#i always say this but yaknow
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#limited life#life series 4#session 7#trafficblr#tangotek#impulsesv#skizzleman#team TIES#im making my session 7 meme post and this one deserves it's own#memes#the way it goes from absolutely heartbreaking#to them full out yelling and screaming at each other#is my fav part#hate them#/lie#i always say this but yaknow
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What do you think wander lore would be like if we had a third season ?
i really don't know, it would depend on how much of his backstory was ever intended to be revealed. like he gets close to talking about the other names people used for him in the past, and he's excited to show sylvia what he was up to a thousand years ago, but like, would we get an explanation for that little shaking wander he's so afraid of in the wanders? would we get to know what made wander so helpless he wanted to make sure nobody ever felt that way again? would we see a home planet, or a family, or any old traveling companions? or is he doomed to be vague because it makes him more magical?
honestly i think it would probably include like. a couple of little lore-drops to expand on a little more, but it wouldn't leave the audience without like a hundred more questions. i think the speculation is really fun, anyway, so i dunno if i would rather know his full life's story or if i'd rather keep guessing at whatever is most interesting to me. im just like these people except cooler and less wrong (slash j)
and tbh i don't have any real headcanons for wander's actual origin point because everything i think about feels a little unsatisfying and makes him a little too dr who. in my head, wander's been around for however long it takes the universe to forget the imprint of whatever brought him into existence in the first place, and that's all i can speculate on without feeling like melodie and her expansive tale of family and feels or whatever
#ask#wander#wander over yonder#txt#rambling#idk like. it would be cool to know where he came from but the show says to your face like... speculating is kinda the farthest you'll get#and im ok with that for the most part. its fun to think about but after a second i always realize i'm taking the story from somewhere else#and repurposing it to be for wander and like i dont especially wanna do that. he's got so much going on. its gotta be weird and unique#and i just dont have the capacity to write a good weird unique backstory for my man wander bc he's such a complicated little guy and id have#to account for every one of those wanders inside him#ANYWAYYYYYYYYYY#also i hear a lot of people talking about how they think he was a prince or something important#i think thats a load of hooey myself. that is a working class man who is homeless by choice. hes not living in his van the way a trust fund#baby lives in their van#yaknow
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justice league beach party but i only drew halbarry. *passes away*
#hal jordan#barry allen#halbarry#green lantern#the flash#dc#my art lol#i’m full of emotions#dont have the patience to color things#i always come back to them i can never escape 💀#oh yeha barry wears a t shirt cause he’s a little insecure abt his lichtenberg scars but he’ll never actually say that yaknow like#hal will be like: it’s cause of ur scars isn’t it.#and barry always laughs at him like that’s the stupidest shit hal’s ever said in his entire life and changes the subject#hal looks at the camera like the office
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no matter how hard i tried i couldn't get this piece to work w full color and lighting so ur just gettin this instead </3 reigen's somewhere off-camera with his head in his hands wondering who FUCKING hurt his kids
#qkdraws#id in alt#not as obvious without color so that's teru who's lying on mob btw#no color Also takes away the fact that mob is wearing reigen's stupid bear (???) sweatshirt#yaknow that one w the Fucking Thing on the front.whatever the hell it is#i think it's rly funny that he gave his first one to an Alien and he just.bought another one. of the same design#he liked it apparently#and now it's mob's.i Do make the rules and i say so#u can tag this as terumob btw idrc#i usually see them as platonic or qpps but whatever floats ur boat :]#btw i always draw teru w his intro haircut but he's almost never pre-mob teru#i just like his first haircut so i draw that one. a lot more fun to draw than the others too#i think that one fits him the best <3 i miss his intro haircut ..#kinda bummed i didn't get this to turn out how i wanted but ! tryin to work on letting my art be unfinished and unpolished#and bein like.okay w posting stuff like that#maybe one day ill color a sketch and Not line it ...................woahjay slow down#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#mp100#teruki hanazawa#mp100 teruki#mp100 mob#mp100 shigeo#shigeo kageyama
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I'm not done talking about deadpool (I never am) but I wish they did him "uglier". Wade takes off his mask and it's like ok he has a skin condition, bald and have those damn big brown eyes. For all the jokes about his appearance (which I don't think there even was one in deadpool 3 thank god) he doesn't look that bad. In the comics you get a more "horrific" look to him, with scabs and wver changing scars. If they wanted to actually go through that path, they could even make him wear white or yellow sclera lenses. Wade could and should be muuuuuch more terrifying looking.
