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i might be high but itās genuinely pretty cool that weāre patches of starstuff made sentient
#like the sheer insanity that we exist at all#weāre like a bubble of sentience in the champagne of the universe#and then weāll become the wine again#how can we not love ourselves#how can the universe not love itself
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Tango makes a terrible, terrible face as he walks into Grian's new creation. Bit rude, he thinks that is, but whatever. Grian waves his arms out, getting ready to show Tango more than he'd shown him when the practice room was still in-progress, when Tango says:
"What did you do to it?"
"Huh?"
Tango shudders. He folds his arms over himself and looks at Jellie the ravager. "What did you do to it. To this place. Why is it... warm?"
"I mean, it's not really warm, see it's all white so it actually doesn't retain heat very well, even with the froglamps, so I had to do some work to make sure the temperature was appropriate for heavy physical activity while not risking frostbite the way the actual dungeon does, and..."
Grian trails off.
"The point is that it's mostly just, I don't know, mild temperature? Unnoticeable temperature? The fact you commented on it is weird."
There's a strangely echoing quality to Tango's voice as he steps back again, against the door to the practice room. "It's clean."
"Yeah. I mean, that's the aesthetic, isn't it? Wiped clean of everything but the ravager, the water, and the drowned. None of the distractions. Good for practicing, you know?" Grian squints. "You should like it. You said you'd like it. Wanted people to be able to practice so they'd do better at the dungeon."
Tango shudders again. "You've wiped clean the ravagers, too. I can't... touch her."
"What?" Grian says, baffled.
"What have you done to this place," Tango says.
"Listen, I won't have you insulting my clean room," Grian says. "I cleaned it of all the dungeon bits. It's nice and easy and white and understandable. I won't have you corrupting it."
Hm. Not sure where that one came from, he realizes. Probably a bad sign. He'd certainly guess as much from Tango, who is staring at him with something akin to horror.
In a voice that echoes like a card readout, Tango says: "You won't do this in the dungeon. You'll feed us what's left from this. Or I'll have to ask you to move it."
Grian rolls his eyes. "Geez, yeah, I won't touch the actual dungeon! I already broke the sound test room, I'm not breaking any really important redstone. Now, do you want to see the drowned dodging room or not?"
"I'm horrified to find out what happened to the drowned, if this is your ravager."
Grian looks between Jellie's blank stare and Tango and throws up his hands. "Nothing! I did nothing to her! I have no idea what you're on about!"
"It's like you bleached their insides," mutters Tango. "Bleached everything. It's not natural."
"Not natural? Like you're one to talk!"
"I need to know. Show me," Tango says.
"Right then. Take off your armor first, I don't want Jellie getting thorned or something, then let's practice some dodging and get in there. Then you'll see this is a perfectly normal set of eerie white rooms and leave me alone, right?"
Tango makes a face.
"I don't know why I bother. Honestly. You'd think I'd done something weird," Grian says, and then neither of them talk much, on account of the ravager trying to chew their faces.
