#i am turning in for the night now.
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124 did not need to make maeri this sad. she has been through ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!
#i know whenever a bunch of sad stuff happens to anyone else i am like yesssss the drama.. BUT STOP MAKING HER SAD!!!!!!#:(((((((((( SHES SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAERI!!!!!!! STOP IT!!!!!!!! STOP BEING MEAN TO HER ILL KILL EVERYONE FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#:-(. falen getting almost killed a billion more times wouldnt even be half as bad. they were MEAN TO HER!#dames spoilers#dames liveblog#river of lights spoilers#maeriblogging#i am turning in for the night now.#but laikamaeri nation is winning so much i cant believe it. like yeah were losing a bit right now but i believe they can pull it back.
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twelfth night main plot: haha bisexual love triangle that is gay in both directions! haha mistaken identity and gender fuckery haha
malvolio side plot:
#twelfth night#ws#i did not feel this strongly abt him before but now that ive listened to dt malvolio.#And esp how he plays him in 4.2#ajnd it's like guys. guys! i need to turn into a fish and swim to sea and never return#NUMBER ONE MALVOLIO APOLOGIST#I AM SORRY. SORRYYYYYYY#WHY DID THEY HAVE TO DO THAT TO HIM ALL HE DID WAS BE A LOSER AND A KILLJOY#AND MAYBE HE RUINED FABIAN'S RELATIONSHIP AND THREW THE CAPTAIN IN JAIL AT SOME POINT IDK#WHY DO THE RICH FUCKS GET SO MUCH PLEASURE PUTTING THIS MAN IN THE SAW TRAP CAN THEYYYYY BE PUT IN THE SAW TRAP#JUST TO SEE HOW IT FEELS#IS IT HIS FAULT HE LIKES IMAGINING THAT PEOPLE LIKE HIM IM SO HEARTBROKEN MAN#pain and suffering and darkness#ik there is some meta someone has written sometime someplace abt him being neurodivergent but im not going to go digging for it rn
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please help i just had a dream where svsss was a dating sim. so, of course i tried pursuing shen qingqiu, but it ultimately backfired because suddenly he realized that he was in a dating visual novel?? and since i put myself as a guy, he just refused to show up to special in game events to avoid me interacting with him???
and obviously i was like "wtf why isn't he here?" when he didn't show up. then at some point i explored the area, and the screen suddenly zoomed in to show sqq talking to sqh (supposedly telling him all about the little situation). next thing i know, both of them are slowly turning their head to stare at the screen in pure and utter terror
also in some part of the dream, i think i did some liu qingge events or something and as his affection levels rose, he would continuously jump scare me by popping up out of nowhere and go, "its not like i like you or anything!!" while covered in blood and holding out a demonic beast head as if it were a box of treats
anyways, totally random question guys haha if i made an svsss visual novel dating sim would you guys play it. no reason in particular at all.
#im actually learning how to code right now#if i hyperfixate enough ill turn this to reality bc im kinda bad at writing fanfiction#no promises though#i prob had this dream bc i stayed up till 5 am last night playing a date with death#idk if dream liu qingge was accurate bc personally i see him more as just being like 'for you.' before leaving#but its a funny thought to have with liu qingge acting like that sporty emotionally constipated tsundere character lmao#anyways dw if i do make the game i would build a chaotic ass harem route jesus fucking christ that'd be hilarious#the scum villain's self saving system#svsss#mxtx svsss#shen qingqiu#shang qinghua#liu qingge#cumplane
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I woke up this morning still thinking about Fadel waking up in Style's bed.
I wonder what was running through Fadel's head as he turned to look at Style, eyes still squinting against the too-bright morning light, the unfamiliar comfort of the shape of Style's name on his lips for the very first time. I wonder if he was too sleepy to process how strange it was that he didn't really mind being pinned down by the weight of Style's thigh thrown over his hips; that the sensation was grounding and reassuring rather than being confining or suffocating. I wonder if the thought crossed his mind that he wouldn't mind waking up like this again, wouldn't mind letting someone into his space, wouldn't mind giving someone the bared vulnerability of lying naked and unprotected with all the implications of unwavering trust that has -- not if it was with him.
I wonder if Fadel registered the way his heartbeat is steady and calm despite the strange surroundings and unfamiliar bed, because something in him has already labelled the person lying next to him as safe.
I wonder if Fadel even understood that this, right here, in all its quiet and unacknowledged stillness, was the moment he fell in love?
