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fungaldeity · 9 months ago

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first time having a coworker die. i didn’t know it could happen it doesn’t feel real

#so fucking awful #how am i supposed to just accept this #she worked all her life and didn’t even get to retire

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marigraphia · 2 months ago

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I've had this pose ref saved for a while and the Superman set photos just gave off the same energy 👉🏻👈🏻

The reference is this photo of Katharine Hepburn as Antiope and Colin Keith-Johnston as Theseus in the 1932 play 'The Warrior's Husband' (and I'd love for people to turn into a draw your otp meme pls pls pls this pose is so good)

And also, of course, the Superman (2025) set photos

#superfamilyweek #superman #dcu #clois #lois lane #clark kent #i was actually gonna post this a few days ago but then i found out about the superfamily week #it wasn't made for it but i hope you can accept this humble offering even if it doesn't really fit the prompts #art #digital #fanart #live-action #dc #regular #final #colour #this actually from june when the set photos came out and i just got completely obsessed and went into a clois haze #it all looks so good though!! the whole thing!!!! i'm vibrating with excitement just thinking about it!!!!!!!#if this film isn't good i'm gonna be sooo disappointed you guys have no idea how much i'm looking forward to it #but anyway. ART RAMBLES: as i mentioned on the tags of my last drawing this piece gave me SUCH a headache #i think it's probably cos it was just supposed to be a quick sketch so i used a more stable pencil brush #but then i really liked it so i decided to properly colour it instead of just doing the watercolour thing i usually do for sketches #but with finished pieces i like the lineart to be kinda messy and the sketch to even show through bit #and since i used the more stable brush for the sketch it ended up looking WAY too clean. not like my stuff at all.#so i just started throwing stuff at the wall to see what could make it more interesting. full background! actual lineart! texture layers!#and this here is what i was the happiest with. i don't... love it though. it should be looking way more interesting given the pose #and then i also did the purge girl halfway through this and it looked SO good right out of the bat (pun intended)#so i went a bit into a spiral. did some realistic stuff i'll post soon. and now am trying out a thick black lineart style.#(i'll definitely still use the coloured lines for the sketchy watercolour stuff though. it just looks way too cute)

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theghoulofme · 6 months ago

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something that genuinely annoys me as a chronically ill person is getting constantly asked only about my health. how are you? how are you dealing with it mentally? im the same as always. this is my normal. i don't want to be constantly asked about it. cant you be interested in something else about me. not my health. ask me about what I've been doing. what am i listening to. any fun dreams ive had. it gets really depressing very fast when every single interaction with others ends up starting with your chronic illnesses.

like i know it feels fucking different to you and you with your perfect health can't even imagine how someone is living like this. but this is my life. this is my normal. and id like to get treated like im more than just my illness

#rant #prompted by my grandma #i appreciate her caring but i do not like to feel negative every time im just telling her how my life is #why is it so hard for people to just accept that this is how i am right now and there is no guarantee im gonna be any better soon #the chronic in chronic illness is there for a reason #i hope this makes sense its 4am and im supposed to be asleep #chronic illness #chronically ill #disabled #disabilities #disability

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bakudekublogblog · 8 months ago

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kacchan really is so funny for being like BUT WHAT ABOUT BAKUDEKU CANON when he finds out izuku is quirkless

#bakudeku #bkdk #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers #mha leaks #he really is like WHAT ABOUT US #WHAT ABOUT EVERYTHING WE BEEN THROUGH #izuku is such a Gabriella too he DO be running away from his feelings every chance he gets #what about US IZUKU WHAT ABOUT OUR MARRIAGE #WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS MANGA IF WE ARENT MARRIED #and Izuku is like oh no my baby is on too many painkillers hahaha he’s not proposing to me right now that’s silly #if he was proposing that would mean he loved me and I can’t accept that reality I’m too much of a burden #I can’t think of myself long enough to realize I am valued #two months ago Izuku was like :) I’m so blessed kacchan talks to me almost normally #how is he supposed to process he was just proposed to by that same boy #like he’s also just gone through almost losing him he’s probably like I’m lucky he’s alive and breathing near me #and kacchan’s like I LOVE YOU I WANT YOU FOREVER #Izuku is overwhelmed ok give him some slack

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s2pdoktopus · 10 months ago

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It started as just me wanting to draw Tatsuma as a teen and evolved into... Whatever this is...

