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I just devoured your Roger/Rafa amnesia fic and I just needed to tell you how GORGEOUS, and perfect, and beautiful it is!!! The scene where Roger tells Rafa that loving him isn’t a memory, it’s just part of who he is the most romantic thing I’ve ever read and that entire passage made me want to cry. The whole journey was so perfectly angsty and heartbreaking in the best, most delicious ways, and made their “reunion” all the sweeter. I especially loved all the dialogue in the fic, I felt like I could hear them both but especially your Rafa!! This is truly one of the best things I’ve ever read! Thank you so so much for writing it and sharing it with us, I adore it so much and I know I’ll come back to reread it often!!!
(let's both pretend i'm not responding to this over 2 months late, anon)
thank you soooo much for these wonderful compliments, my friend 🥹 i'm truly touched that the fic resonated with you, and that it's something you may want to come back to one day
"i never needed to remember that i love you. i just do" was the line i wrote the whole fic for. everything was leading up to and was going to turn on that moment, and it makes me so glad to hear that it hits the way i hoped it would!!
all the love back to you, anon 💘
#i actually just finished rereading the fic myself#which reminded me i had this ask still waiting for a reply#''damn this slaps who wrote this shit?'' - me the whole time i was reading tbh#it's probably the fic i'm most proud of writing. it's really quite good. hits all the emotional beats i wanted it to <3#so thank you again for your kind words 😘#answered#anonymous#amnesia au
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Trick or treat! ☀️
okay I will not lie I don't know exactly how this is supposed to go lmao, I was around for Halloween last year but I don't think anybody trick or treated in the inbox but! I'm stabbing it
lil snippy snippet from a CaptainCroc WIP that has been lasagnuishing in my drafts for a while that absolutely scratches the enemies-to-lovers villains in love itch in my brain
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#I think this counts as a treat lol#and I swear im gonna finish the fic one day because I've been rereading what I have lately#and it's actually pretty darn good if I do say so myself#but I just love this part#so here you go!#ty for trick or treating in the inbox it made my day <3#ouat#once upon a time#rumplestiltskin#captain hook#killian jones#captaincroc#goldenhook#captain crocodile#WIP#trick or treat
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do u ever read smth u wrote and go like: icb i wrote that
#not to tOOT MY OWN HORN OR ANYTH#its actually making me so scared to write again bc idk if i can write like that anymore HAJZJSJ#but i just finished rereading ‘these traces of love they outline you’ from col#because i always do a reread when i write a new part (esp if ive come from a break)#i havent written col in MONTHS#granted the part im writing takes place before any of the col fics#so satoru will be a bit different#from how much he’s changed throughout col#but still !! its like#DAMN i was really so emotional reading that fic and i diDNT EXPECT MYSELF TO BE#I LOVE THE COL COUPLE SO MUCH#shotorus.process
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The next chapter of SkullHacker, my cyberpunk shivrye AU, is finally out! You can check it out at the usual spot, over here.
#splatoon#it’s been so long since I’ve updated I hope the tone isn’t completely different from earlier chapters#I didn’t actually like. reread my fic first.#which I maybe should’ve done but also this has been mostly finished for forever so it’s fine#repeating to myself ‘doesn’t need to be perfect just needs to be done. doesn’t need to be—‘#as I post it#anyway next chapter is sort of an intermission Marie chapter and is really short#but I’m gonna try and get the one after that slightly more done before I post it#though I might work on updating eels first#next eel chap is like 70% done maybe? I’m still trying to decide between a couple things#my writing#shivrye#utsufuu#everyone moving back to prlina except for me…#my city now
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grgrhgahahh i wanna read more pokespe but i cant do it on my phone and im not unpacking my stuff until the morning
#this is not a real issue i am plenty entertained rn and also am going to be going#to bed soon anyways. i just am rlly in pksp mood#im in a pkmn mood in general lol ive been reading reguri fics as previously stated#but also i got back into legends arceus earlier today which i havent played in TWO YEARS. which is crazy#and man i fucking loveee playing pkmn i rlly hope they make the next#mainline game not half baked. i didnt get scarlet and violet bcuz of that :(#i had a playthrough of it in the bg but. its not the same#it makes me sad that im not up to date like i dont know any of the new#pokemon i dont know anything about SV's region or characters or story#i want to though. maybe ill get around to actually sitting down and watching a playthrough at some point#i also want to get caught up with pokespe in my reread so my first#experience w SV might be thru spe. which is weird to think about#thats never been the case for me with a pkmn game before#i mean. in terms of just being familiar w the game not playing it myself#i have not played every mainline pkmn game lol#my first one was pokemon pearl. which i never beat. but after that i#got alpha sapphire which i was CRAZYYYY obsessed with. i played that game to the bone til there was#literally nothing left to do other than grind to lvl 100 for the hell of it#pokemon moon is INCREDIBLY special to me for a number of reasons#mainly that it was my first pkmn game that i ANTICIPATED. i remember watching the trailers#over and over. every time they dropped new info i was eating it up. i remember when the starters final evos#were finally revealed i was so excited. and ofc the INSANITY that was the red and blue reveal. good times#but yes i similarly played the shit out of moon til there was nothing left to do. and it was the first one#where i was INCREDIBLY invested in the story. i cared and still care about the alola casrt#soooooo much they were literallyyy my friends. i drew them sooo much. and ofc lillie was one of my#most specialest little blorbos ever. i was in LOVE with her as a kid. it was serious#anyways and then i played pokemon sword which i also love dearly. i beat the main game but i#actually still havent finished the dlc.... but i also care very deeply about the galar cast and drew them a lot as well#and thats all not mentioning from my years long obsession with pokespe lol. but anyways yes#serena.txt
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sorry i still think that Phone Sex But Not But There's A Phone And Mine's Being Unhinged minedai fic's cinema. in text form.
