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can i get a chubby, thicker, reader who wears a cute little nightgown (moo-moo) to bed? like she just got done with her night routine in the bathroom and when she comes through the door in her night gown what the boyâs reactions would be like? thank youuu!!
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No disrespect to Soap, but every disrespect to that himbo of a man. This goober is going to be on his stomach and pressed up against the bathroom door while youâre doing your routine. Heâs such a horny idiot for you that heâs hoping that heâs going to somehow snag a peek from underneath the door or get a whiff of your lotion. And the moment you emerge? That man has already thrown himself into the bed and tossed back the covers to welcome you in. And if the nightgown happens to be lacy or sheer, itâs over. That thing isnât coming off because heâs going to insist it stays on.
The respectful, dotting gentleman of the bunch goes to Gaz. That man is a waterfall of compliments no matter what you wear or how you look. If you walk out in a nightgown, you bet Gaz is complimenting the hell out of you. âDid you get all dressed up for me, love?â âLook at you, beautiful. Stunning.â While the whole point of gassing you up is to show his love and appreciation, he is also always ready when it comes to you, and he firmly believes you sometimes dress up a bit at bedtime just for him.
Priceâs appreciation is all in his gaze. Whatever his attention is on, whatever he might be doing when you emerge, is entirely forgotten. This man only has eyes for you, and damn if he isnât stopping to make sure you feel adored. With Price, he doesnât need to pepper you with kisses or show you physical touch to make you feel wanted. That manâs gaze devours. A single look and youâll fold for him, which is why you did it in the first place. This man cannot resist. Not when youâre in the room.
And letâs not forget Ghost, who, at his core, is a weirdo. This man silently watches you do your whole routine and even watches you emerge from the bathroom without a peep. Which is strange, since itâs entirely likely this man dicked you down just before bedtime (and he always has plenty to say when heâs balls deep and his hands are full of you). Ghost is silent until you crawl into bedside him with a âyou smell niceâ comment because heâs absolutely too distracted by how your breasts look to say anything else. Itâs not until the lights are off and the two of you are snuggled under the covers that Ghost wiggles his way into being big spoon. The man has no intention of keeping his hands off you.
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how dae-ho would act like if he had a crush on reader and how heâd ask them out
this is too cute! i desperately need to write for dae-ho more, heâs just such a sweetheart i fear :>
Crush Headcanons! (Player 388/Kang Dae-ho Headcanons)
warning: no smut! | lowercase intended | not proofread! | these are my headcanons for this character, please be respectful even if my opinions on the character differ from your own :)
character: kang dae-ho (player 388)
A/N: this is a mix of headcanons + drabble but i hope thats alright itâs nice to take a break from smut every now and again :) iâve got lots of dae-ho in my requests so iâll try my best to feed you all .3. of course, i hope you enjoy!
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⢠the moment he first took notice of you as everyone was getting their photos taken for the games, he was completely starstruck. from that point forward, dae-ho found his eyes being drawn to you wherever you guys were
⢠he felt a new sense of urgency to make sure you lived throughout these games, after red light green light he made a vow with himself to ensure you were protected at all costs. he was quick to introduce himself post the first game, and you guys were fast friends.
⢠heâs not the type to be insecure or jealous when he sees you interacting with the other men inbetween games. there was few men you did talk to anyways, seeing as most of them either got on your nerves or intimidated you way too much. however, he did find himself a tiny bit jealous when he saw how easily you got along with the other guys in his group
⢠you didnât end up making it on dae-hoâs team for the six legged pentathlon, but he did his best to calm your nerves before the game started up. he promised he would cheer you on and that he definitely did. he definitely lit up when you ran up to him afterwards, going on about how worried you were about him after you left
⢠he 100% would share his food with you, especially if he noticed you were particularly shaken up after a game
⢠adding onto the last piece, dae-ho will also definitely try to cheer you up after the games
⢠i think he would definitely hold off on asking you out, especially during such a high stakes situation as the squid games. at some point later on, when you guys are closer, you two will promise to see more of each other once the games are finished.
⢠although dae-ho certainly isnât one to start a fight, he will put himself between you and any unruly players who try to start something with you. he doesnât have any trouble putting someone in their place if he feels you would be in any sort of danger
⢠insisted that you slept with his group during lights out, so he could watch over you and be certain on your safety when you were sleeping
⢠100% hugs you tightly after the mingle game, especially if you two got separated. you could tell he didnât want to let you go at this point, as he was definitely worried that you didnât make it into a group before the time ran out
⢠will for sure ask you all about your life before the games, and even about what youâll do with the prize money when you guys get out
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apologies for the less headcanons this time around! i saw more opportunities for small drabbles between the headcanons and i had to seize it! i had a lot of fun writing this out, and i hope you guys all had just as much fun reading it! as always any advice/constructive criticism on how i can improve my writing is appreciated and requested
have a splendid day lovelies đ
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Delicate: Vessel (Sleep Token); Part 9; "Never seen that color blue."
âNo, yeah, of course! NooâŚno! Thank you! I seriously appreciate all of your help and understanding during this! I hope you have a wonderful day! Yeah, aw, thanks! You, too! Yeah- okay- bye!â
My faux smile dropped as soon as my hand did, phone falling to a silenced settle on my left thigh. I breathed a shallow breath of somehow anxious relief, so ironic that it made me want to scream.
Max reached across the bed and rubbed my knee comfortingly, âYou okay?â
I wanted to snort, yell, kick my feet, and laugh hysterically. Throw a temper tantrum, wish on a star, kiss a fucking frog. Fall on my knees, beg the skies. Change fate's cruel course of time.
But my expression was blank as I shrugged, âWhat can ya do?â
The corner of his lips lifted into the saddest smile. His thumb brushed my skin, âItâs gonna be alright. Once you settle back in, things will start to feel normal. You can startâŚmoving on. And, hey, Iâm visiting in just a month. You have that to look forward to. School starting, your new role at the clinic. So many good things, Daz.â
He was right- I had so much to be excited about. I really shouldâve felt excited, grateful. A better woman would have. A better woman would have seen the blessings all around her and felt so full of life and love. God, she wouldâve respected herself enough to not be in this situation in the first place.
Yet I couldnât help but feel resentful, knowing that I would trade all of it for-
for him.
For Oliver.
I would give up everything for just another moment, hanging onto his lips like a vine. Just a second of growth, even if being ripped away meant digging up the roots and my leaves dying.
I just gave Max that fake smile, knowing full well he was aware that it meant nothing. âYouâre right. Itâll be good for me to be home.â
He squeezed my knee before removing his hand. âYou wanna finish packing? Or maybe take a break? Get some food?â
I glanced around at the mess of clothes across Sam and Iâs hotel room. My bags lay open, a few piles of my stuff already stuffed inside. But there was more than half to be done. So much to be done before I wentâŚbefore I went home tomorrow.
Tomorrow. Less than 12 hours from now. Iâd be heading back to reality. Closing the doors on Europe, on everything and everybody Iâd be leaving here.
There was just one week left on the European leg of the two. Tomorrow morning, everyone will be leaving for Germany. Iâd go to the airport with them, like normal, but depart at a separate gate, at the same exact time. Those who needed to know, well, I was going to tell them. And those who needed to know the reason why would, too. Sam was going to think I was going home because of an offer for a higher position from the clinic I worked at. But this was only partially true. Training for that wouldnât even start for another 3 weeks. School wasnât for a month.
I was leaving for me- for clarity, fresh air. Oliver was right- London was foggy, full of pollution and shitty, selfish men.
I needed to get away, out. Back to routine and home. Back to what I knew- what wouldnât hurt me.
I looked back to Max, âI'm gonna finish packing. Get it over with. Before Sam gets back. I think it might hurt his feelings to walk in and see thisâŚmess.â
Mess might have held a double meaning. I had looked better, for sure. Max understood, I think, for he knocked his shoulder against mine, then stood from the bed. âWe got it, Daz.â
I stood up quickly, knowing the only way to get started was to just start. Stand. Move. (I wanted to crawl into a hole and die.)
It took us another hour or so to finish stuffing my belongings into their bags. I had bought maybe one too many souvenirs, so we struggled to find a place for everything. When we were done, I slew myself across the end of the bed, breathing heavily, sweating a little bit.
Max groaned from the floor, âWhy do you own so many things?!â
âDude, I donât even know. Itâs gonna take me 12 years to unpack!â
He chortled, half-heartedly, patting his stomach as an afterthought. âI am soooo hungry. What do you wanna eat?â
I sat up as he did so, shrugging a bit, âYou pick. I donât have the energy for all that.â
âIâm good with the hotel restaurant if you are.â
âFuck it.â
So, we sludged our way downstairs. I hadnât been leaving my room much, worried you-know-who would cross my path and shake things up again. Though, I doubted he was looking for me. He hadnât so much as texted me since last week. Oliver was probably sulking, convincing himself that he was the victim in this whole thing. The thought made my blood rush a little bit. I clenched my fist as the elevator doors closed, trying to focus on breathing and not screaming.
The past three had been probably one of the worst of my life. I was soâŚso sad. So angry. Confused. Nothing made sense, yet all of my fears had come true. It was like I knew all the answers, but my bones felt so put off by how they manifested themselves. Like, what do you mean the cold, dark, distant boy turned out to be a cheating, manipulative liar? Right on the money.
My rational mind couldnât wrap around the fact that it still felt soâŚdisappointing? Wrong? Fucked the fucking fuck up.
The doors slid open. I followed, quietly, behind Max as we headed for the inlet to the left of the front counter. This was a usual part of my new found routine, grabbing food with Max. Albeit, sneakily, with numerous texts between the two of us (me, badgering him) ensuring nobody else (Oliver) was down here. In avoiding him, I had been avoiding everybody else, too.
I could already see their knowing looks. Sam could read me like a book. Ronnie was way psychic and usually felt the vibe of a situation long before it occurred. Adam, obviously, already was aware. And I'm sure he would have relayed the information to Cyrus.
I was exuding this aura of heartbroken, school-girl-fantasy-crushed, sad-puppy shit. I felt tired, and Iâm sure my eyes looked it, too. Any passerby probably could have read my emotions pretty well. No matter, Iâd be out of here soon. Back home. I could heal, rest, relax, find somebody else to fuck and get the fuck over this dumb ass white boy.
My dumb ass white boy. Iâd tried not to think about him, so deeply sunk into this angry feeling that I couldnât even fathom the idea of missing what had hurt me. Alas, every once and a while (between every other curse I thought of) something would flash through my mind. A distant memory, an image of his deep-ocean blue eyes shining with flames from the rooftop firepit, triggered by a breath, a catch of the wind, a sink in my heart. Iâd feel a little moth flicker in my chest. An air bubble, taut in my stomach, would have me hiccuping from gushing tears in an instant.
I think it was the deep blue suede of the hotel barâs stools that did it this time. I brushed a hand, slowly, watching the color shift from the movement of the fabric. The lighter color reminded me of a time he felt the way I did right now. Sadness. Maybe it hadnât meant as much to him, maybe his depravity was not comforted by me. But that moment, when I held him, when he nuzzled his head into my neck and began crying-
âWanna drink?â Max rested a hand on my shoulder, drawing my attention back from where I was trudging through fleeting, erasing moments.
I ceased my body from flinching, willed away the wetness in my eyes, and nodded. âYeah. Yeah, letâs get a drink.â
Which was a mistake.
One drink turned to appetizers turned to three drinks turned to main courses, 5 drinks, 2 shots, and dessert. Before I knew it, Max and I were cackling over some typo on some Twitter post. I gripped his shirt sleeve and hoped I wouldnât slide off the bar stool. For the first time in a week, I wasnât concerning myself with the logistics of sticking around in this public area as long as we had been. I wasnât even thinking of Oliver. In fact, Max and I were discussing some of our favorite shitposts about American politics. My mind was far away from dumb Brits and idiotic Europeans.
Of course, the world had a very funny way of spitting in my face.
Adam, Cyrus, and- low and behold- Oliver came strolling into the bar right when Max and I finished ordering another drink. I felt a little sick, watching as they neared us. Oliver wasnât paying attention. He never did. His head, sunken into his hoodie, hands shoved in his pockets. He moved like the Grim Reaper. I wondered if he had come to take my soul away.
Adam and Cyrus seemedâŚon edge. They noticed Max and I only after theyâd made it halfway across the room. Adam hesitated on his next step, catching my eye, worriedly glancing between me and Oliver.
Max was aware, at this point. He cut himself off mid sentence, swiping a hand across his lips. âShit,â he mumbled to himself. âDaisyâŚletâs go.â
His fingers brushed through mine in a desperate grasp to pull me along with him, towards the door. I was drunk. I was not thinking. I was hysterical, sad, heartbroken, angry. I tugged my hand away, instead flipping into the air to wave and cheerfully catch the groupâs full attention.
âCy! Adam!â I couldnât quite catch his name on my tongue. I thought I might puke. âHey, girl!â
Oliver looked up at the sound of voice. He stopped, but three feet from our little round table. The light, dim from the overhead lamps and LED strips behind the counter, caught the round pupils in his eyes. I watched as he blinked once, twice. Blue.
âOliver!â There it was.
He met my eye. The corners of his lids wilted, like the petals of a flower, aged, saddened. Drops of rain dropping them in weight. Max looked between the two of us. Cyrus busied himself with buying a drink. Adam slouched in the awkward, pregnant air. Oliver ignored me, moved around our group to sit as far away as possible.
I clenched my jaw. Rage. Utter, pure anger. How dare he deny me even now? The fact that he had not come to my door in the past few days, on his knees, begging for my forgiveness- I was seething. And, now, he goes back to his old tricks. Pretending like I donât exist.
I turned to Max, who was bracing for impact. His hands were wary, held up near me as if to catch my fall. I shrugged, smiled cheekily, wrinkled my nose. I bumped Adamâs shoulder with mine and declared, âShots on me?â
He continued his smug slump in the bar stool for the next hour. Adam, Cyrus, Max, and I hung like the old pals we were, cracking jokes, swapping stories like we were surrounding a campfire. I glanced at Oliver every once in a while, hoping to accidentally make eye contact like we used to. He stared down at his phone or his glass. I was surprised the device worked considering heâd fucking forgotten my contact existed or something.
Ugh.
What a fucking ass hole.
Adam asked me a question, pulling my attention back in. âAre you excited for Germany?â
Oh. Iâd almost forgotten all about this little plot. I knew that if I spoke loud enough, Oliver would hear. Heâd react. I could almost hear it, the little hitch in his breath. The tickle in his throat. The flit of his tongue across his lips, the patter of his holey heart.
I felt my own chest jitter with the excitement, the want of a reaction I needed from him. The shock. The idea that I would be an ocean away from him. No longer at an armâs length.
I turned towards Adam and rested my chin on my fist. I frowned, almost playfully, âUgh, I hate having to tell you guys like this!â
Cyrus slowly lowered his glass from his lips, having been mid-drink, âWhatâs up?â
âIâm going home,â my brows furrowed in a naive look. Adam and Cyrusâ chins dropped a sliver. I pouted my lip, âStop! I know! Iâm so sad!â
I wanted to wait until the conversation was over to look down the bar, to see if even a fragment of what I was saying had affected him. But, I didnât need to wait. Oliver had flinched. He literally flinched.
âYeah, me, too,â Adam touched my hand. âWhy so soon? I thought you were staying through August?â
âI was planning on it, butâŚthey offered me a better position at the clinic I work at. I have to get home to start training,â I continued, a satisfied smirk teasing my mouth.
Cyrus lifted his glass, âWell, thereâs nothing to be sad about, then! To your new job.â
âIâll cheers to that,â the smirk slipped into a genuine smile. I really would miss these guys, but my drunken, stupid mind wasnât thinking about that. I wanted more from Oliver. I wanted a white flag or a look or aâŚfuck, I wanted him.
