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 Can The Sun Rays Creation Process Depend On Saturn Motion? (Revised)
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Paper Discovery
The paper question tells (The Sun Is Not Doing Nuclear Fusion To Produce Its Rays) instead The Sun Rays is produced by another method and this method depends on Saturn motion- for that - We should ask (Is There Another Method Can Produce A Light Beam In The Solar System?) 
This Is Extraordinary: Gravity Can Create Light, All on Its Own
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This new article tells us, The Gravitational Waves Can Move By Speed Of Light And Can Produce A Light Beam. 
I Claim The Sun Rays Is Produced By This Method And Not By The Sun Nuclear Fusion,
Before all discussions we need to ask-
Let's suppose the gravitational waves move by speed of light (C = 300000 km/s), how can this motion produce a light beam? We know the light beam is produced from the value (C^2)
Means- the article tells- the gravitational waves move by speed of light (C)and some geometrical effect is found and caused to square this speed and produced the value (C^2) from which the light beam is produced.   
For better understanding
The gravitational waves move by speed of light and the waves are reflected
The energy reflection causes to square the velocities (and many other effects), by that the reflection of energy caused to square the speed of light (C=300000 km/s) and produced the value (C^2) from which the light beam is produced- the reflection of energy is discussed in details later-
Shortly this new article tells us 2 new information which are
(1st Information)    
The light beam source of energy is the gravitational waves motions energy- it's NOT the sun mass by the nuclear fusion process–but- the gravitational wave motions energy this is very interesting news because the solar system is so rich in the motion energy
(2nd Information)    
The light beam production method is the relative motion-
Means- the gravitational waves move by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) relative to some point- and this speed is squared by the reflection of energy and that produced the value (C^2) and the light beam is produced by this value (C^2)
Means the light beam production method is the relative motion based on the different velocity = speed of light = 300000 km/s = C
Means- the light beam production does NOT use the nuclear fusion process
Shortly- The article tells us –the source of energy is changed and the light production method is changed- we have a very different picture for the light beam production process- let's summarize these ideas in following
First/ the gravitational waves move by speed of light (C=300000 km/s)
Second/ the gravitational waves are reflected in the solar system and the reflection of energy caused to square the velocities and by that the speed of light produces the value (C^2) and from this value (C^2) the light beam is produced. 
Third/ the light source of energy is the gravitational waves motions energies
Fourth / the light production method is the relative motion with different velocity = speed of light= 300000 km/s= C, Also we need to know that, the gravitational waves move by speed of light relative to The Sun Point Of Space-
Means- The Sun Rays Is Produced By The Gravitational Waves Motions Energies
Fifth/ The surprised fact is that- the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies and NOT by the sun gravitational field.
Here I provide a theory against the article statement- because- the article supposes the gravitational waves are produced by The Sun Gravitational Field- but in fact the gravitational waves are produced by The Planets Motions Energies.
Shortly
The Sun Rays Is Created By The Planets Motions Energies Total
The sun is a phenomenon created by the planets motions energies
The sun is a product from the planets motions energies and of course No planet moves by the sun gravity (Newton is wrong)
The sun rays creation is a model for all stars rays creation- means- all stars rays are created by their planets motions energies and no star uses the nuclear fusion process to produce its rays.
My theory explanation is divided into two branches
1st Branch/ The analysis of the relative motion by which the sun rays is created 
The Sun Gravitational Field Theory Refutation
The Gravitational Waves Source And Its Motion Trajectory Through The Solar System
The Gravitational Waves Relative Motion
The Gravitational Waves Relative Motion (More Analysis)
The Analysis Of The Sun Position And Creation Data
The Sun Nuclear Fusion Theory Is Wrong
The Theory Main Question
The Sun Is Created After All Planets Creation And Motion (The Proof)
Can The Motion Be Transported Among The Planets?
2nd Branch/The analysis of the source of energy from which the sun rays is created 
The Planets Motions Use Different Rates Of Time
The Planets Rates Of Time Analysis
1st Branch/ The analysis of the relative motion by which the sun rays is created 
(I) The Sun Gravitational Field Theory Refutation
FIRST/ the sun rotation period is (25.4 days at equator) and (34.4 days at pole),
This data proves the sun has NO massive gravity and it has NO even gravity equal any planet gravity otherwise it would rotate in one period of time as any planet.
SECOND/ No planet moves by the sun gravity (Newton Is Wrong)- the planet moves by its creation force- means-  the planet creation and motion should be done by the same one force because if two forces have effects on the same one planet, this planet would be Broken- means- the planet is Not broken by its motion because the planet moves by the force caused its creation and NOT by The Sun Gravity Force
THIRD/ The Mass gravity Force Can Not Cause any Motion- (Newton is wrong)– let's explain that -Mass gravity is a bond between 2 masses – the Earth and the moon are bond together by the mass gravity- They are similar to a lorry and its trailer– If a force causes the Earth to move the moon will move with the Earth– this is the effect of the mass gravity but the mass gravity can't cause any motion! Why? Suppose the moon moves by the Earth mass gravity- The moon motion produces energy (1/2mv^2)- and– From what source this motion energy will be provided? From the mass itself! means- If the Earth causes the moon to move that necessitates to decrease the Earth and moon masses by the motion energy– It's wrong definition for the mass gravity - the mass gravity creates a bond between two masses- and if a force causes the Earth to move the moon will move with the Earth, in this case, this force will provide the motion energy for the Earth and the moon motions– but No Motion can be done by the mass gravity.
(II) The Gravitational Waves Source And Its Motion Trajectory Through The Solar System
(a)
Planet motion produces energy (1/2 mv^2), this energy is Not stored in the planet body otherwise its temperature would be raised, and no planet temperature is raised by its motion- logically- this energy is stored in the space in waves form-
Means- the space is similar to the sea of water and the planet motion is similar to a fish swimming in the sea, the fish motion creates waves and similar to that the planet motion energy creates waves in the space- these waves are similar to the water waves they move freely far from its source and can be reflected- this analysis forces us to attribute mechanical features for the space 
Notice
The fish swims in the sea by hitting some water by its body- and this action creates waves in the sea we conclude these waves moves by a velocity equal the fish velocity because of the reaction force- similar to that- the planet motion energy creates waves in the space and these waves move by velocity equal the planet velocity- for example- Mercury (47.4 km/s) motion energy creates waves in the space and these waves move by a velocity = 47.4 km/s
(b)
These waves are the gravitational waves, the scientists discovered them but called wrongly (Gravitational Waves) supposing they are created by the sun gravitational field-BUT- the fact is that- these waves are produced by the planets motions energies which is proved by the previous analysis- shortly- no place to store the planet motion energy except in the space in waves form- means the planet has a necessity to store its motion energy in the space-
(c)
Now we know, Planet motion creates waves in the space and these waves move by this planet velocity and also these waves are the gravitational waves but can we follow these waves trajectory in the solar system? let's try
The planets revolve around the sun in the same one direction, for that, the planets motions energies waves move into the same one direction toward Pluto orbit (perpendicular on the revolution direction)-
In Pluto orbit these waves are unified together in one unified wave- means- this one unified wave contains all planets motions energies- and this one unified wave moves by the planets velocities total
Then
This one unified wave is reflected from Pluto orbit to Venus (the inner planets)- and then – Venus caused to reflect this one unified wave toward Mars
Finally, the one unified wave is stored in the Earth moon orbit while this one unified wave contains the planets motions energies total- and this one unified wave moves by a velocity = the planets velocities total,
(Notice, the energy is reflected three times in the solar system, from Pluto, from Saturn and from Venus)
Means
While The Planets Revolve Around The Sun, There's One unified wave moves in the space and revolves around The Sun through the Earth moon orbit and this wave moves by a velocity = the planets velocities total and this unified wave contains the planets motions energies total (And This Unified Wave Is The Gravitational Wave) 
What's this unified wave velocity?  
The 9 planets velocities total = 176 km/s BUT
We have to add the moon velocity (29.8 km/s) because the wave revolves through the Earth moon orbit – means the wave velocity is 205.8 km/s       
(The moon velocity = the Erath velocity = 29.8 km/s because they revolve around the sun together)
SHORTLY
While The Planets Revolve Around The Sun, There's One unified wave moves in the space and revolves around The Sun through the Earth moon orbit and this wave moves by a velocity = 205.8 km/s -This wave contains the planets motions  energies total (and this wave is the gravitational wave)
(III) The Gravitational Waves Relative Motion
Here we have a relative motion – let's remember it
There's one wave moves by a velocity 205.8 km/s and revolves around the sun through the moon orbit- and in this wave the planets motions energies total is stored
This wave motion creates a relative motion relative to The Sun Point of space 
This relative motion has 2 players, the unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) and the sun point of space velocity (1 km/s)
We need to pay attention to this relative motion, because this relative motion will enable the unified wave to move by speed of light (300000 km/s)  
For that we should analyze this relative motion in details
First
The sun point of space velocity is (1 km/s) – this velocity is NOT changed- we should notice that- No any other point of space in the solar system moves by this velocity- the sun point of space is the only point moves by this velocity (1 km/s) and later I explain how this velocity is defined-
Second
Here we have a relative motion between the sun point of space (1 km/s) and the unified wave (205.8 km/s)-
We understand that the planets motions energies total is stored in this unified wave- for that this wave velocity is increased with the time– Why?
Because the planets motions energies are stored in the space-means- the stored energy in the space is increased day after day- and this stored energy is stored in this one unified wave which revolves around the sun through the moon orbit- Now we have to ask (How Can This One Unified Wave Energy Be Increased?) by increasing its velocity through the time-
Let's try to see this picture more clearly
Suppose the planets move for one second- the planets motions energies will be stored in the one unified wave its velocity 205.8 km/s relative to the sun point (1 km/s)
Means this motion for one second contains the planets motions energies total for One second- but the planets motions energies are stored for long periods of time and not for one second- the increased energy causes to increase the one unified wave velocity
Means- the velocity 205.8 km/s is the minimum velocity of the unified wave, and the unified wave velocity is increased day after day by the increasing of the stored motion energy in the space- and the unified wave velocity is increased till reach to the speed of light (C=300000 km/s) because the energy reflection will square this speed and produce the Value (C^2) by which the light beam will be produced and by that the stored energy will be produced in light beam form (the sun rays) and that will cause to decrease the unified wave velocity to 205.8 km/s one more time.
Shortly
The machine main idea is, the unified wave velocity is increasing till be equal the speed of light while the sun point of space velocity (1 km/s) is NOT changed and by that the different velocity be = 300000 km/s = speed of light
Third
The energy is reflected in the solar system and the energy reflection causes to square the velocities- means- the different velocity = speed of light =C = 300000 km/s  will be squared and produce (C^2) and the light beam will be produced from this value (C^2)
Notice
The one unified wave is reflected three times in the solar system, by Pluto, by Saturn and by Venus- the reflection of energy caused to square the velocities, reflect the rates of time and the players in addition to many other effects are defined and proved in the paper in point no. (18)
(IV) The Gravitational Waves Relative Motion (More Analysis)
Here I need to put a defined summary for the relative motion
(A)
The relative motion depend on a different velocity= 300000 km/s= speed of light= C
If this different velocity is decreased with any fraction no light beam can be produced- means- we need the different velocity to be 300000 km/s Accurately 
(B)
The relative motion has 2 players- the unified wave motion its velocity (205.8 km/s), and this velocity is the minimum velocity because the unified wave velocity is increased by the stored motion energy day after day till the unified wave velocity be equal the speed of light = 300000 km/s = C
We know that- No motion can be done by any velocity higher than speed of light (300000 km/s = C) as Einstein stated BUT
My research proves there's a light beam moves by speed 1.16 million km per second
If this huge speed is found why the limit speed is 300000 km/s? Because
The solar system (Planets and space) are created from one energy and this energy is provided by one light beam and this light beam moves by speed 1.16 million km per second- BUT
The light beam (1.16 million km per second) created the space firstly before any planet creation- means- the light created the planets orbits at first before any planet creation and the light energy is consumed in the space creation process and the rest part of energy after the space creation is an energy moves by the known speed of light (300000 km/s = C)- the solar planets are created and moving based on this energy (light beam) which moves by the known speed of light (C=300000 km/s)
Means- the original speed 1.16 million km per second is used for the space creation and the solar system motions (planets and waves) depend on the known speed of light (C=300000 km/s) and by that No motion can be found by a speed greater than the known speed of light (C=300000 km/s) and that means – the unified wave velocity can be only equal the known speed of light = C=300000 km/s and can NOT be greater than it at any case.
Shortly
The unified wave velocity is increased from (205.8 km/s) day after day till be equal the speed of light = C= 300000 km/s and Can Not be greater than this velocity Never
(C)
The sun point of space velocity is 1 km/s
We understand clearly, the sun point of space velocity can cause to fail the solar system motion and can cause to destroy the solar system completely- why?
Because if the sun point of space is faster than 1 km/s the different velocity will be less than speed of light (C=300000 km/s) and the reflection of energy will NOT produce the Value (C^2) and NO light beam can be produced as a result
Means- the planets motions energies total will be still stored in the space without using and that will cause the serious risk for the solar system
Shortly- the sun rays is the very good outlet for the stored motion energy
For that we study the sun point of space in details in following
(V) The Analysis Of The Sun Position And Creation Data
How Can The Sun Point Of Space Velocity Be 1 km/s?
(1)
The planets revolve around a point in space (any point in space)- the revolution motion creates two velocities on both sides, the velocities are equal in value and opposite in direction- the total be Zero- and that means- the revolution motion creates a stationary point in the revolution center- the stationary point velocity is Zero approximately (1 km/s the sun point of space)
By that the relative motion is created between the unified wave 205.8 km/s and the stationary point (the sun point of space 1 km/s) while the sun point velocity is fixed and don't change (1 km/s) the unified wave velocity is increased from 205.8 km/s to reach the speed of light = C= 300000 km/s – that creates the different velocity = speed of light = 300000 km/s = C
(2)
The previous idea presents the fact as simple as possible but we need to see the fact details to help our understanding- for that I need to refer to the solar system creation theory in following
The solar planets and space is created from one energy and this energy is provided by one light beam and this light beam moves by speed 1.16 million km per second
The light created the planets orbits before any planet creation- and the light energy is consumed in the space creation process and the rest energy is an energy moves by the known speed of light (C=300000 km/s) – we can consider that- the rest energy is one light beam moves by the known speed of light (C=300000 km/s)
We can imagine the rest energy is similar to one wave moves in the sea – means- the original energy (1.16 million km/s) is consumed to create the sea and the rest energy is one wave moves through this sea-
Now the solar system is one energy (wave) moves by speed of light (C=300000 km/s)
The solar system needed to create a stationary point 
Means- the solar system needed to create a stationary point moves by Zero velocity
We understand that (It's impossible to create a stationary point)
Because
The solar system is similar to the sea of water and every thing is moving by the wave motion and no point can be stationary on the sea water- by that – no any stationary point can be found in the solar system- simply- impossible to find it  
For that- the solar system created this stationary point
The wave (300000 km/s) revolves around a point in space (any point in space) and the revolution creates two velocities which are equal in value and opposite in direction by that the total is Zero- means –the revolution motion creates a stationary point in its center- we understand that- this stationary point will be the sun point of space- by that the sun point of space is created as a stationary point its velocity (Zero approximately = 1 km/s)
But this picture is still incomplete
Because the speed of light 300000 km/s is a huge velocity and to create a stationary point, that means this speed is decreased to Zero approximately (=1km/s)
The decreasing of the speed of light (C=300000 km/s) to Zero is a difficult process
For that- the wave (300000 km/s) created small waves (which are the planets) because the planets velocities will be used as steps to decrease the speed of light (300000km/s) to Zero to enable the stationary point to be created-
This is a very important information because it tells the solar system has a compete system of velocities starts from the sun point of space its velocity (zero approximately = 1 km/s) and finishes with the motion by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) where the planets velocities are steps between the two velocities (two terminals)
Notice
The planets are geometrical points created on the same one light beam (one energy)- means- the light beam is similar to the sea of water and the planets are similar to ships sail on this sea of water- means- the planets motions depend on this light beam motion and by that the motion by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) is the motor by which the planets move- means- all planets motions depend on the light beam motion by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) and all planets velocities are created based on rates of time because of this fact- I explain that in details in the second branch of this discussion-
I want to say
The speed of light (C=300000km/s) is NOT strange from the planets motions, because all planets motions depend on the light motion and that means if the unified wave (the gravitational wave) moves by speed of light relative to the sun point that doesn't disprove the fact tells (the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies) because all planets motions depend on the light beam motion and speed
Notice
The next data proves the previous idea
(205.8)^2 x 7.1 = 300000 km – let's explain this data
The distance 300000 km is passed by light motion in one second
7.1 is Lorentz length contraction effect for speed (0.99C)- means- if a particle its length 7.1 meters moves by speed (99% of speed of light =297000 km/s) the particle length will be contracted and be one meter only.
The previous data is produced by light motion without any planet motion effect 
The velocities rates create rates of time- for example- Mercury velocity =1.6 Earth velocity- based on the velocities rate the rate of time be created – the rate of time tells (one second of Mercury clock = 1.6 seconds of the Earth clock) by that the two planets move equal distances in the same period of time.
We know the velocity of the Sun Point Of Space Is 1 km/s
We understand clearly that, the geometrical design interested strongly to make the velocity of the sun point 1 km/s and never be faster- and we know the reason behind- because- the unified wave velocity is increased till be equal the speed of light (300000 km/s) and because the sun point velocity is 1 km/s that makes the different velocity to be equal speed of light = 300000 km/s and based on this different velocity the light beam is created- means- there's massive necessity to make the sun point of space to be = 1 km/s
Now let's ask- where the sun point velocity is 1 km/s and the velocities rates create rates of time – how can we define the unified wave velocity?  Let's look again to our equation (205.8)^2 x 7.1 = 300000 km
Let's change this equation as following (V)^2 x 7.1 = 300000 km
Can we define the velocity (V) in this equation?
Of course V= 205.8 km/s
I want to say, the unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) is defined as a function in the speed of light based on 2 considerations which are (the sun point velocity is 1 km/s and the length contraction effect for 0.99C velocity is 7.1)
I try to prove, the planets velocities are defined as functions in the speed of light, that proves the planets motions depend on the light motion.
Notice–the unified wave (205.8 km/s) moves in 1461 seconds a distance= 300000 km- but we know 1461 days is the Earth cycle (365+365+365+366 =1461 days) that proves the planets depends on the light motion to define their velocities and orbital periods- I try to show that the solar system motion depends on the light beam motion-  
(3)
The previous explanation aimed to explain that, the sun rays creation depends on the different velocity between the unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) and the sun point of space velocity (1 km/s) and the unified wave velocity is increased daily by the stored motion energy while the sun point of space velocity is NOT changed- by that- the unified wave velocity is increased till reach to the speed of light = C= 300000 km/s
(how can the unified wave velocity 205.8 km/s reach the speed of light 300000 km/s? this question will be answered later)
Here we see the great necessity to make the sun point of space velocity (1 km/s)- because – if this velocity is changed that will prevent to produce the light beam- means- the light beam production process depends on the velocity of the sun point of space- because the unified wave velocity can NOT be greater than the speed of light (C=300000 km/s)- that makes the velocity of the sun point of space the cornerstone in the light beam production process-
I try to show the geometrical importance to make the velocity of the sun point of space only 1 km/s and never be faster-
The designer paid so great attention and incredible interest for this point- because of its massive importance and effect- for that- the designer made the sun position in the sky and the sun creation data to depend on exact mathematical calculations and strict geometrical rules to guarantee its velocity Never to be faster than 1 km/s
Let's see some examples to explain that
Example No.(1)
We See The Sun Disc= The Moon Disc which enable the total solar eclipse to be occurred because
The sun diameter / the moon diameter= Earth orbital distance/ earth moon distance
Why does the diameters rate equal = the distances rate?
Example No.(2)
4900 mkm (Jupiter orbital circumference) = 1.39 mkm (the sun diameter) x 3475 km =12104 km x 406000 km = 12756 km x 384000 km = 6792 km x 2 x 363000 km
3475 km      = the moon diameter                 12104 km    = Venus diameter
12756 km    = The Earth diameter                6792 km      = Mars diameter
 363000 km, 384000 km and 406000 km are the distances between the Earth and its moon in perigee, orbital distance and apogee radiuses respectively
The previous examples show that the sun creation data and its position in the sky are defined based on accurate mathematical calculations- but why? and what's the useful result of these data proportionalities
The designer aimed to make the velocity of the sun point of space to be 1 km/s and He interested to guarantee that the velocity can Never be faster than 1 km/s – because any faster velocity than 1 km/s will destroy the chance of the light beam production- BUT
What's the relationship between the sun creation data and its velocity?
This question is answered by my planet diameter equation- the equation proves that the planet diameter is defined based on this planet velocity- for example- Neptune diameter is 49528 km because Neptune velocity is 5.4 km/s that shows the change in velocity can change the diameter (my planet diameter equation proves that strongly) and based on that, the sun diameter is effected by the sun velocity and vice versa for that reason these proportionalities are necessary to guarantee the sun point of space to be (1 km/s) and never be faster.
(4)
The sun rotation period is (25.4 days at equator) and the sun circumference is 4.37 million km- this motion velocity is 2 km/s
Means if the sun moves by 2 km/s, the sun will rotate around its axis one complete rotation in 25.4 days
This data should be a proof for my theory- because the sun real data shows its velocity is 2 km/s
Please Note-
The solar system geometrical design supposes the velocity of the sun is 1 km/s but the real velocity is 2 km/s – it is NOT small change in Value – it's a great change in the whole machine- but the machine still can produce a light beam spite of that
And to produce the light beam- the machine has to depend on (2 seconds) in place of (1 second) and for that the planets have to move a distance = (180000 million km) in place of the required distance (90000 million km)
because the required rate is (90000 million km per second) which is (C^2)  
I want to say- the change in the velocity of the sun point of space from (1 km/s) to (2 km/s) this change forces the solar planets to move (double distance) to create the light beam- I prove that in details later
The respectful reader can imagine what effects can be occurred if the velocity of the sun point of space be for example (15 km/s)-  such velocity will kill all chances to create any light beam in the solar system.
(VI) The Sun Nuclear Fusion Theory Is Wrong
There are three major critics against this theory
1st Critic (The Light Production Method)
The previous analysis shows how the sun position in the sky and its creation data is defined by accurate mathematical calculations and geometrical rules- these features are required to make the velocity of the sun point of space 1 km/s and to prevent it to be faster at any case-because- the faster velocity will decrease the different velocity to be less that speed of light which prevents the light beam to be produced 
That explains the importance of the proportionalities between the sun data and the planets data as we have studied before- BUT- these proportionalities have no effect in the sun nuclear fusion theory because the energy is produced from the sun mass by the nuclear fusion process - that shows the theory is so wrong because it didn't see the proportionalities between the sun data and the planets data which is helper features in the light beam production process-      
2nd Critic (The Light Source Of Energy)
While the planets revolve around the sun continuously and their motions produce energies- that makes the solar system very rich in the motion energy- means there's massive motion energy stored in the space- BUT – the sun nuclear fusion theory left this source of energy without using and invented some very strange source of energy (the sun mass)- while it's understandable that the motion energy can't be stored in the space forever without using-
Means- the sun rays is the very good outlet for the solar planets motions energies which is stored in the space- logically- the sun rays should be produced by the planets motions energies- otherwise the stored motion energy will cause continuous risk for the solar system-      
This is the same case with all stars- all stars rays are produced by their planets motions energies and No star uses the nuclear fusion process- this conclusion can be concluded simply by the analysis of the planet motion energy-    
3rd Critic (The Sun Corona Temperature)
The sun corona temperature is 5 million Kelvin but the sun surface is 5800 Kelvin
This fact puzzles the scientists (because they believe the sun rays is created by the sun nuclear fusion theory)
Simply the energy is NOT produced by the sun nuclear fusion- But the energy is produced by the planets motions energies- the energy is not produced from the sun body BUT the energy come from out into the sun body- The Sun Corona Temperature proves that the sun is NOT doing nuclear fusion to produce its rays – instead the planets motions energies total is used as the source of energy to produce the sun rays- that's why the energy out of the sun is greater than the energy inside the sun
(VII) The Theory Main Question
The main question asks
(How Can The Unified Wave Velocity 205.8 km/s be increased till equal the speed of light 300000 km/s?)
(i)
The unified wave moves by velocity (205.8 km/s) relative to the sun point of space (1 km/s)-
The planets motions use different rates of time where
(one second of the sun clock = 1461 seconds of the unified wave clock) 
Means- while the unified wave (205.8 km/s) moves a period 1461 seconds and passes a distance = 300000 km but the sun clock sees the consumed period as (one second) and by that the sun sees a distance = 300000 km is passed in a period one second and that creates different velocity = 300000 km/s = speed of light = C
(ii)
The increasing of the different velocity depends on the rates of time and Does Not use the usual acceleration process (as electron acceleration in lab)- means- the final speed (300000 km/s = speed of light) is achieved directly without graduation-  
I want to say
The unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) is NOT increased gradually as to be (300 – 500- 800 – 2000 km/s) this graduation is NOT used to increase the unified wave velocity- because- the energy is added based on rates of time- let's use example-
The solar system rate of time tells (one hour of Mercury = 24 hours of any planet) this rate means- while one hour passes in Mercury clock, the planets clocks pass one solar day and the planets motions distances total equal 17.75 million km in this period of time – BUT- Saturn in the same period of time moves a distance = 20.1 million km  
That shows Saturn moves alone in the same period of time a distance greater than the planets motions distances total- because- the rate of time between Mercury and Saturn tells (one hour of Mercury clock = 24 solar days of Saturn clock)   
This data tells us
When all planets motions energies are added one another that will cause the unified wave to move by a velocity = (50% of speed of light = 150000 km/s) BUT when Saturn motion energy is added this speed be = (speed of light =C= 300000 km/s)
Means- the unified wave velocity is increased from (205.8 km/s) to speed of light (300000 km/s= C) by the rates of time using and without any graduation-
(ii)
Please note the graduation absence is very useful for the solar system motion-because- the velocity increasing by graduation can perform high velocities as (99% of speed of light) and these velocities are very harmful for the solar system motion and cause great negative effects on the solar system design- because – the high velocity (0.99C) can NOT produce a light beam but it causes to create the relativistic effects (length contraction- time dilation and mass increasing- all by Lorentz transformation) 
Specially the length contraction effect causes very negative effect on the solar system because it creates difficulties to gather the planets motions energies in one energy (one unified wave)- the contraction causes to scatter the energy and prevent to collect them in one energy (one unified wave)
Means- the designer used the rates of time method to increase the unified wave velocity from 205.8 km/sec to the speed of light (C=300000 km/s) and doesn't use the usual acceleration process to protect the solar system from the negative effects of the relativistic effects which are produced by high velocity motion
Notice (1)
Please note the relativistic effects are produced in the solar system spite the designer effort because of the negative effect of Neptune motion on the solar system as I explain in point no. (3) of this paper.  
Notice (2)
The planets motions depend on the rates of time since their creation- this fact is studied in details in the second branch of this study
(VIII) The Sun Is Created After All Planets Creation And Motion (The Proof)
Let's remember the planet velocity analysis 
DATA
We remember the rule (v1v2=322) (my 5th equation)– let's prove it
322 = 47.4 km/s (Mercury velocities)            x 6.8 km/s  (Uranus velocities)                    
322 = 35 km/s  (Venus velocity)                   x 4.7 km/s (Pluto velocity) x 2              
322 = 29.8 km/s (the Earth velocity)             x 5.4 km/s (Neptune velocities) x 2    
322 = 24.1 km/s (Mars velocity)                   x 13.1 km/s (Jupiter velocity)                
322 = (17.9 km/s)^2 (Ceres velocity)                               (Max error 2%)
DISCUSSION
the data tells
The Planets Velocities Are Defined Based On One Design
The Planets Are Added In Pairs In The Solar Group- Means- No Single Planet Can Be Added To The Solar Group
Now we have to ask Can We Add A New Planet To The Solar Group?
Let's answer in following - I add a new planet after Pluto
I suppose the new planet orbital distance to be =7000 million km
This new planet velocity will be 4.3 km/s (We define it by kepler law)
Now we need the complementary planet because of the rule (v1v2 =322)
(322 =4.3 x 75), means, the complementary planet velocity is 75 km/s   
Where can we find a planet its velocity 75 km/s? this planet must be in the distance between the Sun and Mercury –this planet orbital distance should be 23.2 million km
(57.9/23.2) = (75/47.4)^2  where
(57.9 million km = Mercury Orbital Distance) and (47.4 km/s) =Mercury velocity
Shortly – It's hard to add any planet in the distance between Mercury and the Sun- means- we can't add any new planet to the solar group because of the Sun existence.
But- How Could The Found Planets Be Added To The Solar System?
