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I still don't get why people say 13's era is so different to the rest of dw... it's really not?
Because people always frame this as some kind of Obective Writing Fact that has to be agreed upon when a bunch of times, if they go deeper into that statement, it dips into nothing more than the pov of storytelling which is only different because the casting demographic has become more diverse, and therefore their stories can and Would realistically be approached from a different angle.
I mean... While historically men Did actually get tried for witchcraft, it was not nearly on the scale of which women did and nor is it a widely acknowledged thing in history (I only know this because of a history podcast) so when you talk about writing here and 13 being charged for Witchcraft because James historically really did have women issues (waaaay beyond the speculation into his sexuality), where previously the Doctor probably would have been some kind of white knight and that's more befitting the hero of the tale, then i have to say, that is not a writing critique. That is a casting critique dressed up as something else.
I just see So much around that basically says that even the people who've been begging for more diverse casting for decades didn't actually stop to consider what that'd mean. And this isn't even getting into the Disturbingly large subset of the population that has no idea whatsoever that they have little to no empathy with women.
idk. The writing in general, silly stories, universal peril, cautionary tales, very unsubtle plots to teach children things. That was not different in this era. All of the show's like that? But there Were differences realistically stemming from the cast of characters that broke all the way down into the narrative, which is Not an issue and in fact what people have wanted for decades.
idk.
#dw shit#i am thinking out loud but#so much of this is disingenuous without anybody Noticing#and honestly looking at how shit and misogynistic the world is rn#for all the ways i've been pointing out in regards to this stupid era of this stupid show?#i don't feel bad for the hostility#i've shown tbh#the red flags as it turns out were in fact red flags
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I keep thinking about this jmart exchange and how like... of course Jon would know the way out of the Lonely. He's been experiencing such alienation, such loneliness all throughout his life and especially in S4, where he was stripped away of what he used to know and became one of the very monsters he was so afraid of and hates.
And yet because he loves Martin, he found a way out of his personal loneliness. He knows the way out, and the way out is through love. I don't think Jon would have been able to get out of the Lonely if Martin wasn't around, because Jon wouldn't have an anchor (in the parallel of Martin leaving tapes for Jon to navigate out of the Buried) nor a reason to ("Yes Martin, you are my reason.")
#tma#the magnus archives#jonmartin#jmart#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#teaholding#the archivist#jon sims#magpod#kyu thinks out loud#hi yes i am still into tma it's just that odysseus has taken over my brain rn
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my personal fave "luffy holds a mirror up to someone's soul" moments. aka the whole point i think
#guy who is really good at identifying the things you want but are too scared to admit to yourself. hi luffy#its literally the whole point though. i am so charmed by the he wont help until you ask thing. or until you say out loud what you want#ive been ticking them off in my head but i remember getting to sanji's in the anime like HE CANT KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS#one piece#oh god now i have to tag every girl he did this to and sanji. he does ALSO do it to momonusuke but i didn't screen grab that#in a way. i think he does it to ace too but im not ready for that#monkey d. luffy#cat burglar nami#op nami#nico robin#op rebecca#op sanji#black leg sanji#nefertari vivi#alabasta#dressrosa#whole cake island#enies lobby#arlong park
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Flower Empowered.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#lan wunian#The absolute chaos that ensued when Lan Wangji showed up...those girls went wild.#We have to give kudos to narration that takes the form of a bunch of suitor seeking ladies.#They were so loud about being here for the hotties and whispering gossip. You go girls.#Wei Wuxian most likely just picked up a already tossed flower to throw. Second hand flowers...are still flowers I suppose.#Can you imagine if LWJ had allergies? Poor lad.#Okay it's time for the real gritty discussion point. The one everyone is waiting for me to talk about:#So...from where we are in the timeline...what the hell is WWX supposed to be wearing?#I'm serious. Put all the fanart out of your brain for a moment.#We are post burial grounds and sunshot campaign so he's had his little goth moment reveal.#*BUT* he is still with the Jiang sect. And by proxy of this flashback talking about his disrespect - they never bring up his attire.#meaning he is likely in some kind of Jiang Purple.#Continuity wise it really feels like this scene should have been *before* the burial mounds.#I understand why it's post - we need to build up on the mystery of how he became the YLLZ.#But also his personality feels way more 'pre-burial mounds WWX'. I think this was probably a 'I don't want to kill my darling' scene.#(The Phoenix mountain flashback is a lot of people's 'darling'. I am knowingly putting myself in the line of fire here).#I'm willingly putting him in Wen Qing's borrowed cloak and assuming people take him wearing it as like...a war trophy.#Historians will revise this moment later on but for now he *is* a hero of that war.
