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Merry Christmas!! I hope you all have a wonderful day <3
EDIT: I accidentally posted this too early but know this illustration is referring to a previous comic if you'd like to read it ! [Christmas 2023]
#almost tgcf#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hob#hualian#xie lian#hua cheng#san lang#there's also three additional characters hidden there can you recognize them?#myart#merry christmas#merry xmas#I do admit I only wrote xmas because I lacked space#anyway I know I said I wouldn't do any illustrations for christmas but guess what haha I lied#no I didn't lie actually the spirit of christmas just came to me with an idea and I had to draw it#the spirit of christmas was listening to the fruitcake album on loop#anyway this is what happened after the christmas comic from last year#they got an after work party and then hualian just slumped on a sofa to cuddle or something like that idk#it's about the vibes okay not the feasability of it all#on that note please ignore the fact that I accidentally gave them the same heights#I hope you all have wonderful holidays and enjoy your time!!#I blurred the christmas tree for composition reasons but know I liked drawing it a lot <3#summarizing tgcf without having read any of it#san lang my babygirl my boytoy malewife my little pin up
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@whyoneartheven oh hello thank you for tagging me!! :o
Last song listened to: I was listening to Enjambre's new album Noches de Salón while working this morning, it's currently one of my favorite things :). If I had to choose one song in particular I guess it would be El Vació, but I love them all and always listen to the whole thing!!
Currently reading: I don't read a lot anymore which is a bit embarrassing as a librarian, but I just spend so much of my free time drawing that I don't have a lot of it for anything else :/. I read fanfiction during train rides though (mostly LoZ at the moment), and when I pick up a book it's usually an essay or history since I've kinda lost my interest in novels.
Sweet/spicy/savory: Definitely savory since I've been on a mostly carnivore/keto diet for a few years now! I've been falling a bit off-track during Linktober though, things got hard haha
Current obsessions: My life currently revolves around LoZ :) I've loved the games since I was a child and everytime a new one comes out I get obsessed all over again!
Relationship status: I'm the most single person on Earth haha! I need to go outside and meet new people instead of drawing all the time -_-
Last thing I googled: something about a German auction house for work (yeah that's boring)
Currently working on: well I just completed my Linktober challenge which was a lot of work so I’m slowing down a bit! Next I think I'm going to rework some drawings I did this summer while I was still playing TotK, and I'd also love to illustrate an alternate story I have in mind for the game since I found it kinda disappointing. I also have some ideas for a LoZ comic but I won't promise anything about that haha
I'm still new here and don't know a lot of people so I'm a bit shy to tag others 👉👈
I guess getting to know people is the point of this though so let's be brave!! I'm tagging @kommandantpinks, @adrift-in-thyme, @uniquevoidflowers and @akchimp75
No pressure though guys! :D
Get to know 9 people tag game
Ty for the tag @onewingedsparrow !! :D
Last song listened to: currently listening to Warrior by Aurora :)
Currently reading: Well… does fanfiction count?? Also I keep meaning to start another LOTR readthrough but haven’t gotten to it yet 😭
Sweet/spicy/savory: hmm…savory. Although I am also highly partial to ice cream and slushies and whatnot…
Current obsessions: Hoo ok… LoZ/LU ofc, Narnia, LOTR, and Endeavour. Also Marvel but mainly just the Spider-Man films atm lol
Relationship status: single Pringle who is ready to mingle
Last thing I googled: “how long did all of the LOTR movies take to film,” because I saw someone on Pinterest claim that it took a single year to film all three of them and I was like “….I’m almost 100% sure that’s wrong” so I was doublechecking lol
Currently working on: the next chapter of TFLB, a Joandeavour fic, finishing my first semester of college, some watercolor, and many other fic wips 😂
Tagging @nocturnalfandomartist @sapphicseasapphire @hero-of-courage @mistresslrigtar @anyone!
#tag game#whyoneartheven#yes you have a dedicated tag :D#i actually wrote a lot haha#i had a greek mythology phase too!!
