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#vent#on mobile#so dont know how to make a read more#whatever#just had a mental breakdown#pretty sure i scared my professor#i really hope he doesn't go to the school mental health thing#my other professor would#i just want to be told what to do#not make my own choices#i hate being in charge#i broke down entirely#i hate tuesdays and thursdays so much#i hate my art class#i dont want to write#i dont want to make these stupid art projects#i just want to stop working on school work#i fucking hate this so much#just give me a prompt so i can work#i dont want open ended shit#or to be given the ability to make my own questions#i hate this so fucking much#just let me graduate#before i do something fucking drastic#...
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I hc that after Bruce’s infamous spine-breaking fight with Bane, all the Batkids pitch in and get Bruce one of those super bougie gamer chairs for the Bat-Computer. Like this thing is all leather, it’s got cup holders and LED lights, and that bad boy swivels smoother than butter.
It’s also bright fucking red. Robin red.
#Bruce hates it but it has great back back support and after he broke his spine he NEEDS to be comfy in that chair#he pouts for an entire week abt it#all his kids cackle#I bet they also put a bunch of stickers on the back that say I love Gotham and stuff like that#Barbra feels bad and gets him a file cabinet as an actual glad-you-aren’t-dead present and Bruce loves that infinitely more#I love silly grumpy dad bruce Wayne#dc#dc comics#bruce wayne#batman#batfamily#dick grayson#batfamily headcannons#tim drake#jason todd#damian wayne#barbra gordon#stephanie brown#Duke Thomas#cassandra cain#bruce wayne headcanon#batdad#batman family#black bat#batfam#batman comics#OH and bruce does the signature dad groan whenever he sits down
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Dysfunctional family au— showdown aftermath, one week later
#art-zu#animation vs animator#animator vs animation#Dysfunctional family au#I decided to name the au dysfunctional family au cuz why not#This is the au where blue hour happened#Not entirely canon in the au just yet im still not sure if i wanna keep this scenario or not#But i drew it anyway cuz i was having thoughts#I hope its very clear that chosen wanted to strangle second here#Cuz what do you mean you dont know you dont know our brother died? You dont know you killed my brother? My brother my first best friend my#little brother you killed him and you do not have the decency to remember it? How dare you how dare you how dare you how dare you how dare y#Anyways second broke down. Chosen comforted them and sent them to sleep all the while he's mad at second. Mad at dark. Mad at dark for how#second turned like this. Mad at himself for letting this happen. Just mad mad mad mad mad mad seething furious upset vitriol in his blood#Poison in his lungs hole in his heart and it aches it aches it aches it aches it aches it aches it aches it ach#Anyways i swear im normal BAHHAHAHAH
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jenna marbles and julien solomita got married and i am in actual shambles
#marbles in the stroller im :((((#julien said that the reason jenna is covering her mouth like that is because he almost broke the porch stomping the glass and#i can just HEAR that entire interaction happening in my head like#julien also said the wedding was in early november and he kept the 'just married' on his car for way too long#and that the dress pic is when they had just gotten home and loni immediately laid down on her dress#jenna looks so so much happier im so happy for her#im just. i love their love <333333#of fucking course the bitchy claires glasses made it to the weddingkekdnknk#jenna marbles#julien solomita#jenna and julien#youtube#wedding#me yapping
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did it hurt? no, not when you fell from heaven. when Jesper Fahey held it together until Inej left because he knew how hard it already was for her to leave
#this broke me#i was fine for the entire goodbye THEN HE BROKE DOWN AND I BROKE DOWN WITH HIM#YOU ARE MY FAMILY TOO JESPER#REUNITE THEM FOR THE ICE COURT HEIST PLEASE#THIS CANT BE THE LAST TIME THEY SEE EACH OTHER#jesper fahey#kit young#inej ghafa#amita suman#shadow and bone#six of crows#grishaverse#shadow and bone season 2#crooked kingdom#ruin and rising#siege and storm#soc spinoff
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Okay, bear with me for a moment here.
So we know He Xuan was supposed to be the one to ascend before Shi Wudu stole his fate and made Shi Qingxuan become the Windmaster to save him.
So He Xuan would've originally become the god instead, by that logic. And He Xuan knew what happened, he knew he was supposed to be the one to ascend etc - hence his entire vendetta against the brothers.
But then his ghost name now is Black Water Sinking Ships. So essentially, he turned the water element into something sinister and evil.
Who is the Water Master? Shi Wudu.