#the implications of a trained assassin whose own parents were murdered in front of his eyes and who has been burned by love before#CHOOSING to stay the night and then waking up naked and vulnerable and being ABSOLUTELY CALM AND AT PEACE with it!#yeah i'm calling it -- THIS is when fadel actually fell in love. it's why the rest of the episode gives us:#fadel being able to say out loud “i want him to accept me for who i am”; because a part of him already felt like style HAS#fadel telling style “you don't have to do anything to impress me”; because style has already earned the right to fadel's trust and heart#fadel answering style's plea of “promise?” with a kiss because he'd just lied to style with his words#so he tries to tell style the truth with his body instead#because he doesn't realise that a single phone call would be all it takes to turn his reply into an unintended deception once again#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#fadelstyle#fadel#thk meta#fadel meta#thk ep 6#hui talks thai bl#hui talks thk#i've been staring at this particular screenshot for a while and the way there's NO CONFLICT AT ALL on fadel's face just...#*sits in the corner with my head in my hands*#you guys are probably all really sick of me by now#I know I’m somewhat reiterating my point#but it hit me that this really is LOVE now…like I’ve been holding off on that conclusion for so long#because episode 4 gave us a confession of frustration#and episode 5 gave us a confession of fear#but this episode is fadel finally recognising the the has truly fallen in LOVE#and that makes epsisode 6 so much worse because it comes because fadel thinks style doesn’t love him in return
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very cute of sethos to mention that their ba fragments had different natures makes me feel super normal 100% well adjusted
#sethno#cythos#introvert/extrovert ships go so hard sometimes#cyno like#is this a normal amount to be thinking about someone who tried to kill me or am i having a leyline deviation#i should confront him at length#sethos would probably have even let him run away if he didnt wake him up in the middle of the night#now they have to cuddle and talk about it#cyno turning to tighnari instead of the bimarstan haitham instead of the akademiya sethos instead of the temple of silence#his relationship with institutions are full of pain but his friends always give him something to believe in
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there's like virtually nothing you can say to me or quotes u can throw in my face to convince me that 20 year old Lily was fine and ok with her husband (a.k.a basically the only person she has around) sneaking out at night to. what. annoy muggle police officers? So many people say "oh no she was talking fondly" and I never got it bc I've always read it as her coming across as annoyed. annoyed but trying to tone it down giving that it was a letter to Sirius. Like imagine you're 20 year old with a newly born baby having to live in almost complete isolation in the middle of a war and a half of the parental unit just decides to dip every Wednesday for #boysnight like what
#lily evans#i joke saying she was clawing the walls of that cottage and would be divorced the second voldemort fell to the ground but.#it might not be a joke anymore#anti james potter#anti jily#also i say that as a 19 yo whos turning 20 in june#i cant even conceive the idea of having a child#its scary to think that she was the same age as i am when she was pregnant/had harry bc now i see she was SO YOUNG#also im not even mentioning lily saying he was GRUMPY over not being able to leave at night anymore#my brave girl suffered more than jesus being stuck at home w a annoying white man omfg
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Last Line Challenge
Rules: in a new post, show the last line you wrote/drew and tag as many people as there were words (or however many you want to tag).
Hi @trees-can-draw!!! Thank you for the tag :] <3 I've been getting back into the Monty centered fic i started writing ages and ages ago dfhkjgfhjf (which is actually why i'm up at , 5am ,, ahem anyways)
"The repairs had gone well, and even with the social nightmare they'd agreed to looming on the horizon, Lark felt a sturdy sort of comfortable feeling deep in their gut that had settled in like a home cooked meal."
I do not know as many people as there are words for this fkjgfhkgf so instead i will shrimply tag @shirajellyfish, @victarin, and @lavenoon (very no pressure tags, feel free to ignore <3)
#tag game#not super sure how to tag this actually#fnaf au like real people do#like real people do#<- the name of the fic :3#i feel like ive been working on this fic for 50000 billion million years#its like 3/4ths done. and the rest is all plotted out. i just have to . Write It. and stop re-writing things#kinda wanna gut the entire plot and re-write everything dgfkkdsj but then i actually look at the thing with my eyeballs#and turns out its not as bad as it feels in my brain#anyhoo i am. going to bed now kfdjgkjdfdg good night
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just... him... 🥺
#received his letter and lemme just say ayo what#mans basically acknowledged his feelings and im just#also yall notice how he comments on always expecting the worst so that he either turns out right or is pleasantly surprised?#our mans garrus said the same shit to femshep!!!#now i am convinced 1000% that he is in fact an easter egg#which is ironic cause he once was an egg#so anyways#i crave this man carnally and literally NEED to read fanfics where he lets the vestige touch him for the first time as a sign of utter trust#and then it escalates if ya kno what i mean wink wink#alas ao3 is BARREN when it comes to sharp content#woe be upon us sharp stans!!#anyways... off i got to do some dailies to make my lizard babey happy and mayhaps finally receive him as a guest#mans deserves to retire in a nice lil home on a picturesque shore#*sighs dreamily*#elder scrolls online#eso#zenimax#bethesda#sharp as night#argonian#def not garrus vakarian in a disguise#my art#sketch#traditional sketch#ballpoint sketch#oc#bosmer#ilandris the magpie#i am completely normal about the fact#that he used his OWN feather for the lure he gives us (which is basically a proposal as far as I'm concerned!)
