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gunsatthaphan · 1 month ago

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"I love you."

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kyo-mei · 2 years ago

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Dynamic pose and lighting practice w/ Link

#legend of zelda #loz #breath of the wild #botw #link #pose practice #lighting practice #am currently back in my loz phase lezgo #i love botw and totk so much #and link #sweet precious child

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sofiaruelle · 3 months ago

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idk if there's anything you can do about it but someone is using your chappell hot to go art on teepublic & I thought you would want to know if u don't already :(

Nice. love this for me./s

uhhh anyways thank you for bringing this to my attention @hyuckieberry! I’m gonna try to figure out TeePublic’s DMCA takedown request. which is very frustrating since i am from the Philippines. and DMCA is very much bound to just the USA.

for now, if anyone sees this, PLEASE HELP ME REPORT the account.

If anyone is interested in buying the tshirt/design, please consider supporting me, its up on my Redbubble. the only place where i have uploaded the design.

Honestly, simply reblogging and liking this or the original post i made will help immensely.

#narwhal speaks #chappell roan #chappell roan fanart #chappell roan fan merch #I thought i was finally having a good day and i was so proud of myself because i finally managed to get out of bed #after having a fucking relapse #and now this????????#it fucking sucks because the more i look into the DMCA takedown request of TeePublic #which btw very labor intensive and full of legal jargon i am ill equipped to follow #ITS LIKE ONLY FOR THE US????????????#I am currently living breathing in the philippines unfortunately #anyways uuuhhh #i’m gonna go cry and maybe my rage/frustrations can help me figure something out #i’m gonna be sick #hopefully my rage and frustration will keep me from spiralling back into a depressed state lol.#is this what i get for bedrotting for months?#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #fuck me gently with a fucking chainsaw

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kiirotoao · 8 months ago

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:3 baby will (pony edition)

OHNYH UFCJIJFJDNEOKEFGOGKFHDHDHSJAHSHSFKFKFLD 🥺🥺🥹🥺🥺🥺🥹🥺💞💕💓🥺💗🥺💕💗💗🥺💗

Reallycool when I tell you I burst into tears. Usually I’m being hyperbolic but NO I TEARED UP SO FAST

EVERYONE. LOOK AT HIM. NOW.

How dare you send this to me. Personally. You fucking sweetheart. Can I kiss you. On the mouth. Right now. Please. Pleasepleaeppslspelspelslepr

#asks my beloved <3 #he’s so cute I can’t breathe #do you want me to die #I will die #I am currently sniffling IM SO FR #THOSE EYESSHSHSHDJFF #The little hearts too #oh my fucking goooood #I want to hold him in my palms #and CRY #I’m not even adding an image reaction bc I fear I will reduce the ratio on this image #JHDJHRHRJTJTJFJFJEHEGWGWUWIEIFKDKAKHSJDKF #Will byers #Will byers fanart #hold up adding the main tags just in case

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wildsaltair · 4 days ago

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fighting for my life just watching him stand there and exist 😵‍💫😍✨💕

#am i even still alive at this point #he's so beautiful it's ripping my heart out of my chest #currently waiting by the window for him to sweep me up in his arms and carry me to a world where i can spend my life loving him #look!!! at his perfect face!!#those lips were made to be kissed #over and over and over and specifically by me hehehe #the eyes!! that soulful stare that just pierces me every time #every feature is just. flawless #maybe it's because i've spent so many years of my life gazing lovingly at his face but for real #there's not a thing about his face that i'd change <3 #his nose is perfect his ears are so cute even his eyebrows are lovely!#a lovely man lovely in every conceivable way #and his neck hhhhnnnnnnggg #y'all know of my neck fixation so i won't go into it so much #but WOW what i would not give to get my mouth on his neck for two minutes #i live in the warm circle of his arms honestly #day and night that's where my brain is #just getting snuggled up to his chest breathing him in and treasuring him with all the love in my heart #I LOVE HIM #SO SO SO MUCH #i'll never be over him #gladiator #maximus #maximus decimus meridius #gladiator 2000 #russell crowe

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earth2exoplanet · 2 months ago

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Looks like everybody I know is getting weed for Christmas this year 🎄

#im currently in weed prison #the trimming has begun someone send help #i am living breathing sleeping weed #cannabis

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fishareglorious · 10 months ago

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so... apparently I've been writing Sammelweis' name wrong the entire time. It's Semmelweis, just like the doctor Ignaz Semmelweis.

I do wonder if she's going to have a heavy-handed reference to the real-life Semmelweis. Look him up, his story and role in the founding of antisepsis practices is incredibly interesting if you're into medical history like me.

