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missolaris · 21 hours ago

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Ok seeing this post reblogged by this person makes me feel guilty and realize I never really got to say anything, so I'm gonna make a huge confession that's honestly kinda embarrassing, but I feel it's right.

Ever since around 7th or 8th grade I've been reading this set of two fics by the person I reblogged from over and over to the point where when I was in 8th grade English instead of reading actual books I brought an e-reader that connected to the internet and just read those fics. I've introduced it to my sister at some point, and i still remember her joke about "ignition socks" that was taken directly from this fic.

Even years later, I still revisit those two fics, and recently showed to a friend who loves FMA. However because of complicated reasons, I'm now recording the fic as a pseudo-audio book for her to listen to. Currently I've recorded up to chapter 5 of the first part, and I've committed myself to do a couple chapters a week. Btw my friend says he loves the fic.

I literally cannot publish the "audiobook" online because this is technically just a private recording and I don't want to deal with issues like copyright or author privacy or other issues like that. However, I am still going to finish all 101 collective chapters between the two fics.

So... thanks Strawbebeh (aka. ArtDirector123) for writing this fic.

(If anyone else want to read them, the fics are linked below)

current fan creation landscape is kinda like if you went to a party with a homemade cake and everyone takes a slice and silently thumbs up at you with no attempt to start a conversation except for occasionally some guy sits in the corner with a tape recorder critiquing the cake as though he was a restaurant critic and another guy is handing the cake to an uber driver like "yeah i need you to find a restaurant that makes cake like this so i can have more of it" and the only person that's talked to you in 30 minutes is a very sweet little guy who was like "hey i liked your cake" and then ran away apologizing for bothering you the moment you said thank you.

#reblog #thank you #i hope this comes across the way i intend it to #i hope this makes sense

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shabbytigers · 2 months ago

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was barely using Facebook before moving here but it’s infrastructure for events in Europe. small markets and art shows and mini festivals use it as their primary or only pr, eateries and venues put up their calendars there, etc. so now I check events there to see what’s up in Berlin over the next couple of months

well. things are certainly taking place. happenings are afoot

S A M S T A G

19 • 10 • 2024

22:00 » 10:00

✩⋆NACHTS⋆✩

⦙⦙Doors 21:00⦙⦙

⦙⦙Show 22:00⦙⦙

bis Mitternacht

⫸⫸ 15€ ⫷⫷

MUAHAHAHA! 💥🦇🦷

Hier kommt die FÜNFTE von ZÄHN zahnsinnigen Wurzelbehandlungen. Mit minzfrischer Mukke auf allen Floors

und zahntastisch-amüzahnten Performances & Specials - diesmal allnightlong, von Zähn Biss Zähn im Kater Blau deines Vertrauens!

Die beiden regierenden Adelsfamilien, Famile Eisenbiss und Familie Schattenzahn, laden euch zu besonders zähnsationellen Feierlichkeiten ins Schloss des blauen, zahnlosen Katers ein. 🏰

Um welche ZÄHNSATION es hierbei genau geht, erfahrt ihr ganz bald…. 🧌🧛‍♀️🧛🏼🧛‍♂️🧟‍♀️

🚨Soviel sei schon mal gesagt: Das Land ZAHNSILVANIEN braucht ganz dringend eure Unterstützung!!!! 🚨

🦷 Naaa? klapperste vor Aufregung schon mit den ☡ähnen? Wir auch! 🦷

𝗠𝗨𝗞𝗞𝗘 ♪♫♪

Acid Bogen

Hopper

Hütte

Hacienda

Live Konzert Special

𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘 ㋡✌︎

SHOW Start 22:00

Hells Dentists Tattoo Station

Grufti Karaoke

Vampirische Zahnfeen

Souvenir & Gift Shop

Höllen Photobooth

Blutiges Backenzahnangeln

Entourage LED Special

𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘣𝘢 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘯

𝗗𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗖𝗢𝗗𝗘 𖠋𖨆ꃔ

☡ahntastische Outfits

...bissig, verrucht & blutrünstig!

๛ ☡ahnseide . . .

๛ Dr. Zahnkenstein . . .

