#and i am a VERY like outgoing/bubbly person irl
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i only cried once today after being yelled at/scolded for two hours straight!!!!! i would like my hug and pat on the head for being so good now please!!!!!!!
#technically i did cry one more time when i got home lmao#but like IT WAS MY FIRST DAY#AND MY FIRST DAY DOING ALL THESE THINGS#and i kept getting scolded for not knowing how to do stuff when it was a) literally my first time#and b) the person who was upset with me was SUPPOSED TO TRAIN ME#BUT THEY DIDNT#instead they just kept saying ‘you’re doing that wrong’#without ever showing me how to do it right#:(( like it’s your job to teach me!!!!#also they ignored me the entire morning like literally didn’t introduce themself or even say hi#and i am a VERY like outgoing/bubbly person irl#but i also need positive feedback or i will crumble to pieces#and i hate being made to feel stupid when i wasn’t taught something#like if you show me how to do it ill do it perfect the next time!!!#but expecting me to know something without being taught is impossible and setting us both up for failure#bleh sorry for ranting :(( bad day for quinn lmao#anyways i’m gonna eat some chocolate and do some homework and think about kissing gojo and maybe things will be better#i am accepting hugs and pats on the head though#because i was very brave (didn’t audibly cry in front of others)#q speaks
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HI IM BACK AGAIN
I am truly like a little rat that you fed once and now it is NOT going to go away, I'm so sorry in advance.
If your Match ups are still open, might I request one for myself? 👀
Fandom: Tokyo debunker
Pronouns: any
Zodiac: Scorpio
Sexuality: irl I'm a lesbian but FICTIONAL men are 👉👈 yknow what I mean?
MBTI: INFP-T
Appearance: I have short, auburn hair that I usually keep in a half-up-half-down hair do or put up in a hair clip if I'm feeling fancy. I'm really bloody short (160cm) and I have freckles basically everywhere on me. I've got a couple tattoos (I just got one today actually!) And a bunch of scars. Some have cool stories (almost lost a finger breaking up a dog fight) and others just have dumb ones (burned my wrist on a panini press because my reflexes are utter dog shit)
Personality: I am either the most bubbly, outgoing, friendly, info-dumping son of a bitch or the calmest, laziest, reserved, most introverted person you'll ever meet. There is literally no in between.
Likes: rain, long drives, dancing/singing go loud music, sharing my very long list of fun facts, sho 👉👈
Dislikes: spicy food, awkward scenes in movies, being in crowded rooms, Romeo >:(
Hobbies: I'm a huge art nerd and if I'm watching something I'm drawing something at the same time. I also do semi-professional(?) voice acting in my spare time and I love to sing but usually not in front of people unless I'm drunk enough to make an ass of myself 👉😎👉
That's it! Sorry for writing so much but I love the way you write and I truly am starved for crumbs so I have 100% latched onto you <3
Hi! It's an honour and a great compliment to have you latch onto me! Thank you for your request! I hope you like your matchup!
Okay, I know Sho’s your favourite character but I do genuinely think you would be a great couple!
He likes your outgoing and bubbly, yet also laid back attitude. It’s a nice change from the constant intensity that Leo gives out. Sho has to admit, he much prefers your presence.
Sho loves going on long rides on Bonnie with you. He’ll set up your helmet so you two can blast the same music as well.
You two are definitely going to bond over your dislike of spicy food. He’s so glad there’s someone in his life that appreciates food without it needing to be drenched in spice.
I think he would enjoy having you in the kitchen with him while he’s cooking. Whether you’re sitting in companionable silence or info-dumping about your latest interest, he’s happy in your presence.
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hi!!!!!!!!! i am loving the fandom ships sosososososo much!!!!!!!! your hcs are actually the best too and im just so happy ur sharing ur wonderful writing w us:D
no pressure at all too but i would love a fandom ship for the outsiders too:D!! boy or girl is good!
im about 5'4, light brown hair, dark blue eyes, my eyes r like bigg like OwO irl LOL
my hair goes down to the middle of my back, and its like 2a curls i think?
also im white lol so the things that go with that, and i have freckles! and my cheeks are always pink no matter what i do bro (i get accused of blushing at everything BUT ITS JUST MY FACE HFSLDKJKS)
my personality is very talkative, outgoing, blabbermouth esque, and the typical girly i think? like i like doing my makeup and dressing up and stuffs
i think im an optimist too, i dont get angry or upset at people very often
im always really interested in learning about people so i love listening to what they want to talk about!
my hobbies are all the artsy crafty stuff,(writing, reading, painting, drawing, yarn crafts, sewing, decor, music, instrumentsssz) but thats when im not studying:P i spend soooo much time on school and i take it really serious, and im always happy to help my friends w their work too so that may b what keeps me occupied a lot loll
but i also love being outside! that counts as a hobby i think- stuff like just walking, or biking or skating !
