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seeing as i'll be on for the rest of the day. i am in need of more threads because why not. so, like this for a REVERSE STARTER CALL !! if you don't have any opens, i can make a starter for us.
#i am going to do homework first#work on drafts and then get to these#indie rp#indie horror rp#independent rp#open to mutuals and non-mutuals
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every day i wake up and am mad at the end of steves storyline and the full and complete lack of people who GET IT
#steve rogers#stucky#captian america#bucky barnes#captain america the first avenger#peggy litterally found steve alone in a destroyed bar after bucky “died” trying to get drunk or drink himself to death#blameing himself for bucks death#then peggs goes and says “allow barnes the dignity of his choice” in reference to him falling from the train#THEN when steve is gonna crash the carrier#BRO LITTERALLY SAYS “THIS IS MY CHOICE”#GIRL WE GET IT#you couldnt stand being without him so you decided the only way to join him was in death#but he knew it would be seen as heroic to die that way#THERE WERE OTHER WAYS TO LIVE AND SAVE THE WORLD#but he chose the one that let him claim martyrdom#n e ways#i would and will eventually write many essays about them but for now i am gonna go back to pretending to do homework#also if anyone has fic recs gimme
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Do you have more Moby Dick: Modern Translation chapters anywhere that certain interested parties (me and everyone with taste) could read?
In reference to this translation of Moby Dick into insufferable modern idiom, in which Ishmael is suddenly shown up in a startling light as a person we’ve actually met and knew well but didn’t really like:
I’m sorry, I haven’t written any more of that! After chapter 1’s mad rush of energy, the book tackles more tricky, boring and unfunny content, including passages that are just uncomfortably problematic in any time; and, like, entire chapters about listening to a church sermon.
A line translation (and that is mostly a very faithful line translation! The only thing I regret not doing was perfectly capturing the fart joke!) apparently has a lot of educational value, and helps to reframe the whole novel. That’s worthy work! But i simply wouldn’t want to do a line translation on the next few chapters. My brain is picking daisies instead, already. I would say: “sorry, I’m abridging this for my own mental health. You’re eligible for a free refund.” In which case the educational value is negligible (you can just read the plot summary online. There’s a really big whale in it.)
Anyone else who wants to take a stab at it (FROM HELL’S HEART) would be welcome and I’ll gladly promote your efforts. It’s just. I am going
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- come here let me measure your head
#🌼-🌼-🌼-🌼-🌼-🌼-🌼#I’m flirtatiously making the hyphens green 😙#mody bick#moby dick#also to be completely fair that’s the kind of thing I should take my time over and do properly#and that always triggers something in my head like#probably should seek to do it properly and get paid#sorry for banging on about that all the time#as always I am startlingly broke it’s the first week of the month and I’m shatteringly broke ✌️#so I get cross and grumpy#and go I should work out some kind of thing where I get paid#and then proceed not to do that and complain instead.#at least I’m self aware about it.#but yeah brain sees an assignment like that translating a whole#book into another language and goes you’d have to pay someone with an English degree ten thousand dollars to do that#like first chapter is funny haha but the INSTANT it tips into homework!!!!#I start calling the union#and our union is like. the nerd union.#and I call them mentally going GUARDS! I started doing a Bit and it turned into#homework in my head and now I don’t wanna.
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hey I just wanted to say I’ve enjoyed your posts regularly throughout the campaign and was particularly entertained by your finale live blog! thanks for all the good posts—hope you enjoyed the finale and all the essek of it all, and here’s to divergence!
thank you, I'm very glad to entertain! I did really enjoy the finale overall, though of course I cannot say the essek of it all was not my personal highlight of course; I love him and I love that he continues to be truly so long-suffering. being a good person's hard, buddy, I know, but I'm glad you're keeping with it. HERE'S TO DIVERGENCE INDEED. I am so excited for it and I hope there's at least one new wizard to make very stupid choices. :3
#like many artists I do live life in a constant state of performativity so genuinely glad I am succeeding in being entertaining lol#cr spoilers#okay fr I should go do homework now. I'm probably gonna check on the dash first but I will get my assignments done I swear
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i have. too many things to do.