#gintama #sakamoto tatsuma #i love funny haha man very much right now. space terrorist is mostly just along for the ride XD #i initially planed to draw the joui 4 but I couldn't figure out how they would look in my style?#as much as a consistent style I have anyway XD #and it's fun to draw tatsuma so I just drew him #and some sakataka because like. of course I drew the one ship I'm currently into. what else am i supposed to do? starve??#i've come to accept that I'll be in this hellhole for a while so please bear with me for a moment

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titanic-1997 · 2 years ago

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Jack Dawson + accepting his fate in Titanic (1997)

After Jack fails to stay on the wooden paneling with Rose, his expression indicates that he's accepted his fate. He knows he is going to die so she can live.

#titanicedit #ldicaprioedit #perioddramaedit #filmedit #weloveperioddrama #titanic #*#ik the quality is bad but i had to brighten this obviously #i am just *so tired* of the people who watch this and don't understand that jack was supposed to die *no matter what*#they immediately blame Rose for “killing him” or whatever but it misses the point of the whole story 🤡#to be fair this scene is quite dark but still. how do people not notice that Jack knows he will die?#yet he nods in acceptance because he wants Rose to live

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beaulesbian · 2 years ago

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Get yourself patched up already!

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naamahdarling · 18 days ago

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#i gotta go get my T bloodwork done tomorrow #which is fine but like #last time i was there the nurse was REALLY weird and they were pretty annoyed with me #because i hadn't come in for a long time #because life shit happened including breaking my ankle #and it's the same situation now but like so much fucking worse #and i don't want them to be assholes to me about it or about how i kind of miss shots quite a bit #like that's A Thing #it's a problem for me #but i don't deserve AT ALL to get scolded for it or treated like I'm doing something wrong #ugh i just have a chip on my shoulder #i know it has the potential to go fine and i am bringing backup with me #but EVERYTHING has gone wrong lately!#and if this goes wrong there is every chance it'll drive me to getting the stuff online and not getting bloodwork AT ALL #and I want to tell them that but I feel like they'd just be shitty about it because ultimately they may be an inclusive clinic #but they are still medical professionals and gatekeepers at heart and you can't trust medpros and gatekeepers further than you can spit #idk man I'm an adult just leave me alone to do my thing and accept that I will be in once a year for sure but no promises on more than that #i'm tired in advance #idk i just got the feeling last time that they were accusing me of getting my T illicitly and it's like bitch im not but even if i was #aren't you supposed to be a place people can be honest about their situations? am i not here jumping through your hoops to do it legally?#im doing what you wanted but the thing is I DON'T HAVE TO and if you keep acting weird im going to have to STOP #because i don't have energy to deal with my disintegrating life AND gatekeeping judgy bullshit #do cis men have to dance like this?

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kutie106 · 13 days ago

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I saw someone talking about how teenagers now just skip the awkward phase and I’m like, yeah that checks out. Girls in my grade are already looking like college students, dating like 3 ppl a week, getting freaky (true story 😨) doing drugs and I’m like, where is your personality?? Where is your joy. The few of us left deserve time to figure ourselves and our styles out without having to be compared to the embodiment of 14 going on 24. Please just let me be teenage ugly in peace I hate hate hate it not being able to experiment with clothes and hair without feeling like I’m so far behind everyone else when 10 years ago nobody would bat an eye at a teenager just being a teenager. All the 20-30 year olds now have their photos of their awkward teenage years and yeah it might’ve been cringe but it was fun, wasn’t it? If everyone was awkward then it really wasn’t that bad at all but noooooo Jesica and her 40 clones just have to all have the same basic personality and act so old like no we’re freshmen and we should be allowed to be awkward

#This post aka me yapping about being a weird kid #I hate it here let me be weird when it should be acceptable #And it WAS for the older generations #What’s so different about now #I’m so sorry that not all of us can have shiny hair and glowy skin I was just born 15 years ago how am I supposed to have figured that out

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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do u think either charles or erik had trouble coming to terms with their love for one another?? like religious guilt, internalized homophobia, etc.