#hermitcraft#decked out 2#a bee fic#grian#tangotek#tango voice: what the fuck. how did you do this to the dungeon. what the FUCK#grian voice: what could i have possibly done. i just bleached the entire thing of everything that gave it life and made it hollow.#tango voice: WHAT THE FUCK#anyway i love how OPPOSITE the aesthetic of the practice room is to the actual dungeon#and how that is still somehow terrifying#also this oneās funnier if you read it as being in the universe where tango was COMPLETELY eaten because then itās decked out itself#just going āwhat the fuckā real quietly on repeat#but you can also read it as a universe where decked out and tango are more mutually the same thing or communicate or whatever you want
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āHavenāt You Noticed (Iām a Star)ā from Steven Universe works so ridiculously well for Leo
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#listen itās morning now and I havenāt slept so bear with me for the sudden unwarranted lyric analysis haha#a lotttt of the lyrics work so well for him#not even just the overall theme the words just work great#first lyric is literally āI canāt help it if I make a sceneā which is one to one with āLeoās makin a sceneā from the rottmnt opening like-#āIām turning heads and Iām stopping trafficā -> Leo has not made it a secret that he values his looks a LOT#-not just his looks but also his ability to get peopleās attention#āwhen I pose they scream when I joke they laughā -> I feel like this speaks for itself#-posing and joking for the crowd and himself#āIāve got them dazzled like a stage magicianā -> works both with Leoās canonical love of magicians and his aptitude with tricks in general#āwell everybody needs a friend and Iāve got you and you and youā -> I just think itād be cute to imagine his friends here just as his bros#āI got you and you and youā = āmy brainy guy my smashing guy and eats peanut butter with his fingers guyā#āhavenāt you noticed that Iām a star?ā -> Leo loves attention and especially loves when his feats and efforts are acknowledged#+ he loves glam rock and sci-fi and being a champ and - listen he has a LOT of star symbolism with him#āhavenāt you noticed I made it this farā - Leo is well aware of how dangerous situations get and thinks himself only a part of a whole#-so hey itās notable that heās survived this long yeah?#ānow everyone can see me burningā -> self-sacrificing with his family bearing witness + all his star and flame symbolism in general#+ how attention naturally goes to him - including bad attention where his mistakes are highlighted and burn bright#also even the limo lyric-#obviously this boy has never and will never own a limo but one of his main secondary colors IS pink so even that#okay that one is just a joke but he would#(on that note though I think the other colors the boys gravitate to outside THEIR color are fun to notice)#I donāt actually know too much about Steven universe beyond the songs and some eps but I like the music#and this just came to my tired mind so here you go anyone whoās interested#may draw something with these lyrics dunno yet#itās a good song in any case even though itās super short
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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My Name Is Kanaya Maryam
You Fucked My Wife
PREPARE TO DIE
#HAS THIS BEEN DONE ALREADY Idk I came into this uhh However-Many-Months Late and it was the 1st thing to come to mind...alongside...like...#I can't be the only one who thinks that . . . HS^2 treating everything as if the only way Jade can overcome her adverse experiences is by:#sabotaging close (sapphic) friends' relationship (on/around Lesbian Visibility Day š) thru lying about the child she neglected#after they were already born from a secret love affair ?????#Even taking the whole infidelity aspect out--which is complicated within itself--I'm SICK of this perpetuated idea of#~women's trauma and how it can only be bearable/managed/overcome through producing offspring~#Maybe stop assigning so much importance to the idea that women universally desire reproducing as a sole or major mental health crutch#and instead tell more stories about healing inner childhood wounds & breaking the cycle of abuse to avoid traumatizing future generations#Oh I Almost Forgot#*points to my post's text color mockingly* MOBILE USERRR#homestuck#homestuck 2#hs^2#upd8 h8#beyond canon critical#kanaya maryam#jade harley#rose lalonde
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rememberwhen he. remember. when. when.when. he
#i did mean it when i said hollands actually not even my favorite character within this universe which is honetsly#concerning the more unwell i act about him. but like he's probably in the top 5 if not top 3#he is the main main character after all i feel like it'd be weird if i didnt like him a lot lmao#i cant help that hes a pirate with loose moral but a compassionate sappy little heart :/ i cant help that he cares deeply for hte people ar#und him and will die and kill for them :/#when he leaves his home country to become a pirate and hes kept track of pirate politics and hes like#i know how to make people like me i will ally myself with the big pirates to climb my way to the top#but he forgot he's a very driven person who'll go very far to reach his goals so like he does meet and create relationships with these peop#e but um. not good ones usually lmao but like that in and of itself inadvertently launches him into pirate fame#honestly hollands plans rarely go the way he wants them to but like he still kind of knows what he's doing#that time he tries to assassinate the crown prince but ends up falling in love instead :/ whoops#chugging an energy drink so i can make more pirate renders<3 less holland renders i need my other characters to get some renders too
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what is the single most beautiful moment in merlin and why is it 5x12 when hes in the crystal cave and the first thing he decides to do after rediscovering magic within himself is make a butterfly
#makes me cry every single time#he lost his magic and went to the most magical place to get it back. saw his father there#his father told him he was born of magic that is woven into the fabric of the universe and he can never truly lose what he is#and after gaining this knowledge. after realizing that he is truly the most powerful sorcerer that he IS magic itself...#he makes a butterfly#truly how pure and kind and gentle amd warm and soft do u have to be#hes so loving and so lovable in return#idk i always cry at that scene ok#merlin bbc#merlin#merlin emrys#emrys
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speaking of the concept of universal themes/emotions: there are emotions that a lot of the population will inevitably experience. things like loss, or joy, or loneliness ARE a really common component of being a person! and it can be comforting to know that your experiences are broadly shared. you are not alone, most likely, in both certain types of suffering and certain types of joy. it's nice to experience that connection to other human beings.
