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the fact that my flare ups are very tied to my mental health, ie as soon as i'm a bit too stressed i immediately lose my mobility, drives me insane.
can't walk cause too much stress, but not being able to walk causes me stress, which in turn causes me to not be able to walk, which makes me stressed, which makes me unable to walk, which makes me stressed, ..........
#elliot talks#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronically ill#disability#chronic fatigue#dynamic disability#psychosomatic#disabled#and it's not even just the stress from not being able to walk#if i can't walk i can't go to uni#i can't exercise#i can't do most stuff#that is STRESSFUL#which........... you guessed it#makes me unable to walk even more!#seething with anger#i'm the kind of human wreckage that you love
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(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)
#MY GIRLLLLLLLL <333333 you're doing amazing sweetie kill them all you deserve to#anyway. coping mechanism. the problems in my life i could solve if society just let me have a death note#this show really is an exercise in patience and suffering i get SO squicked out#by how much the horrible characters and situations mirror the insanity of what's happening in real life#also the revelation that some of the actors are Exactly as shitty as their characters are is. ugh.#but every time i'm like okay i can't take it i need to stop to protect my headspace#i think of kimiko and am like.... no... i need to see my gir....#hope karen gets jucy roles in other shows too PLEASE#the boys#kimiko miyashiro#karen fukuhara#theboysedit#tvedit
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#sangihun#squid game#i have to say i view their dynamic as very. repressed i guess#i don't want anything to actually happen between them i suppose. besides when i want to jerk it to yaoi#there's the fujo side that wants to be like kyaa sangihun >w<#but then i'm like but what would sangwoo my beautiful princess with a disorder actually do here#at first i lold.. and then i serioused...#i think my other post about sangwoo explains the way i view their dynamic#it's very.. non sexual. can't even say it's pure emotions because sangwoo hasn't felt an emotion in 30 years and gihun is so deep into his#coping mechanisms so it's like if a relationship was a thought exercise#i view gihun as a guy who “doesn't want to push it”. you know what i mean?#in terms of getting inside sangwoo's head. even if he is genuinely worried#it would take them tons of alcohol (or being on the verge of death in the final battle) to finally feel#fully vulnerable and umm#god take all of my ocd and give it to sangwoo so his ocd doubles#maybe triples.#let me know what you think if you read this lol!!#cho sang woo#seong gi hun#<- forgot about the name tags
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jazz or prowl figure when?
Hey. Hey Anon. Do you think I can make Jazz figure that can actually transform? Do you believe in me Anon? Because I'm kind of tempted to try

I already have a nice pretty Prowl figure so I don't think I want to make another one myself.
But Jazz...
#like#not from scratch of course#I think I can modify some tf toy the way I dud with Gundams#but like....with some additional geometry exercises#because I would need to change it's design but sill keep it transformable 🤔#hmmm#oh fuck and I need to find a way to paint it without going outside#the paint I used for Blurr was kinda toxic#I can't use it in my house
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Almost
#zutara#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#katara#zutara fanart#Wip#First page of three is done!!!#Won't be sharing until I have the whole thing but I'm. So. Close!!!!!!!#It's been ages since I started this project omg#But it's worth it#Hopefully I'll get the chance to finish it tomorrow... Won't be making any promises tho#I've missed you guys and I can't wait to share this with you#Anyways I know it's ZK month (and all the content has been WONDERFUL so far) but I won't be participating. Sorry about that.#Working with prompts is such an amazing creative exercise but I know myself good enough to be certain that I'll never get past the first...#... prompt without coming up with seven different AUs and I can't deal with more of those right now lol#Like I've got this Blue Spirit! Katara and Painted Lady! Zuko AU on the works since last week or so. And more lore for the og BS/PL spirits#And also this S3 canon divergence AU... And another one... And another one...#And I need to work on them at my own rhythm otherwise I'll go nuts#So uh#Yeah#Love u all and I hope I'll get to share this one soon (if only to start on yet another comic. I've got ideas for two of them. Yay)#Dema out#(Sorry for the rambling I'm just anxious)#(Don't know why but I stopped caring a long time ago)
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i feel u abt the bailey brainrot....i want to hit him w a car (sexual) 😭
ngl i kinda hope that they implement smth where if we manage to get his love high enough and u have a kid in the youth ward if you come at night to check on them he might be there just silently watching them sleep. i feel like he does have a little bit of a soft spot for pc's kids (delulu bc of his lines when he drives pc back from the hospital after labor).