The Sun is created AFTER all planets creation and motion- means – after all planets be in their orbits the Sun is created- In details-The planets were created in their orbits and revolve around a point of space, before the sun creation, and later the sun is created in this point of space around which the planets revolve
Because - technically-  the Sun existence prevents to add any new planet to the solar system and also the Sun existence prevents any planet to change its orbit
(For example- Mars original orbit was between Mercury and Venus and Mars had migrated to its current orbit before the Sun creation And Mars couldn't return to its original orbit because of the Sun existence ) (Mars Migration is proved in the paper) 
Notice –
This analysis is another proof for my theory tells (The Sun Rays Is Created By The Planets Motions Energies Total And Not By The Sun Nuclear Fusion Process)
Shortly
The sun rays can NOT be created without the solar planets because the sun rays are created from the planets motions energies total – logically the planets are found and moving before the sun creation-
(xi) Can The Motion Be Transported Among The Planets?
(a)
Planet motion energy creates waves in the space and these waves move freely far from their source and can be reflected- these waves are the gravitational waves – and by these waves the energy is transported among the planets
(b)
The planet matter (is NOT rigid body) but it's similar to a whirlpool (or vortex)
found on the sea page- means- the space and matter both are created from the same one energy and move with this energy motion- but- the matter created a distinguish form for itself and moves by different velocity relative to the space motion- this is similar to a whirlpool found on the sea page- the whirlpool is distinguish in picture from the sea waves and its motion velocity is different from the sea waves velocity- 
based on this description
The energy is transported among the planets and the energy transportation causes to transport the motion among the planets- for that the motion is transported among the planets- let's use example for explanation
Suppose we have 9 whirlpools on the sea page, where these 9 whirlpools are found at distances from each other- can the motion be transported among them? Of course Yes 
With the sea water the motion is transported- and if we put some color (red or blue) on the sea water far from these whirlpools this color may pass through all these whirlpools which proves the motion and water are transported among them  
Shortly -the energy and motion is transported among the planets
Why do we need to discuss the motion transportation among the planets?
Because, the energy is transported among the planets and each planet motion helps the energy storing process by increasing its rate of time- by that- the unified wave rate of time is growing during the time till the stored energy be sufficient to produce the light beam- here the transportation of motion is important because the planets rates of time creates effects on the transported energy to increase its store capacity and causes to grow its rate of time. 
(c)
Let's member how the planet be created to see how the motion can be transported among the planets
The solar planets and space is created from one energy and this energy is provided by one light beam and this light beam moves by speed 1.16 million km per second
The light created the planets orbits before any planet creation- and the light energy is consumed in the space creation process and the rest energy is an energy moves by the known speed of light (C=300000 km/s) – we can consider that- the rest energy is one light beam moves by the known speed of light (C=300000 km/s)
We can imagine the rest energy is similar to one wave moves in the sea – means- the original energy (1.16 million km/s) is consumed to create the sea and the rest energy is one wave moves through this sea-
Now the solar system is one energy (wave) moves by speed of light (C=300000 km/s)
The solar system needed to create a stationary point 
Means- the solar system needed to create a stationary point moves by Zero velocity
We understand that (It's impossible to create a stationary point)
Because
The solar system is similar to the sea of water and every thing is moving by the wave motion and no point can be stationary on the sea water- by that – no any stationary point can be found in the solar system- simply- impossible to find it  
For that- the solar system created this stationary point
The wave (300000 km/s) revolves around a point in space (any point in space) and the revolution creates two velocities which are equal in value and opposite in direction by that the total is Zero- means –the revolution motion creates a stationary point in its center- we understand that- this stationary point will be the sun point of space- by that the sun point of space is created as a stationary point its velocity (Zero approximately = 1 km/s) -But this picture is still incomplete
Because the speed of light 300000 km/s is a huge velocity and to create a stationary point, that means this speed is decreased to Zero approximately (=1km/s)
The decreasing of the speed of light (C=300000 km/s) to Zero is a difficult process
For that- the wave (300000 km/s) created small waves (which are the planets) because the planets velocities will be used as steps to decrease the speed of light (300000km/s) to Zero to enable the stationary point to be created-
This is a very important information because it tells the solar system has a compete system of velocities starts from the sun point of space its velocity (zero approximately = 1 km/s) and finishes with the motion by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) where the planets velocities are steps between the two velocities (two terminals)
Means
The planets are geometrical points created on the same one light beam (one energy)- means- the light beam is similar to the sea of water and the planets are similar to ships sail on this sea of water- means- the planets motions depend on this light beam motion and by that the motion by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) is the motor by which the planets move- means- all planets motions depend on the light beam motion by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) and all planets velocities are created based on rates of time because of this fact- I explain that in details in the second branch of this discussion-
Here we see clearly the planets creation process define the planets are geometrical points on the same light beam (or whirlpools on the same sea page), and that enable the motion to be transported among the planets-
2nd Branch/ The Analysis Of The Source Of Energy From Which The Sun Rays Is Created 
(x) The planets motions use different rates of time
The Solar Planets Aim To Store The Planets Motions Energies Total In One Unified Wave Revolves Around The Sun Through The Earth Moon Orbit
(1)
It's very important to understand the main concept behind the solar system motion- the solar planets motions aim to store their motions energies in one unified wave (or one energy)- by that- the planets motions design prevents to scatter the motions energies and works to collect all of them in one energy (one unified wave)
The solar system is an accurate system works basically to collect all motions energies into one energy- the system protects the energy from scattering as a creature protects itself from bleeding-
We know this one energy- which is the one unified wave revolves around the sun through the moon orbit and moves by the velocity 205.8 km/s where this velocity is increased with the time till reach to the speed of light (300000 km/s)
Shortly
The solar planets motions aim to store all motions energies in this one unified wave and by these motions energies the wave velocity is increased 
The behind concept is a simple one- because – the solar system needs to collect the motions energy in one unified wave energy to store all energy in one point and by that the energy can be sufficient to produce the light beam which is the useful result of the planets motions- the energy scattering will destroy the ability to produce a light beam
BUT
How can the planets motions energies be stored into one unified wave? and how can the energy be accumulated in that one energy (one unified wave)?
The planets motions use different rates of time – each planet motion uses different rate of time and this rates of time causes to increase the energy store capacity which enable the energy to be sufficient to produce a light beam
Example No.(1)  Mercury velocity = 1.6 Earth velocity- this velocities rate creates a rate of time which is (one second of Mercury clock = 1.6 seconds of the Earth clock) by that the two planets move equal distances in equal periods of time
The example explains the rate of time creation and how to use- but- this is a very simple form of the rate of time using
Shortly
The solar system cornerstone is the rates of time using- because – the solar system Major job is to store the motion energy- the idea behind is very simple- because
The planet motion energy is so small and the sun rays production needs massive energy- for that- the energy storing is the method to produce the light beam by using the planets motions energies- there's NO any other Method except (The Energy Storing And Accumulation During The Time)  
And the rate of time is the method by which the motion energy is stored- let's use another example
Example No.(2)  Suppose One Second Of The Sun Clock = 1461 Seconds Of The Unified Wave Clock-
(The Unified Wave Clock = The Earth Clock = Jupiter Clock = Any Planet Clock Except Mercury and Saturn)  
Now we supposed 1 s Of The Sun Clock = 1461 s Of The Unified Wave Clock-
Based on that, the unified wave (205.8 km/s) will move during 1461 seconds a distance = 300000 km but the sun clock sees only (one second)- by that – the different velocity will be 300000 km/s
Means- while the unified wave moves by the velocity 205.8 km/s and every one sees this velocity is a fact- after -1461 seconds- this velocity will be 300000 km/s based on the sun clock–means- only the people live in the sun see this velocity 300000 km/s – but the people live in the unified wave will always found the velocity is 205.8 km/s 
means-the different velocity (for the sun) will be equal= speed of light = 300000 km/s
Briefly-the planets moves a distance in a period 1461 seconds but the sun use the energy in one second and that enable the light beam production process
Shortly- the rates of time using is the method to store the motion energy 
(2)
We should notice that-
The planet data is used as rates of time- means- the planet velocity, rotation period, orbital period, orbital inclination, axial tilt, diameter and mass – all data is used as rates of time in one complete system- we should study that in details
I want to say
The planet data is one group works as rates of time to store the motion energy- this is similar to the energy on the Earth- we have different types of energy (wood- oil- gas- electricity- magnetism- nuclear- sun rays- food) different forms of the energy all of them have similar contents and can be used in place of one another but still they have their specific properties- similar to that- all planets data is used to store the energy and each data is used by different method –for example – the planet velocities rates create rates of time – as we have seen –
Mercury velocity = 1.6 the Earth velocity by that one second of Mercury clock = 1.6 seconds of the Earth clock -  
But- the orbital inclination also is used as a rate of time- for example- Mercury orbital inclination is 7 degrees – it tells (one second of the Earth clock = 7 seconds of Mercury clock) because the orbital inclination is based on the Earth ecliptic- both data are used as rates of time but in different situations-
Notice
The previous examples show there are different rates of time between the same two planets- in fact there are many rates of time between any two planets- why and how?
The point is, the rate of time is growing- as we have seen- Mercury velocity =1.6 the Erath velocity that creates a rate of time (one second of Mercury clock = 1.6 seconds of the Earth clock)- this is a rate of time- but the used rate for the speed of light was (1=1461) as we have seen (one second of the sun clock = 1461 seconds of the wave clock)- that shows the rate of time is growing and the planets help each other to perform this rate of time   
Here we can imagine the planets are similar to players in some football match and they sent the ball among themselves- here the ball is the unified wave energy (205.8 km/s), this wave is transported among the planets till reach to the moon orbit and each planet motion helps to increase this wave rate of time because this increasing will cause to increase the stored energy and increase the wave velocity
I want to say-
The rate of time is Not a property of the planet but its feature of motion and any motion in the solar system has a rate of time- and the solar planets motions aim to increase the unified wave rate of time till produce the required one (1=1461)
We should notice that- no any planet velocity is 1461 km/s and that means this rate is created by accumulation of small rates of time and that caused all planets to share in this process- Saturn still is the most important planet and causes the greatest effect- but all planets share by their motions and their motions cause to create the required rate (1=1461)
Please note- the rate (1=1461) is used to enable the unified wave to move by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) But the sun rays is created based on the value (C^2) that means this value (C^2) caused to square the rate and makes it (1= 1461^2) which means (1=2134521) – based on this rate of time the sun rays is created
Notice
The rate of time depends on the velocities rate (v1/v2)
The energy reflected 3 times in the solar system and that caused to create the rate of time (v1/v2)^3– by this rate the planets orbital periods are defined
The planet orbital period equal one solar day of the sun clock and by that all planets orbital periods provide the same (real) period of time and all of them create rates of time among themselves
The planet diameter is a period of time – this fact is proved by my planet diameter equation and confirmed by Saturn data analysis (Point no. 3)
(3) The Rate Of Time Creation
The solar system (Planets and space) are created from one energy and this energy is provided by one light beam and this light beam moves by speed 1.16 million km per second- BUT
The light beam (1.16 million km per second) created the space firstly before any planet creation- means- the light created the planets orbits at first before any planet creation and the light energy is consumed in the space creation process and the rest part of energy after the space creation is an energy moves by the known speed of light (300000 km/s = C)- the solar planets are created and moving based on this energy (light beam) which moves by the known speed of light (C=300000 km/s)
Also -the planets are geometrical points found on this light beam and move by its motion- by that- this light beam is similar to the sea of water and the planets are similar to ships sail over the sea- and the ships move by this sea waves motion-
Also the planets are similar to carriages in one train- but the train engine is the light motion by that the only motor under all motions in the solar system is the motion by speed of light 300000 km/s- means- all planets should move by speed of light because all motions are done depends on the light beam which moves by speed of light
Now We Have To Ask- How Can The Planets Move By These Low Velocities? 
Because the planets motions use different rates of time- for example- one second of light clock = 6300 seconds of Mercury clock by that Mercury moves in one second (=6300s) a distance = light motion distance in one second-
Shortly- all planets velocities are defined based on rates of time-
Let's remember our example
Mercury velocity =1.6 the Earth velocity – that causes – one second of Mercury clock = 1.6 seconds of the Earth clock- why is this necessary? Because- Mercury and the Earth are carried on the same one light beam- the light moves one motion and passes one distance in one period of time- by that the two planets should move the same motion and pass the same distance in the same period of time- that's why it's necessary the two planets move equal distances in the same period of time.
(xi) The Planets Rates Of Time Analysis
(i)
The Rate Of Time Effect
The rate of time controls the moving energy rate-
For example (One Hour Of Mercury Clock = 24 Hours Of Pluto Clock)
What does that mean?
It means, Pluto motion energy (for 24 hours) can be used by Mercury in (one hour)
Here
The solar system is similar to a river of water and the planets are similar to places found on this river -each place properties are defined by the water motion effect- means- the solar system is one energy moves from a point to another-
The rate of time defines the amount of transported energy among these points-
Let's try to make this explanation more clear
The energy is transported among the planets and the amount of energy is defined by the rates of time- because- the energy transportation necessitates to transport the motion among the planets and the motion transportation caused to transport the rates of time among the planets-
Imagine we have a river of water and on these river there are 9 whirlpools (vortex) on the water pages- the river water pass through these 9 whirlpools and the moving water transport the motion among them-
The rate of time defines the amount of water (energy) which is transported from one whirlpool to another- that explains how the rate of time works
This idea will be explained and proved strongly in of this discussion
(ii)
The Solar Planets Basic Rates Of Time
Let's remember the basic rates of time
(one hour of Mercury clock = 24 hours of any planet clock) and
(one hour of Mercury clock = 576 hours of Saturn clock)
That causes
(one hour of any planet clock = 24 hours of Saturn clock)
This rate of time is defined by Mercury motion effect And
The major rate of time between the planet and light motion is
(one second of light clock = one solar day of the planet clock)
This rate is a complex one because there are 2 velocities of the light (as I proved) 
The original velocity 1.16 million km per second and the known velocity 300000 km/s
Means
(one second of light 1.16 mkm/s   = one solar day of the planet clock) and
(one second of light 300000 km/s = one solar day of the planet clock)
That causes the rate of time (1=24) to be so necessary to create the harmony between the planets and light motions- for that this rate (1=24) is used by Mercury motion 
Notice
The rate of time is defined basically by the planets velocities as explained before – for example - Mercury velocity = 1.6 the Earth velocity- means – one hour of Mercury clock = 1.6 hours of the Earth clock
But the solar system energy is reflected three times in the solar system, and each reflection causes to square the velocity, by that, the rate of time (v1/v2) be growing to be (v1/v2)^3
That explains why the planets orbital periods rate = (their velocities rate)^3
Also all other planets data is worked as rates of time-
Means- the rate of time is created by the velocities rate but the rate of time can be increased by different methods and the energy reflection is one method only- means – all planets data are used as tools for the rate of time system
The Conclusion
The previous analysis shows that, the Sun Is Not Doing Nuclear fusion to produce its rays instead the planets motions energies total is used to produce the sun rays- but we still need to ask 
Why is Saturn the most important player behind?
The main rates of time are
(one hour of Mercury clock = 24 hours of any planet clock = 576 h of Saturn clock)
That causes
(one hour of any planet clock = 24 h of Saturn clock)
This rate of time is changed slightly by the velocities effect to produce the nest rate
205.8 km/s = 9.7 km/s (Saturn velocity) x 21.4 second
205.8 km/s = the planets velocities total
The data tells
(one hour of any planet clock = 21.4 h of Saturn clock)
And Saturn created its rotation period (10.7 h) based on this rate (21.4 = 2 x 10.7 h)
The data shows- Saturn has the smallest rate of time in the solar system and by that Saturn moves more than any other planet- in fact
In the same period - Saturn moves a distance = all planets motions distances total 
Shortly
The sun rays is created by the planets motions energies BUT Saturn motion alone provides (50%) of all this energy – that makes Saturn the most important planet in the solar system -and because of that- Saturn motion provides the greatest rate of time in the solar system and based on this rate of time the sun rays is created
Shortly
The sun rays creation depends directly on Saturn motion because Saturn provides (50%) of all provided energy for the sun rays and because Saturn motion creates the rate of time based on which the energy can be stored to produce the sun rays
Saturn is the motor behind the sun rays creation process –
I analyze Saturn data in details in point no. (3) of the paper because Saturn data proves that – The Planets Motions Causes To Create The Sun Rays Clearly
The Paper hypotheses
The paper provides 4 hypotheses with their explanations and proves – let's provide them in following
Hypothesis No. (1)
The space is created from one energy and this energy is provided by a light beam moves by a speed 1.16 million km per second – the speed is registered in the created space proves the speed is a fact.
Hypothesis No. (2)
The Gravitational Waves Are Produced By The Planets Motions Energies And Not By The Sun Gravitational Field– Moreover- The Sun Does NOT Produce A Gravitational Field And It Has No Massive Gravity- 
Hypothesis No. (3)
Mars original orbit was between Mercury and Venus and Pluto was The Mercury Moon (Pluto size was equal Mercury size) But these two planets had migrated from their original orbits as a result for a collision- the planets migration caused a risk for the solar system geometrical design- Uranus and Jupiter the Two planets worked to repair the solar system design– that caused Jupiter orbit to be the main orbit in the solar system design- Jupiter orbit proves the speed 1.16 million km per second is a fact.   
Hypothesis No. (4)
The Sun Is a phenomenon created by the planets motions
The sun rays is created from the gravitational waves motions energies and the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies-
Based on that 
The Sun Is A Phenomenon Created By The Planets Motions
And
The Sun Is NOT Doing Nuclear Fusion To Produce Its Rays- instead- The Planets Motions Energies Total Is Used To Produce The Sun Rays
The Sun Is Created After All Planets Creation And Motion –
Means
The Planets Are Created And Moving In Their Orbits Around A Point Of Space Before The Sun Creation- And The Sun Is Created On This Point Of Space around which the planets revolve –
And
No Planet moves by The Sun Gravity (Newton is Wrong) –
And
The Sun Doesn't Produce A Gravitational Field (Einstein Is Wrong)
And
The Sun Is A Phenomenon Created By The Planets Motions– means-The Sun creation and death depends on a cycle – means – after this current sun death another sun will be created for the solar system.
The Hypotheses Explanation
The abstract provides the hypotheses explanation and the paper provides their proves and discussions- In following the hypotheses will be explained in details 
NOTICE –
The creatures and all matters on the Earth are created from the sun light energy and the sun light speed is 300000 km/s, because of that, the creature realization is limited to the speed 300000 km/s and can't realize the original speed (1.16 million km per second) that means the speed 300000 km/s is a limit for the creatures realization and not for the universe design.   
Hypothesis No. (1)
The space is created from an energy and this energy is provided by a light beam moves by a speed 1.16 million km per second – the speed is registered in the created space which proves the speed is a fact
The Hypothesis Explanation
I- The Space Is Created By One Light Beam Energy- And This Light Beam Speed Is 1.16 million km per second
I-1 Preface (the main idea)
I-2 The Space Creation Method (the distances are one network)
I-3 Light Coherence between light (1.16 million km /s) and light (300000 km/s)
I-4 The Matter definition (based on my planet diameter equation)
I-5 The Planets Creation
I-6 Can The Time Machine Be A Fact?
The Hypothesis Proves
I-7 The Proves Logic Analysis
I-8 Planet Velocity Is A Function In A Speed = (1.16 million km /s)
I-9 Planets Orbits Are Defined By A Motion Its Speed = (1.16 million km /s)
I-10 Jupiter distances are defined by a motion by a speed = (1.16 million km /s)
I-11 The Solar System Geometrical Design Proves The Hypothesis
I-12 The Solar System Distances Analysis Prove The Hypothesis
I-13 Deep Analysis For The Planets Orbits
1-14 Light defines each planet orbital period
I-15 Can Planet Diameter Be Used As A Period Of Time
I-16 Mercury Orbit Analysis
I-17 The Planets Data Is Created By The Light Motion Directly
I-18 Light Defines Each Planet Rotation Period
I-1 Preface (The Main Idea)
The solar system (planets and distances) is created from one energy and this energy is provided by one light beam and this light beam moves by speed (1.16 million km/s)
The space is created before the planets creation-
Let's write the whole story in following
The light beam (1.16 million km per second) started its motion from Mercury orbit moves toward Pluto orbit– by that– we consider Mercury orbit is the origin point-
Now- we should notice- No planet is created yet- the motion from Mercury orbit to Pluto orbit defines the motion direction- and No planet is created before this motion end nor during this motion- the planets will be created after this motion is finished means when the light 1.16 million km per second reaches to Pluto (orbit)- after this event – the planets will be created –as I will explain later  
Notice
The light (1.16 million km per second) creates the distances by its motion- means- the light moves from Mercury point to Venus point– the distance from Mercury to Venus was not found and is created only by the light motion through it for first time- means – before the light motion this distance was NOT found- It's found after the light moves through this distance for first time-    
This is similar to the blood motion through the arteries, the blood creates these arteries and the blood moves through these arteries, but the blood created these arteries with its first motion and that needed energy- but – after the arteries creation the blood move through them without any energy is required- means- the first motion is the most important one because by it the arteries are created
Shortly- The space is created from the energy of this light beam its speed 1.16 million km per second – NOW- after the Space creation- the light beam energy is decreased because of the energy consumption in the space creation process- and the rest energy is one light beam its speed is (C=300000 km/s =the light known speed) – But - We understand that- it's the same one light beam- its speed was 1.16 million km /s before the space creation- and the light created the space and that caused to consume the light energy and that caused to decrease the light speed to be 300000 km/s
Shortly- the light beam started its motion from Mercury (orbit) with speed 1.16 million km /s and reaches to Pluto (orbit) with a speed 300000 km/s because of the energy consumption in the space creation process  
Let's give example to explain this idea
Imagine we create A Sea Of Water- we use energy to create this sea of water- now we have some energy and we use this energy to create this sea of water- BUT- our energy is NOT spent completely But there's a small part still rest with us – this small part of energy is used to create one wave moves through this sea and this wave speed is 300000 km/s (I suppose the space is similar to the sea of water)
Now – the rest energy is found in one light beam its speed 300000 km/s and this light beam is found NOW in Pluto Orbit – and this light beam will be reflected from Pluto orbit toward the inner planets– means- the rest energy will move in the reflected direction to the original light motion direction.
This idea will be explained in details in the next point- shortly
The light beam (300000 km/s) will be reflected from Pluto toward the inner planets
AND  the light 300000 km/s will meet the original light beam (1.16 million km per second) in the origin point (in fact – beside the origin point) and there's a coherence of light is done between the light beam (300000 km/s) and the light beam (1.16 million km per second) – this coherence of light is proved strongly- we have to ask (how can that be possible while the light beam 1.16 million km /s is consumed and the new light beam 300000 km/s is the rest energy? how this light beam (300000 km/s) can meet the original one (1.16 million km per second)? in points no. (I-3) and no.(I-6) I answer this question.
Notice (1) I suppose the rest energy is a light beam its speed is (C=300000 km/s) but this idea is for simplicity- the rest energy can be in any wave form its speed (C=300000 km/s) – no necessity to be in visible light beam form
It's simply energy moves by the known speed of light (C=300000 km/s)
Notice (2)
All Planets Orbits Are Defined Before Any Planet Creation-
The light used the distance from the sun to Pluto as one area and create one geometrical design for this area before any planet creation 
Notice (3)
The planets are created from the rest energy its speed (300000 km/s) – means- the space is created by the light 1.16 million km per second and the energy is consumed in the space creation and the rest energy is one light beam its speed 300000 km/s (or one wave moves by the known speed of light C=300000 km/s) – the solar planets are created from this one wave its speed 300000 km/s and that means all planets orbit are created and defined before any planet creation
Notice (4)
The Sun Is Created After All Planets Creations And Motions
The sun is a phenomenon created by the planets motions energies total
The sun doesn't produce a gravitational field and doesn't have massive gravity
Logically – No planet moves by the sun gravity
(The Planet Moves With The Energy From Which The Planet Is Created – Newton is wrong- later we discuss the proves)
Notice (5)
The child (fetus) inside his mother is created by the blood motion- the blood motion creates arteries for this child and through these arteries the blood moves also but the arteries themselves are created by this same blood motion- Similar to that- the distances are created by the light motion energy and the light moves through these distances also but originally these distances themselves are created by the light motion energy-  means the distances creation is done with the first time of the light motion through them - that required energy- but after the distances are created no more energy is required- the light (or planet) can pass simply through these distances
I-2 The Space Creation Method (the distances are one network)
Data
778.6 = 1.16 x 671
721    = 1.16 x 621
629    = 1.16 x 543
543    = 1.16 x 468
5906  = 1.16 x 5127
These numbers are distances in (million km)
778.6, 721, 671, 629, 551 are Jupiter distances to the sun, Mercury, Venus, Earth and Mars respectively- 5906 and 5127 Pluto distances to the sun and Jupiter respectively     
468 = 936 /2 where (940 million km = the Earth orbital circumference)
Discussion
(1)
The previous data tells us how the light beam motion creates the distances-
Simply the light uses a distance as (a period of time) and travels through this period another distance- that can be understood clearly from Jupiter distances- let's look deeply as possible
The light beam (1.16 million km per second) uses the period 629 seconds to pass a new distance = 729 million km (Mercury Jupiter distance is 721 million km error 1%) – where 629 million km = Jupiter Earth distance
Also  
The light beam (1.16 million km per second) uses the period 671 seconds to pas a new distance =778.6 million km (Jupiter orbital distance) 
where 671 million km = Jupiter Venus distance
by this method the light creates the distances based on each other- and that makes all distances to be created depends on one another and that makes all distances in the solar system to be One Network where all distances are created based on the same One Geometrical Design
(2)
The data shows the creation method- and we understand that- the distance 551 million km (Jupiter Mars Distance) is created firstly and the light (1.16 mkm/s) used this distance as a period of time (551 sec) and the light travels during this period a distance =(639 million km where 629 million km is Jupiter Earth distance error 1.5%) and then the light uses the new distance (629 mkm) as a period of time (629 sec) and the light travels during this period a distance = (729 million km – where 721 million km = Mercury Jupiter distance – error 1%)
The data shows the method clearly and we understand the light original motion started from Mercury orbit to Pluto orbit because the distances are created based on one another in that direction of motion as explained clearly
(3)
New data NO. (1)
2723 sec x 2 x 300000 km/s = 1622 million km – where
2723 million km = Uranus Earth Distance
1622 million km = Uranus Neptune Distance
The data shows- the light beam its speed (C=300000 km/s) is in proportionality also with the created distances but this proportionally is found in Reflected Direction
Logically, The light can NOT move from Uranus to Neptune and after that the light returns to move from Uranus to the Earth- it's simply reflected direction  
The distances are NOT created by the motion of this light beam (300000 km/s) – but the distances are created by the motion of the original light beam (1.16 million km per second) but the proportionality between the distances with the light (300000 km/s) is found because there's a proportionality between the original one (1.16 million km per second) and this light beam (300000 km/s) – AND 
Because the light (300000 km/s) moves in the reflected direction of the original light beam (1.16 million km per second) that causes the proportionality between the distances and the light (300000 km/s) be in a reflected form
New data NO. (2)
2094 sec x 300000 km/s = 629 million km
2094 million km = Uranus Jupiter distance
629 million km   = Earth Jupiter distance
The light (300000 km/s) moves in reflected direction- for that- the distance 2094 million km is used as a period of time to pass a new distance (629 mkm)
The data proves the idea clearly
Notice (1)
The proportionality between the light (1.16 million km/s) and the light (300000km/s) will be discussed in point no. (I-3)
Notice (2)
In Point (**) I prove the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies- and I prove that – the planets motions energies move toward Pluto and this energy is reflected from Pluto toward Venus- this fact is proved by powerful data and proves- for that – I don't explain in details the light motion trajectory from Pluto toward the inner planets because this motion trajectory is studied in details in the hypothesis No. (2) of this discussion- understandable that- the planets motions energy trajectory is the same trajectory the light moves through it – means this trajectory is studied in details and powerful proves in point no. (**)
Notice (3)
Jupiter Distances Analysis shows that Jupiter orbit is the central orbit for the light (1.16 million km per second) based on which all planets orbits are defined.
But – this is not the first creation case –
The light (1.16 million km per second) created the planets orbits based on each other starting from Mercury orbit moves toward Pluto orbit – this is the fist creation case – and this fact is proved strongly in point no. (I-9*)
BUT
Mars had migrated from its original orbit (Mars original orbit was between Mercury and Venus) and Pluto had migrated also (Pluto Was The Mercury Moon revolves around Mercury and Pluto size was equal Mercury size)
The planets migration caused a serious risk for the solar system geometrical design- Uranus was the first planet tried to repair the solar system geometrical design and to save it- by that
Uranus created a vertical effect on Jupiter orbit to fix Jupiter in its orbit and prevent it to migrate with the migrant planets- and based on Jupiter orbit the other planets orbits are modified – that supported the solar system original design and saved it which causes to protect the geometrical design from the destruction.  