I pushed, âIâll really miss you guys. Max, with your corny-ass pick-up lines, Adamâs mom vibes, Cyâs ability to knock back more drinks than fucking- I donât know, Spider-man, and not get drunk? Shitâs insane.â
I drank in the laughter for a moment, eyes lingering down the bar to Oliver. Then, I added a name to my list and narrowed my gaze, âOliver,â he wouldnât look. âWith your need to ignore me in every room weâre in. Iâll really miss your cold fucking shoulder.â
Any laughter that may have hung onto our past moment faded. I heard Max take a sharp breath in through his teeth. Adam pressed his lips together. Cyrus looked over his shoulder at their friend. I didnât know if he really knew, but he had to understand just a little bit. The vibes were always there. We thought we were sneaky, but we were so sickly up each otherâs asses. Weâd even run into Cyrus and Adam in the hallway that one time. I guess we were all really good at being hopefully fucking stupid and blind.
I leaned on my palm and stared that man down. I watched as he kept his chin, pointed ahead, like he was playing brave in the situation. His Adam's apple bobbed. Oliver clutched his glass, swung it back, slugged the liquid down. Slammed it back on the counter. Then, he stood up, pulled his wallet out of his back pocket and threw a wad of bills onto the bar. He adjusted his hoodie and left.
I was dizzy. I stuttered back a step. Max touched my wrist, murmuring something or the other about heading back upstairs. Telling me I was too drunk.
I felt slow, felt dizzy, felt scared, felt angry, felt sad. I felt so sad. I felt so angry and so sad andâŚ
And, my eyebrows furrowed in anger, the shock erasing itself from my frame. I took a deep, drunken breath and followed his trail. Fast. Legs pumping, arms swinging at my sides.
He was at the elevator, looking down at his shoes. I couldnât get his name out. I think if I did the tears were going to fall out, The sobs were going to ricochet through my whole body and knock me over and kill me and Iâd die and Iâd never get to see that dumb asses blue eyes any more. Ever again. I wanted to see his blue eyes again. I wanted him to look at me and see me for what he sees me as. I wanted him to touch my hip and wring my neck and tell me I was the only one he wanted. Iâd take it. One more time, then he could go back to her. I just wanted a goodbye.
He was stepping into the elevator. The doors were closing. I jammed a hand between and he flinched, again.
I stepped in just as the doors began to shut again. His eyes were wider than Iâd ever seen them. He was frozen. Frowning. He lookedâŚsad.
I almost reached a hand out, almost caressed his cheek and pulled him into me. But, I didnât. Instead, I said (yelled?), âWhat the fuck is your problem?â
He stammered, âWha-what?â
I struggled to repeat myself. I needed to cry. It was going to open. But, for another moment, the anger took over, âYou fucking heard me. What is your problem, Oliver? What the fuck did I do to deserve this kind of shit? I donât wanna hear more sad excuses about your fucking mental health and your-your fucking anxiety. God, I- I fuckingâŚI donât even k- you fucking ignored me back there! I looked right at you and I said your name and I smiled at you andâŚIâve been so nice to you. Iâve been nice to you all summer and you treat me like a piece of fucking shit. God, IâveâŚIâve told you so much. I told you about my mom andâŚand you laid there and you told me all this bullshit about how much you liked me! And then youâŚyoure a fucking-â
I cut myself off, out of breath. I was sweating a little bit. I think I had spit a few times. And I paced the elevator so much that I was flush against the wall. I leaned my shoulders back against the cool metal, wringing my hands, tugging at my hair.
He didnât say anything. I breathed, hard, I thought, long. I kept thinking, and I kept getting angrier. I turned back to him, rearing up again. I had more to say, I just, I just needed to get some more concise- more thoughtful thoughts, right, exactly. Yes. I canâŚ
âAnd who the fuck is F-â
âDaisy.â
There it was, my name. It was my name, soft and angelic, and holy. And a moment on his lips that he carved out of time and held a space for, for me to hear.
I stopped. I felt nothing for a moment. I looked at him and he was already waiting to see my eyes. My bottom lip wobbled.
âYouâre obviously upset. And, drunk. Why donât we talk about this in the morning? We can both get some rest.â He was always so good at two very distinct things: pushing stuff (people) aside and speaking to me in a way that felt like a cloud was wrapping itself around me. Like the cloud wanted me to lay in its arm and would coo me to sleep. Like I was safe and loved and-
Loved.
He made me feel loved.
I straightened up a bit at the thought. I pointed an accusatory finger at him, âWho the fuck is Fiona? What the fuck was that all about? Oliver, Iâm not going to stand here and beg for you to love me. Or beg for you to come back to me. I just want a goddamn apology. For wasting my time, for playing with my fucking heart. For stringing me along. You knew-â
The tears came. Perfect timing. âYou fucking know that I love you. You have known for a very long time. And you are an idiotic fool if you still donât believe it. But I am not going to play this game with you. I told you that already and now I seriously mean it. I broke my back this summer to make sure that I was who you wanted me to be. So I was cool and chill and could take as much space as you wanted me to. I went with everything you asked of me, I was there when you needed a warm body. I comforted you andâŚand tried to fucking fix you like I knew you wanted me to. But, I am done. I am done with this. I am done-â
My voice cracked. I swiped an angry, shaking hand across my face. Vision blurred. âI am done with you. This is ridiculous. I donât know if you meant to, but you have manipulated this situation so that you have been the one benefiting. Iâm tired of letting you think youâre some broken, sad puppy dog on the side of the road that needs to be taken care of. Grow the fuck up. And, now I find out that thereâs some other woman? That I- Iâm the other woman, maybe? That youâre cheating on her with me? That Iâm your fucking slut? Side hoe?â
I had paced again, this time, towards him. He was taller than me, but my anger was making me taller. He was almostâŚcowering. I pointed my finger again, nearly chest to chest with him.
âFuck you, Oliver. Fuck you and fuck London and fuck your stupid fucking music.â
The doors opened, on our floor. I walked out, but turned to face him before he was really gone from me. I wanted to see his eyes one last time.
He was crying. I popped an arm into the door again, buying myself more time to kick him while he was down. I thought this would bring me closure. I thought Iâd feel better if he knew, truly knew, the entirety. Every thought. Every hurt I felt.
âYou asked me at the beginning of the summer what I was searching for. I thought that it was you. And I thought that I had found you.â
I shook my head sadly. The doorbell on the elevator rang. I stepped back, âI was right. There is no deeper meaning. Goodbye, Oliver.â
I stood there for a second, as though I could still see his blue eyes, boring through the metal doors.
Then, I sludged my way to my hotel room. I opened the door, shoulders slumped, body aching. I knew my makeup was smeared all over my face. My hair was wrecked. I couldnât stop sniffling or whimpering. I walked into the room.
Sam sat up in his bed. Ronnie was beside him. I barely made it two more steps before Sam caught me in his arms.
â
The sky was gray. The weather in Europe usually was, especially up here on this side of the continent. I wasnât surprised when, on our drive to the airport, it started spitting rain. I shivered underneath the cover of my hoodie, yet walked slowly through the entrance.
I remember when I had first dropped down in London, wide-eyed, hopeful. I think it had been raining then, too. But, I hadnât cared. Come to think of it, it was raining pretty much everyday we had been in London.
Oliver was right about a couple things.
Back then, just three months ago, I hadnât cared about the sunâs shadow curving from behind the clouds, nor did I mind that it was usually quite chilly outside. Now, I felt anger, annoyance at the weather, at the people, at the world.
At him. The stupid weight of my suitcase. The drag in my step. The wetness of my clothes and the chill of the wind.
I felt older, in the worst way. I was a different age, considering my birthday had passed while Iâd been here. But, I felt old in a way that was draining. I felt like I had wasted so much time, energy, and all I had left were weary bones and sadness. Just how much I had left, I didnât know. But I did know that as soon as I got back home, I would be rotting in my bed for a day or two.
Sam, Max, and Ronnie came to the airport early with me. My flight time had been pulled forward by an hour, so I needed to get here sooner than I thought. I wasnât complaining, though. I couldnât wait to get the fuck out of the hotel. Out of here. Out of London.
I hurried the process of packing my last few things. Stuffed my breakfast down my throat. Impatiently waited in the taxi, knee bouncing, as Sam and Max loaded the trunk with all of our things. Ronnie slid in beside me and became the first reason that I cried that day.
She reared a look over her shoulder, out the back window, to check on Max and Sam. Then, with an awkward sigh, she turned her knees towards me, âPeaches?â
I glanced up from my lap and the bounce of my knee slowed, âYeah?â
Upon noticing the somber gaze in her eyes, my brows furrowed. âWhatâs up?â I added, fully presenting her my full attention.
Ronnie rubbed her nose in a seemingly nervous manner, âI just wanted to sayâŚum, ew. Sorry.â
I softly giggled at her disgust with whatever sentence she was trying to form. âWhat is it?â
She finally met my eye in a fervently forward manner, âI usually have fun on tour. But this summer wasâŚit was extra special. Getting to know you has beenâŚso cool. I donât know. I justâŚI love you, Daisy. Youâve become like a sister to me.â
I couldnât help but feel the tears well up in my eyes. âOh, Ronnie,â I sniffled, hugging her around the shoulders.
She pulled me close to her and I swear I heard her sniffle a bit, too. âIâm sorry for not noticing what was happening. I shouldâve been there for you more. I got caught up in my own-â
âDonât even apologize,â I reared back with my reply, âNo. Itâs nobodyâs fault. Iâm not even blaming myself for what happened. It was a stupid, weird situation. It was my responsibility to come to you if I needed help. I just neededâŚI just need to go home now.â
Ronnie smiled a sad, peaceful smile. âI hope I get to see you again soon. I donât know what I will do without your bright light.â
âOh, you will. You guys will be in the US soon. Sam said he was gonna drop by. I am positive youâll be there, too,â I dropped a sly wink.
Ronnie watched my face for a moment, âI mean, of course you know now. ButâŚâ she narrowed her eyes, grinning in shocked realisation, âFucker. You knew the whole time?!â
âOf course I knew the whole time. Sam is-â I snorted, âSam is not hiding his lovesick, puppy-dog eyes.â
Ronnieâs gaze widened slightly, âI-â
The doors of the taxi popped open as the boys joined us, Max in the back on my other side, Sam in the front. He saw our laughing, secretive expressions in the rearview mirror and turned back. âWhat are you two doing?â
I brushed my hands across my cheeks to clear whatever tears mightâve been rolling still, then shook my head. âNothing, Sam-Ham.â
He turned his eyes to Ronnie and tilted his chin forward. She shrugged, a smug smile contorting her once saddened face. Ronnie dropped a wink, âNothing at all.â
The second person to make me cry was Max. Out of everyone, he was probably my best friend at this point. We had spent so much time together, out drinking, dancing, holed up in my hotel room with trays of room service, movies on the tv. He had been there through one of the most terrifying, exhilarating, strange summers of my life. We were bonded forever, now. I could feel it.
He was helping me check in while Sam and Ronnie headed to drop off our baggage. They were all just planning on hanging for the extra hour until it was time to check in for their flight. I was grateful they all wanted to sacrifice the time for me. To them, though, I knew it was second nature.
Some people made it easy, loving me.
I shook away the thoughts because the attendant was handing me my ticket. She reiterated boarding time, twenty minutes from now, and wished me a safe flight. âThank you,â I nodded before turning back to Max.
The tall blonde was watching me. I could tell he was on the verge of tears from just the way that his shoulders shrugged forward. It made my heart swell, knowing how much of an impact I had had on them.
He tried to straighten up as I looked him in the eye. Then, he opened his mouth to say something. I threw myself into his arms before he could. Hugging me tight, Max brushed a hand down the back of my head.
âOh, sweet, lovely angel. I am going to miss you so.â
I didnât need to hear anything else to start crying into his chest. Max felt the rock of my shoulders and sniffled into my hairline. âDonât start, love. I wonât be able to stop, myself,â he chuckled shortly.
We stood like that for a few minutes, maybe more, before I stepped back. I rubbed my eyes on the inside of my sweatshirt, knowing my face was flushed and probably swelling. Max touched his fingers to my wrists and gently brushed aside my hands. He took in my visage, so delicately, and sighed. âCan I just sayâŚâ
âOh, no!â I exclaimed through a sob. More tears fell.
Max rubbed my shoulders, âNo, no, no, love. Itâs okay. No more tears, okay? Weâll be okay. JustâŚI just want- I need to tell you how important you are. I know youâre going to go home and things are going to start to settle and youâre going to start to think so many things about yourself. You are so easy to love, Daisy. It is like breathing to me, to Ronnie, to Sam, Sasha. It is breathing. And you are worthy of it, too. Thatâs all. I justâŚI just needed to tell you, okay?â
I didnât say anything else. I just whimpered and pulled him in closer to me.
Sam was the worst.
Since the evening before, when I had broken down in his arms and told him, through my blubbering, a short synopsis of what had happened, we hadnât spoken much. I didnât know if it was simply because we didn't have enough time. But, I was feeling worse because of it.
I needed my big brother more than anybody else. Sam knew me better than anybody else, even if we hadnât been around each other as often as we used to. He still understood me. We shared the same blood, for Godâs sake.
Yet, as we sat there, in the waiting area of my planeâs gate, he didnât even look at me. He stared down at the floor, hands folded in his lap. He sat across from Ronnie, Max, and I, making it known that he wanted nothing to do with the conversation. When he first sat there, the aisle a wide gap between us, I furrowed my brows. But, then, Ronnie and Max striked up some topic that I invested myself and my attention into.
It didnât seem like that big of a deal until they called for me. I stood up, faster than I shouldâve, to be honest, and began to gather my things. Phone, bag, jacket, passport. I ran the list over in my head, three times over.
All the while, Sam slowly stood, stuffed his hands in his pockets, and watched his feet as he scuffed his sneakers across the carpeted floor.
I passed my eyes over him for a moment, holding my breath. Surely, my brother would have something to say to me.
He didnât make a move.
I began walking the short distance to my gate. Before I moved to get in line, though, I turned back to my friends. Max jumped for a hug first, barely allowing me enough time to fully settle back on my heels. I dug my feet into the ground to gain traction as his ginormous body came toppling into my arms. Ronnie joined in the hug yet struggled to toss her arms over Maxâs tall frame. He adjusted as we all shared a laugh and tucked her in beside me.
He called over his shoulder, voice muffled, âGet in here, Sam-Ham!â
I heard my brother elicit a laugh. It felt refreshing to hear. Then, I felt the hug grow tighter as he joined in on Maxâs other side. We didnât stay like that for long. It was stuffy and I wasnât getting much air.
So, I tapped Maxâs back and said, âAlright. Let me go.â
I gave individual hugs to everybody, voicing my own grateful, somewhat short, goodbyes.
Then, I turned to my brother. He evaded my eye contact for a moment or two. Then he pulled me in. Tight.
Out of nowhere, âIâm sorry if he ruined your summer.â
Tensing up from the words, the mention of him, I slowly pulled back from Samâs embrace. He held onto my back, sort of cradling me. The guilt lying in his eyes was far worse than anything Iâd ever seen flash across his face. My own gaze softened from the taut expression it had anxiously contorted to.
âWhat?â I breathily inquired, unsure if I had heard him correctly, saddened that he was obviously carrying so much hurt from my stupid mistakes. âWhy? Sam, it wasnât your fault.â
âI know, Daz, I justâŚâ Samâs arms fell from around me. I missed the warmth as soon as the chill of the vast room settled in around my sweatshirt. He ran a veiny hand across his forehead, âI'm supposed to be there for you. Protect you. And I already suck at the first part.â
âSam,â I grasped his wrist, slipping his fingers between my hands. âItâs not your fault. ItâsâŚhonestly, if my summer was ruined, it was because of my own shitty decisions. Besides, you donât suck at being there for me. I canât believe you would even think that!â
I clasped his hand tight between mine, brows furrowed. To hear him blame himself, to hear him look this wayâŚThis whole summer, I had spent my time obsessing over somebody who didnât even want me. I should have paid more attention to my brother, who was part of the reason I was here in the first place.
