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I'm gonna be so honest with y'all. I don't take you seriously if you complain about the casting of the Percy Jackson show because the poc actors aren't "book accurate."
Because here's the deal. I remember when the internet threw a fit when Rue, a black character, was played by a black person. It didn't matter that it was book accurate, y'all didn't want to see a black person on screen.
For some of y'all, it's not that you are against adaptations straying from the source material- you are simply anti black.
If you are about to argue with me, I want you to ask yourself something. Did you not mind the race change of Grover, but you are against the casting of Annabeth? If that's true, maybe try to address that. Acknowledge it and try to deconstruct your anti-black biases.
#being black in fandom spaces is so tiring#i am utterly exhausted#yall complaining about how now annabeth wont have an arc of not being taken seriously is sending me#its TOTALLY not like black people aren't seen as smart or resourceful and constantly not being taken seriously#that would be RIDICULOUS#anyway im tired but i am enjoying the show so far#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#the hunger games
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Hi sillies, how are you?
》 it's dangerous to go alone. take this.
A / N ; HIIIII sorry this is late I'm dealing with stuff. I'm still drawing and business, but I'm not doing so well health-wise. still need to ho to the doctor but I don't have access to good medical help at the moment, another reason I'd like to open commissions and junk
#freg speaks#inbox#epa#rottmnt epa#epa:tse#epa au#update#also sorry about not getting rise august done#i am utterly exhausted#on a diet and ive been really hungry lately#it's for medical reasons but im still hungry#i may or may not have a parasite#so im doing a “clense”#fregart#freg art
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made the mistake of putting my head down for like 5 minutes and now I am so incredibly sleepy
#catfish speaks#i am utterly exhausted#and this weekend is going to be Massive#gotta pack up and move my entire life across the city#luckily some lovely people are helping me#but still#im exhausted
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I just spent all weekend backpacking 14 miles. It was my first time backpacking and it was so pretty!
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This has been the most chaotic two weeks of my life I can’t wait to sleep all weekend
#and finally write my Nikolai fic that I promised#I am utterly exhausted#stars rambles#starryblueeyesandstarryblueskies
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never let me write an almost 30 thousand word chapter for a fic ever again
#even hours after its posted i am utterly exhausted#i spent 6 hours editing it#only to finally come out of the room i was in (because i need to be completely alone when writing) just to find my bf#curled up beneath the dining room table that he'd turned into a fort and he's passing out watching youtuber lets plays#thats what neglect looks like
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light of kshahrewar ✨
#genshin impact#kaveh#genshin kaveh#genshin fanart#stuff and things#userpharawee#sorry for the absence and lack of. well. anything really#I swear I'm still here it's just#I am once again stuck in capitalist Hell over the summer so my creativity is being drained one customer at a time#and oh my god there are sO MANY CUSTOMERS#it's only been a few weeks and I'm already utterly exhausted lol#but I finally managed to get some doodling in after not drawing for what feels like forever T_T#it's not much and it's not what most of you are here for but it is what it is
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I started the last post with "I'm so tired" too, but it just gets more true every day.
My last post was about how my real life sucks, but man, I can't even come to the internet as an escape from the intellectual collapse of academia anymore.
I'm just trying to browse in peace without being bombarded with people virtue signalling, advocating for media to be sanitized, and arguing over whether it's morally responsible to ship a character who is a literal murderer with someone that he said something mean to once.
Like, is this where we're at?
Is this really where we're at?
#IRL stuff#well#internet stuff#I went through a period of just trying to block anyone whose takes#were so utterly devoid of thought or nuance#that they actively gave me headaches#but I CAN ONLY BLOCK SO MANY PEOPLE#I can't block an entire generation's prevailing Puritan mindset#rant#someone save complex media#at this point although I hate to say it#I think we gotta start gatekeeping some stuff again#'Sorry but you have to demonstrate your critical thinking ability before we let you watch this show'#I'm sorry this is so mean sounding#but I am actually EXHAUSTED
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can we give a big shoutout for today where the gas station attendant social link au was born and everything in my life has been nothing but tunnel vision for my baby who is currently attending preschool ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
#kommento#gsa sl au#// i am so exhausted this whole week i havent been able to write proper comments for this LMAO#// this is a special day where it was 2020 and some trash media was going to etch itself into my heart and i would learn to love it forever#// this is where the most important fictional friendship to me was born and does nothing but grow and evolve alongside me#// this whole passion project has helped me learn more about myself as i see my reflection in the other. or something#// and i have to say im just so utterly grateful for that and the journey we've been on#// that from that day henceforth i think of the friendship of a masquerading god and a sad lonely human and how much they love each other#// that they both learn how to be human and grow from each other's influences#// call me crazy but this silly stage play is so important to me . im glad it got me to where i am now#Youtube
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My dog
#Luna <3#I call her loony bin bc she’s crazy#Sorry for not posting I have been incredibly busy and am utterly exhausted;-;#And we’re going to be out of the house again tn and I don’t wanna go but I already have a ticket to where we’re going 😭#And I have so much school to work on#Kdnejndjd#I feel like crappp
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I wanted to edit her further but now blender crashes anytime I select anything so I Guess She's Done
[image description: an animal crossing: city folk-styled 3d model of an original character named cas. cas is a yellow axolotl with reddish gills and tired pink eyes behind rectangular glasses, and is wearing a red and pink sweater over a white button-up. end id]
#if you saw me accidentally post this early no you didnt#she is the reason i am utterly exhausted today (i hyperfixated on making her model and forgot to sleep)#well i did kinda sleep. for like 2 and a half hours#but lordy it wasnt enough#anyways. women#doc talks#my art#my characters#animal crossing
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so what's your take on the bioware layoffs/ dragon age game situation? (asking cause u briefly mentioned in tags on that post)
oof that's a big question, anon.
