#> tired shitpost

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I'm tired of drawing for everyone. Can someone draw something for me once. 😭

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Duality of my solidarian fanart.

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Smalletho are soulmates, gribeans are reliable partners in violence, smalltek are desperate animals. Hope that makes sense.

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No, but this is actually crazy in the most dystopian sense.

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Big day for Grian hc enjoyers.

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If anyone remembers my idea for a life series twist from... a while ago. I'm thinking about it again. It would be such a fun concept.

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OUAW ep 28 joke.

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I love Joe Hills he is so funny. 😭

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Do you also sometimes look in the mirror and think "wow I'm actually kinda pretty and handsome" to pull out camera and realise that you look like a dirty gremlin on it.

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"I will give my life for you. It's your turn"

Something I want people to understand about this phrase is, it's not an offer of sacrifice.

When Grian said it, he meant every word, when Grian said it, it was them against the world, when Grian said it, he remembered the Last Life, how in the end they tried to protect each other. When Grian said it, he meant that if it comes to tough battle, Joel should leave him for dead, he meant that he would take an axe to the neck and a sword to the chest and an arrow in the spine, as long as it's necessary, until either he's alive or until it's just them. It's not an offer of sacrifice, it's an oath to fight the world.

It's not an offer of sacrifice, because Grian knows Joel, he knows that Joel hates sacrifice. Offering a sacrifice is insult to Joel, promise of an easy win, taking his agency away, it's saying "you aren't good enough to win on your own", it's saying "I'm making you a favour". And Grian knows that Joel hates being in favour, being less than, being weak. So he shoots him, Grian shoots him when it's just them and it's saying "fight for it", it's saying "make it yours", it's saying "make it wild", it's saying "it's your turn, The Wild".

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Joelcore.

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Comprehensive list of my Life series character playlist (will be updated)

Lo(S/V)er Dilemma (Self destruction manual) - Tango.

Flightless Canary (People assume that birds belong in the sky because they never witness them plummeting to earth) - Jimmy.

Hands Of A Coward (cannot hold either a heart or a sword) - Etho.

The Wild Within (Fight with your fangs and claws until one of you dies) - Joel.

Wings of Holding, Eye of Beholding (Can't let it go, can't look away) - Grian.

Loose Cannon (Explosion comes in time) - Mumbo.

Ode To Ever Lonely (Villains never meant to have friends, don't they?) - Scar.

Going to update when I am satisfied with a playlist and will draw a cover for it.

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/gives quickest side eye/

Stuff.

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I love how both Tango and Joel are characterized by their anger, but in their own way.

Tango's anger is explosive it's starts with a push and a shove, it starts with someone shaking him hard, it's destructive like a forest fire, it engulfs him, everything around him, blinding him with smoke. And then it's quiet, like hot burning coal, a grudge full of bitter ashes of the trees that burned. His rage makes him lose his composure, it makes him seek revenge immediately and it doesn't matter in the moment who or what will be the collateral damage. And it burns him inside down, his carefully crafted patience. And then he's quiet, when it all burns, there's nothing left inside, only a new burn on his soul, he's tired, he feels helpless, he feels empty. After anger goes away, there's nothing left of him, he needs to build himself up again from total of nothing but ashes and coal. Coal that is still hot and burns at his heart.

Joel's anger is always there, it what drives him forward, if he's angry then he has a goal, if he's angry he has a purpose, when he's angry he will get up, when he's angry he will keep fighting. He will get his no matter what when it's anger that is inside of him, he will get that revenge he's looking for. Like that unwanted and hurt by a human animal, he will bite, he will claw at any hand that extended to him, because he's angry, because this anger that was building in him all this time, it's all he knows, it's all he breathes, it's his nature to be angry and Wild. It his structure, the crutch he uses whenever he sees no other reason to keep going. Even when anger calms down, it just turns into spite. When anger and spite go away, when there's nothing and no one to be angry at but himself, it makes him howl, it makes him ache, tear his spiteful soul and useless body apart, he shouts and screams and he is left empty, nothing but a scarred unloved dog, not a proud lone wolf and he can't get up, because there's nothing left for him anymore.

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I love Bdubs as a content creator and youtuber, I admire him as a builder a lot. But his love for horses fills me with unexplainable rage.

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This is just my Joel.