The farther I got from the start of this journey, literally and figuratively, the blurrier my original dreams became. There was no meaning to find here- only what was already there.
The thought made me lick my lips in nervous realisation.
Sam let out a frustrated, breathy chortle. âDonât give me so much credit. Iâve beenâŚgone. Running away from home. For so long. Worried about getting out of that apartment and town and away fromâŚfrom anything that could remind me of her. Remind me of mom. I left you behind in the process.â
The wetness in my eyes began to pour over. âOh, Sam,â my lips trembled out as I dove back into his arms. I dug my fingers into his shoulders, holding onto him as though an airplane would dive down and pull him away. I needed this. This kind of hug. This moment.
Clarity was nearer than ever before.
âListen,â I pulled back, âI need you to understand, okay? My summer was not ruined. It wasnât. This entire experience has been the most amazing, wonderful, awesome, cool time. I got to spend so much time getting to see you, getting to see your world. And, donât ever blame yourself for getting away. You had to. I see it now- You had to come be a part of this wonderful band, go with them on all of their amazing tours. I see it on your face, Sam. This is what youâre supposed to do, okay? My mistakes are my own. Not yours.â
âI justâŚâ Sam stared at the floor for a moment, tongue quick to go and defend his original claim But he paused and let the information process. âIâŚI just wish I could punch him in the face or something. What a douche. Dragging you into his mess. I shouldâve known, too. The way he treated you- it was so obvious. For that, I am sorry, Daisy. I shouldâve said something. Honestly,â he sighed, running a hand through his hair, âI should beat his ass.â
Max and Ronnie, who had been trying to make it appear as though they were not eavesdropping, laughed at the last line. I opened up Sam and Iâs moment by taking a step back. I gave them space to join us here. Ronnie clasped Samâs hand and rested her head on his shoulder, âAs funny as that would be, he is still your boss. And your bandmate,â she nodded to Max.
The tall blond rolled his eyes with a scoff, âDonât worry. Iâll try to keep it civil.â
It was my turn to scold. I punched Max in the shoulder to gain his eye contact, âDonât try. Just do it. Heâs not a bad person. He justâŚsucks. A little bit.â
Talking about him, living in the truth of the situation, confronting all the dark realizations- it was a heavy weight to bear. I felt my shoulder slinking forward, as though I were Atlas with the dark, cloudy sky above me. Though I didnât want to be rid of these three, I needed to be gone already. I needed to go before it all came crashing down again. I didnât want anybody else to see me cry again. It wasâŚembarrassing, to say the least.
So, I allowed one last hug from each of them and then turned towards my gate. I boarded the plane, mindlessly, going through all of the motions. Like I was used to leaving, like I was good at it. Like I was strong. But, I felt weak. I felt heavy and sad and angry andâŚ
The city was gray. I remember it being sunny, summer-weather, though there had been a chill in the air. He always said it was. Maybe it always had been and I wasâŚcrazy. Wide-eyed. Desperate or naive or whatever.
But it was clear as day now, how dreary it looked from this airplane window. The wind whipped at the airline workers, shuffling luggage to their places, green vests billowing up. My breath fogged at the window which narrowed my pointed gaze. It seemed the plane was being pumped full of heat. I hadnât realized it was that cold outside.
I guess fall was coming.
âLadies and gentleman, this is your reminder to place your devices on airplane mode. We are approaching take-off,â a thick, European accent declared over the PA system.
I wrestled to retrieve my phone from my bookbag, which was squished in between my feet. When I was able to lift it towards me, the screen lit up. There was a buzz from the device that vibrated my hand then the appearance of a text message.
Oliver: Daisy, I need to tell youâŚ
The message cut itself off, only the sneakpeek visible due to the system settings I had on my device.
It was ominous, though, like it had chosen to cut itself off there.
The tail end of that message could be- anything.
Daisy, I need to tell youâŚyouâre a dumb bitch?
âŚI fucking hate you.
I love you?
Please, stay?
I donât think I wanted to know.
My thumb hesitated over the screen, barely gracing itâs smooth glass. If I tapped on the message, if I saw what he saidâŚwould it change things?
Would it make me hate him even more?
Would it make me want to stay?
I didnât want anything else to make my decisions anymore. I wanted to make my own choices, based on my own actions, thoughts. I was tired of living up to everybodyâs image of me. If that was all I learned this summer, to be true to what I wanted, to be true to myselfâŚthen maybe this summer wasnât so bad after all.
Maybe there had been something to find- maybe that something was me.
The shaking in my hands mustâve made the screen react to a ghost of my fingerprint. The option to scan my face ID came as soon as a flight attendant passed by my section, a bright smile on their face.
âHi, friend! Did you put your device on airplane mode?â They asked with a slight gesture towards my phone.
I glanced back at the screen as she pointed. The message was open. Thatâs where it had ended, what Oliver had sent to me. âI need to tell you something.â But, he was still typing, still coming up with words to say.
My hands moved quickly, sliding down the menu and thumbing the airplane option. If he were still typing, I couldnât see it anymore.
And any messages he may try to send would go green, undelivered, lost.
Forgotten, in the skies, somewhere between London and Germany, during the beginning of a cold, cold autumn.
#sleep token#sleep token x reader#vessel x reader#sleep token smut#sleep token x you#vessel x you#vessel sleep token#sleep token band#sleep token fanfic#sleep token iii
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How does Hazard feel about sharks? As a marine science major, and shark lover, I always wondered that. Heck, itâs in your name! Morning shark! What kinda shark would he like? đ¤đđŚ
A/N: ANON I WILL SMOOCH YOU, IVE BEEN WAITING ALL MY LIFE FOR THIS (Iâm using some of my shark knowledge on this so please do let me know if I get anything wrong)
Hazard and Sharks
- Initial Reaction to Your Love for Sharks
When you first mention your love for sharks, Hazard gives you a cheeky grin. "Sharks, aye? Couldâve gone fer somethinâ soft anâ fluffy, but nah, ye pick the sleek, deadly ones. Proper choice, Iâll give ye that." Heâs not entirely sure why youâre so obsessed, but heâs entertained by your excitement.
- Listening to Your Rambling
Hazard secretly loves when you ramble about sharks, even if he acts like itâs no big deal. Heâll sit back, arms folded, and listen with an amused smirk. "Aye, go on, tell me aboot this âcookie-cutterâ shark again. Sounds like somethinâ out oâ a horror flick. Perfect fer ye, eh?" He might tease you, but you know heâs hanging on every word.
- His Secret Admiration for Sharks
As time goes on, he starts to get genuinely interested. He researches sharks on his own, just so he can impress you. "Did ye ken thon basking sharkâs the second biggest fish in the sea? And itâs got nae teeth fer bitingâjust filters its food. No bad fer a gentle giant, eh?" He tries to play it cool, but he loves the way you light up when he gets it right.
Of course, he still loves teasing you. "So, if I paint myself grey anâ start swimminâ in circles, dâye reckon Iâd be yer favorite shark? Or is the goblin shark still beatinâ me out?" He calls you "Shark bait" when you start rambling too much, but you know he finds it endearing.
- Hazardâs Favorite Shark
One day, while youâre talking about sharks, Hazard interrupts with a surprisingly genuine statement: "Ye ken what? I reckon the goblin sharkâs my favorite. Look at that ugly bastardâlooks like it crawled out oâ the deep tae scare folk silly. I like its style." He loves how weird and intimidating it is, and he insists it suits his vibe. "Weâd make a good team, me anâ a goblin shark. Both mysterious, both deadly, aye?"
- His True Feelings About Sharks
Hazard eventually admits he respects sharks a lot. "Folk think theyâre just teeth anâ terror, but theyâre clever bastards. They know what they need anâ go after it. None oâ this faffinâ abootâjust straight tae the point. Sâhow I try tae live, tae be honest." He sees a lot of himself in them, which only deepens his appreciation.
Hazard finds your love for sharks endlessly fascinating because it shows how much you care about strength, survival, and beauty in the unexpected. "Ye see somethinâ in them that most folk miss. Thatâs what makes ye special, ye know? Yeâve got a way oâ finding the good in things folk reckon are just trouble." He admires that about you, and it makes him want to see the world the way you do.
EXTRA:
- He now owns a BLĂ
HAJ named Duke Spike the third (it is his first plush, he named him the third to sound fancy) who he now sleeps with peacefully and comfortablyâŚbut heâs not telling anyone that :].
#overwatch 2#overwatch#hazard overwatch#overwatch imagens#overwatch x reader#overwatch x you#hazard x reader#request open#request#headcanon#i love sharks#I love em sm
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worst feeling is knowing a mashup tourney character just wont click for you no matter how many times you listen to em
#yapsports#this is about rcg mwm btw... sorry chat#like i dont hate em or anything.. i just dgaf#like the songs are cool and shit thats for sure#i can respect/appreciate what they got going on#but they dont give me that Pull other characters do#....the song i really like from em is le prince#and that is most definitely cuz of madeon#i just like giving charas the benefit of the doubt#maybe i havent listened enough or listened to a lot of their tracks#rcg really isnt working for me tho despite this#sad face emoji...
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hojo pisses me tf off. Like yeah yeah human rights violations unethical science blah blah blah HAVE WE CONSIDERED THE DAMAGE HEâS BEEN DOING TO THE FF7 SCIENTIFIC COMMUNITY????
Listen heâd be a morally grey character if his work led to reproducible results that could benefit the rest of humanity but GOOD GAIA does he not even do that.
his sample sizes are SHIT. his experimental design is SHIT. his documentation is SHIT. his biases are VISIBLE. Iâm astral projecting into the ff7 universe just to strangle this man and take away whatever diploma he got bc clearly he hired someone to do his PhD for him.
AND HE INSPIRED SO MANY TO FOLLOW IN HIS SHITTY SHITTY FOOTSTEPS. like the only two things we could even marginally call reproducible is his work in making the SOLDIER program and Fuhitos attempt to replicate it with his RAVENs. and even then there were no improvements on the procedure or attempts to create a procedure that left the patients in better health.
which is a CRIMINALLY STUPID THING TO DO TO YOUR GIANT SUPER SOLDIER ARMY. WYM THAT INSANITY IS JUST A POSSIBLE SIDE EFFECT?????
an argument could be made that we just donât SEE hojos documentation and shit bc weâre playing through the eyes of people who donât know all that shit.
HOWEVER. if hojo was actually doing any of that heâd have spotted the degradation problem in his animal models first.
BECAUSE WHO THE FUCK JUMPS YO HUMAN SUBJECTS??? ITS NOT JUST UNETHICAL ITS EXTREMWLY EXPENSIVE TO MAINTAIN THE WELLBEING OF AND ACQUIRE A WHOLE HUMAN PERSON.
if heâd started with, like, mouse models to demonstrate how mako treatments affect mammals, heâd have gotten so much more work done and achieved more reliable results. WITH A FRACTION OF THE COST.
BUT NOOOOOOOOOO. APPARENTLY SHINRA SHITS MONEY SO WHO CARES ABOUT SAMPLE SIZES AND STATISTICAL TESTS AND REPRODUCIBLE RESULTS!!
HOJO IS A HACK AND A FRAUD AND A SHIT SCIENTIST TO BOOT. WATCH YOUR BACK BITCH YOUVE HOED YOUR LAST JO.
#ff7#ffvii#txt#iâve got a heavy medical and engineering background#so hojo makes me so fucking mad.#yes heâs fictional. iâm still going to be a hater. iâd jump him at the academic conference. on SIGHT.#i have an entire essay outlined in my head about why i donât respect hojo as a scientist but im sick and hopped up on cold medicine so#yeah#donât get me started on his shit ass lab set up it makes me break out into HIVES#and the fact he can clearly edit DNA (with what he did to sephiroth in the womb) and STILL FAILED TO SEQUENCE JENOVAS GENOME. FUCK OFF.#heâs a very good character and i appreciate his role in the story as someone who seeks progress and improvement above all else including#self preservation and the good sense god gave a goose#but will i get fixated on how heâs not an INACCURATELY portrayed scientistâ he a BAD SCIENTIST portrayed as accurately as possible.#yes. yes i will.
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So... I hadn't checked for a while cause I knew the government was covering my $0 a month income ass with the SAVE program (which I've since learned republicans have been suing to put a stop to and federal judges have frozen which... thanks guys)
Anyway, before that happened they must have paid off my loans cause... I mean... I cut everything even remotely identifiable out there, but just look... paid in full, $0.00 balance!
So... thank Biden, thanks Harris... you actually did what you said you would
That's a huge weight off me. I mean, I was in forbearance (or whatever the one is where you tell the loan company you've got $0 in income) for a long time (which I learned probably had kind of screwed me over with the old rules) but... this way I don't have to worry that if I ever get on my feet I'll suddenly be slammed by student loans
This means I get to focus on making things better for myself by doing stuff to work on my house so it holds heat better and so my backdoor has a deck instead of a 5 foot dead drop into the basement stairwell
Really fucking wish these student loan repayments wouldn't keep getting blocked by judges, like sorry, now that mine's been paid off I still want the program even though I got mine... I want everyone else to get theirs too
Just... yeah... some good news, some real good news
#mm tag so i can find things later#you know I tend to avoid talking politics on here cause... cause it fucking sucks to do#tend to keep it towards telling people to vote while not saying who for cause that's not my business and it'll just piss em off#but I gotta say; thanks Biden... I'll actually bother to capitalize your name now; you earned a bit of respect#and thanks Harris; don't see why she wouldn't get credit for this too#plenty I don't like about this administration; but fuck if they didn't just deliver for me on this promise#you know what I got out of college? nada; got pushed in to going cause that's what you've gotta do#and I got around $11k in debt for my troubles#...so thanks for wiping the slate clean on it and kinda say neither of us got much out of me going#leaves me more to try and get stuff figured out and hopefully get on my feet#won't be happening again for me; never taking out another student loan in my life; nothing could convince me to#but man I appreciate it; and... I'm gonna say that... I'm gonna say I like the people who did this for me#and that I'd like more of that for everyone else
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trying to formulate my opinions on The Spot by holding my sister as a captive audience while i loudly rant around her apartment
#it is a cold fucking day in hell when i let a middleaged white man take credit for a black teenagerâs accomplishments and choices.#i donât care if heâs fictional#i canât believe some of you are eating what heâs saying. if weâre rejecting miguel oâharas idea of destiny then why are we accepting#this monologue from a dumbass who canât accept that heâs the way that he is because of his own fucking choices#you CHOSE to work for those labs YOU CHOSE not to evacuate sooner#he couldnât have predicted what happened next. but donât pretend you didnât choose this#anyone can be spiderman but miles had to CHOOSE this#your fake ass had nothing to do with his leap of faith in the first movieâŚ#miles is made of everyone he has ever loved and respected#fuck this destiny nonsense. the spot sees Miles spark and CHOOSES to mold himself into its shadow in a desperate bid#to feel like his miserable life has any meaning#heâs a threat heâs a narrative foil heâs got the insane visuals to mirror miles. but he is NOT destiny incarnate.#the next movie is going to be about Miles rejecting The Spot as much as he rejects Oâharas rules#he said it himself heâs sick of other people telling him what his storyâs supposed to be about#damn what is it about writing in the tags that makes things more cohesive.#across the spiderverse spoilers#atsv spoilers#spiderverse spoilers#pizzazz meta#edit: for the record i think The Spot is a great villain and i do appreciate what he does for the narrative#but i dont believe him like i believe in miles
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i love being an age regressor ૮á´ďťá´á âĄâ tonight it feels very affirming and comforting. I've kind of always had to look out for myself and be my biggest supporter, and there are a lot of strange ways this feels like a second chilhood at times.
like i regress to being younger, but I'm also a girl now in a completely different place with completely different circumstances/social circles etc. yk?
but when i feel rly small and my reality feels so big, it makes me happy that older me is there for me to make the important decisions and guide us there :3 it's like i am holding my hand through this, i haven't had an adult rly look out for me like this and it's so nice to have one now!!