but the second you start calling things universal, you start to veer towards prescriptivism. statements such as "all art is about x" and "all humans experience x" frequently has the unspoken sentiment that "I will not contemplate the absence of x." there are people who do not experience love. there is art that is not made, in a general sense, to explore "the human condition," but rather to explore some other idea. and I suppose you could insist that no, it IS in fact about the human condition, or about love, or whatever, but to do so misses out on both what people have to say and what art has to say. you close yourself off from really vital, interesting perspectives of the world by doing that.
people have interesting things to say outside of your current worldview! and of course art does as well. don't do others the disservice of refusing to engage with it! you won't grow at all that way.
#narrates#just thinking about how like. for example#people will say hozier's works are all about love#and while he DOES sing about love frequently he also has quite a lot more to say!#both about love itself and about other topics. his art is very politically charged#and its such a disservice to focus on the 'universal' (read: comforting) theme of love at the exclusion of the much more uncomfortable idea#that he also expresses#the specificity of people's sentiments is a very good thing! it's okay if universality doesn't exist.#you can find ideas meaningful AND revel in their commonality without needing them to be shared by all human beings
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everyday i think about the lost angst potential of rose finding out what she did to jack and i punch a wall
#i just#she wanted to save her friend so badly she didnt know how to control it#she doomed him to a life of hell and he spent so long thinking it meant something#there was some greater universe saving reason and no#it was just love. it was just an ACCIDENT#and rose doesnāt know whaT SHE DID#LIKE CAN UOU IMAGINE THE GUILT#LIKE. THE CONSEQUENCES OF LOSING 9 AND HAVING TO ADJUST TO 10 PROVAVLY ALREADY HURT#BUT THEN TO KNOW SHE FUCKED UP SO BADLY SHE CANT FIXED IT AND NOW JACK IS STUCK#RELIVING HIS LOVED ONES DYING OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL TIME ITSELF DIES#jack harkness#rose tyler#torchwood#janto#doctor who
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For a whole year it genuinely felt like Rings of power was a fever dream and now there is a second season
I am stuck between a state of mortification and morbid glee
#lord of the rings#the rings of power#jokes on them I've read a lot of lotr fanfiction#I CAN BE ENTERTAINED WITH WORSE#but anyways love how this came out on the 29th and then the new epic saga aired yesterday#it feels like the universe balancing itself out#like the wisdom saga was the consolation prize for having to endure the existence of this show#but i love to watch a burning ship go down so#time to get comfy and get unreasonably mad about all of it#except i guess a handful of parts that i *might* genuinely like#big maybe
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Space Marine 2 = 7/10. It's sounds are great but the weapons are underpowered and the AI companions are legitimately worthless. Playing on Hard Mode was fucking perfect but I could not defend anything while my two knucklehead NPCs literally stood around doing nothing and all the ranged enemies aimed solely at me. Normal mode is too easy :(
I swear on my eyeballs there's a legit cooldown on attacking for the companion AIs. I am positive this is deliberate to force players towards playing in multiplayer.
Satan made this game.
In conclusion, Space Marine 2's campaign is still not better than Titanfall 2's campaign. One of many, sad to see.