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Ppl seems pretty interested for some Shotgun man HCs on my side!! But guess what! I'll also add Captain in it, because hey, why not! I like this guy too >:)
[Please be careful! Mentions of mental disorder and also murder below! Also bad english hehe]
Okay first of all, gender and sexualities, etc. I see Captain being bi (I got influenced by a yumeship I enjoy hahaha!!) But he has very much preferences on guys >:), he also go by he/him pronouns. Shotgun on his side, use he/they pronouns but don't mind any other pronouns, including neo ones, as long it isn't she/they. I HC him being transmasc and pan ! Also AuDHD
Most of time i call them Cappy and Shotty, cute nicknames! But I also gave them actual names, especially for my Sea World AU. Cappy's name is Miles, Shotty's one being Mihka. I wanted to search names that start with the same letter, like John and Jack, and i choose M haha!
Cappy is from Puerto Rico and speak fluently English and Spanish since his childhood. Shotty has origins from Sámi people, he and his family grew up in North Norway and can speak English, Northern Sámi and Norwegian. Sometimes he do mistakes in both three languages (ex => In an English sentence, he can start to speak in Sámi without realizing it and vice versa).
Shotgun has Costume Guy and Lucky as siblings! HC I have from @/spacefatcat , I thing they could have an interesting dynamic!
Shotty likes to eat, uses food as comfort. When he need to work, when he has high energy, low energy, can also depend on emotions! They eat snacks in general, but their faves are cupcakes and donuts
I hc them being in their early 30s, younger that Jack (I kinda see Jack being 34-35 years old, John being 36-37 years old)
Shotgun can have phases of euphoria toward his persception of violence. It happens when they have to confront someone menacing him with a weapon. When these impulses happened, he could lost the persception of reality and having no hesitation to shoot ppl, thinking it was a "funny game".
One day, one of his euphoria phases happened, and despite Captain who tried his best, Shotgun killed a criminal, who injured severely his left eye and his stomash by a knife, then he passed out. While they was in hospital, after an eye surgery, they also started to take medicine to control better his impulses. Since this, none or barely very low euphoria impulses has been shown, as they do their best to hide them as much as he could.
Shotty likes pretending being a pirate cop and intimidating ppl with his gun and his eyepatch (spoiler: he doesn't, ppl see him being just goofy or annoying 💔)
Despite joking with his eyepatch, he never show his damaged eye to ppl. Only his family and Captain has seen him without his eye accessory, and Shotgun themselves hate looking at the mirror without it.
Portayed as dumb, he is genuinely smart. It shows sometimes by randomly, or also when he fakes his dumb trait and fool people, as to have everything he wants!
#spooky month#spooky month captain#spooky month shotgun man#tender lovin cannibal#i think yea... idk if this has a name actually#also if i ever wrote something wrong about the disorder part please let me know nicely!!#i did lot of researches but i'm sure i still makes mistakes haha so feel free to tell me if i did smth bad#spooky month headcanon#long post#⛧°.⋆🕸 Spooky Headcanons 🕸⋆.°⛧#⚠︎ [Injury]#⚠︎ [Murder]#⚠︎ [Mental Disorder]
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i am worth it i am smart i am kind i am strong i am creative !! one hard day will NOT BREAK ME 🔥🔥💪💪🔥💪🗣️🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥💪🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️
#whats that one line in happy that i came#“cause today was hard/with no signs of getting easier/and that's hard/it's just hard”#the other half of that verse puts it in a different context BUT#today was hard and that's OKAY#I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING#I'M GONNA NOT DOUBT MYSELF#I'M GONNA STAY STRONG#I'M GONNA DO BETTER#that sounds super cheesy haha#but it's okay#good stuff happened today!!#i got a new notebook#finally#my friend gave me a huge birthday present??#we're talking two books#two different bags of candy#chocolate#stay gold necklace#newsies bag#cow plush#amazing card#plus it was all in a basket with my name on it???#she's actually the best ever fun fact#ummm umm uhhh i didn't do a lot of my essay BUT I DID SOME#I WROTE AN INTRO PARAGRAPH#WHICH IS REALLY HARD FOR ME#BUT I DID IT#i wrote a little bit about my ocs#iiiiiiii convinced my mom to maybe go see jpitv with me???#overall it really wasn't an awful day
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need more future in-law interactions between saikis parents and kuboyasus parents.. imagine them meeting for the first time at like a school event and yasus mom goes up to kurumi and kuniharu and is like "your kid the one mine wont stop flirting with?"
