#i also might have covid :)
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trying to draw something nice in time for the return of my favorite chucklefucks
#critical role#sketch#wip#vox machina#the legend of vox machina#i also might have covid :)#or not#well i have a fever rn#but no sickness shall stand between me and my love
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#sars cov 2#covid 19#i've interacted with 4 different friends/acquaintances in the past month alone who have all been hospitalised after having a stroke#(and in one case multiple strokes)#one who i visited in hospital over the weekend had a (unmasked) nurse coughing up a lung in her room 👍#and one of them who had to undergo surgery also had to be moved to a different hospital#bc the ward they were keeping him in was full of confirmed covid patients 👍👍#idk how many times it needs to be said before it gets through people's heads but VACCINES ARE NOT ENOUGH#and encouraging ppl to rely solely on them when there are already plans to jack up the prices so you have to KEEP PAYING for boosters#for an ONGOING mass-disabling event is so laughably unrealistic and absurd and flat-out demonic#you need to mitigate the actual spread of covid by WEARING A MASK + fighting for CLEAN AIR/proper ventilation in public spaces!!!!!!#ppl are so eager to forget the whole 'break the chain of transmission' thing and how effective masking is and so this is where we're at#'i got infected and infected other ppl who might die or become permanently disabled but it's no big deal bc no one else wears a mask#so if /i/ didn't infect them someone else would have anyway so it's not my fault and really its got nothing to do with me and my choices'#if everyone is responsible then no one is responsible - that's how it works right?#it's no wonder some ppl go rabid at even the sight of someone wearing a mask and minding their own business#ppl seeking treatment for unrelated conditions/illnesses and then dying from covid caught in hospitals#due to lack of npis/basic mitigation measures - no regulations no accountability#we truly live in a hell (''new normal'') of our own making#anyway none of this is new news at all i mostly thought it might be good to share the info graphic abt signs of stroke#covid has been given free reign and chances are increasing as to how likely you'll encounter it happening to someone you know at some point#also heart attacks and pots and alzheimer's etc etc etc
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You wear fine things well.
#i should have been at my job's christmas party but i got COVIDed so instead i made this#our flag means death#ofmd#you wear fine things well#ofmd fanart#pixel art#also i have heard all the guybrush allegations and i might take it through a bit of fuckery 👀
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... so who wants to get really into polish folk music with me and have a provocative dance off with romantic undertones in a tavern aniela and maciej style
#listening to the 1670 soundtrack making soup rn#insanely i think i can actually convince one of the homies to get into this with me once im home#also i haven't played the violin since covid started but this might finally get me back to it#i always forget how much i enjoy the world at large#when i dont have school and work everyday#1670 netflix#1670
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Alright y'all, come gather round, come to my corner over here. Come help strategize with me.
I'm not going to be able to afford to send out holiday cards this year. I've been hit with disaster after disaster and I've been trying very hard to figure out how to work things but the math isn't coming out in my favour no matter how I swing it. Am I devastated? Absolutely. Even though most of you get your cards in like... March... you all still send me the nicest most kind comments and I love being able to make your day brighter.
I feel like a few people are going to say I should take donations, and I might've considered that, except... I don't want to take donations only to then still fall short.
A quick summary of the math is, like, stamps are 2$ for international cards and 1.50$ for non-international. I send out about 200 cards a year which means shipping alone is about 550$, plus about 200$ for sticker sheets, 70$ for envelopes, 150$ for printing the cards, and about 200$ for the everything else of new blades and mats for cutting the dolls on my cricut, thick paper for the dolls, ink for the printer... I'm sorry guys, there's no way I could try to ask people to donate over 1000$ just for this fun little event.
So like. Truly devastated over here as I'm doing the math because I desperately desperately do not want to disappoint people. I'm not even buying irl people presents this year. It sucks. I'm feeling like a failure in a lot of ways and I hate it, because I'm over thirty now, I should be able to have my shit together. But unfortunately I just... don't. And I'm trying to make sure I can afford my cats medication and rent because my roommate has been out of a job for two months and is just straight up not paying her part of the rent.
So. I will continue to feel sorry for myself, but this isn't about that. What I want to know is what ideas do we have. I can't send people physical things, because money. But are there... other ways I could make people happy? I don't know if anyone cares about digital paper dolls, but I could just like. Put my dolls online for people to print out? And draw whatever outfits people want? Like a sort of advent calendar of doll outfits?
Help me out. Brainstorm with me. Is there some way I could make people happy that, this year, doesn't involve funds? I want to keep my 1D Holiday Queen title. Please.
