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Whoever the fuck on the overwatch team gave ROADHOG!!! SIGMA.. MOIRA and JUNKRAT valentines day voicelines… I am going to kiss you.
#its like they crawled inside my head and picked out all my top characters#thank you so much#incredible taste#i am eternally greatful#overwatch#junkrat#overwatch x reader#roadhog#junkrat x reader#sigma x reader#moira odeorain#siebren de kuiper#mako rutledge
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Galactic Discourse Fanzine (1977-1987)
Monopoly: Merle Decker, 1980 || At Ease: Nan Lewis, 1980 || Sledding: Toni Hardeman, 1983 || Pillow Fight: TACS, 1987 || Sand Castles: ERIC, 1987
#i am BESIDE myself#six decades and all fans want to see is them in domestic bliss#they are having a great time!!!!#star trek#vintage#art#eternal fandom#spirk#fanzine#trekkies#space husbands#star trek tos#the original series#spock#captain kirk#fan art#history
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arcane characters like "I have my whole life ahead of me" NO YOU DON'T THE MASKS OF THE KINDRED SEEK YOU
#arcane#league of legends#the kindred#the eternal hunters#arcane season 2#caitlyn kiramman#only bc she's in the picture#as a kindred fan i am delighted by how much of their symbolism is in season 2#as an arcane fan i am filled with DREAD#lamb's mask in the gray. wolf's mask on ambessa.#isha the sacrificial lamb. warwick the great black wolf. at the end of the world the kindred turn on each other.#not to mention whatever the fuck mel has going on!!!#GOD I KNOW I'M PROBABLY READING INTO THINGS BUT. WHAT IF I'M NOT. WHAT IF WOLF'S BEEN NIPPING AT OUR HEELS SINCE THE BEGINNING.
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current sexual orientation: tweedy, warm, intelligent, wry, ping-pong playing, whisky-drinking, poetry-quoting, motorbike-racing, gloriously red-headed here-on-earth-I-am-your-defending-counsel Doctor Frank Reeves [Roger Livesey: A Matter of Life And Death, Powell & Pressburger, 1946]
#I say CURRENT but in frank's case it is CONSTANT also ETERNAL#roger livesey#frank reeves#did I go see AMOLAD on the big screen AGAIN last night hell YES I DID#did I do a cry as usual yes I did#it was super cool watching it with pals who have not seen it before and could NOT believe the ambulance crash#so it is ridiculous that I have not made this gifset before#but to be honest#I giffed pretty much ALL this film back in the pre-restoration days#(pre the film being restored not pre charles II)#although sometimes it feels like the 17th century it's so long ago#and wow I am still not used to having NO SIZE LIMIT on gifs I remember the days we got excited when it went to 1mb#I celebrated by making an errol robin hood gif in big#anyway this film is as EVER a joy and always great to be reminded of how amazing it is also how queer it is#and beautiful and special and human and basically one of the greatest pieces of art ever made#my wee gifs
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reading off-hand criticisms of marx in graduate textbooks is so funny because it’s never like, a substantial criticism of the things he said or the positions he took, it’s more often than not “marx did not consider that his political analysis bruises my delicate little intellectual sensibilities”
#I am not one of those people who treat marx’s work like a religious text but sometimes I want to perform that#position just to be a contrarian. like we’re eternally stuck in the playground because liberals get spooked#by his shadow and never talk about the shit he literally did actually say#anyway at all times it gives me great pleasure to know that they are foaming at the mouth mad. their rage drips from the page#infantile sore winner behaviour of cosmic proportions
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So, me and my father have been playing a lot of Pillars of Eternity in the past week and yesterday this happened:
it's late in the evening, we're playing, we're battling a group of enemies and one of them falls under a domination spell and my father asks what happened.
What I want to say: oh, while you were away walking the dog and I was playing alone, the unique sceptre which we bound to Aloth has levelled up and now has a chance of casting Domination and that's exactly what happened.
What I do say: oh, Aloth's dominating him with a stick.
