#i am in need of a lobotomy

[gl1tzh]

they weren't lying, that robot sure can dream

[craycraycrayons]

Since the divorce of Logan Sargeant and Oscar Piastri all that’s keeping me comfort are the prema videos

[psychology-department]

The Knowing I

[onceifixmehesgonnamissme]

this is a sign

[pixiest1cks]

i'd like to think no matter where he's at in his life, dottore likes to ramble as he works.

no matter if he's prime, or the more ill-tempered scholar from the akademiya or even omega build, dottore quietly mumbles as a habit when he's working.

some things he says aloud are just to commit certain details to memory. in the grander scheme of his plans, the details seem small-- but they hold a crucial grip on the entire project. because of this, dottore reasons that the habit holds its merits.

sometimes, he makes sarcastic remarks when something doesn't go well. short, choppy words that mostly go unheard even by those in his general vicinity. when you first worked under him, he had mumbled to himself like usual (it was second nature at that point). what he hadn't expected though, were your responses.

"stupid thing tightly screwed--"

"do you need a wrench, sir?"

before he could respond, you had one held and ready to hand to him. from then on, you would help him out here and there in his more foul moods and dottore would be lying if he said the additional assistance wasn't helpful.

the mad scientist had found an adequate assistant.

work went by smoother, toning down a good portion of his irritation. it's almost as if having someone to support you (even if it was strictly for work purposes) provided more benefits than he had originally thought. of course, he would never admit that. the most he would do is thank you here and there when you proved to be extra useful.

work continues the same for a while. the interactions grow more frequent and so his musings change from your responses. instead of talking to himself, he talks to you. he asks you for your input, for you to pass him whatever he can't reach from his other desk, he asks for you.

that is, until you're gone one day.

dottore doesn't think anything of it. he's worked alone for his whole life, what's a few days without you? but his segments have been more irritable as of late, resulting in lackluster performance as a whole not only from his segments, but his troops. the fatui are fearful of the doctor, but even more so of an irritated one. you'll turn up eventually and everything will be back to normal, he reasons.

but as the days go on, you are still nowhere to be found in the cold, desolate laboratory. he finally pauses in his work to think about where you could be.

something must've happened. something outside of his jurisdiction. it's not like it's his problem. you might've proved a useful assistant to him, but his work holds utmost priority.

yes, work. back to work.

and dottore mumbles as usual, but it's not the same.

by habit, he calls out for you to hand him something--

but you're not there.

dottore is a scholar first and foremost. all it takes to find you is a little bit of research, so he does exactly that. he finds out you've been working somewhere else, somewhere closer to home to better support your family.

well, that's no problem. he'll have his assistant back as soon as possible, no matter the cost. all he needed to know was your whereabouts.

[mattystarr]

[xlcovo]

spotify wrapped gonna be crazy this year, i wonder which personality listened to the most music

[fiadhsilva2010]

Rawr XD

[3dogbones]

SMG34 ANGST AAAAHHHH AHAHHHH YOU ALL WANT TO KILL MEEEEEEE WHY CAN’T THEY JUST BE HAPPY AND STOP BEING TRAUMATIZED WITH MEMORIES FROM WITH ITS GOTTA BE PERFECT CECBFHUWBECO AAAAAHHHH AAAAHHHHH VIOLENTLY SCREAMS AND EXPLODES

The comics… where one of them confesses and then the get rejected.. AH. AGHHHHHGHHHHJADEWHUYEWHIULKU

GREAT HEAVENS SOMEONES PLEASE LOBOTOMIZE MEEEEEEE GAY MARIO OCS ASAAAAAAGAHAHAHGXSJHB,DS

[mxboomy]

A picture of me listening to Schlatt belting

[xeerya]

i'm already so insane about this man

he works for the ipc

he has a serial number on his neck

he gets compared to a peacock

he's a gambler

he's the fruitiest twink that has ever walked this earth

he has mommy AND daddy issues

i am literally rolling on the floor foaming at the mouth vibrating at a speed that could shatter glass

[holyrosemary]

She is prone to self-harm as a response to stress and anxiety. And her new boss is sadistic

Perfect match? Perfect match.

[bambi-eyes444]

maybe it’ll get better if I get worse

[binah-beloved]

back hurts. Binah lying on top of you like a weighted blanket, okay?

[onceifixmehesgonnamissme]

[icyberrydoesthat]