Because you’re one of my favorites and a loyal mutual I’m giving you a guy and a girl!!!!
Your outsiders ship: Cherry Valance and Sodapop Curtis!
Explanation: you guys are so pretty together like you’re just such pretty queens. I just wanna say that like Dallas Winston can go cry himself a hole because you have cherry valance cherry valance has you and you guys look so freaking good together just aesthetically pleasing because you guys are both so beautiful. I love the way that you both contrast each other. You with your light brown hair her with her red hair you with your blue eyes and her with her brown eyes. I just think you guys would be beautiful in different ways that really come together for a very neat image you guys are literally the “it”lesbian couple. She thinks you’re natural blush, and freckles are really cute and she has a bit of a natural blush herself so she totally understands whenever people think that you’re blushing at things when you’re actually not you just have a little bit of a pink face. as for your personality I think you would get along really well together because she’s also pretty talkative and bubbly most of the time and I think that U2 would just be really nice popular girls at your school that people look up to and I think she would appreciate your optimism and a lot of situations and truth be told kind of wishes that she did have optimism because she loves your mindset and I honestly think that you would be such a healthy and cute relationship because you guys are so uplifting to each each other she build you up and you build her up. I feel like she’s not very much of an artsy person or a skater, but she absolutely supports all of your hobbies and I feel like she would watch you do art and just ask a ton of questions and if you drew a portrait of her and did anything like that just or made like a keychain for her or something like that I think she keep it forever and just be so proud of it and probably like put it on a bracelet or something and try and keep it with her at all times, I think you’re the type of person that would go to her cheerleading games like just go to the football games to watch her cheer and I think she’d be forever grateful for that and honestly, you guys are just so cute and supportive of each other I 100% ship!!💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
Explanation: he really loves your big eyes and you’re curly hair that almost give you kind of a doll like appearance and I also think that he loves how short you are because I don’t know everything about you’re just reminds him of a doll and I think that is what made you kind of stand out to him in the first place besides of course, being drop dead gorgeous honey because that’s what you are!!! But he also gets the natural blush thing a lot, and I think that because of his charming personality, he comes off as flirting when he really just means to be friendly quite a lot so I think the natural blush doesn’t really help that much with that, but I think as for talkativeness, you guys would be a great pair.  I see him as easily socializing and being more of an extrovert so if you’re more of a talkative person, I think you guys would go great together and could definitely have laughs  and good times together just enjoying each other‘s company. He’s also like you an optimist and a people pleaser as well so I think that you guys some time would have a hard time choosing who’s going to have to be the bad cop you know. He also appreciates deeply that you embrace your femininity, and I think out of all the greasers he’s the greaser that embraces his own femininity the most, and I think he just really appreciates anyone else who does that because it’s just aesthetically pleasing let’s be so for real. Since you like asking about other people and what they’re into I think he would absolutely love that because as the middle Curtis sibling, he’s often used to getting ignored or only seen for his looks and when you ask him about himself, it pretty much just melt him because he’s so happy that someone finally cares about him beyond just how he looks or You know being the hot middle Curtis sibling and nothing else. I don’t think he’s very artsy but he absolutely supports you and probably would be a little bit annoying if I’m going to be honest, but he really tries his best to understand it and I also think that he would love doing outdoorsy things with you. You guys would be cute together. 💚
#the outsiders hcs#the outsiders headcanons#the outsiders#cherry valance x reader#cherry valance#sodapop Curtis#sodapop curtis x reader
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i want to hear a happy love story after that one ):
i did not properly go to school for the first several years of my life. actually, it was very improper even when i went to a “structured” aka public school. i was very alone a lot of the time which actually sits fine with me but i did notice that i was alone.
somewhere in the mess of people, popped out a girl with strikingly blonde hair and she was missing one of her teeth. she had the kind of smile like she had just gotten done roughhousing on the playground and was ready for some post-play mischief. i knew T would be my friend for years, we were separated. her family moved around, mine fell apart, she moved with her dad in states away, i moved out of the states. yet whenever we stumbled back together i felt the same as when she first fell into my life: “oh, hey, there’s my friend”
even after we were in middle school together, our classes were different. our friends were the same but things were too weird with me for her to regularly get involved. my health was in the tubes and, by the time high school rolled around, i was alone again. somewhere, in the mess of halls, T came outta nowhere and grabbed my arm, she dragged me to the breakfast table and very readily announced “this is my friend” to a group of girls i knew very little about.i knew that i didn’t understand the social consequences of T hanging out with me and calling me her friend, but i understood they were grave (i had a lot of issues, i was a problem-child for a few years)
while many people tried to avoid me and i did my own thing, i always looked around and she would be there, ready to offer me her hand and help me back up. she was extroverted where i was introverted, we fell apart but she never lost me. she never left me behind.