#yes I have covid still#so i have not even been doing inktober#I DO NOT LIKE THIS I FEEL LIKE I AM FAILING SEVERAL WAYS#I THOUGHT I WOULD BE PAST THE BURNOUT BY NOW BUT IT TURNS OUT BURNOUT IS MADE WORSE BY NOT HAVING MONEY#im sorry i am totally using this space to vent#and I am trying not to i am trying to be an adult about all this#but also i have not really Talked to a Person In Person in 3 days#so i might be going a little insane by now#WOOOOO CHRISTMAS
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Strahdtober 1-3: Barovia, Ismark, Ireena
#strahdtober2023#curse of strahd#ireena kolyana#ismark kolyanovich#the moment i saw these three were the first prompts i knew i wanted to do this sort of triptych but also that with my comic deadline loomin#i wouldnt be able to give it the attention i want. so im for sure going to come back to this in november#but these three are all the prompts i have time for for now#i might do the player character one bc i do like ghost and have had a piece in my mind for them. so maybe ill sketch it out that day#also. i hauve covid again
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#maybe im being pessimistic abt this. im not saying u should wear a mask every waking moment of your life god knows i cant#but also. hell no i dont trust u if anything i distrust u ppl even more after how things played out for the past 3 years#like there are situations where it might be inevitable catching covid. most of my family members are nurses and in constant contact#but there are also a ton of ways to make that risk low as possible like masking and wearing a face shield and having sanitizer#for me its not enough to just say oh we're in a small group and we're all vaccinated#motherfucker your kid is sick from preschool EVERY TIME WE VISIT. of course ill be wearing a mask she gave me covid last year#also no the fuck it isnt seasonal the cases go up because lack of caution makes the virus spread and mutate especially around times when#ppl gather. add that with virus transmission in cold weather and its a matter of different factors increasing the risk of spread#im also tired of ppl not understanding that i wont be their responsibility if i do get sick. maybe they can help me recover#but at the end of the day the risk of death and long term health is all on me. i cant change that#the govt barely gives me accommodations what makes u think theyll do anything for every individual case of long covid or worse#im so tired. im so tired#i dont even know if its possible to want this to be over anymore i just wish we didnt have to deal with this in the first place#ALSO COUGH INTO YOUR SLEEVE SERIOUSLY HOW IS THIS SO HARD TO REMEMBER#oh its just a cold/dry throat its not like i have covid or anything. no!! its basic hygiene!!! how is this so hard to understand!!!!!!!!!!#and no this isnt abt whether people have the means to protect themselves this is me bitching abt my relatives not taking me seriously#vent#my art#myart#doodles#covid 19
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something about megatron is firing the “need to make this old guy a perv” neuron in my horny brain. anyways,, imagining megatron cranking it crazy style in the privacy of his own berthroom to the cute young assistant bot who’s wayyyy too eager to help him out
he feels guilty as hell for being wildly unprofessional but DAMN he needs to bend that cute mech over on his desk and -gets pulled off stage by a comically large cane-
anywyas ty for listening ive been foaminf at the mouth abt this that i think i have covi d ^q^
Stinky old pervy man pining (very much degeneratively) after his cute assistant, thinking about their valve, spike, aftport in such a manner it’s unbecoming of a considered treacherous tyrant. DO CONTINUE ACTUALLY I want him to bend that mech over the table, I want him desperate as he rubs his bigger spike against theirs, rutting and groaning at how much transfluids their floppy spike is drooling nfjofenonnfnfnofjronjjn
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Sam being unbearably pretty in 1x11 Scarecrow
#i warned you#guys i'm actually gonna throw up#i look at these and it makes me so hnggggggg#i think i hauve covid#i want him carnally and i also want his gender#also the last few where you can see tears in his eyes#GOD when they stopped filming this show on actual film they might as well have killed me and danced on my grave#emma rewatches spn#1x11 scarecrow#spn#sam winchester
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Well, it's been a hell of a couple of weeks, and one of many things that happened is that I ended up coming home from Urgent Care looking rather like fruit being packed up for long distance shipping.
I got pretty scraped up when I fell while hiking nearly a month ago. Then I got significantly better... and then I got a whole lot worse.
If you would like to avoid some truly disgusting and painful wounds, you should know that you are likely to develop an allergy to Neosporin if you use it for multiple weeks (and probably the same goes for other brands of over-the-counter antibiotic ointments, I'm guessing).