๛ ☡ahnstocher . . .

๛ Anesthesist*in . . .

๛ Zombie Zahnfee . . .

๛ Absauger*in . . .

๛ Zahnstein . . .

. . . . . und alles was das zahntastische Vampir♥︎ begehrt!

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this is real, look

#berlin #teeth #techno #i am not going. other commitments that week

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the-clay-quarters · 3 months ago

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It's Pembroke's birthday and in celebration I uhhhh made her a business card 👍

I had the idea for this two sided card ages ago but only just got to making it. Don't need to worry about which business card you have if it's the same card >:3c

(If this prompts any interaction ideas, do feel free to send her a calling card <3 (link in pinned))

#the D__ isnt actually left blank its just like left out like how the game does names #bcus iiiii couldnt think of and/or commit to a street name lol #anyway yea tis her bday <3 #posting this ten minutes before midnight bcus i lost track of time lmao #i have multiple other drawing of her on the go but just didnt have the time to finish them for today </3 #also. warning that if you do send a card that i am.. incredibly slow #sometimes response time is day-of. sometimes its over a week. i do not control the brain #oc: cordelia/theodore pembroke

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stellewriites · 1 month ago

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having my brother move back in has solidified my stance that i don’t think i could ever willingly choose to live with a man

#because tell me why he leaves every cupboard door open for no reason #my kitchen and bathroom have never been dirtier and more disgusting #he just leaves every light on??? always????#washes the pots in cold water… leaves his shoes directly in front of the door #every towel is sodden and crumpled #like i am about to go insane by the end of this month and he’s here until like february #my mum at least has four days of the week at her partners house to have a breather but i’m just here 24/7 as his mess builds up like crazy #genuinely think ill commit a crime before my birthday #stelle yaps #like if i got a bf we’d just have to live separately next door to each other

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lupismaris · 3 months ago

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#nothing makes me truly reaffirm my commitment to being poly like the day after a rugby match #i love my bf. i love them wholly and truly for who they are. i dont want them to change outside of healing. y'know that being the best you.#but i dont want them to be someone else. so the fact theyre not a coddling caregiver isnt something I'm ever going to change in them.#they bring me coffee and check in on me and set reminders for my meds and tell me when they have to leave for errands with mum #but they always have to see to other responsibilities because they are that person.#and I love them for that. i love them for being a dutiful son and a pragmatic foreman who prepares for the week.#what does this have to do with polyam james you may ask? well ill tell you-#im learning as i have been for a while now #that as i am a chief caregiver for many ppl in my life including bf and now the ruggers (im a board member)#i deeply deeply DEEPLY want/need care when im in crisis or at a low point and theres no low point quite like post match #when your systems are coming down from adrenaline and everything fuckin hurts like hell and whats worse you're injured #im not good at being taken care of i acknowledge that. but to be coddled and handled with care rn?#have someone to sit with me and make me food and eat with me and help me stay tethered and hold me a bit and smoke with me #idk not even in a sex sense just to be held and cared for #thats why poly am is a thing for me. i love my partners and I dont want to change them i dont want to force all this on them #certain needs can be met by certain ppl in certain ways etc but love is love it is always love its just shown differently #as i was writing this bf called to say he was bringing home nonalc beer for me. i know he loves me. i know he cares. it's just different.#tbd im so very tired and achy and weepy today dont mind me #the match was great for the squad but im not thrilled with myself #hence wanting to curl up in a hole and not come out

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icewindandboringhorror · 5 months ago

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Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...

