#i am a grad student and i am tired
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klaissance · 1 year ago
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@ v*ltron what if they had smooched a little huh? what then?? you scared to find out???
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ribbittrobbit · 10 months ago
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The adventures of the Wizard Sorrow & Boshi (working title): a WBN Umora OC comics collab with @yeehawpim!!!!!
Pim did the story + layout and then let me run wild (and pop in at odd hours with questions about Boshi's design) See Pim's mad composition genius + OC lore over here Sorrow lore here & here
👀 more to come perhaps 👀
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grison-in-space · 8 months ago
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Horrible: last day of conference. consider skipping because exhausted.
except it has the gall to be interesting. disgusting. AWFUL. jail for conference for 10,000 years
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senlinstudies · 1 year ago
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19.11 | sometimes a day is just:
(various methods of transport) (therapy) (too much time spent on finding a coffeeshop to study in) (work on assignment) (various methods of transport) (home)
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transmechanicus · 4 months ago
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I’m allowed one (1) vent of the colossal amounts of pressure my body and mind are under per month and i usually do my best to bury it in the early hours of the morning, so now that i’ve provided this valuable and important context:
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#my stuff#i need to be beaten to death i need to be eaten alive i need to be slashed and stabbed and burned to ash#nothing i do will ever EVER be enough to make up for the existential guilt that gnaws at my soul#i’m hungry i’m tired i’m stressed about work and the safety and well-being of my family and friends#i miss my goddamn ex over a year after the end of a 6 month relationship like a pathetic wretch#i will never be pretty the way i wanted to be as a child and can only make myself enough of a freak that i don’t care#i want to be brutally harmed so the flesh of my body will show a fraction of the damage i feel inside#these wounds do not heal no matter how much i try to treat them with friendship and food and music and life#it is all insufficient. i was not supposed to live this long.#i try every day to be kind and to make the world a better place so that maybe just maybe i can say i earned the right to live that day#it never feels like enough. it probly never will#i’m so angry i’m so sad i feel incurable lonely no matter how much time i spend with friends#as soon as the call is over or i head home the darkness washes right back in and i feel like an abandoned cat on the roadside again#i want everything to be okay. It’s not right now#i want everyone i love to be warm to be safe to have enough to eat but I AM NOT GOD#i can’t fix everything no matter how much it makes me writhe inside#i’m a broke fucking grad student with a useless fucking project and they should bury me alive in the field research camp#perhaps a vegetable would cause less despair
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wandering-wolf23 · 3 months ago
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I am so tired of the Gaza spam bots. I'm broke. I have a real horse and I'm thinking about adopting a Deaf cat. I don't have the money to throw down holes that I don't know the bottom of.
Any scammers reading this, fuck off.
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midnighthieves · 2 years ago
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Exploring new cafe + revision
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fairyhagmother · 9 months ago
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Anyway. Meeeee :3
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sweetandglovelyart · 1 month ago
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I probably won’t do this since I don’t think I’d have the time for it because of grad school (and I don’t really feel like my art is worth people paying for lmao) but I’ve been kind of thinking of maybe opening up commissions to make a bit of extra money. Probably won’t do it since I need to focus on finishing my dissertation but it’s a thought.
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cryptic-corvids-blog · 10 months ago
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for me, the scariest feeling is wanting something because then it leaves me open for disappointment. wanting something so much is so vulnerable because it pushes me to put myself out there, to take risks. it’s so much safer to not want anything because then i won’t be disappointed, but i can’t help this deep feeling of want.
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ladypoltergeist · 1 year ago
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so being a grad student isn't as fun or romantic as I thought it would be
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backpackingspace · 2 years ago
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Okay but obi wan and Palpatine definitely have regular hate tea sessions those few years of anakins apprenticeship
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poolsidescientist · 2 years ago
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I think one of my biggest fantasies in life is being able to live somewhere/with someone that I can come and go as I please. Have my own car, not have to rely on other people or explain why I can’t be home of take care of people/the dog/etc. at all time. People think I’m greedy for wanting a well-paying job but having to take care of people you’re dependant on is really shitty and money would 100% solve this problem.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago
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#i started the semester off with such a level head but ive walked myself further and further toward i ledge i can feel crumbling#out from under my feet. i sit in small rooms where i feel the stress radiating from my chest down into my limbs. disappating into the floor#it makes me want to run and run and run but im so tired and the sidewalk is icy slick. and i feel like im at the limits of my abilities#and i know every grad student has that worry but what if its true. that i have a void behind my eyes and not enough depth of thought#anywhere it matters. how am i supposed to operate in this system when i can barely string together the words to understand what im reading#and itll never be any easier. what if im at my functional limit? what if i caught fire and burned away to ashes? what if i screamed and#kept screaming until someone told me patch up the open wound in my chest? what if i just stopped?#what if i could just let go of any need to feel like i have a purpose? what if i could just live? and feel the wonder of the things around#me. let go of all my emptiness#move at a pace that isnt breaking my neck. feel anything close to joy or if that's too much to ask then let me at least feel stable. just#for a while. just a little while.#and i know itll b fine. and i know im just being whiny bc things are hard and theyve been hard and theyll always be hard bc i refuse to make#things easy. but i just feel like im standing alone on a beach where the water's been drawn too far back#and i can see it rushing toward me faster than i can run. im just waiting for the tsunami to wash me away to nothing#unrelated
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a-mythologynerd · 2 years ago
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AHHH My MA paper has been officially approved and accepted for my program!!!
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compulsiveobsessing · 3 months ago
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looking at my class schedule for next semester and i do not know how i can structure job hours around this lmao
the only way to get me to 32 hours is if i work every day except for sunday and tuesday (which i will have three classes on)
sure i could do it but i feel like id be kinda miserable lmao
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