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I dont want to get better.
I like how i am. I like self destructing. I like being a mess.
#vent but not really#how is it a vent if i feel nothing about this#i am nothing#jiraiblogging#lifestyle jirai#lifestyle landmine#jirai lifestyle#landmine lifestyle#landmineblogging#landmine type#irl jirai#jiraiblr#landmineblr#irl landmine#jirai type#bpd traits#actually mentally ill
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Reversed Veil of Worlds
Chapter 2 - page 32
I told you Muriel would come into this soon. And this isnt the last time we will see them. But what is Crowley thinking now?
Also I have started a discord group for this comic. Come join! Reversed Veil Discord Group
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Fyi it is Rouge as in Red. Not Rogue as in the DnD class! And Baby angel is Kokabiel (or Koka).
To read future parts of this story, smut, and extras for Reversed Veil of Worlds go to my Patreon (HELP SUPPORT THIS COMIC) and Kofi (written details about each page).
Previous Pages are on my AO3 which is also on my Carrd Link.
#reversedveilofworlds
#reversed veil of worlds#reverse omens#reversed au#reversed#good omens fanart#aziraphale#crowley#good omens#michael sheen#neil gaiman#david tennant#comic#muriel#good omens fandom#good omens au#good omens art#good omens comic#i am nothing
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That feeling of when you never feel like you belong anywhere and no matter what you will always be a burden to everyone around you.
#i am nothing#burden#im done#i give up#its hopeless#sigh#hopelessness#worthless#...#can i just die#tired of my life#tired#over it#done
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The world clearly doesn't like Joke. He has nothing - no family, no friends, no home. However, Jack gave him hope. He thought he finally caught a break, that he can have a family that would accept him for him but in the end nothing has changed. He still has nothing. And the boy he loves also thinks he's nothing.
So why does he keep fighting? Why does he keep trying so hard to live this life? He has nothing to tie him down into this world anyway.
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I love it when Malekh, my vampire lord, will kill multiple people in the blink of an eye and apologise when he's done something to hurt those he loves.
#this is one of the rare occasions where i get to read about characters who can be extremely violent in crucial situations#and be a good partner#like i can be the biggest shit#but if i don't respect and treat my lover right#i am nothing#malekh is actually the best for that and i love him#he's been through so much and yet he didn't let the violence#and the torture plague his life#he actually found in it himself to be the opposite of what his abusers were#i love that#silver under nightfall#rin chupeco#zidan malekh#remy pendergast#song xiaodan
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#dark#black and white#bw aesthetic#dark aesthetic#darkness#me#goth#devilgirl#gothic#baphomet#black metal girl#black metal bitch#black doom#doom#electric wizard#electric wizard fan#ew fan#i am nothing#time to die#corpse paint#satanist
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I don't see the point in going on. I am in so much pain every day but the world doesn't care and neither does God. I wish the angels would take me in my sleep
Now i lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord my soul to keep
And if i die before i wake
I pray the lord my soul to take.
#manic pixie dream girl#actually mentally ill#borderline personality disorder#girl interupted syndrome#female insanity#female manipulator#tw depressing thoughts#depressing life#depressing shit#tw depression#wanna kms#im going to kms#kms#i wanna kms#i am nothing#prayer#lost#feeling alone
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Al Wiliams - I Am Nothing (1966)
From what I can tell, Detroit soul singer Al Williams released just this one 45. Thankfully, the northern soulies found it, cause it’s really too wonderful to be lost.
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How are you doing today disembodied voice man?
Awful. I’m doing awful. People keep trying to suck my non existent dick.
#I AM NOTHING#THEIR IS NO DICK TO GET#redacted asmr#redacted echo#redactedverse#redacted asmr echo#redacted audio
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Everyone has a different type of face... I guess I have the type that gets lied to and used 🙃
#feelings#life#truth#down#love#relationships#fuck#life sucks#heartbreak#fuck this#used#using me#i hate you#what is love#i want you#i want him#depressing#lies#i am nothing#i am nothing to you#i mean nothing to you
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The multiverse definitely messed me up but atleast I have 4991. And that’s what I’ll say every cycle until the Decepticons finally win this war and take over the planet and destroy all the humans. When that happens I’ll loose contact with the multiverse except for space bridges straight to different universes. And when that happens things should return to normal. Will they ever?
#I don’t know anymore#I’m back to uncertainty#I loved being here#I love being here#I love my friends and family#I love my dad and my siblings#I love everyone#I don’t want to leave but it feels wrong to stay#why am I even feeling?#I can’t logic this anymore#I can’t use my brain to put how I should be feeling about things#I just can’t anymore#this was a mistake#I was better off not being here#I was better off not having these problems#but if I was in that better place#I know I would be miserable#I am miserable#I am nothing#don’t tell 4991
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I have been rendered completely useless, riddled with delusions, psychosis, and various hallucinations. Even on all of my medications, I am still not much different than a pet to my dear, loving husband.
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i am
i am an empty plastic box,
a crucial part of a design.
i am a drop of paint on canvas
that was meant to be left white.
i am a dying branch of coral
in a dying coral reef.
i am a living, breathing, single-celled
abomination freak.
i am the product of a poet's
several days of unpaid work.
i am a suicidal remnant of
the times i tried to hurt.
i am a writhing, half-dead bug
on an unfinished block of wood.
i am a horrid little blemish on
a floor otherwise good.
i am forgotten in the corner
of a shelf been painted over.
i am a rock inside the shoe
of whoever launched the rover.
i am a single grain of sand
among the sand that lines the beach.
i am the villain of the object
lesson that you always preach.
i am a fish that has been caught
inside a big, torrential storm.
i am a freezing alley cat
and i am begging to be warm.
i am horrid and disgusting,
and my worth i will deny.
i am positively ugly
and my scars i'll look to hide.
i am the ghost of all the things
that i can say i used to be.
i am grown up into the silhouette
of what i used to need.
i'm a forgotten line of code
that, when removed, breaks everything.
i am a dying NICU patient
who's forgotten how to breathe.
i am looking to the future
and i'm hiding from the past.
i am a modern electronic
and i wasn't built to last.
i am everything i say that
i've forgotten i could be.
i am nothing in this poem,
i am resolutely me.
#poetry#original poetry#original poem#poet#poets on tumblr#trauma#i am everything#i am nothing#personal poetry#serenitypoetry#cw sui thoughts#spilled ink#serenity 100 days
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we're so deeply in love but i can't bear myself to hold you. terrible guilt-ridden people like me don't deserve to even glance at the perfect painted pieces such as you - I am nothing compared to a flawless masterpiece like you. a broken mess like me will never deserve how perfect you are.
#depressed#depressed love#i am nothing#actually obsessive#bpd#bpd fp#vent#vent post#bpd love#obsession#obsessive love#obsessivecore#bpd vent#love vent#i know you love me back
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i feel my emotions so effortlessly. so. effortlessly.
#i don't know what to say#i am full of feeling#and full of nothing#everything is real in the worst way#i am poetry and i am death#i am nothing#i am nobody#i am love#i am hate#i am everything and nothing#i am. i am. i am.#julian rants#vent#drunk posting#posting under the influence
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