i don't have to be scared of big changes, I'm doing good and I'm here for me and i can take it easy. i have someone who is helping me âĄâ i have someone who is keeping me safe. they work hard so i can be little ^.^ thanks big sis hehe âđž
ouggghh im not little anymore but (â ・â ďžâ Ďâ ďźźâ ・â ) âĄâ yeah. when i am little i can still like.. function as an adult n talk to ppl n stuff. but it's also like, well like i said before ig 0:
like im smaller but differentâ subtly. still meâ but someone else since I'm like.. a teen?? that i never was. my childhood was nothing like my adulthood so this rly is a whole new thing little me has needed to learn 2 navigate emotionally/mentally.
but as i become more aware of when I'm in a little headspace and not, the difference in perception stands out to me a lot more. i can't articulate it very well... oughh. this is giving me very specific questions, but on that note â i am happy to feel so safe and looked out for when I'm little đđ i used to feel scared and helpless but it's different now. we're doing this together đŠđ˝âđ¤âđŠđž i got ya lil sis
#sometimes I'm a teen sometimes I'm like 6ish??#the latter is rare but hm ૮ â ďťâá when I'm little older me is still aware and can handle talking to ppl and getting the sentiment across n#whatnot. i don't know off the top of my head how different teen me and younger me are from each other 0: or how similar we all are#but bc older me is always aware like we all have my memories and experiences yk? and my littles r just Here and they come n go randomly#i am curious about these headspaces..#oh ? i went into the younger headspace rn (â´âĄ`â) âĄâ it is pretty different.#very docile (â ・â ďžâ Ďâ ďźźâ ・â ) not a lot of thoughts just like. vague feelings. she laid on my big plushie n got comfies and drifted away though#idk...... i like.. invited other parts of myself 2 come say hey 2 me and make their presence known#(â ・â シâ Ďâ シâ ・â )â ďž so i can take better care of n be more responsible for us since it's not just me yk?#and like teen me is kinda bratty and angsty lol but also such a hoe đ i love her akskaka girl..#she's such a daddy's girl low-key?? I've never had a dad or wanted one before lol.. she a lil boycrazy đđ#i mean.. so am i but she's taking it to new heights lol!! đ it's interesting what wires get crossed n new connections I'm making these days#but like. they're both p different from me at both their respective ages and just compared to when I'm not regressed.#the teen one's been harder to pin down just bc i kinda go in n out of that one a lot but it's been going on a lot longer than i realize#so like.. i just naturally made space for me to be that way without knowing?? but now when i regress I'm like hey what up âđžđ#ms ma'am's here to vibe for a bit. maybe look at some cute boysâ maybe talk some shitâ flirt a little who knows đ#she's kind of a hoodrat like i was ill give her that lmao đš she's fun#she's also a lovergirl who rly cares about our friends just like me Ęâ  â ęâ á´Ľâ ęâ Ę âĄâ i think on a surface lvl u wouldn't know the difference#between us unless u hung out around me a lotâ but it's cute to think about ^.^#u are hanging out with us đŠđ˝âđ¤âđŠđžđ we r having fun and appreciate u
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From what I can tell, ITNL is the only committed longfic time travel au for vashwood. Which is a Little strange to me, coming from p5 fandom where it feels like every other longfic is a NG+ au (not a bad thing, it's just very common)
And me sitting here like. Is there really... no one else doing one like this?
Makes me even more dedicated to what I'm doing lol
#speculation nation#itnl shit#not the only time travel au but most of them (from what i see at least) are time loops rather than true time travel#which the actual specifics of that are getting up to semantics i think. it is still time travel#but itnl is the only one that's got my specific explanation for it At The Very Least. which makes me feel a bit more confident#overall i just want to do something special. i want to do something New. & i want people to enjoy it.#discacc is a landmark for p5 soulmate aus and i want itnl to be a landmark for vw time travel aus#my specialty being finding a common trope that's not been done very much in a fandom (comparatively) & Committing To The Bit#41k feels so short to me still but it's among the longest trigun fics now. and it's only gonna keep growing.#shoot for the stars & all that business lol#full respect to ppl who just do one shots bc those r important too#but i have a fatal case of Look At This and Committing To The Bit that has me picking one idea and just shoving it in ppls faces#over and over and over again until ppl start to properly appreciate it. And So It Shall Go.#most of all i want to make something that will be Remembered. something that stands apart from the rest.#sentido is good enough with a relatively creative structure. but it's just smth that ppl read & think 'oh that was good' & then move on#i want itnl to worm into people's BRAINS. i want people to read it and feel flayed alive.#i want it to be something that people can never forget. and Such Is My Goal lol.#it's 10 am im still in bed and ive been here for almost 14 hours now. i have no business thinking this hard about this lmao#but the thoughts are there. i have a Goal. and im going to see it through.
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#smile at people #a majority of the time people will smile back and you win Human Points #learn how to compliment people and do it often #Normalcy is a perspective that changes depending on who is looking but kindness and a positive attitude shows the same view to everyone #basic politeness with a little extra effort is amazingly difficult at times #but it goes MILES
Genuinely good advice from @aroace-get-out-of-my-face
can someone recommend some beginner normal behaviors for someone looking to become normal
#life advice#autistic stuff#and anybody who finds this hard which is pretty much everybody#would also add learning the functions and skills of small talk#yes i know i know it's evil it's horrible when nobody told you how#but get this: it's just social glue#it's the human equivalent of hyenas lowing to each other or crows clicking to each other#it's just âhello i exist you are in my social circle i accept your existence and please know that i don't hate youâ#and it's got some fairly basic first-level rules too!! You intiate the greeting (Hello/hi/howdy/good evening/etc depending on context â yea#that dependency can be a bit trickier to learn but if you think of social structure it helps; e.g. this human supposedly ranks higher than#me and has not spoken to me before so i need to say âhelloâ instead of âwassupâ)#and then you say âhow are you?â or the less formal âhow's it going?â (meaning: *I am initiating small talk*) and they will say âI'm alright#you?â (meaning: *I accept your move to small talk and value your input*) and you say âI'm okayâ (NOT meaning: I am actually okay â but#rather *I appreciate your acceptance of my move to small talk and respect you so I will complete this ritual*)#in some cases people will go into a bit more detail â typically in response to âHow's it going?â or âHow've you been?â rather than âHow are#you?â (in less formal contexts e.g. between friends) â and say something like#âYeah I'm doing alright; had a lot of stuff on this week so I'm looking forward to a break!â and this is where you employ your Sympathetic#Vocalisation (âmm yeahâ (solemn. nod head towards them at medium speed a couple of times)#BUT. you do not dwell on this. they will probably ask you âwhat about you?â afterwards and here you say something like âI'm good; I've got#some pasta I'm looking forward to eating tonightâ (or any other bland mundane thing about your life. note: you CAN lie. not extravagantly#but you can say âYeah I'm great; been busy too but gotta stay on your toes eh?â when you actually want to collapse right now#generally people react well to either positivity or wry humour at your negative experience#like: either bring out something that's a minor good thing and refer to that (see example character's âlooking forward to a breakâ)#or if that's too fake for you you can mention something you're struggling with light heartedly (see: staying on toes example)#generally though people do not want to actually discuss each other's lives here. just social glue! just the âI acknowledge you and wish to#instigate/reaffirm a social bond in this situation so we can then get onto the real stuff or leave with stronger social connectionsâ#anyway that's like the first basic step it; does tend to get a little less straight forward the further you go in#but I've found it a great skill to learn#and once I realised it was in fact a skill just like ice skating or acting or writing i was like ahah! i can learn this!!#and show off like a kid on a skateboard every single day!
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Character Discussion: Goku and Chi-chi (in my selfship universe)
I've been wanting to talk about this for a while, because the relationship between these characters does hold some significance, even though Goku eventually ends up with Viti
Goku and Chi-chi in my selfship universe, as in canon, ended up together because Goku promised that they would get married when they grew up (even if he didn't know what it meant). Chi-chi's infatuation with Goku is one sided. She truly was and is romantically in love with him. Goku on the other hand has never felt romantic attraction towards anyone, at least not until Viti comes along. But that isn't to say he never loved his wife. On the contrary, he loves her very much, but it's the sort of love that blooms over years of knowing someone and raising a child together. He loves her, but has never been in love with her.
Everything up until the Buu saga goes exactly the same in my selfship universe. Including Goku's sacrifice during the Cell Games. By the time Viti comes into the picture, Goku's been dead for 7 years, and is only back on earth for a day to participate in the 25th Tenkaichi Budokai. Chi-chi (like in canon) is excited to see her husband after so long. But when they finally come face to face, there's a hollow feeling in the pit of her stomach. Goku looks exactly the same as he had when he died, though radiating a stronger aura. He's very healthy and happy for a dead person, though still as unserious as ever. Chi-chi, on the other hand, has changed. She's been a single widowed mother of 2 for nearly a decade now, raising one son solo from birth. She's depressed; worn down and tired. Her body aches more than it used to. She has a few more wrinkles than she did before (though she's luckily in better shape since she's been training Goten). And she was even more heartset than ever to live a peaceful, normal life with her family.
Chi-chi feels like an almost entirely different person than she had when her beloved husband passed, even moreso than when they'd first married. Yet, somehow, she expected them to come back together seamlessly. But the difference--the distance-- between them is noticeable. The 7 years apart sits between her and Goku like an invisible chasm. They're almost like aquatinces with each other, maybe even strangers. Still, Chi-chi tries to ignore that and make the most of the day they have together. But not much comes from it.
Goku, as always, is focused on fighting. He's too busy catching up with the other Z Fighters and getting warmed up to give much attention to Chi-chi after their reintroduction. Worse, Goku makes a new friend during the tournament. They look very different from any of the women in Goku's life. They're short and stout, with weird green eyes, and short delinquent blonde hair. They look younger too, maybe by about a decade, compared to the Sons. Yet she's got all of Goku's attention for a good long while. Too long, for Chi-chi's liking, and she begins to grow worried her greatest fear might come true, that Goku is going to leave her for someone younger and prettier (even though Viti doesn't fit the standard of attractiveness.). Goku on the other hand is simply intrigued by this new, surprisingly strong stranger that's suddenly popped into existence.
Chi-chi is so caught up in her that fear and jealousy that she doesn't acknowledge the distance between her and Goku. She doesn't reconize her life goals don't line up with his. He wants to get stronger and go on adventures, especially after he's resurrected. He doesn't mind having people tag along, but certainly doesn't want to be bogged down with jobs or ordinary life. Meanwhile, Chi-chi wants her family to finally be normal, without anymore fighting or death. She willfully ignores her main marital troubles, and instead insists Viti is to blame.
Chi-chi's feeling grows during the Buu saga and after, when Goku and Viti start to train together and hang out. One day, about 2 or 3 years into their friendship, they go to do some intense training in the Room of Spirit and Time. Chi-chi, although unhappy about it, eventually accepts this arrangement after arguing a while with Goku.
Vegeta visits Chi-chi that day, spouting how inappropriate he thought it was (out of his own jealousy, but that's a character discussion for another time.). He reminded Chi-chi that a day outside the Hyperbolic Time Chamber was the equivalent of a year inside, and who knew what could happen in that amount of time. This triggers some paranoia in Chi-chi. When Goku comes home the next day, she insists Goku cease all contact with Viti, since she was coming between their marriage. Goku is clueless as to what she's talking about but after a few days, out of love and loyalty to her, he agrees to stop being around Viti.
Chi-chi was certain her feelings of distance with her husband would dissipate after that. Life goes back to normal. They get back into a routine, and Chi-chi even manages to convince Goku to take on a few jobs. He farms, and works part time as Hercule Satan's bodyguard. The family finally has a decent income flowing in. Goku is present more often. It's everything Chi-chi ever wanted. But it's a daily battle of arguments and Goku whining. Chi-chi's depression doesn't get much better, and some days it feels even worse with Goku's presence. He feels more like a third child in the house than a supportive husband. She starts to long for the days she didn't have to worry about him crawling home injured from spars, or from him dragging their sons off who-knows-where, especially when they need to study.
Goku is feeling miserable, too. He hates working two jobs. He doesn't have as much time to keep up his training regimen as before. Chi-chi is constantly yelling at him over the smallest things, and he feels he gets in her way more than anything. They tried to be intimate again, but after time it felt more exhausting for both of them than anything else. But Goku wants Chi-chi to be happy, and does his best to do what is asked of him. It's the least he could do to make up for being away for so long.
After a year, Goku starts to spend time with Viti again. Yet by this pont, him doing so brings Chi-chi a bit of relief. She realizes that having space from Goku brings her more joy than having him home. It's during the day when he's away working or training that Chi-chi takes time to think about her current life situation. And eventually, she comes to the conclusion that she enjoyed being a single mother more thn thecwofe of an absent husband.
Goku and Chi-chi have a talk one night, once she's taken time to think about all that's transpired over the past 10 years. They talk about everything they both wish to accomplish, and where their lives together are at. They try to figure out if there's some sort of compromise, if one of them can change or sacrifice something to make the other's life more tolerable. But they can't, they're both too stubborn to change what happiness they seek. They come to an agreement that perhaps they're better off going their separate ways instead. Both Chi-chi and Goku are heartbroken to make this choice. They've been together since they were young. They love each other, even if it's never been a traditional sort of love. But love isn't always enough. They accept that, and their pair divorce amicably.
In the years following, Chi-chi comes to terms with the end of her marriage. She enjoys her single life with her boys, and new baby granddaughter. She doesn't have to stay awake at night wondering if her husband will come home. She doesn't have to argue beyond typical spats a mother can have with a mischievous son. She can go on dates, and live like a normal human woman. Meanwhile Goku gets all the time in the world to train. He gets to travel for weeks or even months on end without having to worry about someone at home being mad at him. He even eventually comes to find new and true romantic love with Viti, after a long time grieving the end of his marriage. They love to go on adventures, and seeks to get strong just as he does. Goku finally has someone who understands. And Chi-chi finally has some peace.
#I didn't expect this to get as long as it did. nor did I expect it to turn out more like a oneshot fic than an explanation. whoops#but I hope I made things clear about what happened between Chi-chi and Goku before he got with my s/i#I feel like breaking down how the Son couple's relationship ended was necessary#especially because I want it to be clear that Goku did not just leave his wife to be with Viti#I've always had a respect for the gochi ship even if as a child I couldn't appreciate it#Im not a fan of it. I feel like the canon version (especially with how it's written in modern dragonball works) is very meh or bad at times#I hope my version of gochi does both characters justice. even if in the end they're no longer together#I'd love to hear other people's thoughts if they have any#again this is just how things go in my own personal selfship universe. everyone can have their own interpretations of this pair#and their own opinions on goku and chi-chi#tadpole typewriter#spars and stars#(if you squint)#carrot cake đĽ
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SHE SAID IT'S HER FIRST TIME! â NANAMI KENTO
SYNOPSIS...older bf!nanami finds out heâs your first time and he intends to make it very special
INFO...older bf!nanami x virgin fem!reader, age gap (earlier 20s, early 30s), virginity loss, consent checks, praise, nipple sucking, fingering, pussy eating, penetration, slight blood, slight crying, creampie, nanami grows kinda feral, not proofread
OTHER...likes and reblogs are appreciated
Having Nanami as an older boyfriend was such a joy. The maturity, thoughtfulness, communication, love, commitment, and patience you received from him was more than you could have ever asked for. You were always so open with him, telling him everything and just being the annoying girl friend you were. But, there is one thing that youâve kept hidden for the last six months of your relationship.
Every time things got heated between you Nanami while making out or getting handsy, you always backed out last minute telling him that you âwerenât readyâ and he always understood and respected your boundaries. Though, you are ready. If you were to lose your virginity to anyone youâd want it to be your sweet loving boyfriend. But voices in the back of your head start to make you overthink, wonder if heâll even want you anymore if you confess to him.
