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Thank you @atlinmerrick for all your hard work to bring this project to life. I'm beyond grateful that my essay, "In Defense of Fanfiction," was accepted for publication in this collection. And I'm so excited to read the work of other contributors!
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Spark: How Fanfiction and Fandom Can Set Your Creativity On Fire
Spark is all about encouragement, permission, it's about firing you up.
Spark: How Fanfiction and Fandom Can Set Your Creativity On Fire hopes to help you believe that your fandom writing, drawing, podficcing – whatever you're creating right now – is, was, and ever shall be legitimate, important, and a fantastic way to expand your community, develop your skills, and above all help you find your voice in the world.
Spark's more than forty essays and interviews from best-selling writers Anne Jamison, Claire O'Dell, Diane Duane, Henry Jenkins, KJ Charles, Lyndsay Faye, Sara Dobie Bauer and many others discuss, encourage, and shout about how fic and fandom in all their glories can absolutely inspire you, set your creativity on fire – and change your world.
Click through to see the entire table of contents — who's in the book and the wonders about which they've written in Spark!
#Spark: How Fanfiction and Fandom Can Set Your Creativity On Fire#Improbable Press#In Defense of Fanfiction#Y'all I'm SHOOK#hyperventilating to see this post!#fanfiction altered the course of my life y'all#I am so grateful for this opportunity to formally defend it with research about literary greats who took part in it as well#I can't imagine life without fanfiction and fandom now#it's one of the reasons I made it through the pandemic#and continues to be a spark of joy!
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people who undermine the importance of izuku and katsuki's relationship throughout bnha because of "annoying shippers" or because they just don't like katsuki are insane because their relationship is literally so? important??? to the entire story???? katsuki is the deuteragonist of bnha. he was one of the first characters to show up. he was the first other person to know about OFA. so much of the manga is spent showing his development. if you deny his character development and relationship development ("relationship" does not always mean romantic relationship) with izuku, you are quite literally denying a massive part of the series. the manga starts with them and ends with them. you're allowed to dislike him but if you dislike him so much that you, in turn, start hating how izuku is a "punching bag" or a "doormat" for the entire series because he doesn't stay angry and vengeful at people even though a massive part of his character is that he's compassionate and kind even to people who aren't to him or used to not be, and you seriously think that that makes him weak, and you just start to dislike the main two characters of the series, i think you should. idk. stop reading, probably. read the revenge fantasy shit that you obviously want to read. there are like seven million manhwa available to you where the character gets the revenge you so desperately want to see.
#someone on twitter kinda pissed me off#bnha#mha#bkdk#bakudeku#katsuki bakugou#bakugou katsuki#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#i hope this post is understandable bc i am so tired rn#also can i just mention how these people so obviously project onto izuku#how much does katsuki have to atone for you guys#i'm not saying what he did WASN'T fucked up but at what point do you guys think he “earns” forgiveness?#apparently he didn't earn it when he: apologized. took a hit for izuku. died because he became the closest person to him.#felt guilty over his actions. cried because he felt guilty and wanted them to compete forever.#spent 8 years funding a fancy expensive suit that could allow izuku to have his greatest dream back.#like i genuinely don't understand what else he could possibly do#he experiences misfortune for being the way that he is (even if not directly reprimanded for it often) and he learns and grows from it#and if you say “he could've permanently died” izuku would have Fucking Hated that actually.#the main character you project so hard onto would have hated it and cried his eyes out and mourned for his childhood friend-slash-bully#proof? see his reaction when he literally saw katsuki lying dead on the ground. he started hyperventilating.#izuku midoriya is NOT A SELF INSERT CHARACTER.
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Mignon (PV)
#mignon#whump#anime whump#will this bl ever see the light#the promo was released 2 years ago :(#whump gif#same animator of hyperventilation did you know#physical whump#emotional whump#crying#head injury#head whump#blood#bl whump#bl anime#whumpedit#My posts
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I need more leaning into that whole “Jason was raised by wolves” thing. Make that boy feral. I know I’m not the first person to have this thought but Jason when he gets to CHB should be just off the shits. I can allow him being normal at Camp Jupiter because of the enormous pressure he was under to act proper as a son of Jupiter. But once he’s at CHB he has none of the memories and all of the instincts of a dude who was raised by a) his sister b) a pack of wolves and c) a child army. The venti attack him on the bridge and it’s like a flip switches in his head and he goes straight for biting Dylan in the arm and then trying to rip him apart with bare hands.