#reverse 1999 #semmelweis #certified storm moments #she's an npc in the rougelike mode that's introduced in the uh... 1.5 patch I think? or is it 1.6 i can't quite remember #i was curious on what her fullbody looked like and i thankfully found this on danbooru #why is your waist so tiny tho. maam your belt is crushing your organs! let your abdomen breathe jfc #you may not know this about me but i really love looking up medical history and pathology. its a really fascinating topic to me #modern medicine is such a miracle and i am intrigued on how things lead to the medicine and practices we currently have. how did #people back in the day deal with certain diseases and what was the misconceptions and what they got right but didn't quite know #the explanation of #jesus the tags turned into an essay of why i like this

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presiding · 1 year ago

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genuinely admire those who were optimistic for dishonored 3 but in this videogame industry climate and [insert a 4hr video essay about arkane's recent history here], honestly, not getting dh3 is good news

#dishonored #arkane studios #i know its silly to meme when the take is nuanced #and i admit that blade is one hell of an aesthetic. but i'm sitting out of this #somewhat being a hater yes. but that is because i am a lover #i dont think its pointless hater-ing though to be critical of something i wish i could love more #my takeaway from arkane is that its better to be not a fan of a company. a company does not make games #a company's staff does. and those staff need to be treated well and given budget and breathing room to make good things #and i have my doubts about that at the moment. very well documented and supported doubts #if arkane is given AAA budget to make a game. it probs wont be another dh. except maybe a remake bc those are 'safe' bets.#ie. dh1 remastered would sell #judging by doto and even dh2 (which i loved even tho its flawed). i dont think arkane really 'get' why dh1 was magical #so im not sure that a third in the series could necessarily recapture it #especially as theyve confirmed they're closing the drawer on the current overarching plotline #this is the hater corner celebration! i am pouring you a drink! [pres why does this look like blood?] we like themes n motifs here!#pres rants in tags #anyway mutuals lets make a fan edition of dh3 for shits n gigs

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magic-multicolored-miracle · 2 months ago

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I am afraid.

For myself as a woman and queer person.

For my clients who are elderly and/or disabled and rely on programs like Medicaid and Social Security.

For my colleagues (and myself) as employees of a nonprofit, especially with Jewish in the name.

For my POC friends. My queer friends and family. My disabled friends and family.

For my friends and family who are teachers and crisis counselors and medical professionals, whose careers and possibly lives will be threatened even more by pro-lifers and conspiracy theorists.

For my friends that are specks of Blue in places that we slowly and with horror watched turn Red.

For this country. For the direction things are going to go. For the light at the end of the tunnel turning out to be the tikitorches of a MAGAt rally.

But I am also here. I love you. I support you. I want to help you however I can.

And I am not going down without a fight.

#personal #post election 2024 #U.S. politics #current events #remember to breathe and to grieve and then to get back up and fight back #I am genuinely scared. I can't pretend I'm not like I did in 2016 #but I'm not without hope yet #(and remember if you're like me and doing okish to still practice self care today. and to check on people in your life who might not be)#(also you know how they challenged 2020? wr can do that too. and in some states have actual evidence to back that unlike them)

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oopsallmabari · 7 months ago

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....why are the youtube comments so mad lol don't y'all like to have fun. don't we like to have fun here

#ari speaks #half of them are 'wahhh this is what happens when you make games WOKE' like. baby. shhhh. it's not dark fantasy enough for you???#like we are allowed to have varied opinions but also idk. dragon age has always had moments of being a lil silly. especially inquisition.#titsicles???? the nug king???? i'm attacking your holdfast with a goat????? cmon now.#we DO get a little silly here and i'm really not opposed to (well-placed) tonal irreverence in a world about to end.#bitch the world we are CURRENTLY living in is falling apart and i am also being a silly fucking guy because it's all i got.#if i lived in thedas irl i'd be in taverns getting tomatoes thrown at me for bad stand-up about kirkwall HAVE SOME FUN LIVE A LITTLE.#also bc it's been so long one has to imagine that they're also trying to grab some new fans here so it does not surprise me #that the trailer is not 'Boo Hoo Sad Times Dark Fantasy Game No. 49' (i say as an enjoyer of depressing dark fantasy)#esp when all of the prior promotional material has been very doom and gloom.#i don't think that just because the game is being marketed like this/that we're switching focus from solas that the game will be #sanitized and not dealing with any kind of fucked up lore and shit. i am holding out hope that we're going to get some cool opportunities #to play in a space that is def dark but can still give room to breathe.#anyway i do not actually giv a fuck (genuine not insulting) if the trailer did not make u excited das ok.#unless you're complaining that it's woke garbage now/so bad because g*ider is uninvolved. if thats the case you may fuck off.#sorry for the tag essay!

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justfranzz · 1 year ago

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Yoga clan

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pilonciillo · 14 days ago

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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety

#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works #why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being #released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy #last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get #panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the #parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to #steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out #all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone #spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli #telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s #nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank #track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the #business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and #video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me #FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s #not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m #much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel #safe #OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she #got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like #that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s #crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull #shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to #mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told #me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check #key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS #allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no #consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way

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anastacialy · 11 months ago

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i do not know how to explain to people that "transmisogyny" is the specific transphobia that trans women + transfems face (often but not exclusively at the hands of cis people), and "transandrophobia" is the specific transphobia that trans men + mascs face (often but not exclusively at the hands of cis people), and that they all come together under the umbrella of "transphobia." these are not opposing concepts nor are they mutually exclusive, to believe in one does not mean non-belief in the other. is there a simpler way of phrasing this. can i be clearer.