It isnât until youâre here on his bed, hands tangled in his hair while kiss him slowly, passionately. His hands are roaming all over your body, still careful to be respectful. Youâre pushing into him, smiling in between kisses. âHave I ever told you how much of an amazing kisser you are?â He chuckles, peppering kisses along your jawline.
A blissful sigh escapes your lips before you answer, âno.â You shake your head, his lips traveling lower down to your neck. Your bottom lip tucks between your teeth, enjoying the moment. His tongue glides along the skin of your neck, gently sucking and kissing, earning little whimpers from you as a reward. His hand grabs at your leg, hooking in over his waist as he pushes his hips into you.
Your breathing grows shallow, heart beating frantically against your ribcage. You gulp, feeling things grow more intense with each passing second before you push Nanami away. âIâm sorry, Kento, I justââ
âItâs alright, sweetheart. I understand you want to take your time with this kind of thing.â He gently grabs your hand, the pad of his thumb rubbing over your knuckles. His brows furrowed as he studies your features, eyes wandering every where else but into his. âWhatâs wrong, hm? You know you can talk to me,â he says in the most smooth voice, one that makes you wanna spill every secret. You open your mouth to say something, anything, but nothing comes out. âSweetheart?â He draws out the pet name, he knows something is on your mind.
âKen, I feel bad for keeping this from you for so long, but,â you sigh, fidgeting with the hem of your t-shirt, âIâm aâŚvirgin.â You finally look in his eyes, clenching your jaw. Your entire body feels like itâs on fire, ears ringing loudly it almost drowns out your heart beat.
His lips part, eyes widening at your words. Deafening silence falls upon you like a tidal wave and you feel the embarrassment rush in. âFuck,â you whisper, âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have said anything IâŚIâm just gonna go.â You quickly scramble to your feet, grabbing your sweater from off of his bedroom floor. Maybe those voices in your head were right. Why would a man like Kento want anything to do with an inexperienced girl like you, compared to a woman who would know how to please him, give him a what he wants.
Just as you were about to walk out his bedroom, you feel a tug at your arm pulling you back until you hit his broad chest. âWhere are you going?â He asked, looking at you. âI never said to leave, sweetheart.â He walks you back over to the bed, taking your sweater from your hands and placing it on the back of his chair. You sit on the edge of the bed, anxiously waiting for the next words to leave his mouth. Eyes follow his every movement, watching the way he walks over to you and kneels down in front you, grabbing your hands in his. âLook at me.â And you do, eventually, meet his gaze. âWhatâs wrong?â
You find it hard to speak, to even get a peep out. Nerves are shot and it feels like your stomach is twisting in knots. âI just thought thatââ
âThat Iâd be upset youâre a virgin?â He asked, putting it all out there. You nodded your head, biting the inside of your cheek. âSweetheart,â he chuckles, flashing a smile at you, âyouâre too cute for your own good.â He caresses your cheek. âNo wonder youâve been so nervous each time weâve made out.â He licks his lips, taking a deep breath in before speaking again, âlisten, we donât have to rush into anything. You shouldâve just told me, but I understand your feelings.â
You blink a couple of times, your heart rate finally drops, feeling more comfortable with the situation. It felt like a huge weight was lifted off of your shoulders, and even more importantly, you were glad Nanami took it so well. âBut, I am ready.â You look away from him.
âWhat?â His brows furrowed, confusion written on his face.
âIâve been ready, just been scared, nervousâŚI donât know.â You shrug, your voice getting quieter with each word you say.
His hand comes up to your cheek, gently cupping it as he directs your gaze back towards him for the millionth time. âAre you asking me to be your first?â He asks in such a gentle tone, eyes carrying a look of adoration in them. Sheepishly, you nod.
âAlways wanted it to be you, Ken. Youâre so kind to me, and so patient,â you admit.
âOh, sweetheart,â he coos, âIâd love nothing more than to be your first.â He kisses the top of your hand, soft lip pressing against your skin as he stares into your eyes. âWeâll go at your pace, yeah?â He smirks.
Everything in you is telling you to pounce on this man and go at it like animals with how he was treating you. It only made him a hundred more times attractive than he already was. Your lips find his as you both fall back onto the bed, resuming the make out session from minutes ago, only this time itâll actually lead somewhere. The kisses felt more feverish, more passionate, something thatâd you been craving this entire time.
âCan I take your clothes off?â He asked, placing a kiss to your jaw. âIâll take mine off too.â
âYeah.â You nod, feeling his hands tug at the hem of your shirt. The fabric slipped over your head, your first instinct was to cover your chest, feeling completely vulnerable in this position. His hands carefully undid your pants, pulling them down along with your panties, discarding the items of clothing on the wood floor. You covered yourself up, shutting your legs and holding your chest.
As you watched him get undressed, your eyes landed upon the obvious tent in his shorts, leaving you turned on. His body seemed liked it was carved from the gods, toned biceps, shredded six pack. He looked like he could just easily toss you around, put in whatever position he wanted. Not to mention, you could see how big he was through his boxers, your nerves starting to wrack up again as you began to wonder if itâd even fit. And once he pulled them down, your eyes widened and worry flooded your face.
Nanami let out a light laugh at the look on your face. âWhatâs the matter?â He asked, rubbing his hands over your thighs.
âDo you think itâll fit? Itâs justâŚreally big, Ken.â Your eyes couldnât help but wander. He was thick, and slightly long, which is reasonable excuse for your worry.
âIt might hurt a little, sweetheart, but thatâs why I need to prepare you, yeah? Make it feel good for my sweet girl. Now, donât hide yourself from me, okay? I wanna see all of you, praise all of you.â He leaned over, kissing your lips again, trailing down further with each one. His hands replaced yours, gently groping your tits, squeezing them in his hands. âSuch soft and pretty tits.â He kissed each one. âCan I suck on them? I promise you itâll feel good.â
Once he gets your approval, he wastes no time, his lips latching onto your hard nipple, hot tongue swirling around the bud. His eyes fluttered shut, a muffled moan escaping his lips. Your hands find themselves in his hair, little pants and whimpers leaving your lips at the foreign sensation. His other hand pulls at your nipple, rolling it between his fingers as he gets lost in thought. He pulls his head up, hazy eyes staring back at you. âDoing okay, baby?â He asks.
âYes, please keep going.â You bite down on your bottom lip, earning a smile from his as he moves over to your other nipple, tip of his tongue circling over the sensitive skin before taking it in his mouth, suckling on it. âMmm, Ken,â you whimper, tugging at his hair.
âFeeling good?â He places kisses all over your tits, his touches so gentle. You buck your hips up towards him, grinding against him. âIâll take that as a yes. Youâre feeling needy, arenât you, baby? Go on, you can tell me.â The flat of his tongue lays against your nipple again, slowly licking, teasing you.
You bring your hand up to your face, covering it, too embarrassed to look at him, to let him hear you. But with each flick of his tongue more whimpers spill out of you, overflowing. His warm lips press kisses to your sternum, traveling down towards your stomach, getting lower and lower until you jolt up. âWhatâŚwhat are you doing?â You ask, dumbly. It was clear what his intentions were with his mouth just inches away from your cunt.
âJust sit back and relax.â He caresses your side. âOpen up for me, wanna get a taste,â he murmurs. He gently pushes your thighs open, scooting lower on the bed. His mouth slightly parts, eyes gravitating towards your wet cunt. âOh, sweetheart, youâre already so wet,â he chuckles, looking up at you. He rests his head against your thighs, lips kissing your skin, worshipping you, savoring you. He plans to tease you as much as possible, he wants you ready.
You body twitches when you feel his fingers ghost over your throbbing cunt, light touches making you yearn for something youâve never even had before. He kisses down your thighs and towards your pussy, pausing when he finally reaches. He looks up at you for approval and when you scoot your hips closer towards him with the cutest whimper, he dips his head down between your legs and presses the slowest kisses on your clit. The way you gasp makes him smirk, he wonders how youâll sound when he uses his tongue.
Finally, you feel the flat of his hot tongue dip between your soaked folds, pushing its way up your slit and finding your clit. You sit up on your elbows, brows furrowing in pleasure as Nanami wraps your his arms around your thighs, holding your hips in place. He moans against you, pulling you closer towards him as he starves for more of your taste.
He flicks his tongue across your clit, his chin coated in your juices before he moves his tongue lower, tongue fucking you. You bite down on your plump lower lip, quietly moaning while your eyes watch his every movement, like you were studying him. His tongue slithers back to your clit, circling it before he gently sucks on it. âHah, fuck,â you gasp, your hand instinctively reaching for his blonde locks of hair.
He lifts his head, licking his lips to not waste any drop of you. âHey, pretty girl, can we try something?â His voice is gentle, a sense of security in it. âWe donât have to do anything you donât want to.â The pad of his thumb rubs your clit in circles, his other hand caresses your thigh. âWanna try fingering you while I eat this pretty pussy, get you ready for me,â he explains.
You gulp, nervously looking down at his hands. âWill it hurt as much?â You ask.
âMight hurt a little, but itâll help. Iâll make you feel good, baby. I never wanna hurt you.â He sits up, moving closer towards you.
You nod slowly, âokay,â you meekly say. Nanami, wraps his arms around your waist, hoisting your leg around him as you both lay on your sides.
âYou ready?â He asks, kissing your cheek, his fingers rubbing your slick over your entrance and back over your clit, trying to get you prepared. âJust gonna do one finger for now until you want more,â he whispers into your ear. Slowly, he slides his thick digit into your entrance and you immediately let out a pained sigh. He removes his finger, pressing another kiss to you cheek. âTake your time, baby. Youâre okay. Hold on to me if it gets too much.â He continues rubbing your clit in slow circles until you give him the nod of approval to try again.
He pushes his finger past your folds, feeling your walls clench around him as he goes inch by inch. âMmm.â Your eyes screw shut as you cling onto his broad shoulders, feeling the sting of the stretch. He finally gets it all the way through and youâre panting, clawing at his skin.
âYouâre alright, sweetheart,â he reassures. âHey, look at me,â he grabs your face in his direction, âitâs okay.â He kisses your lips as you whimper against his. âIâm gonna start moving my hand now.â You hold onto him tighter, the burn making you wince as he pulls his hand back and pushes his finger back in, slightly gaining in speed.
You canât seem to look away from him, melting into his touch as the pain slowly turned to pleasure, feeling your body accept him just like you wanted this entire time. He presses his forehead against yours, bodies pressed up against one another as you fight back the urge to kiss him until youâre breathless. Your hips rock into his hand, following his movements. âWant more,â you whimper, nodding at him.
âWant more, pretty? Yeah?â He pecks your lips, carefully sliding his ring finger into your entrance. You whine at the stretch, taking in a deep breath when you feel his fingers curl up, repeatedly hitting your g-spot. Your cunt squelches around his fingers, sucking them in. âYouâre doing such a good job,â he whispers, working fingers faster until youâre a moaning mess.
Wet kisses make their way down your neck, moving lower down to your chest as he repositions himself at the end up of the bed, fingers still curling inside you. He pushes one of your legs back, eyes intently watching the way your pussy takes his fingers so well. Without warning, the flat of his tongue presses down your swollen clit. âOh fuck!â You gasp, gripping at the sheets below you. Your body shivers with pleasure, the sensation of his tongue and fingers sending you to cloud nine.
Your head falls back on the pillow, eyes rolling back, legs threatening to close around his head. He slurps your pussy, tongue working its way through your folds to get every last drop. Heâs moaning at your taste, breathing heavily through his nose. His hand pushes your leg back farther, nearly up to your chest, as he works hard to drive that orgasm out of you. âAh! Oh my gosh!â You cry out, clutching at his hair, pushing his head down when he sucks on your sensitive clit once more. âKen, baby, I thinkâfuck!â You squeal, rocking your hips on his face. Your legs close around his head as your orgasm arrives, body quivering, and every touch is heightened. That doesnât stop Nanami, low eyes watching how prettily your back arches off the bed, your walls squeezing his fingers. âHah! Ah! Yes!â You moan.
Nanami finally lifts his head, chest heaving up and down as he looks at you with the most love in his eyes. âFuck, baby, you did so good. Come here.â He rushes to plant his lips on yours, letting you taste yourself on his tongue. His dick is throbbing, oozing pre from the tip just from watching you cum. âYou alright?â He asks, petting your cheek.
âIâm okay.â You nod. âThank you.â The sweetest smile spreads across your face, one that makes his chest fill with warmth. âBut, I think Iâm finally ready.â You look down towards where you two meet, only inches away from one another.
âYou sure? We donât have to if you donât want to. I want you to be comfortable,â he says softly.
âI promise I am. JustâŚgo slow,â anxiousness riddled your tone.
âOf course. Let me know at any time if you wanna stop.â He presses a kiss to your forehead. The nerves build in your chest, and your stomach fills with butterflies. He repositions his hips, rubbing his length through your folds, smearing his precum. He lightly groans, slowly moving up and down, nudging your clit with each thrust. Nanami notices you watching, he can see youâre still nervous. âBaby, look at me, okay. Itâs gonna be fine.â He gently grabs your face, staring into your eyes before his fat tip pushes its way through your folds. Your eyebrows raise in surprise before furrowing. He goes as slow as possible before removing himself, letting you take a breather.
You spread your legs further before another attempt, wrapping your arms around his neck. He pushes into you again, inch by inch you feel the stretch, the stinging sensation making you grit your teeth. âAh!â You bury your face in his neck, when you feel his hips finally meet with yours.
Tears fall down your cheeks, and heâs quick to kiss them away. âI know it hurts, sweetheart. Letâs stay like this for a minute.â He wipes your tears, massaging your thighs as you try to accustom to his size. âGonna start moving now.â He pulls his hips back, his length coated in a mix of your juices and slight blood. âOh, your bleeding baby.â He looks at you with the most empathetic expression.
âMmmph, sorry, Iâm sorry.â A wave of embarrassment washes over you as it came to mind that it was most likely on his sheets.
âThereâs nothing to apologize for. Itâs completely normal.â He kisses your lips as he pushes his hips against your again, the head of his cock grazing over a sweet spot deep inside you that you didnât even know existed. âIâm so proud of you, you know that?Hah, my sweet, sweet girlâfuck,â he breathily chuckles. And now heâs moving faster, wrapping your legs around his waist, clinging onto him like you never want to let go. âSo fucking tight,â he grunts.
You feel so full of him, like he was made for you. His dick dragging along your walls, his hands holding you close, wrapping around you as he whispers praises in your ear in the most sweetest voice. Your eyes roll back, nails leaving marks on his skin, your toes pointed. Heâs fucking you into the mattress, but being oh so gentle about it. âIt feels so good,â you mewl as he fucks you deep, his balls slapping against your ass with each thrust.
âThis pussy was made for me babyâoh shitâtaking me so fucking well. You feel so fucking good,â he moans. He presses into you, each thrust sending your mind spiraling as shivers run down your spine, your body covered in sweat. Nanami squeezes you tightly, kissing your neck, and nibbling at the skin.
âAh! Ah! Ah!â It feels like your breath is being sucked out of you, your heart beating rapidly against your ribcage. âGonna cum!â You cry out. âHahâyes, yes!â He keeps the same rhythm, tip of his dick kissing your cervix before your shaking under him.
He holds you tightly, pressing his sweaty forehead against yours, staring into your eyes as you cum around his dick. Your hands cup his face, searching his eyes. âThatâs my girl, let it all out,â he says. He can feel you clenching down on him, the feeling making his dick throb harder. âAlways be my good girl, right baby?â He asks. And all you can do is nod, when he starts fucking you faster, almost like heâs grown feral. âItâs good that you know because Iâm about to fuck you like you arenât.â He pushes your knees to your chest, lifting your hips slightly so that he reaches the deepest parts of you. âNngh, fuck!â He grunts.