#it's feels a bit bad complaining about this bc i dont want to say ugly in like attractive just yaknow ugly#but they didnt even touch on his schizophrenia and always make too many jokes about his csa but well#im happy with the movie deadpool we have i think i shouldnt be too stuck on the possibilities#i love wade and every version of him ❤️#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine
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i once saw someone contrast miko.fuu by claiming that f.uuta’s individualistic while mi.koto is not, but i would argue that miko is the one who puts himself first in his mind in most situations…….??? ?
#lem text#🧯 cue-to-cue <3#🎞️#LIKE OK OK I KNOW THE WHOLE THING THAT PUSHED MIKO TO MURDER IN THE FIRST PLACE WAS LETTING HIMSELF BE USED BY OTHER PEOPLE#but LIKE in the grand scheme of things he was always doing all of it for his *own* future benefit. right. Y’KNOW#he ACKNOWLEDGES that his job is harmful to him but goes along w/ whatever’s asked of him with HIS career in mind . yaknow .#even when he worries about being a burden it’s more about his own pride & value of independence right??? yes???#f.uuta is also tricky because like. she’s Unable to fit in easily so she acts the opposite n pretends to be independent and uncaring#but all of her actions were; at their core; driven by her want for community? yes??#LIKE the First thing she does in mlgrm is try to rally everyone together to try and escape and she’s shut down so she becomes distant#liek take the timeline convo with k.azui where he gives f.uuta a bank robbery scenario and asks what she’d do#the exchange is obv meant to communicate ‘ooo f.uuta is reckless and acts without thinking’#BUT she says she’d try to take down the culprit *to protect everyone else* even if she wasn’t entirely sure it was safe#see if miko was in that situation he’d Run FNDKDN he’d be thinking about his own safety!!!!#they both try to connect with others in mlgrm; you CAN see that miko DOES enjoy being around the others but he also expresses-#multiple times that he also views it as ways to make liek. networking connections. and he acts polite and friendly for reputation’s sake#he IS a RIDICULOUS people-pleaser to the point where it RUINS his LIFE but he was doing it for his dream yaknow.#‘all i did was dream’ ‘my life wasn’t supposed to turn out this way’ blabla you understand are u seeing what i mean#i guess an important detail is that he’s prioritizing his *future* self instead of his *present* self but it is still himself#obviously they’re very complex characters and cannot be fit into black-n-white boxes of ‘Does Things For Other People/Does Things For Self’#but i think it’s important to see that miko’s actions are not one-to-one indicative of his mindset. or something. YOU GET IT? QUESTION MARK#anyway good morning EHFKNZ <33 shaking these two around at top speeds.
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i think im allowed to assume someones consuming their kinks in a harmful-to-others way if I have first hand experience with them sexually abusing me, personally.
#do i think they always do it in a harmful way? no. because i dont see the world in black and white. statistically thats impossible#but i think its safe for me to assume the worst in this situation with this specific person. personally#instead of trying to make me second guess if i should be so harsh on my abuser and keep my arms closed entirely maybe#we should be confronting them on being a better person for once#yaknow instead of insisting that i need to heal or change or whatever and the fault all lies in me and never in them#food for thought#i promise me being disturbed by and wanting to avoid certain kinks isnt worse than them being sexually abusive. like i really promise.#if you think i do more harm being uncomfortable than they do by sexually abusing ppl then idk what to tell ya#and a lot of the kinks that make me uncomfortable and i try to avoid are the ones they have#forgive me if trauma makes me weary. i mean fuck dude it takes years for me to even feel like i can trust someone enough to be my friend#now you're telling me i hafta jump all the way to trusting ppl wont misuse their kinks towards me? im sorry what world do you live in#i already dont trust a lot of cis men for that reason it doesnt suddenly change just bc you're queer. i gotta know you're not#a sexually abusive creep to even BEGIN to touch the subject of kinks w you#which explains why me and my abusive ex never got that far in that conversation 😒#cis men have a lot of kinks that just hearing them makes me suspicious because personally i have lived with a cis man who sexually#abused me and was very secretive about his kinks and is the type of person to act one way but then is secretly a pos#so yeah im a little fuckin weary dude. im not assuming people with certain kinks are bad by default but id be lying if i said certain#kinks dont make me a little on edge to hear about someone having. and i'd probably take an even longer time sussing that person out#sorry but i just dont need to be sexually abused again. and for me rn avoiding that is being weary of certain things.#a lot of it is context too... a group of people pretending to be super familiar with me and wanting to dive into kink stuff right away bc#we're all queer so it should be Fine and want me to come to their place that i need to take a car to at night.... yeah gonna pass#but thats why im saying a good long ol' sussing is needed for me to feel ok. if you have an issue with me needing to feel like i#can trust someone to be around them thats just.... really weird. obv i cant always control that but i mean specifically situations i can#obligatory: none of this has to do w kink in public or anything this is all about my own personal life