#snap chats#when i say i havent updated the fic rec list in a year i meant it and its cause all the gold i love's on there#i cant explain to you why i love that phone fic so much its just art to my eyeballs#i live for mine being a freak while daigo's just being A Guy#LIKE TRULY NOOOO CAUSE DAIGO JUST CASUALLY TALKING ABOUT HIS DAY WAS SO CUTE TO ME#and then mine's being a fucking. WEIRDO on the other end just encapsulates their vibe#dude talkin bout his dork ass dream an shit. love you king no wonder champ's havin a wank atm ☠️☠️☠️#the FINEST flavor ever is Innocent Phrases That Arent Innocent Due To Context daigo just tryna be silly but then he give mine a heart attac#ITS CINEMA#Most Relative Bland Man You've Ever Met Can't Escape Freaks More At 12#i love calling daigo a bland man because as Head Honcho yakuza boss he shouldnt be a Bland Man#but he's just so CONSIDERABLY normal. like he's an Actual yakuza taking a gun out and shooting everyone and then he goes home#i love him..#ok i have to go be ill for the two other non-freaks that live in my brain then im sleeping bye#gonna reread that fic after i sketch this comic. who am i kidding after i FINISH this comic ffs#I DONT WANT IT TO BE LONG I DONT HTINK IT WILL BE BUT I KNOW MYSELF LMAO ok bye
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Huh?? Whuh??? Okay (Patreon)
#Doodles#Scouting fanfics has been Interesting on my brain lol#I tried to pick out the ones I fixated on first with exception of Vargas 'cause well - y'know lol#Someday 😔😢✨#But that still left me with a solid handful!#I'm trying to print them in increasing order - get the little guys out of the way once I'm satisfied with the process#And then work my way up so as to not Immediately overwhelm myself or my printer#And Helix happened to be the shortest among the fixation fics lol - what happens when I revisit a fixation? Correct!#Now granted it's only been since 2021 that I fixated on it - which is actually double funny to me since I was going back through my backlog#And I found some doodles of Max and Dex from 2019 - before I ever drew ZEX! - but I just never finished them lol#Very funny to me that I drew them first but then went in hard on ZEX and then SCII in general and /then/ circled back around lol#I know they weren't my in but dang what a quick turnaround in both directions lol#Well anyway the point is I love them and I love Helix <3#Jump to Japanese! While ''rereading'' my Japanese KoiBo volumes I'll occasionally pause and see if I can actually read something#I have a very loose grasp on Hiragana at this point - needta get back into practice to refresh - but context clues are my friends!#I think it's cute how Souichi just says ohayou but Morinaga says the full ohayou gozaimasu hehe <3#It's not so much that Morinaga speaks politely (although he does) but that Souichi speaks casually/disrespectfully! I love him <3 <3#I do get mixed up between su and tsu quite a lot - I know they don't look similar but I use a pneumonic for た (ta) that contradicts su :P#I'll get there! Every little step closer!#Last little guy was an at-the-time mystery pain in my guts! :0 I thought I ate something dodgy but it was acting weird for that#I think I've gotten it figured out by this point and the pain has gone away :D So who can complain!
