#i am utterly exhausted
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I'm gonna be so honest with y'all. I don't take you seriously if you complain about the casting of the Percy Jackson show because the poc actors aren't "book accurate."
Because here's the deal. I remember when the internet threw a fit when Rue, a black character, was played by a black person. It didn't matter that it was book accurate, y'all didn't want to see a black person on screen.
For some of y'all, it's not that you are against adaptations straying from the source material- you are simply anti black.
If you are about to argue with me, I want you to ask yourself something. Did you not mind the race change of Grover, but you are against the casting of Annabeth? If that's true, maybe try to address that. Acknowledge it and try to deconstruct your anti-black biases.
#being black in fandom spaces is so tiring#i am utterly exhausted#yall complaining about how now annabeth wont have an arc of not being taken seriously is sending me#its TOTALLY not like black people aren't seen as smart or resourceful and constantly not being taken seriously#that would be RIDICULOUS#anyway im tired but i am enjoying the show so far#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#the hunger games
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Hi sillies, how are you?
》 it's dangerous to go alone. take this.
A / N ; HIIIII sorry this is late I'm dealing with stuff. I'm still drawing and business, but I'm not doing so well health-wise. still need to ho to the doctor but I don't have access to good medical help at the moment, another reason I'd like to open commissions and junk
#freg speaks#inbox#epa#rottmnt epa#epa:tse#epa au#update#also sorry about not getting rise august done#i am utterly exhausted#on a diet and ive been really hungry lately#it's for medical reasons but im still hungry#i may or may not have a parasite#so im doing a “clense”#fregart#freg art
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made the mistake of putting my head down for like 5 minutes and now I am so incredibly sleepy
#catfish speaks#i am utterly exhausted#and this weekend is going to be Massive#gotta pack up and move my entire life across the city#luckily some lovely people are helping me#but still#im exhausted
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I just spent all weekend backpacking 14 miles. It was my first time backpacking and it was so pretty!
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This has been the most chaotic two weeks of my life I can’t wait to sleep all weekend
#and finally write my Nikolai fic that I promised#I am utterly exhausted#stars rambles#starryblueeyesandstarryblueskies
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light of kshahrewar ✨
#genshin impact#kaveh#genshin kaveh#genshin fanart#stuff and things#userpharawee#sorry for the absence and lack of. well. anything really#I swear I'm still here it's just#I am once again stuck in capitalist Hell over the summer so my creativity is being drained one customer at a time#and oh my god there are sO MANY CUSTOMERS#it's only been a few weeks and I'm already utterly exhausted lol#but I finally managed to get some doodling in after not drawing for what feels like forever T_T#it's not much and it's not what most of you are here for but it is what it is
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never let me write an almost 30 thousand word chapter for a fic ever again
#even hours after its posted i am utterly exhausted#i spent 6 hours editing it#only to finally come out of the room i was in (because i need to be completely alone when writing) just to find my bf#curled up beneath the dining room table that he'd turned into a fort and he's passing out watching youtuber lets plays#thats what neglect looks like
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personal lyric analysis series (5/?): jet skis on the moat - arctic monkeys
references under the cut
Arctic Monkeys (2022). Jet Skis On The Moat [Song]. Domino Recording Co Ltd.
[1] Lobb, A (2022, September 29). Exclusive: 7 things we learned from Alex Turner about new Arctic Monkeys album The Car. Big Issue. https://www.bigissue.com/culture/music/exclusive-7-things-alex-turner-revealed-to-us-about-new-arctic-monkeys-album-the-car/
[2] @franklyimissparis (2024, May 8). jet skis on the moat: a queer-coded line-by-line lyrical analysis. Tumblr. https://www.tumblr.com/franklyimissparis/749921580956729344/jet-skis-on-the-moat-a-queer-coded-line-by-line?source=share
[3] Radio X (2022, October 20). Arctic Monkeys - The Car track by track | X-Posure | Radio X [Video]. YouTube. https://youtu.be/8qX-vBSpLe0?si=ewA1nfm46K-JxaM-
#alex turner#arctic monkeys#the car#jet skis on the moat#jules.rar#am lyric analysis project#i'm EXHAUSTED and it's 2:30am and i have a class at 9:30am and looool how is it gonna go (it won't)#anyways. i had so much fun with this one. this song /became/ one of my favourites because of this silly little project#same disclaimer but:#again please keep in mind that it’s just my personal thoughts on alex’s work and you’re utterly welcome to discuss them!#queue
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I started the last post with "I'm so tired" too, but it just gets more true every day.
My last post was about how my real life sucks, but man, I can't even come to the internet as an escape from the intellectual collapse of academia anymore.
I'm just trying to browse in peace without being bombarded with people virtue signalling, advocating for media to be sanitized, and arguing over whether it's morally responsible to ship a character who is a literal murderer with someone that he said something mean to once.
Like, is this where we're at?
Is this really where we're at?