So why is it not something to do with wind if he knew that was the god who got the place originally intended for him? Because he actually doesn't resent Shi Qingxuan and doesn't blame him in the slightest for what happened. He took water here for a reason...
#obviously tin foil hat delulu time - but 'tis a thought#but I like to think he actually had a hard time doing all of this to Sqx#because deep down he actually doesnt hate him#and realized the guy is just clueless and frolicking about in the heavens#this entire arc broke my heart and I still cant let it go#;; rambles#mxtx#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#shi qingxuan#he xuan#ming yi#beefleaf#tgcf sqx
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this is a scrapped scene from Trikaranos & originally it joined a standalone series of comics from Pompey’s point of view, but it got scrapped from THAT set too because I decided they both needed to be weirder and worse and this is kind of vanilla ngl. however I’m still kind of fond of it in some kind of way, and it’s been a second since I’ve posted a comic! also I wanted to draw it. so I did.
for context: Crassus cut his hand open helping Pompey out with something in a previous scene! for more context: the answer to Pompey’s question is a reliable (business/political) partner. that’s about it!
⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / tip jar!
#the hand wound was replaced with a thigh wound and conversation changes currently cuts Pompey’s question out entirely#and replaces ends with the ‘I can give him something that no one else can’ because the answer to the unspoken question of what#comes into play later with a really thorny scene#drawing tag#tris homines#Komiks tag#OOF. that was like stretching muscles or something. every time I do an ides drawing my brain wants nothing to do with#dead Romans at all and it takes a minute to break their that wall. I think last year was the worst one lmao it was 2 months#before I wanted to do anything and liked what I did. this was more like. I’m sleepy. I want to draw uptight men in suits get totally undone#and there are no suits in Ancient Rome#BUT WE DID IT. we broke through the wall. I’m going back to drawing men in suits.#anyway crassus’ hair is a little longer here and he’s going to cut it down but he kind of looks like his dad and I’m going to just#aughghghghh
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Man, I feel like every clip I see from Pints with Aquinas lately Matt Fradd is demeaning women. Really sad to see it, I used to love his interviews :/
#lilac rambles#pints with aquinas#matt fradd#catholic#if anyone knows of anyone who has adressed this (not a paid substack. im very broke rn and only looking for podcast type things)#please let me know about it#honestly it feels like every other day someone i really admired turns to our polarized culture of hate#i was watching his recent interview with jason evert and jason is saying all these beautiful things about how the women he's encountering#who are dressing immodestly or being promiscuous or engaging in the culture are deeply wounded and matt just keeps jumping in with all these#reminders that yeah thats great and all but dont forget women suck too#and like. we know! we know the ways we suck! the entire red pilled manosphere spends a lot of time pointing it out to us!#but if you dont want women constantly pointing out the ways men have failed us then for the love of goodness please stop taking every moment#where someone is talking about female woundedness to talk about Why All Women Except Your Wife And Friends' Wives Suck#im just feeling very let down
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When you were taught to be quiet all your life so when people scream at you to say something... you don't know how.
#my parents are rlly pissed at me because my dad asked me something and I didn't answer because I didn't like what he was asking me#which is kinda stupid on my part but I got kinda mad#and then my mom yelled at me in the car#to which i didn't say anything#and so that was a whole thing#and she was like “you're acting like such a teenager”#and i'm like “i am a teenager tho”#i didn't actually say that bc i didn't say anything the entire ride but wtv#i hate arguing with a burning passion omfg#once i broke down in tears at a public place because a bunch of people were yelling at each other in line#and now i have to go to this expensive debate camp at the end of the month#so that's gonna be great
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I made this. Happy labor day!
#hope everyone had a good weekend#I did and didnt#one negative is that my phone finally broke down#one positive is that i used my extra time to read the entire hunger games trilogy in two days#HASHTAG Anna's impact#anyway another positive is that I also had time to finish this comic#it is vaguely inspired by a scene I cut from my unfinished tpom fanfic#the scene was not really relevant and definitely makes a better comic#all that to say: I think this is a funny little comic but to each their own lol#**insert peace sign emoji because I'm on desktop***#my art#tpom
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omg reverse riko au is making me feel so ill..... please let us know if you have any more thoughts abt riko kayleigh and kevin legend.....