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also i dressed mal up so pretty and for what? to have karlach boink her on the head and take videos of her pretty corpse? 😩
#the bg3 adventures#oc: maleane#can only think about that sound bite luxeria always uses where dr. strange says 'deranged' sdfdsf#also i loaded this save specifically for this location#and in the end wanted to make a couple of gifs with them just smooching#(yaknow as they did before the disaster)#but then i found out that at that point mal can't even kiss astarion#because it was before his confession noooooooo
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(Sandalphon voice) It's all about the freedom the choose and being true to yourself... some people want to choose to inherit the coffee cafe they love... some people want to choose a different gender... some people want to choose to ruin their coffee by making it wrong...
That's the summary of his Grand FE, 100%
It's about free will! free will to have a nice place to take care of, free will to explore your gender identity, free will to be wrong,
#ichareply#ichafantalks gbf#anonymous#ichablogging gbffe#like also not to be emo but i love love that Granblue is really taking a time to say 'trans right is part of our thesis' yaknow?#like if Granblue's thesis is all about free will and about being true to yourself and loving yourself for who you are#and helping one another and always be able to come back when you go on a wrong path ect...#and not to mention the bigger political threads like the themes of the dragon weeps by daylight#but it's SO NICE that therefore Granblue went 'and respecting trans rights is part of this thesis'#because this freedom and free will and self love is everything the game has been about#you're free to do everything. Even fuck up your coffee.#ALSO love that in the same FE Sandalphon looks tenderly to the trans women helping an egg because of how they fit this thesis#he also gets to have a rage moment (while trying to be understanding) about bad coffee preparation#like something hysterical for newcomers to see Sandalphon be 'Trans rights are cool! But don't fuck your coffee up.'#anyway. Granblue.....
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I've yet to listen to the entire album because ive always been terrible at being a fan of any band or artist but i have listened to God's Plan and that shit rocks hard Eureka vibes and im here for it
#mother mother#*posts about mother mother without naming them as if i post about them all the time*#but seriously eureka is my fave and always will be and God's plan is sooooo eureka coded musically#idk what the album sounds like but i hope it's more eureka LOL#i like their other stuff (not a fan of inside.......) of course but#eureka is one of Those albums. yaknow?#changed my brain chemistry type albums#one time i was listening to the college radio station and thought huh this sounds like MM#and the dj at the end was like and that was Monkey Tree from MM's new album and i went THEIR NEW WHAT#im not lying when i say im a terrible fan lol#'they are my favorite band! i know none of their names. one of the girls is molly. idk which one'
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see im terrible at responding to messages but that's because if I am even a little unsure how to respond to something I convince myself I'm Going to say the wrong thing and it'll be super weird. so I just dont
#frankie fucks about#not even the other persons fault usually. ijust do not have a lot to say that isnt my own things yaknow. im thw worst at responding ever#i overshare when im stoned sorry. i think everyone is always 10seconds from bullying me
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Lil rambling bout how Alec was as a kid. One word, troublemaker. But, in a good way??? Like, he is also very precious, friendly, and kind that it cancels out how much of a troublemaker he can be until he does something to remind that: "Oh yeah this kid can be a headache sometimes."
During class he can be well behaved, can be, which is only sometimes. He's not the, I'm going to disrupt the class misbehaving type but it also lowkey disrupts the class anyway (He loves asking questions, at first his questions will be on topic but if you let him ask questions for too long it'll end up getting derailed.)