#Definitely not going to be able to stick with it just due to like... being realistic about my energy levels and etc. ESPECIALLY as we #enter the Evil Summer and it becomes hot all the time. But... one can attempt.. at least...#I'm also a very slow writer since I tend to re-read and edit while I write. and only move onto the next section once what I'm writing #seems okay. Which is easy for visual novel type stuff. since ''sections'' of a conversation are more clearly marked (like if you #have a menu option with 5 different dialogue choices. finish the character's response for choice 1 before moving onto 2. etc.)#Especially since when I'm done with a whole quest I always follow it up by playing through it and picking every option and making sure it #actually all works okay and etc. So I am already going to see it all a second time. Then I can go back and reorder a few words or remove #certain sentences that don't sound natural when I read them out loud (I always read it all outloud to myself since it is... just peple #talking.. it should sound like natural dialogue in their voice. etc). But my ''first draft'' is kind of not as first drafty since I pause t #edit a lot as I go along. So it also takes longer probably than it would take other people who I think treat a first draft as more #of a loose guideline or something. AANYWAY...#80F in my bedroom right now again... huzzah... I did end up finishing and recording that sims build video before the heat wave (or is #it really a heat wave if it's just summer..?? lol) came in.. but now... augh.. the editing... plus the costume photos and all else... Much #to do as always.. Often such a long todo list.. a giant scroll hung upon the walls of the evil hermit wizard tower..#Anyhow.. I hope I can finish getting ready for bed early in time to reward myself with a game of tripeaks solitaire whilst I snack on #cheddar cheese and some of those preserved artichokes in a jar. hrgm... I actually have nasturtiums (ultimate best flower) on the #deck again this year but I had to move them all into a corner today because the leaves were getting burnt by the sun lol.. Also am now more #cautiously weaving through social media to ignore all dragon age news. NOT bc of spoilers (I actually love spoilers/literally never play #any game until there's full guides on it I can read to plan my entire playthrough based on knowing exactly what I want to happen lol + mods #and etc.) but just because I'm so busy with my ownprojects I simply do not have the brainspace to dedicate... Yes I love to think #about elves and fictional universe lore. but no.. I pretend I do not see it. Does not exist to me actually. ghgj.. OHH also took som #cool pictures of flowers in the garden section of a store and I wanted to do like.. character designs based on the colors of the flowers o #something. but that might just be another unnecessary project to add to the pile.. I want to commit to the daunting task of dyeing my #hair again some time.. hrm.. this is all of the updates I can think of. As if a bunch of random tags make up for never posting anything for #weeks on end lol.. alas.. too warm to think properly I suppose.. .. I neeeeeed a long lost relative to leave me some million dollar #estate in their will so I can have the resources to move to a colder climate or something ..augh #.. but for now.. I shall toil away in my little wizard tower trying to write 2000 something words a day whilst sweating and such ghbj

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ghostieblotts · 3 days ago

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Today really is the day for applying my pragmatics module to saf, huh

#definitely was spooky #like. this morning smy's post mentioning how curt doesn't contradict the notion that killing owen won't save the world #had me thinking about joint meaning #then i go to my lecture today and guess what folks it's on gesture #so y'all know i kept thinking about owen #looking forward to the next part of this class i hope i get some good tools i can use to rewatch a2p5 and get some analysis out of it #though the way that acting intersects with all of this is endlessly fascinating to me #what's wild and fun though is that the week we learned about joint commitment we actually looked at how it related to deception #with the example we looked at being about two spies. which was after we had briefly looked at actors in plays #linguistics has great real world applications guys it's just that I'm only capable of applying it to my interests 👍#if you read this far then in spirit i am handing you a crunchie or other chocolate bar/snack of your choice

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zaggyzoo · 4 months ago

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almost cried in the car back from work again lol

#today was difficult. first of all i was so sleepy you could literally see my brain buffering for the first two and a half hours #then 10 min before going home the team leader comes asking if on tuesday (i'm off the whole day) i can come in the afternoon #man i felt crushed like i just made plans with my friends yesterday to go hike since i was home!!#so i was like uhmmm i kinda already have a commitment that day....#so she kinda backtracked saying she has to see maybe she can do it herself #but likeeeee i feel guilty bc i only have 1 hour overtime scheduled next week and idw to put more hours on my coworkers but likeee come on #i already work two full days next week why am i the one who needs to do another afternoon too. why do they give us schedules 2 weeks before #if they're always changing it last minute. man im tired too !#and i always say yes so this time im really gonna say no . i can do another day i can work more hours the other days but i wanna be home on #tuesday #but i still feel guilty about it though #it's hard being a pushover

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pussymasterdooku · 1 year ago