#and of course what i WANT to do is write fanfic and read the ten different books i want to read and make art just for fun#and also be a couch potato and watch youtube videos for a couple hours with no guilt#but i was sick for a week and that's a week's worth of missed classes and homework i'm now trying to catch up on#in addition to new stuff#and i was already falling a bit behind in a couple classes because they don't have enough structure for me#and like. i'm managing. i'm getting stuff done.#but it's exhausting to know that tomorrow when i only have to go to one class i will be spending all day on homework#....i need to not tell myself that. i need to build in space for breaks or i will burn myself out#i do not want to be at risk of burnout in the first month of school with an intentionally very low courseload#this is just. so frustrating and stressful#and i'm coping. but i wish i didn't have to#vent#school stress#stars rambles#i am somewhat grateful that needing something to wind down from homework with has made me excited to write fic for the first time in months#but the downside of that is that i do not have enough time right now
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I keep drinking coffee thinking it's gonna make me Productive and then instead of doing the work I actually have to do I just compulsively make spreadsheets :(
#my homework is. not done#but!!! i just realized if i take 2 spanish classes i can have a russian/spanish major instead of just russian#(it's complicated but this would leave me with: double major languages and history with a joint major in asian middle east studies)#(plus a minor in religious studies and concentration in islamicate studies)#first i gotta: relearn spanish for like the third time#but it's ok i'm hopping thru spain in less than a month so i should proooobably do that anyway#man when i was touring colleges my mom was like really dismissive about the idea of double majoring and now i'm here like#How Many Things Can I Stack Up To Get Big Number On Transcript#aaaaaaaand because of ames requirements i did the dumb thing and ended up learning persian while my spanish is still kinda iffy#итак совершилося то что я пытался предотвратить as they say#so i'm just gonna have to study two languages at once next semester... or just keep going thru the cycle of relearning them abt every year#my russian is a big girl it can survive on its own but i now gotta feed the babiessssss#tho ig what this kinda cyclically learning and forgetting spanish has taught me is like#languages are less like babies and more like those lil desert plants that wither up when they don't have any water#they might look dead but they're nearly impossible to kill completely#and will bounce right back after a lil care n patience. i just gotta like.... water em#the one thing standing in my way is ideological opposition to my spanish textbook#i have to pay $200 for access to a *website*#*i don't even get a book just a shitass ebook*#but it's ok one of the spanish profs likes me i think? i think she would let me skip the intro lit class#only problem is it was Genuinely Hard for me to follow along when i audited advanced lit... 90% of the class was heritage speakers#tho ig like. having taken a class meant for native russian speakers should help w learning to survive that kinda thing#genuinely i think i can do it#just gotta make that my goal. study. do it for zapata#and if i wanna go into translating... having good spanish should help right? like if i finally get b2 spanish?#yeah. if i could do kazakh history for native russian speakers i can do spanish lit for heritage spanish speakers. it's equivalent enough#but ok i'm gonna visit my buddy in spain who did nearly the exact same shitass majors combination as me#tho i think he did spanish/arabic for his language major and just Happens To Also Be Fluent In Russian cuz he's Like That#it's ok he's two years older than me i have two years to become that cool#he can tell me what to do
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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learning cookout is an entirely southern thing breaks my heart...the whole world should experience drunk cookout............................its life changing
#i am going to get cheese curds and a shake tonight#i just need to do homework first#its so sad to me.......#the whole world deserves cookout
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i will gaslight myself into finally doing a drawing today i've been meaning to do for at least three weeks
#it's a wonder what actually sleeping enough#does to me#i feel actually good???#i also had a cold and my voice is still all fucked up#but i'm feeling productive#i hope i have time because i also have to do a lot of homework still#i didn't expect so much homework on week 3#but i prefer to be on top of it and not leave it to the end of the semester#which is very crowded anyway#and my first batch of exams are in three weeks#so i have to start grinding for those too#i am an academic weapon so this is normal for me#but this semester i promised myself to go out more#so tomorrow i am going to a drag show#which is so cool!!!#bee's incoherent rambling
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me: having unmedicated ADHD makes it impossible to function
also me: *doing homework for my video game hobby*
#i am mostly laughing at myself#the homework in question is studying a raid we're going to start tonight#and i am struggling with it about as much as i always have#so really part of my 'god i wish i had meds' is that i think this would be easier that way#it's not always about being responsible and doing adult things#unfortuantely there's not really any way to learn mechanics other than videos#and my unmedicated brain HATES video content#so i've been watching a couple minutes at a time for the last two weeks#and i kind of feel like maybe i get the first phase#anyway i'm nervouscited to do my first savage today
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ONLY 4 OVERDUE ASSIGNMENTS NOW 💪🎉
#2 of them i think i am just not going to do. 1 of them i need to do and will be an absolute fucking bitch. 1 of them i should do but will be#easier so i probably will.#my brain is fucking exhausted#tomorrow i have a first date which im excited for then saturday is work + cousin’s 13th bday party + astronomy class extra credit meet up op#portunity which i Desperately need to take advantage of.#then sunday will hopefully be a homework day with my brain refreshed and the adderall shortage resolved (threat)
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#periodical life updates#(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!!#it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33#it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer)#my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh.#my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done!#INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!!#truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking?#i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps#BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!!#also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun.#im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!!#i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!!#i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today?#like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.)#(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH.#ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl#really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (⛎) ;)#then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit#okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!