#space marine 2#tlgtw ooc#the story is also really ordinary but theyre space marines#theyre literally ubermensches what can you expect from them?#expressing their emotions outside of a snarl once in a while!?#cmon... this is warhammer !!#You have to be manly and patriarchal. Stamp down ur human feelings! The very nature of the universe itself is written to compel it!!#I love how cute the weapons are though can't deny that
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ā¦I donāt think he thought of either of us as people
#Sydney was just a problem that needed solving. that needed to be fixed. even if it was something born out of love#it still led to such an obsession that he only saw him as an object. as a project.#something which even during the worst of my delusions I did not. while yes. touched by the devine. made part of it.#my muse was still a person. simply one that was so incredibly loved by the universe itself. a universe that had been rewritten to love him.#I was nothing but an inconvenience at best. an annoyance. something not worth of being called by name. a test subject for him to play with#when it became convenient for him to do so. when he became convinced that it would be fine for him to do so. that it would be fine for him#to torment and hurt and possibly kill me just to test how much he can push someone until they perish. until their heart gives out fully.#it still hurts when I think about what he did. my chest. itās so hard to not think about it. especially not when it hurts like this.#The Prophet Prattles#Clockmaker Contumely
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Who did you think would win in a battle?
Wyatt Halliwell or Hope Mikaelson?
Definitely Wyatt Halliwell! Mostly because I haven't actually watched a single episode of any of the Vampire Diaries shows yet, so I have no idea who Hope is. (The main character in Legacies, I think?) (Don't worry, it's on my to watch list, my watch list is just really long atm.) I will say though that Wyatt is gonna be my answer for most situations. (Also thanks for the chance to do a little meta about Wyatt and his powers.)
From an objective standpoint in regards to powers, Wyatt wins against pretty much anything. I've said before and I'll say it again, I believe that Wyatt managed to break the Grand Design in the unchanged future with the exposure of magic, and I think that means he was able to kill some beings that he should not have traditionally been able to, aka the Cleaners and maybe even the Angel(s) of Destiny. (Which also loops into one of my now favorite headcanons that prophecies are made as a warning that a witch capable of breaking the Grand Design is coming.)
The catch, and how I'm able to write Wyatt in literally any conflict in my next gen fics, is that he has a critical weakness: he is terrified at the possibility of what he's capable of. (I have also mentioned that interpretation before, in connection with how Billie unintentionally makes it worse.) That kind of power is a lot for one person to handle, and Wyatt outclasses quite literally everyone around him by a large margin. I think that in a sense, his own fear serves as a kind of limiter on his power because he won't use them to the fullest extent. This is partially because he doesn't fully know what he's capable of because he doesn't experiment with his powers or push boundaries the same way that Chris does. While Wyatt has that kind of power, he lacks a greater amount of control and precision because he doesn't practice.
In a situation where Wyatt does go full-out, however, I think that he wins, no question. It's incredibly rare for him to do so, but one of his primary powers (projection) is a version of reality warping, y'know? That's not even getting into the fact that he has energy waves that can flat-out incinerate enemies without even trying. The challenge is getting him to a place where he doesn't hold back.
#knightlywonders#asks#charmed#wyatt halliwell#i'm sorry i know this definitely isn't what you were looking for but i still need to sit down and watch tvd universe stuff#charmed meta#i was looking through my wyatt tag and i'm surprised i don't have more in there#i love wyatt halliwell so much like he is just a character that i think you can interpret in so many different ways#but canon lends itself to some pretty complex interpretations bc this is a child raised with such a powerful legacy#but also has his own heavy expectations and responsibility from when he is BORN so deciding how to balance it all#is just really interesting to me. he's definitely one of my favorite characters to rotate in my brain#even tho i def don't do it nearly as much as chris and bianca but he's up there#everytime i sit down and plot for the next gen characters i just get obsessed#like phoebe's oldest daughter peyton? love rotating her in my brain she's great#there's just so much to work with the idea of legacy and how their parents impacted them#but also the way that they each kinda have their own responsibilities that are unique to them#along with the unique way that they each approach magic and demons and protecting the innocent#idk i just love next gen so much man
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Tsumugi the cosmos the moon and stars at night, my love.