I DO my idea is that its around the same age kevin and riko met in canon so tetsuji kicks the bucket when riko is 7/8 and riko is (very forcibly) removed from the nest and sidelined to kayleigh as a new moriyama asset from the main branch takes over the nest. riko struggles a lot with the change because he is very young and very scared and he’s used to horrible things at tetsuji’s hand, which means that he doesn’t trust kayleigh and finds kevin entirely too weird. it’s honestly really cute because i think at this point obviously 7 year old kevin wants to befriend him but riko is such an anxious ball of anger that most of their interactions are like
baby riko: what do you WANT from me. go AWAY!!!! NOW
baby kevin: (heavy irish accent) nothing i think. do you want a bite of my sandwich?
anyway i think riko and kayleigh do get along but he never really considers her his mother or even godmother, for a long time he thinks of her as his Benefactor until the child therapy starts hitting and she becomes Aunt Kayleigh and then after a few more years he can be loosely convinced to refer to her as auntie once or twice a year. his second son syndrome never really leaves him; in the upcoming years riko struggles with the idea that he’s anything But an add-on to the days and still overworks himself to death trying to be acknowledged by kengo, but it’s leaps better just from being outside the nest and having people to look out for him
riko and kevin have some rough patches, especially during riko’s first years with the days. because kevin is an easy target and riko is afraid of kayleigh he ends up letting a lot of that anger out on kevin, though obviously at this point they are children and riko’s anger manifests in some mild bullying and name calling. i think kevin doesn’t even understand it most of the time 😭 riko has been around grown ups his entire life so his adult level insults make no sense to kevin’s seven year old mind. nevertheless after kayleigh tells him to stop picking on kevin riko does respect it (first out of fear, then later because they actually get along) and they go on to become brothers with only a slight tendency towards antagonism. riko’s jealousy of kevin is still a big part of their relationship and i think even more so when college applications roll around, and he’s even more worried when wymack comes into the picture, but it never culminates into anything as horrible as hand breaking because riko has an actual outlet and a support system :) it’s mostly a yelling match that eventually turns to getting scolded by kayleigh for acting like barbarians
#i know kayleighs sermons go hard kevin and riko are sitting there head bowed like yes maam…..#i havent yet decided where they both go to college in this au#but i think for one that the nest still exists and jean still gets sold to the moriyamas but it’s the main branch now#however without riko there jean’s experience in the nest is. Hard but not brutal#anyway i think riko would apply to edgar allen but he would be rejected on the account of being second branch raised by foreigners#but how horrifying to think about jean in the nest bossing riko around right. kind of a slay though#i think kevin goes to palmetto still Because he wants to reconnect with wymack and riko is very divided but ultimately chooses usc#because they’re the best and he doesn’t want to play second fiddle to kevin and his father#also i imagine his time in usc sucks a lot for the first months because it’s so different LOL#and he’s never been alone before like this with kayleigh and kevin so far out of reach#but :) hed make friends. maybe even… captain jeremy knox….. whos to say?#!#meanwhile kevin (a normal boy at this point) has to deal with the foxes being a trainwreck and the new serial killer dad recruit#he’s got a lot on his hands#ANYWAY this is entirely unrelated and indulgent but i want this kevjean to meet so bad#riko on the phone: we played against the ravens that jean moreau is a scoundrel and a monster and he almost broke my arm kevin: woaw#he’s gonna be so pissed off three years down the line when jean moreau shows up at christmas dinner with the days#you think theres any worse dynamic for jean and riko than master and slave? of course. Brothers in law#wouldnt you just kill to be a little fly buzzing around that christmas supper#asks#riko#kevin&riko
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The reason Mic's hair is styled up that way in his hero gear is because Aizawa lost him in a crowd once and freaked out about it in their early 20's so now he's made himself a beacon with the added benefit that he is now a wonderful marker for any and all evacuations or lost children
#bnha#yamada hizashi#aizawa shouta#erasermic#listen...canon can say what it likes I know these two processed oboro's death by being unhealthily clingy in their 20's#'you didn't answer my text within 10 mins and I panicked and broke down your door turns out you were just in the shower my bad'#that's the real reason they end up as roommates [said while ignoring canon entirely]
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...I might have a new favorite character.