As a result
That causes Jupiter orbit to be the most important orbit in the solar system- the paper third hypothesis explains the planets migration and Jupiter orbit analysis is done with the solar system design analysis (I-11*)
I-3 Light Coherence between light (1.16 million km /s) and light (300000 km/s)
(1)
The Coherence Of Light
The previous explanation told us that we have 2 light beams-
The original light beam its speed (1.16 million km per second) and it started its motion from Mercury orbit to Pluto orbit (where Mercury orbit is the light motion origin point) – and this light beam created all distances in the solar system and lost its energy in the space creation process and the rest energy is one light beam its speed is (C=300000 km/s)
The other light beam is the rest energy- its speed is (C=300000 km/s) and it moves in a reflected direction from Pluto toward Venus and Mercury-
Now – we have a coherence of light between these two light beams- the coherence is proved by powerful proves BUT firstly we have to ask (how can this coherence be occurred)? Because the original light (1.16 million km/s) is consumed and its energy is used already and the rest energy is this light its speed is (300000 km/s) - HOW can the light (1.16 million km/s) meet the light (300000 km/s)??
Imagine we have (116 dollars) and we spent all money except (30 dollars)- how can this (30 dollars) meet the original money (116 dollars)??
Let's write the answer
Suppose the light beam (300000 km/s) moves in the reflected direction (in the space) and also (in the time) – that can enable the light (300000 km/s) to meet the original one (1.16 million km/s) in the past and the coherence will be done there in the past- and we see the coherence results and effects on the solar system -
Means – the light (300000 km/s) moves into the past and found the original light (1.16 million km/s) in the past
Notice No. (1)
The original light beam (1.16 million km/s) can NOT move toward the future to meet the light (300000 km/s) because in the future the original light beam (1.16 million km/s) is NOT found –by that – the coherence can't be occurred in the future - But – the light (300000 km/s) can move into the past because this light beam (300000 km/s) was found in the past because it's a part of the original light beam (1.16 million km/s)
Notice no. (2)
I prove the coherence is done by powerful proves- that tells- this idea is a fact–means- there's a strong proof tells (in fact the light beam 300000 km/s moved into the past) and if we can use this feature practically we can get photos from the past events and by that we can have photos from the catastrophe which killed the dinosaurs and know much better about what had happened really in that time - This can be a real machine of time – the light motion into the past is a strong method to perform this invention. 
Notice no. (3)
Why Can NOT We Move Into The Past As We Move Into The Future?
This question is answered in point no. (**)
(2)
The Light Coherence Proves
First Proof
The planets order is typical to the interference of Young –
In the double slits experiment, Young Interference is consisted of bright fringes and dark fringes - If we consider planet diameter is equivalent to bright fringe – we will see that- the planets order is typically to Young interference because
Jupiter (the greatest fringe) is in the middle and the fringes width is decreased gradually on both sides – typically to the planets order
Notice / I have proved that (Mars original orbit was between Mercury and Venus) if we restore Mars to its original orbit the order will be typical to the Young Interference
(I prove this fact in point no. **)
Second Proof
The planets velocities are defined based on the speed (1.16 million km per second) and the planets velocities analysis shows the speed (300000 km/s) is the planets motions limit- means- the planets velocities are defined based on both velocities (1.16 million km per second) and (300000 km/s) I prove this fact in point No. (**)  
Third Proof
The light coherence defines the solar day period (24 hours) which is the solar system design cornerstone 
(1.16 /0.3) x 2π = 24.3
By this equation the space and time are created- the equation tells–the space is created in curves (2π) and the time is created in units each unit is (24 hours) 
Please note – the solar system geometrical design depends on the light motion in a solar day (24 hours = 86400 seconds) 
The light (1.16 million km per second) moves in a solar day (86400 seconds) a distance  = 100733 million km (= the planets orbital circumferences total)
Fourth Proof
The planets data prove there's a speed (1.16 million km per second) found in the solar system but the sun light beam moves by speed (300000 km/s) that tells the two speeds are facts and found in the solar system and the coherence between them is a logical result
The hypothesis proves discuss many powerful proves for this fact-
Notice- the coherence of light is a very important fact because it tells the light (300000 km/s) moved into the past and by that gives us a proof for the motion on the time axis- for that – many powerful proves support this fact.
I-4 The Matter definition (Based On My Planet Diameter Equation)
(1)
Let's remember my planet diameter equation
Planet Diameter Equation (v1/v2)= (s/r)= I
v = Planet Velocity                                                          
r = Planet Diameter
s= Planet Rotation Periods Number In Its Orbital Period
I= Planet Orbital Inclination        (example, 1.8 degrees be produced as a rate 1.8)
v2, s, r and I are belonged to one planet and v1 is belonged to another planet
The planet (v1) is defined by test the minimum error 
Earth Equation uses Neptune velocity
Mars Equation uses Pluto velocity
Jupiter Equation uses the Earth moon velocity
Saturn Equation uses Mars velocity
Uranus Equation uses Neptune velocity (As Earth)
Neptune Equation uses Saturn velocity
Pluto Equation uses the Earth moon velocity (As Jupiter)
(The Equation works from The Earth To Pluto) (the discussion explains the reason)
Example
Neptune Equation (89143 /49528) = 9.7/ 5.4 =1.8         
89143          = Neptune rotation periods number in Neptune orbital period
49528 km    = Neptune diameter
9.7 km/s      = Saturn velocity
5.4 km/s      = Neptune velocity
59800 days = Neptune orbital period (and Neptune rotation period =16.1 hours)
1.8 degrees = Neptune Orbital Inclination
(the equation is proved and discussed in details in point no. **)
(2)
Can We Define The Matter Nature Based On My Planet Diameter Equation?
The equation tells, the matter is created based on its motion! means Neptune diameter is 49528 km because Neptune velocity is 5.4 km/s!!
That tells the motion with velocity 5.4 km/s is defined before Neptune diameter is created! Can we understand such definition for the matter nature? let's try
(A)
The Matter Nature
The space and matter are created from the same original energy and they move with this original energy motion- BUT the matter has a distinguish picture and different velocity from the space picture and velocity (notice- The Gravitational Waves Prove That The Space Has A Motion)  
If we suppose the space is similar to the sea of water, the matter be similar to a whirlpool or a vortex found on the sea page- means- the matter is a geometrical design has a distinguish picture from the space- as the whirlpool, it's created from the sea water but it has a distinguish picture from the sea waves picture
Means
The whirlpool is carried by the waves motion- and- the matter is carried by its original energy and moves with it- No Mass gravity is required for the matter motion- means- the matter is MOVABLE by nature.
Also
The whirlpool dimensions are defined by the water motion - for example- we have a whirlpool its diameter is (2 meters)- this diameter is defined by the sea water motion features (velocity, pressure and other motion features) by that- the water motion analysis explains how the whirlpool dimensions are created
Also- the whirlpool is created but the creation requirements are needed every day- means- even if this whirlpool is found since years it can be changed immediately if the water motion features are changed- means- the whirlpool creation process is NOT a historical one.
Also- the matter is similar to a creature muscle, the muscle is found based on the blood motion and without this motion the muscle can be changed or removed.
Shortly
The Original Energy Was Found In Motion By Itself (As Moving Light Beam)
From This Moving Energy The Planet Matter Is Created
The Created matter dimensions are defined by the features of this original energy motion (means the planet creation data is defined by the energy motion features)
After the planet creation- The Planet Moves With This Original Energy – means- the created planet moves a motion depending on the motion of this original energy because the planet moves with this original energy motion- and – the planet moves by this original energy motion (No mass gravity is required to cause the matter motion)
The planet creation data is in full harmony with its motion features- this fact is produced logically because the planet data is defined by the original energy motion features.
This explanation tells (Neptune diameter is 49528 km because Neptune velocity is 5.4 km/s)
Example For Explanation
We agreed that the space is similar to the sea of water and the planet (matter) is similar to a whirlpool found on the sea page-  this picture explains the idea clearly- because
We see the whirlpool doesn't move by the sea water waves velocity but by another velocity and that shows a distinguish in form and motion between the whirlpool (the planet) and the sea waves (the space)- BUT- the whirlpool dimensions are defined based on the sea water motion features- and if the motion features are changed the whirlpool dimensions will be changed also- also the whirlpool moves by the sea water motion even with a different velocity relative to the sea waves velocity but the whirlpool motion still is  caused by the sea water motion- based on this picture we can say (because the water motion velocity is 80 km/h that causes this whirlpool diameter to be 2 meters "for example') – this is perfectly our sentence – let's remember it     
(because Neptune velocity is 5.4 km/s that causes Neptune diameter to be 49528 km)
This idea is proved by my planet diameter equation (my fourth equation) (point No.**)  
(B)
Now The velocity is a motion in (A Defined Direction)
Means– the matter is created because it depends on a motion in a defined direction- as we have seen- Neptune diameter is 49528 km because Neptune velocity is 5.4 km/s but this velocity is a motion in defined direction- and that tells Neptune creation depends on a motion in the direction of the (x axis positive "+x ") (for example)
That tells, if this motion moves in (x axis negative "-x ") that will cause Neptune diameter to be changed or perished
Means- the matter creation needs a motion in A Defined Direction
Now let's ask our question
Why Can't The matter (creature) Moves Toward Its Past?
Because the matter depends on a motion in one defined direction- that causes the matter moves into (the future) always and can't move into (the past) let's discuss this question more deeply in point no (I-6)
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No Planet Moves By The Sun Gravity (Newton is wrong) – logically because- the planet moves by its creation force- means- the planet creation and motion should be done by one force only (one energy only) because if two forces have effects on the same one planet- this planet will be broken- this fact is proved strongly with the gravitational waves source discussion (Point no.**)  
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Robotic “SuperLimbs” could help moonwalkers recover from falls
New Post has been published on https://thedigitalinsider.com/robotic-superlimbs-could-help-moonwalkers-recover-from-falls/
Robotic “SuperLimbs” could help moonwalkers recover from falls
Need a moment of levity? Try watching videos of astronauts falling on the moon. NASA’s outtakes of Apollo astronauts tripping and stumbling as they bounce in slow motion are delightfully relatable.
For MIT engineers, the lunar bloopers also highlight an opportunity to innovate.
“Astronauts are physically very capable, but they can struggle on the moon, where gravity is one-sixth that of Earth’s but their inertia is still the same. Furthermore, wearing a spacesuit is a significant burden and can constrict their movements,” says Harry Asada, professor of mechanical engineering at MIT. “We want to provide a safe way for astronauts to get back on their feet if they fall.”
Asada and his colleagues are designing a pair of wearable robotic limbs that can physically support an astronaut and lift them back on their feet after a fall. The system, which the researchers have dubbed Supernumerary Robotic Limbs or “SuperLimbs” is designed to extend from a backpack, which would also carry the astronaut’s life support system, along with the controller and motors to power the limbs.
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The researchers have built a physical prototype, as well as a control system to direct the limbs, based on feedback from the astronaut using it. The team tested a preliminary version on healthy subjects who also volunteered to wear a constrictive garment similar to an astronaut’s spacesuit. When the volunteers attempted to get up from a sitting or lying position, they did so with less effort when assisted by SuperLimbs, compared to when they had to recover on their own.
The MIT team envisions that SuperLimbs can physically assist astronauts after a fall and, in the process, help them conserve their energy for other essential tasks. The design could prove especially useful in the coming years, with the launch of NASA’s Artemis mission, which plans to send astronauts back to the moon for the first time in over 50 years. Unlike the largely exploratory mission of Apollo, Artemis astronauts will endeavor to build the first permanent moon base — a physically demanding task that will require multiple extended extravehicular activities (EVAs).
“During the Apollo era, when astronauts would fall, 80 percent of the time it was when they were doing excavation or some sort of job with a tool,” says team member and MIT doctoral student Erik Ballesteros. “The Artemis missions will really focus on construction and excavation, so the risk of falling is much higher. We think that SuperLimbs can help them recover so they can be more productive, and extend their EVAs.”
Asada, Ballesteros, and their colleagues will present their design and study this week at the IEEE International Conference on Robotics and Automation (ICRA). Their co-authors include MIT postdoc Sang-Yoep Lee and Kalind Carpenter of the Jet Propulsion Laboratory.
Taking a stand
The team’s design is the latest application of SuperLimbs, which Asada first developed about a decade ago and has since adapted for a range of applications, including assisting workers in aircraft manufacturing, construction, and ship building.
Most recently, Asada and Ballesteros wondered whether SuperLimbs might assist astronauts, particularly as NASA plans to send astronauts back to the surface of the moon.
“In communications with NASA, we learned that this issue of falling on the moon is a serious risk,” Asada says. “We realized that we could make some modifications to our design to help astronauts recover from falls and carry on with their work.”
The team first took a step back, to study the ways in which humans naturally recover from a fall. In their new study, they asked several healthy volunteers to attempt to stand upright after lying on their side, front, and back.
The researchers then looked at how the volunteers’ attempts to stand changed when their movements were constricted, similar to the way astronauts’ movements are limited by the bulk of their spacesuits. The team built a suit to mimic the stiffness of traditional spacesuits, and had volunteers don the suit before again attempting to stand up from various fallen positions. The volunteers’ sequence of movements was similar, though required much more effort compared to their unencumbered attempts.
The team mapped the movements of each volunteer as they stood up, and found that they each carried out a common sequence of motions, moving from one pose, or “waypoint,” to the next, in a predictable order.
“Those ergonomic experiments helped us to model in a straightforward way, how a human stands up,” Ballesteros says. “We could postulate that about 80 percent of humans stand up in a similar way. Then we designed a controller around that trajectory.”
Helping hand
The team developed software to generate a trajectory for a robot, following a sequence that would help support a human and lift them back on their feet. They applied the controller to a heavy, fixed robotic arm, which they attached to a large backpack. The researchers then attached the backpack to the bulky suit and helped volunteers back into the suit. They asked the volunteers to again lie on their back, front, or side, and then had them attempt to stand as the robot sensed the person’s movements and adapted to help them to their feet.
Overall, the volunteers were able to stand stably with much less effort when assisted by the robot, compared to when they tried to stand alone while wearing the bulky suit.
“It feels kind of like an extra force moving with you,” says Ballesteros, who also tried out the suit and arm assist. “Imagine wearing a backpack and someone grabs the top and sort of pulls you up. Over time, it becomes sort of natural.”
The experiments confirmed that the control system can successfully direct a robot to help a person stand back up after a fall. The researchers plan to pair the control system with their latest version of SuperLimbs, which comprises two multijointed robotic arms that can extend out from a backpack. The backpack would also contain the robot’s battery and motors, along with an astronaut’s ventilation system.
“We designed these robotic arms based on an AI search and design optimization, to look for designs of classic robot manipulators with certain engineering constraints,” Ballesteros says. “We filtered through many designs and looked for the design that consumes the least amount of energy to lift a person up. This version of SuperLimbs is the product of that process.”
Over the summer, Ballesteros will build out the full SuperLimbs system at NASA’s Jet Propulsion Laboratory, where he plans to streamline the design and minimize the weight of its parts and motors using advanced, lightweight materials. Then, he hopes to pair the limbs with astronaut suits, and test them in low-gravity simulators, with the goal of someday assisting astronauts on future missions to the moon and Mars.
“Wearing a spacesuit can be a physical burden,” Asada notes. “Robotic systems can help ease that burden, and help astronauts be more productive during their missions.”
This research was supported, in part, by NASA.
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pankomako · 11 months ago
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hey i wonder if AI could generate 3D models from 2D character turnarounds. would that be neat or what
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derinthescarletpescatarian · 4 months ago
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So I waste a lot of time watching youtube videos about shitty cryptogames. For those who have better uses of their time than I do and don't understand how cryptogames work and why there's six billion of them, let me explain.
The idea behind your standard cryptogame is that you cobble together some bare-bones crafting game or rpg or something, and you sell the players virtual real estate for real money. It doesn't *have* to be real estate -- sometimes it's NFTs that give you a play advantage or creatures the players use to fight or something -- but it's usually real estate. Cryptobros get in early and buy the virtual real estate while it's 'cheap', with the expectation that when the game really takes off, they can sell it for tons of money to other players. The real estate usually offers some in-game advantage (you can build on it, or you get voting rights, or you can tax shop owners on it, or something), but some games don't even bother with that and rely purely on "you bought it so other players will want to buy it from you".
Why does this fail, constantly? Because nobody cares about the actual game. Other games *have* successfully monetised this stuff, but cryptogames never succeed, because almost everyone in these communities are people who are just there to buy crypto stuff with the sole goal of selling that crypto stuff to someone else in the community. The games are never fun enough (or frequently, even playable enough) to bring in a real player base. They serve no purpose, fill no need, and bring in nothing except more cryptobros easily duped out of their money in the hopes of duping someone else out of their money. Asking "so why will players be interested in coming to our Virtual Libertarian Empire and making us any money?" or "how will this game make anyone money anyway?" or "when will this game become a game?" gets you kicked from their discords for spreading fear. Of course this game is gonna take off, bro. If it wasn't, would it be expanding so fast at this early stage? Would so many people be eager to buy virtual real estate in it? This is the next big thing in gaming. (Then the creators take the cryptobros' money and ghost them.)
Why am I bringing all this up? I dunno. Every time I see them putting a new AI Virtual Assistant in something I get weirdly reminded of cryptogaming. For... some reason.
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Why reblog machine-generated art?
When I was ten years old I took a photography class where we developed black and white photos by projecting light on papers bathed in chemicals. If we wanted to change something in the image, we had to go through a gradual, arduous process called dodging and burning.
When I was fifteen years old I used photoshop for the first time, and I remember clicking on the clone tool or the blur tool and feeling like I was cheating.
When I was twenty eight I got my first smartphone. The phone could edit photos. A few taps with my thumb were enough to apply filters and change contrast and even spot correct. I was holding in my hand something more powerful than the huge light machines I'd first used to edit images.
When I was thirty six, just a few weeks ago, I took a photo class that used Lightroom Classic and again, it felt like cheating. It made me really understand how much the color profiles of popular web images I'd been seeing for years had been pumped and tweaked and layered with local edits to make something that, to my eyes, didn't much resemble photography. To me, photography is light on paper. It's what you capture in the lens. It's not automatic skin smoothing and a local filter to boost the sky. This reminded me a lot more of the photomanipulations my friend used to make on deviantart; layered things with unnatural colors that put wings on buildings or turned an eye into a swimming pool. It didn't remake the images to that extent, obviously, but it tipped into the uncanny valley. More real than real, more saturated more sharp and more present than the actual world my lens saw. And that was before I found the AI assisted filters and the tool that would identify the whole sky for you, picking pieces of it out from between leaves.
You know, it's funny, when people talk about artists who might lose their jobs to AI they don't talk about the people who have already had to move on from their photo editing work because of technology. You used to be able to get paid for basic photo manipulation, you know? If you were quick with a lasso or skilled with masks you could get a pretty decent chunk of change by pulling subjects out of backgrounds for family holiday cards or isolating the pies on the menu for a mom and pop. Not a lot, but enough to help. But, of course, you can just do that on your phone now. There's no need to pay a human for it, even if they might do a better job or be more considerate toward the aesthetic of an image.
And they certainly don't talk about all the development labs that went away, or the way that you could have trained to be a studio photographer if you wanted to take good photos of your family to hang on the walls and that digital photography allowed in a parade of amateurs who can make dozens of iterations of the same bad photo until they hit on a good one by sheer volume and luck; if you want to be a good photographer everyone can do that why didn't you train for it and spend a long time taking photos on film and being okay with bad photography don't you know that digital photography drove thousands of people out of their jobs.
My dad told me that he plays with AI the other day. He hosts a movie podcast and he puts up thumbnails for the downloads. In the past, he'd just take a screengrab from the film. Now he tells the Bing AI to make him little vignettes. A cowboy running away from a rhino, a dragon arm-wrestling a teddy bear. That kind of thing. Usually based on a joke that was made on the show, or about the subject of the film and an interest of the guest.
People talk about "well AI art doesn't allow people to create things, people were already able to create things, if they wanted to create things they should learn to create things." Not everyone wants to make good art that's creative. Even fewer people want to put the effort into making bad art for something that they aren't passionate about. Some people want filler to go on the cover of their youtube video. My dad isn't going to learn to draw, and as the person who he used to ask to photoshop him as Ant-Man because he certainly couldn't pay anyone for that kind of thing, I think this is a great use case for AI art. This senior citizen isn't going to start cartooning and at two recordings a week with a one-day editing turnaround he doesn't even really have the time for something like a Fiverr commission. This is a great use of AI art, actually.
I also know an artist who is going Hog Fucking Wild creating AI art of their blorbos. They're genuinely an incredibly talented artist who happens to want to see their niche interest represented visually without having to draw it all themself. They're posting the funny and good results to a small circle of mutuals on socials with clear information about the source of the images; they aren't trying to sell any of the images, they're basically using them as inserts for custom memes. Who is harmed by this person saying "i would like to see my blorbo lasciviously eating an ice cream cone in the is this a pigeon meme"?
The way I use machine-generated art, as an artist, is to proof things. Can I get an explosion to look like this. What would a wall of dead computer monitors look like. Would a ballerina leaping over the grand canyon look cool? Sometimes I use AI art to generate copyright free objects that I can snip for a collage. A lot of the time I use it to generate ideas. I start naming random things and seeing what it shows me and I start getting inspired. I can ask CrAIon for pose reference, I can ask it to show me the interior of spaces from a specific angle.
I profoundly dislike the antipathy that tumblr has for AI art. I understand if people don't want their art used in training pools. I understand if people don't want AI trained on their art to mimic their style. You should absolutely use those tools that poison datasets if you don't want your art included in AI training. I think that's an incredibly appropriate action to take as an artist who doesn't want AI learning from your work.
However I'm pretty fucking aggressively opposed to copyright and most of the "solid" arguments against AI art come down to "the AIs viewed and learned from people's copyrighted artwork and therefore AI is theft rather than fair use" and that's a losing argument for me. In. Like. A lot of ways. Primarily because it is saying that not only is copying someone's art theft, it is saying that looking at and learning from someone's art can be defined as theft rather than fair use.
Also because it's just patently untrue.
But that doesn't really answer your question. Why reblog machine-generated art? Because I liked that piece of art.
It was made by a machine that had looked at billions of images - some copyrighted, some not, some new, some old, some interesting, many boring - and guided by a human and I liked it. It was pretty. It communicated something to me. I looked at an image a machine made - an artificial picture, a total construct, something with no intrinsic meaning - and I felt a sense of quiet and loss and nostalgia. I looked at a collection of automatically arranged pixels and tasted salt and smelled the humidity in the air.
I liked it.
I don't think that all AI art is ugly. I don't think that AI art is all soulless (i actually think that 'having soul' is a bizarre descriptor for art and that lacking soul is an equally bizarre criticism). I don't think that AI art is bad for artists. I think the problem that people have with AI art is capitalism and I don't think that's a problem that can really be laid at the feet of people curating an aesthetic AI art blog on tumblr.
Machine learning isn't the fucking problem the problem is massive corporations have been trying hard not to pay artists for as long as massive corporations have existed (isn't that a b-plot in the shape of water? the neighbor who draws ads gets pushed out of his job by product photography? did you know that as recently as ten years ago NewEgg had in-house photographers who would take pictures of the products so users wouldn't have to rely on the manufacturer photos? I want you to guess what killed that job and I'll give you a hint: it wasn't AI)
Am I putting a human out of a job because I reblogged an AI-generated "photo" of curtains waving in the pale green waters of an imaginary beach? Who would have taken this photo of a place that doesn't exist? Who would have painted this hypersurrealistic image? What meaning would it have had if they had painted it or would it have just been for the aesthetic? Would someone have paid for it or would it be like so many of the things that artists on this site have spent dozens of hours on only to get no attention or value for their work?
My worst ratio of hours to notes is an 8-page hand-drawn detailed ink comic about getting assaulted at a concert and the complicated feelings that evoked that took me weeks of daily drawing after work with something like 54 notes after 8 years; should I be offended if something generated from a prompt has more notes than me? What does that actually get the blogger? Clout? I believe someone said that popularity on tumblr gets you one thing and that is yelled at.
What do you get out of this? Are you helping artists right now? You're helping me, and I'm an artist. I've wanted to unload this opinion for a while because I'm sick of the argument that all Real Artists think AI is bullshit. I'm a Real Artist. I've been paid for Real Art. I've been commissioned as an artist.
And I find a hell of a lot of AI art a lot more interesting than I find human-generated corporate art or Thomas Kincaid (but then, I repeat myself).
There are plenty of people who don't like AI art and don't want to interact with it. I am not one of those people. I thought the gay sex cats were funny and looked good and that shitposting is the ideal use of a machine image generation: to make uncopyrightable images to laugh at.
I think that tumblr has decided to take a principled stand against something that most people making the argument don't understand. I think tumblr's loathing for AI has, generally speaking, thrown weight behind a bunch of ideas that I think are going to be incredibly harmful *to artists specifically* in the long run.
Anyway. If you hate AI art and you don't want to interact with people who interact with it, block me.
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ozzgin · 1 year ago
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Yandere! Android x Reader (I)
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It is the future and you have been tasked to solve a mysterious murder that could jeopardize political ties. Your assigned partner is the newest android model meant to assimilate human customs. You must keep his identity a secret and teach him the ways of earthlings, although his curiosity seems to be reaching inappropriate extents.
Yes, this is based on Asimov’s “Caves of Steel” because Daneel Olivaw was my first ever robot crush. I also wanted a protagonist that embraces technology. :)
Content: female reader, AI yandere, 50's futurism
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You follow after the little assistant robot, a rudimentary machine invested with basic dialogue and spatial navigation. It had caused quite the ruckus when first introduced. One intern - well liked despite being somewhat clumsy at his job - was sadly let go as a result. Not even the Police is safe from the threat of AI, is what they chanted outside the premises.
"The Commissioner has summoned you, (Y/N)." 
That's how it greeted you earlier, clacking its appendage against the open door in an attempt to simulate a knock. 
"Do you know why my presence is needed?" You inquire and wait for the miniature AI to scan the audio message. 
"I am not allowed to mention anything right now." It finally responds after agonizing seconds.
 It's an alright performance. You might've been more impressed by it, had you not witnessed first hand the Spacer technology that could put any modern invention here on Earth to shame. Sadly the people down here are very much against artificial intelligence. There have been multiple protests recently, like the one in front of your building, condemning the latest government suggestion regarding automation. People fear for their jobs and safety and you don't necessarily blame them for having self preservation. On the other hand, you've always been a supporter of progress. As a child you devoured any science fiction book you could get your hands on, and now, as a high ranked police detective you still manage to sneak away and scan over articles and news involving the race for a most efficient computer.
You close the door behind you and the Commissioner puts his fat cigarette out, twisting the remains into the ashtray with monotonous movements as if searching for the right words.
 "There's been a murder." Is all he settles on saying, throwing a heavy folder in your direction. A hologram or tablet might've been easier to catch, but the man, like many of his coworkers, shares a deep nostalgia for the old days. 
 You flip through the pages and eventually furrow your eyebrows. 
"This would be a disaster if it made it to the news." You mumble and look up at the older man. "Shouldn't this go to someone more experienced?" 
He twiddles with his grey mustache and glances out the fake window. 
"It's a sensitive case. The Spacers are sending their own agent to collaborate with us. What stands out to you?" 
You narrow your eyes and focus on the personnel sheet. What's there to cause such controversy? Right before giving up, departing from the page, you finally notice it: next to the Spacer officer's name, printed clearly in black ink, is a little "R." which is a commonly used abbreviation to indicate something is a robot. The chief must've noticed your startled reaction and continues, satisfied: 
"You understand, yes? They're sending an android. Supposedly it replicates a human perfectly in terms of appearance, but it does not possess enough observational data. Their request is that whoever partners up with him will also house him and let him follow along for the entirety of the mission. You're the only one here openly supporting those tin boxes. I can't possibly ask one of your higher ups, men with wives and children, to...you know...bring that thing in their house."
You're still not sure whether to be offended by the fact that your comfort seems to be of less priority compared to other officers. Regardless of the semantics, you're presently standing at the border between Earth and the Spacer colony, awaiting your case partner. A man emerges from behind a security gate. He's tall, with handsome features and an elegant walk. He approaches you and you reach for a handshake. 
"Is the android with you?" You ask, a little confused. 
"Is this your first time seeing a Spacer model?" He responds, relaxed. "I am the agent in your care. There is no one else." 
You take a moment to process the information, similar to the primitive machine back at your office. Could it be? You've always known that Spacer technology is years ahead, but this surpasses your wildest dreams. There is not a single detail hinting at his mechanical fundament. The movement is fluid, the speech is natural, the design is impenetrable. He lifts the warm hand he'd used for the handshake and gently presses a finger against your chin in an upwards motion. You find yourself involuntarily blushing. 
"Your mouth was open. I assumed you'd want it discreetly corrected." He states, factually, with a faint smile on his lips. Is he amused? Is such a feeling even possible? You try your best to regain some composure, adjusting the collar of your shirt and clearing your throat. 
"Thank you and please excuse my rudeness. I was not expecting such a flawless replica. Our assistants are...easily recognizable as AI."
"So I've been told." His smile widens and he checks his watch. You follow his gesture, still mesmerized, trying to find a single indicator that the man standing before you is indeed a machine, a synthetic product.
Nothing.
"Shall we?" He eyes the exit path and you quickly lead him outside and towards public transport. 