i think mama yasu would see how kusuo interacts with kurumi and immediately be like "yeah, this is the one for my son."
we know that aren canonically puts A LOT of respect on his parents.. so i think it's safe to assume that thats the standard in their home.. i want to say its contradictory that despite being raised a murderous delinquent, he was also raised so traditionally, with all the "respect women, respect your elders, respect your parents," etc. but i dont think its contradictory at all, i think its pretty commonplace actually? but yeah, anyway.. kurumi is super ditzy and is always just barely almost getting herself hurt but kusuo is always putting his hand on table corners before she bonks her head, pulling her to his side right before she bumps into things, catching things she drops before they break, etc..
this is a topic i should also touch on without the context of a ship actually.. i just think it would be cute for the others to see how sweet kurumi and kusuo are, and also how SIMILAR they are..
#thanks a lot to fucking oatmealcrisp cuz now whenever i think of yasus mom i call her 'miri' in my head and picture her with a cane#imagine kurumi being like 'oh ku baby uses one(+a wherlchair) sometimes too!!#but mama yasu has a cool backstory behind hers and kusuo was just born disabled#haha hes so me#anyway i actually have a wip like this i wrote months ago i forgot about#maybe i'll bring it back and add these ideas to it#theyre just both mamas boys#love them#idk#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#kuboyasu aren#kubosai#meows post
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Last man standing (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#It's lonely at the top :(#Poor dearest is worse for wear ah </3#This scene made me cry ;;#Like it was sad when he wrote down his missing canonmates but going back in and writing everyone else's names ;;;;#Even his shaky alliances! Even the people he hasn't seen for a while!! Wehhh <3 <3 <3#You soft heart ;; I see you Admiral ♥#Also had a lot of fun writing in VUK ZIX again hehe ♪#The translations from VUK ZIX to English aren't exact - for starters they're upside down haha#So if you started from the top down it would actually read KINLEZ NATPAK but I figured that wouldn't be as readable#You read from the bottom up! I also still headcanon it being written/read from left to right#So he started with Zelnick then Fwiffo then Tanaka and so on#Although I did change it up for the second one - Teisel then Xelloss then Xigbar then Asch and Van#The more I think of it the more I'm surprised there's no H :0#Even just as a demarcation of a pause before during or after a syllable#The ''sh'' sound makes complete sense tho hehe <3#Any incorrect shaping of letters/poor handwriting on my part can totally be chalked up to ZEX not being used to human hands!#Totallyyy lol#I really like the way specific syllables are shaped - like how Teisel and Zelnick almost share the same shaped between ''SEL'' and ''ZEL''#How Z is a more connected extension of S just agh it's so pretty <3 <3 Eco_Mono really did such a lovely job with it ♪#And then certain ''incorrectly'' spelled syllables still turned out so pretty! Like the ''ANA'' in Talana - look how swoopy and continuous!#The ''BAR'' in Xigbar looks really cool - honestly reminds me of the fanweapons I made ages ago for I? think? Xigbar's apprentice??#It's been too long I don't remember now lol but it's cool to me in particular because of that!! :D#Fwiffo looks so funny haha - Tanaka has a cool star-like kind of letter in his name?? Man it's just so neat <3#As for ZEX - I mean he made it this far :( Not one to give up easily that's for certain ♥ Tenacious#I want him to be happy :'0
