#i am a lazy piece of shit
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#i am so exhausted all the time#i am so tired of feeling this way#i want to have energy#i want to do things around the house#as of right now i can barely get up to feed myself#i am glued to my phone or the tv#i am stuck to the bed or the couch#there's so many things i need to do#my few responsibilities are crushing me#i don't even have a job#i just sit on my ass all day#i am a lazy piece of shit#i don't even clean my cats litter boxes when i need to#they go days using dirty ones#i need to clean#i need to do so many things around the house#taking care of our home is my only fucking responsibility and i can't even do that#i just want a clean home#i want a clean and healthy body#i want energy#i want want want and i don't do anything to achieve this#i fucking hate myself i hate my body i hate that i am like this#i just want to function like a normal human fucking being#why can't i just do things#why why why#i am so fucking pathetic and lazy and selfish and then i expect my partner to take care of me and work and pick up all of my slack#i shouldn't be here i shouldn't exist#what's the line#i don't wanna die but sometimes i wish i was never born at all#rant
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fuck you! *burakhovskys your reanimator*
(silly lil screencap redraw,,,,, gotta love medical malpractice yaoi)
#pathologic#oof my art i guess#daniil dankovsky#artemy burakh#burakhovsky#REANIMATOR MENTION ‼️‼️‼️‼️#yes the background for this is just an in game screenshot do not talk to me#I was gonna draw it but this was just for shits and giggles and I am far too lazy for that rn#it’s like three am#I’ll lock into backgrounds for my next patho piece I’m already cooking#anyways I love pathologic and I love reanimator I think that fucked up little scientists are the character archetype of all time#I hope y’all have a lovely day/night if ur reading this :))
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#flight rising#woke up at 3 am feeling like complete and utter shit on every level and immediately made this#dont remember what or where the original comic this is an edit of is#it's the comic about dinosaurs#to be clear this is not an original piece this is a lazy clip art edit of a preexisting image that i did not make
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read the tags !! // officially quit
#⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀#ok first of all why am i writing in tags you may ask#well i find it less awkward to express in my tags rather in the actual post it self since im one hell of an awkward piece of shit hihi#ANYWAY TO THE TOPIC OF ME QUITING#this has been very long due#like i mean everyone has to have seen it coming#specially since i dont post as frequently and j lost most of my motivation#one. because school is my current priority#two. is my personal life !!! i’ve been vry vry busy keeping up with irl frends and also my family#but the main reason had to be my lack of motivation as in its non existent#next topic !!!#i will be deleting most of my asks and random posts soem of which are memorable to me will be rbloged to my personal acc !#ah and yes will i be coming back?#probably will be lurking time to time but who knows i might actually come back on joshuas bday solely to post a joshua mb HAHAHAHA#ilovemyman frr#I WAS SUPPOSED TO POST THIS ON THE DAY JOSHUA ACTUALLY POSTED ON HIS IG#ok im getting sooooo off topic#but like hooray my last theme is actually jjong toram HAHAH#i actually quited before november like the end of oct but i was too lazy to make a post about it hehehe#but luvi knew ofc :>#anyway if were close moots frel free to add me in discord not like im actually really active#@stariaz. 🤓#who knows i might actually take this back if suddenly the little devil inside me decides to revive itself#anyway this is user k-yujin offically(?) signing off 🤓🤓#ALSOOO DOESNT MEAN I QUITED PPLCAN USE MY STUFF W/O GIVING CREDS !!! (ehem ehem my dividers 👁)#please give creds or i will literally come alive#i still have someone who acts as my eyes here even though j wont post no more#guys i have to wake up at 5 am gud night 🤩#also i cut my hair 😶#thabks for 3.4k though 🫵🫵
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I can't do a single fucking chore man I'm so fucking useless I wish I was dead LMAOOOOO
#i have several things i need to do and i just dont#its been months and months that ive needed to clear out my room to paint#and i bought new furniture and its just sitting in the middle of the living room for like two months#bc i just dont.#and i got this stupid fucking litter box and im so dumb and then i wanted to put it where the old was#but there wasnt an open plug so i was gonna find an extension cord and i couldn't so now i wish i was dead#big fucking loser piece of shit#and why the fuck am i taking Adderall#whats it doing for me#nothing like all the others ive tried#i probably dont even have adhd im just a lazy piece of shit lmaoooo jxnddjdjdkdj#chanting kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me#also im fat#'youre not stupid or useless' mom. gun to your head explain why im like this then
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Yesterday, my 12 year old laptop died.