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brain is screaming and running around like a toddler this week bc of all the changes happening
If I can make it through the end of exams without crying it will be a miracle
#roommates are moving out#which means two sets of parents in the house moving furniture and all that this weekend#next weekend I should say#this weekend is when my roommate’s cat goes home for the last time#this is the last week I have with him and I will miss him dearly#classes are ending so my routine is majorly upended#and a lot of the furniture I’ll be needing for my house after my roommates are gone won’t be here the first week#bc I’m going home to my parents’ house to pick it up over Mother’s Day#which also means I need to buy/make a gift for my mom for Mother’s Day#maybe I’ll do that in autism club today idk#she likes spring decor maybe I’ll paint her some flowers from the photos I’ve taken#and then there’s all the homework I still have to do and all the exams I still have to study for#and I still have to carry on and do my weekly tasks like job and grocery shopping and laundry#like nothing is wrong#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I am not built to handle change well!!!!!!!
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ugh didn’t realize having a gf would mean I’d have to like take care of myself and shit how do I uninstall that specific feature. is there a mod for that?
#I am so swamped with homework this week#and usually I’d be in the library until like 2:30 AM#but my gf has been coming to do her homework#and she won’t leave until I leave#because she doesn’t like me walking home by myself that late#and also doesn’t want me being out that late period when I have to wake up early#cuz I guess she wants me to get a goods night sleep or something?#strange I know#but because she won’t leave until I leave it’s like a game of library chicken#but she’s never going to be the one to call it quits first#so I HAVE to go home to make sure she goes home and gets some sleep#girl basically stands on the tracks and forces me to switch the train#it’s a smart tactic like most def the only one that would work on me#but still#wdym she like cares about my well being and wants to make sure I’m doing okay and getting rested and eating smh#mattie talks
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Due to my perpetual follies, I have to write a 12 page paper in a day. Again.
#speculation nation#at least this time im starting midday instead of at 9 pm 👍 look at me go#well rn im eating lunch. then im gonna go back and start on it.#i was using my first part of homework time to write up some multiple choice questions for my presentation#same class. old presentation. i realized late that that was part of the 'outline' i was supposed to do previously lol#this professor doesnt really care about things being late so long as theyre done.#im still gonna get my essay done before class tomorrow tho bc i asked for an extension last essay and i am NOT doing that again.#i can do it. working on fueling rn. then i will Get To Business !!!!!!
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Is it okay If I ask if you're still writing the adventure time Tiffany fanfiction
(chapters I mean)
It's always okay to ask for updates on a fic's status, and yes! I am still working on it. I slowed down quite a bit because of a number of factors (mostly work and school), but I'm still chipping away at it. The rough draft is four chapters away from being finished, and soon I will be proofing the next chapter (so hopefully there won't be any spelling/grammar issues this time lol) and doing last minute edits and then it will be posted.
I really like the Tiffany fic and my ideas for it. It will be finished sometime this year.
#Originally there was actually going to be a sequel of sorts but idk if I still want to because it was very. Idk. Speculative headcanonish?#Kind of exploring the reincarnation cycle from the perspective of someone in the afterlife who misses a friend#they will never see again as they once were because they reincarnated and now they'll be someone else forever#It was going to be based off of First (also by Cold War Kids) and the title was most likely going to be 'How Am I The Lucky One?'#We'll see if it ever comes to fruition. If anything the sequel would have been shorter.#Also Shermy and Beth would have been major characters and it would have explored Tiff and Jermaine's bond as brothers in the future#Alright no more rambling tags lol I have homework to do#starry talks about writing#ask answered#Fic: It's Dangerous Not To Feel Loved
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