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Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again
#i'm gonna ramble in the tags but#i've been talking with starr (if you're reading this--hi starr!! <3) about the blog today and sharing some of the entries#and it just made me miss it so much#+ the conversation actually made me realize some other reasons why i didn't enjoy the blog in general anymore#like i genuinely love the blog and i genuinely loved writing for it & that conversation reminded me of that#but also there were so many reasons that ultimately pushed me to more or less abandon the blog & then later private it too#so i'm kind of at a loss here#tbh i think i'm mostly just scared to pick the blog up again only for it to end exactly like last time i picked it back up#i've actually always wanted for the blog to be a source of inspiration y'know?#like the things mentioned in the entries are kinda just small ideas right#i was hoping that people would read these & feel inspired to write or draw something of their own based on my entries#that was actually what made me start the blog in the first place. the hope that i could inspire others that way#aaahhhhhh.... maybe it's on me since i could have more openly communicated that idea......#i did get to meet one wonderful person who wrote a few fics based on my entries tho!! (hi ali <3)#but yeah..there's that#also the way engagement just dropped significantly after a while#like i know i was gone for a good while & that a lot of people left the fandom and all that#but still getting maybe one reblog if i'm lucky really feels like a punch to the gut#ESPECIALLY considering that i was close to 900 followers on there#do you guys know that feeling when you proudly show someone you care about something you did only to get a disinterested answer?#yeah...#that's essentially how it feels like to me#and well as you might know the feeling of “why should i keep writing if apparently no one cares” eventually won... haha.....#but aaaahhhhh i'm still clinging onto the hope & what ifs here#that conversation with starr really just made me forget about everything that frustrated me about the blog & left me with this#longing feeling to start again lol#hey if you've made it this far into the tags let me just ask--would you care if i picked the blog back up?#would you also *show* that you care?#i'm actually quite curious (you could almost call me george lol)#anyway maybe we'll see each other on today-in-the-devildom again in the future.. who knows
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the thing that fucks me up about rereading instructions for dancing is trying to pinpoint when it is that derek becomes obsessed with stiles and realizing the answer seems to be always. from the beginning. the moment they met. that poor bastard. he probably should have tried to be a little nicer about it, though, saved them both some hardship.
I think it slides so quickly from fear and annoyance that Stiles will steal Scott away to 'Oh no, oh fuck,' I'm not even sure Derek knows himself. Poor guy hamstrung himself by starting out with the 'I'm going to scare him away' mentality then wondering where the hell that went and trying to find it again through almost every subsequent interaction (while something so much bigger and so much worse - Derek's Thoughts™ - completely eclipsed it). Meanwhile Stiles also helps cultivate Derek's dickish-ness by assuming that original motivation to be his only interest in him at all, essentially until the moment Derek tells him he's in love with him.
Which is hopefully why it seemingly comes out of left field for Stiles and the reader, because that's what I wanted.