#mads posts#Jason grace#pjo#tlh#hoo#heroes of Olympus#Camp Jupiter#riordanverse#annabeth lands on the bridge ready to find Percy#sees Jason. covered in blood. cheerfully helping leo up from where he fell over in shock.#piper is hyperventilating because what the FUCK did her boyfriend just DO#Jason doesn’t see anything weird about what just happened. not one thought in his pretty little brain#containment maintained
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I think us Milgrammies with very stigmatized disorders should be given extra daily voting opportunities as compensation for having to deal with the awful takes by many of the fans when discussing the cases and characters
#rambles#if you dont want me to start my Fuuta arc give me compensation /j#i have a disease where if i see misinformation spread on the internet i start crying and growling and hyperventilating#me 🤝 being a chronically online bitch who needs to fight people 🤝 Fuuta#i will say though i used to be a lot worse! ive made a lot of progress toward being more calm and sane#ngl today is not good my fellow tumblrinas. excuse my possibke future insane posts and/or bitching
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OMG :DDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hello to the new followers!!! ahhh this is so unreal
#fhs rambling#AHHH 100 followers#EEE im so happy and grateful oh my gfd thankk you sm :DDD#seeing people follow me becauser they like what i post is so HFSHJDFHJSFJHFD?????? Ahhhh hyperventilating rn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I gotta say thee funniest hollywood trope about women is when labor comes on just like a heart attack. most heart attacks don't even come on like a heart attack.
#i get WHY they do it that way but#come on now#x#girl post#actually I've just realized what really ticks me off about childbirth in media#the baby is always born clean. you never see the umbilical cord. there's no evidence of the placenta.#it's very sanitized in that respect (which I'm fine with)#and yet mom is always screaming/hyperventilating. she can't ever talk unless to abuse her husband or literally beg for an epidural.#and everyone else in the room is either panicked or treating the mom like a horse in a race they've bet a lot of money on.#so the doctor's job is a positive fantasy while the mother's job is a negative fantasy#I'm not saying it should be a walk in the park but geez louise no wonder so many women have a phobia of it
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Last post before I crash and no-one hears from me until I return from my first final the morrow’s eve (a changed man no doubt) but there’ll never be anything funnier to me than consistently being viewed as a composed and calm saviour by peers while I’m, actively and uncontrollably losing it.
#not said sarcastically or as a vent by the way I genuinely find it so terribly amusing. you think I have it together ? aw <3 you fool.#i’ve been pacing around my room like a starving lion since the past week in whatever free time i’ve had.#and i keep getting people in my messages begging me for last minute help ? which is endearing but. i’m hanging on for dear life myself#helping isn’t foreign to me; i have 4 (?) people in my class who almost exclusively refer to me as ma’am and even refer to me as a teacher.#but helping last minute is so. deeply chaotic.#and I have this issue with me where having others around me makes me immediately drop into a ‘role’ of sorts?#i’ll be freaking out but then someone else starts freaking out around me and my immediate response is to just.#hey. we are going to make it out of this. it’s easy as pie. do you see me worried? no right? <- on the verge of hyperventilating#there’s this one guy in particular who got so excited to find out we have the exact same examination set-up tomorrow.#i gave him like basic pointers and i don’t think i’ve ever been thanked so earnestly and desperately in my life.#i remember during mocks my friends would message me what I wrote in questions and then they’d immediately go oh thank Fuck.#they’d literally just act like they’re absolutely going to pass now just because we had points in common.#as if i’m some sort of fucked up correct answer sheet incarnate.#it’s genuinely really sweet to me though; like i’m not posting this ranting or such.#having so much faith in another to the point that you can put yourself completely at ease says. alot i think.#and i’m glad i can be that person for so many.#and I feel like it helps me in a way too because i become so concerned with others that I forget to drown myself in my worries.#i forget that I’m worried because there are others to care about and console and help. so i suppose they help me in a way as well.#but also who is going to be that person for ME. who is going to console ME. im going fucking neurotic /jest#<- woman with ego issues & control issues who would rather die than accept help.#sigh. oh well. I’m sure we’ll do just fine. cannot wait#🥀🍷 — colloquy.
