#how can the universe not love itself
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i might be high but it’s genuinely pretty cool that we’re patches of starstuff made sentient
#like the sheer insanity that we exist at all#we’re like a bubble of sentience in the champagne of the universe#and then we’ll become the wine again#how can we not love ourselves#how can the universe not love itself
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on 007n7 and his mortality
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I've been grappling with the thought of mortality these days.
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I think it's because I thought of the end for so long. Living to die. Not wanting to be here anymore.
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Now, I have an inkling of what I want to live for, for the first time in a very long time. It's a feeling like no other.
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It's terribly scary to think that I have to let go of this life one day.
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#homicidalporkchops#forsaken#roblox forsaken#forsaken roblox#forsaken 007n7#007n7 forsaken#c00lkidd forsaken#forsaken c00lkidd#yeah .#i was thinking about 7n7 and the fact thaat even if he migjt have come close to 'godhood' as an exploiter#he srill remains mortal#like. in my heart hes in his thirties at MINIMUM in forsaken#still young but. finally feeling some kind of age. that realization#thisis more picturing a 7n7 like a few years after getting coolkidd. qhen the love really starts to settle and make itself vlear#maybe in some alternate universe 007n7 gets to see his son grow old. can you imagine how proud he'd be?#fuckckkkkmy lifeeee#2time#2time art#im so tired man
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“Haven’t You Noticed (I’m a Star)” from Steven Universe works so ridiculously well for Leo
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#listen it’s morning now and I haven’t slept so bear with me for the sudden unwarranted lyric analysis haha#a lotttt of the lyrics work so well for him#not even just the overall theme the words just work great#first lyric is literally ‘I can’t help it if I make a scene’ which is one to one with ‘Leo’s makin a scene’ from the rottmnt opening like-#‘I’m turning heads and I’m stopping traffic’ -> Leo has not made it a secret that he values his looks a LOT#-not just his looks but also his ability to get people’s attention#‘when I pose they scream when I joke they laugh’ -> I feel like this speaks for itself#-posing and joking for the crowd and himself#‘I’ve got them dazzled like a stage magician’ -> works both with Leo’s canonical love of magicians and his aptitude with tricks in general#‘well everybody needs a friend and I’ve got you and you and you’ -> I just think it’d be cute to imagine his friends here just as his bros#‘I got you and you and you’ = ‘my brainy guy my smashing guy and eats peanut butter with his fingers guy’#‘haven’t you noticed that I’m a star?’ -> Leo loves attention and especially loves when his feats and efforts are acknowledged#+ he loves glam rock and sci-fi and being a champ and - listen he has a LOT of star symbolism with him#‘haven’t you noticed I made it this far’ - Leo is well aware of how dangerous situations get and thinks himself only a part of a whole#-so hey it’s notable that he’s survived this long yeah?#‘now everyone can see me burning’ -> self-sacrificing with his family bearing witness + all his star and flame symbolism in general#+ how attention naturally goes to him - including bad attention where his mistakes are highlighted and burn bright#also even the limo lyric-#obviously this boy has never and will never own a limo but one of his main secondary colors IS pink so even that#okay that one is just a joke but he would#(on that note though I think the other colors the boys gravitate to outside THEIR color are fun to notice)#I don’t actually know too much about Steven universe beyond the songs and some eps but I like the music#and this just came to my tired mind so here you go anyone who’s interested#may draw something with these lyrics dunno yet#it’s a good song in any case even though it’s super short
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Brooke with chronic pain my beloved
#points at brooke I can project on her so hard#shoutout to all the times I made her disabled on accident because I didn't know *I* was disabled#ever after high#eah#brooke page#I love thinking about Brooke disabled-ly#I love thinking about how tiring narrating itself must be over time and how taxing it may be on the body#and I love thinking about the why#if all that is left of the oldest surviving narrator is her words and if all dissolves into letters then does that mean that's what they're#made of. words given solid form. a shape made out of the fabric of the universe to tell tales across worlds#you are made from stardust and yet you struggle to stand on your feet. your words struggle to keep your shape for reasons beyond your power#words are such a feeble thing to be made of especially when your entire purpose hinges on manipulating them#you are the universe. you've been stitched together and given life by the fabric of the very universe#and yet you move between its pages#you are a footnote. a brief off-hand mention. a doodle in the margins.#you interact with a world not made for you. not meant for you. you fantasize about what it would be like but you cannot be there#anyway yeah I love that girl#big fan of thinking about what she's made of and how she became a narrator because golly gee do I have many ideas for that#be it she was born one or made one#but you guys know about the born one already I have a whole fic about that#but ohohoho so so many ideas I have for made one. so many ways to make her one you know?