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I thought I'd keep my Emotional Support Fic Yearly Reread for september/october when I'll be stressed out of my mind living alone with paperwork and schoolwork to do but actually I think right now is a good time
#the first time i read it was what. two and a half years ago?#i was in a very different (worse) place but i still need my cloth fanfic y'know#because i'm already stressed out about paperwork and living arrangements and mental & physical health#the fic is pacify btw. it's good to focus on someone else's struggles and pain and recovery#especially when those other someones are not real people and i don't have to really feel bad they're going through atrocious shit#also the songs i associate with the fic (which are many) are songs i don't want to listen to too much outside of pacify rereads#they're really good i just try not to listen to them without pacify because i don't want to stop associating them with the fic#they're - i've already said it but they're split in three parts#one that runs from the start to that moment in the tower during the battle#then from there til the evil is vainquished in the coolest way possible#and then til the end of part 7 since the author is still still working on part 8#so part one is handmade heaven - fear and loathing - karma‚ all by marina#part two is nobody and washing machine heart by mitski#and part three is the 7 minute version of plastic love by mariya takeuchi and happy by mitski#the songs don't actually fit the fic that much but they fit it in my head by association so whatever#hopefully i'll manage to finish my diptych project thing this summee#summer* ugh#anyway back to reading#i've reached the bit where Someone is made aware that some people have an expiration date and go fuck it we ball#not giving names because last time i did that i had to defend myself before a jury of my mutuals and i don't need that right now#it's just. it's a good part. well no it sucks for everyone it's the part that hurts (half of the fic) but like. it's good#wow i have a ramble tag now
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Alright, so. We’ve reached the point in the story where I’ve resorted to screenshots to properly review chapters lmfao, forgive me for how long this is going to be <3
Let me just say, such intimacy gets my eyes wet as shit for several reasons, probably all of which are maybe a tad bit unhealthy 🤡
WHERE IT BELONGED 💔💔💔 (my phone is being very slow due to the size of this post, but I’ll send the rest of what I wrote for this section in an ask<3)
This. I’ve never endured heartbreak like this, but this is something that happens a lot during the months where my seasonal depression decides to say hello.
I love JK but I want to strangle him so bad right now.
TELL HIM.
This entire sequence broke me ngl. I was deadass screaming crying throwing up and it was like three in the morning.
I hope these screenshots are in order smh. Once again I’m amazed by your prose and can’t find it in myself to feel okay with you doing this for free. I’ll rant more about your prose and what it does to me in a separate ask.
“Why… why not?” made me whimper a little I swear to god—my stomach hurt so bad 😭😭
Once again, I’m pain. “Stop it.” ???? I’m sorry? Why don’t YOU stop it?? Huh???!?
colour me in: monochrome | jjk (m)
Summary: The sky and the flowers, and even your heart and your mind, have turned oddly colourless since you left the warmth he used to wrap you in.
➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: lovesickness, crying, coping, tension, a hospital scene but nothing too major, mention of a small accident, MORE tension, pov changes, a Guest Appearance, a flashback, the Guest Appearance flirts with oc 🤷♀️, jk’s attitude is painful… heartache makes him mean, kissing… 🤐, arguments, pining/yearning, explicit sexual content: masturbation…, fingering, groping, mention of unprotected sex, soft sex… the ending x100 ➳ wc: 21.6k ➳ a/n: HI AGAIN. so. cmi7, finally; beta’d and fixed by my kitty @missgeniality ily !! <3 you guys… thank you so much for supporting me and loving cmi so far; please never stop and keep talking to me, it means so so much 🥺🤍 and don’t forget to listen to the playlist! ➳ listen to: reflections by the nbhd | full collaborative playlist 🤍
SERIES MASTERPOST | TAGLIST MASTERLIST | WIPs
Jungkook [9:23PM]: are u guys okay You [9:35PM]: Still talking but… it’ll be ok i think Jungkook [9:37PM]: okay.. i’m glad You [9:42PM]: Thank you kook. And i’m sorry
Keep reading
#I only realized during the argument that I’ve actually read this chapter#quite frankly I believe I binged this and jks pov in the next chapter after finishing the v-day flashback#but I was too sleep deprived and emotional to remember to reblog with notes and shit#I kid you not when I say I was rolling around in bed whispering to myself like a madwoman#yelling at characters#shoving my fist into my mouth#screaming into pillows#crying into pillows#it was a rough night I’m not surprised I forgot I read these 😭😭#anyway it was really good and fucked me up just as much on the reread 👍🏻#fic: cmi#author: taegularities#favorites#re: current reads 📖
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#yo i wrote a y/eIIowjackets fic and actually posted it LOLOL but it made me look thru my old fics#bro i wrote so much more for gIee than i realized LOL there’s some shit there that i rly don’t remember#and while i don’t love reading my own writing#i would love to refresh myself on that content bc ik it’s self indulgent as shit#i did not remember having so many q/uinnt/ina sha/dowhunter fics lol#and it’s kinda fun bc i’m more separated from it now like a few yrs later 💀💀💀#idk if ill reread them soon but i’m open to it at some point lmao#bro i have this k/Iaine fic i started in 2020. and rly wanted to finish and post but i still havent#i still think abt it LMAOO#maybe in like 2030 or smth skshddjdjjh#highkey the main reason i was looking thru my fics was bc i was curious what my fic titles were LOL#which was fun to see bc they are allllll tayIor swift lol 💀#i have diversified my music taste a bit beyond just one artist at least lol#but it is kinda fun that they’re all taylor like literally just fun to me idek what fun rly means in this context LOL#jeanne talks
