#i am very grateful that it happened.

[fearforthestorm]

btw!!!!! I will be working on writing up and posting a super in-depth summation of everything that was mentioned and discussed on viking's stream tonight!! it will probably be a day or two till I post it but i want to have everything in written form with notable timestamps/clips for the sake of archiving and also for the sake of reference, so that WILL be a thing that happens at some point!

[ranticore]

did you get rid of your patreon? i keep seeing posts mentioning it but i cannot find it

yep i got rid of it in march when i became fulltime employed style and replaced it with this blog (that's the origin story of this blog)

so some of the art i post here was originally posted privately for patrons

[sillyfairygarden]

i (finally) relaunched my INPRNT! if you've ever come across one of my pieces and been interested in purchasing a physical copy, now's your chance.

for the next two weeks, i'll be offering 15% off on all prints (until 12/18 at midnight) with the code: QXINUE

click here to access my prints!

[wormchaser]

you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.

i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.

[huellitaa]

i giggle so hard whenever i see one of my posts on someone else's blog like omg..... i'm actually liked by people..... blushing rn

[nedsseveredhead]

I know i have it better than most so i really shouldnt complain but living through this current political climate (of the last 8 years even) is just so.. exhausting. Our rights dangling on a knifes edge, my existence debated as some hypothetical scapegoat by politicians, twitter idiots, and childrens authors alike.. several genocides happening that no one in power seems to care about. My constant news feed is just. Horrible warcrime, stupid take on the warcrime, transphobia, someone dunking on the transphobia but i still have to see the transphobia for their joke to land, warcrime warcrime... Its just so exhausting.

[scuddle-bubble101]

What happened last night?? Went to bed and more people showed up. vghfyugjck

I am in absolute awe, welcome! Welcome to our little place, we hope you enjoy your stay!

[radley-writes]

AHHHHH following a fabulous Beta round, a shiny and improved draft of Voxalion Ilsair: Grave of Gods is ready to go to My Lovely Agent (MLA)

Liesmyth is with MLA and almost ready to go on subs

Somnus Sancti: The Sandman School for Insomniac Youth is well underway with 30K+ words of a first draft, and counting! My goal is to get it through a Beta round and off to MLA within the year.

Is this.... progress?????

[tuituipupu]

this bank holiday weekend i WILL get round to my asks. i am so sorry, i have been so busy.

[isfjmel-phleg]

😳

[reikunrei]

all i really need to know about my experience w the byIer fandom is that when i decided to jump into the st fandom here in feb-march 2023, people were already complaining about the tag being dead and everyone being quiet and boring. that was, what, less than a year out from when st4 dropped? that’s how fast the whole thing cannibalized itself? and it’s still gnawing on its own rotting corpse instead of trying to do something else? whew

[sparks-chaotic-cove]

I think i've mentioned it before- but I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome- hypermobility type (not the classic or heart one)

but while this usually only makes my joints be able to wiggle out of place quite a bit easier- occasionally, it also makes them hurt.

Today is what I would consider a bad day (concerning my EDS). I was in a car, and as car rides go for me with my little funky brain, I sat with my legs bent.

And bending my legs for that long is not a great idea.

So now I've got one knee that aches really bad- other is not as bad but still not great.

for all of the times I joke about my hypermobility- sometimes I forget that my knees and joints can hurt this bad

[martyrbat]

dc mutuals love supporting me in my mortal kombat posting until i stop posting only about the hot women who could kill me and twunky men and start talking about shit like Prince Goro voring Zaggot The God of Chaos (who was was inspired by the j*ker (who canonly exists in the MK universe btw))

[robertsbarbie]

i never feel unsafe when i go on walks with tucker because i know at the end of the day he will protect me (even though he’s a big softie) but today yall i was real worried!

[blackjackkent]

Can't sleep. Scrolling Tumblr. Hit a Minsc gifset. Got through reading the first image caption and then the Tumblr app scrolled away incredibly rapidly for no obvious reason.

Tumblr really said "you've almost recruited him, you don't get to spoil yourself now". XD

[heartshaped-lou]

the past few days have been so wholesome. i will always be fond and emotional when thinking of the sweet girl who stopped me outside of the venue to ask me if i wanted a friendship bracelet even if i didnt have anything to swap it with, and her friend who gave me a rainbow heart sticker to put on my shirt! the two artists (@/mBartworks and @/_.watercolor_sugar._ on ig, check them out!) who gave us the cutest little artworks they had printed out and took a pic of me and my friends in front of the venue. and the person who was standing next to me in turin, saw me crying during hoth and asked me if they could hug me. the other girl that was standing next to me in turin who got emotional for every. single. song and who in turn made ME emotional for every single song cause apparently people crying make me cry. then gaia and valentina, the two girls i met while getting inside the venue in turin who we stayed with for the whole show, who i held as if we'd been friends for years (it surely felt like it!) while they got emotional during copy: we screamed lyrics at each other, danced together, held hands, swapped our phone numbers so that we could stay in contact and meet up for other shows in the future, ran around the venue together to try and catch louis at the end of the show. the group of young girls who were sitting next to us on the grass outside the venue before the show who entertained us and made us laugh so genuinely. the couple of parents who stayed in the back of the standing area in bologna and who looked amused but fond at the weirdos doing a conga line during all this time. alessandra, the girl who was squished behind me while we were waiting post show for louis to come greet us in bologna, who gave me her number so i could send her the pics: she was sure she wouldn't come up in any pic cause she was a bit behind and - hours later, after realizing she actually was in the pic with louis (because he is the selfie master, kudos to you king) - sent me a selfie of herself crying, captioned "IM IN IT TOO😭", and reduced my heart to shambles and made me break down while sitting on the ground at 1 am outside the venue. to the merch-clad louies who were on our same 7 am flixbus from turin to bologna who i shared sleepy but excited looks with. my friend with big incredulous teary heart eyes while looking around at the yellow lights during angels fly. my other friend who started crying as soon as bigger than me started playing in bologna. and really, i could stay here for hours talking about how endearing it was when anyone - literally anyone! - looked at you, smiled and told you "have a good show!!!" but i should probably stop cause this has gotten long enough. i am left with incredible memories, pics, a bracelet, and a heartache that i - for once - will proudly wear like a crown. begging time to not heal this one cause i wanna remember these feelings forever. to say it in his words: infinitely grateful for what we created! thanks louis but most of all thanks louies <3