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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My Name Is Kanaya Maryam
You Fucked My Wife
PREPARE TO DIE
#HAS THIS BEEN DONE ALREADY Idk I came into this uhh However-Many-Months Late and it was the 1st thing to come to mind...alongside...like...#I can't be the only one who thinks that . . . HS^2 treating everything as if the only way Jade can overcome her adverse experiences is by:#sabotaging close (sapphic) friends' relationship (on/around Lesbian Visibility Day 💀) thru lying about the child she neglected#after they were already born from a secret love affair ?????#Even taking the whole infidelity aspect out--which is complicated within itself--I'm SICK of this perpetuated idea of#~women's trauma and how it can only be bearable/managed/overcome through producing offspring~#Maybe stop assigning so much importance to the idea that women universally desire reproducing as a sole or major mental health crutch#and instead tell more stories about healing inner childhood wounds & breaking the cycle of abuse to avoid traumatizing future generations#Oh I Almost Forgot#*points to my post's text color mockingly* MOBILE USERRR#homestuck#homestuck 2#hs^2#upd8 h8#beyond canon critical#kanaya maryam#jade harley#rose lalonde
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rememberwhen he. remember. when. when.when. he
#i did mean it when i said hollands actually not even my favorite character within this universe which is honetsly#concerning the more unwell i act about him. but like he's probably in the top 5 if not top 3#he is the main main character after all i feel like it'd be weird if i didnt like him a lot lmao#i cant help that hes a pirate with loose moral but a compassionate sappy little heart :/ i cant help that he cares deeply for hte people ar#und him and will die and kill for them :/#when he leaves his home country to become a pirate and hes kept track of pirate politics and hes like#i know how to make people like me i will ally myself with the big pirates to climb my way to the top#but he forgot he's a very driven person who'll go very far to reach his goals so like he does meet and create relationships with these peop#e but um. not good ones usually lmao but like that in and of itself inadvertently launches him into pirate fame#honestly hollands plans rarely go the way he wants them to but like he still kind of knows what he's doing#that time he tries to assassinate the crown prince but ends up falling in love instead :/ whoops#chugging an energy drink so i can make more pirate renders<3 less holland renders i need my other characters to get some renders too
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speaking of the concept of universal themes/emotions: there are emotions that a lot of the population will inevitably experience. things like loss, or joy, or loneliness ARE a really common component of being a person! and it can be comforting to know that your experiences are broadly shared. you are not alone, most likely, in both certain types of suffering and certain types of joy. it's nice to experience that connection to other human beings.
but the second you start calling things universal, you start to veer towards prescriptivism. statements such as "all art is about x" and "all humans experience x" frequently has the unspoken sentiment that "I will not contemplate the absence of x." there are people who do not experience love. there is art that is not made, in a general sense, to explore "the human condition," but rather to explore some other idea. and I suppose you could insist that no, it IS in fact about the human condition, or about love, or whatever, but to do so misses out on both what people have to say and what art has to say. you close yourself off from really vital, interesting perspectives of the world by doing that.
people have interesting things to say outside of your current worldview! and of course art does as well. don't do others the disservice of refusing to engage with it! you won't grow at all that way.
#narrates#just thinking about how like. for example#people will say hozier's works are all about love#and while he DOES sing about love frequently he also has quite a lot more to say!#both about love itself and about other topics. his art is very politically charged#and its such a disservice to focus on the 'universal' (read: comforting) theme of love at the exclusion of the much more uncomfortable idea#that he also expresses#the specificity of people's sentiments is a very good thing! it's okay if universality doesn't exist.#you can find ideas meaningful AND revel in their commonality without needing them to be shared by all human beings
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For a whole year it genuinely felt like Rings of power was a fever dream and now there is a second season
I am stuck between a state of mortification and morbid glee
#lord of the rings#the rings of power#jokes on them I've read a lot of lotr fanfiction#I CAN BE ENTERTAINED WITH WORSE#but anyways love how this came out on the 29th and then the new epic saga aired yesterday#it feels like the universe balancing itself out#like the wisdom saga was the consolation prize for having to endure the existence of this show#but i love to watch a burning ship go down so#time to get comfy and get unreasonably mad about all of it#except i guess a handful of parts that i *might* genuinely like#big maybe
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I miss my Italian grandma.