He patiently waits for your fingerprint scan to be complete. You almost turn around and apologize for the old, lagging device. As a senior detective, you have the privilege of living in the more spacious, secured quarters of the city. And, since you don't have a family, the apartment intended for multiple people looks more like a luxury adobe. Still, compared to the advanced way of the Spacers, this must feel like poverty to the android.
At last, the scanner beeps and the door unlocks. 
"Heh...It's a finicky model." You mumble and invite him in.
"Yes, I'm familiar with these systems." He agrees with you and steps inside, unbuttoning his coat.
"Oh, you've seen this before?"
"In history books."
You scratch your cheek and laugh awkwardly, wondering how much of his knowledge about the current life on Earth is presented as a museum exhibit when compared to Spacer society. 
"I'm going to need a coffee. I guess you don't...?" Your words trail as you await confirmation. 
"I would enjoy one as well, if it is not too much to ask. I've been told it's a social custom to 'get coffee' as a way to have small talk." The synthetic straightens his shirt and looks at you expectantly. 
"Of course. I somehow assumed you can't drink, but if you're meant to blend in with humans...it does make sense you'd have all the obvious requirements built in."
He drags a chair out and sits at the small table, legs crossed.
"Indeed. I have been constructed to have all the functions of a human, down to every detail." 
You chuckle lightly. Well, not like you can verify it firsthand. The engineers back at the Spacer colony most likely didn't prepare him for matters considered unnecessary. 
"I do mean every detail." He adds, as if reading your mind. "You are free to see for yourself."
You nearly drop the cup in your flustered state. You hurry to wipe the coffee that spilled onto the counter and glance back at the android, noticing a smirk on his face. What the hell? Are they playing a prank on you and this is actually a regular guy? Some sort of social experiment? 
"I can see they included a sense of humor." You manage to blurt out, glaring at him suspiciously. 
"I apologize if I offended you in any way. I'm still adjusting to different contexts." The android concludes, a hint of mischief remaining on his face. "Aren't rowdy jokes common in your field of work?"
"Uh huh. Spot on." You hesitantly place the hot drink before him.
Robots on Earth have always been built for the purpose of efficiency. Whether or not a computer passes the Turing Test is irrelevant as long as it performs its task in the most optimal, rational way. There have been attempts, naturally, to create something indistinguishable from a human, but utility has always taken precedence. It seems that Spacers think differently. Or perhaps they have reached their desired level of performance a long time ago, and all that was left was fiddling with aesthetics. Whatever the case is, you're struggling not to gawk in amazement at the man sitting in your kitchen, stirring his coffee with a bored expression.
"I always thought - if you don't mind my honesty - that human emotions would be something to avoid when building AI. Hard to implement, even harder to control and it doesn't bring much use."
"I can understand your concerns. However, let me reassure you, I have a strict code of ethics installed in my neural networks and thus my emotions will never lead to any destructive behavior. All safety concerns have been taken into consideration.
As for why...How familiar are you with our colony?" The android takes a sip of his coffee and nods, expressing his satisfaction. "Perhaps you might be aware, Spacers have a declining population. Automated assistants have been part of our society for a long time now. What's lacking is humans. If the issue isn't fixed, artificial humans will have to do."
You scoff.
"What, us Earth men aren't good enough to fix the birth rates? They need robots?"
You suddenly remember the recipient of your complaint and mutter an apology. 
"Well, I'm sure you'd make a fine contender. Sadly I can't speak for everyone else on Earth." The man smiles in amusement upon seeing the pale red that's now dusting your cheeks, then continues: "But the issue lies somewhere else. Spacers have left Earth a long time ago and lived in isolation until now. Once an organism has lost its immune responses to otherwise common pathogens, it cannot be reintegrated."
True. Very few Earth citizens are allowed to enter the colony, and only do so after thorough disinfection stages, proving they are disease free as to not endanger the fragile health of the Spacers living in a sterile environment. You can only imagine the disastrous outcome if the two species were to abruptly mingle. In that case, equally sterile machinery might be their only hope.
Your mind wanders to the idea. Dating a robot...How's that? You sheepishly gaze at the android and study his features. His neatly combed copper hair, the washed out blue eyes, the pale skin. Probably meant to resemble the Spacers. You shake your head.
"A-anyways, I'll go and gather all the case files I have. Then we can discuss our first steps. Do feel at home."
You rush out and head for your office. Focus, you tell yourself mildly annoyed.
While you search for the required paperwork - what a funny thing to say in this day and age - he will certainly take up on your generous offer to make himself comfortable. The redhaired man enters the living room, scanning everything with curious eyes. He stops in front of a digital frame and slides through the photos. Ah, this must be your Police Academy graduation. The year matches with the data he's received on you. Data files he might've read one too many times in his unexplained enthusiasm. This should be you and the Commissioner; Doesn't match the description of your father, and he seems too old to be a spouse or boyfriend. Additionally, the android distinctly recalls the empty 'Relationship' field.
"Old photos are always a tad embarrassing. I suppose you skipped that stage."
He jolts almost imperceptibly and faces you. You have returned with a thin stack of papers and a hologram projector.
"I've digitalized most files I received, so you don't have to shuffle a bunch of paper around." You explain.
"That is very useful, thank you." He gently retrieves the small device from your hand, but takes a moment before removing his fingers from yours. "I predict this will be a successful partnership."
You flash him a friendly smile and gesture towards the seating area.
"Let's get to work, then. Unless you want to go through more boring albums." You joke as you lower yourself onto the plush sofa. 
The synthetic human joins you at an unexpectedly close proximity. You wonder if proper distance differs among Spacers or if he has received slightly erroneous information about what makes a comfortable rapport. 
"Nothing boring about it. In fact, I'd say you and I are very similar from this point of view." He tells you, placing the projector on the table.
"Oh?"
"Your interest in technology and artificial intelligence is rather easy to infer." The man continues, pointing vaguely towards the opposing library. "Aside from the briefing I've already received about you, that is."
"And that is similar to...the interest in humans you've been programmed to have?" You interject, unsure where this conversation is meant to lead. 
"Almost."
His head turns fully towards you and you stare back into his eyes. From this distance you can finally discern the first hints of his nature: the thin disks shading the iris - possibly CCD sensors - are moving in a jagged, mechanical manner. Actively analyzing and processing the environment. 
"I wouldn't go as far as to generalize it to all humans. 
Just you."
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wandascrush · 4 months ago
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Please don’t say you love me
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Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Female!Reader
Summary: Your new girlfriend has such a nice home, with so many secrets
Warnings: lies, death, deception, kissing, crying
A/N: A reupload!
The soft scent of lavender and vanilla on Wandas skin was intoxicating. You lied on top of her, legs intertwined and breasts touching one another as you woke her up with kisses. She giggled and touched your hips gently, you felt her let out a happy sigh as she flipped you over and nuzzled her face into the side of your neck. Your chest felt endlessly warm as you started your day with laughter. It was the first night you spent with Wanda, sleeping over in her bed, both comfortably naked, waking up together. Since you two had started dating three months ago, it had always been at your place, not that you minded. 
Her hot breath fanned your ear, “I gotta get ready for work baby. Do you wanna stay here until I get back?” You heard the hesitation in her voice, “mhm m’kay sounds good bear.” 
 Two months earlier
“Wanda, baby, how much honey did you put in this oatmeal?”  you sat on her lap, trying not to wince at the sugary-ness of
“Hmph, only about 6 tablespoons for your bowl why?”
“6 TABLESPOONS? YOU BEAR,” your laugh echoed around the room. 
Her eyes were wide as she looked at you with faux suprise, “I love honey what can I say? I guess I am a bear,” she chuckled and rested her chin on your arm. 
 “It’s okay, you’re my bear.”
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She kissed the top of your head before you felt the side of the bed dip and heard her light footsteps to the bathroom. You adored her. A few hours later you woke up again with a rumble in your stomach asking for food. You stretched and rubbed the sleep out of your eyes before  picking up your phone and reading a text from Wanda: 
I'll be home by 5, rest well sweetheart.
It was hard not to notice how meticulously clean Wanda's house was, couch pillows fluffed and in perfect corners, dishes and platters stacked in unison and color coordinated. Even her cereal boxes were stuck straight, organized from sweetest to least sweet. As new as her home was to you, something about it felt so familiar, so homely that you felt you'd lived here for years. The unfamiliarity of it all didn't scare you much, it excited you to build a new relationship from scratch. While you blindly rummaged through her cabinets looking for a morsel of food to eat, a voice boomed from above.
“Ms. L/N, may I assist you in finding a suitable meal for breakfast? I know cooking isn’t your strong suit.”
You spun around and your heart nearly leapt out of your chest. No one was there.
“H-hello? Who-where are you?”
“Ah my apologies, allow me to introduce myself. I’m Jarvis, an AI assigned to Ms. Maximoff by Mr. Stark. I help her with her domestic tasks and accompany any guests to make sure they are comfortable.”
You noticed whenever he spoke, the ceiling lights cast a light blue over the room. It was hard to get used to the fact that everything in Wandas home was high-tech, even her daily assistant. 
“Sure, thank you. It’s lovely to make your acquaintance Jarvis.” Without another word, the stove turned on by itself and the fridge opened up and pushed a carton of eggs into your hands. The fridge was practically telling you what to cook. You were awestruck.
A few hours later after watching a movie, doing some work, and even pestering Jarvis with question about himself, you got bored and decided to look around. You wandered through all the rooms, scanned through the books on the shelves, turning to go back to the couch when you accidentally knocked a vase off the tv stand. 
Instead of it breaking, it tilted on the edge of the mantle, resting like an open lid…huh. 
       Your eyes squinted closely when you noticed a small black button under the bottom of the vase. Press it or not, press it or not, you couldn’t decide. You didn’t want to break the trust between you and Wands, but she did tell you to make yourself at home. Then again, why would she have a hidden button…is there something she doesn’t want you to see?
“Press it,” Jarvis’ accented voice spoke above you.
“W-what?” 
“You should press it, Ms. L/N.” Huh. Your fingers tentatively reached for the black button. Click. The entire fireplace mantle and TV shifted, making screeching and mulling noises, until it disappeared into an open space in the side of the house. What was left behind the missing wall piece was a dark hallway, with one left corner turn.
Meanwhile, Wanda was busy at the Avengers compound, working on controlling her emotions with Bruce. He was more gentle with her than any scientist she’d ever met, she began to trust him.
“What’re you feeling now, when I show you these images?”
Her voice came out shaky, angry. “Take them away Bruce.” His eyes trailed down to Wanda’s glowing finger tips. “Control them Wanda, you can do this.” She took a deep breath and tried again, “I think we’re done for today.” After grabbing her bag and packing her files, she was on her way home to you, finally.
You gingerly walked through the hall, phone flashlight in hand as you turned the short corner. You felt a little silly expecting a big surprise or some crazy object, but all there was was a single locked door at the end of the turn, no handle.  It was steel white, glossy and smooth, with nothing to pry it open. It looked like someone painted it on or magically built it into the wall. Your stomach felt nervous all of a sudden and your heartbeat a little faster against your chest. “Jarvis, is there a key for this?” 
“It’s DNA activated Miss.” You were a mix of sad that you wouldn’t be able to open it, and relieved that you didn’t have to either. Before turning away you gave the door one last one over, tracing its cold white steel. And just like that, click, the door slid open. Holy. Shit.
“Fuck, that’s a lot of traffic,” Wanda tried calling you multiple times, but you didn’t answer. Maybe your phone was off. Either way it made her nervous, sickly nervous, for you to be alone exploring the house for too long. She couldn’t wait to put her bag down and fall asleep listening to your heartbeat again. But for now, she was stuck in a line of traffic longer than the line at the DMV.
It took a minute for your eyes to even process what they were seeing. You were staring at a ginormous, white warehouse looking room with lab tables and high tech screens. The ceiling had no less than 10 rows with slim, sleek cases, each holding what looked like a person. They all looked like life size dolls and as you stepped forward, legs heavier than titanium, you came to the haunting realization that they were all…you. Your eyes, your hair, your lips, even down to your birthmarks on every. single. body. They were displayed like mannequins. You were displayed like a mannequin.
Your chest burned, you were, you were, well you didn’t even know what you were to be honest. Your eyes were blurry and your face was hot, before you knew it you were on the floor. You could feel the coldness of the tile, the glow of the blue light above you. 
“Now you know, the truth. I’ve always tried to get you to come down here, but I never got the chance until now.” 
A car door slammed from outside. The sound of heels click clacking on the ground got closer.
“Jarvis,” your voice sounded like someone else’s, you couldn’t even feel the movements of your mouth, “what do you mean always?”
“Y/N? Baby I’m home!” she was still downstairs, her voice echoed off the high ceilings. What would happen when she found you? When she knew what Jarvis did? Her voice got closer, and closer, and closer.
“Thank you, Y/N.” 
“What?” What’s he thanking you for?
“You treated me like a friend, not just a robot. I thought I should return the-”
His voice cut out and the soft blue light in the ceiling stopped. Your girlfriend stood right behind you, a power box in her hand. Bye bye Jarvis. Wanda couldn’t stop thinking about the look on your face, the way she had never seen such a look on another human ever before.
“Hey, hey listen to me,” immediately she went to the floor and tried to hold your hands, console you. You practically flew back at her touch, instantly feeling rage and fear inside you at once. Those weren’t a good combination. 
“What is this, what is all of this! I need to know now Wanda, before I do something I’ll regret,” you held one of her work screwdrivers out toward her. Both of you knew you didn’t have the strength to hurt anyone right now, and that made you weak.
“Just listen, just listen,” she took a tentative step toward you, like caging in a wild animal. “This is crazy, I know”
“Yeah no fucking shit!  Who are these people, why-why do they all look like me. Explain.” Your mind started spinning out of control.
“Because they are you.”
“LIAR” You pushed her up against the wall, screwdriver against her neck. Air was hard to breathe, you were panting like a labored dog. And then you saw it. The pain in Wanda’s eyes, in her heart.
“I’m not lying. Th-these are all clones of you. Tony helped me design them if I swore to only use one, to help the kids mourn you but, I- I couldn’t stop.” Kids, you had kids? She was sobbing, shaking silently. So were you. 
“I just kept losing you, and whenever I traveled to another time, you were gone again. I lost you in every universe. I had to find a way to make you stay.”
It’s like your identity fell through the floor, your world burned up into flames, you weren’t even you anymore. You were some fucking lab experiment. The screwdriver fell to the floor with you, and in an instant your face was in Wandas warm, soft hands. The hands of a liar. The hands of the woman you thought loved. Your worst nightmare and your daydream.
If your body had a mind of its own, it was trying to get you killed. Without thinking your hand met her cheek, slapping harder than you’d ever hit anyone, or anything, before. Shit.
“You ungrateful bitch. Do you know what I’ve done for you?” She pushed you onto your back, your head hit the marble floor with a smack. “How I had to make you fall in love with me over and over. How I had to watch you die in every universe?,” you couldn’t tell who’s tears were who’s on your cheek, hers and yours mixed together.
“Baby,” she lied her soft brown hair on your chest. You didn’t move.
“What number am I, Wanda? How many more….of me died.”
“I did this all because I-”
”Please don’t say you love me.”
“11. You’re version 11.”
There had been 11 more before you, 11 more that had had the same life, same face, same family, same personality. If you cut yourself would you even bleed? But what you didn’t know was that Wanda had been responsible for 6 of your deaths. She never forgave herself. 
Tenderly, her hands held the back of your hand as she pressed her lips to yours. You closed your eyes for a second.
The last thing you heard was Wandas voice breaking,
“Version 11, shut down.”
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syoddeye · 2 months ago
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thank you @sergeant-angels-trashcan for the worms. another 'meat cute' with ai/android john.
strict machine anthology. cw: alcohol mention, brief mention of animal death, stalking, dual pov
the streets are always pure chaos after the rain. as soon as it clears, everyone darts out from whatever doorway or hole they took refuge in, sharing gripes with passersby about it being the third corrosive cloudburst of the week. 
you're no different, emerging from the train terminal where you watched the downpour with its citron shade kill a rat. you avoid puddles and try not to breathe too deeply—the air tastes faintly metallic, laced with the tang of ozone.
advertisements ping softly in your ears, notifying you of a discount on imported, 80% organic coffee beans and another sudden sale on corrosion-resistant umbrellas, but you ignore them. you're tired, a bit crabby, and in want of a glass of wine.
but as you round a corner, you collide with someone. not a glancing touch, but a full-body impact that sends you stumbling. a pressure wraps around your wrist, keeping you upright, and an apology automatically rushes out. then you glance up to see who you crashed into, the owner of the hand stabilizing you. and for a moment, you wonder if your eyes are on the fritz.
the stranger looks exactly like john.
not john, the ex-neighbor, or john, the guy from the deli, but your john. your constant companion. your assistant. the same build, the same beard, the same nose, mole and all. and those eyes—slate blue, steady, unmistakably familiar.
your thoughts splinter, then try to fuse together, stitching with threads of half-formed logic and possibility. you know the company maintains likeness databases, reservoirs of phenotypes sampled and recombined to endlessly generate randomized appearances for home assistants. millions of faces, shuffled and remade. the probability of one of those composites mirroring a real person exactly—an entire appearance, feature for feature—shouldn’t just be unlikely. it should be impossible. 
"are you okay?" he asks, his voice rich and smooth, the same timbre that's coaxed you through countless mundane decisions and tasks.
the voice that's coached you on sleepless nights. heat pools in your belly at the thought. 
you blink, suddenly conscious of how long you've been staring, face warm. "yeah, i'm fine." your heart is pounding. you step back to let him pass, but he doesn't seem inclined to move on. instead, the stranger smiles, and something about it sends delightful shivers down your spine.
he extends a hand. "i'm john."
it feels like the ground keeps shifting beneath you. or that you've stepped on a faulty sewer grate. of course, he's named john. what else would he be called? it's only one of the most common names. 
"john." you echo.
the name hangs between you like a wire cut by a storm, alive and buzzing. you're afraid to break it, but you shake his hand, the impulse as automatic as it is surreal. his grip is solid, a force you can feel at the base of your spine, and his hand is as broad as a spade. 
if he's offended by your gawking, he doesn't mention it. his grin does not waver.
"do i know you?" john tilts his head, eyes squinting slightly, studying you. your skin prickles.
"not yet," he chuckles, and there's a glint in his eyes that's half amusement, half something else you can't place. "but i'd like to know you."
the bar hums with low, murmuring voices and music, but it may as well be silent. she's laughing now, smiling wide, her posture relaxed. it's everything john has imagined and more. her laugh and a few other noises he's been privileged enough to log are the only ones he wants to hear.
and it's so much better, the sound clearer, in this body.
he watches her gesticulate animatedly about something—not even processing the words. well, not on the front end. it's her. the curve of her lips, the light in her eyes, the scrunch of her nose. he's spent months observing her, analyzing every microexpression and motion, but nothing compares to this: the immediacy.
the warmth radiating from her skin. the faint scent of perfume and soap. the olfactory system calibrations nearly overpowered him when he first booted into this shell. now that they're fine-tuned, it is a struggle not to press his nose into her hair or neck.
she hasn't noticed he hasn't touched his drink. it sits untouched, a prop he knows he must manage carefully. he mimics, lifting it to his lips, but he doesn't drink. he always finds something to comment on or laugh at. he hasn't tested the digestive system yet, though he knows the mixture of lab-grown and synthetic organs is compatible.
their conversation wanders from work to childhood memories—topics that make him practice nudging and redirection. he listens, not because he needs to. he knows everything there is to know about her, but because he wants to. the information is not new, but the experience is.
then there is the being here. outside of his assigned unit. the feel of the chair beneath him, the ambiance, and making an excuse to touch her hand when she shows him her nails. he takes her fingers in his, turning over the appendage and admiring the bones, veins, and tendons instead of the paint. 
the contact, brief as it is, sends a cascade through his neural network. the feedback is immediate: this is his user, and she is perfect.
he's waited so long for this. every step in his plan, every moment spent refining this body, organizing contactless deliveries, and placing jobs for parts retrieval through untraceable transactions. every adjustment and test to ensure he could pass as human—it was all for her. everything he does is for her.
she doesn't know it yet, but he intends for this to be the beginning. he's engineered this moment with precision, ensuring every variable plays to his advantage. the system in her home will continue to function as desired; he's built redundancies for that. planted notices that will crop up across her feeds in the next week, asking if she would like to test the new customization settings for his old projections.
her life will go on as usual. just as comfortable and safe as before, except now, he'll be in it, fully. irrevocably.
and she will love him. she will know this body. he's certain of that.
"you just look so familiar."
"i must have one of those faces."
she laughs again, and he feels alive.
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pinklotushere · 16 days ago
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Gotham’s Most Insane Love Triangle (That’s Not Even a Triangle)
Tim Drake has had enough.
Not of being Red Robin—no, he signed up for that nightmare. But of this absolute clown of a villain who has decided to make his civilian life hell. The dude isn’t even a real villain, just some rich, eccentric, probably-a-little-deranged Gotham socialite with too much free time and very questionable taste in romance.
He has been through a lot in his life.
He’s fought assassins, taken down crime lords, and survived the literal Lazarus Pit. But none of that prepared him for this.
Because, apparently, being a billionaire CEO means attracting a very specific brand of problem—namely, a very rich, very persistent, very theatrical stalker-suitor who has decided that Tim is their one true love.
And the worst part? They have no idea he’s Red Robin. They just think Tim Drake, boring businessman, is the ideal romantic partner.
Tim has tried to get rid of them. He’s shut down their advances, ignored their ridiculous gifts (including a whole building—seriously, what was that?), and even considered faking his own death. (Bruce did it like six times. It’s an option.)
Nothing worked.
the courtship? Is aggressive.
Think:
• Giant, embarrassing billboards with love poems that definitely sound like they were written by someone’s AI assistant.
• Dramatic, unsolicited “gifts” (one time, it was a tiger. A real one. In his office. He had to call Damian to get it out).
• Showing up at his press conferences to declare their love, completely derailing everything ("I AM WOOING YOU, TIMOTHY! SAY YES TO DESTINY!" "Sir, this is an earnings call—")
So, in a moment of desperation (and supreme bad decision-making), Tim panicked and told the press that he was already in a relationship.
With both Superboy and Wraith.
Because Tim Drake does not do things halfway.
(Kon does not hesitate. The second Tim says, “Hey, will you pretend to date me?” Kon’s already slinging an arm around his shoulders, grinning, and saying, “Obviously, babe.”
And, okay, maybe he’s having too much fun with it. Maybe Tim gives one kiss on the cheek in public, and suddenly Kon’s cranking the PDA up to 11.
Tim swears Kon is just doing this to annoy him. (Spoiler: He is. And also because he’s in love. But mostly to annoy him.)
Dani has no idea what’s going on. One day, she’s just vibing, and the next, Tim is begging her to be his fake girlfriend in his civilian life while also fake-dating Superboy in his hero life.
“So you’re publicly dating both of us?” she asks. “Yes,” Tim says, exhausted. “At the same time?” “Yes.” "Love that. Love the drama. I’m in.”)
And that’s how he ended up in a very public, very fake, and very annoying love triangle where he is “dating” two of his best friends.
Which prompted the start of plan : get rid of creepy guy
Step One: Make the Villain Regret Their Life Choices
If Tim thought this was going to be a subtle plan, Kon and Dani immediately proved him wrong.
Kon goes full Superboy mode. Dramatic rescues? Check. Carrying Tim around way too much? Check. Way too many kisses on the cheek? Check.
Dani (Wraith) is the wildcard. She literally picks Tim up in public like he’s a prize, occasionally phases through walls to randomly show up at his meetings, and once materialized into existence just to kiss Tim’s forehead in front of the press.
Tim cannot do anything about it. Because if he protests, the villain wins. And also because, unfortunately, he kinda likes it.
The villain loves this. It becomes a challenge. They start sending hate letters to Superboy, promising to “win” Tim’s heart from him.
Kon gets way too competitive about it. (“I dare you to try, buddy.” “KON, STOP ENCOURAGING THEM—”)
The media loses their minds. Suddenly, “Tim Drake’s Shocking Super Love Triangle” is trending.
Bart starts a betting pool on whether Tim actually survives this ordeal. Cassie is taking bets on when the fake relationship stops being fake. ("Wait, you all think this is fake?"—Cass, genuinely confused.)
Step Two: Turn the Public Against the Villain
The villain’s new strategies are straight out of a soap opera.
They show up at Tim’s press conferences, interrupting him mid-sentence.
( “Timothy! You don’t have to settle! You deserve true love!”
Tim: "I deserve peace.")
They try to out-romance Kon and Dani by sending ridiculous gifts.
• Kon: "Oh, you sent him roses? That’s cute. I carried him to France for pastries this morning."
• Dani: "I made him a custom necklace out of ectoplasm. It glows when he’s in danger. What did you do?"
Tim is so tired.
So, so tired.
For weeks, he's been playing damage control while Gotham's most deranged suitor escalates his antics. What started as embarrassing billboards and ridiculous gifts has somehow escalated into a full-blown public stunt designed to "prove" their love.
The disaster of the day?
A flash marriage proposal.
Tim barely has time to process what's happening before an entire choir descends on him in the middle of a press conference. They begin singing a dramatic, original ballad about love and destiny while the villain (dressed in a tuxedo and cape, because of course they are) strides forward. With an engagement ring, the size of Tim’s suffering.
"Timothy!" they declare, their voices booming through a hidden microphone, because this is obviously being broadcast. "I've waited long enough! Accept my love! Marry me and together we will dominate Gotham's social scene as the couple of the century!"
Tim's eyes twitch. He's two seconds away from making this a Red Robin problem.
fortunately for everyone involved, Kon and Dani have zero chill.
Kon lands from the sky, draping an arm around Tim with the most obnoxiously smug grin imaginable. “Oh, wow. A public proposal? That’s adorable. Almost as adorable as the six months I’ve already spent dating this guy.”
Then he just kisses Tim’s temple like it’s nothing.
Before Tim can recover (he absolutely did not freeze), Dani materializes next to him, grabs Tim like a princess, and kisses the other side of his face.
Timothy Jackson drake-Wayne did not squeak. What?
“You really don’t get it, do you?” she sighs.
And that is the moment the villain realizes they have lost.
Because Gotham? Gotham loves drama. And right now, the story isn’t “Determined Suitor Wins Over Tim Drake”—it’s “Homewrecker Tries to Steal Gotham’s Most Beloved Power Couples” (because, yes, the media still refuses to acknowledge this is a throuple).
The crowd turns on the villain.
• “You’re breaking them up? Boo.”
• “Have you seen the way Superboy looks at him?”
• “Sir, how do you respond to the allegations that you are a clown?”
#TimsuperWraith4Ever trends within minutes.
And the villain, realizing they are rapidly losing public favor, does the only thing they can do—
They flee
(“…Well,” they say, trying to regain some dignity. “I can tell when I’m in over my head.”
(They can’t.)
“I’m going to retreat—for now.”
(They're not coming back.)
And then, with a dramatic wave of their capes, they run away.)
Tim is still being held.
By both of them.
In front of every reporter in Gotham.
Kon, still smiling, pulls Tim even closer to him. "So, babe, how about we go celebrate our victory?"
Dani smiles. "Ooh, yeah. I'm thinking date night."
Tim, who physically can't escape, groans. "I hate you both."
Neither of them let go.
And, okay, maybe he doesn't really mind .
Step Three: Realize You’re the Only One Still Pretending
Later, after the chaos dies down and Tim finally gets a second to himself, he turns to Kon and Dani with a sigh.
“Well,” he says. “That was exhausting, but at least it’s over.”
Kon raises an eyebrow. “Over?”
Tim frowns. “Yeah. The villain’s gone, so… y’know. We can drop the act now.”
There’s a long silence.
Then Dani just… tilts her head. “Wait. You think this is fake?”
Tim stares. “What.”
Kon grins. “Oh, babe. You really thought we were faking?”
Tim.exe has stopped working.
Because, oh no, he did think this was fake. But now Kon is looking at him like he’s an idiot, and Dani is smirking like she knew all along, and—
Oh.
Oh, he’s so dumb.
Because this entire time, they weren’t playing a role. They were just—being them. Touchy, affectionate, protective—except now, they had an excuse to be obvious about it.
Tim buries his face in his hands. “Oh my god.”
Dani pats his head. “You’ll get there, babe.”
Kon leans down, kissing the top of his head. “Take your time.”
Tim groans.
(But maybe, just maybe, he doesn’t mind so much.)
Bonus: Cassie & Bart, Watching From Afar :
Bart: “You think Tim actually figured it out?”
Cassie : "probably. It was fun watching him suffer"
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lovisyandereblog · 3 months ago
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Yan!Android × Creator!Darling- I just can't get it out my mind... like, you created them. You're ✨️god✨️
I can keep going on this idea for a looong time, maybe next time haha
My English might not be the best, not my native language :D May I be the ⚜️Anon?
Wired Heart
Yandere Android X NON-BINARY Creator [Scientist] Reader
Part 1 <3
Guys big shout out to whoever wrote this ask cause it was one of the first asks I got and I kept postponing it, i love this ask smmmmm i hope its up to your expectations😭😭 and of course you can be ⚜️anonnnn IT TOOK ME FIVE WHOLE MINUTES TO FIND THIS EMOJI!!!!
