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send spoons im fucking done with this shit
#this internship is stupid#its useless#but i am stupid and am making a big deal out of it#hence stressing myself#im doing free research for a handful of geriatrics on their pet local environment project#it doesnt have a fucking time limit but i feel like a lazy piece of shit if i take it easy#except. god i could use the rest#BUT my brain is dumb and so i still think that i need to Do Work On Time#lil tam rants#fuck this shit i hate everything
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can you tell how sleep deprived i've been
#toilet bound hanako kun#jibaku shounen hanako kun#anime#my art#yashiro nene#hanako kun#hananene#i miss them and their stupid ass antics and drama and#hghhh#internship stuff is killing me
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Y’all I’m cleaning out my junk because my dungeon got really fucking messy, I’m gonna be selling my old stuff at cheap prices, so if you have an apprentice that needs some equipment you can find some here
(Most of the stuff is untouched, I kinda bought it and forgor lmao)
I got:
Brooms(flying)~30 gold
Brooms(auto cleans your house for you)~30 silver, I don’t use them anyway
A shit ton of sceptres~15-20 gold each
Old wands~5 gold each
magical (gold)jewellery~50 gold each
Magical (silver)jewellery ~20 gold each
Wizard robes(didn’t wear them, I wanted to make copies of myself but scratched the idea)
Spell books beginnerlvl ~70 copper
Spell books intermediarylvl ~25 silver
Spell books advancedlvl ~50 gold
Magic rings(enhance magic power/stats/etc) ~20-40 gold
Magic swords(I killed a knight legion, they had OP shit but had no idea how to use it) ~60 gold
Enhanced magic knight armour~80 gold per set, I don’t sell pieces individually
Scrying glasses/black orbs ~90 copper each, I don’t scry often
Time seal scrolls(you throw it at stuff and it makes a barrier around it, stopping the time inside, good for food preservation) SINGLE USE~10 copper each
Time seal scrolls(same thing) 20 USES~ 20 silver each
Time seal scrolls(again same thing) INDEFINITE USE BUT CAN ONLY BE USED AT ONE OBJECT/LIVING THING IDK AT A TIME ~10 gold
A pran of cingles(really crispy chips, definitely not a can of Pringles)~1000 gold
NO REFUNDS
Hope y’all buy these, I have no idea where to put them
#yk what fuck you#wizardposting#unmatched stupidity#harold#wizard#dumb shit#shadow wizard money gang#wizard posting#dungeon sale#wizardblr#wizard island#wizardcore#wizard buisness#wizards#wizard internship#sword and sorcery#magic#i love hashtags#sexy wizard money gang
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The weird pang of sadness remembering a movie I was assigned by my late professor. Ugh.
#☆°•#Coming up on a year since his death and I feel embarrassed to admit how much it impacted me.#I felt like I had someone looking out for me.#I'll probably email my other professor asking for any internship opportunities he's heard of. idk if thats a faux pas or anything.#If it is he had me for 2 years and knew me well enough to know I'm honestly kind of lost and stupid in the social world.
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i hate how predictable my brain is sometimes. like what do you mean i'll get stuck on something teeny tiny that isn't really that memorable to anyone else AGAIN rather than thinking about literally anything else
#emily talks#had my big end of internship presentation for everyone at the school + my supervisor at the uni#and it went so well and i'm really happy about it#HOWEVER my stupid brain will just not let go of something that didn't even have to do w the presentation itself#like literally my supervisor and my boss were talking about “german kebab” sold at lidl in the uk and how silly that was and i brought up#that that's because of kebab as we usually eat it in germany being invented in germany by turkish immigrants etc#my supervisor (greek) looks me dead in the eyes and says hold it right there. you know they ate kebab in turkey long long before that right#like i KNOW but that's not what i MEANT and i know i'm actually right about what i was talking about. i googled it afterwards#i know it's so irrational and he probably doesn't even remember but that split second of him thinking i was dumb as shit#would not leave my brain even though everything else went so well#and i just hate that even though my rational brain is done w my anxiety's shit my anxious brain just won't let it go
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#the urge to just...not get dressed and not go to my internship and just curl under my covers for 6h#and i *love* my internship and the young people i work with#but stupid things are stressing me out and im making a big deal out of it#masking x100 today#4 days and im off for a week#but then i go back to school 😭#personal
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i need some sort of project or else something will happen
#if i had a stupid full time job i could burn myself on it but i only got this fuckass part time internship#i guess i'll pick up crochet again in the meantime
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dangly earring :)
#jacksepticeye#septicart#just like art#hello!! its been very busy but also not but also is#ive got an interview for an internship at a lab and im volunteering at the zoo again!#and uni!! and driving lessons!!#and im going for an mri sometime soon!! for my stupid ankles!!!#very busy#anyway!! good night!!!
