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I want to kill myself so bad. i thought that with my dad here it wouldn't be so awful but still is. I broke my 17 days right now, almost 20 days and for what? It doesn't matter at all.
#i hate this#self h4te#tw self destruction#tw sui ideation#tw self destructive behavior#sh addict#im not clean#i am nothing#$elf h4rm#cvutting#i hate everything#i hate it here#nothing works#there's nothing that can help me#i wanna kms#$elf harm#i should die#i should've been at the club#i can't#self h@rm#cvtting mention
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The biggest oof 😶
That is exactly why I relate to mister Samuel I'm-not-clean Winchester 👀
you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out
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i want ten million trinkets but i also want my death to not be a burden for those I leave behind
#🦌#im always thinking about that one video ask a mortician made about death and minimalism#and about swedish death cleaning
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what do you want!!!!!!!!
#great#thanks#cat#comic#cats#my art#she's literally been screaming at me all day#and im cleaning so im moving about the house and she's just following me going MEOW ME WO M WOWM ME WO MEOW#and ill pet her and give her treats and shes like mewo mwow meow meow meow
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scenario in which bill stops torturing him and takes the time to explain what the portal is in terms more detailed than "this will get you the nobel prize for sure" and "im going to destroy your dimension, dipshit"
#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#'but... no... thats not possible. you can't like my portal because that would mean... i fumbled'#'anyways thats the hottest thing youve ever said to me do you want to make out' 'no im still MAD at you'#you fucked up bill you FUCKED UP#though to be fair fords hands arent clean in this matter either he should have asked. so trusting. too trusting#i say to be fair. he should not have had to ask for more information lmao#m.png
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why are you still here, then????
#trick question its because he cares about them so muchs 👍🫶#this is the second only clean thing i have#and the third is ummmmm! well im gonna save it for now because i kinda wanna make it better#anyways. actual tag time#dungeon meshi#chilchuck#chilchuck tims
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trust fall
#i dont remember if i posted this already or not but im cleaning out my desktop so here#trod au#doodles
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Every day is harder, sanity seems farther
#Caption is lyrics from Murphy's Law by Honey Revenge! Which is a song that really makes me think of Stanley </3#And thinking about Stanley makes me want to chew on concrete 👍👍#this techncially being a frame I'd use in a Stan annimatic im working on of said song but I thought it'd make a neat piece on its own#also hopefully I'll come back and clean this up later but I am terrible at finishing paintings soooo#gravity falls#stanley pines#grunkle stan#young stanley pines#GF fanart#fan art#fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#my art
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inspired by this post (specifically @flying-butter's comment)
#traditional because uhhh#i wanted to#im trying to not obsess over stuff looking clean and perfect#rat speaks#comic#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#rat scratches
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its a perfect afternoon
your shadow follows me all day
making sure that i'm
okay and we're a million miles away
#my art#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#i just cleaned this up to make it a print for komiket heheheh i wanted to post this again#im still so emotional abt them ill expload and dye
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Man whose definition of "monster" is extremely flexible.
#my art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#wyll ravengard#shadowheart#astarion ancunin#chessa#owlbear cub#fan art#first real post on this one instead of petitelappin#i drew these a while ago but never cleaned them up properly#i was mostly thinking about this as a concept when i (as wyll) released 7000 vampires into the city sewers and i was like#'we may have at some point stopped fitting the definition of monster hunter huh'#but also u know seeing the gur hunter later vowing to do what he can for his vampire daughters really got to wyll#thematically. im sure. anyway!#but lbr his crowning achievement in my playthrough was monster hunting so bad he ended up in a beautiful romance w his target instead
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wip 👍
dont forget ur daily clicks!!