ahaha or u wake up at night feeling watched and u expect it to be kylar being himself or smth like usual but its bailey watching u sleep..for less..savoury reasons ;)
i agree bailey needs to be steamrolled into a fine paste. he needs to be hydraulically pressed (affectionate)
ough ive never seen the pregnancy flavor text cause ive still not gotten pregnant once LOL but i like the idea of bailey having a soft spot for pc's kids😊 i think in the qna's it was said that both the orphanage and bailey's flat have some sort of symbols/words carved onto it (for protection?) and bailey ensures all orphans grow up safe and untainted until they reach of age...bailey is cruel but not evil...ough..._(´ཀ`」 ∠) _
and omg imagine pc thinking it was kylar sneaking into their room again but kylar doesn't cast as tall of a shadow, their grunts not nearly as deep and hoarse, and he certainly doesn't inspire that deep, sinking feeling of pure fear...should you confront him? would that even get him to stop? or should you just lay still and brace yourself for whatever is to come? fuck, bailey probably would've already noticed that you're awake, not that he really cares if he's lost himself to the point of barging into your room to fuck his fist to your sleeping form. You won't be able to look Bailey in the eye the next day, only silently cursing the fact that all the doors in the orphanage have no locks......... i think the trouble with Bailey is that he is TOO good at restraint so its not easy to insert him into a lot of scenarios😔😔😔😔he only cares about money fr😔😔. but sometimes you just have to ignore canon cause I Need My Bailey Somnophilia Brainrot Okay
#ask#anon#dol#bailey the caretaker#literally had to exercise my yumejoushi powers and trap him the conveniently shaped box suspended in void#bc i can't think of another situation where Bailey would willingly let pc straddle him#or maybe im just stupid#lately ive been thinking about...................wolf bailey............................................#bailey with cute pointy triangle dog ears.....................................................................#im going to objectify this man so hard
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You asked for more Malink so I delivered.

I love these two 💖 By the time House of Heroes takes place, they've already been married for a few years. She won't be in the story immediately but I can't wait to get things going once this nasty art block lets up.
You'd better treasure seeing Time smile. He doesn't do it much.
Don't tag as LU, please.
#I'm not actually used to drawing women#so these two are a good exercise#also that's probably Malon's official design#I changed some things but you can't alter perfection#house of heroes#houseofheroesau#hoh#hoh time#hoh malon#malink#zelda au#legend of zelda au#legend of zelda#oot link#loz fanart#malon#hoh official art#the legend of zelda#he touched the butt#not lu
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Confess
@118dailydrabble, day 40
continuation of "worst"
Tommy’s brain is static.
I want to be happy. Don't you?
Tommy says faintly, “That's not…”
“What?”
“...possible,” he confesses.
Evan's face collapses. “It's impossible to be happy? Because we're men?”
Tommy doesn't think that.
…Does he?
“That's not true,” Evan insists. “Look at Hen and Karen. And-and why even date if you don't think it can last?”
Tommy stares. “...Because I'm gay,” he says uselessly.
“Why does that matter?” Evan asks. “Is it just… suffering, to you?”
“...No.” Tommy looks at Evan's broad shoulders, pretty mouth, pleading eyes. “No,” he repeats, firmer. He cups Evan's cheek. “I don't want you to suffer.”
“I don't want you to.”
“Evan,” he says hoarsely, “I'm not sure I can stop.”