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hhhh okay i was really planning to actually make au-gust update post today but uh lol i have like less than 25 min to make that a reality and work in about 5 hrs sooooo i'll have to do that later i guess oops. i also really really wanted to post the day 31 fic today and like. theoretically it SHOULD have been achievable. literally incapable of being concise. on the bright side i did officially surpass 50k written in this one month and thats with writing almost nothing the whole week of my vacation last week lmao so uh Take That nanowrimo haha
#patt's prattle#i dont know i guess this is an update? kind of?#i'm actually pretty sad i fell off like punctually uploading#because not to toot my own horn i have some KILLER aus in here okay. also ive reread the ones i already wrote and#would really like to read the rest also lmao#idk this is nonsense rambling so i can say i put something up today for my own self benefit#i uh actually all week thought the 31st was tomorrow (ie sunday) lmfao oops. tricked myself into expecting very slightly more time#i dont know! ignore this! i was trying to be good about actually using this blog this month and have not done great at that hahha#altho speaking of i have half a draft from the airport/plane before we took off that i'd intended to post and just did not finish#anyway i. wrote about 4k words today and am still nowhere near done with this very whim nonsense fic. if anyone cares. lmao
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good evening i totally didnt disappear for months haha idk what ur talking about
#okay for realsies im sowwyyyyy#i didnt actually intend to disappear for months#tbh my epilepsy and anxiety got a teensy tiny bit a lot worse and i couldn't gather up the courage to post anything#and THEN i felt mildly embarrassed about indulging in my childhood interests as a grown adult#which is something id never judge anyone else for im just overly critical on myself#i didnt actually lose interest in bakugan really i have a tone of wips but idk if ill finish them bc a LOT are months old#like basically all my wips are bakugan themed but i doubt they'll get finished bc theres abt 130 of them#they're all up on my clip studio paint rn id have to go through all of them. and thats a lot#i might have something done maybe soon??? im not sure how good it'd be#i guess im back-ish then??#i HAVE technically been using tumblr all this time but literally only to search up fanart for viddy games#THE MAIN THING THAT SORTA MOTIVATED ME TO COME BACK WAS A FANFIC THO#read like a garden wants a poppy on ao3 if u like spectragus or want nv from gus' perspective#or just want a rlly good fic#it changed my life for the best PLEASE read it#anyway byesies im gonna reread it for the 1839483rd time#ILL BE BACK#oh also i turned 22 like a week and a half ago lets gooo#ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO FOLLOWED ME AND LIKED MY POSTS WHILE I WAS GONE ILY 💕💕💕
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Reading my old wips, and oh. My god.
There is so many really really good parts, and oh so many really really not so good parts.
#Writing#I...am suffering now#Because one of the wips I reread was the first Linebeck fic I wrote/#Was writing and then word deleted like 8 pages#Mind you this wip has 108 pages and 55k words#And I just lost all motivation for it because so much work was lost#I then switched to writing TBaBS (which has just now crossed 98 pages in length) as my main WIP and have been working on it since#BUT NOW#I decide#Hey wouldn't it be cool if I just reread some of the old stuff#And yea some of it is from The Moss- which is actually pretty helpful cause I forgot some of my smaller plot points for that one#But then I go looking through OFS (that original Linebeck WIP) and I think I found the correct file?#Like the one that must have saved before my computer told me 8 pages had been deleted#And now#I don't know what to do with myself#Because I obviously am still writing TBaBS#But OFS came so easily (the writing isn't the best but it still came so easy for that fic)#That I'm almost tempted to go back to writing that one#EVEN THOUGH I KNOW ITS NOT EVEN HALF FINISHED#IDK why I did this to myself 😭
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writing is making me miserable but i just gotta keep going
#im in shambles. but it's fine#i think itd be helpful if i reread the entire fic thru again. however im actually terrified of doing that#i have quite a few mental barriers preventing me from fully immersing myself in the writing process again#and i know i can get through them but it just feels very impossible rn#its disheartening to feel like im not getting anywhere#just emo hours tonight...#one day i'll finish this chapter
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Ok, Just so everyone knows. I'm so freaking happy with how this turned out! TwT Especially the lighting, cause usually I don't do lighting at all. So the fact this turned out as good as it did is amazing to me. \(*w*)/
Anyway I did a redraw of a scene from this wonderful comic here by the fantastic @lostuzumaki its the last scene on the 4th page.