This machine was an XPS laptop. It was in perfect working order up until the motherboard decided to die. I've swapped keyboards, screens, batteries, and a track pad on this thing, all with the help of YouTube. I actually wanted to get this machine repaired until I learned it would be about 3 grand for a repair that might work. There would be no guarantee and it would be hard finding someone willing to work on a computer that old.
I'm paying someone for data recovery because he can do it better and quicker. When that's done and I have the hard drive, I'm going to donate my old XPS. It can still be repaired if you have the right part and enough time. People do. I'm donating it to a program that takes old computers like these, fixes them, and gives them to low income students. This computer will probably last another 5 years (or more). Parts for it are easily purchased on Amazon.
My new computer is coming today. It's the same build, just slightly newer. It will last me another 12 years I hope. I will repair it as needed. Parts are easily available on Amazon. It will do everything I need it to and, when it's time, I'll swap it all over to a new computer from that same series.
Being able to repair my own machines has made me an XPS user for life. It allows me to save money and cut down on e-waste. So many people are stunned that my old computer was 12 (the one I had before this was 15 before it failed). We are so used to a society with disposable technology that it's genuinely shocking to people when someone says they fixed their own laptop.
But why should people try? So many laptops are made so you can't just unscrew and pop the back off. So many computers are made to fail after two, three, or four years. So many computers are made to force you to buy a new one for whatever capitalist bullshit reason.
I'll gladly pay extra for right to repair and a solid build with easily available replacement parts. That's what's important to me.
#dispatches#original content? on this blog?#kiri rambles#in light of recent events#right to repair#the XPS OS/build is not sexy#i went to a corporate chain to ask if they would run a test i can't#they wouldn't open it up and tried to sell me some $300 plastic framed piece of shit#i don't care if it's lighter#i want a metal framed beast that won't die if i take it apart#besides i already bought one#need to add extra memory to it but that's cheap#i needed a computer ASAP and didn't want to wait a month for a custom build#technically i could turn the old one on#but it would cook the hard drive#all the micro soldering is fried and nothing is communicating like it should#i wasn't expecting it to just go so quick#but whatever#i hate corporate computer chains#rude assholes#i don't like building my computers myself#i have made someone a custom rig with as much memory as i can physically shove into the tower#yeah#that sucked#“adult legos” my ass#never again#i will pay someone to do that shit#i am lazy#and i will happily pay people for their skills
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This is the ideal & supported by canon ruikasa dynamic btw
#i swear I have plans to draw these w them I’m just lazy and don’t have time for it but it needed to be said#because it’s funny. sponsored by the WD (or was it vn day?) lines this year on jpnsekai#‘lets go to a cafe together tsukasa-kun’ and then tsukasa is talking abt saki. hysterical. love loses.#not a hate post I think they would act like this even if they were in a relationship#unfortunately all of my drawing ideas r for them because I think they’re incredibly funny whereas I take emunene seriously and would want to#draw a serious piece. instead of shit like this. actually I do have an emunene joke drawing idea I lied.#filing these next to redrawing the ‘nya’ ‘what’ ‘y’know. nya’ ‘stop’ comic (based on the live)#rui and Tsukasa with the demon core & ‘im not a hater’ ‘but I am’ for emunene#i think someone on twitter already redrew I’m not gay greg w tsukasa and rui or else that would be here too
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Hi Liam! (⌒‿⌒) for the ask game: 🧡 and 🔮 ^^
ヾ(^▽^*))) HIYA!!! Thanks for the ask!!
🧡 A color you can’t stand?