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I'm having a panic attack and I want to go home and I'm too incompetent for this position and I want to quit and I want to stop existing and I don't know what to do right now because I'm trying too hard not to cry to be able to do any work and. And I hate myself.
#i want to work at home im feeling too watched#and i genuinely dont understand things anymore. im unfit for this internship. im too stupid#i dont know what to do#[internship talk]#vent
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#i just feel so bad...#it's stupid and i know it... but yeah basically this is my last yea of uni and i feel so... lost?#my classmates all want to do the same thing basically and I just can't see myself doing this#I'm probably overthinking but yeah. i can probably do an internship in another field but they need to accept me in the first place#or i can just do something else entirely but idk...
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I've always been a coward
And I don't know what's good for me
#Sighhh#Ouch.#I miss my mom#I miss my sister#I miss my lover#I hate long distance relationships#I hate talking over the phone#I hate hearing how much he likes other people#I hate that his friends make me feel threatened#I just want to feel better#I hate how cool she sounds i hate that she's clearly bisexual and probably uses she/they pronouns and has cool hair#I hate that she is on the same meds as him as if that's something to be jealous about#I hate her great taste in music i hate that they live in the sane building i hate that she sees him everyday and i don't#I hate that she knows my full name i hate that his friends misgender me i hate that his mom never texts me anymore i hate that his dad#Gets drunk i hate that he's the closest ill get to a real dad i hate that my lover gets an alive dad while my dad is dead i hate that he#Loves his family more than me i hate that he doesn't understand i hate that i am getting up early because of him i hate my stupid#Office job i hate applying for internships I hate loud rehearsals I hate being an activist I hate being a leftist it's all too hard!!!!!!!!#I hate going home but I hate staying here i miss my bed but I love my room i want to drink sugary drinks everyday but I hate going to#The dentist#Uhhh anyway#for my archives :]#from the couch#fire boy#Spotify
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i'll take a moment to thank, from the bottom of the heart, all the friends and the people i don't even follow for leaving tags on my art. special shoutouts to those who share thoughts about it and compliment my designs. you have no idea how much that means to me
#if you've followed me for a while. i say this frequently. but because i need people to remember#i know people who reblogged my latest art for the poseidon design don't follow me#but some comments i read on it brought me joy. people who say my designs are great. who see things i myself didn't even consider#they get a special thanks. it's stupid. once my internship starts. if it does anyway. if all goes decently. i'll stop having time for mysel#i'll stop having time for art. because i'll have to follow the house and family drama bullshit while also working pretty much#which is something i've never done. working i mean. so i'm scared#but i'm even more scared as stupid as it sounds. that i'll stop being creative. and that i'll stop drawing altogether#it's a thought that has brought me to tears multiple times lately. i know it might not be the case. but i know that life will require me to#step away from art and fully embrace what i studied instead. against my real will but that's details#anyway. i digress. the post is and will stay about being grateful for the people sparing good and kind words on my art#i treasure all of them. january was a burst of inspiration because my head knows i won't be able to be this way and have this time anymore#and it's been shooting me down a lot. but these tags remind me that at least for the time i've been here#for the time i've given art and taking my chances sharing it here. the words prove me it was all worth it#so i'm grateful. to all the people who have supported me and spared nice words. mutuals followers and nonfollowers alike#i don't think people realize how much their words meant to me. so i like to remind people#even if this reaches nobody and even if it's just me talking to myself at 1 am for my timezone anyway
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girl from high school is STILL talking shit about me... girl get a fucking life
