#i am aware i do yap

[hjemne]

I don't really block people and it takes a lot to get me to finally unfollow someone, in part because it's just easier to keep following and in part because I don't want to just create an echo chamber and not think critically about my beliefs. However. Some people really are testing me. Some people seem to have been put on this earth with the sole purpose of making my blood pressure rise. I cannot tell how many of these guys are posting in bad faith or if they truly do think like that.

[peacockrulz]

N tries to tell another joke (gone wrong)

Sequel to This

[abyssal-ilk]

currently on the things to think about today: if you romance leliana as the warden and you play as either a woman amell or surana, cullen will ask after the warden to leliana when around the war table. a full ten years after dragon age origins, when his last interaction with the warden was wanting to kill all of the mages in the fereldan circle tower. you know, the tower that the warden was once a part of and grew up in.

which works fine if you think the relationship between the warden and cullen was cute! but. uh. feels extremely uncomfortable when you thought the relationship had the potential to be extremely dangerous toward the warden and wasn't cute at all.

[tsukasalover]

I can think of a lot of reasons why I like and have gotten attached to tsukasa more than any other fictional character and i think if i had to keep it simple (or else id be rambling for hours) id say

1. He’s so interesting. I usually pick up the extremely mischaracterized blonde characters anyways but he gets my brain working real hard. its almost 2am and i cant think straight but theres something about his duality that keeps me glued to him and the amount of Layers he has and how removing even one layer or completely ignoring how both his huge ego and kindness + selflessness coexist can really mess up your perception of him. There was something quite short i wrote about how both sides make him. Well. Him. back when his colofes dropped since i was so annoyed at the people Not getting it (while most never even read the STORIES 😁) anf ive been screaming this for a year now Please. Also the way his dream and being a good big brother go hand in hand have captured me. I really like fictional siblings and they fill something personal i miss and Looove looking at the roots of characters. Discovering where this and that and connecting events to what started their behaviors or helped their personality bloom. So seeing saki and toya play such an important role in his life keeps me HOOOKEDDD. I took the bait like tiny fish. Dont regret it. Never will. I like my fictional characters like layered cake. Thats basically how i see them. I had a yummy chocolate cake with so mant layers the other day 🤤 but anyways. I also really like when characters have to learn and grow as people after making really bad mistakes or being straight up assholes so it really took a while even after mainstory but once i got to see more of him with saki and read dazzling i was like. This is the guyyy. Youre mine now lets go. I dont like perfect characters but.. you see.. when characters who have (sometimes way too much) confidence and are dramatic yet are shown to truly be good people who enjoy making others happy… alright.. now im listening… Sign me up…

But really he has almost everything I’ve ever looked for in a character. Starting with the fact that he’s a theatre kid. And blonde. Of course emu nene and rui + more fictional characters have made their way into my heart and ive gotten attached to them on very Very personal levels but when it comes to this Idiot who wants to be a star and reminds me of a dog its something that i dont even know how to explain sometimes. Why is he here? What are you doing inside of my head. Ill never have one solid answer because he takes up too much space in my mind and i become incoherent too often when talking about him.

2. Ignoring my first answer, He is ugly. My favorite punching bag. Cartoon character. Begins floating when he smells pie. I dont know anymore

3. he just like me fr (Which is terrible i dont like that)

[puppppppppy]

i wanna post my skip to loafer art but i cant do it knowing ppl are gonna put it on tiktok and pinterest bc itd be like. bringing an invasive species ykwim

[cozymochi]

watching the timelapse of that platinum jacket back, i can literally see myself toning down the ambition lol. I was going to have his snake tail draped across his lap.

And if im going to give myself one non-petty critique, it would have made it more visually interesting to have done that rather than have it obscured behind a chair. Especially since other characteristics aren’t readily visible, so that’d be the one thing.

Though, I’m pretty sure I knew that. It looks fine, but I could have elevated it and I voluntarily chose not to. Lol not me breaking basic character composition information cuz I didn’t feel like it. Like, it’s not a big damning issue at all, just a small thing I could have done.

Maybe if I was in a classroom or professional setting knowing I’d be graded amongst others, or paid, I probably would have actually went the “u cant be lazy, push it further” route.