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I wasn't built for this (being single)
#it's been almost 4 months since i (thankfully) broke up with my ex#i don't miss her at all which is a great thing#i am aware that loneliness is inevitable but god. it's lowkey killing me lmao#the things I'd do to be in a relationship now 🙃#Imagine being with someone for eternity because you both love each other so much 😍#I'd swear on my life to love and protect them until death do us part#but oh well. lol. lmao even#rambles
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You owe me nothing. Do you still want to be with me for the rest of your life? Correct. But I'm a man. Don't you think that's weird? You're a woman. How can you be so sure? Even an astute guy like Xiang Liu isn't sure about it. He hasn't seen part of you.
#lost you forever#eternally yearning for you#cdramaedit#cdramagifs#deng wei#yang zi#ye shiqi#wen xiaoliu#tushan jing#xiao yao#i am still screaming about this entire cave prison scene!!!#both of their shyness here kills meeeee (in a great way)#they are sosososo cute#jina makes gifs#jinaLostYouForevergifs
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I'm just on a meta run today so more thoughts on the political situation in Orr! I'm going to elaborate on this in my big meta essay someday but for now...
So, when Thais Yulman and Alik come to visit the Cavalry, Yuder makes the following observations:
Yuder had seen in his previous life how sensitive the court mages were to power. It was only natural since those who wanted to gain power rather than improving their magic skills often became court mages. On the surface, they professed loyalty to the emperor alone, but behind the scenes, they colluded with various nobles and engaged in dirty dealings. (64)
This is rather interesting as the two institutions the imperial power in the capital is based on are the Court Mages and the Imperial Knights. Of course we also have the Southern and Northern Army, but they are also filled with commoners, manpower for open conflict, not particularly for the intrigues of court. While the corrent Commander of the Imperial Knights is on good terms with, at the very least Kishiar, several of his subordinates are not subserviant to that - Kiolle being our best example, and how the Cavalry in general receives harsh treatment from them.
Similarly, we learn that Hellem Caspirl used to be the head of the Imperial Mage Division, aka the Court Mages (378). She treats Kishiar like her respected Lord and Nathan like relative - she supports them and has an amicable relationship to them. Kishiar went out of his way to hire her when she considered retiring. Now, I maight be reaching a little here, but...
'Thais Yulman must have known that the Emperor and Kishiar wouldn't completely trust the court mages, so he came running. (65)
... wonder what it says that she retired, but is still more than capable of working and, according to sensing-powerful-individuals-at-master-level Yuder, still is quite powerful.
All while the Court Mages apparently keep detoriating further. And, to make this about my most special babygirl again, this also says quite a bit about the Cavalry and Yuder's time as Commander. We know the Cavalry dominated and quickly put every other group out of a job - all while, apparently, being the only group you could consider fully loyal to the Emperor. Naturally, this was in part because Yuder very much ruled with an iron fist of violence that didn't tolerate disobedience, but also because the Cavalry essentially was the institution pushing for, well, let's call it Awakener Rights.
The Cavalry has to perform well, or, to quote Katchian, "Show me your worth, the reason I should keep the Cavalry around" (1031).
All other imperial institutions are riddled with corruption, which Katchian himself used to get into his position, and then the Cavalry itself is kept on a short leash, standing, IMO, represent for the wellbeing of Awakeners in the Empire in general.