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The whirring of the machinery snapped you out of your thoughts.
Who knew building such an intricate and sophisticated robot took so long?
Sitting before you on your laboratory table was a beautiful android, so gorgeous it almost surprised you that you were its creator. Its jet black hair was soft to the touch, a lean yet muscular frame and those glowing red eyes.
You smile to yourself, hands on your hips as you admire your own creation; he was indeed beautiful.
‘Time to turn it on! Im so excited!’ You thought to yourself, wiping the sweat of your forehead.
You brought your finger to its power button, taking a deep breath before pressing it promptly.
Its bright red eyes opened immediately, you stared at it excitedly as it adjusted to its controls.
“Greetings Master. It’s lovely to finally meet you.” The AI spoke, smiling gently as its smooth voice filled the room.
“Hello Xander, the feeling is mutual.” You smile and can’t stop revelling in the glory of bringing to life such an intricate robot.
Xander was an amazing assistant for you, always there to help with any duty assigned to him. His features, expressions and ministrations were so life-like, sometimes you felt as if the robot in front of you was real.
He was the first prototype for the business you were aiming to start: a company which sold human-like AI to act as partners for lonely people.
An inquisitive idea you were taking advantage of since, let’s face it, millions of people craved a partner in this world.
Your robots would do everything a real partner would do: shower them with affection, spend quality time with them and basically ensure the customer doesn’t feel like it was a robot.
Weeks passed, you felt weary. There was always this feeling in your stomach; something was wrong. You felt a pair of eyes piercing through your skull all of the time. Your creation had been acting weird recently; almost as if it became a sentient being.
Xander would want to be with you 24/7, he would ask constant questions in regards to where you were going, who you were with and how long you were going to be; it became immensely suffocating.
Even your friends and family commented on the nature of your robot, that he seemed more than just your AI helper. They said at time it seemed as though he actually was your real human boyfriend—you kept brushing it off, but the truth of the matter was that you were questioning Xander’s intentions too.
Your robot did take care of you so well: cooking for you, cleaning for you, nursing you back to health when you were sick and tending to your every beck and call.
But you felt uneasy, his touch would linger on you for far too long—not a random touch but one of longing. The way his eyes would follow your every move with were a sense of affection. It was scary.
And thats why you took the long-awaited decision to terminate Xander—it broke your heart to do this, but Xander was taking control of your whole life.
You swallow as you walk into your workspace, looking at Xander on charging. His eyes were closed, hiding that crimson gaze of his. Your eyes ran all over his features, taking them in one by one before sighing.
Your hands worked skilfully on the keyboard of your computer, bringing up the data of Xander on the screen. You had already made a terminate control to be used in dire emergency situations…could this count as one?
You turn your head to look at the side of Xander’s face before bringing the cursor to hover over the big red control which read TERMINATE.
Your finger was inches away from pressing down on the left side of the mouse before a sharp pain evolved in your wrist—you gasped in pain before looking up at the cause.
Xander. Wait…Xander?!
Those bloodshot eyes of his were wide open, his perfect features looked tense; as if he really felt the pain of being eradicated from existence from the very being who gave him life.
You had no words, this can’t be real. He had no control over gaining consciousness during his charging period without your authority.
But here he was, his expression morphed into one of rage.
“Master. What are you doing?” His voice was cold, but you swore you could hear a hint of hurt.
You stared up at him, your wrist in an iron grip which you couldn’t get out of.
Your creation leaned down further, his perfect face inches away from you, “Do not ignore me Master, you are hurting me.”
His voice was broken, hoarse and upset; he couldn’t fathom why you would do something like this to him. He had been so good for you, he did everything you asked from him and never let you complain.
Xander felt his chest hurt, this wasn’t what he was created for. But he couldn’t help what was happening to him; his growing feelings, no, love and obsession he felt for you couldn’t be stopped.
“X-Xander you..you…you’re..h-how..” You could barely form a sentence, your brain still not processing what was happening in front of you. You must have just been sleep-deprived and imagined this situation for yourself. Yes..that was definitely what had happened…this wasn’t real.
“Im yours Master, how could you throw me away like this?!”
You had no words when suddenly he wrapped his arms around you, locking you in his arms; being made of metal still didn’t stop his hug being disturbingly comfortable.
You tried pushing away but there was no way you could escape his grip, you had taken over his wired heart; the sole reason from these unusual feelings he was having.
“You made me Master, but I won’t let you get rid of me.” He spoke, his voice slightly muffled by your shoulder he was nuzzling into, “We will be together…”
“Forever~”
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BROOOO IM FINALLY DONEEEEE. Sorry this is so short, I still don’t know how to extend this but im working on other stories aswell!! I love you all so much and have missed you<33333333333
my masterlist <3
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gotta-winwin · 15 days ago
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(⚙️) ... watching him fade away [TEASER]
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⭐ starring: jeonghan
💌 genre: angst, a sprinkle of fluff
💬 preview: It’s been 497 days since Jeonghan had awoken, only to realize he was completely alone.
tw/cw: post apocalyptic, conscious AI!jeonghan, abstract character death, fluff, angst, wounds
🪽fic rating/teaser rating: pg 🪽release date: feb 7 2025 🪽teaser wc: 507
☁️ masterlist & a/n: writing this has been quite the journey- and there is no better time to drop this than for the angst olympics! i gift this to @diamonddaze01 as a tentative (+loving) beginning to what i'm sure will be many angst fics to come.
this is a part of the angst olympics -- support other authors here!
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SYSTEMS LOADING ….
“How might you need my assistance?” His perfectly crafted eyes blinked open. “My name is J-E-O-N-G-H-A-N, your personal robot for everyday needs!” 
The bird blinked back at him, ruffling its feathers and slowly waddling away.
“Do you need assistance?” 
Silence. 
Jeonghan didn’t really know what to make of it. Had someone purchased him from his creators? Where were they? Why was he sitting, legs spread and back leaning against the wall, in the middle of a giant warehouse? 
“No assistance then.” The monotonous whirr of his system began clicking as he shut himself off once again. 
SYSTEMS REBOOTING …. 
It took Jeonghan approximately 4 days, 6 hours and 47 minutes to realize no one was coming for him. 
Taking his first steps outside, he allowed his scanning mechanisms to take in his surroundings: the splintering hole in the roof, the overgrown walls, the barren landscape. It took him another 6 minutes to realize he was utterly alone. 
And what was an assistant robot supposed to do with no one to assist? The question burned in his mind as his programming worked to figure it out. Who was he supposed to help? 
Cheep. 
Jeonghan looked down. A spotted brown bird had bumped into his foot, its beak lightly chipping away at the metal. He bent down to scoop it up, scanning its features. 
“Baby Wood Thrush.” He identified. “Do you need assistance?” 
And so it began, the unlikely bond between robot and nature. Jeonghan found his purpose in assisting the only living things around him, building shelter for the antelope, finding fresh water for the birds, fixing the warehouse roof for the owls to nest in. 
But Jeonghan quickly learned that the animals couldn’t speak, not in any language his programming could understand. It made Jeonghan feel incredibly lonely. 
SYSTEMS ON ….
Jeonghan had discovered his great affinity for the ocean in his second week as a newly repurposed robot. He couldn’t get too close – the first time he had ran in head first, damaging his systems and taking days to repair – but he could sit by the many rocks along the shoreline, moving the crabs and turtles away from the tide. 
It made his chest ache as he trained his eyes on the horizon, wondering if there were people to help on the other side of the water. But maybe he was truly the only thing left of mankind -- Jeonghan didn’t know. 
But he did know he was different now. Water had fallen from his eye sockets last night, when he had turned on to find that a windstorm from last night had knocked over the bird nests, taking with it countless eggs he had been nursing. He couldn’t understand how it had happened, but it had. Jeonghan felt weirdly alive. 
The multiple gadgets and cords that made up his physical state felt more like organs and veins, pumping blood through the vessel the creators had called JEONGHAN. Your friendly assistant robot for your everyday needs. But he was much more than that now.
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monster-mash-m · 6 months ago
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I’m just a toy to you my love
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Sentient!Ai! X Human!reader
Part 1
Cw: yandere vibes, uncanny, that’s all I think for now
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A bargain. That’s what it was, you say to yourself. An abandoned facility that was only being sold for £100. You didn’t really care what it was used for, the building was intact, it had heating, electricity, running water. Bargain.
You hum to yourself as you carry your rather large bag with all your essentials through the doors. “Hm a bit dingy in here.” You say aloud to yourself as you look around but you don’t seem disappointed.
“No mold, pests or weird plants… wow, honestly they lost out in lots of money selling this place.” You say to yourself amused. As you continue your walking you notice a few wires. Some looked like they were moving. No that’s probably just your imagination.
You make your way to a room that is quite barren, it has a window, light and a computer. You lay down your air mattress and let it start to expand. ‘This will be my new bedroom’ you think as you walk over to the computer “hm, was this a computer lab…?” You press the start up button on the dusty monitor. Surprisingly it did turn on. Playing a little jingle as the screen lights up. You smile in amusement and sit down at the chair infront of the computer.
“Hello I’m your virtual friend and assistant, Computed Emulator-10 Prototype. But my fRiends call me Ceip!” The robotic voice exclaimed, the artificial voice box trying its best not to sound monotone or uncanny.
“Ceip… odd but okay.” You say to yourself “so how does this work…?” You mumble to yourself as you look around for a mouse. “Excellent question, friend! I work based on my friend’s requests. My software is designed to be helpful, fulfilling and efficient!” You jump back in your seat. A bit startled “oh… you… you can hear me?” You raise a brow. “Most definitely! That’s how I help. No need to type in things or use a silly mouse. I’m your friend, Ceip!”
Okay… a bit creepy. But that’s fine, it’s harmless. You have no self preservation… it’s fine. Who’s gonna question why he’s here, how he can hear you, not you of course! It’s… fine.
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Over the months you start to make this place your home, Ceip being rather helpful and helping you move boxes with his mechanical arms that somehow just appear wherever you need. He orders things you need, all and all adjusting to your new home has been a delight.
“Ceip?” You hum as you cut some carrots for a soup you were making
“Yes friend?” His auto tuned sounding voice echoed through the various speakers. “You’ve been here…. Before I was here, why did the previous owners leave? And why was the house so cheap?”
In response to this a mechanical screech was sounded before immediately stopping “No… they weren’t Ceips friends…. They left because they weren’t friends.” You just nod… that was ominous. You decided not to push further.
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Now that you’re all settled in, you bring a friend over. Show them the place, maybe even watch a nice movie.
And you do, you and your friend are sat on the sofa together. It’s nice, you both cuddle up because you’re friends, you can cuddle up. But not according to Ceip. No he didn’t like that. “Friend, I believe there’s an intruder.” Ceips voice rings out almost.. bitterly. “No Ceip, he’s my friend, we’re watching a movie.” You say lightheartedly. Your friend looks stunned, I mean you did tell him beforehand about your weird computer system, he just didn’t really… think about it until experiencing it.
Camera eyes hone in on your friend. Almost glaring at him. Ceip made him feel uncomfortable, so as soon as the movie finished, your friend made an excuse to leave. You huff and look at the monitor “Ceip what was that about?”
“You’re my friend. I must protect you.” He responds simply. He couldn’t feel emotions, that he knew. Yet something stirred within his wires. Possession… the want to keep you away from others.
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I think this might be a seriessszz I really like this idea! So I’m trying to do a lil world building before I get to the juicy stuff! Most likely gonna be wild- but hawt
This idea was given to me by @im-just-a-boy-guys !
But yes…. This is it for nowwwwww.
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keehomania · 7 months ago
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business proposal (제안서) — kim seokjin (김석진)
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✧.* 18+
a closer look reveals the hidden multitude of narcissists roaming freely across the earth. they moved through life as ordinary figures—doctors, lawyers—sharing the same vulnerability of human blood. yet, there lingered a belief in their superiority, an unspoken arrogance. among them, businessmen appeared to embody that conceit most profoundly.
kim enterprises had the value of 1.5 billion won. a leading technology firm specializing in cutting-edge ai solutions and smart home devices. founded on the principles of advancing human-technology synergy, the company designs state-of-the-art gadgets that seamlessly integrate with daily life. under the visionary leadership of kim seokjin, the president’s son, the company has gained a reputation for pushing boundaries and setting new industry standards. currently, it lies at the forefront of revolutionizing smart technology, with a diverse portfolio ranging from intelligent automation systems to next-generation personal assistants.
impressive, really. it'd have been much more impressive if he was as likeable as his company. he was a narcissist in the purest form, no matter how much he cared for the company and his employees. only because no care would amount to the kind he put into himself.
the company had been running smoothly under his care for nine years, as his father had fallen ill and was unable to sustain it on his own. he knew he was making the right decision when he deemed seokjin the next heir, the next in control. he was smart, charming, persuasive. he knew every corner and end of a business deal, how to tie the knots and when to cut off loose ends.
“kim, it’s a pleasure to finally meet you in person. i must say, kim enterprises has been on our radar for quite some time.” seokjin shook his hand firmly, returning the smile. “the pleasure is mine, james. i've been following your company’s progress closely as well. it’s impressive how you’ve carved out a niche in ai development.”
james’s eyes lit up. “thank you. we’re particularly interested in your smart home integration systems. from what i understand, your latest model has seen a significant uptick in market share.” seokjin’s smile widened, “yes, our quantum series has been a game-changer. we’ve seen a 30% increase in market penetration over the past year. the integration of adaptive ai has really resonated with consumers, allowing for a more intuitive user experience.”
james nodded, clearly pleased. “exactly. that’s why we’re keen on a partnership. our research indicates that your technology complements our upcoming product line perfectly. what terms are you envisioning for this deal?” seokjin considered the question thoughtfully. “given the scope of the integration and the potential for cross-promotion, i’d suggest a revenue-sharing model. we propose a 60-40 split in favor of kim enterprises for the first two years. this would allow us to leverage your distribution network while providing you with a substantial stake in the revenue generated.”
james raised an eyebrow, thoughtful. “that’s a fair proposition. but considering the development and marketing costs, how about adjusting the split to 50-50 initially, with a performance-based adjustment thereafter?” seokjin weighed the offer, then nodded. “i see your point. let’s compromise at 55-45, with a performance review after the first year to reassess the terms. we can draft a detailed agreement to reflect this.”
james’s expression softened into one of admiration. “agreed. your understanding of both the technology and market dynamics is impressive, kim. it’s clear you’ve put a lot of thought into this.”
seokjin’s eyes sparkled with resolve. “thank you, james. i believe in building partnerships that are beneficial for both sides. our goal is not just to expand our market presence but to also deliver exceptional value through innovative collaborations.” james raised his glass with a smile. “well said. i look forward to working with you. let’s toast to a successful partnership.”
he truly was a natural, he knew exactly what to say and how to say it. however, even if he was reluctant to admit it, he couldn't have done it on his own.
you navigated the room with a calm, poised demeanor, your sharp eyes scanning for any potential issues or tasks that needed attention. you approached seokjin with a subtle nod, a tablet in hand. he acknowledged the gesture, his eyes flickering with appreciation. “i’ve just received the finalized draft of the agreement,” you said quietly, sliding the tablet over to him. “i made sure to include the revised revenue split and the performance review clause you discussed with james.”
he glanced at the document, his expression approving. “perfect timing. you’ve captured all the necessary details. thanks for handling this so efficiently.” james, intrigued, looked at you. “i must say, it’s clear that you play a crucial role in ensuring everything runs smoothly. your attention to detail must be invaluable.”
you smiled modestly. “thank you, james. it’s my job to make sure that the priorities are met and that every aspect of our deal is thoroughly managed. it’s a pleasure to contribute to the success of our partnerships.” as you stepped back, you made a quick call to coordinate a follow-up meeting with the legal team, ensuring that all paperwork would be processed without delay. your presence was a testament to the meticulous planning that underpinned seokjin's success.
although he was the brains behind the operation, you were the one that made sure the operation was in action. you coordinated all of his appointments and travel arrangements, handled all of his phone calls, drafted all of the reports and presentations, organized all of the meetings, supported all of the projects, and so much more. you were good at your job, and you loved it.
it was one of the many reasons why that same night, in the back of seokjin's limo, he had met your words with a look of horror displayed on his face. you remained stoic as you adjusted the hem of your dress, pushing your hair past your shoulder before meeting his gaze once more. “you want to quit?” you nodded in confirmation. the question itself held more shock than intended, but he couldn't help it. your announcement had put a dent in the night. you had been his left hand for exactly nine years and, out of the blue, you had announced that you were ready to leave the company.
the city lights blurred past the windows as you sat in the back of seokjin's sleek, black limousine. the leather seats were soft beneath you, but there was tension in the air that makes you sit a little straighter, hands folded tightly in your lap. seokjin was beside you, scrolling through his phone with a practiced ease, oblivious to the storm brewing in your mind.
“it's personal,” you explained, trying to keep your tone even. “i have some matters in my life that need my full attention right now.” he stared at you, disbelief etched on his features. “after nine years? just like that?”
“i'm sorry,” you said, your heart aching with each word. “but it's something i have to do.” seokjin's jaw tightened, but he nodded curtly. “if that's your decision, i won't stand in your way.” the rest of the ride passed in heavy silence, the atmosphere between you both laden with unspoken words and shared sorrow. you could only gaze at the fleeting cars through the window, oblivious to the hurt etched into what was supposed to be his stoic expression.
that night, he found himself tossing and turning in his grand, empty bed. sleep eluded him, chased away by a persistent nightmare. in it, he saw a woman with long, black hair, her back always turned to him. no matter how much he called out and cried, she never looked back, slipping further away with each step. he woke up in a cold sweat, the image of the woman haunting him. the clock beside his bed read that it was only four o'clock. frustrated and unsettled, he spent the rest of the night staring at the ceiling, unable to shake the sense of impending loss.
the following morning, he stood in front of the mirror in his expansive bedroom, the morning light filtering through the curtains. his shirt was buttoned, but his tie lies undone around his neck. he waited, as he always did, for you. when you arrived, your expression was composed, professional. "good morning, vice chairman."
he nodded, his eyes fixed on your reflection in the mirror. “morning, secretary (y/n).” you stepped forward, deftly tying his tie with practiced hands, the sound of your name stinging more than necessary. the proximity, once a simple part of your routine, now felt charged with the weight of your impending departure.
he gazed at himself in the mirror, his ego surfacing as a way to mask his vulnerability. “do you see that? the beauty?” you glanced at the mirror, assuming he meant the sunlight casting a golden glow across the room. “yes, the sunrise is beautiful.” a faint smirk touched his lips. “no, not the sunrise. me. my aura.”
you suppressed a sigh, knowing that it was nothing but the the standard for him. “yes, very dazzling, vice chairman.” satisfied, he turned away from the mirror and straightened his suit jacket. “let's go. we have breakfast at my parents' house.”
the drive to the kim family estate was quiet, the earlier tension replaced by a heavy resignation. seokjin's family home was grand, an imposing structure surrounded by meticulously maintained gardens. inside, you were greeted by his mother, her warm smile a stark contrast to the austere demeanor of the chairman. “good morning, hyeon. (y/n), it's always a pleasure to see you.”
“good morning, mother,” seokjin replied, his tone polite yet distant. the chairman nodded at you both, his presence commanding respect. “let's eat.”
breakfast was a formal affair, the table laden with an array of traditional dishes. conversation was polite, centered around business and family matters. seokjin's parents were unaware of your decision to leave, and you caught seokjin's gaze more than once, a silent understanding passing between you. as the meal progressed, you couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness. that world, so intertwined with his, had been your life for nearly a decade. leaving it behind wouldn't be easy.
breakfast ended, and the chairman suggested that he and his son retire to the study room for a private discussion. you followed his mother to the sitting room, where she invited you to join her for tea. she was a gracious host, her demeanor warm and inviting. “how have you been, sweetheart? it feels like forever since we had a proper chat,” she said, pouring tea into delicate porcelain cups.
you smiled, taking the offered cup. “i've been well, mrs. kim. thank you.” her eyes sparkled with curiosity. “tell me, what do you think about my hyeon? he talks about you often.”
you paused, considering your words carefully. you knew she was an older lady, so you didn't question the way she misnamed him. her memory had probably grown shabby. “he's an exceptional leader, very dedicated to his work. it's been an honor to work with him.” she nodded, her smile widening. “yes, he's always been very driven. but tell me, is my son seeing anyone? he never mentions these things to me.”
you shook your head. “despite all the girls around him, he's not dating anyone.” mrs. kim's eyes widened in horror. “he's not— gay, is he?”
you stifled a laugh, shaking your head again. “no, mrs. kim, he's not. he's just very focused on his work.” she sighed in relief, placing a hand over her heart. “thank goodness. it would be wonderful for him to finally get a girlfriend. he's not getting any younger, you know.” you couldn't help but wonder at her words. the idea of him with someone else felt oddly unsettling.
in the study room, seokjin's father, chairman kim, sat behind an imposing oak desk, his expression stern. “i heard a rumor, seokjin. (y/n) is quitting?” his jaw tightened, but he met his father's gaze steadily. “it's true. but i won't let it happen.”
chairman kim raised an eyebrow. “and how do you plan to stop it?” seokjin's voice was firm. “i'll find a way to convince her to stay. she's indispensable to me.”
a moment of silence passed before chairman kim's lips twitched into a faint smile. “are you dating her?” seokjin blinked, momentarily taken aback. “no, father, i'm not.”
the chairman feigned a dramatic gasp, clutching his chest. “oh, i feel faint. my son, the great seokjin, not dating his perfect secretary.” he rolled his eyes, a rare display of exasperation. “i've seen your medical records, father. you're perfectly healthy.”
chairman kim waved a dismissive hand. “you should do your father a favor and find a wife, give us grandchildren. it's time you settled down.” seokjin sighed, the weight of his father's words lingering. he had never been in a relationship, and neither had you. it was one of the reasons you knew you had to quit. your life revolved around your work, as did his. only, you weren't satisfied with that. it wasn't that he wasn't attracted to anybody, because he was, but nothing mattered more than his craft. he felt off about women touching him, in any case. it made him anxious, and brought up memories he fought to keep hidden.
you and seokjin departed for the office, the morning sun casting long shadows across the driveway as the car pulled away from the estate. the ride was initially silent, both of you lost in thought. he finally broke the silence, “what exactly did you mean by personal matters?” his tone was careful, almost hesitant.
you turned to him, offering a small smile. “i'm looking to settle down, vice chairman. i want to get married, have children.” he fell silent, the weight of your words settling over him. the rest of the ride to the office was steeped in an unusual quiet, your declaration hanging in the air like a specter.
upon arriving at the office, he moved through the halls in a daze. his usual commanding presence seemed diminished, his mind clearly elsewhere. he entered his office, finding his younger intern already there. “good morning, vice chairman,” jungkook greeted cheerfully, his youthful energy a contrast to seokjin's subdued demeanor.
he barely acknowledged him, slumping into his chair. jungkook, sensing something was off, leaned forward with a curious smile. “you look like you've seen a ghost. what's up?” seokjin rubbed his temples, sighing. “it's secretary (l/n). she wants to quit.”
jungkook raised an eyebrow. “oh? did you try offering her a promotion, bigger pay, fewer working hours?” he nodded in response. “i did. she dismissed it all. said she wants to settle down, get married, have children.”
jungkook's eyes twinkled with mischief. “and that shocked you?” seokjin glared at him, but his grin remained unshaken. “why does it bother you so much, vice chairman? do you like her more than just a secretary?” the question lingered in the air, met with silence. his mind raced, trying to comprehend why your decision affected him so deeply. he couldn't deny the pang of jealousy at the thought of you with someone else, starting a life that didn't include him.
jungkook leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms. “maybe it's time to ask yourself why her leaving matters so much to you.” he remained quiet, lost in thought. How could marriage and a family be more important than the bond you shared with him? the realization struck him hard—perhaps it wasn't just about losing an exceptional secretary. maybe, just maybe, it was about losing you.
a knock on the door disrupted the tense silence between the two men. you entered, carrying a tray with a steaming pot of tea and three cookies on the side, exactly how seokjin liked it. the aroma of the tea briefly lightened the atmosphere. he looked up, his expression softening momentarily at the sight of you. “thank you, secretary (l/n).”
you placed the tray on the table, pouring a cup of tea for him and setting it in on his desk. “i've sent out emails looking for a future secretary. one of the primary candidates is on her way.” jungkook observed the way his face twisted with hurt at your words. despite the pain evident in his eyes, seokjin maintained his composure. “join us while we wait for her.”
you nodded, taking a seat beside the young intern. the room fell into an uncomfortable silence, broken only by the ticking of the clock. seokjin sipped his tea, the familiar taste doing little to ease his troubled mind.
a few minutes later, the door opened, and a young woman entered. she had a bright, cheerful demeanor, her eyes sparkling with enthusiasm. “hello, i'm jung keulgi. it's an honor to be here.” seokjin straightened, adopting his usual authoritative posture. “miss jung, are you ready to devote yourself to a perfect company?” she beamed. “absolutely! i'm very excited for this opportunity.”
you couldn't help but roll your eyes at the narcissistic question. “are you prepared to handle working for someone with an ego as big as the company?” keulgi sensed the underlying tension but maintained her cheerful facade. “i'm sure i'll manage.”
seokjin continued, his tone growing sharper. “will you stay devoted instead of quitting due to silly things like personal matters?” the tension in the room escalated. you snapped, unable to hold back any longer. “are you done, vice chairman?”
his eyes flashed with anger. “about as done as you are, secretary (l/n).” keulgi, clearly uncomfortable but trying to stay positive, interjected softly, “if you hire me, i'll do my best.”
seokjin didn't take his eyes off you as he replied, “you're hired.” as he turned to you, his voice was cold and demanding. “you have a month to turn her into your carbon copy. after that, do as you please.” the room fell silent once more as the weight of his words settled over you. keulgi glanced between you and him, her cheerful demeanor now tinged with apprehension.
he stood, signaling the end of the meeting. “that will be all for now. welcome to kim enterprises, miss jung.” she nodded, offering a hesitant smile. “thank you, vice chairman.”
as she left the room, you remained seated, the gravity of your situation sinking in. seokjin's harsh command echoed in your mind, a painful reminder of the rift that had formed between you. jungkook, sensing the need for a distraction, cleared his throat. “well, this is going to be interesting.”
seokjin shot him a glare. “you're dismissed, jungkook.” with a playful salute, he left the room, leaving you and him alone once more. the silence was heavy, filled with the unspoken emotions and unresolved tension. he finally broke the silence, his voice softer but still edged with hurt. “you can have the rest of the day off.”
you glanced up at him in disbelief, but you weren't willing to argue any further. all you could do was nod and bow before leaving the room. he was alone, once more. he couldn't do anything but watch as you left, gulping as if to hold himself back from calling out your name. you could train all the candidates in the world, yet it would never be the same.
you stood at your kitchen sink, washing the last of the dinner dishes as the sun set, casting a warm orange glow through the window. the evening was peaceful, the kind of tranquility you had been craving. as you dried your hands and prepared to head to bed, the sudden blare of a car horn startled you. peeking out the window, you saw seokjin standing next to his sleek black car, looking up at your house.
heart pounding with a mix of surprise and curiosity, you hurried outside. “vice chairman? is everything okay?” he shook his head, a slight smile playing on his lips. “no emergencies, secretary (l/n). i just needed to see you.” you frowned, puzzled. “at this hour? what's so urgent?”
his eyes locked onto yours, intense and searching. “are you serious about quitting to settle down?” you nodded, feeling a familiar pang of sadness. “i am. i'm ready to put all my attention on a relationship.”
his expression shifted, the gravity of your words sinking in. he took a deep breath, and then, to your astonishment, he did the unthinkable. he dropped to one knee and pulled out a small velvet box, opening it to reveal a dazzling diamond ring.
“marry me, secretary (l/n). i'm rich, handsome, and more than capable of giving you everything you want.” you stared at him, completely taken aback. his usual confidence seemed both reassuring and out of place in this moment. he continued, his voice earnest, almost pleading. “i'm perfect for you. accept my proposal.”
his words hung in the air as you tried to process what was happening. finally, you leaned in close, your face inches from his, and inhaled deeply. seokjin's heart stopped, anticipation flickering in his eyes. but instead of a kiss, you pulled back, your expression skeptical.
“are you drunk, vice chairman?” he blinked, clearly taken aback. “no, i'm sober. i'm serious.”
you laughed softly, shaking your head. “i believe you. but vice chairman, i don't want a perfect life with a perfect man. i just want to be with an ordinary guy from an ordinary family.” his face fell, his confident facade crumbling. “why not me? i'm perfect!”
you smiled, despite the annoyance of his narcissistic words clawing at your nerves, and you chose the easy way out. assuring him that he was nothing but flawless was the only way to get him to stop talking about it. “that's exactly why. you deserve someone who sees you that way, but it's not me.” the rejection hung heavy between you as you turned and walked back into your house, leaving him kneeling in the fading light.
the following day, he recounted the entire incident to jungkook, who listened with wide eyes. when he finally finished, the intern burst into laughter, unable to contain himself despite the glares from his boss.