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i do think that the first time suguru goes on a trip post- arisugu moving in together and i send him a pic of my sloppily made meal + an ”are u proud >:3” text he has to sit down w his head in hands to stay calm
#he WOULD be proud but he’s also like … my baby . made food on their own . in the kitchen all alone <- deeply sad image to him#also i am Not a good cook PJDKDBD …#wants to feed me so bad it eats away at him#…….#lots of . thoughts + selfship thoughts today huh#pdjdkdbdkdb#turning my brain off . its way too late#ill sleep now … nighty night dash …….#thank u for bearing with me . more spam tmrw 🫡#ari noises ✩#selfshippy stuff ✩
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Everyone’s Favourite Army Doctor, Hawkeye Pierce - by me, 2024, pencil on paper
reference photo under the cut
p.s - mouths are so difficult for me to draw for whatever reason so i cannot tell if it’s even any good i’ve been looking at it for so long.
#i decided to get back into drawing the other night when inspiration struck at 12:30 am and now here we are!#i haven’t drawn anything in almost a year#this might turn into a series i’m not sure yet i had a ton of potential reference photos but half of them were blurry so#anyways have a hawkeye everyone!#hawkeye pierce#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#m*a*s*h 4077#mash fanart#my artwork#mashposting#mashblogging#artists on tumblr
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doctors deciding whether to blame their patients symptoms on anxiety, weight, or menstruation this time around
#chronic illness#also they refuse to test me for things my doctor referred me to get tested for. because i haven’t had a medical emergency related to it?#like mf my legs turn backwards with no effort and i throw up every time i eat I AM NOT OK#you’d think if it was one of these things they always tell me it is that. idk. it’d be getting better by now !#and yet i just get worse and worse#i haven’t been able to draw in months from fatigue and feeling so sick all the time lol#went to the ER last night again and got hit with the “yeah your tests show signs of a UTI but you’re on your period so it’s probably that#and they sent me home feeling no better at all#i could rant about doctor stories for an eternity i cannot explain how fucked up it is#i feel like i’m fucking dying every day and no one ever has an answer for me
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a productive all-nighter starts by making a clear to do list & getting to work spending an hour or so searching for the music that hits the vibe just right
#it’s important#for the morale#but I found a new band I rly rly like so it wasn’t time wasted (best thing for morale)#tho they have only 4 songs so far so can’t fill the whole night with just that#but it can fill The Void so it's a start#(love finding bands that are like somewhat new instead of my usual ''omg I love this band'' 'only to find out they disbanded years ago)#(after deleting other social media apps I've been spending way too long times browsing Spotify but at least it's bringing me joy)#(except why THE FUCK are they trying to bring short-form content there also?? I refuse that's the worst way to find music)#also don't ask me why I'm doing an all-nighter ik I do these way too often it's great (sarcasm)#i'm dumb and been too anxious the past days so haven't done shit and now am in deep trouble#but luckily for me the anxiety turned today to the ''I'll never sleep so time goes by slower''-mode#instead the usual ''will have billion naps as a form of escapism'' which sucks ass#april 2024#2024
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persona reveal (real)
#noris afterimages#artists on tumblr#im actually happy with how he turned out#im no longer a ghost#i am now a spirit of the night#a piece of the night personified#decided to keep the “mask” (and the general shape) just to pay respect to my past version
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#forever dreaming about general maximus#i would like to personally volunteer for the job of taking off his armor at night#he’s so EVERYTHING I CAN’T TAKE IT#my heart turns to melted wax for him#his concentration here 😍#his intensity 😍😍#his HANDS 😍😍😍#i want to get on my knees and kiss his hands and swear allegiance to him#and while i’m down there—#i think. that tree could be put to good use#now i am imagining how he could hold me so easily against that tree and I’M NOT OKAY#i guess this is my life now#i love him so much#my heart breaks#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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Now that I have finished watching bbs I truly understand why some people have not moved on from it even after so long. I will be one of those people too. There is so much to talk about and think about. There are so many things I noticed but also so many I missed. I know I will have so much fun rewatching. I had such a great time watching it. And I am so glad I was able to experience it spoiler free for the first time. Ah I just love it so much.
#bad buddy series#bbs#i am writing 5 different essays at the same time#i actually wanted to take it slow but somehow ended up binging the whole thing in 2 nights#originally wanted to share my thoughts after the first night but then i realized i finished ep7 already#so i decided to just finish watching the show first and yap later#boys being idiots turned out to be the correct slogan for this series after all#ugh i have so much to say#i love it so much#i feel kind of empty now that i'm done watching it#i also have this strange urge to rewatch simm#and then maybe rewatch bbs after that#i don't know what the logic behind this loop is#i was planning to watch kidnap after it finished airing but i might give in and watch it weekly#ohm pawat my love for you has only grown
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