now that i live 800 miles away from her (actually, 850, now that i take into account T moving for her new life) i have just given her my new phone number this morning and plan to talk to her in about 20 minutes when she gets off of work. i can’t truly call her my childhood friend because it was so strange for us both, but she was my buddy and turned to my friend, a playmate turned adult in whatever way it can. and she’s never lost contact, never lost trust, never lost love, and i haven’t either.
i think her soul must remember losing part of itself to mine in some kind of past-life, if you wanna go by that metaphor, and she knows she doesn’t want to lose me again. and i’m grateful for i love her and would be utterly lost and confused with T as some kind of beacon. i’ll keep part of her in my soul, hoping that next time i’ll be the one that can help her along
#i very unfortunately don't have many happy love stories that are like#irl right now#personal#answered#not aesthetic#she's one of my good friends but i am making this without her permission but i don't think she'd care#but oh well T works fine for her name#i really do adore her#she's very bubbly and outgoing and for some reason she continuously is like 'no i want you to come along'#not many people in my life have done that#really not many at all#so i'm grateful#she has always been my friend and always will be#Anonymous
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Hello!! My name is Trashy. :)))) My main trait would be bravery. :)) I have a ENFP-A type personality! I am considered a very energetic, bubbly, and chaotic type person, however, I can also be quite calm and stable when things go wrong or hanging with friends. I love to make people laugh and I adore seeing smiles. :)) I am quite the teaser and I like to mess with my friends and make them flustered. X'D I can be too reckless or impulsive at times, and I'm known to go overboard when working on something and do so many things irl at once I get burnt out after sometimes as well. I also...don't have the most confidence in my self or self-esteem in general. frhbuejbr
I lastly am much like Mama Trashy, I like to bake and cook and take care of tsunderes and sweeties alike. gent ly h olds
"I believe I have just the bitty for ya." chuckles as I go into the other room. comin back with a bitty who sits cross legged on my shoulder that lowers his glasses a bit ta look at ya before smilin.
Fizz: "Lovely to meet you dear~"
Your Bravery soul makes it so you don't back down. Even if it seems all odds are against you. You won't let it scare you away from your goals!
Well lucky you, ya got Fizz! This little guy is probably the most confident bitty I have ever met! He loves your outgoing and social personality and he loves helping you tease your friends as well. Though, he could do without you burning out. But don't worry, he's the master of self care so anytime he sees you getting worked up, he manages to get face mask on your face, your favorite tv show and snacks at the ready. Trust him, it's for your own good.
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Birthday Surprises!
Request: Hi! 😊😊 These may be a weird combination😅😅 my birthday is coming up (this Tuesday), and I would like to make a request for Chris Evans x Reader(fluff), with these prompts. Note: reader is not an actress, is a friend of Chris that met through a common friend,😊😊 I love your writing😊😊 should you have any other personal touches in it, I will highly appreciate it. 32. “I figured roses were cliche and I know you like ___(food(ramen/samgyupsal(yes,I'm Asian 😅😅) so…” 47.“I’m observant.” 74. “You’re so cute.” @tom-hlover
Thank you for the lovely request! Happiest of birthday wishes, hon!!!!!!
I did add one personal touch hehehe. The character Lauren, is actually one of my best friends irl. She is just so amazing, and wants to be an actress, so I only found it fitting that she was in here, now you all can be her bestie too ;)
Today may seem like just another day for some, but for you it was your birthday! You were awakened with texts from friends and family, all congratulating you on your special day. One of your best friends, Lauren, had sent you birthday wishes too, but her text left a bit to the imagination.
🎬 Lauren 💗: Happy Birthday bestie!!! I have a little gift for ya, it should be on your doorstep later today…
Lauren has been your best friend, since childhood. Her dreams of being an actress came true when she landed a role in Avengers: Age of Ultron, as another Maximoff sibling. The one thing about Lauren was she was such a bubbly and outgoing person, that it was no problem for her to get along with the cast. After she did Age of Ultron, the producers decided to add her character in Captain America: Civil War. So during the time of production, she got especially close to Chris, Elizabeth, Anthony, and Sebastian. Of course, Lauren and Chris became closer through the many shenanigans they both perspired and then performed. The two were so alike in character, it was hard to separate them. One time, Sebastian and Anthony had challenged them to a prank war and of course the two adult-children couldn’t turn down the offer.
While Lauren filmed Avengers: Infinity War, she invited you to come down. It was fun to meet the cast, because apparently all Lauren did was talk about you. They were all so welcoming that you couldn’t wait to go back the next day. Even at the end of filming, they invited you to their cast dinner, which felt nice to be held so high in their minds. From there on out you were always invited to any events with them, becoming close to all.
So because Lauren was practically joined at the hip with Evans, without doubt he soon became your close friend too. Not too long ago, Chris had taken you along to the Oscars. Chris looked dapper in a tuxedo and you in a blush a-line dress. The people absolutely ate it up, even sparking dating rumours, in which you had wished they were true.