She is the reason I love Ruby. Because they share the same personality.
This is the reason I am still in love with the adult version of a fictional character.
My Italian gran was the only healthy maternal figure I had growing up... And the only person to love me unconditionally in my entire life.
... And I'm afraid it will stay that way, with how things are going...
...
There. I said it. The cat is out of the bag.
May the budding rose she imprinted in my heart stay intact and safe, even though it will likely never get to bloom...
All the other bad imprinting, represented by roots of all evil, has / have been removed.
This rosebud is the only living flower standing in the middle of the snowy clearing and scenery inside my soul.
I will cherish this rose forever, with all I have.
#grief#that I processed#some things about how I processed it are better left unsaid#but some WR art was involved#is all im gonna say#it only took me like#7 years to figure this out#I know why I love Ruby#and at least for once it's for the healthiest reason ever#rest in peace Mamma Lucia#forever missed#she was too good for this world#she offered food to a burglar that broke into her house once#that's the kind of person she was#love incarnate#or maybe she was an angel if angels even exist#and yeah#RWBY and Whiterose is how I resolved my complicated grief#the artist of the WR piece gets no credit because even though they are a good artist they're still... not a good person#thank you Monty#RWBY helped me heal from 70% of my trauma#I hope he met her maybe#in the afterlife#where all of the people that have a special place in my heart are waiting for me#soon we will be together again#the universe has a sick and twisted sense of humor#and quite frankly it can go fuck itself#sometimes I think “I'm still here but at what cost...?”#my heart is beating louder than ever before and I feel alive#alive... and so fucking bored. God why am I so bored now that all the trauma and inner torment is gone?
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*walks in, removes eye protective wear and hangs up labcoat after a long day of Observing One Piece Ship Discourse On Twitter fieldwork* so while it may appear strange that people really readily say "luffy is canon aroace/doesnt care about any of that" whenever someone makes a truther post about luffy/hancock and then those same people may turn around and share a bunch of posts about gay ships involving luffy, it's actually more of a symptom of the fact that while most people posting said gay luffy ships are completely aware that their ships will not/could not/probably even should not actually be canon and are deep in the hypothetical, many dudebro types who ship luffy with hancock are completely convinced that their ship absolutely should or even will become canon, simply because he is a male protagonist and she is an extremely attractive woman who is interested in him, and it makes "no sense" for luffy to not go with her, either because they think that is how Stories Should Work (heteronormativity) or because they want Coolguy Chad Luffy and think having a hot woman obsessed with him like, adds to his coolness points in some vague objectifying way, which got more and more misogynistic sounding the longer i tried to find a way to word that sentence. this last interpretation does disservice to both of their characters and frankly, completely doesn't comply with any of the reasons hancock fell in love with him in canon in the first place. if you look for more then a minute at either of their characters you can tell that in canon it would never work, not even just because luffy is completely and entirely disinterested and in all likelihood that will never change, but because although I would say hancock's love is based on real traits of his she respects and was deeply moved by, she idolizes him and her fantasies about being with him involve shit he wouldn't actually do or say. she loves him because he's, literally, the only man she's ever met- and in the current day, often only person she knows across the board besides literally her sisters, who doesn't immediately treat her like a sexual object- and he only doesn't because of his fundamental and absolute disinterest in her, romantically or sexually. they exist in a paradox, and that paradox is used as a source of comic relief. what they have going on would be LESS interesting if he liked her in that way. if he was interested in her she would not like him in the first place. this got really off topic sorry. what im saying is this is why 1 person posting about how luffy and hancock are Totally Canon Endgame because who could turn down such a bad bitch!!!!!!! is a mischaracterization statement that prompts response or backlash in a way that 20 people posting zolu making out sloppy style in a corner completely aware that they are indulging in a mirror dimension and He Would Not Fucking Say That is not