Many such cases really … not hard to imagine them dealin with that …

#snap chats #erik might depend tho. depends on when he realizes hes in love with charles #before going Full Magneto i can imagine SOME internalized guilt but post prob not #under the whole ‘why be ashamed of what i am in ANY regard’ and all that #charles def probably has a worse time dealing with feelings of guilt #tho thats just charles in general being in love with someone i fear fjOWDJAKS #i cant imagine gender has anything to do with it tho. just charles Being Charles #hang on im sitting here thinking about it now #i think charles and erik wouldnt DOUBT the love they have for each other just- again depending on what era of erik this is- may be hesitant #magneto erik reads more as Bitterly in love with charles do you know what i mean #like ‘i love you and its painful i love you because of how incompatible we are now’ type shit #charles got that tired divorced-but-still-in-love dad energy about him towards magneto #fuck i was supposed to talk about their First Feelings Of Love im so off topic djOAZJSJ #my brain refuses to think of them younger than their thirties im so sorry let me try again #yeah no i could see them both accept the fact they have feelinfs about each other but for one reason or another not act on it #esp if they were with gab at the time. Oops. its kinda awkward now #in THAT RESPECT THEN i can see charles feeling conflicted and a little guilty #ditto on eriks part if he acknowledges charles’ feelings for gab #but without gab in the picture? i could see charles making a move and not being so ashamed of himself #maybe. after some time together i do see charles making the first move #would erik reciprocate and admit his feelings in that moment ? maybe not. give him like. a day or two tho diOEDJSJ #i typed all that bullshit for nothing sorry i put the answer at rhe very bottom we know how i am at this point #see now i just imagine charles talking to erik about accepting his queerness and erik getting snooty #like No Erik Im Not Saying This So You’ll Date Me I’m Saying This So You Love Yourself or something to that tune #and charles is truthful in that hes all about helping others accept themselves. and thats exactly why erik falls harder in love with him 😔#and then they make out sloppy style the end

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madaqueue · 5 months ago

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i only cried once today after being yelled at/scolded for two hours straight!!!!! i would like my hug and pat on the head for being so good now please!!!!!!!

#technically i did cry one more time when i got home lmao #but like IT WAS MY FIRST DAY #AND MY FIRST DAY DOING ALL THESE THINGS #and i kept getting scolded for not knowing how to do stuff when it was a) literally my first time #and b) the person who was upset with me was SUPPOSED TO TRAIN ME #BUT THEY DIDNT #instead they just kept saying ‘you’re doing that wrong’#without ever showing me how to do it right #:(( like it’s your job to teach me!!!!#also they ignored me the entire morning like literally didn’t introduce themself or even say hi #and i am a VERY like outgoing/bubbly person irl #but i also need positive feedback or i will crumble to pieces #and i hate being made to feel stupid when i wasn’t taught something #like if you show me how to do it ill do it perfect the next time!!!#but expecting me to know something without being taught is impossible and setting us both up for failure #bleh sorry for ranting :(( bad day for quinn lmao #anyways i’m gonna eat some chocolate and do some homework and think about kissing gojo and maybe things will be better #i am accepting hugs and pats on the head though #because i was very brave (didn’t audibly cry in front of others)#q speaks

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b4kuch1n · 1 year ago

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ough brain is doing SO bad but sometimes. there are colors

#bakuspeech #WIP #cw: gore #the stuffed animal cartoon kind. but still #ask to tag #Im so fucking sorry I keep going like I will draw! (does not draw for three weeks #I. ngl Somethin is goin on up there. I finished writing a Thing and it doesnt solve that #I just. this is my capacitance really I think. I just gotta. accept it. work with it #its always so funny tho bc like I look at whatever it is Im drawing rn and its like hey this looks like shit! this looks ass #and then I keep drawing it.#like this piece is at Least two weeks into something thats supposed to be a pretty quick revised illus for #an old wizard leon design. and like if I werent Bit Off it wouldve stayed that way #instead. this is how its goin #I have not slept for 23 hours. I should uh. fix that #but yeah its just. my brain is wrappin itself around some new ideas n concepts n shit rn #like. I was really afraid I wouldnt be able to paint digitally if Im not on the screen tablet #and its kinda fuckin with me? like obviously I can. I am literally doing the exact same things Im doing on the screen tablet #but now on a graphic tablet #thats just. not getting thru to my brain yet. for some reason. its still generating goo n such #well! what is a guy to do. if not blastin off regardless #sorry. I really should sleep now #have a good night lads! this piece will be done when its done. I am NOT saying more I am not jinxing SHIT #u should change ur pillowcases! it really does send u to another realm

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halfratsalready · 9 months ago

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Can’t wait for the epic map where young Night Swan and the Traveler go from friends to rivals and nothing else happens between them! Can’t wait for the cameo of a random coach with red hair that Night Swan shows vague interest in, implying that he’s Jack’s father! Can’t wait for the Traveler to go home to his loving wife and son after a long day of beefing with Night Swan! Cuz that’s how this is gonna play out, right? 😬

#I am so afraid how am I supposed to function at all today and tomorrow knowing what’s coming #if they do this to us idek what I’ll do #cuz I refuse to accept it #just dance #night swan just dance #the traveler just dance #night swan jd #the traveler

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forcebookish · 4 months ago

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damn remember when ichigo went full hollow and orihime was terrified of him but when ulquiorra, someone she has only known as a hollow and kidnapped her by threatening to murder all her friends and spent her whole imprisonment intimidating her, asked her if she was afraid of him she said she wasn't

🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

LIKE WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT????????