Reason for why I did it? I was bored since I couldn't find any lawlu fics to read and went browsing on Pinterest. I then started seeing all these reeeeally cute drawing of them together as kids ugh. So I had the strong urge to draw them together as kids.
But I had just finished drawing this icon banner and didn't have the energy/motivation to draw some more at the time. So I went to check if LostUzumaki's comic had updated recently as a way to give myself a bit of a break. But then I reread it and saw that scene and I couldn't help myself TwT So I hope you don't mind LostUzumaki for redrawing a scene from ur comic but they were too cute to ignore.
Oh yeah I actually had planned on drawing & coloring it in manga style to make it easier on me, but I couldn't help coloring in Law. Then when I saw how good the lighting and coloring was on Law. I felt I had to have with Luffy & the bkgd match. So yeah.
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I have enjoyed some of the TCF reaction fics, but I feel like there's a major problem.
Namely, that it's really hard for fic writers to stay motivated for over 700+ chapters, so it feels like they all start off strong for the beginning (especially rescuing Raon) and then peter out. We never get to the really good stuff.
Never reach that flashback when Cale reads the letter from the GoD, or see reactions to Choi Han rushing over to see Kim Rok Soo after getting Choi Jung Soo's records. Never have them see the Sealed God's test, and really... Post-apocalyptic Korea horrified Alberu, for good reason. Not that it's explicitly stated, but when is it ever? He had quite the reaction when he was trying to decide what to tell everyone else.
I've had some thoughts on how I would do it, but fair warning - I'm not much of a writer, and will probably never write it. All my respect for the ones that regularly write fanfic because I have like - less than a handful? Maybe, maybe, if I haven't moved on after finishing this reread, I'll try writing it myself.
The other thing is that I've been reading part 2 - only as far as eatapplepies has translated as I find mtl more confusing than helpful - and I'm really liking the Heavenly Demon. He seems to have fallen for our Cale pretty hard, and I'm interested in seeing how that goes.
So I have been playing around with ideas.
First - Dodam is trying to find 'that terrible bastard', and is dragging around his Choi Han.
He reaches Korea. Og!Cale as KRS, specifically. He has his own attribute, one to help him track down Cale, so he can pull up visions/memories related to that.
He pulls up the dream meeting between Cale and KRS.
There are a few team 1 members present, particularly Kim Minh Ah. Cue a bit of chaos, some 'aha' moments, and the long and the short of it is Dodam is going to pull up some of just what they're team leader is up to. (And if Dodam can figure out exactly which world or dimension to to next, and OG! Cale gets the bittersweet ability to see how his deal with the God of Death prevented the destruction he'd lived through, well... That's fine too)
During that brief moment, the Henituse noticed some strange mana fluctuations and managed to get Rosalyn there. She's basically able to tap into the feed and see and hear what's going on.
And divine intervention (like perhaps a god of love) extends the feed to the Heavenly Demon.
What would follow would be an abbreviated version of the key points. Sure, it loses some of the flavor... But we don't actually need, say, the amusing anecdote where an elf mistook Cale for a dragon.
Anyways, the more I thought about it the more I thought about how team 1 would react.
Because the minute they see those monster statues you know they'll all be going 'what the fuck?!?'
They will probably also nod knowingly at some of Cale's more shocking plans. Like hey, there he goes agreeing to help the Mogoru Empire put out the fire he started with the Whipper kingdom.
Nod, nod
Just like he did when they were dealing with that one corrupt guild
And if they ever get as far as seeing the Heavenly Demon, I'm sure one team member will be like 'Is.. is he flirting with Team Leader-nim?!?'
Cue stories where Team Leader Kim Rok Soo avoided a honeypot - except now they're thinking maybe he was just too dense to notice?
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