#IRL stuff#well#internet stuff#I went through a period of just trying to block anyone whose takes#were so utterly devoid of thought or nuance#that they actively gave me headaches#but I CAN ONLY BLOCK SO MANY PEOPLE#I can't block an entire generation's prevailing Puritan mindset#rant#someone save complex media#at this point although I hate to say it#I think we gotta start gatekeeping some stuff again#'Sorry but you have to demonstrate your critical thinking ability before we let you watch this show'#I'm sorry this is so mean sounding#but I am actually EXHAUSTED
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can we give a big shoutout for today where the gas station attendant social link au was born and everything in my life has been nothing but tunnel vision for my baby who is currently attending preschool ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
#kommento#gsa sl au#// i am so exhausted this whole week i havent been able to write proper comments for this LMAO#// this is a special day where it was 2020 and some trash media was going to etch itself into my heart and i would learn to love it forever#// this is where the most important fictional friendship to me was born and does nothing but grow and evolve alongside me#// this whole passion project has helped me learn more about myself as i see my reflection in the other. or something#// and i have to say im just so utterly grateful for that and the journey we've been on#// that from that day henceforth i think of the friendship of a masquerading god and a sad lonely human and how much they love each other#// that they both learn how to be human and grow from each other's influences#// call me crazy but this silly stage play is so important to me . im glad it got me to where i am now#Youtube
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My dog
#Luna <3#I call her loony bin bc she’s crazy#Sorry for not posting I have been incredibly busy and am utterly exhausted;-;#And we’re going to be out of the house again tn and I don’t wanna go but I already have a ticket to where we’re going 😭#And I have so much school to work on#Kdnejndjd#I feel like crappp
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I wanted to edit her further but now blender crashes anytime I select anything so I Guess She's Done
[image description: an animal crossing: city folk-styled 3d model of an original character named cas. cas is a yellow axolotl with reddish gills and tired pink eyes behind rectangular glasses, and is wearing a red and pink sweater over a white button-up. end id]
#if you saw me accidentally post this early no you didnt#she is the reason i am utterly exhausted today (i hyperfixated on making her model and forgot to sleep)#well i did kinda sleep. for like 2 and a half hours#but lordy it wasnt enough#anyways. women#doc talks#my art#my characters#animal crossing
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so what's your take on the bioware layoffs/ dragon age game situation? (asking cause u briefly mentioned in tags on that post)
oof that's a big question, anon.
to put it simply, I don't think there is one singular answer- Bioware/EA treated staff like shit, the very same staff that made this game possible- that is not up for debate.
does that mean the game should be boycotted? I can only assume that some people will believe that, many others won't because honestly trying to dodge products that have come from ethically/morally dubious sources in today's society is almost impossible.
there's also the fact that those same staff members and those that remain put so much time and effort into the game either way- is it the right thing to ignore the game completely, if that's the case?
it's not ideal, no. in my own selfish way I desperately want the game to be good, to experience the thrill of a new game and the fandom madness that goes with it. it most likely won't be a perfect game (is any game?) and we have to look at how the layoffs and treatment of staff may have impacted that.
but... i choose to remain hopeful, i guess. maybe its just the nostalgia goggles. i don't believe there's a clear cut answer- it's for each person to decide for themselves, it's too nuanced.
#look i spent a year desperately trying to only consume ethical/sustainable products and it was impossible and exhausting#when you think about the companies that pump your water or supply your gas and electricity...#there really is no way to exist without consuming ethically questionable products/content#which SUCKS#but trying to do so will only result in being utterly consumed with guilt and depression#trust me i was there#you have to decide for yourself what to consume and how#sometimes there is no win#big companies and corporations have us in a chokehold and that's where they want us#i have had to accept that i am one (1) singular woman and as much as i try to do the right thing#i also have to save a shred of enjoyment for myself#otherwise what's the point#idk#sorry for rambling haha apparently i got quite passionate about this?#dragon age critical#do i even need to tag it as critical? idk
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tired. i've been nothing but tired anxious frustrated. and tired! did i mention tired?
#meins#circumstances of my practical journeyman exam have changed quite a bit. location. time. conditions to an extent#i am dealing with it. we are finding solutions#we can adapt.#but i do not feel chill about it at all.#also eff my teacher#i feel so fucking unprepared for life post finishing apprenticeship#so many lessons that we missed bc she is incapable of proper planning and utterly overwhelmed with her responsibilities#i feel like so much of my time is wasted#at this point we are begging for some actual lessons#we do nothing but complain about it amongst us apprentices. it's so exhausting. everyone is stressed and frustrated#maybe that's why i am so tired#i finished my first sample suit in time. i worked hard. and what does it get me?#nothing! bc my teacher can't plan for shit and is with one foot in a burn out if not both#i feel for her but god fucking damnit this is our apprenticeship this is our journeyman exam#i want to do my very best and i don't feel like i am given the chance to do so#okay enough renting. i need to go do the dishes and distract myself
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I genuinely despise how ego-driven professors feel.
‘You must show up to all the classes, and only after I taught you the subject of today the presentation will go up!’
Because they desperately need the praise of being heard, or something.
I’m an autodeduct, and I doubt I’m the only one.
If I could cut a class and then just study the presentation in 20 minutes more effectively than they could ever teach me I’d rejoice.
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oh my god just imagined dating around again. oof.
#i stg if my relationship ever ends i am never dating again#not even in a like i never want anyone else way#like yeah that too#but also like jesus christ dating is EXHAUSTING !#especially since i've stopped drinking. i don't need alcohol for much but i fear i truly do need alcohol to date#so that's even further out of the question#as i get older the appeal of being utterly alone is life is less terrifying#the monetary aspect would be the hardest thing honestly lol#like if you have to live with a roommate it's good if you're in love with them
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