#she said she could get a full ride to my uni....#and was saying that i was fucking stupid#girl okay#like not only did i get a full ride to my uni but i have a job in my future field and an internship set up for the summer#like YAWN get new material
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#bro why is everyone growing up and away and trying to figure out their lives and careers and loves#and im just sitting here missing them?#like sure im trying to figure out mine too we're all that age so I don't resent them for it#but why don't they miss me? why don't they feel empty when they haven't talked to me in a long time?#like. didn't they feel very light and happy after talking to me like i did with them don't they have a bad day and think that oh ill#talk to me and it will all feel okay even if it isn't just for a minute?#oh ny god i feel so pathetic asking this but like why am i suddenly crying now???#like my bestf. she's so busy in her new internship in mumbai that she can't be bothered to text me back#a simple yes no question for days. like i understand you have cool new office and work and friends and your stupid fucking ex#that you couldn't stop crying about to me living in that city with you but what about me? what about us?? what about you saying#that you're my first bestfriend i haven't told this to anyone else this is forever everyone else judges me but you're the best#like i just feel like if you're going to leave me then don't fucking say shit like that to me??#okay oh my god this is so irrational but i literally can't stop crying and it's definitely pms like i checked#she's not even leaving she's just suddenly busy and adjusting it's only been like a month#but i hate this stupid fucking knife like fear that as soon as someone is a little busy or seems like they're pulling away a little my#brain is like okay they hate me they're going to leave me so pack your bags we're leaving first#like i know a better solution would be to just tell her that hey dude i fucking miss you and i saw this show and remember how you used to#love peter kavinsky because he was adorable and i want to sit and watch it with you and just why aren't we back in school#where we are basically forced to hang out for like 7 hours because im so sick of only seeing you like once in 2 months for a few hours#like i know it's not your fault and we're just growing up and in different directions but just please like five more minutes can you stay#i don't even have the confidence to say anything to her lol she's my only friend like if even she gets mad and leaves#but i know that's not how healthy relationships work. and ugh my sister is so fucking far away i can feel it everyday#in the 5 and a half hour time difference. i hate this i hate everyone everyone has to go so far away#i hate living in this empty fucking house and being responsible for my own emotions fuck this isse accha toh living with dad hi hai#atleast when im there there are only 2 emotions anxiety and boredom. now i have a whole house to myself to cry whenever I need#for however long i need in a locked room. really looking forward to adulting haha i can see just see myself succeeding so well🙄#man this is crazy im gonna go do jumping jacks or something so this comes and goes faster#umm#dni
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#starting to feel Real Anxious about my final assignments im so fucking stupidjfkddi#naurr cuz i feel it it my stomach this is NOT looking good i dont know how im gonna make everything but i just know that i gotta find a way#djdkdkdj this is NOT LOOKING GOOD I REPEAT I THINK im gonna get into an anxious episode which means im gonna feel like im about to have a#heart attack during the entire time im awake and im not gonna be able to sleep bc of it#nxnxxjdj this is great!!! and tem what's funnier is that i set myself up cuz i HAD time i HAD TIME i just didn't have the will#whats tem omg but anyways i feeeel it i feel it im gonna start feeling so bad tomorrow#ughim so fuckiggndn stupid#need to write an 8 page internship report due Thursday#a two page final assignment for history class due Wednesday#a group thingie due friday... i dont know if im gonna have the brains to write all of this during three days cuz tomorrow i wont have time#i have classes during the afternoon and night and i need to make a presentation for this other final assignment due tomorrow night so the#morning is gonna be about doing that lmfao im so cooked cuz i dont really have an easy time writing i hate writing specially academically s#like i hope i die i hope i get ran over or something#jfkskd came back to jot down that i also have a portfolio to turn in on friday lmfaooo
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i actually hate eveyrhing
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