#i mean you should definitely think: uh ohhh derek caught feeelings before that moment#but since it's stiles and scott pov - they are the bright spots in each other's worlds so they are the focus#and occasionally derek will come along and glow around the edges and distract stiles a bit but that's all he is - a momentary distraction#and he's still that when he finds out that scott may be stiles' bright spot but they don't want each other the way derek wants#and so he blurts out 'i'm in love with you' before someone else shows up to want the same way he does#and since we've been in stiles' head and only gotten to see the moments that define him and derek is in so few of those#he's COMPLETELY thrown for a loop because what do you mean?? how could derek be in love with him??#how could stiles be all his defining moments and NOT know it y'know?#(because if you got instructions from derek's pov stiles wOULD BE so many of them)#and realizing they are in different places by a lot but not wanting that to mean they can't be anything more to each other says#'give me a chance to catch up' which in my mind is the only thing and the perfect thing#that was the very first scene i wrote for that fic actually - it changed almost ENTIRELY before the end but that line stayed the same#i just love the idea that you can be totally oblivious to something so defining for someone. that people can be such enigmas#inject that shit directly into my veins pls and thank you!#sorry i just love that dynamic so i can yammer on for DAYS about it lol#thank you for the ask and yeah you're pretty dead on about that haha#instructions for dancing#sterek#teen wolf#!ask
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Screwllum watching the Aetherium Wars Tournament because of Silver Wolf's persistence, and calling her "an old Stellaron Hunter friend of mine", was really cute
#I actually really like what little we've seen of their dynamic a lot#It's strangely sweet and friendly. Like good-natured rivals more than anything. It almost feels like they're both playing with each other#Not just Silver Wolf#And this was so endearing. What did Silver Wolf do? Send him several messages asking him to watch her play?#It's so nice haha#And it's so cute that he indulged her#The letter he wrote to Svarog was very nice too. I don't know#I really like Screwllum. I love his relationship with Herta too#Herta seems endeared‚ fond‚ playful and good-humoured with him in a way she isn't with anyone else#He makes for very nice dynamics#And actually... so does Silver Wolf. She too makes the softer sides of some kind of rough character resurface#Her relationship with Blade is still one of my favourite things in the game xD#Also Screwllum didn't have to specify that. I imagine the writers did this to make it clear it wasn't Steven but Silver Wolf#who insisted Screwllum to watch and her to whom he had indulged#But instory it's sort of funny. Screwllum boasting he has cool dangerous friends lol#I talk too much#Traces#I should probably delete this later
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YES:
-you enter the church.
-there’s a man on the left hand side, tucked behind a piano that’s facing out.
-he is the only thing you can see on that side of the church, though you don’t look around yet, your eyes can not leave him just now.
-despite the fact that he has many candles on top of it, you can not see inside his hood, even with the golden glow.
-you can tell the song is coming from him, but it didn’t get louder when you walked into the room, though it has been accompanied by the piano, instead of just his voice.
-he doesn’t seem bothered by your presence.
-you can feel eyes on your back.
-do you turn around?
-yes -no
#my art#sleep token#house of sleep#<new tag for this AU. but I am thinking of making a side blog for it let me know what you guys think?? can ask me questions about it and#stuff over there but some of them might go unanswered haha#idk. I’m having fun#very much so#once again enjoy my child like scibbles lmao.#this is NOT his altar piano this is the worship piano.#jsyk…#posting and going to bed again *kissing muhw sound* good night!#I did a lot tonight actually. drew this wrote a huge chunk of a chapter of a fic I’ve had writers block for for months. wow
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Joining the last anon in my appreciation. The last IWTV fic was something else! also VERS LOUSTAT SUPREMACY. let the french man get fucked!! he loves to be called a slut after all 😏
Thank you!! And yes! The idea that immortal creatures - especially immortal creatures with the level of push-pull/checks and balances that the two of them have - wouldn't switch is lowkey hilarious to me.
#i mean i do also think s1 was pretty clear that they were vers which is why it's kinda interesting that the fandom is a bit more#*waves hands* y'know#about it all#but i mean#louis' relationship with sexuality broadly / his own sexuality shifts a LOT over the course of the two seasons#and i'm fascinated by where the show leaves him at the end of s2 in terms of his level of mm i guess i'd say personal security?#which does see-saw their dynamic generally#this isn't really related to sex#and i mean i literally wrote it in the fic haha but i also think there's that interesting sense of louis being a self-made man on the show#and obviously very successful in the modern timeline but also in nola although restricted due to race#whereas lestat's scrappy and a survivor but also for all intents and purposes was bought by his assaulter and murderer#and hasn't actually tried to really distance himself professionally or personally from that#and i mean like#he's obviously a theatre kid through and through#but he hasn't really sought to work (at this point) in the same way that louis always did / had to#which also goes back to this idea of identity and power and personal autonomy which i just find fascinating#especially as to where it places them both at the end of s2#and the possibilities dynamic-wise that that opens up#anyway more to your point#yes the french man should get fucked!#haha#thank you again#iwtv fic#welcome to my ama
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dissociation
my mind oozes out of my body like a tube of toothpaste clenched in a child’s fist.
the paste spurts out and coats the bathroom in a minty mess.
i wipe it with my bare hands, smearing it as i try to clean. it leaves streaks and stains on the counter and my hands are caked in sticky residue.
i try to push the paste back into the tube. slick, the container slips from my grasp, though i can’t hear it when it clatters to the floor.
i stare at my toothpaste-covered wall. i stare at my toothpaste-covered floor. I stare at my toothpaste-covered hands.
the toothpaste tube is empty and i begin to wonder if it was ever full to begin with.
