#eternally yearning for you

[tytangfei]

When we were underwater, why didn't you let me help you breathe even at the risk of dying? I was dizzy at that time. Who would remember? Do you need me to help you recall? I remember. Because I was scared. Scared? Scared of what? You. I was scared of you.

[kdram-chjh]

Cdrama: Lost You Forever (2023)

每个孤零零的夜晚，小夭都会想起相柳 【长相思 Lost You Forever】 #lostyouforever #长相思 #tanjianci #檀健次 #相柳 #xiangliu

Watch this video on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/WRmTJJ2TO68

[enneaisapenguin]

HARPER'S BAZAAR CHINA X x TENCENT x LOST YOU FOREVER — 2023, Yang Zi and Zhang Wan Yi

[daisywords]

thinking about the combination aquarium/library from Fablehaven again...proof that you can and should include cool stuff in your writing just because

[baylardian-1]

kirsten beyer give me more Kathryn And Chakotay Being Flirty And In Love And Hiding It Badly From Their Crew please challenge

[antigonenikk]

"Hell should be the highest name of Love." -Hadewijch

Buck/Bucky

[quackle]

hm. tapping my chin. i could do something more with this fic through another fic actually. if i try hard enough. thinking cap is officially on chat

[vveissesfleisch]

Fandom: Masters of the Air (TV 2024) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Gale "Buck" Cleven/John Clarence "Bucky" Egan, Gale "Buck" Cleven/Marge (Masters of the Air)  Summary:

But no skirt in the world could come close to finally seeing Buck again, to standing out back at his childhood home the night before his wedding while the sounds of a party wafted outside like steam from a fresh-baked blueberry pie. It was a perfect summer evening: not too much heat, a glittering purple dusk, and a flask passed between them in blissful, comfortable silence.

“Thanks for comin’ out here with me,” said Buck after a while. “Needed a little break from all the action.”

“‘Cause you sure ain’t getting one tomorrow,” replied John, leaning against the tall wooden fence with a grin.

Buck chuckled softly. John held his breath. His joy was intoxicating, as precious, sweet, and pure as the first flower after a flood.

“I’m happy for you,” he said, because he was. This was what Buck wanted. This was what made Buck happy.

John would pull the moon down out of the sky to keep Buck happy.

[literaila]

What is your favourite line of yours that you've written ? What is objectively the best fanfic you've ever read ?

at the current moment it is: “your design is not flawed, you were merely wrecked during the creation.”

but sometimes i write some bewildering things to read back and have to reflect on my existence

…this is, unfortunately (fortunately), my favorite fic.

[jadebrightwind]

The feeling of finally being brave enough to attend the party you really wanted to go to…only to find everyone has gone. All that’s left is a dim and empty room with balloons sinking to the ground, half empty red solo cups, the muffled record skipping to a halt, streamers languishing off the walls, and the fan slowly rotating the stale air around a reddish room.

This is what it feels like to try to enter a fandom, to enjoy a passion fully that you couldn’t before when it was at its peak. Everyone has moved on… Well, most everyone. Perhaps, just maybe, the old guard has moved to the backyard, passing a joint between the three of them as they murmur in quiet voices about how crazy that party was and how hungover they will be in the morning. Hushed voices with curled smiles as they discuss the -good- shit - the stuff too intimate and real to share among the cacophony of a crowded room.

Is there room for one more? I brought some chips and some wild stories. I’ll just need a few puffs and some patience to prepare to bear my soul, rationality be damned.

I was there when it happened. I was! Young, timid, watching it catch fire and spin into the air. I didn’t have then what I have now. I was still turning into a person, and this thing - it shaped me into that person. To look back and see the charred lines from where I’ve been, all leading back to that one cigarette smoked and tossed into the bushes. The origin of yearning, what shaped my future fervors into the faces they hold now.

Is it too late? Too late to pay homage to my first loves? To declare the first loves as the eternal? To admit that, seething underneath my skin, deep in the folding of flesh and bone, it pulsed, bloody fuel for the beats of my heart?

I cannot go back, I can never go back. I cannot revive what is dead.

But what if it never died?

[tytangfei]

He really is free and unconstrained.

[kdram-chjh]

Cdrama: Lost You Forever (2023)

But right now, I only want to kiss you…” #LostYouForever #YangZi #DengWei

Watch this video on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/mv4nt-E-hbY

[mudwisard]

zelink shippers are so boring when they look at the text and go 'they are in love with each other'. like, yes but we knew that already. the fact that they are in love is not even close to the top of the list of reasons why their relationship is so cool. get a grip

[feyres-divorce-lawyer]

i will never be the same y’all, i don’t think you understand how irrevocably this has affected me. it’s beyond altering my brain chemistry, y’all i’m having trouble breathing, writing this through tears

[elisaenglish]

Do it, just do it—we were made for flame...

[shadowsbrainrot]

Though I know my heart would break

I'd tell them put me back in it

~

Darling, I would do it again

If I could hold you for a minute

Darling, I'd go through it again

- Hozier