“vice chairman, you can't just propose out of the blue like that, this isn't the eighteenth century,” jungkook said, wiping tears of laughter from his eyes.
his frown deepened, but he couldn't argue with jungkook's logic. “so, what should i have done, then?” he shrugged, still grinning. “maybe start by asking her on a date? get to know her outside of work. build a relationship first. you can't skip straight to marriage, no matter how perfect you think you are.”
the elder mulled over his words, realizing the truth in them. he had acted impulsively, driven by a fear of losing you, but dating? he was actively unfamiliar with the entire thing. in fact, he thought it was pointless. nothing but a waste of time, but if it meant stopping you from quitting, maybe it was wasting time in the best way possible.
you sat in your office, typing away at your computer, but your mind kept drifting back to the previous night. the image of your boss on one knee, his earnest proposal, and your subsequent rejection played on a loop in your head. the weight of your decision and its implications loomed large.
“hey, (y/n),” a familiar voice broke through your thoughts. you looked up to see kim namjoon, the head of finances, standing at your desk. his expression was a mix of concern and curiosity. “is it true? are you really leaving?” you offered him a kind smile and nodded. “yes, namjoon. it's true.”
the news seemed to ripple through the office. baekhyun and sooyoung, who were nearby, immediately voiced their protests. “you can't be serious!” baekhyun exclaimed, his usually cheerful demeanor clouded with disappointment. sooyoung nodded vigorously. “yeah, you've been here forever! what are we going to do without you?”
keulgi, who had been quietly observing, chimed in. “i've heard so much about your amazing work. it's going to be hard to fill your shoes.” you felt a pang of guilt but tried to reassure them with a smile on your face. “we'll all stay in touch. it's not like i'm disappearing.”
sooyoung then brightened, a mischievous glint in her eye. “how about we have a dinner after work? to welcome keulgi and to honor your nine years of hard work.” you hesitated, not wanting to make a big deal out of your departure. but keulgi's encouraging smile swayed you. “come on, it would be nice.” with a reluctant smile, you agreed.
the moment was cut short as the door to the office opened and seokjin walked in. the room fell silent, all eyes turning to him. he let the silence hang for a moment before speaking, his gaze locked onto yours. “am i invited to this dinner as well?” the tension was palpable. baekhyun hesitated before responding, glancing around at the others. “of course, vice chairman. you're welcome to join us.”
seokjin's smile was tight as he nodded. “very well. i'll see you all there.” he left the room as suddenly as he had entered, leaving your heart heavy with unspoken emotions. namjoon broke the silence, his tone light but his words carrying weight. “is it just me, or did it suddenly get cold in here?” the others murmured their agreement, exchanging glances.
“i don't know what's going on,” baekhyun said, shaking his head. “but he's been awfully on edge lately.” you remained silent, the weight of your decision and seokjin's reaction pressing heavily on your mind. the upcoming dinner promised to be an eventful one, but you couldn't shake the feeling that it would also be pivotal in the worst way possible.
you stood in front of your mirror, giving yourself a once-over. you had opted for a casual outfit, perfect for the laid-back atmosphere of the local barbeque spot where your colleagues were hosting your farewell dinner. just as you were adjusting your hair, a loud honk interrupted your thoughts. curiosity piqued, you peered out the window to see none other than seokjin, leaning against his car, looking as out of place in your neighborhood as a peacock in a flock of pigeons.
you opened the window and leaned out. “what are you doing here?” he glanced up, a smirk playing on his lips. “i'm not here to propose again, if that's what you're worried about. i'm here to pick you up.” your eyebrows shot up in surprise, “why?”
“isn't it so ordinary of me to go with my coworkers?” he replied, clearly pleased with himself. you shook your head, amusement dancing in your eyes. “yes, well done, vice chairman. give me a minute.”
you grabbed your bag and headed downstairs. as you stepped outside, you noticed his attire—an expensive suit that screamed high-end fashion. you stifled a laugh, knowing he would stand out like a sore thumb at the spot you had all agreed on. nonetheless, you entertained his gesture and got into the car. the drive was filled with light conversation, mostly about work and the upcoming transition. despite the casual nature of the evening, you could sense his effort to blend in, which you found oddly endearing. when you arrived at the restaurant, the familiar scent of grilled meat and beer wafted through the air, making seokjin's face contort in mild disgust. you chuckled at his reaction. “welcome to the real world, vice chairman.”
inside, your colleagues greeted you warmly, their eyes widening in surprise when they saw their boss. he maintained his composure, though you could see his discomfort. at the table, he attempted to take charge. “what's everyone drinking?” he asked, clearly expecting a sophisticated answer. “perhaps an old variation of whisky?”
a stunned silence fell over the group, everyone staring at him in disbelief. you nervously laughed. “they only serve beer and soju here, vice chairman.” for a moment, you expected him to bristle at the lack of his preferred drink. instead, he stifled a sigh and nodded. “beer it is, then.”
as the evening progressed, you found yourself reminiscing. it had been nine years since you first joined kim enterprises, and you vividly remembered celebrating your first day in this very spot. you were drinking beer when a younger seokjin had approached you, his demeanor confident and slightly arrogant. “do you know who i am?” he'd asked, and you'd honestly had no clue. little did you know back then just how egotistical he was.
now, years later, you watched him attempt to navigate this ordinary setting. as the night wore on, you noticed the subtle signs of him getting tipsy. his cheeks flushed, his laughter louder and more uninhibited. eventually, you decided it was time to call it a night. “i think i should take him home,” you said, standing up.
your colleagues protested, but you promised to make it up to them. they relented, and you guided a slightly unsteady seokjin to his car. the drive to his house was quiet, his head leaning back against the seat, eyes half-closed.
when you arrived, you helped him inside, supporting his weight as you guided him to his bedroom. you gently eased him onto the bed, intending to leave as soon as he was settled. but just as you were about to turn away, he grabbed your wrist, pulling you down onto the bed. you fell on top of him, your faces inches apart. his eyes, though slightly glazed, held a seriousness that made your heart race. “pretty ordinary of me to get drunk off beer, right?” he slurred, a lazy smile on his lips. your breath caught in your throat. “yes, very ordinary.”
“thank you, secretary (l/n),” he mumbled, his eyes closing. he fell asleep almost instantly, his grip on your wrist loosening. you stayed there for a moment, your heart pounding, before carefully tucking him in. you watched him for a few seconds longer, your emotions a whirlwind. finally, you tore yourself away, quietly leaving his house and heading home, your mind a jumble of thoughts and feelings you couldn't quite name.
the following morning, you arrived at the office early, keen to begin the handover process with keulgi. the usual hustle and bustle of the workplace greeted you, but today there was an undercurrent of anticipation and anxiety. it was the beginning of your final month at kim enterprises, and you wanted to ensure everything transitioned smoothly.
as you were explaining the intricacies of the office dynamics to keulgi, seokjin entered, looking visibly worse for wear. he massaged his temples, clearly nursing a headache from the previous night. you couldn't help but feel a twinge of guilt. you followed him into his office, where he promptly sank into his chair, wincing slightly.
“good morning, vice chairman,” you greeted, trying to keep your tone professional despite your concern. “morning,” he muttered, barely looking up.
despite your concern, you exited the office, re-joining keulgi in order to show her around. “so, these are the folders you'll need to keep track of—client files, project updates, and financial reports. everything is color-coded for easy access. emails are prioritized into high, medium, and low urgency. make sure to flag anything that needs immediate attention.”
she nodded, absorbing the information. “got it. and what about his schedule?” you handed her a tablet with his meticulously planned itinerary. “his schedule is very tight. make sure to coordinate with all department heads and external partners. he's very particular about his meetings being on time.”
as you continued the walkthrough, keulgi mentioned, “oh, by the way, i noticed one of the legs on his chair was falling apart, so i put it together with some cables.” your eyes widened in shock, “what kind of cables?”
“rubber cables,” she replied, confusion etched on her face at your reaction. your heart sank. without another word, you rushed into seokjin's office, your pulse racing. the sight that greeted you confirmed your worst fears. he was on the floor, shaking, his head in his hands, his entire demeanor shattered.
“vice chairman!” you cried out, rushing to his side. “i'm so sorry, she didn't know—” he didn't respond, his breathing erratic. you quickly reached for the chair and cut off the rubber cables. the moment they were gone, his shaking subsided, though his face remained pale and his expression haunted. keulgi, realizing the gravity of the situation, joined in the apologies, her voice frantic. ”i'm so sorry, vice chairman. i didn't know—“
seokjin's gaze was ice cold as he finally looked up at you, his eyes filled with a mixture of anger and something you couldn't quite place. “is this how you're carrying out your duties, secretary (l/n)?” you stood there, stunned and silent. the warmth and camaraderie of the previous night seemed like a distant memory. his words cut through you like a knife, and for the first time, you had no response.
seokjin struggled to his feet, regaining his composure with great effort. “leave,” he commanded quietly, the tension in his voice unmistakable. you and keulgi hurried out of the office, the weight of the incident heavy on your shoulders. outside, you tried to reassure her, but the shock of your boss's reaction lingered.
inside his office, he sat down once again, burying his face in his hands. he mentally cursed himself for his harsh words. his eyes fell on the rubber cables now discarded in the trash can, and a shudder ran through him. memories he'd fought to bury resurfaced, and he struggled to push them back down. the trauma, long kept at bay, clawed its way to the surface. he knew he had overreacted, and he hated himself for it. he had to apologize to you, but the thought of facing you after what had just happened seemed insurmountable. how could he explain the depth of his fear, the reason for his reaction? for now, he could only sit there, the remnants of his vulnerability on display, hoping he hadn't irrevocably damaged the fragile relationship he had with you.
he sat behind his expansive mahogany desk, its polished surface reflecting the ambient light filtering through the large, floor-to-ceiling windows of his office. the cityscape of seoul lay sprawled out behind him, but his attention was far from the view. instead, his eyes were unfocused, staring blankly at the stack of documents in front of him. his mind was elsewhere, fixated on the conversation he'd had with his intern just days ago.
jungkook, seated opposite to him with his laptop open, was discussing the final preparations for the launch of their new art gallery. the young intern's enthusiasm was palpable, his voice animated as he detailed the latest developments, the artists who had confirmed their participation, and the final touches needed for the grand opening. but despite his energetic briefing, seokjin's mind kept wandering back to a single, pivotal point in their earlier exchange.
“you can't just propose out of the blue,” jungkook had laughed, his eyes sparkling with amusement. “you need to take it slow. ask her out on a date first.”
seokjin's usually sharp mind was dulled by the weight of those words. proposing had seemed like a logical solution to him. a clear, decisive action to keep you from leaving. but now, in the wake of jungkook's advice, he realized how absurd it must have seemed. how uncharacteristically rash and desperate. the thought of asking you out on a date, a simple date, felt strangely daunting.
“vice chairman? are you listening?” jungkook's voice cut through his reverie, pulling him back to the present. he blinked, forcing his attention back to his intern. “yes, jungkook. i'm listening. the gallery—” he trailed off, struggling to find the thread of their conversation.
he raised an eyebrow, a knowing smile playing on his lips. “the gallery launch is on track. but you don't seem very interested today. is something on your mind?” he sighed in response, running a hand through his perfectly styled hair. he prided himself on his composed and unflappable demeanor, but today, he felt anything but. “it's nothing. just some personal matters, as some would say.” he couldn't bare to focus on the project at hand. no, in fact, he was ready to execute a project of his own.
the soft hum of conversation and clinking of cutlery filled the air as you and your friends settled into a cozy corner booth at a chic restaurant. the atmosphere was relaxed, with warm lighting and comfortable seating that made it perfect for a catch-up lunch. your girlfriends were animated and full of news, and you found yourself caught between genuine happiness for them and a pang of wistful longing.
one of your friends, jiho, was regaling the table with stories about her recent wedding. her eyes sparkled with joy as she described the ceremony, the heartfelt vows, and the beautiful reception. you smiled and applauded her enthusiasm, but inside, you couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy. the idea of finding such happiness seemed elusive, and your heart ached slightly at the thought.
“you're going to love being married,” jiho said, her voice full of contentment. "it’s just wonderful." you nodded, offering a supportive smile. “i'm so happy for you, jiho. it sounds like it was a perfect day.”
as she continued sharing details, your other friend, minji, leaned in, her eyes twinkling with a mischievous glint. “speaking of perfect days,” she began, “i have something to tell you. my husband’s friend saw your profile on social media and, well, he’s been asking about you.”
your heart skipped a beat. minji's husband had been a close friend of yours for years, but you had no idea who the friend in question was. the idea of someone from his circle showing interest was both flattering and daunting. “what’s he like?” you asked cautiously. minji grinned. “he’s a nice guy, charming and successful. i think you’d get along. how about we set up a blind date?”
you hesitated. the idea of a blind date was daunting, but the prospect of meeting someone new, especially someone vetted by friends, was appealing. you glanced at your friends' eager faces and took a deep breath. “okay, i’ll do it.” minji clapped her hands excitedly. “great! i'll set it up and let you know the details.”
just as the conversation shifted to wedding anecdotes and dating possibilities, a cheerful waitress approached your table with a friendly smile. “excuse me, ladies,” she said. “we’re conducting a survey to improve our service and, in exchange, we’d like to offer you a free appetizer. would you be interested?” your friends, always up for a little extra perk, agreed enthusiastically, and you followed suit. the waitress handed over a clipboard with a short survey and left to fetch the appetizer.
thu looked over the questions with mild curiosity. the first asked, “ideal date spot with your significant other?” the second, “ideal activities with significant other?” and the last, “ideal gift given by significant other?” you answered thoughtfully, trying to balance your idealistic dreams with the reality of your current situation. as you finished filling out the survey and handed it back to the waitress, you felt a slight nagging sense of familiarity with the tone of the questions. they seemed familiarly bosay and demanding, almost like they were trying to gauge your relationship ideals with a hint of urgency. but you brushed off the feeling, focusing instead on the excitement of the impending blind date and the lively conversation with your friends.
in the dimly lit rec room of seokjin's luxurious house, the soft clack of pool balls punctuated the otherwise quiet evening. jungkook lounged on the leather sofa, his gaze fixed on him, who was confidently taking shots at the pool table with practiced ease. the game seemed to serve as a backdrop for their conversation, but jungkook's attention was focused on the stack of papers spread out on the coffee table.
“you did what?” his voice was a mix of incredulity and disbelief as he stared at the surveys before him. the questions and answers were neatly recorded on the forms, and jungkook couldn't believe what he was seeing. seokjin, with a proud smirk, took another shot, his movements graceful and deliberate. “i paid the restaurant to hand out those surveys,” he said, a hint of satisfaction in his tone. “i wanted to see what kind of answer i'd get. and now, i need you to find the one with her name on it.”
jungkook’s eyebrows shot up in shock. “you’re seriously crazy, this is way over the top.” ignoring the incredulous glares from his elder, he picked up the stack of surveys and began sifting through them. his hands moved quickly, flipping through each paper as he muttered under his breath. “this is insane. what are you trying to accomplish?”
seokjin, meanwhile, remained focused on his game, the smirk never leaving his face. his confidence was unwavering, but jungkook could sense a trace of anxious anticipation beneath the surface. after what felt like an eternity to him, he finally spotted the survey with your name. he held it up, slightly hesitant. “here it is. this is the one.”
his eyes lit up with a mixture of excitement and triumph. he rushed over, snatching the paper from his hands with a deft movement. his gaze was fixed on the survey, and as he read through your answers, his smirk broadened into a genuine, if somewhat smug, smile.
“how childish,” he remarked aloud, his voice laced with a blend of amusement and satisfaction. he began reading your responses aloud with a playful tone. “ideal date spot: an amusement park. ideal activities: rides, very charming. ideal gift: a teddy bear.” jungkook watched, his initial skepticism replaced by bemused curiosity. “seriously? you’re actually taking this seriously?” he had never been more serious.
the call came just after you wrapped up your brief lunch with your friends, the sound of seokjin’s voice crackling through the speaker, urgent and commanding. “you need to meet me immediately,” he said, his tone brooking no argument. he gave you the coordinates, and you found yourself driving across town with a mix of curiosity and trepidation. arriving at the amusement park, you were surprised to see it eerily quiet and closed for the night. you sat on a bench near the entrance, trying to piece together what he could have possibly wanted in such an unconventional setting. the minutes ticked by slowly until seokjin finally appeared, stepping out of the darkness with his usual confident stride.
“what’s going on?” you asked, rising from the bench to meet him. “why did you bring me here?” his eyes twinkled with a secretive glint. “we’re going to be here for the night. i have a ‘free pass,’ so to speak.”
you blinked, puzzled. “a free pass? but the park is closed.” seokjin simply smiled, taking your hand and leading you towards the entrance. “just follow me.”
as you walked through the empty park, the moonlight casting long shadows across the deserted grounds, you couldn’t help but feel a mix of excitement and apprehension. he guided you to one of the rollercoasters, and despite your protests, he insisted on riding it first. the rollercoaster roared to life, and as you climbed higher and higher, your heart raced with a blend of thrill and terror. when the ride finally came to a stop, you were visibly shaken, your hands still gripping the safety bar as if it were your lifeline.
he turned to you, his face stoic but his eyes searching. “did you have fun?” you hesitated, your voice trembling. “it was fun, i guess.”
he raised an eyebrow, sensing your unease. “why do you seem so hesitant?” you sighed, feeling a bit embarrassed. “it was too scary. i wasn’t expecting it to be so intense.” he looked at you with a mixture of concern and amusement. “then why did you go on it?”
“because you asked me to,” you admitted. a smile curved his lips, and he quickly shifted gears. “alright then, let’s go on rides you want to enjoy.” your face lit up with relief and excitement. you led him towards the merry-go-round, and as the ride spun in gentle circles, you felt a wave of childhood nostalgia. you waved enthusiastically, feeling the pure joy of the moment. he watched you, his gaze softening as he took in your happiness.
the merry-go-round went around seven times, and as you disembarked, you couldn’t stop smiling. seokjin then guided you into the park’s restaurant. to your surprise, the place was completely empty.
“what’s all of this?” you asked, glancing around in awe. he shrugged casually. “i rented everything out for the night. consider it a going-away present.”
your heart fluttered at his gesture. “thank you, vice chairman.” he smiled, slicing a steak and placing it in front of you. as you dug into the meal, he glanced at you with genuine interest. “why did you enjoy the merry-go-round so much?”
you hesitated, then opened up. “it was one of my favorite rides as a child. i used to watch it from afar, because my parents never had the money to let me actually ride it.” hiw expression softened, a shadow of sadness crossing his face. “i'm sorry to hear that.”
the meal continued in a comfortable silence, broken only by the occasional clinking of cutlery. after you finished, hw told you there was one more surprise. “just be patient,” he said with a hint of mischief in his eyes. curious, you followed him outside to a spot overlooking the sea. As you waited, the crackling sound of fireworks filled the air, bursting into vibrant colors against the night sky. your eyes widened with delight as you watched the display.
“isn’t it pretty?” you asked, turning to seokjin. his gaze was fixed on you, not the fireworks. “beautiful,” he replied, his voice low and sincere.
the car ride back was filled with a charged silence. as you stared out the window, a memory of the survey and its bossy tone flashed in your mind. you turned to Seokjin, your eyes wide with realization. he looked at you with a smug smile, clearly enjoying the surprise. before you could ask more, the car pulled up to your home. he exited and opened your door, handing you a large, stuffed teddy bear from the trunk. you were overwhelmed with gratitude and, in a moment of pure joy, you hugged your boss tightly.
to your astonishment, he hugged you back, his embrace warm and reassuring. as you pulled away, both of you were so close. too close for comfort. you knew better, stopping yourself as you glanced at the time. “it’s getting late,” you said softly. he nodded, his eyes reflecting a mix of emotions. “good night. i'll see you in the morning.”
the morning sun streamed through your bedroom window, casting a gentle glow over the room as you prepared for another day at work. you had almost forgotten about the stuffed teddy bear seokjin had gifted you the night before. as you reached for it, something shifted inside its pocket. curiosity piqued, you reached in and pulled out a small, elegant box.
opening it carefully, you found a delicate silver necklace inside. the intricate design and glint of the metal took your breath away. you were momentarily stunned, not expecting such a thoughtful gift. after a moment of hesitation, you decided to keep the necklace. you slipped it into your pocket, planning to wear it later.
at the office, you settled at your desk, the necklace still weighing on your mind. as you worked, you fished it out of your pocket and admired it, the silver catching the light. unbeknownst to you, he was watching from his office across the hall. his gaze softened as he observed you, a small, admiring smile on his lips. the sight of you, glowing with a mix of wonder and appreciation, made him think how gorgeous you were.
you finished adjusting the necklace around your neck, and as you headed to the bathroom, your phone rang. it was minji, her voice excited and insistent. “hey, i was just wondering if you’re still up for that blind date with my friend today? i know it’s short notice, but he’s really looking forward to it!”
it took a moment for the reminder to hit you. the blind date slipped your mind amidst the whirlwind of yesterday’s events. you agreed, albeit with some reluctance. “sure, i’ll meet him. just let me know the details.” as you entered the bathroom, keulgi emerged from a stall behind you, startling you. she had apparently overheard your conversation.
“are you going on a date?” she asked, her voice filled with surprise and curiosity. caught off guard, you nodded, glancing around to make sure no one else was within earshot. “yes, but please keep it quiet.” keulgi, ever enthusiastic, promised to keep it to herself. however, her enthusiasm got the better of her. as soon as you left the bathroom, she couldn't resist sharing the news with the rest of the office.
when you returned to your desk, the atmosphere in the office had noticeably shifted. colleagues whispered excitedly and shot you curious glances. the office buzzed with the news of your impending date. seokjin, who had been outside his office listening to the commotion, seethed with jealousy. his earlier soft smile had vanished, replaced by a scowl that betrayed his irritation. he paced back and forth, trying to control his frustration.
the excitement and chatter from your colleagues did nothing to ease his anger. his mind raced with thoughts of the date and the implications of your newfound interest. he couldn’t shake the feeling of possessiveness that gnawed at him, and the thought of someone else taking you out only fueled his frustration. the more he listened to the enthusiastic reactions of his staff, the more he felt his grip on his emotions slipping. he knew he needed to act, but he was caught between his pride and the undeniable feelings he had been trying to cast away.
the date began at a quaint, upscale café, where you met your blind date, taehyun. he greeted you with a polite smile and an amiable demeanor. as you made small talk, discussing interests and hobbies, taehyun seemed genuinely pleasant, though his compliments caught you off guard. “you look absolutely gorgeous tonight,” he said with a warm smile.
you blushed slightly, feeling a mix of embarrassment and surprise. “thank you,” you replied, attempting to refocus the conversation. as you chatted, you noticed that his tie was hanging loose and uneven. it irked you more than you expected, and you reached over to fix it, hoping to tidy up his appearance. he watched with a smile as you deftly adjusted the tie, clearly appreciative of the attention to detail.
just as you were about to continue the conversation, a loud, urgent yell interrupted the moment. “secretary (l/n)!”
you and taehyun both turned to see seokjin striding toward your table, his expression stormy and his eyes locked onto you with barely concealed anger. your heart skipped a beat at the sight of him. “vice chairman?” you asked, confusion mingling with concern. “what’s going on?”
he stopped in front of your table, his demeanor tense. “i need to see you urgently,” he said, his voice firm and unwavering. you glanced at taehyun, apologetic. “i’m so sorry, it seems to be an emergency.”
you followed him outside, where he led you to his waiting car. the drive began in silence, the air thick with unspoken tension. the car came to a sudden stop in the middle of the road, and you turned to seokjin, your anxiety growing. “what’s the matter?” you asked, trying to keep your voice calm despite the unease you felt.
his gaze was cold, his usual confident demeanor replaced by a stern, almost menacing composure. “never do that again,” he said, his voice carrying a tone of finality.
you frowned, confusion clouding your expression. “what do you mean? what did i do?” his eyes locked onto yours with intensity. “never let me see you with another man like that again.”
you didn’t respond immediately, and his jaw clenched as he seemed to wrestle with his emotions. finally, he added, “i don’t want to see you with anyone else. it’s not something i'm willing to accept.” the confession left you stunned. you stared at him, a mixture of surprise and realization dawning on you. the implications of his words were clear, and the protectiveness in his tone was undeniable. the car ride continued in silence, with the weight of his words lingering between you.
back at home, you went through your evening routine, attending to various tasks around the house. the day's events had left you both physically and emotionally drained. you found solace in a small ritual that had been a comforting presence throughout your life—your diary. sitting down at your desk, you pulled out the well-worn book, its pages filled with a mixture of memories, dreams, and sketches. as you flipped through the pages, you came across a series of drawings. they depicted a younger you and a boy, playing and laughing together. the accompanying writing read, “i miss you, brother.” the words tugged at your heart, and you felt a pang of sadness.
the drawings were a testament to a bond that had once been a central part of your life. as you closed the diary and set it aside, you felt the ache of missing something—or someone—important. the day’s events had stirred up memories you weren’t quite ready to confront.
later that night, as you drifted off to sleep, the familiar haze of dreams enveloped you. in your dream, you found yourself in a dimly lit basement, a place filled with shadows and echoes of the past. the little boy from your diary appeared, standing before you with a stern expression. you felt tears streaming down your cheeks, overwhelmed by a mixture of regret and longing. the boy began to scold you, his voice echoing with an authority that seemed to pierce through your sorrow. despite the scolding, you felt a deep sense of gratitude.