He's just a really curious and incredibly talkative kid. The moment Alec talks to you prepare listen for hours on several topics (cuz he jumps from topic to topic he can barely stay on track, he will try if you tell him but... dont count on it). Bubbly and cheerful too like, he's like a golden retriever combined with a samoyed.
At some point, Alec became their school's lil unofficial mascot cuz nearly everyone knows him. And it's a reputation split between "annoying" and "lovable." Also don't mistake his kindness as being really nice, he's kind, but he can be mean too if you're mean to him as well. (Which is not a good thing unless you're prepared to have an earful of angry ranting from a kid that won't shut up. he can practically insult you without using that many harsh words. also it may end up as a semi-rap he'll be talking so fast with barely any breaks in between).
Don't even try to get physical with him as well, he knows martial arts (if Ray's parents enrolled him in acting lessons, Alec's parents got him in martial arts training. In their defense, it can hopefully help spend some of Alec's seemingly unlimited supply of energy. And hey, Alec enjoys it too anyway!)
Basically, Alec is a very sporty kid! He loves doing physical activities a lot more than studying... You can see where that went for him (he only gets barely passing grades up until Ray started helping him out with it which thankfully improved that a bit!)
Ray on the other hand is like the complete opposite of Alec in that he's very shy, not at all good with groups and talking to practically everyone unless he's close to them. These two are a great combo where Alec helps Ray in terms of socializing and physical activities, while Ray helps Alec in terms of studies and keeping him in check (making sure he doesnt get into too much of a trouble).
#aria rants#ariaoc#ariaoc: Alec#ariaoc: Ray#theyre the duo ever#i have so much to say about em again now dammit#like how ray was somewhat of a perfectionist in the stuff he does#and how ray is one of the smart kids cuz he doesnt wanna be a disappointment to his family#and how he was so jealous of alec at first for being able to do the things ray can only dream of#until the two talked about tht and alec was like: you're incredible too yaknow! you can do the things that i cant do! and besides#we can help each other from here on out so! ill be relying on you until then hehe! and you can always rely on me too!#and also i have another snippet planned of the two featuring their childhood and adult selves again too and like grgrrgjfvhgcjdfcfv#gone feral again all cuz of alec and ray theyre unbelievable your honour#also also like alec's height rn is 6'3 and ray is 6'1#but when they were kids ray was taller than alec... alec was tiny bro... he was like kel. tiny as a kid yet suddenly growth spurt#im shaking you gently. beaming the image of baby ray hiding behind baby alec when ray is taller than alec#wai you cant have the image yet actually cuz i havent drawn em dammit#think of a kid with short black hair and dark brown eyes (thats ray)#now think of a kid with long red hair that reaches his shoulder and has it tied as a low ponytail with light blue eyes (thats alec)#now you can imagine ray hiding behind tiny alec!
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I'm going absolutely feral thinking about Beastie. Oh my god. I just want it to hold me in it's palm and look at me with it's loving unseen eyes. And make little silly chirps that come from different alarms to show happiness. Fucking sobbing at the thought of this big ass creature being gentle.
#🔈; my grotesque songbird#i need to sleep unrelated#anyway teehee#(for anyone new or doesn't know: beastie is what i call this f/o as to not be seen in it's main tag since there's little content as is.)#(the f/o is daeH neriS. yes i wrote it backwards i'm sorry.)#i'm not ashamed of my sweet creature i just don't want people outside of the community to see me being gay for it yaknow?#gush post#yearning post#anyway back to what i was saying. like sure it's body may be 'gross' and it probably doesn't always smell nice or isn't clean all the timE-#-BUT I DON'T CARE!!!!#god i just want to kiss it's palm. or twisty neck...necks?#or just anywhere. fucking love this beastie.#OH MY GOD I SHOULD MAKE AN AU WHERE I'M ALSO A BIG/SLIGHTLY LARGE MONSTER/CRYPTID THING HOLY FUCKKKK#i'll do that later when i'm more awake and also gotten this one unrelated to self shipping idea out of my little brain.