Now back to your special day. As you got ready, you couldn’t stop wondering what Lauren was gonna give or maybe even bring to you. Every year since you were eight, you both always tried to one-up the other. Last year, you got Lauren a watch she had been dying to get and for your birthday, she took you to a very extravagant steakhouse, where the prices were outrageous but the experience, very unique.
You had made it downstairs opting for a cup of coffee instead of the whole breakfast fiasco, after all it was getting close to noon. Boston was always bustling during the summer, so maybe going to eat at one of the touristy, but nicer, restaurants wasn’t a good idea. Out of ideas, you scrolled through the internet, hoping to find a way to treat yourself to a nice birthday outing.
About an hour later, still in your deep internet dive, your doorbell rang. Curious, you left your seat and opened the door, shocked at what, or should I say who, was standing there.
“Chris!?”
“Happy Birthday!”
“What… What are you doing here?”
“Lauren sent me. I thought she told you?”
You scoffed at your friend’s sneakiness.
How were you gonna outrace her this time? No clue. You had 17 days to figure that out.
Overwhelmed with excitement, you leaned forward to hug Chris, careful of whatever was in the bag.
When you leaned back from the hug, you couldn't help but quizzically look at the bag, Chris, picking up on your confusion.
“I figured roses were cliche and I know you like ramen so…”
“Chris, how did you know?!” Happily, you took the bag of food, the smell so tantalizing, but leaving Chris at the door, who was chuckling. He strolled to the closet, hanging his bomber jacket and removing his sneakers. You were already in the kitchen, excitedly unpacking all the food, and Chris couldn’t help but smile at your giddiness, as he leaned up against the doorframe.
“To answer your question, sweetheart. I’m observant.” Now, you were at the pantry, grabbing some paper plates, luckily preventing the man from seeing your flustered state.
On the way back to the counter, you discreetly took a sip of water, in hopes of finding your voice. Chris was setting the table with utensils, and you couldn’t help the feeling of domesticity, that you just loved. Mentally, you scolded yourself.
No, he was your friend. Of course he doesn’t feel the same way.
“You ready to eat, honey?”
Chris’s bright smile was almost stunning until you regained your composure and avidly nodded back at him.
There he goes again with the pet names…
The food was absolutely delicious and maybe the best part of your birthday, well, aside from Chris’s company that is. Suddenly, a large, but comforting hand laid on top of yours, causing you to look up from the entrancing meal.
“(y/n), I don’t know how to say this, so I am just gonna go with it.” The redness rising up on his face made you feel warm and fuzzy inside.
He was nervous around you?
In the few seconds before he spoke, your mind went to a thousand different conclusions while your heart was beating faster than a Swedish polka. The concern must’ve shown up on your face because Chris surely noticed it.
“Hon, it’s nothing bad… I just… wanted to say that I like you... A lot.”
Your eyes were as wide as the plates being used and Chris laughed so hard, in typical Chris Evans™ fashion, clutching his chest. The laughter alleviated the nervousness in his body as he got a way better answer than expected.
“Uh… that’s really ironic because I like you too.”
It was a whisper, as you bashfully looked down, but Chris heard it. He immediately stood from his chair, gathering his empty plate, and then yours. With his free hand, Chris placed it on your shoulder, then leaning in close to your ear, kissing it and whispering a sweet something.
“Happy Birthday, Darling.”
After your birthday feast, it was decided that you both needed to relax, especially from scarfing down all the food. You collapsed on the couch, legs curled up, while Chris gently laid his head on your lap. His eyes were closed, yet a smile painted on his face. Leaning back, you sighed in content and lightly ran your fingers through his hair. The man slowly fluttered his eyes open and continued to smile at you with adoration. Looking down, you whispered to him.
“You’re so cute.” and with that, you softly kissed his nose, a large grin on both of your faces.
What better way to spend your birthday than with your best friend, turned boyfriend?
Bonus:
Later that night, after Chris had left, that little matchmaker of a friend, texted you once more.
🎬 Lauren 💗: i see you got loverboy!
You: i KnEw you were up to no good.
🎬 Lauren 💗: But you still love me!
You: unfortunately.
🎬 Lauren 💗:
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Doing one of the ask lists for Joyce. :3 @createsy-muffin
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Never held hands...
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Umm.. it kinda depends sometimes.
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
Nobody rn.
4. Are you easy to get along with?
I think so.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
Well, one: I’m never gonna get drunk. two: I don’t think anyone would give a shit if I was drunk tbh.
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Oh, Idk! lots.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
God I hope so..
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
Umm.. you Joyce. heheh.. :3
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
It depends on the person I’m talking too.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Probably Spoony.
