#i cant afford a new one
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I've been off the boards for a bit. In more ways than one. My computer died and I got depressed. That thing has my creative life in it, photos and writings and all the things.
Hoping if it cannot be saved the hard drive can at least be salvaged. In the meantime I've been staring at blank notebook pages like a lost dog. I don't know why the loss of the computer effected my writing like it did, as most things I've written are free hand first. I think the loss of the photos took me out more than the writing. Especially as I had just completed a super fun engagement session and the next day suddenly had no way to edit them. The pressure and stress of it took me out.
So, I've been reading a friend's trilogy and moping around my journals.
Maybe I'll write more soon. I'll pick up the pencil again soon, I'm sure. In the meantime, tag me in stuff!! Give me something to do! 😊
#depression#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing prompts#poetry#please pray for my poor ole laptop.#i cant afford a new one
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MY LAPTOP BROKE DOWN I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE ON
#ON THE FLOOR CRYING#I CANT AFFORD A NEW ONE#aris STRUGGLES#im so heartbroken#it was a gaming one too so now i cant play any of my games#someone send me satan pics#i can write on my phone yes but#THAT KINDA SUCKS
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Welp, my computer may very well crap out on me any day now and I have no idea what I'm going to do.
*crosses fingers* please be fixable, please be fixable
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i have broken my laptops ability to play sound without headphones KMS
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Also, my samsung tablet has been...dying a lot faster than usual...I might have to get her looked at at some point...when I can afford it lmao
#i just hope she doesnt completely kick the bucket#she's old for technology nowadays#(4 yrs should not be old for technology but here we are...)#she's slow and cant handle my bigger pieces (she can but at one point she stopped responding and i got scared)#i cant afford a new one#plus im kinda attached to her at this point#me talking#she also sometimes...idk...acts like the pen is still touching the screen#idk how to fix that so i just live with it
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I have this urge to eaty my phone
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Fuck
#broke the coffee maker now i wanna kms#i cant afford a new one#i was jist trying to help but i ruined it#personal#glow cloud#apr 2023
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i'm gonna tell my kids in 30 years that you used to be able to buy a brand new car for $20,000 and they're gonna look outside through the radproof glass at wartorn new maine and ask what a dollar is
#fr though they're gonna be like ok grampa. can we have 60K for the downpayment on our plastic car#sorry was on the phone with my mom talking about cars (my current car is ass and I'm trying to decide if i buy a new one now) (steel prices#and she started talking about "people buy cars they cant afford! thats the problem with young people! people are spending 500/mo on cars!#'do you think $25k is a decent price for a car?' '25k is the minimum for a car!' '25k is $500/mo.' 'well. when i was your age a car was $5k
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HI!!! I’m in need of some money (nothing serious just a little broke LMAO) so for a while I’m doing discounted commissions for 15 USD for one fully shaded fullbody character! No cap on slots!
I draw a lot of jojo lookit that. BUT! I will draw other stuff. Nearly anything, amazingly. You can even request a specific style I’ve done before! More characters would be an additional 5 USD per character.
(I will draw self inserts, oc’s, characters, furries, etc) (I hold the right to refuse based on subject matter that is uncomfortable for me such as proship)
Payment upfront through my Kofi linked HERE and please provide references!
WAYS TO CONTACT -> All are totally fine to use, and messaging for inquiries without intent to buy are OK!
Tumblr dms -> @ nectarishes (wow! this blog right here!)
Email -> [email protected]
Discord dms -> @ nectarish
Instagram dms -> @ nectarish
I will also do animated gifs at no extra charge! Simple things like blinking or background movements only though
I would realistically only need two of these comms for the thing I need but any more would be very very appreciated….!!!
That’s all thank you bye <3
#please boost!#backstory no one needs is that I have a tradition of handing out stickers at conventions and am too broke to get new sticker paper#I like doing it it’s a lot of fun and makes people happy to get free stuff HELP ME HELP RANDOM PEOPLE <3#if anyone is going to ANYC this year id ideally be handing out jojo and witch hat atelier stickers#if you cant afford the 15 ill gladly do a bust or headshot for less money#i also do have to get a blood test done soon but thats neither here nor there now im just rambling
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"a dude in Texas legally changed his name to "Literally Anyone Else" and he's attempting to run for President against Biden & Trump" [source]
okay, but putting aside the comedic aspect of this, it is concerning the amount of people who are prompted to vote for candidates just because it's funny. I'm not the biggest fan of how his policy about the boarder sounds [Site], but I do implore anyone who is able to vote in the 2024 US election to please research other candidates.
The media is only going to continue pushing the idea it's inevitably going to be Trump vs Biden 2.0 and we have no other options, that we have to vote for Biden again because of Project 2025. Is that whole thing terrifying?
Yeah, fucking absolutely.
But voting for Biden will not solidify our safety from that. Biden is exactly like the rest of them. He always has been. You can't make the lesser of two evils argument when they're both just plain evil.
You cannot say that Biden is even mildly a better choice than Trump when he is currently directly involved in a genocide. That is not some little fucking thing. That in and of itself disqualifies him as a lesser evil. Biden is just as bad as him and he will not save us because he doesn't fucking care.
Cornel West [Site] is an Independent candidate running for President in the 2024 Election. [Policies]
Claudia De la Cruz and Karina Garcia [Site] are running for President and Vice-President as the candidates of the Party for Socialism and Liberation in the 2024 Election. [Policies]
There are options.