âKen! Oh fuck, fuck!â You squeeze your eyes shut, the bed rocking and creaking with each other his hard thrusts. A hand clasps over your mouth in a weak attempt to muffle your screams of pleasure.
âPussy feels so good, sweetheart. Canât get enoughâfuckâIâm sorry,â he heavily pants. Strands of blonde hair cling to his forehead, eyes fixated on watching his dick disappears in and out of you, your pussy creaming around him, leaving a white ring around the base. He can feel you clenching down on him again, your nails leaving crescent marks in his forearms as youâre cumming for a third time tonight, barely able to form words. âAtta girl. Look so pretty cumming on my cock,â he smirks.
Your back arches into him, legs quivering as he thrusts grow sloppier and sloppier. âNnngh, shit,â he moans. âGonna make me cumâah!â His brows furrow as he fucks you harder, a primal feeling rises in him as he thinks of cumming inside of you for the first time ever. âBaby,â he says with desperation, âbaby, let me cum inside you.â A rosy red spreads across his cheeks as he stares into your eyes.
Your arms reach out to him, dragging him down for kiss, legs locking around his waist as you push him closer to you. Nanami groans into the kiss and you swallow every last one as his seed fills you up, coating your walls. He slowly fucks you, making sure to get every last drop of his cum in you before pulling out.
âOh my god, sweetheart,â he chuckles, a glint in his eyes. You laugh with him before he rolls both of you over, you now on top of him. He caresses your cheek and you melt into his hand, a blissful sigh leaving your lips. âYou did absolutely amazing.â He smiles. âYou doing okay, though?â He wonders, fingertips tracing patters on the small of your back.
âYeah,â you nod, closing your eyes shut, âIâm doing great actually.â You smile. You rest your head on his chest. âThank you, Ken.â
âNo, thank you. Iâm glad that you trusted me to be your first, honestly. It means a lot to me.â He kisses the crown of your head. âYouâll always be my girl.â He continues tracing your skin.
âReally?â You ask, lifting your head to look at him. âPromise me?â You pout, batting your lashes.
âI promise.â A smile tugs at the corner of his lips, his thumb rubbing over your bottom lips before you press a kiss to it. He chuckles at the small gesture. âLetâs get in the shower, together, yeah? Maybe order some food? You deserve it.â
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âş PAIRING: jeon wonwoo x female reader
âş GENRE: boyfriendâs dad au, smut
âş SUMMARY: your boyfriendâs manipulative father helps you get revenge in the nastiest way possible.
âş CW/TW: yandere themes, slight obsession, age gap, cheating, manipulation, baby trapping, dry humping, panty stealing, mentions of masturbation, wonwoo is a depraved perv, dilf!wonwoo, nipple play, spitting, fingering, some cum play, unprotected sex, squirting, creampies
âş WC: 4k
NOTE: donât like, donât read. @wonustars hope you like it <3
Wonwoo is a sick man.
He knows this, he acknowledges it, and most importantly, he hides it.
When people thought of Jeon Wonwoo, they thought of a respectable lawyer, widower, loving father of two. And they were right. He had never done anything to indicate otherwise. Not publicly, anyway. For years heâs hidden his most depraved side without letting anyone know it existed.
His facade all starts to crumble when his son comes home from college with a lovely girl who heâs apparently head over heels for. Wonwoo recognizes the starry eyed look in his sonâs eyes, and instead of being happy for him, all Wonwoo can feel is faint disgust and disdain. Itâs pathetic and vile, but itâs a feeling that he canât get rid of no matter what he does.
It gets worse when you start coming around more often, prancing around in your little shorts and skirts like Wonwoo doesnât get hard just seeing your exposed skin. Heâs sick for stealing your dirty panties when you come over and using them to jerk off, but again, he canât stop his despicable actions. His obsession with you only grows as time goes on, and eventually he decides that heâs going to have you no matter what.
The first step in Wonwooâs sick plan is showing you just how lavish life is with a man who can provide. He ruthlessly cuts his son off, insisting that getting out in the real world and being independent is necessary. Itâs easy to ignore his sonâs protests and clamors about how unfair it is that his sister doesnât get the same treatment, mostly because he sees how fast this strategy works.
When he overhears his son tell you he actually canât buy you the bag youâve been wanting he can see the disappointment in your face. Wonwoo is smart enough to know itâs less about the bag and more about the seemingly empty promise. It makes sense since his son can no longer pay for your food or makeup or any clothes you like. His son canât even get you lavish gifts youâd grown accustom to.
Thatâs why when your birthday rolls around, you donât expect much. Itâs perfect because you donât expect to be spoiled which makes your reaction that much sweeter.
âMr. Jeon!â You cry out in shock when you open the bag your boyfriendâs dad gave you. âI-I donât know what to say! This isâ I meanâThank you!â
Not only did he gift you an expensive bag that his son had failed to give you, he also got you the biggest bottle of your favorite perfume, some clothes, and a very expensive necklace. Wonwoo smirked smugly when you hugged him, loving how you pressed your entire body against his. His son couldnât have known, but he saw the way you started to look at him with less appreciation. Of course, it was only natural. After all, all women loved a man who could provide.
The next step was something Wonwoo couldnât really be blamed for. All he did was have his coworker and her pretty daughter over for dinner when you were away visiting your family. He canât be to blame for the fact that his son is a weak man who hasnât truly accepted monogamy. Sure, he did push it along by leaving two college kids alone in a house full of liquor. And yes, he was responsible for them often meeting up whenever you werenât around, but again, it wasnât entirely his fault.
The final step to this long winded plan was making sure you found out.
Wonwoo is lucky his daughter has more of a moral compass than he and his son combined. The second she realized what was going on, she didnât hesitate to tell you. Admittedly, he was saddened to know how heartbroken you initially felt. However, when he saw you again, you seemed void of that. All he could see was your thirst for revenge.
Luckily for you, he was more than willing to help you make that happen.
You still havenât broken up with Wonwooâs son, much to his annoyance. In fact, youâre acting like nothingâs wrong even when you come along to their vacation home during the summer. His son is hardly paying you any attention and his daughter has gone off with her friends somewhere, leaving you to your own devices.
âHey, babe. Iâm running to the store real quick. Need anything?â Your boyfriend asks without looking up from his phone.
Before, he wouldâve insisted you go with him. Things change, but you donât care. Not anymore.
âNo thanks. Be safe.â
He doesnât kiss you goodbye, and youâre glad.
Your eyes drift over to Wonwoo, appreciating how good he looks. The perfect idea for revenge had occurred to you a while ago, and with the older man quietly sipping on some liquor on the couch, you know thereâs no better time than the present to set your plan in motion.
Boldly, you get up from where youâre sitting and slide onto Wonwooâs lap. Your panties are already slick with your arousal as you sit directly on his crotch. Dark eyes look at you in surprise when you gently start to grind your panty-clad pussy down without any qualms. All you do is smirk seductively before you go to kiss and suck on Wonwooâs neck.
âSweetheart.â Wonwoo groans, cock already hardening because of the wet heat thatâs pushing down on him. âWhat aboutâ?â
âYour sonâs an asshole.â You say bluntly. âAnd I want him to feel as shitty as I do.â
You pull back, expecting Wonwoo to push you off of him or tell you what youâre doing is wrong. Instead he only laughs and goes to kiss you. A quiet squeal escapes you when he starts to lick into your mouth. Youâre quick to melt into the kiss, moaning into his mouth when Wonwoo starts to guide your hips down onto his covered cock.
The sound of a car door slamming has you pulling away. You smirk when Wonwoo groans in disapproval. The wet spot youâve left on his pants only turns you on even more, and all you do is wink at him before running upstairs to the guest room he provided for you.
The rest of the evening goes by without incident, well except for the fact that your boyfriend got a little too drunk on wine and was now passed out on the couch. His sister only looks at him with disgust and announces that sheâs going to bed. You know the truth. Earlier, she confessed that she was going to sneak out to go clubbing with her friends. This was perfect since you were going to need her gone to execute your plan.
âGoodnight, Mr. Jeon.â You purr as you stretch your arms over your head, noticing his eyes drift down you where your skirt had ridden up.
You donât bother to hide your smirk as you go upstairs. As soon as you get to the room, you leave the door open, slipping out of your clothes and putting on a tiny night shirt that came just above your belly button. You get on the bed and settle on your side, cunt still thrumming with arousal. All you can think about is getting fucked raw by your boyfriendâs dad, and you hope he hurries up and gives you what you want.
Slowly, you slide your hand into your panties, teasing your fingers across your swollen clit. Itâs easy to lose yourself to the pleasure. Especially since your mind canât stop replaying what happened earlier in the day. God, was Mr. Jeon a good kisser. Way better than his pathetic son. You mewl quietly, wishing the ache between your legs was being soothed by someone else.
Wonwoo almost cums in his pants when he sees you on the bed. Youâre only wearing a small shirt and panties, which makes it easy to see what youâre doing. He smirks, slowly undressing himself as he approaches you. Itâs funny how you donât notice him until he slides in right behind you.
âNeed some help?â
You pussy throbs in excitement, and before you can answer him, you feel his hand slip down your body to cover the one you have in your panties. The mewl you let out makes his cock twitch and throb. Wonwoo holds back a groan, ready to have you in the way heâs dreamed of for months.
âYou have to be quiet, sweetheart.â His breath fans against your ears. âI canât have my kids walking in on us when weâre just getting started.â
You almost tell him his sweet little daughter is out partying with her friends so thereâs no real reason to keep quiet, but you resist. After all, no one would be able stop you from fucking the insanely hot man playing with your pussy.
âSo fucking wet.â Wonwoo whispers hotly. âWhat were you thinking about?â
âYou.â Itâs easy to admit, especially because you can tell how much he likes it. âAnd how fucking wrong this all is.â
Wonwoo hums, and it somehow seems like heâs gloating. His fingers circle your throbbing clit over and over until youâre squirming against him. âMaybe, but you like it. Thatâs why youâre dripping all over my hand. You like your boyfriendâs dad playing with your pussy that much, huh, baby?â
âFuck yeah.â You hiss, eyes falling closed when he pinches your wet clit. âYouâre so fucking hot, Mr. Jeon. Way better than your pussy ass son.â
Wonwooâs dick presses against your ass as he rolls his hips to grind against you. Juices gush from your cunt as he groans into your neck. âI fucking knew itâIâve always known it. Even before you were grinding your wet pussy on me.â
You bite your lip, slightly embarrassed that he knew you were attracted to him this entire time. Itâs not like you can be blamed. Heâs one of the most attractive men youâve ever seen, and obviously he felt some bit of attraction for you as well.
âRoll over and show me those pretty tits, baby.â Wonwoo rasps in your ear.
His words has more of your arousal coating his long fingers. Youâre feeling hot all over, and you donât hesitate to comply. You twist your body before you pull your shirt up to let your tits free. Immediately, your nipples harden under his dark gaze
âThatâs it.â Wonwoo groans deeply as he rubs your pussy harder. âPrettiest tits Iâve ever seen. Fuck. Makes me want to suck on them until youâre creaming all over my fingers.â
You moan and arch your back into him. Wonwoo licks his lips and stops rubbing your pussy to pull off your panties. He grabs his cock and rubs it along your pussy. You cry out quietly when you feel his hot cock skip between your wet folds and drag against your clit and dripping hole. By now youâre panting, hips writhing from the stimulation. Wonwoo drags wet fingers up to pinch your taut nipples.
âYouâll let me suck on your sweet tits, wonât you, sweetheart?â
âYes!â You agree immediately, feeling an arousing thrill when Wonwoo lets out a deep groan.
He twists your upper body some more until your back is against the mattress. Your hips are still twisted at an angle so his cock can keep rubbing against your pussy. The position isnât uncomfortable, and you watch with anticipation as Wonwoo ducks his head to drag his mouth across the swell of your breasts. His eyes never leave yours when his mouth dips down to suck on one of your sensitive nipples. As you feel the hot wet suction, your eyes slip close with a whine.
You grind your cunt down on Wonwooâs cock, dripping slick all over him. He moans against you nipple as he slowly drags his dick back and forth to stimulate you. The head of his cock leaks precum making your pussy messier and stickier. You drag your hand through Wonwooâs hair, sighing and mewling as his hot mouth suckles on your hard bud.
âFuck, just like that!â You mewl, arching your back to shove more of your tit into his mouth.
The next time he catches your gaze, you can see his pupils blown wide and a light blush spread across his face. Itâs so attractive that more of your arousal drips onto his cock. Wonwoo then sucks a bruise on the curve of your breast, teeth gently digging into the soft skin. You gasp at the dull ache, pussy clenching around nothing.
âSo fucking sweet.â His voice is low and raspy, tongue lapping at the bruise he left behind.
You whine and arch up into him more. âS-Shit, Mr. Jeon. This is so fucking dirty.â
He just grins at you wickedly, hips swirling against you so his cock brushes against your throbbing clit. Wonwoo starts to press wet kisses on your tits tenderly, dark eyes never leaving yours. âIt is, and yet you still like it. Thatâs why youâre not trying to be quiet. You want my son to know your little pussy is aching for my cock.â
You moan loudly when he starts to roughly suck on your other nipple. Heâs not bothering to keep his own moans quiet as he swaps back and forth between your nipples until theyâre both puffy and sore. As he works his teeth and tongue on your hard buds, he grinds his cock up against your slick hole making you part your legs further.
âI know you want it, baby.â Wonwoo says after heâs satisfied with the marks heâs left on your tits. He rubs his leaking tip against your clit to hear you moan again. âWant me to split you open on my fat cock, hm? Iâll show you how a real man fucks.â
âFuckâplease.â You whimper desperately. âNeed you to fuck me, Mr. Jeon.â
âCall me Wonwoo, sweetheart.â He groans as he gets up and positions you so youâre fully on your back.
You mewl when Wonwoo rests his dick on your stomach. The sight is dizzying in the best wayâan arousing image of how deep heâll reach inside you once he slides into your pretty pussy. His leaking tip is almost to your belly button, and he wishes badly that he could take a picture. Wonwoo licks his lips as slowly rubs his cock through your slippery folds, covering it with your juices. His fat tip brushes against your clit and makes you whine.
You moan when he eases his cockhead past your slick folds. The squeeze of your hot cunt is tight, and it makes Wonwoo roll his hips into yours, fucking himself deeper into your clenching pussy.
âWonwoo!â You mewl, already feeling so full even though heâs not even all the way inside.
Just hearing you moan his name has him thrusting forward and burying his cock balls deep inside your wet pussy with a deep growl. You cry out loudly, tits bouncing at his roughness. Wonwooâs large palm immediately covers your mouth, cock throbbing inside you.
âShh, baby. You donât want us to get caught do you? What would my son say is he walked in and saw his dad fucking his girlfriendâs tight little cunt?â
You moan against his hand, pussy clamping down on his dick tighter than before. Wonwoo clicks his tongue, slowly grinding deeper into you. The thought turns him on too, more than he would ever admit.
âOh? You like that?â He hums as you buck your hips up to meet his slow thrusts. âWhat a dirty little slut.â
Wonwoo keeps your mouth covered as he slowly fucks your cunt. All you can focus on is how stretched open your pussy feels. You keep whining and moaning as he bullies his cock into your fluttering hole. Even though theyâre muffled, the cute little noises youâre making are driving Wonwoo closer to the edge.
âYouâre so fucking tight, sweetheart.â Wonwoo groans. âFeels like youâve never had a cock this big stuffing your little pussy.â
Wanting to hear you, he removes his hand.
You shake your head before you moan out an answer. âYouâre the biggestâfuckâIâve ever had.â
Wonwooâs cock twitches inside you as he goes to cover your mouth with his. You two share a series of wet kisses between your filthy moans. His thick cock keeps rutting into your squelching pussy and slamming into the spongy spot inside your cunt that makes you keep tightening around him. At this point your mind has gone fuzzy. All you can think about is the man on top of you and the orgasm coiling in the pit of your stomach thanks to him.