#first time animating anything moving :D#i have NOT been drawing shado for anything other than this. im rotten with excitemtn over the movie to the point i cANT DRAW HHER IUHGHHH#so yea. i plan on cleaning the lines up and painting it and stuff but no promises#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#nov.aart#nov.anim
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*catboys ur shounen protag*
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#boss shes drawing shirtless catboys.............#listen i just bought the mewji plush ive been in a Mood ok#u all can forgive me im sure#i rly liked the original mewji sketch that i did last night but fr some reason when i went to clean it i could not get th expression??#it just looked so off and kind of uncanny and not like yuuji at all#so i scapped it :) hes less scrunchy faced now#also. gomenyasai i am still guilty of doubling up on human/cat ears....#espECIALLY with a haircut like yuujis it is beyond me how to omit them#if anyone can make it work u r a better artist than i#anyway im so happy the trend of like. putting ur ref pic next to the finished piece exists#adds a lil layer of visual interest i think !!!#plus i for one think its neat seeing what other ppl use fr ref#i realized while drawing this tht its been a minute since my last boy without a shirt on#every time i get to draw torso muscles i am like i shld do this more often !!! and then i never do#bc the only thing i like more than rendering muscles is a cute fit GHJFJHFGSHg#anyway itadori mewji ladies and gays enjoy <3#i have ! places 2 b !#'why were u late' . uh .
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i love normal guys doomed by the narrative
#either that or hilariously dysfunctional or both#tf one#orion pax#d 16#megop#megatron#optimus prime#my art#saw one post pointing out in the trailer that a like5 frame shot of megatrons cannon that was snuck between their mahoushoujo type transfor#mations and like.messed up deeply messed up u see how goofy best friends orion and megsy are theyre just silly guys but in every telling of#their story they always end up enemies ok like in a meta multiverse hopping way think about it.like oh my god prewar tfp megop was already j#juicy and earthspark divorced-remarried megop is like.RGHFH tf one is going to destroy me bc this is what they had Before do u get me#before the war before they fell apart before friends became enemies and hands were stained before the beginning of the end im so so normal#like ok.this silly tight goofy buddy dynamic thats shown in tf one so far is.is what they had before. its what they could have kept if only#if only things turned out differently. but in every world optimus prime and megatron end up leading opposite sides of the bloodiest war ever#ok.its a universal fact and everyone who knows any transformers knows this BUT THE CHARACTERS DONT THEYRE POWERLESS TO PREVENT IT#ill clean up these tags in the morning but like im so.so normal about fictional robot guys#anyway i was intending to draw a background for this but i got lazy and also spent too long on the hands!!!!so whatever
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your pearl is one of my favorite designs for her i’ve ever seen <3 her face shape feels so right, and i love how you draw her hair. by way of a request, have you ever drawn her as an avian?
thank you so much! pearl's design is definitely my favorite to draw :')
ive done a bit of practice with pearl and grian as avians but that was way before i started posting hc publicly! ( these ones are new :D )
also played around with an alternate version! i dont know much about birds but i saw the australian barn owl and took more inspo from them
#pearlescentmoon#i also drew pearl with her head tilted all the way like how owls do but it ended up a bit freakier than i expected heh#me barely dipping my toes into more crechur designs... im too scared to try#eydireqs#asks#hc#my art#pearl was THE first hermit i ever drew (cleaning lady pearl and suit pearl)#she's always looked like this to me in my head#although in my earlier sketches she had curlier hair in the front that slowly phased out to the swoopy ones she has now#anyway this was really fun to do!!! i definitely need to do more studies on how wings work but :DD#learning many a things over here
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the scene people keep screaming about from chapter 5 of theseus' guide
#gravity falls#gf theseus' guide#billford#stanford pines#bill cipher#stanley pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#m.png#THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO TAKE ALL WEEK AAGH#cool thing i did where i took these characters who i cant draw from any angle but the front and then have them turning around CONSTANTLY#not just views from different angles either! active turning! im a genius!#i feel like you can tell which shots were drawn on different days sadkfhlgljaskg this killed me. i was gonna clean up the bgs but fuck that#theyre functional on a basic level and that is all we need#anyways can you believe the notorious line is only in the fic because an eagle eyed editor (not myself) caught it just before it was delete#and started screaming until it got put back#also the way stump came over while i was making this and was like 'oh right. i ship them' at the way i made bill flirt lmao#it hits different in the visual!#alright now i gotta fucking haul ass on the chapter 8 one
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