#118dailydrabble#bucktommy#my fic#writing fights is hard! you can't let people be too rational and it keeps going in weird directions#super useful exercise though#i have thought many thoughts#fight about gay shit
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every day I am appalled by the degree to which people on all sides of the partisan spectrum do not understand the government
#elumish blogs#i saw someone mad that the helicopter that crashed into the plane was running continuity of government exercises#because they think that they're pointless and just in case of a nuclear attack#hey friend remember when people invaded the us capitol not too long ago?#wouldn't it be good to know that our government can function even if something happens to the physical seat of power?#also remember how on 9/11 they were probably trying to hit either the wh or the capitol?#jfc i know not everyone spends as much time thinking about the government as i do#but spreading random misinformation because you can't be bothered to google things isn't helpful
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i did a silly little mockup of something shen nyan & bingpup
unoriginal, heavily referenced image under the cut

from the official sanrio site
#svsss#like it seems pretentious to watermark this as heavily as it is#& ik that but it's moreso a stopgap in the event someone tries to s3ll it#cos i can't this was an exercise in futility but i digress#scum villian self saving system#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#shen yuan
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This is more of a vent post than anything else, because I don't think it is super relevant to any of my followers, ha. But I follow some running and running-adjacent channels on YouTube and they sometimes post stuff early in the year (get in on those NY resolutions!) like, you know, "WHY even BEGINNER RUNNERS should..." and then it will be something about varying your pace or tracking your heart rate or whatever.
Look, I have been a beginner runner for many, many years now (oops). I can confirm that, assuming they are physically capable of running, what "beginner runners" — otherwise sedentary people who are making new year's resolutions to do more exercise for their health or whatever — need is actually just three-to-four (3–4) things, ever:
Running shoes that don't hurt
To trust themselves to independently assess the difference between being in pain from exertion and being in pain because they are hurting themselves.
A really good sports bra¹
A location in which it is reasonable and safe to run
Every January it's "As a BEGINNER, your RUNNING CADENCE should —" or "Everything BEGINNERS need to know about HEART RATE ZONES—"
And like, listen, this is interesting and I wouldn't discourage people from caring about it, but it's also something so-called "beginner runners" can probably worry about when they can run for more than a mile at a time, okay?
The most important running tip for beginners is that it's actually totally fine to get out the door, walk a bit, jog for 1 minute 8–12 times (depending on ability) with little walking breaks between, walk home and stretch, with no additional thought, equipment or effort. Great sedentary beginner workout. Just build your way up with care and patience and do not risk your joints to the nagging thought that you should be doing more.
Thank you. This is the end of the vent post. 🙏
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¹ Need is variable. Depends on boobs. We must all figure this one out for ourselves. u_u
#exercise#jogging#running#new year's resolutions#😮💨#it is also nice to have a smartphone but you don't actually need one#anyway. if you can't tell. i learnt the stuff about self assessment and going forward with care and not upsetting yourself THE HARD WAY lol
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January 6, 2015: Dan and Phil go for a run... away with each other! 🤪🏃♂️🥵
#phan#dan and phil#y:2015#via:twitter#10yearsofdnp#dnp described#yes this is a carly rae jepsen pun#i'm watching my crush's super old video on this song so i had to#i am who i am and you can't change that!!!#anyway interesting to know now that they likely chose to start running in 2015 to prepare for tour#and i'm happy they've now found exercise regimens that seem to work for them#i haven't gotten there yet but i'm hoping the dance classes i'm starting this week will help :)
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joemarr pinky shake except joe's not even fully on screen 😔
#damn you hard knocks camera#love how this shits automatic for them#i didn't think there would be any scenes on the last game tbh so still pleased etc#but man editors were being worked like dogs for this to come out on time 😭#oh joe also patted at ja'marrs helmet after his 2nd td!! cute <3#and zac was laughing incredulously 'all because of a blocked punt' too that was objectively really funny i can't lie#every bengals clip was super cute!!! wdym trey had to emphasize it was still his birthday when they mentioned joes apotm 😭#tee and ja'marr practicing for their tuddy ARGHHH and ja'marr with brixton!!! brixton doing the 'joe burrow' hoooooohh#also myles winked at the camera and i had to pause and do some breathing exercises#and i am unfortunately still enamored by mike tomlins shit with his players sigh#and like. is it just me or is there basically no ravens clips besides the scant few in the beginning.#joe burrow#ja'marr chase#hard knocks#and its still so confusing to me how zac was so detailed in his recount of the facemask to all those refs but they?? still don't call it???#i fear i will never understand football rules as a whole#also the punt blocker was a former bengal apparently 😭 ok.