There are people trying to change the corrupt foundation our system is built on, but we have to help amplify them because the mainstream media will not.
#have you looked at what's happening in New York & the subways#There's so many reported shootings and deaths and it just seems to be getting worse.#I just looked up subway shooting ny because I wanted to check before saying something#There's reports from like 3 hours ago about someone getting pushed in front of one of the moving subways & there's so many others#or how about the like thousands of police officers that they've got stationed at subways in ny literally doing fuck all#or how everyone's going through a housing crisis and cant afford rent and cant get medical care because it can cost#$4000 to get a fucking ambulance and that's cheap. That's a ride to the hospital less than 20 minutes away probably.#or the rise in hate crimes and bigotry and all the shit they're now trying to censor with the kosa bill#or how terrifying places like Florida have became for anyone thats not seen as an equel by people who dont view most others as equels.#or how they're pouring billions into wars while we're in the midsts of a homeless crisis#suicide rates are at record levels in the us and it's only going to get worse. theyre pulling telehealth which will take away#life saving medical care for people who dont have the ability to go in person. people's ability to get therapy and meds being taken away#Is going to kill people. or how the Biden administration has fucked up their Covid response so goddamn badly#people are referring to the pandemic in past tense and have lost understanding for others who they'd have understood before#they've lied and they've concealed and its killing millions of people and disabling even more. but they will not take accountability.#long covid is ruining people's lives and they've successfully led the narrative that its not real or not that serious.#they will sit there and they will lie. they will say they've protected women's rights and that its a top priority.#they'll say that healthcare is a top priority but have suggested that they'd veto a healthcare for all bill because of its price tag#but will spend billions and billions and billions on a genocide that the majority is against. the system isn't going to begin collapsing#it already is.#its crumbled and we must demolish the corrupt remains and rebuild a better government that gives a shit about people#ALL people.#they use basic human rights as bargaining chips.#the Democrats and Republicans on a Venn diagram is a circle. wake up.
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please pray for my apple pencil, it keeps disconnecting while drawing and is rapidly losing battery....... pray for my sanity too bc i do not need this right now
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why do drawing tablets have to be so expensive????
#im currently using an old intuos pro#like 2k pressure levels old#and its noticable....#so im thinking of upgrading to a new intuos pro with 8k levels#as much as i hate how greedy wacom are... their tablets are good#but.... 270usd when on sale....#i hate spending money#like its not like i cant afford it i do have money saved#its still a lot of money.... esp after just getting a new phone....#the sale ends next week so i have until the weekend to decide#like i should get my own tablet considering im just borrowing the one im using rn#sure my roomie only used it once but i still dont wanna keep it from them
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when i've been so careful with my stuff and do everything in my power to not break them but then the fuckers i live with disregard everything i say and go into my room despite telling them not to and fuck with my shit despite telling them not to touch or move my stuff and break it
"it was an accident it was an accident!!!! i didnt mean to bump your laptop!!! its an accident you cant be mad that it happened its an accident"
IT WAS NOT AN ACCIDENT YOU WILLINGLY WENT INTO MY ROOM AND WILLINGLY DID WHAT I TOLD YOU NOT TO DO you bumped my laptop on accident because you clumsily flailed around in my room when i was not there and i come home to a laptop with a broken fan mind you that i left perfectly fine before i left the house that i've been taking immaculate care of for YEARS despite being the most clumsy person in the house like i tripped on air and fell and bumped into a mirror and broke it once FUCK YOU
ITS AN ACCIDENT they yell
OKAY WHAT IF I T-POSED NEXT TO YOU AND SPUN REALLY FAST AND MY HAND ACCIDENTALLY SLAPPED YOU HARD AND BROKE YOUR JAW WHAT THEN???? I DIDN'T MEAN TO BREAK YOUR JAW IT BUT ITS VERY OBVIOUS THAT I SHOULDN'T HAVE TAKEN ANY OF THE PRIOR STEPS TO THE "ACCIDENT"
I HATE YOU
#im gonna save up money to install a lock on my door im so sick of them im gonna cry#currently the it looks like the fan has been slightly tipped out of place#because when i turn the lap top on it spins slowly andgets really loud and vibrate really hard#i have to flip my laptop a couple of times and press so it goes back to normal#im actually crying#i spent so much on this laptop i cant afford to lose it#its the reason why i was able to get a job#i cant afford to fix it or buy a new one why is it always my stuff that gets wrecked but these shitheads#i hate them so much how dare they touch my stuff#HOW DARE THEY
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kinda wanna buy one of those cute little cd players and collect cds again... bring back being able to physically own your music
#see the options are cd vs record player#and like. cds make more sense bc 1. theyre cheaper 2. i already have some bc of my kpop hypertixations 3. theyre easier to store#yeah sure the vibes arent the same but cds are so much more portable#and you cant listen to your records in the car can you!!!!#i wouldnt know i dont own a car#but i assume i will in a year or so#and my ass cant afford those new cars with no cd slot so itll definitely have one...#hmmmmm#c.txt#diary
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he's looking very shaggy again
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IM A HOMEOWNER!!!!
#excuse my face#ahhhhhhhhh I'm so stressed now abt reno#cuz I'd like to go all out ofc but my parents are the ones paying for it#i cant afford to pay myself#so like I'd realistically get a 60% result w what they provide?? and have to remodel down the line#so tbh i wanna do it myself...#but the tools are such a barrier to entry 😭😭#please offer any advice u might have to a new homeowner
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