#one piece#not gonna tag this with any characters im not gonna subject more people to this post on purpose.#I will add that personally the fact luffy is 17 and hancock is 29 when she falls in love with him also makes it not my cup of tea#but i dint mention that in the post because I don't think its actually necessarily relevant to the logistics here#since the story itself Doesnt Bother With That. i just bother with that separately#this is less about the fact thats fuckin peculiar and more subliminally about how i hate that duebros objectify the character#whos entire deal w trust and shit is how she cant ever escape being objectified by other characters in universe#and then specifically do it in regards to one of her only bonds with another character who Doesn't do that#like. SCREAM#sorry if this analysis is really tired or smthn im watching the show for the first time so idk whats been said on this previously#THIS ISNT MEANT TO BE SHIP HATE IM SORRY#if youre reading this even tho you dont know one piece and are curious on how im so certain he doesn't like her a bit of context:#hancock's power is basically that if anybody feels even the slightest bit of desire for her at all she can hit them with a beam#and itll instantly turn them to stone. this has worked on literally everybody ever men and women alike#like she does a little maneuver and it sets that ''oh shit shes hot'' reactor off in their head and she hits them with a beam#luffy crashes through the ceiling of her house and ends up seeing her while shes bathing#and she hits him with the beam and it still does nothing. because hes luffy and he doesnt care about all that etc
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Space Marine 2 = 7/10. It's sounds are great but the weapons are underpowered and the AI companions are legitimately worthless. Playing on Hard Mode was fucking perfect but I could not defend anything while my two knucklehead NPCs literally stood around doing nothing and all the ranged enemies aimed solely at me. Normal mode is too easy :(
I swear on my eyeballs there's a legit cooldown on attacking for the companion AIs. I am positive this is deliberate to force players towards playing in multiplayer.
Satan made this game.
In conclusion, Space Marine 2's campaign is still not better than Titanfall 2's campaign. One of many, sad to see.
#space marine 2#tlgtw ooc#the story is also really ordinary but theyre space marines#theyre literally ubermensches what can you expect from them?#expressing their emotions outside of a snarl once in a while!?#cmon... this is warhammer !!#You have to be manly and patriarchal. Stamp down ur human feelings! The very nature of the universe itself is written to compel it!!#I love how cute the weapons are though can't deny that
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Who did you think would win in a battle?
Wyatt Halliwell or Hope Mikaelson?
Definitely Wyatt Halliwell! Mostly because I haven't actually watched a single episode of any of the Vampire Diaries shows yet, so I have no idea who Hope is. (The main character in Legacies, I think?) (Don't worry, it's on my to watch list, my watch list is just really long atm.) I will say though that Wyatt is gonna be my answer for most situations. (Also thanks for the chance to do a little meta about Wyatt and his powers.)
From an objective standpoint in regards to powers, Wyatt wins against pretty much anything. I've said before and I'll say it again, I believe that Wyatt managed to break the Grand Design in the unchanged future with the exposure of magic, and I think that means he was able to kill some beings that he should not have traditionally been able to, aka the Cleaners and maybe even the Angel(s) of Destiny. (Which also loops into one of my now favorite headcanons that prophecies are made as a warning that a witch capable of breaking the Grand Design is coming.)
The catch, and how I'm able to write Wyatt in literally any conflict in my next gen fics, is that he has a critical weakness: he is terrified at the possibility of what he's capable of. (I have also mentioned that interpretation before, in connection with how Billie unintentionally makes it worse.) That kind of power is a lot for one person to handle, and Wyatt outclasses quite literally everyone around him by a large margin. I think that in a sense, his own fear serves as a kind of limiter on his power because he won't use them to the fullest extent. This is partially because he doesn't fully know what he's capable of because he doesn't experiment with his powers or push boundaries the same way that Chris does. While Wyatt has that kind of power, he lacks a greater amount of control and precision because he doesn't practice.
In a situation where Wyatt does go full-out, however, I think that he wins, no question. It's incredibly rare for him to do so, but one of his primary powers (projection) is a version of reality warping, y'know? That's not even getting into the fact that he has energy waves that can flat-out incinerate enemies without even trying. The challenge is getting him to a place where he doesn't hold back.