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i think i am going to go nonverbal forever and ever amen
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GREY'S ANATOMY (2005–) #5.16 | An Honest Mistake
#grey's anatomy#greys anatomy#mark sloan#lexie grey#slexie#chyler leigh#eric dane#greysanatomyedit#greysedit#tvedit#televisiongifs#tvarchive#cinematv#tvandfilm#userstream#chewieblog#dailyflicks#filmtvtoday#tuserhan#*#picture this: me yesterday at 2 am going on youtube and putting mark x lexie scenes#i start a 38min video of all of their scenes from season 5. this scene appears and i start laughing out loud for 30 seconds straight#idk why but i just lost it???#anyway i had to gif it. this is the ship that seriously changed my brain chemistry when i was a teen and i truly think it shaped me
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Had another one of "YOU HAVE TO DRAW NOW" moments
I actually did the scene above on my second try of the battle, lv 90 doesn't exactly make it easy to lose
Also I think it's time to show those sketches too
The Siffrin practice once more, but this time a bit earlier
Also first try on figuring Loop's full body ref too
Also this little thing, not as polished as digital would've been
Imagine my reaction when I accidentally gave Loop a flower after trying already and they accepted it. I adored that 'yeah we won't speak of this, but I accept your stupid flower' scene more than anything and it was pure text after little scene
#fanart#sketch#my art#isat#isat spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#in stars and time#start again: a prologue#sasasaap siffrin#sasasap#two hats spoilers#This one belongs here I think!#Playing start again was... A challenge#Like. I had this goal in mind knew what endings it had#Played while saving on literally every corner and/or several steps#To see what “perfect ending” gives on my own#And... Accidentally got the True ending instead#Imagine how loud was I surprised that trying to be perfectly normal while forgetting about (Just attack) being off limits#And then (pikachu face) Bonnie is talking to Siffrin#I didn't restart my try of getting another ending after that until like some day this week#Did a true ending right after that because I wanted to try and weird out everyone after that before the game itself gave it to me#In any case THOSE SCENES#I really enjoy the vibe true ending has#I need to go to bed but I did get another wave of inspiration#*deep sigh*#it's 3:30 am#siffrin#loop
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The interesting thing about medically transitioning is how you might just be treated with the wrong framework.
When I get my hormone levels checked, for instance, they check it against the wrong type of person, so everything is flagged. Did you know that testosterone encourages hemoglobin production? Well, my hemoglobin is perfectly in line with male levels, but my levels are checked for the wrong endocrine system. Before I realized this, I was really confused as to why my hemoglobin was two grams over the range given, and was confused as to why that happened, and worried about if I should be worried about that. But it was a normal consequence of my testosterone levels, which are also flagged though they are well-within the range that is typical for my age and health categories.