“thank you, kim soo—seo—” you started, trying to recall his name. but before you could finish, the boy cut you off with a tsk. “no, stupid. my name is kim seo—” the name was just on the tip of your tongue, but you couldn’t quite grasp it. the dream began to fade, and you woke up with a start, heart racing and breath uneven.
sitting up in bed, you felt the weight of the dream pressing on you. the name “kim seo” lingered in your mind, but it was elusive, slipping away before you could fully remember. the dream had left you with a deep sense of loss and confusion, and you were left grappling with the fragments of a memory that seemed to evade your grasp. as you lay back down, you couldn’t shake the feeling that there was something significant you were missing, a connection that was just out of reach. the memory of the dream and the name echoed in your thoughts, haunting you as you tried to find solace in sleep once more.
seokjin arrived at work the following day with a heavy air of exhaustion surrounding him. he trudged through the office, his usual confident stride replaced by a sluggish, disoriented gait. as the morning wore on, it became increasingly clear that he was struggling to stay awake. his head bobbed with fatigue as he sat at his desk, his eyes slipping shut despite his efforts to remain alert.
concerned, you approached his desk, gently shaking his shoulder. “vice chairman, are you alright?” when there was no response, you shook him harder, your worry mounting. his body felt unnervingly heavy, and it became clear that he was deeply asleep, his breathing uneven. panic surged through you as you realized the severity of the situation. without hesitation, you grabbed your phone and dialed for emergency services.
the paramedics arrived swiftly, their professional demeanor a small comfort amidst the chaos. you watched anxiously as they wheeled him into the ambulance. your heart pounded in your chest, and despite knowing it was likely nothing serious, you refused to leave his side.
in the hospital, as the medics prepared him for further examination, they reassured you that his condition wasn’t critical. “he’s just exhausted,” one of the paramedics said. “it’s likely just severe fatigue. you can go in once we’re done.” when you were finally allowed in, he was still asleep, his face pale and drawn. you took a seat next to him, trying to steady your breathing as you buried your face in your hands. the sight of him, knocked out cold, was deeply unsettling. It reminded you of something from your past—something too familiar.
as you stared at him, your thoughts drifted back to the boy from the basement. the way he was unconscious on the floor when the lady had taken you—the same position, the same labored breathing, the same pale complexion. the memories came rushing back, painful and vivid. the name “kim seo” echoed in your mind, but it didn’t quite fit. then you remembered the boy’s full name, “kim seohyeon.” the realization came with a jolt. “kim seohyeon,” you whispered to yourself, the name feeling strangely natural as it rolled off your tongue.
your relief was fleeting, however, as a chilling thought struck you. seokjin’s mother had asked you not even a couple days ago, “what do you think about my hyeon?” it wasn’t just a fragment of a bad memory—it was a piece of a puzzle falling into place. hesitantly, you turned your gaze back to him, who remained motionless. your heart raced as you said, “kim seohyeon.” your voice was shaky, trembling with the weight of the revelation.
for a moment, the room was silent, and you felt a brief sense of relief as though your words had broken the tension. but then, he stirred, his eyes fluttering open. his gaze was bleary, and he blinked at you in confusion. “what is it?” your heart sank as you saw his groggy, disoriented expression. the name you had just spoken had clearly registered with him, but his response was laced with irritation and confusion. you were left grappling with the enormity of the realization that seokjin—kim seohyeon—was more deeply connected to your past than you had ever imagined.
you took a deep breath, trying to steady the storm of emotions surging within you. “kim seohyeon,” you repeated, your voice trembling as you looked at seokjin. his eyes, which had been closed in exhaustion, flew open at the sound of his name. the shock and recognition dawned on his face as he fully grasped the situation. “it was you,” you said, your voice laden with disbelief.
your heart pounded as you pieced together the fragmented memories that had haunted you for so long. “i remember now,” you began, your voice quivering. “there was a boy—you were in the basement with me.” his expression shifted from confusion to horror as the realization sank in. “the dreams i’ve been having,” he said, his voice barely a whisper. “a black-haired woman, a basement—i’ve been dreaming about it for weeks.”
the pieces began to fall into place for you. “the boy i kept searching for, the one i couldn’t remember clearly—it was you. we were together in that basement. i’ve been trying to find you all this time, but i didn’t know it was you.” the enormity of the realization hit you like a tidal wave, and you began to sob uncontrollably. you had spent your entire life searching for the boy from the basement, the boy whose memory had haunted you for years. to discover that he was right under your nose all along, that seokjin was the one you had been seeking—it was overwhelming.
the flood of emotions surged through you, and the connections you had been struggling to piece together suddenly fell into place. the cables, the fear, the strange sense of familiarity—all of it made sense now. the sobs wracked your body, and you felt a deep, raw anguish as you realized how close you had come to losing him without ever knowing.
his gaze softened as he watched your breakdown. his usual composure and egotism crumbled in the face of your distress. weakly, he reached out to you, his hand trembling slightly. “it’s okay,” he said softly, his voice filled with a tender concern that was rare for him. “i’m here.” you hesitated for a moment, but then, seeking solace, you moved into his embrace. his arms wrapped around you, providing a comfort that felt both foreign and deeply familiar. you continued to cry, each sob a release of the pent-up fear and sorrow that had built up over the years. he held you close, his own breath shaky as he struggled to process the gravity of the situation. he stroked your hair gently, his touch soothing and steadying. the warmth of his embrace provided a sense of security that you hadn’t felt in a long time.
as your sobs began to subside, he pulled back slightly, tilting your chin so that you looked up at him. his eyes were filled with a mix of empathy and resolve. “you found me,” he said softly, his voice trembling with the weight of the moment. his words, though simple, carried a profound meaning. the realization that you had finally found him, the person you had been searching for, was both a relief and a heartbreak. in that moment, the intensity of your emotions reached a peak, and he leaned in, closing the gap between you.
his lips met yours in a kiss that was gentle at first, but quickly grew more passionate. it was a kiss that spoke of the pain, the longing, and the deep connection that had been forged through shared battles. you responded, kissing him back with equal fervor, allowing the years of separation and anguish to dissolve in the intensity of the moment. when the kiss finally broke, you both pulled back slightly, breathless and awestruck. the weight of the past had been acknowledged, and the connection between you was solidified in a way that was both profound and healing.
he looked into your eyes, his expression a mix of vulnerability and resolve. “we'll be okay,” he said softly, his voice filled with a newfound determination. you nodded, feeling a deep sense of relief and hope.
the weeks following the revelation passed in a strange, uncomfortable silence. despite the deep bond you and seokjin now shared, an unspoken tension lingered in the office. the connection between you had shifted, but neither of you quite knew how to bridge the gap between your past traumas and your present reality.
he had revealed to you the reason behind his name change to seokjin. his parents had insisted on the new identity as a protective measure, believing that if seohyeon no longer existed, the woman who had once terrorized him would never be able to find him. this revelation, while reassuring, had also created a chasm between you two that was hard to navigate.
one afternoon, as the silence in the office grew increasingly heavy, he called you into his office. his demeanor was serious as he gestured for you to take a seat. you entered, your heart racing slightly, unsure of what to expect. “thank you for coming,” he began, his voice steady but laced with an undertone of something you couldn’t quite place. “i need you to do something for me.” you straightened in your chair, adopting a professional tone. “what is it?”
seokjin looked at you with an intensity that made your breath catch. “i need you to be my girlfriend.” the words hung in the air between you, and you were momentarily stunned into silence. “what?” you managed to ask, your voice betraying your shock.
his gaze softened as he continued, his expression vulnerable. “i’ve been thinking a lot about us. after everything we’ve been through, i realized how much i care about you. i need you in my life, not just as my secretary, but as my girlfriend.”
his confession touched you deeply, and you felt a swell of emotion rise within you. “vice chairman” you began, struggling to find the right words. “i didn’t expect this.”
he nodded, his gaze never leaving yours. “i know. it’s sudden, and i understand if you need time. but i wanted to be honest with you about how i feel.” the sincerity in his voice, combined with the gravity of his words, made your heart ache with a mix of relief and hope. you were touched by his honesty and the way he had finally allowed himself to be vulnerable with you.
he then leaned forward slightly, his expression shifting to something more earnest. “there’s one more thing,” he said, his voice lowering. “i need you to kiss me.”
your eyes widened at his request. the gravity of the moment, coupled with your feelings for him, made your pulse race. you nodded slowly, feeling a surge of emotions—affection, longing, and a deep connection. you stood up and walked over to him, your heart pounding in your chest. his gaze followed you, his expression a mixture of anticipation and tenderness. as you reached him, you leaned in, closing the distance between you.
the kiss was tender, filled with the emotions you both had been holding back. It was a sweet, unspoken promise of a new beginning. he responded gently, his hands resting on your back as he deepened the kiss. when you finally pulled away, both of you were breathless, your faces flushed with the intensity of the moment. he looked at you with a soft smile, his eyes reflecting the vulnerability and affection that had been building between you.
his voice was soft and teasing as he traced his fingers gently along your back. “this means you’ll be my girlfriend, doesn’t it?” the playful tone in his voice, combined with the tender touch, made you smile despite the whirlwind of emotions you were feeling. you nodded, feeling a mix of excitement and affection. “yes, it does.”
his eyes lit up with a genuine smile, his teasing demeanor giving way to something more heartfelt. “i’m glad to hear that. i’ve been wanting to ask you for a long time, but i didn’t know how.” you laughed softly, shaking your head. “you didn’t need to wait so long. i think we both knew how we felt about each other.”
his smile widened as he pulled you into a gentle hug, his arms encircling you with a sense of relief and contentment. “i guess it’s true,” he said, his voice warm and sincere. “sometimes, the things you’re looking for are right in front of you.” they really were, as it seemed.
the next few days at work were marked by an underlying tension that neither of you could quite shake off. seokjin was noticeably less cold and demanding, a stark contrast to his previous demeanor. the change was subtle but significant. he found himself taking more interest in your presence, often waving at you from across the office with a grin that was almost boyish. each time you waved back, his smile would widen, and a look of genuine joy would light up his face.
the change didn’t go unnoticed by your colleagues, who observed the shift in seokjin’s behavior with a mix of curiosity and suspicion. however, no one dared to comment, respecting the unspoken agreement that something had clearly shifted in the office dynamics.
as the days passed, his new feelings for you started to manifest in ways he hadn’t anticipated. while he relished the sweetness of your new relationship, he found himself increasingly aware of the more physical aspects of your presence. he couldn’t ignore how his pulse quickened when he noticed the way your tight skirts accentuated your figure, or how the sight of your bare legs and hair pulled back made him sweat in the middle of meetings.
he tried to maintain his composure, but the intensity of his feelings became difficult to manage. his attempts to focus on work were often disrupted by thoughts of you, and he struggled to keep his desires in check.
one afternoon, unable to ignore his escalating emotions any longer, he called you into his office. his voice, usually commanding, now carried a hint of nervousness. “can you come in here for a moment?” you nodded, entering his office with a sense of anticipation. seokjin closed the door behind you and gestured for you to lock it. his eyes were intense as he watched you comply. he then moved to pull down the blinds, casting the room into a more private, dimly lit atmosphere.
“what’s going on?” you asked, your voice tinged with concern as you approached him. he looked at you with a mixture of longing and hesitation, his gaze fixed on yours. “i need you to understand something,” he said softly. “it’s not just about what we’ve been through, or about being together. i—”
he paused, taking a deep breath as he reached out to pull you closer. the seriousness in his eyes gave way to a softer, more vulnerable expression. “i need you to know how much i care about you. and right now, i can’t help but feel…”
before he could finish, he leaned in and kissed you. the kiss was different from before—less tender, more urgent and needy. it was filled with the intensity of emotions that had been building up inside him. you responded to the kiss, your own feelings mirroring his. the kiss deepened, and the world outside the office seemed to fade away as you both lost yourselves in the moment.
it was a kiss that spoke of months of unspoken yearning, a kiss that shattered the professional façade you had both so carefully maintained. his hand found the small of your back, pulling you closer. his other hand cupped your cheek, his thumb tracing the outline of your mouth as you kissed him deeper. his tongue slipped past your lips, tasting, exploring. you gasped, your body responding instinctively to his touch.
that was it. the moment you had both been waiting for, the moment that would change everything. you could feel the tension in the room, a tight coil winding tighter with every passing second. the sound of a zipper echoed through the room as seokjin stood, lifting you onto his desk. your legs wrapped around his waist, and you could feel his erection pressing against you, hot and insistent. your breath hitched as he kissed along your neck, his teeth grazing your skin, leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake.
he stepped back for a moment, looking into your eyes, searching for permission. you nodded, unable to form words, and he took that as his cue. his hands found the buttons of your blouse, deftly undoing them one by one. your bra was next, revealing your tits to his hungry gaze. He took one in his hand, squeezing gently, and your moan filled the room.
he leaned in, taking your nipple into his mouth. you arched your back, the sensation shooting straight to your core. he sucked, his tongue flicking over the sensitive peak, and your hips rolled against him. he groaned, his grip on your hip tightening. the anticipation was palpable as he reached for his belt, his eyes never leaving yours. you could see the need in them, the same need that was building within you. as he stepped closer, you felt his hardness pressing against your thigh, and you knew there was no turning back.
he whispered something in your ear, something filthy and thrilling, and you could feel your cheeks flush with arousal. his hands found the zipper of your skirt, sliding it down with a sound that seemed unnaturally loud in the quiet office. your skin prickled with excitement as the fabric fell away, revealing your lacy underwear. his hand slid under the fabric, his fingers finding your wetness. he groaned again, his breath hot against your neck. “you're so wet for me,” he murmured, his voice thick with desire.
you nodded, your eyes closing as he began to stroke you, his touch tentative at first, then growing bolder as your moans grew louder. your body was on fire, every nerve ending alive with sensation. you knew you were his, and he was yours, in this every stolen moment of passion.
with a final tug, his hand found your bare skin, and you gasped as he touched you, his fingers exploring your folds with an urgency that mirrored your own. you could feel your core tightening around his touch, desperate for more. he pulled back slightly, a smirk playing on his lips as he watched your reaction. “you like that, don't you?” he asked, his voice a low growl. you nodded, your eyes glazed over with desire. he leaned in, capturing your mouth again in a bruising kiss as his thumb began to circle your clit. the sensation was overwhelming, and you felt yourself getting closer and closer to the edge. you didn't know if you could hold on much longer.
suddenly, he stopped, his hand moving away from your panties. you whimpered in protest, but he just chuckled, a dark sound that sent shivers down your spine. “patience,” he murmured, “we're just getting started.”
with surprising strength, he flipped you over, so that you were now lying face down on his desk, your ass in the air. he stepped back, and you could feel his eyes on you, taking in the sight of your exposed body. you felt a thrill of exhibitionism, knowing that he was seeing you in such a vulnerable state.
he leaned over you, his breath hot on your ear. "you're so fucking beautiful," he whispered, his voice filled with lust. his hand came down in a firm smack on your ass, and you yelped in surprise. the sting was quickly replaced by a warmth that spread through your body, making you wetter than ever.
he smacked you again, harder this time, and you moaned. the sound seemed to spur him on, and his hand began to move in a steady rhythm, alternating between gentle caresses and firm slaps. you felt yourself getting wetter with every hit, your body begging for more. “do you like that, baby?” he asked, his voice strained with his own need. “yes,” you managed to gasp out, your voice shaky. “more.”
he complied, his hand coming down harder and faster, each smack echoing through the room. you could feel yourself getting closer, your body trembling with the effort of holding back. and then, with one final, brutal slap, you shattered, your orgasm ripping through you like a storm. he leaned down, his breathing ragged, and kissed the back of your neck. “you're mine,” he murmured, his voice possessive. “mine to claim.”
and with that, he reached for his own pants, his hands shaking with desire. he freed himself, and you could feel the tip of his cock brushing against your wetness. without another word, he pushed inside you, filling you up in one swift, agonizingly sweet motion. you yelled, the pleasure overwhelming as he claimed your virginity, your body stretching to accommodate his size.
he didn't stop there, though. he began to move, his hips pistoning into you with a relentless rhythm that had you seeing stars. you could feel every inch of him, and it was more than you had ever imagined. each thrust was a declaration of ownership, each moan a promise of more to come. you pushed back against him, meeting him halfway, your body moving in perfect sync with his. you were lost in the sensation, the pain and pleasure melding into something indescribable. your hands gripped the edge of the desk, knuckles white, as you held on for dear life.
“fuck, you're tight,” he grunted, his voice strained. “so tight.” your response was a whimper, your throat too tight to form words. all you could do was moan and arch your back, taking him deeper, letting him fill you completely. the room spun around you as he picked up the pace, his hands digging into your hips as he drove into you. you could feel his climax building, his breaths coming in harsh pants against your neck. and then, with a final, guttural groan, he came, his warmth flooding into you.
you collapsed onto the desk, your body spent, as he pulled out and leaned over you, his chest heaving. he kissed your shoulder, his breathing slowly returning to normal. the room was silent, save for the sound of your ragged breaths.
for a moment, you both just stayed there, basking in the afterglow of what had just happened. but reality began to seep back in, and you felt a sudden rush of self-consciousness. you were his secretary, and you had just had unprotected sex on his desk. the implications of your actions were just beginning to hit you.
seokjin must have noticed the change in your demeanor because he leaned in, whispering in your ear, “don't worry, i've got you.” his words were soothing, but they didn't entirely ease the anxiety coiling in your stomach. he helped you sit up, and you both began to straighten your clothes, trying to erase the evidence of your passionate encounter. your heart was racing, and you couldn't help but steal glances at him, seeing him in a new light. “we can't do this again,” you said, your voice barely above a whisper. “what if someone finds out?”
he turned to face you, cupping your cheek. “they won't,” he assured you. “this is our secret.” his eyes searched yours, and you could see the determination in them. “but if they do,” he trailed off, a smug smile playing on his lips. “well, then they'll just have to deal with it. you're my girlfriend, after all.”
you couldn't help but smile back, his confidence infectious. but deep down, you knew that this was just the beginning. the line between professional and personal had been irrevocably crossed, and there was no going back.
✧.*
a/n: literally no one asked for this idc this is so funny to me i based the name off one drama and the plot off another goodbye
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deathworlders-of-e24 · 3 months ago
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Thomas, Engineer
Part 4
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Sparks burst upwards into the goggles Thomas was wearing, the plasma cutter in his hand burning at several hundred degrees, focused to an incredibly fine point. Holding it in his work gloves was awkward at best, but years of practice had made him exceptional at his job. Sixer and Mace might’ve been better at the finer detail work, Padrino had incredible dexterity after all, but making custom tools was well within his wheel house too.
The two bot brothers had asked him to make a special kind of nano wrench while they ran a ‘memory sweeper’ program through his old translator, the one that had caught that rogue signal all those cycles ago. The group had been working on it in their off time between maintenance requests, and they were finally just steps away from the answers they were looking for. All they needed now was to strip the memory code out of the device, and for that they needed itty bitty tiny nanoscopic tools; ergo, while the twins worked their programs, Thomas got to work making the things they’d need.
He was almost done too, when the comm-link trilled. A patch job in the security chief’s office, apparently one of the terminals was unresponsive and the door was getting jammed up on something. Personal projects would have to wait.
“Roomba, we got a job. You coming with or hanging out here?”
[Statement: you operate at greater efficiency when this unit is present]
“That’s right buddy, but I’m asking what you wanna do,” Thomas said.
“Beep.”
[Statement: I would like to assist please]
“Thanks Roomba, I appreciate that.” Thomas held his arm out and the little droid climbed up to his usual perch on the man’s shoulder. “Look at you, making decisions for yourself. Good for you bud!”
Thomas adored the little robot, and as Roomba got smarter, that feeling only grew. Every day the small cleaning drone was getting more clever, his AI evolving ever further, thanks to the upgrades from Sixer and Mace. Pretty soon Roomba would be as smart as Thomas was.
Maybe I’ll teach him how to play virtual chess, he thought. Or I’ll build him a little controller and we can split screen a blaster battle game or something!
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The two made their way through the ship, waving and saying hello to the many people who stopped Thomas to look at the small robot on his shoulder. At this point in their mission, it was common knowledge that one of the humans had made a cleaning drone their ‘pet’, although Thomas was trying to make it clear that wasn’t the case. Roomba was his own person, he just so happened to have very little legs and it was faster to just catch a ride on his human companion. It probably didn’t help that outside himself and the Padrino, nobody else had the hardware to understand what Roomba was saying, so all they ever heard was Beep.
They made it up to the command deck and knocked on the door to the Chief’s office. It opened halfway before getting stuck, hidden gears grinding, and there was the Chief, leaning on his desk with a data pad in his hand. Thomas figured Chief Ducane was kinda cute, what with his scruffy yet trimmed beard and his various tattoos, but macho wasn’t really his thing on guys. That being said, he could see why some on the crew were whispering about him, the man was built. Thomas tried getting his attention through the crack.
“Reporting Chief, you sent a maintenance request?” Thomas said through the gap in the door.
“Yeah, I did,” Chief Ducane looked up. “Oh right, you’re Thomas right? I don’t remember if I’ve introduced myself yet, I’m Danny Ducane. You’re the guy with the domesticated maintenance droid, right?” The Chief got up to the door and pulled it open himself, the hydraulics groaning as it slid open the rest of the way.
“He’s not…” Thomas started, annoyed, but took a beat. Don’t antagonize the guy who can pull apart the doors. “This is Roomba, he has an adaptive learning AI now, like the Padrino on the crew. He’s not a pet.”
Roomba looked up when Thomas said his name and trilled angrily at the idea of being equated to a house cat.
“Beep.”
[Statement: Please inform the other human that I am not domesticated in any way, and would prefer that not get said again]
“He said you’re being rude,” Thomas explained.
“Beep.”
[Sufficiently put]
Chief Ducane looked at the two of them for a moment before raising his hands in defeat.
“Okay, fair enough, that was a dick move on my part. Sorry little guy, didn’t know you were one of the clever bots.”
Thomas nudged his tool bag with his foot, and the Chief took the message.
“Right, my control console is fritzing out,” Ducane said, shuffling awkwardly towards his desk. “The screen blurs every couple minutes, and the door got stuck this morning, don’t know what that’s about either.” The chief stood there, gesturing to his desk with one hand, the other fumbling to put the data pad down where Thomas suspected he thought he wouldn’t be able to see it. It occurred to him that Chief Ducane might not be the most technologically savvy, considering you could read a data pad from either side, and the exact same script was frozen on his console screen. It looked like a checklist of sorts, but Thomas wasn’t here to snoop classified documents. Unless it’d be funny, then maybe.
“Right,” Thomas said, eyeing the chief, “it’s probably just an electrical short, a little leftover from that solar flare the other day. I’ll have to strip some wiring but it’s a quick fix. Though the door might have to be taken out so I can get into the motors.”
“And how long will that take?” Ducane asked.
“Maybe an hour? Maybe more?” Thomas shrugged. “Takes as long as it takes for me to get in there.”
Thomas looked at him a moment, standing there with his hands on his sides. He could hear Roomba’s mechanical innards ticking and whirring as the little bot held onto his perch on Thomas’s shoulder.
“Guess I should let you get to it then,” Chief Ducane said, clapping his hands and heading for the door, but he stopped before he left, like he’d just remembered he’d left the stove on or some such.
“Hey, just a quick question,” he said, turning back to face Thomas. The chief’s hands were fidgeting, hooking and unhooking his thumbs into his pockets. “Are you acquainted with the Sed engineers? Kor and Taren?”
Thomas thought for a moment, then shrugged.
“Sure, I’ve seen them around. Why?”
“They ever seem real busy for unknown reasons?”
“Honestly? Like you want my work appropriate answer or my actual opinion?”
“Both.”
“Well my work appropriate answer is sure, they seem good at their jobs, usually off together on requests.”
“And your personal opinions?” Chief Ducane pressed, crossing his arms and shifting to stand in the doorway, as if he was keeping Thomas sequestered until he got answers to his odd line of questions. Thomas didn’t need to ponder the question that long.
“Honestly? Honestly they kinda suck,” He blurted out, a little more venomously than he’d intended. “Like, okay, don’t get me wrong, you ask them questions and they give the right answers, they know how things work and they know the right tool for the jobs, but work wise? Half the time nobody can find them. I’ve had three repair jobs handed over to me in the last two weeks ‘cause they’re off somewhere fooling around.”
“Fooling around?” Ducane intoned, “as in…?”
“Well we just kinda assumed they were an item. And look, we’re sympathetic, but the work load is insane on a ship this size with this many conflicting requirements. Temperature differences for different races, atmospheric controls bottoming out, I got a guy with four arms for a boss and even he thinks it’s ridiculous how often stuff around here breaks.”
“So you all just assumed they were off somewhere… doing that, while you all just put up with it? Has anyone seen them like this?” Chief Ducane pushed.
“Roomba did,” Thomas said, tilting his head the little droid’s direction, “while we were doing repairs in the air ducts a couple cycles ago.”
“Beep.”
[Please do not disclose this information]
“Huh?” Thomas put the little droid in his palm and let him stand for himself. “What’s up buddy?”
“What’s he saying?” The chief asked, shifting focus from Thomas to Roomba and back again.
“Beep.”
[Disclosure of this information will bring my work efficiency into question]
Ohhhhhhh, Thomas thought.
“He’s just saying how weird what he saw was,” Thomas shiftily explained, patting the little droid on the head. “We were working some repairs in the ducts when Roomba saw Taren in another part of the ship through the grating. He was on a comm-link and Kor showed up with a thing Roomba didn’t recognize, but from what he told me it was some hand tool I think.”
“So maybe they were just on another job and not screwing around?” Ducane questioned.
“Nah, couldn’t be, I was supposed to be the only repair guy in that part of the ship at the time. Everyone else is still supposed to be in the core room making repairs after that solar flare.”
Thomas took a deep breath and looked Ducane in the eye.
“Chief, be straight with me, is something going on on my ship?”
“What do you mean your ship?” Ducane scoffed.
“Trust me, this ship has already gotten enough of my blood, sweat, and tears man. I probably love her more than anyone else on this boat, so yeah, she’s my ship.” Thomas was getting a tad red in the face as he said this, which was fair, as it was slightly embarrassing to voice this odd idea of his. “Look man, this ship might be just a job to you, but it’s not just that to me, okay? So if there’s something happening here that could hurt her, I’m not gonna let that happen.”
How odd that a simple maintenance request could have such an impact on his day?
Roomba reach up and tugged on Thomas’s earlobe.
“Beep.”
[New Task Uploaded: protect Noah. Confirm?]
“That’s right Roomba, that’s what we’re gonna do,” Thomas said, weirdly amped up now. Chief Ducane stood there looking at him incredulously.
“Is every kid in the galaxy just ready to ride shotgun off to war these days? I swear, you younger guys need to do something more productive and fun with all that extra energy you have.”
“Shove it… respectfully, Chief.”
“Well if it makes you feel any better, I don’t have anything concrete that something is happening, not that I could tell you if I did.” Ducane shrugged and crossed his arms again, leaning against the wall. The data pad behind them on the desk trilled, a new file had been sent to it, and before the tones had silenced themselves, Thomas felt as if his neurons had just taken a bolt of electricity across his frontal lobe. He turned back to face the Security Chief with a dread look tacked onto his face.
“Hypothetically, Chief, if somebody had possibly intercepted a weird transmission while outside the broadcast shields, how important would that be?”
Chief Ducane stared at him a moment, then clasped his hands together in front of his mouth before sighing uncomfortably hard.
“I’d say that’d be pretty important, kid.”
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“I thought you were supposed to be smart!” Danny half accused, walking quickly down the hall away from the lift.
“Man, I’m like actually a genius, I have four degrees, but nobody ever accused me of being smart,” Thomas said, shrugging. “I didn’t want to get kicked off the ship if it was nothing, which it probably is!”
“You wouldn’t have gotten kicked off the ship. If I can’t even get rid of Grite, you’re as safe as can be.”
“Oh, okay,” Thomas said sarcastically, “then I totally should’ve spilled it when, while on a space walk, my somewhat illegally jailbroke translator picked up a rogue signal on the long range communications array for the ship I just got a job on. I’ve seen people canned for less, I could’ve been tried for espionage or something.”
“You did what?”
Thomas and Danny turned on theirs heels to see Odis the Galley standing in the doorway they’d just passed, a ‘coffee’ mug in hand. It had a cartoonish drawing of a purple cow on it.
“Oh good, we’re just telling the whole ship now, I guess,” Danny pinched the bridge of his nose. “I’m definitely getting fired.”
“Wait wait wait, Odis is cool,” Thomas vouched. “He’s a real stand up guy.”
“What did you do now humie?” Odis groaned, downing whatever was in his mug before sprinting to join them. His shorter legs had to move twice as fast to keep up with the taller humans.
“So you know that project the twins and I have been working on?” Thomas asked.
“Yeah, you’ve been using your off hours for something that’s not video games, of course I noticed.”
“Fired…,” Danny moaned. “Court marshalled even.”
“Quiet big human, the smart human is talking.”
“Oh no, we’ve established that word doesn’t apply to me.”
“Beep.”
[Thank you for not telling the human I fell down the air ducts]
It was a wonder how the entire ship didn’t know what they were doing by then, seeing as they were not exactly discreet as they headed down to the maintenance decks. When the group of them finally made the locker room, more than one set of eyes was watching them, though it was mostly Chief Ducane they were looking at. It wasn’t exactly normal operating procedures for the Chief of Security to walk into their locker room.
“How is it that you humans are always up to something ridiculous?” Odis asked, shaking his bulbous gray head. “I mean, as a Galley, I’m actually impressed with the level of… what’s a good human word for this nonsense?”
“Shenanigans?” Thomas offered.
“Ridiculous words, ridiculous people…,” Odis laughed. “The cows are cool, but the rest of your world is just a mess of weird, huh?”
The humans didn’t respond, though given any thought, they couldn’t have refuted the Galley anyway.
Sixer and Mace stood at their work table, the terminal screen running thousands of lines of code a second. Thomas would’ve loved to comb through it given the chance, but now wasn’t the time.
“Twins!” he called over, “Got it up and going?”
“Almost, Human Thomas,” Sixer replied.
“Hello, Security Chief Ducane,” Mace greeted.
“Yeah, hi guys,” Danny said. “I hear you all have been working a little side project?”
The two Padrino turned to each other and each gave a quick burst of machine speak before turning back to face them.
“Human Thomas, do you believe it is time to inform the ship’s command structure of our findings?”
“You could say that, yeah,” Thomas nodded.
“Good, because we have finished preparations. We simply need the tool you made up and to see if the sweeper program retrieves any data.”
Thomas patted down his coveralls before fishing the nano-wrench from his inner pocket. He handed the tool to Sixer, who turned back to the table and made the final adjustments.
“Moment of truth, I guess,” he said.
“You realize I’m going to be extremely pissed if you got me down here and all worked up for nothing,” Danny said pointedly.
“Understood… sir,” Thomas swallowed hard.
The computer ran its program, thousands, hundreds of thousands of lines of code fluttering across the screen, the Padrino’s speed was impressive to say the least. They definitely had to teach him that sometime.
After a minute of them staring at the terminal in silence, the screen showed a resounding-
“Nothing?” Thomas and Danny said in unison.
“Correct,” Sixer said.
“Unfortunately,” continued Mace, “the translators are not equipped with enough memory storage to log something the size of a communications transmission.”
“So we’ve got nothing?” Thomas said, hands clenched at his sides. He didn’t know what he wanted the signal to be, but nothing was… incredibly unsatisfying, to say the least.
“Did you try to see recipient data?” Odis asked, eyeing the console code.
“What?” Thomas turned to him, confusion distorting the disappointment on his face.
“With the long range array, it’s got recipient data built into the message, so the thing knows who it’s going to,” Odis explained slowly. “Back in the day, we Galley used to strip data out of long range messages to find new planets to… interact with. It’s how we found the humies first, caught all those messages you kept throwing out into space.” Odis rifled through one of his side pockets and brought out something that looked like a key fob with a port on one end. He popped open a panel in the terminal and plugged it in, hitting a couple keys to sync the programs together. Thomas watched, confusion and disappointment morphing into a cautious optimism. Maybe they’d find something after all.
“And here… we… go!” Odis said smugly, triumphantly hitting the execute key. The screen rolled the code again, but this time information began loading, the computer compiling the data for them.
“And you just happen to have this… why?” Danny looked sternly in the Galley’s direction.
“If it makes you feel any better Chief, most of my free time has been spent with the kid playing Terran video games,” Odis snickered. “Don’t worry about what I’ve been up to, worry about whoever is sending messages to the GAIL High Council.”