#dissociation#poetry#osdd#did#actually dissociative#wrote a poem about dissociation#it’s very late and im in a lot of pain at the moment so I have no clue if this is any good or not#just really needed to get my thoughts out#the word ‘toothpaste’ doesn’t feel real to me anymore haha#riley tag
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What if I’m lactose intolerant and just don’t know it?
#like what if#that would explain a lot#haha get it#cuz my username i fan of *a lot*#that’s actually not why i wrote a lot#i just thought it was funny
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I completely agree with you there. If you need help, or back up, Mysterous, I'll always be here and I'm sure my partner is too.
I'm going to start this off with saying it hurts. It fucking hurts. It hurts so, so much, and there's parts of me that still desperately want to look for a way out, to make him not the bad guy, but there isn't one.
Wilbur Soot is a fucking asshole. A piece of absolute trash, and it hurts. Because I've looked up to him for so many years now. He's been such an inspiration and comfort in my life, from dealing with issues I have myself, and giving me all the more reason to stay here. And now he's turned out to be like this. To anyone who's been following what I reblog about him, it's conflicting, because my thoughts seem to change by the minute. But I'm hoping in saying this I can clear my head and make a definite decision.
I will never be supporting Wilbur ever again. No matter how much better he gets, I don't care. What he did was unexcusable, and if you think otherwise, you can fuck off of my blog. His "apology" wasn't an apology, and for the most part all he did was defend himself. The responses from other content creators have pushed me to agree that yes, fuck Wilbur. He's an ass. I think I've stated this a couple times.
What he did to them, especially Niki and Tommy was inexcusable as well from what we know, and since Tommy is going on tour in about a week (if he's still going/up to it) PLEASE no one harass him with questions, or how he feels. Please, just leave him alone. I'm sure it's a lot to process for him too- even more than us.
I've seen some posts saying how we should be angry at other content creators for not speaking out sooner, but some of them have hinted at it/tried. And others haven't known enough, or didn't want to start causing something against him. The same reason Shelby didn't want to say his name. Maybe they couldn't. Please leave them alone.
The last thing I would like to say, is maybe controversial. If you disagree with me, I don't care, this is purely my opinion.
You can still enjoy his character. Your stories, your artwork, all that you've done with it. Don't feel bad about keeping it up, because that's yours now. You've worked so hard on it, and cared for that character so much that it's become far more yours than his. In regards to his music, I know his songs have provided a lot of us with comfort, including me. It's going to be really hard for me to stop listening to something I loved, but I'm going to make the effort- especially with his solo albums. Also, please don't harass the other members of Lovejoy. From what we know, they're lovely people, and if you're going to stop listening to them, great, do that, but don't harass them. Please. And if you do choose to listen to them, there's ways you can listen to music without supporting him- in my opinion covers are the best way to do that, but that one is up to you.
To wrap this up, I'd just like to say...please don't send death threats, or threats in general to anyone involved in this situation- including Wilbur. Leave them alone. Please.
This is subject to change if we get more information, but for now and the foreseeable future, this is my stance. I wish everyone hugs and comfort. This sucks. I'm sorry.