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sun visits the moon at spk headquarters and gets so so so sleepy
#death note#my art#meronia#mihael keehl#nate river#mello dn#near dn#mellonear#trying out this new thing where i post quick art that is entirely for my own self-indulgent amusement here#this was an exercise in letting go of a piece as soon as possible and you can tell i failed because i couldn't stop retouching it#here and there. OLD HABITS DIE HARD but [with passion and confidence] expect a drop in quality/finishedness#kind of very into the colors here i like exaggerating their colors and saturations. their sun and moon codedness compels me#i also think people aren't as much into this ship because they assume they have very rigid [pardon my language] seme/uke roles and i'm like#[standing on soapbox] [crazy ex gf voice] the situation is actually a lot more nuanced than that#but these tags are long and i can't get into the push and pull power dynamics of it all. mello can heel is all i'm saying#ok that's all i have work to get back to drawing for work ( <- girl who just took a two hour break from drawing to draw)#brothercrush.txt
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Okay this is going to be a strange poll, but I had this question on my mind for a week.
#> tired shitpost#every day I wake up get out of the bed and wish i had something to keep my balance better as I walk#because it gets painful and hard and i get tired really quick#but people irl don't take me seriously when i tell them that because of my appearance#they just say that i need to put myself in a better shape and lose weight through diet and exercise#and idk they are probably right#however i can't fucking do that#for reasons.
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*sips my drink* God I love being a multishipper sometimes.
#Madi's Art :>#WAaDW AU :>#cause they're all normal people. one day I will draw Blaze Hybrid Tango cause god I wanna draw fire hair But that will have to wait while#I'm still brainrotting over my own AU#also yes Bamboozler fit Jimmy! Yes the Bamboozler Floral shop has the fits! I just haven't drawn them! I need to!#there's a lot of things I need to draw but today was a Jimmy day apparently#YOU KNOW WHO I NEED TO DRAW? SCAR- DID I DRAW SCAR? NO#instead I drew Scott! and Jimmy! and Tango!#which this is my best Tango by far and I am using him as my basis for how I draw him in my au because holy shit a banger tango alert!#okay got a funny out of my system Ru will know what it is#flower husbands#team rancher#rancher duo#Flower ranchers#technically cause that is one of the ships in my AU yet I still never draw them all together! I gotta get on that!#Just drawing interactions is so hard but I think I've gotten better at it over the years!#one day I will write a flower ranchers one-shot and yes it will be a Jimmy sickfic for my au AND IT WILL BE GLORIOUS-#whenever I watch a Tango pov... Then I can write that... there's a Chance I can write that cause I have Tango's season 2 of hermitcraft on#my wheel of hermitcraft povs to watch-#if that is the one-shot to start my AU that will be the funniest thing in the world actually I might just have to-#but also like there's three different povs it could be told from and like Jimmy's pov would definitely probably have to be the one the#one the sickfic is told from but I might write out Tango's pov as a writing exercise to get his tone of voice down#anywho Guys I can't wait to actually start Writing for my au (I say as the only thing stopping me is that I gotta watch Martyn's videos)#I'll do that on friday maybe... Or I will spin my wheel and see where it lands okay okay#fanart#tangotek#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#scott smajor#tangotek fanart
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