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#this is an illustration of me enthusiastically committing patricide and then running away #because that is the mood of the day #my mom got her report from her adhd testing and she shared it with me because i am an experienced reader of psych reports #and a longtime adhd haver and knower abouter #and she didn’t want to share it with him because she KNEW he’d be mean and leverage it against her #and she called me because she was sad it’s taken her so long to get diagnosed when she has it actually quite bad #and i was like well it speaks to your strengths that you’ve been successful even as this flew under the radar #and i pointed out her strong score on initiation as something that probably helped disguise other symptoms #since she can start things better than anyone else i’ve ever known with adhd #and he cruises in to say THATS NOT A STRONG SCORE ITS JUST BETTER THAN OTHERS. ITS JUST AVERAGE #and i’m. livid actually #and the way this brings up soooo much of what i hated myself for way back when #and how the ways he does not respect her so closely parallel the ways i thought about myself for years. because i’m SO much like her #and he denies that as a compliment to me and i’m like no i like being like her???? asshole lol #he also had shit to say re her lowish score on emotional regulation and she’s like…if you think living with me is hard imagine BEING me????#anyway we’re going down there in a week we’ll see if he survives or if i have to break out his oversize hammer collection #alhpd #ok actually i updated the pictures. eva’s knifing him i’m beating him w tools and then we run away together. marriage!

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thehotpilot · 1 year ago

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meeting people in real life is SO HARD like people who have the confidence to talk to and/or openly flirt with strangers astound me

#personal #i have been going to pottery class for 6 weeks and i have barely spoken a work to anyone other than my teacher #like no one my age in my class talks to each other #not for lack of trying!!#i am also working my way up to giving my number to the guy that works there which is terrifying #every weeks we have a little chat and i lose my nerve #but on the last week of class i’m committed to doing it bc i never have to go back lol

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago

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#sometimes i feel like my brain is disintegrating in my head. coming apart like a lump of paper in a pool of water #it comes with this weird feeling of vertigo. like i turn my head and my thoughts are spinning too fast. they keep going despite my standing #still. its also a but when you start drinking something and when u stop your thoughts r hazy and ur breathing is heavy #maybe thats not a universal experience. sometimes when i stop i realize ive slipped half out of my body #and now im stumbling from day to day trying desperately to remember all the things im supposed to be managing #but there are these big holes in my brain. like im missing chunks of grey matter. the bits that would let me stop and start things #i dunno. when im taking measurements i have this image of myself on my knees holding the fragrance pieces of my life together as they #crumble thru my fingers and my insides shrivle away from the walls that contain them. i go hollow like a gord #and ppl say oh ur so passionate abt what u do. and i go brittle bc it doesnt feel like passion it feels like the symptom of an illness #i dont care. im just trying to burn the hours away. make time vanish. and for what? what am i building toward? i have an answer that i give #interviewers but i dunno i never thought id make it this far. but here we r. unhappy and lacking in purpose. its just that this last year #was so weird bc about a year ago i burned out so hard that i never recovered and it just got worse and worse. i feel now that ive stopped #the bleeding at least but the bitterness is still there. still infecting my words and curving my spine around the injury #and in theory i understand the path to healing but its hard when im just so. i dont even kno. angry? im not mad but the word feels right #but i dunno what id be angry about. maybe im just sick of empty tasks and not caring. i used to have passion and enthusiasm now i just feel #fragile and hurt. bracing for pain. and that makes me so sad. i wish i could go out into the woods and wander. just breathe #but no. instead ill start another day identical to 100 others and hope to keep my head above the surface bc im sick of swallowing sea water #anyway. itll b fine. hopefully this week i can commit to a program. hopefully. another program halfway across the country. this time #vertically. landing me still 2 time zones from home. but hopefully there i can breathe a little. maybe. hopefully. well see #unrelated

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kalashtars · 1 year ago

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going to finally finish baldur's gate 3 for the first time tomorrow. the journey comes to a close (for about 5 minutes and then inevitably I will start the game again)