In the haze of skin slapping together and the arousing scent of sex, Wonwoo feels like heâs found heaven. Heâs absolutely thrilled to have you how heâs wanted since he first saw you. After months of planning, he finally has you trembling on his cock. Wonwoo groans lowly when you squeeze even tighter around him. You whine, moving your hips to meet his thrusts.
Wonwoo smirks when he sees your fucked out expression. He canât care that his son is passed out downstairs while heâs quite literally fucking his sweet little girlfriendâs brains out. Itâs what you deserved after all the hell his idiot spawn put you through.
âLooks like youâre already addicted to my cock, baby.â His laugh is so attractive that it makes your pussy flutter.
A deep pleasure shoots up your spine as Wonwoo fucks you hard and deep, plunging his cock into your sopping cunt. You cry out his name, feeling a pleasure you never have before. His hand moves between your bodies to flick and rub your sensitive clit.
âGod, sweetheart. Fucking love how your sweet cunt squeezes my cock.â He groans in delight.
Wonwooâs fingers keep rubbing your sensitive clit until your back arches off the bed. Wet slapping and loud squelching fills the room as the coil in your stomach abruptly snaps. Your legs clamp around his slim waist at the same time your cunt tightens around his dick, milking him for all heâs worth as your arousal gushes around his throbbing length.
âThatâs it, baby. Milk this fucking cock.â Wonwoo growls as his hands spread you open even more. âFuck. Iâm gonna fill you with my cum and watch it spill out of your pretty pussy.â
You whine out, wanting nothing more. âYes! Fill my pussy with your cum!â
Wonwoo growls into your skin, ramming his dick straight into your sweet spot until he reaches his own climax. With a loud moan of your name, he spills his hot cum inside your cunt. Thick ropes of his seed paint your walls as he keeps stuffing you full until it leaks out around his cock.
It feels like youâre stuck in a blissful haze, and itâs only until Wonwoo slowly pulls out of you that you come back to your senses. His eyes are dark as he watches his cum slowly drip out of you. Itâs an erotic sight, youâre sure, and you canât help but want more.
âWonwoo.â Your voice comes out in a sigh. âThink you can go again?â
The older man groans in his throat. Youâre insatiable, and so is he. Fuck. He knew you were perfect for him.
âFor you? Always.â
Your eyes roll back when the bulbous tip of his length nudges your tender pussy. Wonwoo smirks and presses forward. His aching cock penetrates you in one deep thrust. Large hands hold down your squirming hips as he sheathes his big cock to the hilt. Wonwoo groans when your juices spill around his girth. He leans back and lets a string of spit falls straight onto your pussy. The filthy action makes you moan wantonly.
âYour sweet little cunt is driving me crazy, sweetheart.â Wonwoo hisses as you clench around him.
Your hot cunt is pulsing and soaking his cock as if youâre claiming it as your own. It makes him smirk. Wonwoo keeps pounding into your creamy cunt until only lewd squelching and pornographic moans fill the room. He canât even think about his son anymore. All he cares about is splitting you open and molding your tight pussy to fit the shape of his dick.
âYou just love this cock, donât you, baby?â Wonwoo moans.
âI doâFuck. Feels so fucking good!â Your voice is loud, and youâre both beyond the point of caring. âI love your cock. Love how you fuck my little pussy.â
His fat cock is splitting you open deliciously, weeping tip reaching your cervix with every strong pound of his hips. Youâre already close again, and you know this next orgasm is going to be more intense than the last. Wonwoo seems to feel it too because he keeps driving his cock into you savagely until your thighs are trembling around him. His cock is piercing directly into your g-spot then drawing out, letting you feel every vein before plowing back into your sopping mess. His rough thrusts never lose their strength or depth. Not when you scream and convulse around his cock.
âGod, youâre such a nasty slut.â Wonwoo groans. âYou donât even care that your boyfriend can wake up any moment and find you dripping all over his dadâs cock.â
You manage to smirk at him. âHe has no right to be angry. Not when youâre fucking me better than he ever did.â
Wonwoo smirks back at you, thrusting deeper if possible. Your depraved words make a sick thrill shoot straight to his cock. It turns him on more than it should. Dark eyes are glued to your sopping cunt. The sight of you stretching to take his cock is so hot that he almost cums right then.
âOh my god!â You cry out as your pulsing walls constrict around the dick ramming into you.
You let out a loud cry when Wonwooâs spit lands where you two are connected. A guttural groan escapes him when your pussy squeezes his throbbing cock and your juices spill all over him. You topple over the edge heâs been pushing you toward, squirting all over his cock and abdomen. Your release covers him, dripping down his cock and to his heavy balls.
âCum in me!â You plead loudly. âStuff me full again!â
Wonwooâs fat cock keeps sliding along your convulsing walls. The tip of his cock slams into your spot unrelentlessly, making you see stars. You keep falling apart as the older man uses your body how he wants.
âJust look at your pretty little pussy, squirting all over this cock like you own it.â Wonwooâs grin looks wolfish and unfairly attractive. âNow I have to fill your slutty pussy like I own it.â
Wonwoo groans your name deeply. His hips are flush between your thighs as he presses to the hilt, his fat cockhead rutting into your most sensitive spot. Your toes curl tightly as you scream out his name once again. All you can see, feel, and think about is your boyfriendâs dad. His hot cum fills you up, coating every inch of your wet walls, stuffing you to the brim.
The older man falls forward a bit and buries his face in your neck, biting your sweaty skin and fucking his cum deeper into you. In your aroused daze, you canât recognize how intoxicated he is over the feeling of you and your tight cunt.
When Wonwoo finally he pulls out, his hand lands on your tingling core. He cranes his neck to watch his fingers enter your hole. Licking his lips, he gently fucks his cum back inside you and gently toys with your messy pussy. Growls rumble in his chest as his cum slips out of you and down to your smaller puckered hole. The sight makes his cock twitch and ache all over again.
âMy cute little slut.â Wonwoo coos as you slowly start to drift off to sleep. âAll nice and bredâjust like Iâve always dreamed.â
You look precious while you sleep, and Wonwoo canât help but feel completely satisfied that he came inside you while you were ovulating. His son was such an idiot for not cherishing you how you deserved, but it was for the best.
Now you were all his. Only his.
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synopsis: some women just can't take a hint... good thing Zoro's only got eyes for one girl.
cw: nsfw (oral: female receiving), this woman is really shameless, surprisingly tender Zoro, you two are so in love, kinda magical ngl, etc.
"Hey, there,"Â a womanâwho was in the tiniest bikini known to manâhummed, tone low as she approached the lounge chair. "I don't think I've seen you on this island before."
'For fuck's sake...'
Annoyed, Zoro let a heavy sigh out from his nose, not even bothering to glance in the girl's direction as his sunglasses shaded his harsh side eye.
You'd think after seeing eight other women walk dejectedly away from his umbrella, the others would catch the hint?
"Not interested," he stated, curtly, hands firmly tucked behind his head as he looked out to sea.
The woman chuckled, softly, completely ignoring his comment and taking a seat in the sand.
She sat criss-crossed, dropping her hands in her lap and using her arms to slightly push her tits together, attempting to endearingly lean closer to your swordsman.
"Don't be so hasty," she sweetly smiled, taking his rudeness in stride. "Haven't even given me the chance to speak."
"Well, that's 'cause I really don't give a shit what you say otherwise," he sighed, shutting his eyes.
"I can name ten other men off the top of my head that would beg to differ," she countered, slyly.
"I'm not other men."
"You certainly aren't..."
'Walked right into that one.'
His brows flattened, and for a moment he wondered if this was a real person talking, slightly glancing around to see if he could find a camera crew of some sort.
Yet, to his surprise, there was none.
"I have a girlfriend," he dealt the finishing blow, delivering the final line that scared away all the other women from before.
He could finally get some peace and quiet.
"I don't see her here," the woman shrugged, simply, as if what he just said made no difference to her.
Zoro threw his head back with an irritated groan, wanting nothing more than to drop kick the woman away and go back to napping.
This was all Luffy and Usopp's fault.
The crew had been docked on a tropical summer island for a few days, and for all of them, you and Zoro had gone down to the beach together and lounged in the sunâtanning, napping, eating, and drinking in rotation.
But on that particular day, the boys had whisked you away to go explore some cove they found on the beach's edge, leaving your swordsman to fend off the wolves by himself.
And at first, it wasn't that bad.
The girls that approached were polite and had pure intentions, and actually respected his wishes when he said he was uninterested.
But numbers four through eight?
Hell, the woman sitting next to him?
Less so.
"Are you deaf or somethin'?" he asked, brows furrowed as he sat up, not appreciating her comment at all. "I already told you, I'm not interested. So get lost."
"Oh, c'mon," she rolled her eyes with a laugh. "There's no way you actually have a girlfriend. No girl in her right mind would leave her man alone on a beach like this, especially if he was as handsome as you."
"Maybe that's why she's my girlfriend and you're not," he scoffed, sarcastically.
Her brow twitched, the remark clearly striking a nerve as her posture suddenly straightened, her sickeningly sweet tone turning sour in a second.
"Well then, maybe your girlfriend can step up and we can see who's really the shit," she spat, standing from her spot in the sand. "Since she's so fuckin' great, let's see how she fares in a fight."
A smirk rose to the woman's lips, her hand coming to rest cockily on her hip.
"I might not look it, but I'm this island's martial arts champion... And I've yet to lose a fight. So let's see how she does with her face in the sand."
Zoro paused a moment, almost disbelieving, lifting up his sunglasses and taking a breath to see if the woman was serious.
She was.
Deadly serious, actually.
'HA!'
The man threw his head back in a burst of uproarious laughter, the sound causing the woman to jolt with surprise, and slight fear.
She'd never seen his expressions range anything past annoyance, so seeing him so amused seemed almost uncanny, especially since he was nearly howling with hilarity.
But he couldn't help himself.
You, the woman with a bounty over one billion?
You, the woman with the devil fruit of the personified spirit of death?
You, the woman who has fought literal monsters with her bare hands?
Lose to a random martial arts lady on a peaceful summer island?
It was almost too much.
The woman's brows furrowed, face warming at the mockery.
"The hell's so funny?!" she huffed with a childish pout.
Attempting to regain his composure, he wiped a tear from his eye, slightly clutching his stomach as his laughs died down.
"She'd fuckin' kill you," he chuckled, shoulders bobbing. "Like actually."
Furious, the woman broke into a long-winded tirade about why she would win... or how badly you would lose... or something along those lines.
If he was being honest, he zoned out the moment she started talking, something more interesting seeming to catch his eye.
You.
Like a dog with a bone, he watched, mesmerized, as you made your way over, hips looking ripe and tender for the grabbing.
'Goddamn...'
After days in the sun, you'd developed a delectably smooth tan, the sunscreen you had him apply earlier giving your skin an alluring shine.
Eyes scanning over your body, he took in the light (f/c) of your bikini, which had a few complimentary, (o/c) flowers decorating its corners, along with the waist beads resting lazily over your stomach, not to mention the gold anklets and bracelets that littered your ankles and wrists.
You looked good enough to eatâa thought he didn't mind indulging in later.
"Hey! Are you listening to me?" the woman continued pestering him, her hand coming up to rest on his bicep.
Huge mistake.
Faster than she could even see, Zoro grabbed her wrist, pulling her hand off and staring her down with a deadly glare, his patience long since run thin.
The woman froze, fear slowly creeping into her chest at the sharpness of his eyes.
He looked like he had half the mind to slit her throat right there.
"I'm only gonna tell you this one last time..." he warned, tone leaving no room for argument. "Get. Lost."
Roughly, he let go of her, and she quickly scrambled to her feet, scurrying back over to the safety of her friend's towel just as you arrived.
"Hey, Zo'!" you chirped, taking a seat on your swordsman's lap as you took a sip of your cocktail, which was in a cut-off coconut.
"Hey, pretty," he greeted with a smirk, placing a kiss on your neck. "Whatchu got there?"
"Some kinda coconut-rum drink," you answered, plucking the pineapple off the rim and taking a bite out of it. "The guy at the bar called it a Piùa Colada."
Zoro nodded, "S'it any good?"
"Might be a bit too sweet for you," you shrugged, holding it out to him. "But try it."
Leaning forward, he sipped a bit from the straw, his nose scrunching slightly.
It was incredibly sweet.
"Yeah, I figured as much," you giggled, amused by his expression as you took it back. "By the way, who was that girl that went running away from here? She looked scared."
Slightly, you leaned over to glance at her, who was sitting not too far away, and raised a brow as she quickly turned around, terrified by your gaze.Â
'The hell?'
"Was she in trouble or somethin'?"
Zoro chuckled, knowingly, his hand sliding up your side to give your hip a lackadaisical squeeze.Â
"Nah," he shook his head, finally leaning back and allowing himself to relax in the chair. "Just needed help takin' a hint."
"So... I miss anything while you were on your trip with Luffy?" Zoro asked with a smile, slowly gliding his oar through the sparkling ocean.
You lit up with excitement, suddenly reminded of the events of the day.
"I wish I dragged you along! You woulda loved it," you sighed, leaning back in your spot in the canoe. "Turns out this island isn't as peaceful as we thought. When we went to the edge of the beach, we found tons of monster-sized crabs and lobsters, all of them strong as hell."
You smirked, holding up your fist.
"Me an' Luffy made a game over who could beat the most, while Usopp kept count. And we ended up in a draw."
'Damn.'
That blew his day fighting off women right out the water.
He should've gone with you.
"What about you? Anything interesting happen while I was away?" you asked.
"Eh," he shrugged, moving his oar to the other side. "Nothin' worth mentioning. My day was honestly pretty boring."
But he was hoping to change that.
While you were gone, he found Nami and Robin on the beach, and managed to weave through theirs sea of admirers in order to ask some advice.
Things had been going really great between the two of you, and since you were always so good with surprising him with gifts and gestures, he wanted to try his hand at it.
Of course, he had no idea where to begin.
And while Nami was little to no help, spending most of the time talking his ear off about how brutish and hopeless he was, Robin recommended taking you out to the nearby cove for a romantic night.
So, after scrounging up his island allowance and buying some booze and a canoe, he swept you away, all of the day's tribulations fading to the back of his mind as he watched you sit down in his lap.
"Y'know, this is really sweet of you, Zoro," you smiled, your fingers carefully tracing the scar across his chest. "Makin' me feel all special..."
He nodded, eyes raking over your face with an almost analytical look.
God, you were so fuckin' pretty.
It was almost baffling.
If he wasn't in this canoeâ
"Figured you deserved something nice,"Â he cleared his throat, warding off the less than decent thoughts creeping into his head.
He couldn't keep the romance up if he was too busy thinking about jumping your bones.
But little did he know... you were thinking the same thing.
Shifting your position, you rested your knees on either side of him, smoothly moving to bury your face in his neck, placing firm, meaningful kisses on his flesh.Â
Instinctively, the man leaned into your touch, one of his hands coming up to steady you at the small of your back, while the other continued to paddle.
Gliding your manicured hands up his body, you rested them on his strong shoulders, using them for purchase as you continued to nip at him.
His chest rumbled with a deep hum at the feeling, relishing in the way your lips felt against his pulse point, sucking a hickey onto his skin.
Yet, just as it was getting good, you pulled away with a soft pop, moving to obscure his view of the water.
"I'm blockin' you. You can't see. What're we gonna do?" you grinned, cheekily, continuing to move in front of him as he tried to peer around you. "Oh, my Gods, we're gonna crash."
He looked up at you with a small smirk and a raised brow, amused, as you continued your antics.
"Oh, no. What's gonna happen?"
Suddenly, his hand roughly pulled you into his side, a soft squeal leaving your lips as he chuckled, allowing you to wrap your arms around his neck and continue your kissing assault while his two hands returned to the oar.
Nuzzling into the crook of his neck, you peppered lazy kisses on his skin, your hand coming up to card through the hairs at the base of his neck.
Tenderly, Zoro placed a few kisses of his own on your shoulder, his eye perking at the sight of your destination.