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“Jeez..”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Oof.. Idk it’s hard for me to choose songs. ‘cause there’s always alot. :’)
Well um.. Never and 151 Rum from J.I.D, Chris Cornell’s cover of Billie Jean, Chum from Earl Sweatshirt, Hellboy from Trippie Redd, and Pink Maggit from Deftones.
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
Omg yes yessss- (my hair is made to be pet and played with)
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Yeah. heh.
15. What good thing happened this summer?
(it’s not summer yet)
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Ooo, yes. (I love to think aliens exist somewhere)
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Nope.
19. Do you like bubble baths?
Yeah, they’re pretty nice and relaxing.
20. Do you like your neighbors?
Fuck no. ugh.
21. What are you bad habits?
I really don’t know.
22. Where would you like to travel?
Japan. one day.
23. Do you have trust issues?
At times. very very rarely though.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Playing guitar. :> (or taking a bath)
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
My eyebrows, or my mustache. (mostly my eyebrows)
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Nothing. :/
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
Idc. but I do wish I was a bit darker.
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
Spoony and Joyce.
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
...No. I could only wish though.
30. Do you ever want to get married?
Eh.. depends.
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
Oh yeah. hahah.
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Oh, I really don’t know actually. but one of those celebrities would be Jason Momoa, ‘cause godDAMN he is fine. >u>
33. Spell your name with your chin.
.,I,KRF (omfg hah)
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
Nah.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
Oh definitely TV. if I lived without music, I’d probably die. lol.
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
I don’t think so. no.
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
“Awkward silence..?” then I laugh.
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Strong, cute and adorable, beautiful and pretty, sweet and caring, affectionate and loving, very cuddly and understanding, kinda feminine, funny... heh.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Ingles. (a small local store over here in NC. Idk if some of y’all are familiar with it)
40. What do you want to do after high school?
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
Concentrating, or really upset/depressed.
43. Do you smile at strangers?
Yeah, sometimes. :3
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Ooo! outer space definitely! :00
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Nothing. (or my mom lol)
46. What are you paranoid about?
Pretty much everything.
47. Have you ever been high?
No.
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Nope.
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Uhm.. not necessarily.
50. What was the color of the last hoodie you wore?
Idk.. black? (everything I wear is black lol)
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
Sometimes. not often.
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
I wish I wasn’t so depressed all the time...
53. Favorite makeup brand?
I don’t do makeup.
54. Favorite store?
Guitar Center. (lol..)
55. Favorite blog?
Idk.. I have lots of faves on here. ;-;
56. Favorite color?
Black and red. (so edgy)
57. Favorite food?
Doesn’t really matter but, probably pizza tbh.
58. Last thing you ate?
Salisbury Steak and Macaroni.
59. First thing you ate this morning?
Idk. cereal?
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Idk, I don’t really compete.
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Idk. and if I did, it was probably for something completely ridiculous I didn’t do, or didn’t mean to do.
62. Been arrested? For what?
Nope. (again, am gud boyo)
63. Ever been in love?
Yeah...
65. Are you hungry right now?
Nah.
66. Do you like your Tumblr friends more than your real friends?
Hell yeah! (I don’t even have any friends I know irl)
67. Facebook or Twitter?
Twitter of course. (the fuck is Facebook)
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Uhm.. Tumblr.
69. Are you watching TV right now?
Bob the Builder. (don’t judge me) (also 69 heheheheheheh)
70. Names of your best friends?
Orion, Joyce, Rivers, Sam.
71. Craving something? What?
Nah.
72. What color are your towels?
Umm.. beige and a.. dry-ish looking pink.
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
About 4 or 5.
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Sometimes. :’3
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
Oof, alot. :’)
75. Favorite animal?
Goats. :33
76. What color is your underwear?
...Black? (weird question but, alright)
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Depends, but I’ve always liked vanilla.
78. Favorite ice cream flavor?
Pretty much anything with cookies in it.
79. What color shirt are you wearing?
Dark blue.
80. What color pants?
Black with red stripes.
81. Favorite TV show?
Right now, it’s Umbrella Academy.
82. Favorite movie?
Pretty much any Pixar film.
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
Haven’t watch either. and I don’t think I will.
86. Favorite character from Finding Nemo?
Idk umm.. Gill maybe?
87. First person you talked to today?
Either Galexion or Joyce.
88. Last person you talked to today?
I think, Spoony.
89. Name a person you hate?
*sigh* Idk.
90. Name a person you love?
Pretty much all my friends. :’))
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
One of my sister’s “friends”. she’s such a fucking bitch. a fucking snake.
92. In a fight with someone?
No.
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
I don’t think any.
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
Again, I don’t think I have any. (of my own, that is)
95. Last movie you watched?
Oof, I don’t know.
96. Favorite actress?
I don’t really have one.
97. Favorite actor?
Again, don’t really have one.