to put it simply, I don't think there is one singular answer- Bioware/EA treated staff like shit, the very same staff that made this game possible- that is not up for debate.
does that mean the game should be boycotted? I can only assume that some people will believe that, many others won't because honestly trying to dodge products that have come from ethically/morally dubious sources in today's society is almost impossible.
there's also the fact that those same staff members and those that remain put so much time and effort into the game either way- is it the right thing to ignore the game completely, if that's the case?
it's not ideal, no. in my own selfish way I desperately want the game to be good, to experience the thrill of a new game and the fandom madness that goes with it. it most likely won't be a perfect game (is any game?) and we have to look at how the layoffs and treatment of staff may have impacted that.
but... i choose to remain hopeful, i guess. maybe its just the nostalgia goggles. i don't believe there's a clear cut answer- it's for each person to decide for themselves, it's too nuanced.
#look i spent a year desperately trying to only consume ethical/sustainable products and it was impossible and exhausting#when you think about the companies that pump your water or supply your gas and electricity...#there really is no way to exist without consuming ethically questionable products/content#which SUCKS#but trying to do so will only result in being utterly consumed with guilt and depression#trust me i was there#you have to decide for yourself what to consume and how#sometimes there is no win#big companies and corporations have us in a chokehold and that's where they want us#i have had to accept that i am one (1) singular woman and as much as i try to do the right thing#i also have to save a shred of enjoyment for myself#otherwise what's the point#idk#sorry for rambling haha apparently i got quite passionate about this?#dragon age critical#do i even need to tag it as critical? idk
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welcome to hell week everyone!!!!! i have backed up all my writing in case of a ddos attack so if you want an epub of anything please just lmk. ok bye.
#im not going to die or anything you just never know wtf is gonna happen in this sicko country#i have low expectations always#i am exhausted fr. if you have the chance to vote and you decline to do so#you have abdicated your civic duty#anyway my mind and spirit are utterly crushed let's have a good monday
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About him doing activities mostly with names like Max, Carlos, Daniel.
It seems to me that Norris himself does not have a very active life, so it is very normal for him to want to hang out with people who are more active than himself. The best thing for someone who needs to be held by the hand to take action is people who will hold their hand and give them different experiences. That's why it's normal for him to hang out with others rather than Oscar.
oh I fully agree w you that all his other grid buddies like George, Alex, Daniel, Carlos and Max are very good for the Lando who likes to tag along and have other ppl do the talking and take the lead <3 Lando's charisma and vulnerability makes him a natural center of attention but he's said himself he prefers to be in groups and let other people lead. I always say that if ppl wouldn't be so stubborn in insisting that car|ando can only be an rpf ship, they'd see a little brother happily tucked in big brother's shadow and how sweet that reality is compared to any romantic/sexual fantasy.
but the thing is that (and sorry for being a broken record) we've already found out that Lando and Oscar hang out in their own way but never post about it. Oscar keeps his non-racing/training time almost completely off social media and Lando has whole friendships that barely ever even make his social media at all. Lando himself said he and Oscar are very similar in that they're just normal guys (and both self-professed introverts) who happen to be F1 drivers. even down to them laughing every time the media tries to prod a typical bromance out of them - to me they're more the 'hang out and talk/not talk/enjoy the same vibe together' friends and less of the 'let's go do an activity and post some goofs about it online later' friends. not that it's that black and white obv and friends can be both kinds, just that Lando and Oscar definitely lean more toward the former.
so I think it's much more that Lando only finds comfort going out in public in groups and with guys who have bigger more social personalities - but that when he's hanging out with quieter people like Oscar it stays low-key and doesn't get broadcast too loudly. I think Martin is a great example of both bc he's so skilled and confident at being the guy leading entire events but he also clearly loves disappearing into nature and adventure and switching off. he can equally spend tons of time with Lando traveling and not posting but then he can DJ a gig or hang out with an extrovert like Daniel or switch up friend groups entirely. I really really like Martin just from what I know of him with Lando <3
and it's why I'm a little protective of reminding ppl that yes, we do know Lando and Oscar like each other and like spending time together and no, they're never going to be The Next BromanceTM for your viewing pleasure and like. to someone who really relates to that side of Lando 's personality, I'll give up on the extra content to see how Lando lets himself be quieter and calmer in the filmed content with Oscar that we do get <3
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god i don't understand how people can just go out and do things and not be completely and utterly exhausted when they get back
#🔪.text#people really just. do this?#and don't feel like they need to go take an 100 year long nap afterwards?#walking through stores isn't just completely and utterly draining for you guys?#i haven't eaten since this morning either but i am far too exhausted to even fix food#and i don't even really feel hungry#i just want to sleep
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oh god the last 24 hours have been a LOT
#currently torn between:#inconsolably elated about 505 and getting to witness the sheer joy and heartfelt hugs of them being onstage together again#devastated for poor alex and his voice#and praying he’s drinking lots of honey and lemon tea and not beating himself up about having to cancel#utterly ECSTATIC about miles’s new single dropping this evening#tiny bit of selfish worry that the state of alex’s health means i might not get to see am this weekend#all in all this would plenty of emotion for like. an entire month#and instead it’s happened in LESS THAN 24 HOURS#genuinely feeling quite exhausted#i think i need to go and lie down and not think about am or alex or miles for a couple hours#which is#not a sentence i ever thought i’d say lol#also my heart goes out to anyone who was meant to be seeing them in dublin 💔#i know we all care much more about alex being okay and looking after himself than we do about seeing them perform#but that doesn’t make missing seeing your favourite band any easier#so yeah#sending love and hugs to anyone in that position 💗#milex#arctic monkeys#lulu posts
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