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I've been off the boards for a bit. In more ways than one. My computer died and I got depressed. That thing has my creative life in it, photos and writings and all the things.
Hoping if it cannot be saved the hard drive can at least be salvaged. In the meantime I've been staring at blank notebook pages like a lost dog. I don't know why the loss of the computer effected my writing like it did, as most things I've written are free hand first. I think the loss of the photos took me out more than the writing. Especially as I had just completed a super fun engagement session and the next day suddenly had no way to edit them. The pressure and stress of it took me out.
So, I've been reading a friend's trilogy and moping around my journals.
Maybe I'll write more soon. I'll pick up the pencil again soon, I'm sure. In the meantime, tag me in stuff!! Give me something to do! 😊
#depression#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing prompts#poetry#please pray for my poor ole laptop.#i cant afford a new one
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MY LAPTOP BROKE DOWN I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE ON
#ON THE FLOOR CRYING#I CANT AFFORD A NEW ONE#aris STRUGGLES#im so heartbroken#it was a gaming one too so now i cant play any of my games#someone send me satan pics#i can write on my phone yes but#THAT KINDA SUCKS
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Welp, my computer may very well crap out on me any day now and I have no idea what I'm going to do.
*crosses fingers* please be fixable, please be fixable
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i have broken my laptops ability to play sound without headphones KMS
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Also, my samsung tablet has been...dying a lot faster than usual...I might have to get her looked at at some point...when I can afford it lmao
#i just hope she doesnt completely kick the bucket#she's old for technology nowadays#(4 yrs should not be old for technology but here we are...)#she's slow and cant handle my bigger pieces (she can but at one point she stopped responding and i got scared)#i cant afford a new one#plus im kinda attached to her at this point#me talking#she also sometimes...idk...acts like the pen is still touching the screen#idk how to fix that so i just live with it
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I have this urge to eaty my phone
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Fuck
#broke the coffee maker now i wanna kms#i cant afford a new one#i was jist trying to help but i ruined it#personal#glow cloud#apr 2023
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HI!!! I’m in need of some money (nothing serious just a little broke LMAO) so for a while I’m doing discounted commissions for 15 USD for one fully shaded fullbody character! No cap on slots!
I draw a lot of jojo lookit that. BUT! I will draw other stuff. Nearly anything, amazingly. You can even request a specific style I’ve done before! More characters would be an additional 5 USD per character.
(I will draw self inserts, oc’s, characters, furries, etc) (I hold the right to refuse based on subject matter that is uncomfortable for me such as proship)
Payment upfront through my Kofi linked HERE and please provide references!
WAYS TO CONTACT -> All are totally fine to use, and messaging for inquiries without intent to buy are OK!
Tumblr dms -> @ nectarishes (wow! this blog right here!)
Email -> [email protected]
Discord dms -> @ nectarish
Instagram dms -> @ nectarish
I will also do animated gifs at no extra charge! Simple things like blinking or background movements only though
I would realistically only need two of these comms for the thing I need but any more would be very very appreciated….!!!
That’s all thank you bye <3
#please boost!#backstory no one needs is that I have a tradition of handing out stickers at conventions and am too broke to get new sticker paper#I like doing it it’s a lot of fun and makes people happy to get free stuff HELP ME HELP RANDOM PEOPLE <3#if anyone is going to ANYC this year id ideally be handing out jojo and witch hat atelier stickers#if you cant afford the 15 ill gladly do a bust or headshot for less money#i also do have to get a blood test done soon but thats neither here nor there now im just rambling
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"a dude in Texas legally changed his name to "Literally Anyone Else" and he's attempting to run for President against Biden & Trump" [source]
okay, but putting aside the comedic aspect of this, it is concerning the amount of people who are prompted to vote for candidates just because it's funny. I'm not the biggest fan of how his policy about the boarder sounds [Site], but I do implore anyone who is able to vote in the 2024 US election to please research other candidates.
The media is only going to continue pushing the idea it's inevitably going to be Trump vs Biden 2.0 and we have no other options, that we have to vote for Biden again because of Project 2025. Is that whole thing terrifying?
Yeah, fucking absolutely.
But voting for Biden will not solidify our safety from that. Biden is exactly like the rest of them. He always has been. You can't make the lesser of two evils argument when they're both just plain evil.
You cannot say that Biden is even mildly a better choice than Trump when he is currently directly involved in a genocide. That is not some little fucking thing. That in and of itself disqualifies him as a lesser evil. Biden is just as bad as him and he will not save us because he doesn't fucking care.
Cornel West [Site] is an Independent candidate running for President in the 2024 Election. [Policies]
Claudia De la Cruz and Karina Garcia [Site] are running for President and Vice-President as the candidates of the Party for Socialism and Liberation in the 2024 Election. [Policies]
There are options.
There are people trying to change the corrupt foundation our system is built on, but we have to help amplify them because the mainstream media will not.