#yuder aile#kishiar la orr#katchian la orr#Hellem Caspirl#turning#meta#터닝#also fun fact: in chapter 60 kishiar and nathan call yuder a beast#and in 65 Thais calls Kishiar one#this is begging for a web weave#anyway some fun meta for you guys#sorry i have way too many thoughts#and if i don't put them somewhere i'll explode#i mean all of this is without even getting into the fact that#the one thing standing between katchian and death was yuder#sorry to katyu post in the tags#but i am eternally fascinated with how yuder considers himself a shit leader#and yeah he was not doing great as a person. by god. did not have the social competences there#but he did p amazing work considering how stretched thin he was
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tagged by the fabulous @cordiallyfuturedwight and @jimin-gaon <33 here's the december list
apologies for being late again new year same me: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @visionsofgideontheninth @btsbs @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi 💜 and anyone else who feels so inclined MWAH p.s. please do tag me anyway if you've already done it
#superfluous commentary in the tags as per usual:#i feel you - ADORE THIS TRACK i can't even explain what it does to my psyche except that it initiates a beach episode.#noso is a phenomenal queer artist and you should check them out#smoke and mirrors - ms faith back in action on the rotation i loved this album in 2009 and it still hits. for the love of GOD take me back#loving you - i am a paolo nutini stan if nothing else. exceptional#love is all around - i am in my frazzled english woman era hence the romcom soundtrack#and tell me who could possibly embody that frazzled english spirit better than four weddings hugh grant#boys don't cry - it's the cure by name and the cure by nature for one listen and i am FIXED!!!#she's always a woman - now billy joel is a great name for a cat or hamster but i digress. the stranger album of the year 2023 (again i fear)#little bird - was annie lennox in the last one?? i still have this on repeat.#googling the lyrics and it thinks i want the jonas brothers and it makes me want to sit right down and cry cry cry i'll tell you that much#jenny - paolo again can you blame me? i cannot express how much i adore his entire discography.#these scottish italians... deadly combination for my mental health. peter capaldi sit down#white flag - dido save me.. save me dido... my jihope anthem because i WILL go down with this ship#eternal flame - banger after banger it's almost as if i made this playlist myself!! can you feel my heart beating??? i apologise#as for the artist list#norah jones and jamie cullum christmas albums on repeat lord forgive me for i have listened to jazz#hozier and abba seem to make it without fail every month. for those who aren't familiar hozier is like if abba were irish. and bitchless.#NOW I'VE SAID TOO MUCH#the rest of the artists are fab of course but does olivia dean know i would die for her?#anyway. insert closing statements#tag#receiptify#MWAH
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does ANYONE remember an artist making art of rottmnt leo working at run of the mill and getting into job shenanigans with senior hueso but SPECIFICALLY the entire prompt was from that one popular tumblr post/thread where op keeps getting into more and more ridiculous job situations. the boss suggested that they claim to be a family business even though they look nothing alike. loud rnb music playing during op’s shift late at night and boss says the neighbors were complaining.
i have bits and pieces stuck in my head but i cannot for the life of me remember the actual post OR the comic someone made of leo and hueso ughhh
#eternally grateful and in your debt if you find it for me#i’ve searched what i can but tumblrs search system is GARBAGE#if you find the art: great! if you find the og text post I AM YOUR SERVANT FOREVER#rottmnt leo#rise of the tmnt leo#senor hueso
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art is fun and great until I have to sketch out where to put scales on a fish and suddenly I have completely forgotten how a cylinder works
#my eternal art nemesis. shading is the best colours and layout are great sketching is pretty fun. drawing a stupid distorted cylinder#grid sketch to put scales on? I am going to die!
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finally watched the doctor who movie and it is exactly as gloriously weird as everyone said.
things i did not blink an eye at: goo snake, that regeneration, mcgann screaming "who am i" in just a sheet in front of dozens of mirrors, "lee is the son i have always yearned for", y2k being a thing, the laws of physics falling apart but specifically a glass door, that romantic ass record while the doctor thinks about the master, whatever torture device the doctor gets rigged up in, the master dying again in a seemingly unrevivable way
things i was not prepared for: the master having an american accent
#i am going to be so normal about this#i'm going to eat a rat#eighth doctor#paul mcgann#doctor who movie#if anyone wants to send the eighth doctor audios my way i would be eternally greatful
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I’ve been obsessed, obsessed, obsessed with Raisha for a while now. I know you’ve said little things about her in the past and i want to know what’s up with her/Gerathon if you’d be willing to talk about it.
I really like Raisha as a character, too! We know so little about her, but in my opinion, she's one of the most fascinating characters in the series. Unfortunately, she meets a sad end in A Revised History of Erdas.
All we know about Raisha post-infection is that she was present at the final battle in The Burning Tide, still under Zerif's control and in pretty bad shape. She vanishes off the grid after that, never mentioned again, not even in the concluding montage of Great Beast summoners reuniting with their fallen spirit animals. My retelling offers some closure, but not the good kind.