#in better news#my parents and I successfully moved my grandmother to a retirement home#where she's been on the waiting list for over a year#there's lots left to do still but great progress#and it was hard but went well#and i got my parents each to sign up for some big health treatments they need but have been avoiding thinking about#and i tested positive for covid but it turned out to be a rare false positive#(though that cost us some time with the move while i isolated until i got PCR results)#so yeah overall a hell of a week and a half#also my parents and i rewatched S1 of Ted Lasso#and they were like#'you sure know a lot about this show'#XD#toasty life#contact dermatitis#neosporin allergy#i might be a fruit well-packaged for shipping#op#50
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Literally everyone but me in the office is some sort of sick. They say oh I need the money or I don't want to use up my sick days or its not that bad *cough hack sniff*. And then they refuse to at the very least wear a mask. Like no wonder everyone is getting sick!!! I can feel my body starting to feel icky and I feel like the last man standing in a zombie apocalypse
#wrenfea.exe#may I also add that 70% of people in the office ARE ELDERLY#also i know for a fact a few are immunocompromised#thank god one of them is still on vacation#bc i know his ass wouldnt mask#even tho hes immunosuppressed#i havent been able to get vaccinated bc its too expensive rn bc i dont have insurance#also my state has the highest flu level rn#i might just get the flu one asap bc its only like $20#the covid and the rsv ones are expensive#my coworker is sick but he wears a mask and was out when he was most contagious
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ugh either I'm having some serious allergies (despite most of my allergens not being high currently), I caught a cold, or I do actually have COVID but am testing negative. because I feel like SHIT.
#given that my allergy stuff is MCAS feeling like I have COVID while allergies are worse makes sense butttttt#idk maybe it's the dust but I can't exactly dust when I feel this bad#might also just have a migraine coming on from weather changes and whatnot#life#disability#chronic illness
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I just can't believe that zero pain is the normal amount to be in
#i literally can not remember ever having no pain and it's entirely possible i have been in pain since before birth#usually it's just distracting and makes it so i can't do what i want/need to#but on worse days i can not stop thinking about the pain and i can barely get out of bed for food and such#i feel like such a lazy useless pile of steaming shit right now#i haven't even done anything particularly strenuous#like. sure i had a bad phase with migraines and not sleeping and then pmdd and menstrual hell and the hurricane#and mixed into that i might have pushed myself physically a few times#and if i were anyone else i would be advising the exhausted person to just let themselves rest a bit#but i can not stop thinking about everything that needs to be done#and how much worse other disabled people have it#and how my partner isn't able to rest because they're working overtime hurricane related shifts#and i can't get the voices of my family out of my head about how lazy disabled people are#(but then they'll also accuse people of faking disability if the disabled person pushes themselves)#i hate this and i hate myself and it's infuriating to keep trying to make myself more normal#but it doesn't work and i just keep ending up feeling even more exhausted when i try to start working out (yoga and squats and such)#if I'd had covid and was dealing with long covid I'd understand and maybe be more forgiving#but this started way before covid 19 (which i haven't had afaik) and only got worse after i had shingles#i am so angry and so sick of being exhausted all the time#... it's a bad fatigue and not great pain time and I'm emotional and so fucking frustrated
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compilation of dumb shit from my various incomplete p4 fanfics that i will probably maybe actually finish and post on ao3 at somepoint-
#rambearling#persona 4#p4#that last one's my favorite tbh-#also for those curious the first one's from a slightly dumb souyo fanfic that i'll probably try to finish and post for valentine's day#(yu and yosuke get together first and end up wingmanning for the rest of the investigation team it's gonna be beary stupid-)#the second's from a sickfic with teddie cuz i'm slightly suffering lately (period last week + covid shot this week)#and the last two are from a chatfic that's the investigation team using skype. that last one's my favorite tbh#also i haven't written it but i have an amazing scene planned for that fanfic cuz i wanna include some video calls#(not sure how to format them yet tbh. prose wasn't really working but neither was a more script-like format-)#yosuke and teddie have to use the same laptop for it and there's not enough space for both of them#so in true little brother fashion teddie pushes yosuke off the bed#and then the rest of the investigation team acts like yoosk's dead and they hold a faux funeral for him fdskljfdssdfkjskjd-#i have it written down more or less i just don't know how to format it-#it's very silly though i might add it in a reblog or smth idk#yea i think i will it counts tbh-
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tis the season to finally block that one person on discord who is so fucking annoying. rejoice!
#wish i was sorry but i'm jetlagged to hell and might have covid so my patience is at an all time low#if you don't like or agree about something you can just shut up. that is a thing you can do.#cunting hours on this thursday afternoon get into it#also left a bunch of servers so i'm back to a core five baby i'm CLEANSING
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everyone send me ur soft thoughts they can be about anyone but i am feeling very soft today
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