#have you looked at what's happening in New York & the subways#There's so many reported shootings and deaths and it just seems to be getting worse.#I just looked up subway shooting ny because I wanted to check before saying something#There's reports from like 3 hours ago about someone getting pushed in front of one of the moving subways & there's so many others#or how about the like thousands of police officers that they've got stationed at subways in ny literally doing fuck all#or how everyone's going through a housing crisis and cant afford rent and cant get medical care because it can cost#$4000 to get a fucking ambulance and that's cheap. That's a ride to the hospital less than 20 minutes away probably.#or the rise in hate crimes and bigotry and all the shit they're now trying to censor with the kosa bill#or how terrifying places like Florida have became for anyone thats not seen as an equel by people who dont view most others as equels.#or how they're pouring billions into wars while we're in the midsts of a homeless crisis#suicide rates are at record levels in the us and it's only going to get worse. theyre pulling telehealth which will take away#life saving medical care for people who dont have the ability to go in person. people's ability to get therapy and meds being taken away#Is going to kill people. or how the Biden administration has fucked up their Covid response so goddamn badly#people are referring to the pandemic in past tense and have lost understanding for others who they'd have understood before#they've lied and they've concealed and its killing millions of people and disabling even more. but they will not take accountability.#long covid is ruining people's lives and they've successfully led the narrative that its not real or not that serious.#they will sit there and they will lie. they will say they've protected women's rights and that its a top priority.#they'll say that healthcare is a top priority but have suggested that they'd veto a healthcare for all bill because of its price tag#but will spend billions and billions and billions on a genocide that the majority is against. the system isn't going to begin collapsing#it already is.#its crumbled and we must demolish the corrupt remains and rebuild a better government that gives a shit about people#ALL people.#they use basic human rights as bargaining chips.#the Democrats and Republicans on a Venn diagram is a circle. wake up.
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please pray for my apple pencil, it keeps disconnecting while drawing and is rapidly losing battery....... pray for my sanity too bc i do not need this right now
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he's looking very shaggy again
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kinda wanna buy one of those cute little cd players and collect cds again... bring back being able to physically own your music
#see the options are cd vs record player#and like. cds make more sense bc 1. theyre cheaper 2. i already have some bc of my kpop hypertixations 3. theyre easier to store#yeah sure the vibes arent the same but cds are so much more portable#and you cant listen to your records in the car can you!!!!#i wouldnt know i dont own a car#but i assume i will in a year or so#and my ass cant afford those new cars with no cd slot so itll definitely have one...#hmmmmm#c.txt#diary
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you'll be pleased to know that on my first day back at my job after my two week vacation i am already in one of my semi-regular Job Crises where i feel like if i dont find a new, better job soon im going to explode into 5 billion pieces
#in case you were wondering if i was handling it well#considering getting some sort of degree . but i cant afford that!!!!!!!!!#but i may need one. if i want a better job........#this is so evil. where are the jobs where you can just do fuck all#in all seriousness back to the degree thing im considering getting a degree in library sciences but i dont even have a bachelors 💀#i was too broke for college! had to work! still have to work! no time or money to go to college then or now!#my crisis aside its extremely funny to me how im not even through my first day back and im like oh lol right i hate every minute of this 👍#also im trying not to have Severe guilt abt the ticket(s) i bought the other day like some crazy person but thats another story#yes ill make the money back yes ill enjoy the show but the Guilt..........#which was entirely because my dad was like >:( when i told him i got a ticket for a Far Lesser amount#and im just hoping he doesnt notice how much my bank account has gone down. oops#but that aside and back to my job crisis:#i cant stand it here!!!!!! i really do hate it!!! and i need a new job. however? everything abt the job process is awful and against me#i was planning on writing an article when i got back from vacation but you guessed it im now too stressed/upset to be creative#which is hampering any possibility of my creative aspirations becoming some sort of career#im so tired. already right back to where i was before my vacation when i really needed a vacation#:( . like ill be fine lol i just. am going through it and these tags have gone on too long#but i think i really will get worse if i stay here for longer and its not even that bad but by god sometimes it is#anyway . im taking it well
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Day 669
#my art#dailyart#im bummed but oh well#the hard part is knowing if I had the skill I could fix it but I just do not#but I know enough to be like “oh this is what is wrong and this is what I could spend to fix it”#but!!!! paying someone else to do it is worth more than the whole thing#ive been going through a weird mourning process for my car while dunking my head into new ff expansion#looking for a new one is gonna be difficult but itll just be another corolla lmao#cant afford brand new so gonna have to do the whole process of making sure someone doesnt rip me off that is the stress part#oh well im fine I just have a lot to deal with right now and no car!!!
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official rip to my drawing tablet, goodbye my old friend you never really worked in the first place but illl miss u anyway lol
#i mean its almost a decade old and the port has been loose/partially unresponsive for half of that so i knew this day would come#i didnt have the drive to draw anyway but now i REALLY cant tell myself im gonna post stuff jlksdjflka#maybe if i go back and clip old wips idk#sad day but what can you do! ill try to look on reddit for hacks but its probably past that#m#edit yeah the repairs arent worth the cost since they would be the same/more than the price of a new one which i already cannae afford oop
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* looking at prices of new rock boots*
"It cant be That hard to make some fancy boots yourself, right?"
*i say while fully aware of how hard it would really be*
#technically not impossible#i could always go back to my zlín uni n beg at the shoe department if they perhaps dont have some shoe lasts I could borrow#also just did the numbers n it looks like if I made them myself it would be only slightly cheaper than what actual new rocks are sold for#+ high chance of mistakes since i never made shoes before#+ my time#n to get the soles i would have to gut some other shoes cause where does one get nice platforms for good price that is not in bulk#why the fuck did i study animation in the shoe making city when i could have gone and studied shoe making#joking.. i dont regret that#but i really do want to make some boots#father might also make drama about this if i bring this up cause he specifically said that we cant afford stuff for making boots#and time and effort for making boots#¨which of course to me is like#challenge#this will haunt me#personal
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