In my version of events, Raisha is flanking Zerif when he emerges from the ship with his Great Beasts. Zerif, in an act of cruel irony, saw fit to keep Raisha by his side even in her mindless, infected state. Shane, up in the archers' keep with Abeke, hardly recognizes the girl who helped steal Halawir months earlier. Later, she reappears to restrain Abeke when Zerif brings the defeated Redcloak forces to the Wyrm. When the Wyrm is killed and the parasites lose their power, though, Raisha collapses to the ground and doesn't get back up. The Wyrm had pushed her finite body to an extent that it couldn't recover from. Many people and animals in Zerif's army are the same; their possession eventually killed them. The Wyrm was a child playing with toys, the mechanics of which it couldn't possibly understand. Thankfully for it, its parasites could go on controlling a body in the event of an untimely death. Indeed, Stead raises the possibility that Raisha had been dead for some time, and the parasite was only animating a corpse.
Like I've said before, I didn't do this out of dislike for Raisha or anything like that. She was ultimately another victim of Zerif -- a young, lonely, impressionable girl he took advantage of -- and didn't deserve anything that happened to her. I'll always support AUs where she is alive and well. In my eyes, though, her story was always meant to end in tragedy. By the time she realized her mistake and reached for the light, it was too late.
Gerathon, after reemerging in southern Zhong and feeling the loss of her human partner, disappeared into the brush and is currently at large. She is only an adolescent cobra at the moment, hardly a threat... but the Great Beasts are growing, and Gerathon's time will inevitably come again. (I like the idea of her becoming a maneater as she slowly regains her former size and power, terrorizing the locals and gaining a place in their legends.) Who knows how she feels about losing Raisha. I expect, under the excruciating pain that may one day drive her to madness, there is a sweet sense of relief.
#sorry this took so long to get out!#i've said it before but i do not think gerathon would take kindly to being a spirit animal and absolutely nothing can change my mind#if raisha hadn't died of her own accord gerathon would have ended up killing her to escape the confines of their bond#i've talked before ab how interesting it would be to delve deeper into how the great beasts feel ab being spirit animals#no longer independent‚ now bound#even if they love the children they are bonded with‚ do they ever wish to be free? would they leave them behind if given the chance?#i can sort of accomplish this with gerathon‚ who actually loses her human partner#although her feelings ab it are not as complex as the others' might be bc there is simply no way she would accept being tethered to a human#gerathon who once controlled a whole army of people like they were ants would never‚ and i mean never‚ endure a partnership with one#the others all might. even kovo and halawir might come to love theirs. but not her. never her#fun fact: long before i envisioned path of the heroes‚ i had a very different concept of a fourth arc that had raisha as the villain#(truthfully it was gerathon manipulating her)#this was a next gen arc so the four heroes and all the great beast summoners were adults. their kids were the protags#in fact raisha's own daughter was one of these protags#crazy times lol#maybe at some point i'll share those very old plans. it's all hilarious and nonsensical bc i was 13 but#it paved the way for path of the heroes and for that i am eternally grateful. my sacred texts#text#asks#a revised history of erdas#spirit animals#spirit animals books#spirit animals series#raisha#gerathon#zerif#wyrm#abeke#shane#stead
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little whistling abe i'm thinking of u
#mihashi smiles and he's suddenly in a great mood. like ok. i know what u are#or he could be humming#either way he is making a gay little jingle and i am immortalizing it. in my mind palace#for all eternity
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sorry for how slow and sparse I've been getting around to everyone. I'm doing my best but genuinely rn I desperately need to take care of myself instead of always putting others first.
#I've been. not okay mentally or emotionally for a few weeks now.#and I'm eternally grateful for the. like. 2 people that know that and have been so kind and patient with me.#and I feel bad for not giving as much as I want to be to /everyone/ right now and how much I feel like I'm falling behind.#but I don't have the energy or the will rn and I need to be shaken and forced to rest.#I'm so depressed and stressed out and anxious over every little thing rn.#my sense of self-worth is fucking shot and I'm trying so hard to be brave and remind myself people really do care about me.#that I'm not nuisance that I'm not causing problems and ruining everything that it's not better for everyone if I just wasn't in the picture#idk this isn't like. I want to be swarmed with reassurances right now.#it's more of just. I'm sorry. I know my mood is fluctuating and I'm very slow lately.#I promise I'm not ignoring anyone.#I'm just in a not great spot and it's taking a bad toll on me especially when I know how I am trying to appease others.#while giving up my own well-being giving up my own heart.#I just need to rest and take it easy for a bit. I promise everything is fine.#rambling#maybe delete later
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