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moinsbienquekaworu · 1 year ago

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I thought I'd keep my Emotional Support Fic Yearly Reread for september/october when I'll be stressed out of my mind living alone with paperwork and schoolwork to do but actually I think right now is a good time

#the first time i read it was what. two and a half years ago?#i was in a very different (worse) place but i still need my cloth fanfic y'know #because i'm already stressed out about paperwork and living arrangements and mental & physical health #the fic is pacify btw. it's good to focus on someone else's struggles and pain and recovery #especially when those other someones are not real people and i don't have to really feel bad they're going through atrocious shit #also the songs i associate with the fic (which are many) are songs i don't want to listen to too much outside of pacify rereads #they're really good i just try not to listen to them without pacify because i don't want to stop associating them with the fic #they're - i've already said it but they're split in three parts #one that runs from the start to that moment in the tower during the battle #then from there til the evil is vainquished in the coolest way possible #and then til the end of part 7 since the author is still still working on part 8 #so part one is handmade heaven - fear and loathing - karma‚ all by marina #part two is nobody and washing machine heart by mitski #and part three is the 7 minute version of plastic love by mariya takeuchi and happy by mitski #the songs don't actually fit the fic that much but they fit it in my head by association so whatever #hopefully i'll manage to finish my diptych project thing this summee #summer* ugh #anyway back to reading #i've reached the bit where Someone is made aware that some people have an expiration date and go fuck it we ball #not giving names because last time i did that i had to defend myself before a jury of my mutuals and i don't need that right now #it's just. it's a good part. well no it sucks for everyone it's the part that hurts (half of the fic) but like. it's good #wow i have a ramble tag now

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