I don't like pink. specifically hot pink... im not sure why but the colours make me want to rip my eyes out and it kinda hurts to look at... i know this sounds crazy but i just really don't like hot pink range. _(:з)∠)_
🔮 What’s your dream job?
not exactly sure.. i'm torn between wanting to be a film crew but i also want to be a storyboard artist/illustrator/any job that will let me draw. i love the chaos of being on set but i also love being able to let me do my hobby as a job. both are my passions but there's pros and cons on each side
#got a military recruitment flyer the other day#tempted to join out of pure desperation#but i am actively a lazy piece of shit that hates authority#so no#mailman rants#ask game
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First day of taking my ADHD meds twice a day instead of once (by splitting the dose in two) - surprise surprise, I am actually capable of doing things (and focusing on them) past four in the afternoon! Now let's see if I will still be able to fall asleep when I need to.
#i swear to god every time i think of myself as a lazy piece of shit#for not being able to do something#it turns out to be executive dysfunction#every. single. time#and somehow i am still not capable of accepting that and being compassionate to myself......#random#personal
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send spoons im fucking done with this shit
#this internship is stupid#its useless#but i am stupid and am making a big deal out of it#hence stressing myself#im doing free research for a handful of geriatrics on their pet local environment project#it doesnt have a fucking time limit but i feel like a lazy piece of shit if i take it easy#except. god i could use the rest#BUT my brain is dumb and so i still think that i need to Do Work On Time#lil tam rants#fuck this shit i hate everything
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I cant stand the whole angry cooking and having to sit down as a 'family' at a table where no one talks and if they do its passive aggressive?? Id much rather starve
#like girl i just wanted to make spinach dip#no one is asking you to cook chickem stir fry#besides the fact your lazy piece of shit husband whined that everyone ate and he didn't#not my fault I went outside and grabbed myself something to eat early that day#i am actually annoyed because im straving but I refuse to sit down with them
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it is so scary being someone who was deep in the grindset and had a catastrophic crash and burn and now being in be kind to yourself rehabilitation and seeing my friends who have not had a catastrophic crash and burn keep on rolling. being so proud of their tremendous workload and the stress it causes. and i GET IT. and i've been there and i've worked myself to the bone and i know i CAN do it. and maybe that's just the only way to actually make money and be successful in the usa but unfortunately it will kill me and that's not something i can laugh and roll my eyes and shrug off anymore . :/
#but talking to them about how little i've been up to vs. their 60 hour week with three jobs#and it's not even like they're complaining about it. they're really proud of it and so am i and it's what they want to be doing#idk i feel like a lazy piece of shit !! who is doing nothing and contributing nothing and i'm just so stuck#it's just like. AAAAAHHH#and the one path i know is working myself until i end up back in physical therapy#but im also in a good enough spot that i won't lose my apartment if i don't pick up more hours. so i should probably just shut up
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The anger that I will never have time to do all of the things that I want to do versus the fear that if I had the time I wouldn’t do them anyway
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in a turn of events surprising absolutely no one, i got attached to jasper
#ive written down such an elaborate backstory shit for them and jesse but still missing bits and pieces#scriboozles#jasper thsc#jesse#thsc ocs#also hellour i hadn't posted here in a while help#i am busy with uni shit i have very cringe motivation to do anything else but destress doodle#and drawing things i cant post here lolz#when im free i'll see theee reddit thing too again i am simply a lazy man ahee hee
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tomorrow im going grocery shopping w my mom+grandma this small town will witness the cuntiest little emo outfit ever i think everyone should implode upon seeingme
#for context we live on a mountain and im a lazy piece of shit and there is nothing to DO in this hellhole of a town at the base of it#so i literally never come down im living like a hermit up here just me and my phone and.. family members#and i miss belgradeeeeeeeeee i am a city girl at heart i want accessible shit i want the world in the palm of my hand#for when i finally decide to actually peruse the world#anyways its been so long since i wore any kind of outfit its dire#piksla.txt
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feeling like shit got my ass dragged to the gym. i wanna get in shape but at what cost
#feel like dying why am i so fucking lazy#feeling like a useless piece of dumb shit#rant#why is it so hard to make myself do things through
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