with love it really can fix every situation, but we all have to be willing to do that. We have to be able to humble ourselves, and prefer others more than ourselves, and when we do that it creates peace, it creates harmony.

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“I pray for that day where they treat us like every other artist and give us the chance to be heard on every platform,” Winans said.

Whats your perception on how gospel has evolved through the years?

I think gospel music has come a long way, and I think were just getting started. Gospel music has always been a part of our history. Its really been the rock for so many other genres of music. You look at some of your biggest stars, they came out of gospel music. And so, now to see some of the younger artists that are coming up now theyre amazing to me. And I think were just getting started. I look at the Tasha Cobbs and I look at Travis Greene, and Jonathan McReynolds, and just hearing all these incredible gifts and different styles. Im pretty pleased to see where it is now.

How would you like to see the genre evolve in years to come?

I want it to continue to be free from the box that society has tried to put us in. Its good music, so play it like you play other music. Dont think just because its labeled gospel only people who go to church on Sunday wants to hear it. I think theres a lot of people out there who never plan to step into a church that will love gospel music. And so I pray for that day where they treat us like every other artist and give us the chance to be heard on every platform and let people choose if they wanna hear it or not.

As we reflect on the accomplishments of black trailblazers this month, in retrospect how has black history influenced your music career?

We can go back as far as slavery, the hymns that they sang… understanding how they made it through. And its on their shoulders that we continue to stand. The suffering that they went through, but then being determined not to give up and to keep fighting for what was right. I think we all always need to remember what they went through so we can experience what were experiencing. Yeah, were still fighting, but were a lot further than what they suffered. And so, they taught us to trust God, they taught us to stick together, they taught us to love who God created us to be, and that has played a major part in my life… And its because of them that were experiencing the success that were experiencing now.

This interview has been edited and condensed for clarity.

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