The way we treat and measure for trans people and trans patients will affect the treatment and education they receive. There are ways in which hormones especially can influence how one's body operates, and with that in mind, you also have to change the way you interact with a trans person. With my testosterone levels, if you were to measure them against the incorrect endocrine system, you would fail to treat me in reality - that being the way my body has changed and maintained homeostasis since being on T.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#trans medicine#i still need to get my levels checked but i've been busy#but since going on T they have been very satisfactory#like even going 'they should go on assigned sex' wouldn't work for somebody like me.#like. i am still on testosterone. and it's changed me and my body. therefore the way i am treated and measured ought to reflect that#hemoglobin is a fun word to say though. try it. say it. out loud. say it (are you afraid.)#i use myself again as an example because i think that experience perfectly encapsulates my frustrations
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If you’re doing pride animals still do you think you could make a pan tiger maybe? If not that’s ok ofc :)
I can absolutely do that for you, my friend. Here you are!
#ask#art#art request#my art#tiger#sumatran tiger#(or should i say sumat-pan tiger...wait why are there crickets here and when did they get so loud. don't you like pan puns?)#(or should i say pa— *i am forcefully dragged from the room*)#pansexual#pan#pan pride#queer art#animal art#digital art#pride art#pride month#lgbtqia+#lgbtq+#queer#critter series#i'm actually quite happy with how this turned out. i wasn't sure if such a big animal would translate to my style well but i think it worke#and the colours ended up being really well suited for a tiger (well i took some liberties with the shades obviously but still)#i hope you like your pan tiger! :D
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here's my grimace shake that flopped on tiktok
#i dont think i am cut out for that website i think i need our game to do well enough to hire a community manager and never look back#my art#3d art#volume might be a bit loud idk i am bad at judging volume levels#eitherr way there is a sudden noise#so dont be caught off guard
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what i love about neal caffrey is how damn smart he is and that he actually has very little formal education. he's a high school drop out and he's an expert in everything he does. he's one of the most skilled artists in the world – he can perfectly replicate any painting or sculpture he looks at, he can sell any story or product you can name. he can read even the most stone-faced people. he's a genius prodigy in like 20 different areas of expertise.
and it's all so fun until you think about it too deeply. until you start thinking about young over-achiever Neal whose mom doesn't notice him no matter how hard he works or how well he does. eighteen year old homeless neal who needs to be good at everything just to get by.
he's so intelligent, and so emotionally intelligent, and it's just like. okay i'm projecting but. it's so neurodivergent abused/neglected kid. intelligence to him is survival. and it's also how he seeks attention and approval.
that point makes his relationship with peter even more sad – at first, Neal rejoices in the attention, Peter chasing him, the fact that he's good enough at what he does to be a wanted man. but, it's still not the kind of attention he actually wants. like. at first, attention is attention, acknowledgment of his skill is acknowledgment of his skill. but. so often when Peter acknowledges how smart neal is or how good he is at doing something, it's with suspicion or accusation. and that makes me so sad lol
#benji talks#i am thinking out loud and this is probably barely coherent#idk what i'm saying i'm just hyperfixating#neal caffrey#white collar
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I fear my mother was right. Love is as ugly as they say it is.
#life#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled writing#love#spilled poetry#star struck09#life quotes#literature#writers on tumblr#writing#love quote life quotes#thinking out loud#thought daughter#hell is a teenage girl#girlhood#love is war#love is like a poison#love is hard#introspection#introspective#fear of abandonment#fear of love#i am my mother's daughter#i am my mothers child#i love you#life is pain#life is hard#life is strange
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Bram "how dare you doubt me" Stoker
#curious af how this will get explained to fair to say if bram knew fyodor before maybe before his execution or during his time sleeping he#thought of a way to overcome his ability should it happen to him? idk i am just thinking out loud since he is so long lived like fyodor#even though he was stuck without his body for so long and gives off the vibes of laziness and not caring#maybe he was just quiet and contemplative and just whiny lol#bsd spoilers#bsd ch 116#bsd bram#bsd#bungou stray dogs
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Today being the last day of 3ds online has me feeling very nostalgic and wistful. I love the switch but it does not have the magic of the 3ds. It's not just about dual screens, it was the accessibility. It was less expensive, more portable, had more cheap games you could play with your friends, and a lot of people underestimate just how fantastic some 3ds games are. Streetpass alone was a phenomenon, and along with 3ds menu themes, illustrates a sort of magic that I feel nintendo has been losing sight of since the switch.