But naur, this is just for lolz and i’m doing every step by myself 😩 besides I don’t like working on personal junk too long (2 days is long enough theres a myriad of other things i’d rather be doing)

If all I had to do was draw then hand it off to some colorist I’d be going crazyyy

[sprout-senior]

ever so slightly embarrassing pro tip:

eating is literally so much easier when you make imaginary friends who worry about you and encourage you to take care of yourself

[sweetthinggg]

i will say it does feel a bit strange to me sometimes that many of the femmes i'm mutuals with on here are like 20, bc i'm almost 25 and it's like oh! the person i was when i was 20 was very different to the person i am now. which is not at all to say that any of u seem particularly young or naïve or anything, it's just weird to be aware of, along w the fact that i've been active in queer spaces online and irl for like 10 years now.

idk part of me feels like i should be cultivating a "cool femme older sister who u can come to for advice" vibe on here, bc i have certainly been around the block a few times, but likee several of my younger foomfs (femme oomfs xx) have given me advice on things already so that very much does not seem like the dynamic! plus i think people who position themselves in queer online spaces as a community's mom/older sister/cool aunt/"elder" are often deeply annoying and patronising and not even remotely as wise as they think they are.

idk this post doesn't really have a point i am just rambling and tired..... all this just to say i love u my femme oomfs and i am holding ur hands in solidarity and love from the other side of being in ur early 20s xox

[oli-7]

ugh i got the worst villager T_T

took a peek at my old animal crossing new leaf file a bit back and wanted to make dog-me as a villager . close enough to one . yadda yadda . heres something or nothing.

flat turnaround and mildly pixelated turnaround . there is so little difference but theres a big difference in my heart ..

n some other goofs and gaffs

and i will literally never open this file again . cool . rad . tubular , even .

[hana-bobo-finch]

JUST FINISHED MY STUPID LITTLE PDBC COMIC 🦅🦅🔥🔥🔥 it’ll be scheduled to post on the 13th because the comic is about the briar zome and if you remember The Lore™️, the briar zome can only be accessed on Friday the 13ths so I figured it’d be fitting to post it then been if it means delaying it a bit (wasn’t actually planned that way, it just so happened that the week I finished it was the same week as a Friday the 13th, lucky coincidence)

[digitalcarcrash]

started yet Another mh au fic. its a mall au this time though

[antxnous]

ok I’m complaining abt some heavy shit in the tags cw and tw ahead and stuff but I am actually abt to crash out in class rn

[chronicblackdespondency]

i kind of miss my younger hikkikomori pointless life blissfully unaware of my behavior self. can i go back to that with my current interests please please please can i be parasocial and degen without bullying myself please please

[inkats]

is it autism or is it a symptom of previous longterm social isolation and lack of agency ?

[cozymochi]

Just so I stop bothering others cuz I’ve been super annoying the last few days- (It’s all fun and games but my shame kicks in and I have been trying to supress it), and also because I’m starting to get a little baffled about what I receive, I’m going to be a lot pickier about which asks I actually do respond to.

Unless they’re interesting, relevant (especially this), or seem fun I’m probably just gonna not.. Which almost feels counterintuitive to how I do things nowadays because I admittedly rely on being prompted by others a lot. Especially since trying to muster up the guts to post even the most asinine art I can think of feels like a shot in the dark. It feels almost like getting permission and having a safety net of sorts because I know beforehand that somebody wanted whatever it is I could offer. I don’t really feel useful or involved otherwise. But, I digress.

Don’t get me wrong I DO REALLY LOVE THE ENTHUSIASM, it makes me really happy to see 😳😭 and i’m flattered and super grateful. But, I’m really not like… some all-knowing person, and the more… esoteric the questions get, the less I have to say. If anything at all. There comes a point when I wonder how much is just a joke to gauge a reaction or something rather than genuine interest.

I could be reading too deeply though.

Yeah that’s it really.

[brandn3wc1ty]

i want a princess zelda thats a little silly. a little unhinged. plagued by visions. aware of the cycle and her role in this all (probably the most emotionally damaging realization you could have). a little erratic. but also very tender and she loves her friends very much. she doesnt like the cycle and she wants to go against it but she doesnt quite know how and neither does Link so these two kids are just completely stumped while they slowly crumble under the pressure and only have each other. how would this work???? i dont know. i am figuring that out :33333 because realizing you are literally ONLY alive to propagate and "fix" evil or whatever must be one of the most horrifying things you can realize as a person. i need a trio who dont represent their parts of the triforce very well and resent it because they wish they couldve at least been born blissfully ignorant