#i am. so stressed </3

[lloydfrontera]

actually. actually it's about lloyd losing his absolute shit when seeing javier get badly hurt. it's about him initially refusing to believe it had happened at all. it's him shouting, bawling, as he fights to get to javier, desperate to get to him as soon as possible. it's him finally, painfully, realizing how much he cares about javier. how scared he is at the thought of losing him.

it's lloyd feeling empty in his heart and fear in his entire soul as he realizes that javier could die.

that he could be separated forever from javier and that's a thought he never once considered before. never. not even once.

being with javier had become such a constant in his life he never once thought there could be a day they wouldn't be together anymore. he thought they would spend the rest of their lives at each other's sides. that they would share every happy and boring and relaxed moment as they grew old together.

the thought so natural, without much effort, as easy as breathing.

he thought javier would remain by his side as he had done until that moment and now realizing he had taken him for granted.

actually it's about lloyd realizing what javier means to him and deciding he's worth facing one of the most powerful beings in existence all by himself. it's about him deciding javier is worth risking his life because he doesn't want to spend it without javier at his side.

[hinamie]

long way home

[gatoburr0]

I HATE how this turned out WITH A PASSION.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

fantasy au scribbles!!

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

At the start of this project all I wanted was to 'learn how to draw' using comics as a medium and the MDZS audio drama as inspiration.

I've come *very* far from making simple, 3 panel black and white comics, and I truly do intend to go even further. Thank you to everyone who cheered me on throughout 2023, it has been an incredible year in so many ways I never could have imagined. I look forwards to drawing throughout 2024 B*)

[couch-house]

hes just as upset about dying repeatedly in these levels as I am

[arom-antix]

I bring to thee some quick late night Viktuuri sketches because I think we could all use some fluff

[neymiiie]

Aigis

[lovecoredeity]

my little porcelain doll cats and some of the drawings I made trying to figure out their design! I think the fluffy cat is very cute but wouldn’t make a lot of sense with them being porcelain (I mean I know you can detail the porcelain to look like there’s fur but I decided against it)

♡ if you like my art please consider buying me a kofi ♡

[caligvlasaqvarivm]

Okay challenge mode. You are a therapist and Eridan Ampora from Homestuck has just walked right out of his intro page into your office. How do you fix him?

put him and karkat in a room with a pile of stuff and tell them they can't leave until they've jumped into it and talked about their feelings

[triona-tribblescore]

Trionaa, I miss you, come baaaack

Im sorry!! :'(

Been going through a serious bout of burnout atm, idk what it is, kind of just in my feels and sad yk?

But I wont abandon here!!! Promise!!! Take a silly doodle of projection onto Donnie as compensation :')

[yellowjacketsource]

Jackie & Shauna (Yellowjackets, S01E10) "End of Beginning" by Djo

[woosansang]

a collection of incredible, life changing, discord dm spam worthy seonghwas ♡ happy birthday to one of my favourite people, fio @hwanswerland ♡

[daydream-draws]

trouble!!!!! make it double!!!! more like mystery….. make it history or something

[dappersautismcreature]

this is gonna be so sappy forgive me lmao

i have been alone on christmas before, ive been stuck at home while my mom was away with my sister, my dad was recovering from surgery, my dog was too, and just imagining how id sob if i had the community i have now to support me through that.

the qsmp team recognizing that and putting together a fun, funny, sweet, calming, gathering place stream is one of the sweetest things ive seen. i know if im ever alone on christmas, or ever feeling alone in general, i know i at least have this community to turn to. and that sweet vod to watch.

ive never been great at interacting online, its always seemed like a colder way of communicating to me, I struggle with it. but the people on here, you guys are full of warmth and genius ideas and are genuinely hilarious. every single one of you <3 its been a pleasure to post about qsmp with you guys for like, nine months.

due to a lot of weirdness surrounding friendships at the start of this year, with a few friends just totally ditching me, ive really needed to feel somewhat safe with people I interact with. thank you for being so kind and awesome, i feel safe in this space, lmao.

every single one of you, that celebrates christmas, i wish you the happiest of holidays. and if its not great, if its loud and scary and stressful and whatever, a bit of gary advice from someone who's been there, a day is a day, you can create the feeling whenever. do not hold joy to one day. holidays, even if nothing bad happens, can still be stressful, but that isn't eternal.

happy christmas, all that junk