98. Do you tan a lot?
Nah. (I’m as white as a ghost actually)
99. Have any pets?
2 cats. :3
100. How are you feeling?
Okay. (tired though)
101. Do you type fast?
Sometimes. not alot though.
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
Yup.
103. Can you spell well?
Nope. hahah.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yeah.. sometimes..
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
No..?
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
I-I hope not...
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes! I was REALLY young though. :’)
108. What should you be doing?
Lots of things... u_u
109. Is something irritating you right now?
No.
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Yeah...
111. Do you have trust issues?
No. but rn someone is really testing my trust.
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I... I’m not sure.
113. What was your childhood nickname?
Idk, I can’t really remember rn...
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
The furthest I’ve been is tennessee. and that’s right next to us. lol..
115. Do you play the Wii?
Yeah. (I have different 3 Wii’s actually lmao)
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Yeah. Love Hurts. from Incubus..
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Fuck yeah!!!
118. Do you like Chinese food?
Not really.
119. Favorite book?
Oof.. Idk.
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
No, not really.
121. Are you mean?
I... probably am rn...
122. Is cheating ever okay?
No. never.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
Shoes?
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Of course. heheh. uwu
125. Do you believe in true love?
Ofc! >u<
126. Are you currently bored?
Yeah. :T
127. What makes you happy?
Goat boys, my friends, music. etc.
128. Would you change your name?
Nah, I like it. :3
129. What your zodiac sign?
Aries/Pisces cusp. :>
130. Do you like subway?
Nah.
131. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Well, I’ll probably have the same feelings. heheh.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
(didn’t I do this one before?)
133. Favorite lyrics right now?
“Pardon me, while I burst a flame, I’ve had enough of the world, and it’s peoples mindless games.” - Pardon Me from Incubus. (and lots of other lyrics, but that one is stuck in my mind)
134. Can you count to one million?
Hell no. lmao
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
Pretty much all lies I’ve told. (I can not lie for shit. which can be a good thing I guess)
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
I like them opened, but sometimes I gotta close them ‘cause of my cats. :T
137. How tall are you?
5′8.
138. Curly or Straight hair?
“Straight” hair.
139. Brunette or Blonde?
Brunette.
140. Summer or Winter?
Idk.. I think winter. uwu
141. Night or Day?
Both. but mostly night sometimes.
142. Favorite month?
March. :>
143. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope. lmao.
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
Milk or white chocolate. dark has always been kinda gross. Idk.
145. Tea or Coffee?
Neither. hot cocoa. :3
146. Was today a good day?
Eh. it was a day.
147. Mars or Snickers?
Eh. neither really.
148. What’s your favorite quote?
Ah.. Idk. I can’t really think of any...
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Sometimes. :0
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
Um... I can’t rn. it’s a bit late...
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1-140 (anything you haven't answered already) - Felix
Oh, hello! Thanks for the ask!! 💕
3 fears - Spiders (I get frightened when I think about them) heights (slightly) and the public (anything like murder, kidnapped, ya know stupid people)
3 Things I love - Music, Idols, and animals
2 Turns on - ig Hats (like snapbacks) and glasses
2 Turns off - oof I don’t really know.. ig self absorbed or a fudge boy
My best friend - C: @straykids-sk (wuv you)
How tall am I - 5′2
What do I miss right now - My cat that passed away :c (her name was P.J)
Favourite color - Blue, red, and sometimes green
Do I have a crush - no not really
Favourite place - my home
What am I listening to right now - theres a website called asoftmurmur.com and it has noises like rain or waves and stuff like that
Shoe size - pretty sure 10 in US womens
Eye color - brown
Hair color - light-ish brown
Meaning behind my URL - I chose Felix cause hes my bias wrecker and hes angelic C:
Favourite song - Theres like a million but 5SOS’s She Looks So Perfect wil always be a favorite (idk why)
Favourite band - Ill just chose Stray Kids cause I don’t wanna write them all out
How I feel right now - kinda tired but ig ok
Someone I love - Ill say my best fren Georgia (@straykids-sk) cause i wuv her
My current relationship status - single and i kinda wanna stay that way for a while
My relationship with my parents - We all live in the same house and its just us (I have one other sister but she moved out. But shes here a lot tho) and we all get along well
Favorite season - probably Spring c:
Tattoos and piercing I have - none and I don’t really want any
Tattoos and piercing I want - ^^^
The reasons I joined Tumblr - Georgia wanted me to and I thought it would be fun (I was right c:)
Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - no :/
Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - oh heel no she my best fren I would never
How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - when I have school like 20 minutes at max
Have you shaved your legs in the past three days? - I did today
Where am I right now? - at my house on my laptop c:
Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - reasonable level cause I’ve always had ear problems and they are sensitive (even tho I always have my earbuds in)
Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - yup
Am I excited for anything? - not that I can think of no
Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - nope :/
How often do I wear a fake smile? - not THAT often
If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - oooof I don’t think I could answer that question
What do I think about most? - probably k-pop
Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - Definitely behind
What was the last lie I told? - It was kinda a joke but “i’ll do it because im the good child”
Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - Eh depends on who it is but facetiming/video chatting
Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - ghosts kinda and aliens, I mean sure we’ve barely discovered space, who knows whats out there
Do I believe in magic? - sometimes yeah
Do I believe in luck? - I mean yeah
What’s the weather like right now?- theres nothing really going on
What was the last book I’ve read? - uhhhhhh fully on my own (not in class)? The Maze Runner Scorch Trials
Do I have any nicknames? - Kassadoodle, Kassidilla, Kassy
Do I spend money or save it? - I’m trying to save as much as I can rn in my little money jar c:
Can I touch my nose with a tounge? - nah
Favourite animal? - Lions and Fennec Foxes
What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - uhhh im pretty sure saying goodbye to Georgia on video chat
What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - oo um I cant really think of one rn :/
What is my favorite word? - yeet
My top 5 blogs on tumblr (not in any order)
@honeylixs
@zoxsu
@tinyfigureskater
@stray-kids-dork
@straykidsmate
If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - I probably wouldn’t say anything cause im shy and afraid people would judge me on what I say c:
Do I have any relatives in jail? -not that I know of
What is my current desktop picture? - a pic of Bts
Had sex? Bought condoms? Gotten pregnant? Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Had job? Smoked weed? Smoked cigarettes? Drank alcohol?