#did he just mindlessly stumble into these parallels #am i really not supposed to think that orihime being afraid of the monster that the guy she's in 'love' with turned into FOR HER #and her not being afraid of the guy who has done NOTHING but MENACE her ISN'T POINTED AND SAYS SOMETHING VERY CLEAR ABOUT HER RELATIONSHIPS #WITH THEM?#DOES THAT NOT PROJECT A VERY CLEAR MESSAGE THAT SHE KNOWS THE SOUL OF ONE AND NOT THE OTHER #THAT SHE CAN'T ACCEPT THE REALITY OF SOMEONE SHE'S ADMIRED FOR YEARS BUT APPRECIATES THE HUMANITY OF A FULL-TIME MONSTER?#ulquihime have a very ''i know i'm a monster but you treat me like a man'' type relationship #this is the pattern of ih scenes they're always Almost romantic lol #ichigo totally losing himself to his darker side in his need to protect her can easily be read as romantic #but then she??? completely rejects him?????????#AND THEN ALL BUT LITERALLY GIVES ULQUIORRA HER HEART!!!!!!!!!#REACHES TO HOLD HIS HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#bleaching #don't get me started about ichigo not administering the final blow with ulquiorra because both he and kubo fucking forgot how zanpakuto wor #ulquiorra could have been purified and gone to soul society and become a regular character but noooooooooooooooo #at least that scene is romantic af #even if AGAIN LIKE I KEEP SAYING an editor needed to be like uh hey sensei. remember. remember what zanpakuto do.#hey sensei. why don't we ever see hollows as souls in soul society. hey.#anyway.

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pageofheartdj · 5 months ago

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Please, allosexuals can be sex-repulsed. It's not either both or neither. You can be attracted to people and want to be intimate with them, but feel aversion to the idea anyway.

#it creates so much confusion in people who think their sexuality is what they feel about sex #it has nothing to do with it #people are so obsessed with sex they think the sex itself is what shapes their orientation jkh #yes disliking sex is included in obsession with sex #allosexual #sex-repulsed #i know i keep saying it #but i feel really discouraged every time i see posts like 'i wonder if i am ace. nah dicks are gross i am tots ace'#thats not... thats not tied #you can feel attraction and be grossed out by dicks #humans identity is complex we can get contradicting traits so we just gotta figure how to work with both of them #being extroverted and shy sucks so you figure out how to make it work #being sex repulsed and allosexual sucks so you figure out how to make it work #and it extra sucks if your aspec identity does not include hating sex #like i do not feel very included(and seen) where being grossed out by sex/hating it is the main description #i get the world sucks and pushes you to have sex #i am sex repulsed i KNOW it sucks #but yaknow #i thought the community was supposed to be 'the world sucks here we accept it all'#and not 'here we accept only what the world doesnt'#=(

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cent-scratchnsniff · 4 months ago

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#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #good heavens.... .#lobotomy corporation spoilers #SOMEHOW #lobotomy corp spoilers #carmen lobcorp #listen. i have an explanation okay. it doesnt make sense but it was funny in my head #adam has an earing. thought it would be funny if it was just from ayin . is it? not quite sure #text explanation carmen wanted to do diy piercings in the outskirts and ayin went 'nuh uh safety issues' before caving and #making her practice and do it first on him to make sure it goes well and taken care of correctly before she does it on herself #thus the one ear piecing is born. the alternative joke was that it was just clip on. am i going to question the clothing? nah #mind fuckery the facility is made outa thay too. could that also be for the earing and tatoo? yeah. is it more funny to me thos way? yeah #no idea how the hell adam speaks by the way we ball w that . tatoo is just a sharpie as well dont know why there would be any way to put ink #to skin in an efficient manner. besides mind fuckery which is also totally acceptable but null for the sake of shitty comedy #adam lobcorp #ayin lobcorp #thats it. yup. the only spoilers i have is ayins appearance and name actually. only thing i knew going in. so i suppose this will do #(im procrastinating day 49 i know i can do it but im in agony thinking abt it)#also thought it funny at the idea of an piercing made by carmen's hands ending up being used by the facet of A that is carrying out her will #even still even if it is in the most absurd and irrational way possible. wanting to give freedom and realization and the ability to not #have to just survive but be free to live inside the world with their desires and wants in the most 'purest' and 'strongest' form for all #even if it is a SHIT PLAN!!! established broken man whayever ill bully adam regardless

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