With the way games are going in the modern day (higher price tags and system reqs, tons of focus on AAA titles, people needing graphics to be absurdly good for no practical reason), I find myself latching onto my older games more and more. Sure, some of it is a nostalgia-tinted lens, memories from a happier and simpler time of life. But that doesn't have to be a bad thing.
Even after the online services go down, I'll always be playing my 3ds until the hardware breaks to unusability and I can't find another one. I'll play locally with my friends whenever we can. I lament how things must change, but I go on anyway. Here's to my favorite console ever made, may it never really die.
#i don't even remember my tag for my posts#no real need to tag it I guess. just thinking out loud a little#3ds#i am so glad this was the console i grew up using. so glad that that was the era of games I lived in.#i genuinely think that ds and 3ds games will never be replaced in my heart as the best games ever made
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I love you
*shaking* is this game not a love letter. Is it not. Is- Don't they love each other so much!!!
#OMORI#OMORI Mari#Mari OMORI#OMORI Sunny#Sunny OMORI#IT IS IN THE CODE. ALL OVER THE PLACE. i have been thinking abt it the whole evening#i am so upset!!! isn't the code just. Sunny. We hear Mari say “I love you” so many times but. everything else. isn't it sunny?#he just isn't saying it out loud#Sunny#Mari#Son boi#BIG SIS BIG SIS#My doodles#My art#OMORI spoilers#OMORI big spoilers#ID in alt
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I woke up this morning still thinking about Fadel waking up in Style's bed.
I wonder what was running through Fadel's head as he turned to look at Style, eyes still squinting against the too-bright morning light, the unfamiliar comfort of the shape of Style's name on his lips for the very first time. I wonder if he was too sleepy to process how strange it was that he didn't really mind being pinned down by the weight of Style's thigh thrown over his hips; that the sensation was grounding and reassuring rather than being confining or suffocating. I wonder if the thought crossed his mind that he wouldn't mind waking up like this again, wouldn't mind letting someone into his space, wouldn't mind giving someone the bared vulnerability of lying naked and unprotected with all the implications of unwavering trust that has -- not if it was with him.
I wonder if Fadel registered the way his heartbeat is steady and calm despite the strange surroundings and unfamiliar bed, because something in him has already labelled the person lying next to him as safe.
I wonder if Fadel even understood that this, right here, in all its quiet and unacknowledged stillness, was the moment he fell in love?
#the implications of a trained assassin whose own parents were murdered in front of his eyes and who has been burned by love before#CHOOSING to stay the night and then waking up naked and vulnerable and being ABSOLUTELY CALM AND AT PEACE with it!#yeah i'm calling it -- THIS is when fadel actually fell in love. it's why the rest of the episode gives us:#fadel being able to say out loud “i want him to accept me for who i am”; because a part of him already felt like style HAS#fadel telling style “you don't have to do anything to impress me”; because style has already earned the right to fadel's trust and heart#fadel answering style's plea of “promise?” with a kiss because he'd just lied to style with his words#so he tries to tell style the truth with his body instead#because he doesn't realise that a single phone call would be all it takes to turn his reply into an unintended deception once again#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#fadelstyle#fadel#thk meta#fadel meta#thk ep 6#hui talks thai bl#hui talks thk#i've been staring at this particular screenshot for a while and the way there's NO CONFLICT AT ALL on fadel's face just...#*sits in the corner with my head in my hands*#you guys are probably all really sick of me by now#I know I’m somewhat reiterating my point#but it hit me that this really is LOVE now…like I’ve been holding off on that conclusion for so long#because episode 4 gave us a confession of frustration#and episode 5 gave us a confession of fear#but this episode is fadel finally recognising the the has truly fallen in LOVE#and that makes epsisode 6 so much worse because it comes because fadel thinks style doesn’t love him in return
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