does tsumugi know he is more vast and wonderous than the galaxy itself............ yknow ive always been a big lover of the night sky
#honestly i could build on this little discovery of mine soooo much#i love that tsumugi is the night because it has that softness to it. esp when matched with his voice#such a sweet tender voice that can lull anyone to sleep#not to mention how he tends to have blankets on hand bc of his whole bird thing#and the night sky also gives us a glimpse into what the universe holds#how the world is so much bigger than we are#but how the universe is also full of infinite beauty and wonders#idk....... it makes me think of like#tsumugi often downplays himself and his importance and such#being much more confident as some sidekick rather than the main attraction#but hes always drawn to āmain characterā type people#and in a way i can view the night the same way#bc well. its often not the night itself that we find so beautiful#its what the night shows us#the stars..... the cosmos........ the moon..........#but at the same time this is PART of the night#the night highlighting the beautiful galaxy makes the night itself special.......... and lovable#am i making sense#guys im delirious#ask
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another thing with spoiler talk is that it is often exclusive to just these #shocking big deaths for some reason. and i dont even think those things are the most āharmfulā spoilers. the thing w asoiaf for example is how significant the utilization of pov structure is. like the whole series is built on key moments of recontextualization. we are deliberately given just a small chunk of information from the lens of a specific pov or side and the way a lot of the themes are conveyed is the challenging of that. like there is so much meaning in structuring so i am so glad people are way more focused on āgoogoo gaga this mc diesā kind of spoilers and a lot of the key directions the series chose to take and how remain relatively unspoiled because no one is really oversaturating those moments. like i love not getting certain key info revealed until it should be as it would completely recontextualize scenes and characters etc. i love having preconceived notions and those being challenged. because that was very much georgeās intention and it is sometimes a key part of his characterization or framing or whatever
#like so much of what truly appeals to me re jaimes character writing for example is the structuring and how it reinforces his character arc#it is so loaded and fun#like other than the obvious surface level fun of that it is so thematically coherent with his character#like on a meta level and on an in universe level too#like i love how it lends itself to the examination of concepts he deals with like heroism villainy self concept identity and reformation#like so much of his arc is focused on what the self even is and what can it be and perspective is crucial in the interrogation of that#so glad that was not spoiled for me and if it was i didnāt remember luckily#when i first read#this is also y i hate the GoT ned jaime fight#y would the show decide to frame him like that already#i much prefer jaime being viewed as very irredeemable and bigger than life image than a character already so unsubtly flirting w all that#that early#all we had pre acok convo is tyrion and even he barely really knows jaime to be frank#and some of cersā words but its not like the reader would really view her as a reliable lens#keep him more ādehumanizedā in terms of lens like keep him more comically villainous#like thats pretty key when it comes to subversion and when we actually finally go in depth with him and see how persona affects the self#ig they could never recreate the pov structure aspect of his arc anyway so wahtever
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succession is simultaneously a:
shakespearean tragedy
postmodern tragicomedy
drama about dysfunctional families and cycles of abuse/trauma
comedy about the absurdity of the ultra wealthy
surreal circus of repressed queerness
political critique of the toxicity of late-stage capitalism
trying to pinpoint exactly what kind of show it is feels impossible, and that's what makes it good ā you can rewatch it and experience it from a different lens each and every time and i love it for that
#listened to an interview w the writers who were asked if succession is a tragedy with comedic elements or a comedy with tragic elements#and the answer was basically that they don't really think of it that way and it's impossible to categorize it either way#like there's no real ratio of tragedy: comedy it kind of transcends that at least in my experience#i think the architecture of the story is more like a tragedy but it often expresses itself in comedic moments#and there's the political commentary that underscores it all#and i dont think its really possible to separate all these elements they live together and work with each other#similar to how the opening theme is a mixture of classical music and hip hop and would not be the same without either of those elements#that but with all the different layers that the show exists in#i added the queerness point in not because it's like. a necessarily popular view but because there is a way u can watch it where it's just#*just like. everyone is so fruity and fucked up and repressed#and it's p much canon that none of the side characters are straight#and roman def isn't but i dont think any of the siblings except maybe connor are#and it's like wow this is like the dark twisted alternate universe's queer found family trope#(love it for that. btw.)#i talk so much in tags i should just make another fucking post sorry#succession#hbo succession#queerasian.txt
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