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i like him a normal amount and think about him a normal number of times daily
#qkdraws#tw smoking#mob psycho 100#mp100#mp100 reigen#reigen arataka#do i tag dimple in this ???#mp100 dimple#sure#was originally gonna settle with the pink tint to all of these but#i wanted to see how a gradient of colors would look#and i didn't think pink would go very well w the smoking one so#is he.............. yaknow#i love him and his cartoony ass outfit . never fucking changes it ever not even once#his closet is All suits. i said so. bc it's hilarious#i know he wears other shit in the show i think but this is funnier#it's rly funny seeing those memes on tumblr of like . ''ur discord pfp and ur tumblr pfp meet !! what happens !!''#bc my discord pfp is now the reigen on the farthest left. and i can say with certainty the answer will always be reigen cons my tumblr pfp#like without a doubt. no matter who the fuck it is#he would con warriors. and warriors would see it and get conned anyway#i also gave him a roman nose and freckles cuz i FUCKING said so <3
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Just keeps going round and round eh?
#cocon rn deer and luci#just like the text at the top of my twitter says#but man its like. every single day “be more positive and see life as great as it is#stop lingering on the trauma and actually move your body and clean and eat and all will be okay“#but then its ALSO ALWAYS “well i AM a piece of shit and i can keep being positive which helps and do my best#but nothing will allow me to move forward from the fucked up things I've done or people ive hyrt#and I'll continue to hurt others ESPECIALLY the ones i care about so i should either isolate or make my entire life focus#around not hurting the ones i care about.protect them from me yaknow? anyway. i should never#ever be around anyone in a non-slave way again and i need to take up less space and probably die or something“#and its like. like i know. i know how it sounds i know what its from i know it in and out and worse before it gets better healing#and flare ups and triggers and thinking as a traumatized being that kindness is a mask for harm being added to our pile#i get that im dissociative and autistic and adhd and all this other shit including probably POTs or EDS.#but its like. i can't.shake. the idea. that maybe I've been a bad guy this whole time and my timeline has curved around#just WAITING for the dday i fuck it all up and it comes full circle and there really is no coming back#i feel. genuinely vile and bad and sorrowful#i cant hardly keep up with eating. sleeping makes me sore and i struggle with that too. i keep trying to keep myself awake during the day#and do things i need to do but i feel. burned.and sad. and exhausted. and i need to get a job#thank god taco bell emailed me back i might have croaked#system babbles#vent#negative#ignore me I'm trying to pull myself up again and im sore and frustrated#I'll be fine. i always end up fine.life. uh. finds a wAy as i always insist
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the boondocks is so good. i dont know what black american archetypal character is missing from that show other than ahhh favorable portrayals of black queerness but 2005 (presumably) cishet man creation so you know how that goes.
#you even have MULTIPLE Whitest Black People. jaz being lightskin black working father stay at home mom (who is kind of crazy) is WAYYYYY too#relatable#her alienation from blackness due to her home life is !!! but she IS undeniably black. my nose is squishy my eyes are deep brown..#my skin dont burn easy and black hair products work better than others for me. i have my dads lips and his hair color.#and my familial experiences are very much shaped by my mixed race#etcetc i cannot fully claim whiteness in any way But my upbringing was super privileged (not bc my parents were upper middle class and#functional like jaz but bc i was taken out of my dads custody and eventually lived w my lower middle class grandparents (which. the#grandparent thing is relatable thru huey. my grandma grew up very poor so she is not from a place of privilege similarly)#but my other relative we lived with grew up upper middle class and ended up lower middle class after the 2008 recession so i was Privileged#due to the lifestyle she had cultivated and was used to#but yaknow i wasnt quite like jaz in the way she is spoiled#not spoiled but yk#its just interesting though bc i have always felt veryyyy alienated from any racial experience cause im 4/8 (half) white 3/8 black 1/8#cherokee (my dad is a quarter)#and i didnt have a years-long stable home life for a while when i was young#the boondocks showed me a LOT of what ive gone thru is Very Black#obv not just the boondocks and i think my social problems kind of contributes but i will say#my connections to whiteness were A LOT more apparent from a young age but i was confused as to why i didnt fit in exactly with White people#(though ofc socioeconomic situations were more relavant to that)#but yeah my experience is undeniably mixed i just had a lot of trouble reconciling i guess how much of my experiences are black#culturally speaking#sociologically speaking and stuff#unfortunately i have media autism so a lot of my understandings of myself and how i relate to the world have come to me through good stori#s#so im grateful for them#hopefully this doesnt make me look dumb
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