#I absolutely agree#I've since taken specifically Wilbur Soot songs and Lovejoy out my playlists.#Tommy definitely has a lot more to digest with this#having looked up to Wilbur as a brother.#I say#even if you wrote songs about him#like Devirakat wrote Revived and Why#it's yours.#I completely agree with you there. If you need help#or back up#I'll always be here and I'm sure my partner is too.#[wasnt sure to put this in tags or as an actual reply haha-]
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whens time displacement coming back dude i love it
I'm glad you have enjoyed it!!!! TD is a story very close to my heart and I am so happy that people are still enjoying it.
I don't really have an ETA for the next chapter. It is extremely not well-formed yet. I have loads of notes and such about TD but the actual bones/structure of next chapter are...very very minimal.
I will get back to it though, TD is just not something I can work on all the time. I have to gear up for it and do a lot of sort of rereading and pre-research because I'm just not as into Homestuck as I was when I started it.
I do want to do a full Homestuck reread, which would help my process immensely, but that's a pretty big undertaking, so I haven't yet started that.
Depending on how things are going in my life, I might try to get work done in early 2024 so I could get another chapter out for Homestuck day, but I don't know. I wrote/edited/etc the 20k words of Chapters 22 and 24 to get them out this year, but Chapter 22 was a full draft that I had to rewrite and Chapter 24 had several thousand words of half-formed scenes before I went in to finish it and then edit.
TLDR I just don't have the same amount of pre-work done for Chapter 25 yet so it is much much less formed atm.
Sorry if this isn't the answer you wanted? I'm sort of vaguely rambling about my process here. Just know that TD is a story I want to continue writing and will continue writing, but it's just not viable for it to be 'priority #1' for me, so it's sort of a side project.
#shitpost#i know like. writing and updating a fic once a year if that is like. pretty bad updates-wise#and while i am still passionate about TD and while I do still like Homestuck like.#it was something i was way more into in college. it has not become like#a long-term special interest of mine. so#writing a story that is so large and intense for something that is not as much of a special interest means it takes like.#a more concerted effort? I really have to gear up for it and focus#It takes so much time to write every TD chapter post like. chapter 15 or so. And I love doing it but like#the scale of effort it demands is a lot#and i mean writing in general is always that way! and im always writing so many things#If I only wrote TD I would have progressed far more but. I just can't do that#all of this being said. ive considered a joke commission tier called 'i want it now'#and if someone paid it i would write the next TD chapter like. as my active project. haha#I don't think i'd actually try to impliment that and I really doubt anyone would ever like. DO that. but it's a funny thought#Since I write for fun I can't stick to any project all the time.#If I was paid it would be like. a different mindset. but#I have to chase my interest/my joy and while I do buckle down and PUSH and WORK to get things done.#i like....have to choose where i put that effrot#i only have so much effort and so much time#so i have to choose to spend it well#and im afraid right now my two 'main projects' are long-running OC stuff. and. a completely different fanfiction#okay sorry again for how long and ramblely this is#fic: time displacement
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basically based on my own experience of that ONE line from mmrs, trying to boil down pete's lyrics to a single meaning (even the ones he's CONFIRMED the meanings of) is a bit of a lost cause lol.
#the Mage rambles#this isn't inspired by anything except someone on a diff blog saying pete puts lots of meaning in his lyrics#and i agree!! i have a bad habit of only seeing one interpretation but that's a disservice to the lyrics#and i also think there's a slightly less talked abt layer when it comes to 'finding the true meaning of a fob song' (a fool's errand imo):#PATRICK chooses what words are actually used#sure he mostly takes full chunks but think of like. how hmlag's lyrics were supposed to be extra lyrics to fill out other songs#maybe pete didn't really INTEND for those lyrics to be put together but *patrick* read them and went 'these are fantastic' and LITERALLY#wrote the song in his head on the way to the studio#i'm not saying this for any like. rpf reasons i'm just saying trying to figure out the 'true meaning' of pete's words does inherently come#with the challenge of 'the guy who WRITES the lyrics and the guy who ARRANGES them are Two Different People'#cryptophasia or not patrick has his own brain#idk i'm saying words and again it's not triggered by anything. i'm just thinking out loud haha#fababoi
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