Robin had given him impossibly thorough instructions on how to get there, which is the only reason why you two hadn't miraculously made it to the next island.
"Hey..." he lightly nudged you as the boat approached the shore. "We're here."
Lifting your head, you carefully flew out his lap, touching down on the dry sand as he hopped into the shallow water, walking around to the back and pushing the canoe onto the shore.
"Oh, wow," you gasped, in awe at the beauty laid before you. "This is beautiful! Look at the view"
The moon hovered over the water, making the waves crystallize like diamonds below, just as the stars in the ink-black sky.
The sea breeze wafted your hair and cooled the sweat on your body from the heat of the day.
It felt good to get away from people, the serenity too nice to put off.
Suddenly, Zoro scooped you up, you in one arm and the case of booze in the other as he began walking toward the cove.
"It gets better," he smirked, leading you over to where the tall rocks flattened out and arched upward, turning themselves into a natural cabana.
Placing you down, he quickly gathered some sticks from nearby, before bringing them back and starting a fire.
And as he did so, you couldn't help but marvel at his body, thick, corded muscle flexing and extending under his skin at each minute movement, looking delicious enough to bite.
And that wasn't the blood-sucker in you talking.
You sighed in contentment as you tipped your head up towards the sky, admiring the stars twinkling above
Finishing up, Zoro plopped down beside you and threw an arm around your shoulder, pulling you into his side with a proud smile.
"Nice, right?" he chuckled.
You lazily nodded, wanting to stay there foreverâamong the water, stars, and him.
You peered up at him through your lashes, hesitant to speak in fear of ruining the moment.
Slowly, he wrapped his arms around you, engulfing you in them. And you let yourself be pulled into him, sighing when your head met the crook of his shoulder.
You embraced him back, crushing your breasts against his hard chest.Â
There, you two stayed, holding each other, linked together like magnets.
"You smell nice," he murmured into your skin, taking a deep inhale of you. "Like coconut."
You smiled, shyly, warmth rising to your cheeks at the compliment.
And after a few silent seconds, he pulled away from you, his eyes dark as the night sky.
"I'm gonna kiss you," he stated, curtly, his gaze alight with enamor.
You didn't get to say a reply, too preoccupied with the lips pressing against yours.
The kiss was hungry, your lips moving against each other's like you both were starving for one another.
And you were.
You could tell Zoro wanted the same thing you did when his hands moved below your waist to squeeze your ass, the feeling making you moan into his mouth.
He replied with his own grunt and pulled away, his eyes glazed over with lust.
"I wanna see you,"Â he stated, his voice a deep rumble.
There was a molten tenderness in his gaze that had you shivering in pleasure and anticipation, wondering what else he had in store for you.
So you stripped.
Catching the hint, your hands glided up your back, pulling the string of your bikini top and letting your breasts fall out of the cups, along with the strings to your bottoms.
Zoro's eyes raked over the sight of you as if you were a piece of art he was admiring in a museum.
"Shit," he softly hissed to himself, amazed at the sight of your brown, hardened nipples.
You softly whimpered at his calloused hands caressing your sensitive breasts, causing him to move on to other matters.
He leaned in and latched his lips onto one of your nipples, where he began to suckle on.
You threw your head back to stare at the endless sky, your mouth open in an O as pleasured moans fell from your lips.
You couldn't help yourself, especially when Zoro began to suckle and flick his tongue along the sensitive bud of your nipple, his hand kneading your other breast in the process.
Then he switched, giving your other breast the same treatment.
Your hands found his hair, your fingers aimlessly wandering through the green strands.
You were ruining its somewhat even style, but he didn't seem to care.
He was more concerned with nibbling along your nipple, making you sharply inhale before your voice choked on a broken moan.
You couldn't take it.
All of this was going straight to your core, which was now throbbing and begging for attention between your thighs.Â
"Please, Zo'..." you whined, gripping his hair. "I need you to touch me."
With a cocky smile, the man nodded, slowly leaning forward to lay you down in the sand.
Your eyes flitted up to the torch lit beach across the water, realizing any eagle-eyed person could come out and see you naked.
"Wait... what if someone sees us?" you asked, uncharacteristically timid.
A devious smirk rose to his lips, and he pressed a reassuring kiss on your lips.
"Let 'em... They'll be in for a show."
Gently, he pried your thighs open, revealing your sobbing, wet core.
You watched his face change from playful to downright feral as he stared at your cunt.
You flushed at his expression.
'Gods, give me strength...'
"Zoro, I'm seriousâ"
He shushed you, leaning forward to press wet kisses along your inner thighs.
"No more talkin', pretty," he growled against them. "All I wanna hear is my name on your lips."
He continued to pepper you thighs in kisses while his hands pinned your legs apart, his hold on you firm.
He didn't want you hiding from him.
And it felt good.
You didn't stop him when he dove right into your pussy, first peppering your lips and clit in open-mouthed kisses as if he was making out with them.
It had been so long since the two of you'd gotten intimate like this, you nearly forgot the way the man worked his mouth.
Especially when he started to flick his tongue against your clit.
His tongue swirled around it and flicked it gently based on your responses.
And shit, you were responding well.
Your body couldn't help but react pleasantly to the sensationsâyour toes curling; your back arching; your eyes fluttering shut; your mouth falling open into an O as moans and gasps fell from your lips.
Zoro was not only good with his tongue, but good with his hands.
He reached up and played with your titties, tweaking and pinching your nipples according to your verbal cues.
"H-Harder, please!" you begged, to which he pinched the hard, brown peaks a little harder, the burst of pain making you gush all over his lips.
"Fuck, Zo'," you moaned. "That feels so good..."
Zoro hummed approvingly into your cunt, the vibrations making your clit quiver pleasurably.
"Keep feelin' good for me, pretty," he said between the wet flicks of his tongue on your rosebud. "Lean back and wrap your thighs around my head f'me."
Before you could even say anything, he was already tugging you closer by your ankle, earning a squeal from you.
He stood on his knees for a moment, taking you in.
His lust-blown eyes trailed up and down your naked form, drinking in every part of you.
Then he inhaled deeply, as if struggling to process the sight in front of him.
"Christ, you're so fuckin' gorgeous,"Â he huskily said.
You had no idea what to say to that.
All you could do was shyly smile up at him as he stared down at you, both of you enchanted with each other.
Then he was ducking back down and throwing your thighs across his shoulders with ease, wrapping your legs around his head.
This gave him better access to your pussy so he could easily tongue-fuck you.
As soon as you felt the wet muscle entering your wet folds and his nose brush against your clit you were in heaven.
Your eyes rolled into the back of your head and your hands found his hair, gripping the blonde strands as your hips began to grind shamelessly into his face.
"Mmm-hmmm,"Â he hummed approvingly, keeping up the pace.
He didn't pause or slow down.
He continued to work your pussy just how you wanted, making you see stars behind your eyelids and cry to the moon above.
It didn't take long for that feeling of release to dawn on you.
You couldn't help it.
His tongue just felt too good.
Plus, the atmosphere and the whole idea of getting caught in such a risque position turned you on more than you'd like to admit.
Zoro must've realized you were close because his jaw started to move fast, accompanying his tongue-fucking with porn-worthy grunts of his own that nearly threw you over the edge.
"Fuck, Zoro!" you whined. "M'gonna come!"
Eagerly, he hummed into your pussy, pulling his tongue out of your hole and proceeding to suck on your clit while his finger began to stroke the outside of your slit, barely touching your insides.
But it was enough to push you further and further down that road to releasing all over him.
His darkened eyes flicked up to yours, staring you down between your thighs.
"Come for me,"Â he demanded. "Come for me, baby. Don't fuckin' hold back."
He grinned up at you, his eyes glistening in the moonlight.
He attached his mouth to your pussy again, and ran it until you couldn't help but fall over the edge.
"Come for me," he groaned into your cunt, becoming gradually louder as your moans reached higher pitches. "Come for me. Come for me. Come for me."
And you finally did.
That tight knot in your core finally snapped and a wave of euphoria washed over you as you came all over Zoro's face and eager lips with a loud moan.
You saw the entire galaxy and beyond as your pussy gushed, your body shivering and shuddering.
Your back arched and your hips widened into Zoro's face, trying to keep as much of the feeling going as possible.
When it finally faded, you were left feeling tired, spent, and oh-so good.
Zoro lazily cleaned you up, taking care to not overstimulate you as he ran his tongue over your sensitive, twitching core.
Then he lifted his head up away from your thighs, giving you a peak of his chin and mouth shining in your juices.
With the moon in his glazed eyes, he hummed to himself.
"You taste better than the rum."
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I'm Sorry
lando norris x fem reader
summary: A moment of frustration made Lando react the way you never thought he would, and boy, would he regret it. (1.6k words)
warnings: angst, swearing, argument, mean lando,  fluffy ending
a/n: ok so for this, i decided to go back to Baku and put the quali result in a totally different perspective than my last fic. i guess i kinda like it but i'm not very good at describing arguments đ anyway pls let me know what you think!!
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The qualifying this weekend was an absolute mess, to say the least. Lando was hard on himself no matter the result he got. Even if it was good, he would always find something to criticise himself, but P17? Everyone was in for a treat, you thought.
The worst part is that it wasnât even his fault; it was a stupid mistake by the marshals, and he was not to blame for it. A yellow flag interrupted his lap, and he was immediately kicked out in Q1.Â
Seeing the first qualifying session being over with his name in red was not something anyone wanted to see, especially not him, and now that every point was essential, you knew it crushed him.
He came back to the garage to see the rest of the qualifying with his team, and as soon as he got out of the car, you saw how frustrated he was. You understood him, of course, it sucked that this is how the weekend was going, but you would be there for him no matter what.
Once Lando took off his helmet, he headed straight to his driverâs room, and he didnât even look at you when he walked past. That meant he wanted to be alone, but oh silly you, you decided to follow him.
He let out a loud sight when he heard the door open and close behind him, not really in the mood to hear what you had to say. He knew for a fact you were going to tell him he did well and it wasnât his fault, which he greatly appreciated, but right now, he just wanted to suffer in peace.
âBaby?â You called him out, just testing the waters, but he didnât respond. Instead, he hummed in annoyance. âI know you donât want to hear this right now, but-â
âYou are right, I donât want to hear it,â he interrupted you, not even turning around to face you. He placed his hands on the desk and leaned into it, taking a deep breath.Â
That should have been your cue to leave the small room and leave him alone, but for some reason you didnât. âLando, don't beat yourself up over this. It wasnât your fault, and Iâm sure things will be better tomorrow. We all know what you can do and you still have the race-â
âThis is MY job, Y/N. I probably know better than you do,â he snapped, raising his voice and finally turning around. âThis is what Iâm fighting for, we all are. Do you know whatâs at stake here? I finally have the chance to compete for a championship, and I just blew it.â
To say you were astonished was an understatement; this was the first time he ever snapped at you that way and you didnât know how to react. âIâm sorry, I just-â
âEvery point counts, and not even starting in the top 10 tomorrow- fuck, not even top 15, there is not much I can do.â Now, he looked more mad at you than frustrated at himself, and that crushed you. âI came here to be alone for a bit, I was hoping you would at least respect that." You stayed silent, knowing a single sound would make you cry, and you didnât want to piss him off more than he already was. âI know you are trying to help, but you are not, you canât.â
You just stared at him, tears threatening to leave your eyes; he had never raised his voice at you in a heated moment, and it hurt like hell. You definitely should have stayed outside.Â
He walked towards the door and stepped out of the room without uttering another word, leaving you alone to deal with your own feelings.Â
As soon as the door was closed, you started crying. It was your own fault, really; you could always read him like a book, even today, and you knew better than to disturb him when you werenât supposed to, but today for some reason you just couldn't keep your mouth shut. Idiot.
You tried to calm yourself down; the last thing Lando needed was to see you cry on top of his result, but it was harder than you expected. This being the first time an argument got so out of hand made you feel absolutely terrible, especially because it was your fault. Deep down, you knew he didnât mean it, you knew it was his feelings talking, but that didnât make it any less painful.
A few minutes went by and you could still hear the cars out on track, the mumbling of the team, and people constantly working out there, so you tried to use that as a distraction. Anything to take your mind off what just happened.Â
Unfortunately, it didnât help, but at least you ran out of tears, and now you were just staring at a blank wall, thinking how you could begin to apologise for earlier, if he would even give you the chance to.Â
Truth is, you werenât sure if bringing it up again would be a good idea; you wanted to apologise for disrupting his cooldown moment, but what if hearing that made him mad again? Or worse, what if you didnât apologise and made the situation even bigger? Your spiralling made you lose track of time, and a knock on the door pulled you out of your thoughts.Â
âThe car is about to leave, Y/N, they are waiting for you,â you heard someone say on the other side of the door. You were at least hoping Lando would come and get you once it was time to go back to the hotel, but he didnât.
âThanks, I will be there in a minute,â you replied, grabbing your things and Landoâs before sprinting outside.Â
The car ride was hell. Lando didnât look at you the entire time; he was just staring at his phone, texting who knows who, his face as neutral as ever. It felt longer than it actually was, and when you finally got there, he just stepped out of the car and didnât look back. You let out a sigh and followed him, leaving a prudent distance between the two of you.Â
Once you were in the hotel room, you both started to get ready for bed, like you usually did, except this time, you didnât acknowledge each other.Â
That was until you were already on your side of the bed and he came out of the bathroom, taking the spot next to you and burying his face on his phone again. The entire time you were building up the courage to say something, anything, now that you decided that apologising was the right thing to do.
âLando?â You called for him, but again, he just hummed in response. âIâm sorry. Iâm so sorry. You were right, I shouldnât have said anything, and I should have respected that you just wanted to be alone.â
Thatâs when it hit him. How could he get so mad at you for trying to make him feel better?Â
He dropped his phone and turned to face you, and noticing your sad expression and teary eyes broke him. His eyes softened as guilt washed over him. Why were you apologising when he was the one who reacted like that? But as soon as you looked down at your hands to avoid eye contact and tears started falling down your face again, he felt even worse.Â
âY/N⌠Baby, Iâm so sorry.â He got closer to you, softly taking your cheeks in his hands to get you to look at him. âPlease donât cry, Iâm sorry I acted like a dick and raised my voice at you,â he stared, wiping your tears away, carefully thinking about what else he could say.Â
You, on the other hand, didnât know how to react. Your plan was to apologise and hopefully move on, but now that he was apologising, you didnât know what to say; you didnât want him to feel guilty, even though it was his fault you were in that position right now. If only he took a different approach.Â
âIt wasnât your fault, okay? You were just trying to help, and I should have appreciated that, you know that I do, I just... I donât know, there is no excuse for what I did.â But you were still silent and trying to avoid eye contact. âBaby, say something.âÂ
âLando, you yelled at me.â You finally replied, your voice a bit muffled by your tears.
âI know, I shouldnât have done that, and I promise Iâll never do it again.â
After a minute of silence, you just nodded, which made him let out a sigh of relief. âOkay.â
âOkay? Iâm sorry, my love.â He pulled you into a hug, your head on his chest as he placed a soft kiss on your head. âI know I was a dick, and I really wish I was nicer about it.â
âItâs okay, I get it; you were frustrated with your result, and I shouldâve known better than to interfere with what you were feeling.â
âNo, itâs not okay. I was frustrated, but I shouldnât have taken it out on you.â Lando was rubbing your back softly, trying to bring you the comfort you tried to give him earlier. âI love you, and I canât describe how much I appreciate everything you do for me; I know having to deal with my shit is not easy, so thank you.â
âItâs fine, I mean it.â You looked up at him, locking eyes finally in the entire day. âJust... donât push me away, okay? And if you do need to be alone, just say it, and I promise I will listen next time.â
âOkay, sounds good.â
He gently placed a hand on your check, rubbing small circles before leaning in for a kiss, one both of you much needed. And with one final âI love youâ, you feel asleep in his arms.
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