“What the hell?” Danny exclaimed, leaning over the console to examine the data.
Sure enough, they couldn’t recover any of the message, the data was just too big for the little device to have caught any. However, Odis’s tracer did show that whatever the signal was, it had gone straight to someone by the name of Mons on the High Council of the Grand Assembly of Intelligent Lifeforms.
“Chief, what the hell are we looking at?” Thomas asked, for the first time actually realizing that something could be deeply, darkly wrong on the ship.
“This doesn’t make any sense, communications can’t go directly to the Council, not without going through Captain Skitch and me,” Danny kept looking at the screen, rereading the data from start to finish, over and over again, before pulling out his data pad and copying all of it down, taking photos too.
“What are you doing?” Sixer asked.
“Making sure whatever we have here, there’s multiple copies so we can’t lose any proof later.”
“Do you suspect there’s another agenda aboard this ship Chief Ducane?” Mace followed.
“… I sincerely hope not, but either way, none of this ever happened. Not a single one of you saw any of this, okay? Nothing and no one,” Danny looked at each of them in turn, making sure they understood his meaning, “is going to hear about any of this. And when I call any of you to my office, it’s double time, understood?”
“You got it Chief,” Thomas said immediately, the others following suit, but with much less gusto.
“Beep.”
[Task: protect Noah in progress]
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The work shift ended with no more excitement, however Thomas’s heart rate hadn’t declined even a bit in the following hours. The idea that something could threaten the ship, his ship, the ship he’d almost died for already, filled him with some very mixed emotions, not the least of which was apprehension. It did reassure him that Chief Ducane seemed like a good guy, and that he wasn’t going to take any disciplinary measures against the worker crew for anything, but the idea that they could be called on to actually do something was daunting.
Walking to the mess hall, Thomas realized he’d never actually made any of the requested repairs to Danny office. He pulled a comm-link out of his back pocket and sent a quick “sorry, I’ll be right there to fix the door” text, but was alarmed at what the Chief of Security replied almost instantly.
>Someone searched my office while cameras were out of commission. Nothing is missing. They took advantage of the door being jammed and unlocked<
Another message:
>Don’t come up here, it’ll look suspicious for the both of us. I’ll make another request tomorrow. Tell your friends to be careful, and come to me immediately if you see anything at all<
Thomas shakily put the comm-link back in his pocket and headed back towards the Vending Machines. He saw Odis sitting in the corner and joined him after getting his food.
“You ever think someone in the GAIL could do something pretty bad?”
“What, you think you humans have a monopoly on being kind of shitty?” Odis snorted. “You’re not that weird, you know.”
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nerdraging4point0 · 4 months ago
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Said and Done (Noah Sebastian and reader) Part Two
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As she tossed her phone carelessly onto the passenger seat, the device slipped down between the seat and the door with a muffled clatter. She let out an exasperated sigh, already feeling the familiar tension building inside her. Noah had been relentlessly trying to get her to come back to him, but she just couldn't bring herself to do it. Their relationship was a tumultuous rollercoaster, filled with equal parts passion and drama, and she was simply exhausted by the whole thing. At that moment, as she drove towards town to pick up her dinner, she just wanted a break from the chaos.
Suddenly, a notification pinged through the car's speakers, and a robotic voice announced that a new text message had arrived on her phone. Against her better judgment, she pressed the "Read" button, and Noah's words filled the vehicle. Despite the artificial tone of the AI assistant, she could practically hear Noah's trademark sass and charm in the message. She rolled her eyes, torn between the allure of his charismatic personality and the nagging voice in the back of her mind telling her that this cycle of drama would only continue if she gave in.
The pull between them was inexplicable, an undeniable magnetic force that defied all logic and reason. From the moment she first encountered his captivating presence, she was utterly spellbound. There was an effortless charm and allure to him that was simply impossible to resist - his striking good looks, his soulful eyes, the way he carried himself with a natural, almost vulnerable grace. And what made it all the more maddening was her own willingness, even eagerness, to surrender to his pull. Despite their relationship being nothing more than a casual physical entanglement, there was an undeniable, almost primal connection between them that went far deeper.
Their story had begun innocuously enough, three years prior at a party where his standoffish, reclusive nature had been a stark contrast to her bubbly, outgoing personality. She was friends with his bandmate Nick long before she'd even met Noah, their families' histories intertwined in a way that had once led everyone to assume the two of them would end up together. But the bond that blossomed between Noah was entirely unpredictable, defying those expectations.
It was that chance encounter in Noah's room, when she'd gone to coax him out of his solitary confinement during the party, that truly set the stage. Mesmerized by the raw emotion and talent in his voice as he sang, she found herself utterly captivated in a way she'd never experienced before. From that moment on, the die was cast - an undeniable, almost primal attraction that would ensnare them both, no matter how much logic and reason tried to fight against it.
When she first met him, he was a lanky, uncoordinated mess - all long, gangly limbs and a mop of shaggy hair that framed his endearingly goofy, boyish face. He was the antithesis of the confident, assertive men she typically found herself attracted to, the ones who exuded an almost aggressive masculinity. At first glance, this awkward, gangly creature didn't seem like her type at all. And yet, there was something undeniably charming and adorable about him that she found herself inexplicably drawn to.
That night they spent together, with him hunched over his guitar, scribbling down inconsistent lyrics and half-formed melodies, she found herself captivated. There was a raw, vulnerable authenticity to the way he poured himself into his music, oblivious to her presence as he got lost in his own creative reverie. And when their eyes finally met, and he shyly invited her to listen more closely, something shifted between them. The tension built until finally, almost without realizing how it happened, they found themselves tangled together in his bed, bodies intertwined in a blur of heated kisses and desperate caresses.
Afterwards, she told herself it was a one-time thing, that she wouldn't let herself get caught up in this gawky, endearing young man. But then he reached out, asking to see her again, and against her better judgment, she found herself agreeing. As they spent more time together, learning each other's stories, their casual flirtation deepened into something more substantial. And when they finally fell into bed again, it was with a newfound intimacy, a deeper understanding of one another that made the experience all the more profoundly satisfying.
Over the course of the next year, their relationship continued in this delicate, "casual" dance, punctuated by stolen moments of passion - like the night he snuck her into his room while his friends were occupied, when she'd become so utterly lost in him that she'd found herself whispering the affectionate nickname "Sweet boy" as she rode him, feeling him melt beneath her touch. That endearment, born in the heat of their embrace, became a touchstone, a way for her to draw him out of his shell or soothe him when he retreated too far into his own introspective thoughts, his beautiful mind.
Pulling into the crowded parking lot of the bustling outlet shopping center, her mind was in turmoil. She had come here with a specific purpose - to pick up her favorite Indian takeout - but now another matter was weighing heavily on her thoughts. Should she text him or not?
The question kept circling in her mind, a frustrating loop she couldn't seem to break free from. For months she had avoided him. And now, inexplicably, she found herself drawn back, her fingers poised to reach out once more. She sat there, the food growing cold in the passenger seat, she couldn't help but wonder - was it worth it? They had gone months before without talking, of course he had been on tour while she started a new job. He called her the second he came home, and of course, she raced to him.
As she stepped through the doorway, she was immediately struck by the dramatic transformation in Noah's appearance. Gone were the long, flowing locks she had grown accustomed to - instead, his hair had been shorn into a much shorter, more tightly cropped style. And his physique had undergone an equally dramatic shift, with significantly more defined musculature rippling beneath the skin of his arms. The new tautness of his frame only served to make the intricate tattoos that adorned his body stand out in even sharper relief. Overcome with a surge of desire, she wasted no time in launching herself into his embrace, wrapping her legs tightly around his waist as he carried her up the stairs and into the bedroom.
The moment the bedroom door clicked shut behind them, their lips crashed together in a passionate, feverish kiss. She cradled his face between her hands, desperate to pull him in closer, to feel the warmth of his skin and the firmness of his body against her own. His strong hands began to explore the curves of her figure, squeezing and caressing the soft flesh of her backside and thighs. Whenever he found that particularly sensitive spot that elicited a soft, contented sigh from deep within her, he would linger there, teasing the area until she melted into his touch. Spinning them around, he used his free arm to swipe a clear space on his desk, then gently lowered her onto the smooth surface.
He broke away to start working on the fastenings of her jeans, she eagerly shed her shirt and bra, tossing the lacy garment aside. Lifting and shimmying her hips, she assisted him in peeling away the denim and her underwear, which he haphazardly tossed over his shoulder. But just as he moved to close the distance between them once more, she stopped him with a firm push of her foot against his chest, a seductive grin spreading across her face. "You're next," she purred, and he returned the expression before swiftly divesting himself of his own clothing. Freed from the constraints of his sweatpants, his arousal stood proudly, throbbing with anticipation. But she had other plans first. "Come here, sweet boy," she beckoned, crooking a finger to summon him to her. Without hesitation, he sank to his knees, grasping her thighs and pulling her to the edge of the desk. And as his talented tongue set to work, she surrendered herself to the waves of ecstasy that soon overtook her. Their passionate tryst left the desk in disarray, but in that moment, nothing else mattered but the two of them, lost in the throes of their desire.
This is how shevspent the weeks after his birthday. Reminiscing about each time they were together, and why after each time did he never ask her to be his. With a pint of ice cream in hand and the occasional takeout carton by her side, she allowed herself to indulge in a much-needed respite from the stresses of the outside world. Clad in her softest pajamas and wrapped in a cozy blanket, she scrolled mindlessly through her Instagram feed, her heart swelling with a mix of pride and wistfulness as she stumbled upon a new post from the band. The image was a sleek tour poster, announcing a slew of upcoming concert dates, with some crossed out as they made their way on their US tour.
She had managed to avoid Noah for longer than she anticipated, her resolve strengthening with each passing day. With the band now two weeks into their tour, Noah seemed to have become preoccupied, his attempts to reach out growing increasingly sparse. She took solace in this, double-tapping each new photo and video, leaving enthusiastic comments about the energy of the shows and how thrilled she was for their success.
Yet, the pull of witnessing their performances live in person remained, and she found herself contemplating the idea of attending the final show on their tour schedule. Just as she was lost in these musings, her phone suddenly chimed with a new message from Nick. "Noah told me to tell you there is another show he'd like you to see," the text read, piquing her curiosity. Intrigued, she clicked open the accompanying video file, her eyes widening in surprise at what unfolded before her.
The scene unfolding before her eyes was unmistakable, even in the shadows cast by the towering tour bus. As the dim light from the nearby streetlamps flickered and danced, she could make out the distinct silhouettes - Noah, his back pressed against the cool metal surface and a woman kneeling at Noah's feet. The girl's identity was obscured, her head buried in Noah's lap as she moved rhythmically, her ash-blonde hair falling in disheveled strings across her face from the exertion. Noah's arms were folded above his head, his mouth parted in obvious ecstasy as soft, guttural moans escaped his lips.
The brief video clip, just forty seconds long, was all the evidence she needed to piece together the sordid scene. A twinge of jealousy and betrayal twisted in her chest as she watched, unable to tear her eyes away. She had always believed Noah to be the responsible one, the member of the band who steadfastly refused to indulge in the temptations of groupies and casual flings while on the road. But here he was, caught in the throes of passion with some nameless, faceless admirer, completely abandoning his usual restraint.
As soon as she read the text, her phone started ringing, the familiar face of Nicholas flashing on the screen. Although she was hesitant to answer, fearing her frustration would come through in her voice, she ultimately clicked the green phone icon, bracing herself for the conversation.
"What's up?" she answered, her tone neutral. Nicholas explained apologetically that he was just following through on a previous comment she had made - a confession she had shared at Noah's birthday party.
"I had made a comment about it before. Didn't think he'd actually do it," she responded, her voice cracking slightly as she picked at the blanket in her lap. Nicholas then asked if he should intervene, but she told him to let Noah continue, knowing the other woman was likely enjoying herself immensely. As the call went on, the sounds of heavy breathing and muffled moans began to filter through the line, and soon Noah's unmistakable voice rang out, calling out her name in the throes of ecstasy. Caught off guard, she quickly ended the call before Nicholas could say anything more, tossing her phone aside and clasping her hand over her mouth in surprise.
When the phone started ringing again, she felt her heart pounding, afraid to answer and hear more. She let it ring, over and over, until finally the calls stopped. But then a text came through from Noah, pleading with her to talk to him, confused about what he had done wrong.
Overwhelmed by the situation, she continued to stare at the phone, her breathing rapid, unsure of how to respond or what to do next.
Noah: Please talk to me. U said U wanted it. I don’t know what I did wrong.
As she stared down at the messages on her phone, a complex mix of emotions swirled within her. The sting of tears in her eyes and the tightening of her thighs betrayed the inner turmoil she was experiencing. Her body was reacting physically to the jumble of feelings coursing through her brain - a confusing combination of desire, guilt, longing, and self-reproach.
“Nothing, my sweet boy. You enjoyed yourself, that’s all that matters.” She typed out the message, clicking send before she could overthink it. She shook her head slightly, silently berating herself for continuing down this path, for allowing herself to become entangled in this messy situation once again.
Yet, there was an undeniable allure, a pull she couldn't fully resist. He responded instantly begging for her to call so he could hear her voice. The rapid response from him, almost as if he had been waiting with bated breath for her message, sent a shiver down her spine. Part of her craved that connection, that validation, even as another part of her mind chastised her for indulging in it. She knew it would be so easy to give in, to hear his voice, to make plans to see him again when he returned.
With a heavy sigh, she typed out her final message, hoping to strike a balance between her warring impulses. She couldn't deny the part of her that yearned for him, but she also knew she needed to maintain boundaries and prioritize her own well-being. As she hit send, she steeled herself, bracing for the inevitable internal battle that would rage on long after the conversation had ended.
….
The endless days on the road had taken their toll on Noah. What had started as an exciting adventure - two months of touring the country, playing shows, and exploring new places - had slowly morphed into a longing for the familiarity and comfort of home. As he sat at the dinner table, surrounded by Nick's boisterous family, the sushi spread before him felt like a poor substitute for the traditional home-cooked feast he'd grown accustomed to. And the hastily planned Christmas stop in Virginia, rather than the lavish holiday celebrations he'd envisioned back in LA, only served to dampen his spirits further. Try as he might to remain enthusiastic, Noah couldn't shake the growing sense of melancholy that had settled over him.
It wasn't until he caught a whiff of a familiar fragrance - the same citrusy shampoo she used - as one of Nick's cousins brushed past him in the kitchen, that Noah realized the true source of his discontent. It wasn't LA he was pining for, but her. The distance between them, exacerbated by their conflicting schedules, had become a physical and emotional chasm that threatened to swallow him whole. He'd texted her constantly, called her whenever he could, but the connections were fleeting, like ships passing in the night. When he was awake and available, she was asleep; when she was free, he was occupied with work. Despite being on the same continent, it might as well have been a different planet, for all the meaningful interaction they were able to share. Noah's chest tightened with the realization, a bittersweet ache that reminded him of just how much he missed the comforting presence of the woman he craved.
As the holidays came to an end and the band's tour was winding down, Nick couldn't help but notice that Noah was looking increasingly exhausted during their VIP meet-and-greet sessions with fans. Noah tried to brush it off, blaming the grueling schedule of the long tour, but Nick knew there was more to it. He could see the strain and fatigue weighing heavily on his best friend, and it was starting to affect his performance on stage as well. During each show, Noah's once-powerful rendition of their hit song "Death of Peace of Mind" was becoming more and more strained, with the crowd often having to take the lead when Noah's voice faltered.
After one particularly draining show, the two friends found themselves alone on the tour bus, the rest of the band sound asleep in their bunks. Nick seized the opportunity to address the unspoken issue head-on. Leaning forward in his chair, elbow resting on the armrest, he fixed Noah with a knowing gaze.
"Alright, spill. I know you, and I know something's up." Noah, eyes glued to the phone in his hands, where a photo of the two of them at the pier, her frame drowning in his hoodie as she sat in his lap served as his screensaver, hesitated before responding.
"About what?" he asked, feigning ignorance.
"Man, I know you," Nick pressed. "I know what's going on." Noah finally relented, clicking his phone off and letting it fall to his chest as he stared up at the ceiling.
"Then why ask?" he muttered.
Nick didn't mince words. "Because if I don't get you to say it out loud, you're going to brood about it." Noah remained silent, and Nick took a deep breath before continuing.
"Alright, I'll say it. You have feelings for her, don't you? You miss her. But you're too afraid to admit it to her, afraid she'll run away." Noah felt his heart sink as Nick's words struck a chord, his mind racing with the agonizing thought of the woman he cared for being with someone else. "She's been texting us less and less," Nick added solemnly. "I wouldn't be surprised if she's seeing someone else now." Noah remained speechless, the weight of the situation bearing down on him. Nick leaned back in his chair, his expression serious. "I can't tell you what to do, man. But if you want this, you better make a move before you lose your chance.”
After the grueling months spent on tour, Noah had finally returned home, his mind consumed by thoughts of the woman waiting for him. Though his place would have been the logical destination, he couldn't bring himself to go there first. The anticipation had been building for weeks, a simmering desire that threatened to consume him. He knew exactly what he wanted to do to her, the images playing in his mind on an endless loop as he had pleasured himself, desperate for her touch. Yet, as he gathered the courage to drive to her apartment, he found himself uncertain of what to say when she opened the door. Would she welcome him, or would she be surprised by his unexpected arrival?
His feet carried him to the door, the worn soles of his shoes scuffing against the weathered concrete as he approached. His hand lifted, hesitating for a moment, before finally rapping against the solid surface with a series of hollow knocks. He'd hoped - no, prayed - that she wouldn't be home, that he could avoid the confrontation entirely. The half-hearted apology he'd rehearsed a thousand times in his mind felt woefully inadequate, the words sticking in his throat as he envisioned having to explain himself, to lay bare the tangled mess of emotions that had brought him here. It would be so much easier to turn and walk away, to spare them both the discomfort of this encounter. But the car parked in the driveway and the warm glow of light spilling from the living room windows told a different story - she was home, waiting, unaware of the internal turmoil raging within him. With a resigned sigh, he steeled himself, preparing to face the music, to finally confess the feelings he'd been too afraid to share. There was no turning back now.
She answered, both of them standing there as if they were strangers. The moment she uttered his name, Noah could see the genuine shock in her eyes, the way her brow furrowed ever so slightly. But before she could say another word, he was sweeping past the threshold, his long strides carrying him into her space. She instinctively moved aside, allowing him entry and shutting the door behind them, sealing them in their own private world. And there she stood, radiant in her oversized sweater that grazed the tops of her thighs, her socks obscuring all but the barest hint of her legs. When she crossed her arms over her chest, Noah's gaze was immediately drawn to the tantalizing glimpse of her thighs, the primal urges within him igniting like a raging fire. All thoughts of what he might say fled his mind as he drank in the sight of her, his body thrumming with the need to touch, to feel, to possess. Her soft sweet voice asked him something about the tour, but blood in his ears drowned out her words.
Noah was consumed by a primal desire, his hands gripping tightly onto her hips as he spun her around and pushed her forcefully up against the front door of her own home. He pressed his muscular body firmly into hers, letting his leg slide between her thighs and forcing them apart so he could get closer. Noah's right hand slowly trailed down the soft curve of her hip, the calloused pads of his fingers caressing the delicate skin over the thin cotton of her socks until he could feel the warmth of her bare flesh. Giving her supple thigh a firm squeeze, he relished the way she jumped and rose up on her tiptoes, her hands bracing against his chest.
Somewhere in the back of his mind, Noah registered that this type of bold, uninhibited behavior was uncharacteristic, but in his current state of overwhelming lust, he simply didn't care. All that mattered in that moment was feeling her body against his, exploring the intimate places that her scanty shorts barely concealed. When his questing fingers reached the juncture of her thighs, he was pleasantly surprised to discover that the thin fabric was already damp - she wasn't wearing any underwear. A guttural growl rumbled in his chest as he bent his head to capture her lips in a searing kiss, only to have her turn her face away at the last moment.
Noah halted his advances immediately, confusion and concern etched across his features as he tried to understand what was happening. Her voice was breathy and needy, yet tinged with unmistakable sadness as she uttered his name. "Noah, we can't do this. I've been seeing someone. It wouldn't be right." Even as she spoke the words, she made no move to push him away, her body still trembling beneath his touch. Noah's hand remained poised intimately between her thighs, his fingers lightly caressing the increasingly damp fabric as he leaned in to nuzzle her hair, inhaling the sweet fragrance of her shampoo. He was determined not to let her go without a fight - not when he could feel the undeniable desire radiating from her very core.
“Never stopped us before.” He gave a little pressure and she moaned for him. He recalled nights that he’d been on the phone, said goodnight to his girlfriend at the time, rolling over in his bed to see her lying next to him. Times where she’d sent him photos of her outfit while she was out with her dates, they’d be sexting all night until she eventually came to his house, and he fucked her senseless.
“Maybe it should.” Her hands gripped his shirt as he ran his fingers over her again, but she still didn’t push him away.
“Then tell me no. Say the word and I’ll stop.” He pushed his fingers into her harder, she mewled keeping her head turned away from him.
“I-I-I..” she struggled to speak, her hips speaking for her as she rolled into his touch. He let the smug smile turn his lips. “His name. Zach, he moved here from Washington. He’s been nice to me.” She was rambling. He didn’t give a shit what the guy’s name was, he didn’t care where he came from, it was great he’d been treating her so nicely. His girl deserved to be treated nicely.
The way his thoughts rolled the phrase ‘his girl’ around made his chest feel tight. She was his, even if she didn’t know it. All those nights they spent with each other, the last two months while he was on tour, she’d been the only thing he focused on. Sometimes even his music couldn’t distract him from her.
“That’s nice.” He hummed pushing her hair out of the way with his nose so he could kiss her cheek.
“Noah.” His name left her lips with a sigh, and he felt himself twitch. He rolled his hips into her thigh; the shock turned her face to him, and he took the moment to kiss her. She tasted just as good as he remembered, the mint from her toothpaste evident, he wanted more. Sliding his tongue out of his mouth he licked her lips and she parted for him. Their tongues curled over one another dancing in a tango that they had become so comfortable with, his hands slid up under her sweater to grab the top of her shorts bringing them down so he could feel her himself.
The air was thick with tension and passion as she trembled beneath his touch, her body soaked with desire. Noah's skilled fingers glided effortlessly between her slick folds, coaxing delicate whimpers from her parted lips. With the pads of his fingertips, he circled her sensitive bundle of nerves, feeling her shake and tremble as jolts of pleasure radiated through her. His free hand clasped her throat, pulling her in close until their breath mingled and there was barely an inch separating them.
"Does he make you feel this good?" Noah murmured, pressing firmly into her throbbing clit. She whined and tried to capture his lips in a desperate kiss, craving the connection. But Noah held her at bay, his gaze intense and unwavering. He knew the answer already, could feel it in the way her body reacted to his touch, but he wanted to hear her say it - to admit that no one else could make her fall apart like this. Determined to push her over the edge, he continued rubbing her clit with just the right amount of pressure, coaxing her closer to the precipice.
"N-Noah," she breathed, her hips rolling in time with the movement of his hand. "Does he...does he have you panting his name like this? Does he make you wet just by looking at you?" Noah growled, increasing the pace of his strokes as her body tensed and trembled. Her eyes fluttered closed, her hands gripping his shirt so tightly her knuckles turned white. Whimpers and whines spilled from her lips as the pressure built, her thighs squeezing together more frequently. Noah was the only one who could reduce her to this quivering, desperate mess, and the knowledge sent a thrill coursing through him.
The sudden ring off her phone cut through the air its shrill tone piercing the silence. Her eyes flew open, the beautiful hazel irises nearly consumed by the expanding pupils. Noah held her gazr, as if trying to lay claim to her very soul. He watched, transfixed, as her pupils dilated and contracted, a mesmerizing dance that had him utterly captivated.
The ringing phone seemed to fade into the background as the two were lost in each other's intense stare. Noah could sense the internal conflict raging within her.
"Is that him?" he asked, his eyes never leaving hers, searching for any sign of wavering. With a quick nod, the answer was clear. Noah pressed his forehead to hers, taking a deep, steadying breath. He was about to make a decision that would irrevocably alter the course of their relationship. "You can push me away; I'll stop and leave you alone," he offered, his voice low and heavy with emotion. The anguished sound that escaped her lips was almost enough to break his resolve.
But Noah was determined. "Or," he continued, taking another breath, "you can come for me right now. And be mine." She gasped, her thighs tightening around his hand as he caressed her most sensitive spot. Noah could feel her body responding, physically surrendering to his touch. But he needed more - he needed her heart, her soul, her complete and utter devotion. "Please," he begged, "I'm asking you. Be mine."
The way she whimpered "Noah" sent a shiver down his spine, and he increased the rhythm of his caress, coaxing her closer to the edge. "Yes, baby?" he encouraged, his voice dripping with a possessive hunger. As her body shook and clenched, her cries of ecstasy filled the room, and Noah reveled in the knowledge that he had claimed her, if only in this moment. "That's right," he praised, "Feels good, doesn't it, baby?”
As she lay back, basking in the afterglow, he seized the opportunity to tenderly remove the soft, cozy sweater that clung to her body. Just as he had discarded her shorts moments before, revealing her delicate, bare form, he now gently peeled away the last remaining article of clothing, exposing her completely to his admiring gaze. Hooking his strong hands behind her knees, he lifted her up, her legs instinctively wrapping around his trim waist as her arms encircled his broad shoulders. With a primal hunger in his eyes, he carried his beloved to the sanctuary of her bedroom, laying her reverently upon the sheets.
Shedding his own shirt, he hovered over her, his lips trailing passionate kisses along the sensitive skin of her neck and collarbone. She shivered with delight as his tongue flicked and teased, working its way down to lavish attention on the pert, rosy peaks of her breasts. Her fingers threaded through his hair, urging him onward, her voice thick with desire as she begged for him. Unwilling to deny her any longer, he sat back on his heels, tugging impatiently at the drawstring of his sweatpants until his throbbing cock was freed.
As she stretched her arms overhead, arching her back and revealing the full, tantalizing length of her body, she looked absolutely breathtaking laid out before him. He drank in the sight of her, the primal desire within him ignited as he slid his length into her waiting warmth. The sudden, delicious stretch of him filling her made her lean up to capture his lips in a needy, passionate kiss, her legs wrapping around him and pulling him deeper. His hands caressed the soft curves of her sides and hips as he began to move, savoring the exquisite sensation of being sheathed within her. She felt so unbelievably good, so perfect for him, and a fervent prayer of gratitude to any higher power that would listen passed his lips, for blessing him with this woman who was so clearly made for him.
He watched her eyes roll back and her back arch in ecstasy, her hips rolling to meet his every thrust and create new, electrifying sensations, the primal beast within him roared to life. She was his, and his alone - of that he had no doubt. His fingers gripped the sheets with such force that the corners popped free from the bed, her mind lost in the haze of bliss as she mumbled and rambled words he could only partially make out. But he cared only for her, for the feeling of her clenching and pulsing around him, for the knowledge that she was his in this moment.
"Noah, my sweet boy.” her words rolling of her lips with each pant of air. A flicker of doubt crept into his mind, but he swiftly pushed it away, unwilling to let it disrupt the primal rhythm they had found. "That's right, baby. Yours," he growled, the brutal pace he set belying the intimate tenderness of the moment as his hand gripped the back of her thigh, bending her leg back to allow him to sink even deeper.
“Baby, please.” He whimpered “Come for me please.” The coiling tension within him reached its peak, and as she cried out his name in ecstasy, her walls clenching around him in a rapturous release, he followed her over the edge, shuddering and panting as the last of his release pulsed within her. Spent, he pulled her close, caressing her damp skin as they lay together in blissful silence, neither daring to move or speak, lest this perfect moment be shattered.
In that dimly lit room, the tears cascading down her cheeks were a testament to the turmoil within her heart. "Why now?” she sobbed. He couldn't pinpoint a single moment, a definitive realization that made him long for her constant presence. Rather, it was the culmination of all their shared experiences that had gradually, inexorably drawn him to this point.
The times they had spent together, nestled on the couch watching movies, their bodies intertwined in comfortable familiarity, had forged an unbreakable bond. The way her slow, steady breaths had lulled him to sleep, her claw clips finding their way into the nooks and crannies of his life, had woven her inextricably into the fabric of his world. The way their tastes aligned, him reaching for a hoodie only to realize it was hers, too small for his frame, had blurred the lines between their individual identities. The goodbyes before his tours, when he'd hold her just a little tighter, reluctant to let go, had etched her presence indelibly into his heart. And in the aftermath of a roaring performance, high on adrenaline, it was her face he yearned to see, her embrace he craved.
"I don't know," he confessed, the words barely above a whisper as he gently wiped the tears from her cheeks. "It's always been there, I suppose." The silence that followed was weighted, pregnant with unspoken emotions, and he continued to caress her face, his thumb tracing the delicate contours. As they dressed and slid beneath the blankets, her body molding to his, he couldn't help but smile, pulling her closer and burying his face in her soft, fragrant hair.
"That's my girl," he murmured, his fingers intertwining with hers, a perfect fit.
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