#i can't handle that post that's going around accusing everyone who acknowledges the existence of transadrophobia of being a transmisogynist #i want to scream i want to peel my skin off thats not how this works that's not how any of this works #in fact one might imagine that understanding the nuances of all different types of transphobia might make you a better ally to trans women!#what a shock!#to understand that bioessentialism can harm trans women and trans men and nonbinary people and and and #im so tired. the hate campaigns are horrifying and the blatant and aggressive removal of trans women + transfems blogs is AWFUL and specifi #this falls under transmisogyny! we can acknowledge and understand that #right? right!#but that in no way just makes it trans men + mascs fault?? they are NOT the (only - there are cruel people in every demographic) people #who are mass reporting innocent transfem's blogs #it's TERFs and transmisogynists #if we have the nuance to understand that not every transmisogynist is a TERF then we can understand that not everyone who #acknowledges that transandrophobia is real is. a transmisogynist?! hello?? am i alive right now. am i currently living and breathing??#genuinely reading that post doesn't feel real. that is so far from reality i'm nauseated.#txtly #i genuinely don't know how this can be made any clearer.#i'm tired. idk

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altruistic-meme · 5 months ago

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back on my bullshit: looking through and making edits to my doc full of Issues I Have That Haven't Ever Been Looked Into for the doctor. which may prove to be futile but i will not think to bring any of this up + will absolutely try and downplay it if i do not do this.

i still keep joking that i will hand them the papers and go "pick one and we can start there" as well as threatening to walk out if they so much as breathe the word "asthma" to me. hopefully i can actually do these things at the appointment.

and i know. i know that doctors hate it when you present possible diagnoses and that you should let them do it themselves but like. you don't understand. i have had 22 years of not having anything done when i had a health concern, to the point where i stopped even realizing that things were concerning until someone else pointed out to me that it may be a problem.

so im coming armed and prepared and if the doctor refuses to work with me like im an actual person, then i will leave and i will ask for a different doctor. rinse and repeat until i find someone who will actually help me.

#ik this is probably not the best way to do this i do i get that #but for my own sanity and the sake of actually getting things down as they ARE not as i fake #bc i am too anxious about seeming needy or useless or desperate for attention or whatever #then yeah. the doctor is getting my 8 page document of issues i have noticed i have #that have never actually been looked into by a medical professional bc military hospitals fucking suck ass #and i didn't have a choice before #(and then when i did i had too much anxiety to actually DO anything about it until now)#ough.#wish me luck for this appointment guys.#it's not for another 2 weeks or so but still #it's also a new patient appointment which. i assume means looking at current state and family history #more than any of this #but im bringing the doc anyway so they have an idea of whats going on #and again so they can choose a starting point.#breathing issues/gi issues/headaches/tinnitus/allergies #or any of the various mental health issues tho i figure those will be outsourced to someone else #since this is just general medicine lmao #but anyway. pick one and when we get somewhere with that we can do smth else #or if we get nowhere with that. whichever.#shh ac

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ziipzeepzop-eez · 6 months ago

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*kicks door down*

SURPRIIIIIISE SHAWTAAAYYYYYYS

MAMA'S HOME!!!!!!!

#question is #did i ever really leave? 🫦#i'm joking. i did step away for a bit!! ^^ but true to my word - i stalked y'all a little bit like the actual creep i am /j #i can't stay away from my babies for TOO long 🥹#but y'know what's darn funny?#every single time i take a leave i get or i am currently SICK.#and boy oh boy guys #i am . SO SICK right now #it's so bad 😭 i caught strep throat from my little brother but it's metamorphosed into the most horrendous chest cold known to man #i can't breathe @ night #i keep. COUGHING #and the ONLY TIME i feel SOME SEMBLANCE of BETTER is when i'm at WORK #did i mention the w e a t h e r??#thugging it out in 100-105 degree weather in a place w heavy machinery and no ac. just fans and open windows/doors.#s'crazy down here in the south man #but other than that #HIIIIII MY LITTLE TADPOLES 😄😍 *forehead kith for each of you*

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capn-twitchery · 2 months ago

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oh god i've been so busy all day and i still have more stuff to do...AAAAA

gotta get to the next dogsitting job for a dog i've never met before and i'm praying he will not be a pain in the ass. cross fingers for me

#will hopefully be back later but i am already very exhausted #fredspeaks #had to spend a few hours at a family thing & hsve been rushing around packing to be away a few days #but this whole dogsit has been very uncertain & disorganised and i need schedule or i explode #so i am currently exploding a little bit #it's a dog my friend looks after all the time so should be all good. but MAN #i was supposed to be working like all october and all 3 jobs have been messed around #or cancelled #in one way or another #and the lack of solid plans. i die #anyway. breathes. that ends my yelling. for now

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