#i am very grateful

[eskawrites]

for reasons that are very vague and unknowable to me, i'm suddenly having a whole lot of emotions about raise dead and all the people who interacted with it in such a kind and enthusiastic way. and idk man, writing that fic was extremely important in ways i didn't even realize at the time, but having others love it was healing in ways i never could have imagined. i will cherish it and everyone who was so nice and supportive of it when i was posting forever and ever and ever <3

[ph4os]

Today in the archeology lesson, the professor said that, in ancient times, devotees of Dionysus carried out some rites in his honor using a mask without eyes because "in his absence, they felt his presence" therefore they did not need to see during the ritual. I don't know why but this sentence moved something inside me. I am going through a period of uncertainties and religious crises and I think this is what I needed to hear. I have never been particularly devoted to Dionysus and my problems do not concern Him or any other deity, they concern only me and my various fears, but this sentence really warmed my heart and reassured me. Often it is I myself, in these dark moments, who pushes everything and everyone away, including the Gods and I have understood that, perhaps, even if it seems to me that they have abandoned me, in reality they are only following my will, trying to make me feel better, and therefore in their silence they are actually even more present than usual, it's only up to me to decide to feel good and take back my practice. Even if it seems like they abandoned me, they are simply waiting for me to recover, helping me in silence, and I couldn't be more grateful. For this reason I don't think it was a coincidence that the teacher said certain things purely by chance, I like to think that it is a sign from the Gods to make me understand that they are still at my side.

[cruilty-ink]

Hm well

It seems I am getting close to that 200 Mark

Might make a dtiys of I reach 200

[reginaldubel]

For future reference if you want to add a link that's hidden in text you need to highlight it, click the link chain icon thing and add your link there (like this (which is just the video I'm watching rn djabjs))

THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!! NOW I LEARNT HOW TO TUMBLR THANK YOU!!

[blindinghunt]

One of my older fics has suddenly spiked in comments and bookmarks and i cant help but wonder if its on someone's fic rec list somewhere

like yeah i know there are people who see my current stuff and go through my profile to my other fics (WHICH MAKES ME VERY HAPPY EVERY TIME IT HAPPENS) but its this one fic in particular that has gotten 2 new comments and 3 new bookmarks in the last 24 hours. which. HI?? HOW DID YOU GET HERE???

[autodiscothings]

It’s been a strange, novel week for me. On Monday, I moved into a new studio to work on my art, a shared space full of new people and things. I found the place via attending regular kroki/life drawing sessions every week in the city, also a new thing I picked up. 2023 I will not be a little hermit crab, and try to be social.

I was, to be honest, incredibly self-conscious about being there, and my usual awkward self. I drew birds a lot to cope, until I felt more at ease. (Birds are very forgiving little things.) 

I assumed it was meant for Very Serious Artists who didn’t have a lot of drawings of beloved blorbos hidden in their portfolio. I also felt a bit of a fraud, like I didn’t deserve to be there. I then met the resident artists, and found I wasn't surrounded by people who would judge me, but fellow nerds with video game tattoos, and ones who liked and encouraged my art. I've been pegged for the neuro-divergent nerd I am, and I’m now comfy enough to draw what the hell I like in the space I pay for.

For my patrons, a thousand thanks for your patience. You've been very kind for what is essentially a week of me nervously drawing birds and naked people instead of working on your commissions. I feel much more comfy in my skin in the studio, and normal service will resume tomorrow.

I am very glad I did this and tried the new thing, as I feel I'm on the cusp of something being there. Thank you again for everyone who has supported my art ether by commissioning me, encouragement, even reblogs. It’s actually helped get me to a place I never thought I’d go to. 

[thrulerofeverything]

Simple. Yet beautiful.

With a low amount of pixels, this image conveys so much emotion.

Thank you for asking this.

[nannerism]

It is so strange how I have almost 150 followers on here ... That is not too much, I know, but last time I was on this platform, it took me almost a year to get to 90 followers so to get so much more so quickly is a little strange to me, but I think that little tween me would be proud !

[asecretthirdthing]

Blood work appt Monday at 9:15am! Therapy appointment Thursday 9:30am! (With possible psych referral!) Follow up on blood work with my primary June 8 at 1:30pm! (With possible gyno referral!) busy busy bee!!

[lightningandfireinmybones]

is it weird to thank you for being like....a cool writer? like your tumblr is fun and the way you interact with your readers is fun. so thank you for sharing your writing process and little fun head canon "what if"s with us.

BESTIE THANK YOU!

i feel so fucking grateful and lucky to have found readers who are engaged and interested in my stupid lil brainrot and writing process and little fun head canons!!! i really could not have done it without having such kind and interactive readers, i run on validation lmfao and ya'll keep me going:')

in conclusion i am very soft and very grateful and want to say thank you<3

[diagonal-queen]

just letting everyone who interacts with my posts know that every time i read the notification i then smile and give you a (spiritual) little kiss on ur forehead as a sign of my purest affections

[tinylittlecubby]

I GOT MY FIRST PAYCHECK IN 4 FUCKING YEARS LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

[deliciouskeys]

Surreal moments as a fic writer:

Having your fic translated into a language you can appreciate but could not translate to on your own 😳

Having your fic illustrated by another person 😳

Suddenly having said illustration as a physical copy 😳

Zinc Molybdate [Fanart for lexyhamilton (ohheichoumyheichou) https://archiveofourown.org/works/41531043 ]

[angelusteal]

a complete recap of what my partner just brought to my desk after asking "can I bring you something? a little snack?":

1 cup of fresh raspberries

1 whole wheat pita with hummus

1/3 cup refried black+kidney beans

1/2 cup fresh baby spinach

1/3 cup lime/cilantro rice

[herr--katze]

Re: boots reblog

I believe they’re called bowden boots! Best of luck on your search!

thank you very much! they r so swag

[beif0ngs]