#knightlywonders#asks#charmed#wyatt halliwell#i'm sorry i know this definitely isn't what you were looking for but i still need to sit down and watch tvd universe stuff#charmed meta#i was looking through my wyatt tag and i'm surprised i don't have more in there#i love wyatt halliwell so much like he is just a character that i think you can interpret in so many different ways#but canon lends itself to some pretty complex interpretations bc this is a child raised with such a powerful legacy#but also has his own heavy expectations and responsibility from when he is BORN so deciding how to balance it all#is just really interesting to me. he's definitely one of my favorite characters to rotate in my brain#even tho i def don't do it nearly as much as chris and bianca but he's up there#everytime i sit down and plot for the next gen characters i just get obsessed#like phoebe's oldest daughter peyton? love rotating her in my brain she's great#there's just so much to work with the idea of legacy and how their parents impacted them#but also the way that they each kinda have their own responsibilities that are unique to them#along with the unique way that they each approach magic and demons and protecting the innocent#idk i just love next gen so much man
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Tsumugi the cosmos the moon and stars at night, my love.
does tsumugi know he is more vast and wonderous than the galaxy itself............ yknow ive always been a big lover of the night sky
#honestly i could build on this little discovery of mine soooo much#i love that tsumugi is the night because it has that softness to it. esp when matched with his voice#such a sweet tender voice that can lull anyone to sleep#not to mention how he tends to have blankets on hand bc of his whole bird thing#and the night sky also gives us a glimpse into what the universe holds#how the world is so much bigger than we are#but how the universe is also full of infinite beauty and wonders#idk....... it makes me think of like#tsumugi often downplays himself and his importance and such#being much more confident as some sidekick rather than the main attraction#but hes always drawn to “main character” type people#and in a way i can view the night the same way#bc well. its often not the night itself that we find so beautiful#its what the night shows us#the stars..... the cosmos........ the moon..........#but at the same time this is PART of the night#the night highlighting the beautiful galaxy makes the night itself special.......... and lovable#am i making sense#guys im delirious#ask
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succession is simultaneously a:
shakespearean tragedy
postmodern tragicomedy
drama about dysfunctional families and cycles of abuse/trauma
comedy about the absurdity of the ultra wealthy
surreal circus of repressed queerness
political critique of the toxicity of late-stage capitalism
trying to pinpoint exactly what kind of show it is feels impossible, and that's what makes it good – you can rewatch it and experience it from a different lens each and every time and i love it for that
#listened to an interview w the writers who were asked if succession is a tragedy with comedic elements or a comedy with tragic elements#and the answer was basically that they don't really think of it that way and it's impossible to categorize it either way#like there's no real ratio of tragedy: comedy it kind of transcends that at least in my experience#i think the architecture of the story is more like a tragedy but it often expresses itself in comedic moments#and there's the political commentary that underscores it all#and i dont think its really possible to separate all these elements they live together and work with each other#similar to how the opening theme is a mixture of classical music and hip hop and would not be the same without either of those elements#that but with all the different layers that the show exists in#i added the queerness point in not because it's like. a necessarily popular view but because there is a way u can watch it where it's just#*just like. everyone is so fruity and fucked up and repressed#and it's p much canon that none of the side characters are straight#and roman def isn't but i dont think any of the siblings except maybe connor are#and it's like wow this is like the dark twisted alternate universe's queer found family trope#(love it for that. btw.)#i talk so much in tags i should just make another fucking post sorry#succession#hbo succession#queerasian.txt
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Can't sleep brain too full of death
#sfw#personal#ok to reblog#so uh Fiona and Cake spoilers but#there's a lot of death and almost all of it always happened and never unhappened and I'm not ok actually#the universe where the Lich succeeded... if you don't blink you can see it happen#and then there was nothing nothing in the universe Everything Died#and then BMO... even without thinking about how horrifying it would be happening to flesh that's gonna haunt me...#Vampire world introduces itself with Simon's rotting corpse which remains even in present time#The Star... whose servants TEAR THEIR OWN HEADS OFF IN FEAR OF HER#and everyone died like it was nothing#I love this show so much but the death... all the meaningless death...#I'm too far removed from the idea of the narrative I'm too deep in the universe I can't see it as plot I see it as though I lived it myself#“so don't watch things you know will be upsetting you” unfortunately I love these characters and it was worth the pain of watching#I need to sleep please let me leave these thoughts and process my feelings later when I'm not alone and eating my own sleep time#please#Fiona and Cake spoilers#spoilers#cw death#tw death
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