#damien.txt #so my first run is probably going to round out at about 70 hours i think #which is. whoooo. a lot of time. especially in.... a week and two days lmaooo #already making plans for my next playthrough lmaoo #definitely doing durge that is trying to be good/defy destiny #havent decided a class yet #and i am thinking abt romancing gale but also like.#astarion is right there... looking at me.....#doesnt even matter that ive seen basically all the durge/astarion scenes via youtube #brain wants to see them in game #but i also want to romance others so 😭😭😭#also! this time i am going to try my damndest to actually get lae'zel 🙏🙏🙏#altogether i think itll be a very different playthrough bc i sure did make a lot of mistakes #a lot of death. so much death. so many of the companions died fr its appalling #also also!! hopefully the next run gives me a chance to free orpheus fr because i went and got the hammer #and then never at any point ended up back in the prism??? and i was like well.... i guess we have to commit to helpong the emperor #but like. i went through all the effort to get the hammer. damn.#so. hopefully i get to see that side of things next time #bg3

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mariemariemaria · 1 year ago

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Damn wish I could be dating this girl.....she literally sent me voice messages about her day and I'm like 🥰🥰🥰 but we literally cant be in a relationship cause we're looking for entirely different things. And I love being friends with her but I just can't shake off these feelings 😭

#this reminds me of when i had a massive crush on a straight girl back in school #except this is kinda worse cause there is a mutual attraction here (or at least there used to be lol)#but i met up w her a few days ago for brunch and she talked a bit about some of the hook ups she's had with guys #and how she wants to get back w a guy who's kinda an arsehole cause at least she knows there wont be commitment #and then i was like damn i HAVE to get over her literally nothing good will come of this #but here i am now offering to come over on my days off next week to help her clean her flat. imagining our future together etc.#reapplying my clown makeup rn #what i really need to do is go on a couple of dates with other people #i've literally spent a year pining for her 😭

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petrichorium · 1 year ago

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i need you to know that that poly embassador fic got me chewing on drywall (in a good way)

lmfaooooo thank you mrs ambassador is a woman of only the most immaculate taste 🫶🏻

#ask.🌧#k-emii #everyone on both sides knows jy is just being coy #yanqing is the only one who didn’t know and that’s solely bc the one other time she paid a visit while he was around he got sick #and was banned from interacting w the entourage to limit germ exposure #poor guys out of the loop #I had to limit my musing but he rlly does spend like a solid week going #???? am I insane why is she just Openly trying to commit adultery and EVERYONES CHILL WITH IT #bc all the other officials and cloud knights and everyone is just like haha yeah that’s the ambassador for u she’s a persistent woman :D #and obvi jy is very receptive #I was also gonna make it obvious that they’re fucking the whole time but Also cut for length unfortunately #but rest assured there is A Reason she and 1 are staying at his house #yes both of them #half the reason he hasn’t accepted a ‘engaged indefinitely’ arrangement (bc he DOES intend to accept like genuinely) is bc #if they were engaged then 1’s oath of silence wouldn’t apply to him and he. he likes the challenge there #horrible man awful man 😒

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proteuus · 2 years ago

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forgot how stupid I am when my boyfriend's in town he is so sweet tho..... what am I supposed to do ...

#he came back yesterday and i slept over w him :-)) this morning he was all 'sorry for keeping u up so late 🥺🥺'#he always says this and i think he rlly is sorry but im always telling him not to be bc well i kept myself up late #no one made me stay up least of all him. hes the only reason we ever get any sleep anyway i would keep us up all night bc i am so stupid #anyway i was rlly nervous abt him coming back just bc i hadnt seen him for two weeks and i thought maybe it would be weird when he got back #and over the break we had this long conversation i was like in 2023 i am cracking down on crime committing to the bit #we r all using all my pronouns all the time and im serious abt it. and u have to be rlly good abt it bc ur my boyfriend #and he said ok i do not rlly understand but i will try my best #and i thought yeah this guy is not going to be able to get w the program. i think tho he is actually getting w the program pretty well #(he's asked me abt this several times in the past and i basically told him not to use my other pronouns)#(bc i didnt fully know what i wanted yet and if it was going to be confusing to him it would stress me out and not be worth it)#(and he said he would be able to get w the program and i didnt believe him but i think that was true)#anyway!