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⁺ ⛧ ﹒ jurgen leitner ? — ˚ 🕯️ ⌢
“ stupid idiot motherfucking jurgen leitner god damn fool book collecting , dust eating , rat old bastard , shithead , idiot , avatar of the whore - ”
><﹐ lupe , loop﹐🦇
🕯️﹐any / all + 17 + aroaceapl + abro ﹐★
﹑likes - tma , homestuck , lego monkie kid , persona series , drawing , figure skating , fanfiction﹒⟡﹒⤿
⛧ ﹔🥀﹒dislikes - bigots , wasps , needles﹐ıllı
!About you/info - pls save me from the self - inflicted suffering that is called “ drawing my characters reference sheet “﹒🪦
” - biggest clown in the circus , laughed out of town , cowboy motherfucking jurgen leitner ”
#intro post#tags are stupid#stop pinning me when i talk about jurgen leitner i hate him so much why does he have so many fucked up books ?#why did he decide to fuck around and find out just to set them loose#is he dead is he a bastard man has such a visceral affect on me not even in the room never seen this mans face and i know he has the worlds#shittiest beard get away from me#if i wanted to get into heaven and god said jurgen leitners waiting inside i would piss on gods feet for the sole purpose of getting sent#back down#if i have to deal with jurgen leitner speaking one word in person on voice in podcast not only will i close the tab i will delete my#bookmark out of spite and have to rewatch the entire series again for the purpose of being able to skip all the times when he is mentioned#or alive#i dont even know why i hate him so much. he collects books but i am just mad because i am angy#he better have some fucked up backstory to explain this if hes just some rich shithead whos a fan of creepypasta and wanted the irl version#ill go ham#better have had a book make him kill a man because if he didnt im going to make him#paypal dot com slash i fucking hate jurgen leitner#episodes not even about him. vaguely mentioned what is supposed to maybe be in his library and i fuckibg lost it#where the fuck is jurgen leinter if hes still alive im going to so deeply wish he wasnt#crusty old man#ill punch leitner and his sad frail old man twig bones will simply flake apart under my epic huge meat fist and he will disintegrate until#all thats left is one final book he kept on him simply titled Now You Fucked Up in ancient yiddish#im not breathing im hyperventilating at this point#i hope theres a date given for when jurgen died or will die so i can make it a reminder on my phone#every day once a year i will see it and do anything but pay respects to the man who had so many fucked up if true books#holy fuck i just hand typed the entire leitner rant /srs#thank you for coming to my ted talk
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do not let cheye put on barbie as "background noise" he'll spend the entire run time going fullscreen frame by frame on every scene with ken in it instead of working
#talkys#AND THIS IS ON THE CAMRIP. CAN U IMAGINE WHEN THE HD STREAM IS OUT. GOD#im here nearly throwing up and hyperventilating over CRUNCHY PIXELS#i feel like i need another ken tag. like i need a separate tag for my text posts about him vs my catch all#''here are my drawings of him and posts i think are him'' ykwim...#bc rn i feel having em all together is annoying for ppl who wanna see the art or posts but not my stupid talkys....hmmm#and i need smthng people can blacklist...oh well#kenposting
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trying to work out if I'm shaky from medication side effects, random symptom flares, seeing extremely triggering content completely untagged, or some other unknown reason
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#absolutely fucking love when I have stuff filtered for my own safety and then people don't tag the very very obvious triggers in stuff#and I have to deal with spending an hour shaking and hyperventilating and trying to get our brain to calm down again#and if I don't manage that or I end up seeing more triggering stuff then I'm fucked and there goes possibly the entire rest of the night#great experience right there /s
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Now and Then by The Bootleg Beatles // 5/12/2023
#the beatles#now and then#the bootleg beatles#so here's a thing#my second time seeing them and seats only venue this time - definitely not as good as standing in a crowd but!#hearing this song live????#FUCK#i was slightly hyperventilating so only started recording a wee while into it but i thought i'd share because#goddddddDDDDD#my show#my post
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it's so incredibly clear how many people have never spoken to a trans teenager in their lives outside of trying to fight one. zero compassion or understanding on these motherfuckers. dear god.
#transphobia#idk!! maybe it's because a substantial portion of my friend group was trans when i was a teenager. but... like. they're not idiots#they're not sheep being led blindly#anyone who would lead you to believe that would have you think no teen knows their mind or body#if i could tell there was something wrong with me because i kept hyperventilating into my trumpet and breathing in valve oil#you bet your ass someone can realize 'oh. hey. there's something screwy about my gender' when they're a teen#like... they're not idiots. they're not babies. you're just an asshole.#and you don't see them as people and you're looking for some post hoc justification and you don't even care about your own hypocrisy
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I want to let the social anxiety win and disappear sometimes. Some more than others
#buzgie ❁#personal post#i dont think people get what its like to have pathological social anxiety#everything in life revolves talking to random people and i just cant do it#do you know what its like to get so socially anxious it's delusional or psychotic?#do you know what it's like to think every laugh in the building is making fun of you? hallucinating your name in strangers conversations?#tryimg to see a doctor and thinking that theyre leaving the room just to make fun of you with the entire staff team?#randomly remembering an awkward interaction with someone and hyperventilating and shaking without even realizing?#needing to stop and catch your breath because you remembered leaving a reddit comment earlier and youre terrified people will dogpile you#over something benign?#earlier i went to move my grocery cart twice and accidentally blocked someones way and just thinking about it to type it up makes me start#shaking and hyperventilating and tensing up and shit#do you know what its like for every awkward interaction to affect you like that? every day of your life?#it's an everyday thing#i dont get a break from this except for when i dont have social interactions
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even tumblr memories know youre obsessed with me are you not embarassed
SHUT UPPPPPPP and you rbed that so fast why? 🤨 perhaps you have post notifs on for me ? 🤨
#its a mutual obsession. if i dont see a maria post somewhere once a day whether ontumblr twt locket or insta i start hyperventilating#maria
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#one thing about me is that i will see an awareness post about pap smears and start lightly hyperventilating#that just seams fucked up why would anyone do this. just thinking about someone shoving anything up my fucking There#makes me want to cry & throw up & die. no thank you!#i need to move past this.. there is panic in my chest#more animal crossing for me
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