#octavia plays crosscode#crosscode#crosscode spoilers#SHE JUST BROKE IN HERE BATTLING SECURITY THE ENTIRE WAY#TO GIVE LEA AN EXISTENTIAL CRISIS AND CALL HER A CRINGE ASS NAE NAE BABY WHO SHOULD BE PUT DOWN AND KILLED IMMEDIATELY#AND THEN SHE LEFT#THAT'S SO FUCKING FUNNY#Shizuka I love you you have a hater grindset like no one else holy shit#that's the funniest fucking thing oh my god#the whole 'people are being trapped in a game and probably exploited' thing was a bit dry to me#but I did NOT expect someone to break in just to call me fucking cringe that's fucking amazing I am glad I stuck with the game just for thi#not even Ayin was on this level of Hater
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you'll be pleased to know that on my first day back at my job after my two week vacation i am already in one of my semi-regular Job Crises where i feel like if i dont find a new, better job soon im going to explode into 5 billion pieces
#in case you were wondering if i was handling it well#considering getting some sort of degree . but i cant afford that!!!!!!!!!#but i may need one. if i want a better job........#this is so evil. where are the jobs where you can just do fuck all#in all seriousness back to the degree thing im considering getting a degree in library sciences but i dont even have a bachelors 💀#i was too broke for college! had to work! still have to work! no time or money to go to college then or now!#my crisis aside its extremely funny to me how im not even through my first day back and im like oh lol right i hate every minute of this 👍#also im trying not to have Severe guilt abt the ticket(s) i bought the other day like some crazy person but thats another story#yes ill make the money back yes ill enjoy the show but the Guilt..........#which was entirely because my dad was like >:( when i told him i got a ticket for a Far Lesser amount#and im just hoping he doesnt notice how much my bank account has gone down. oops#but that aside and back to my job crisis:#i cant stand it here!!!!!! i really do hate it!!! and i need a new job. however? everything abt the job process is awful and against me#i was planning on writing an article when i got back from vacation but you guessed it im now too stressed/upset to be creative#which is hampering any possibility of my creative aspirations becoming some sort of career#im so tired. already right back to where i was before my vacation when i really needed a vacation#:( . like ill be fine lol i just. am going through it and these tags have gone on too long#but i think i really will get worse if i stay here for longer and its not even that bad but by god sometimes it is#anyway . im taking it well
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hi maca!! can’t believe hiuh finally ended, thank you for all your hard work! i was wondering if you could say more about what were the “wrong aspects” that laurent liked about maxime? also very curious in general about what paschal thought about laurent being with maxime or getting back together with damen. thanks!!
hi there!!! so, i didn't write maxime as a villain or anything in this fic so I don't want anyone reading this to think that he's Mr. Evil or a literal step-in for Laurent's uncle.
having said that, I love the idea of maxime toeing the line, you know? like he's not abusive but he's not attentive either. he's Into the Patriarchy (TM) in a different way than Damen, so not only does he not think to ask what laurent likes in bed or what his limits are, but he also has a rougher approach to sex (think typical porn video titles, "likes it rough" vibes, maaaaybe refuses to wear a condom like nicaise implied throughout the fic and laurent never denied).
so the "wrong" aspects laurent might have liked about maxime have to do with not having to really think around him (not bc l's being vulnerable, but bc he just disconnects and dissociates from the entire situation.) see: they go out for dinner, he doesn't even have to pick a place bc maxime will do it, doesn't have to pick a dish bc maxime will do it, doesn't have to think about sex positions bc maxime will just jostle them both into what he likes, etc. aaaand last but not least, laurent likes that it hurts. it's a form of self punishment, too. "you THOUGHT you could have nice things? you thought sex with people who aren't damen was going to be good? ha" and, later on, when he starts realizing damen is changing and getting better every day and growing, it turns into "this is your reminder that you fucked up".
: ) hope this was interesting to read!!!! thank you sm for the question!!!!
#anon#hiuh#about paschal: i picture him like ??? the entire time lmao#but also its my headcanon that he told laurent to TALK to damen pre breakup like sit him down for real#give him a real ultimatum#anything#and laurent just exploded one day and broke up with damen and then went to therapy like hi........ hi . . .. . i.... did a thing
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all this talk about Pen and Eloise mending their friendship but let's take just a second to be real. i mean really real.
if your best friend did to you what Penelope did to Eloise, would you ever trust that person again?
#penelope featherington#eloise bridgerton#bridgerton#peneloise#bridgerton s3#bridgerton season 3#because tbh i wouldn't#straight up that friend is either dead to me OR if we do find some semblance of friendship again it would *never* be the same#of everyone in the entire show Penelope betrayed Eloise#knife in the back betrayed Eloise#et tu brutus? betrayed Eloise#took the secrets she told her and *explicitly* asked she tell no one else only for Pen to literally air them out to the entire town#to 'save' her when Eloise was developing her own plan to save herself but it included Pen sharing LW and she couldn't stomach that#let her go on a wild goose chase and talk to her about her LW theories and lied to her face for YEARS#wrote about her family#broke up her budding relationship with Theo#snapped at her multiple times#and then doubled down on it when Eloise found out all 'i did something and you're just jealous'#girl?????
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