no to ALL those questions C:
Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - nope don’t think I could ever
Been overweight? - …
Been underweight? - no.
Gotten my heart broken? - nah
Been to prom? - nope
Been in airplane? - nope and I never want to really
Learned another language? - I take required (cause im one of the more intelligent kids in school. I know shocker right?) Spanish classes in school but im on summer break so I dont remember any c:
Wore make up?- nope
Dyed my hair? - nope
Had a surgery? - plenty of ear surgery and had my tonsils removed
Met someone famous? - nope
Stalked someone on a social network? - nope
Been fishing? - no but my dad has always wanted to take me and it sounds kinda fun
Been rejected by a crush? - nope never really had one and if I did I would never have the guts
What do I want for birthday? - ooo idk but i have to wait till next year anyway cause its already passed
Do I like my handwriting? - sometimes when my hand cooperates
Where do I want to live when older? - with my girl Georgia
Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? - nope ima good child (yeah ok suuureee)
What I’m really bad at - running :/
What my greatest achievments are - managing to keep straight A’s and I dont even study cause im online so
The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - “u bird cage” - Georgia c;
What I’d do if I won in a lottery - ooooooooof idk
What do I like about myself - uhhhhh heh ig my hair or eyes/eyelashes
My closest Tumblr friend - Georgia (yes I do know her irl but shes honestly the closet tumblr friend I have so)
Any question you’d like? - hmm idk
Are you outgoing or shy? - definitely shy, unless with people im close to then quite crazy
What kind of people are you attracted to? - funny, cute and nice people
Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? - hA no
Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? - kinda
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? - oof idk
What does the most recent text that you sent say? “ohhhh no XDD” (sent to Georgia)
What are your 5 favorite songs right now? - (I already answered this question and don’t wanna answer again)
Do you like it when people play with your hair? - yes I love when freinds at school did (once we were watching a movie in Spanish and my friend next to me was playing with my hair and I almost fell asleep heh)
Do you think there is life on other planets? - totally
Do you like bubble baths? - I haven’t had one in forever
Do you like your neighbors? - only one cause I think im related to them somehow or they are to like my uncle
Where would you like to travel? - out of this hell hole country c:
Favorite part of your daily routine? - checking my tumblr and stanning talent
What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? - stomach
What do you do when you wake up? - check my notifications on my phone
Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? - I wish it was more tan than it is (im quite pale)
Do you ever want to get married? - yeah
If your hair long enough for a pony tail? - yes but I hate pony tails so I never do it (I used to all the time as a kid)
Would you rather live without TV or music? - I rarely watch t.v anymore and listen to music almost all day so
Have you ever liked someone and never told them? - I mean yeah
What are your favorite stores to shop in? - I dont really have one for clothes but I do like Walmart
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? - I mean sometimes
Do you smile at strangers? - If the smile at me first yeah
Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? - not that I can remember no
Ever wished you were someone else? - no (as much as I hate myself no)
Favorite makeup brand? - son;t wear any so I dont got one
Last thing you ate? - a Reese cup
Ever won a competition? For what? - not a big one I can remeber no
Ever been in love? - c:
Facebook or Twitter? - dont have a fb and i barely use twitter anymore but twitter
Twitter or Tumblr? - DEFINITELy tumblr
Are you watching tv right now? - i mean its always on for bg noise and light so ig so
What color are your towels? - all kinds of colors
Favorite ice cream flavor? - either Strawberry with out the strawberries or cookie dough
First person you talked to today? - my mom
Last person you talked to today? - Georgia
Name a person you hate? - C: theres too many
Name a person you love? - once again, theres too many
Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? - C: theres too many
Do you tan a lot? - I barely go outside so thats a no
Have any pets? - too many
Do you type fast? - I mean kinda yeah
Do you regret anything from your past? - everything XD
Ever broken someone’s heart? - I highly doubt it
Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? - C:
Is cheating ever okay? - hell no
Do you believe in true love? - I mean sure
What your zodiac sign? - Pisces
Do you believe in ghosts? - why is this question on here twice?
Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? (via catscuddlingandyou) - “…but not at all overwhelming, the balance of the different fragrances was subtle and flawless.” Twilight - Breaking Dawn (Do NOt ask me why thats the closest book its not mine and ive never read it and i NEVER plan on it)
oof that took like two hours heh.. its now currently 2:18am. and im very tired
but thanks for the ask anyway love! Im sorry for the wait! I was busy today. But im probably going to go to bed now
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matchup thing got too long
ok so I ran out of the allotted number of anonymous asks so here’s my entire matchup essay as a submission sorry!! Feel free to delete all the asks I sent so far. -🖤
could I get a matchup w/ one character from each game? I’m nb and pan. I’m extremely impulsive, because in my experience if I don’t act on impulse I’ll just lay in bed and do nothing. I have severe anxiety, and I worry intensely about how people view me. Despite this, I try to express myself via my appearance as much as possible. I dye my hair, get piercings, wear a leather jacket, the whole shabang. Perhaps it’s to make up for the fact that I rarely show emotional vulnerability. I present myself with a mask of self-deprecating jokes and mild interest in everything. I rarely share my interests because in my experience, happiness is the most vulnerable emotion of them all. I’d rather be a negative person than be a person with weakness. However, I’m trying to work on this and better myself. But it’s difficult. Anyway, I have a wide variety of hobbies, including drawing, writing, ukulele, and piano. I also really enjoy singing, but I have stage fright from being bullied. I don’t really do my hobbies for others’ enjoyment anyway. I do them because they make me happy and distract me from my negative thoughts. Making others happy is just a bonus. However, one of my other hobbies, cooking, is different. Seeing the looks of contentment on peoples faces when they like what I make brings joy into my heart. And I’m pretty good at it, if I do say so myself. Around other people, I’m extremely bubbly and not serious at all. I crack jokes whenever appropriate. When I become more comfortable, I also tend to be affectionate, and even flirtatious if I get the other party’s consent. I’m that person in the group chat that says “ilu” all the time. I’m also a bit vulgar. (Understatement of the year). Around an audience that I know will laugh, most of my jokes are about wanting to do something nasty or wanting to die. I also hate change being forced upon me, or really anything out of my control, but I’m trying to better myself. Oof, I feel like I’ve said too much negative stuff about myself, so I’m gonna try and top it off with some positivity. I’m rather articulate, I’m creative, I’m kinda intelligent, and I am always there for my friends when they need to vent. I’m outgoing, though not the best with social skills. Empathy is an issue for me, but I try my best to be morally sound. I also love and care for my pets very much. I try my best to be an activist in the community for issues that mean a lot to me. I fall asleep a lot when I’m not supposed to. Also, I make really good pasta sauce. I love “emo” music and I can tie shoelaces. I’m also stubborn. Anyway, I guess that’s it? Thank you very much, and keep up the good work!
Thank you for sending this in! But us mods would like to tell you and everyone else something very important, this isn’t your fault though! We just want to inform you guys on this. PLEASE do not send in matchups through the submission box, matchups shouldn’t be longer than one ask (for now on) and just making it longer would make things inconvenient. I’m sorry if this is sounding rude but we don’t need to know your whole life story, only your likes, dislikes preferences, hobbies, all that jazz. Again, this isn’t your fault! Please do not feel ashamed for sending this in, it was quite fun to do! But we’d rather not go through this again.
Anyway, without further ado, this is who I match you up with! (Fun Fact: You’re actually a lot like me irl)
DANGANRONPA: TRIGGER HAPPY HAVOC
I match you up with; Sayaka Maizono; The Ultimate Pop Sensation
Maizono absolutely loves you! She doesn’t mind if you dress they way you do, she finds it a special flare in you. And she doesn’t find that you’re non-binary a problem, if that’s how you feel then she supports you! If you ever feel anxious and self-conscious, she’d reassure you and would give you a lot of affection! She’d try to cheer you up more by being affectionate, spending time with you, and getting you gifts! She enjoys your hobbies and would sometimes do them with you! She’d like to see your amazing drawings, Maizono would absolutely love to read your fantastic writings, she’d also enjoy listening to you play the ukulele and piano and would sometimes sing along with it. She absolutely adores your singing and would encourage you to sing more in public, but if you don’t want to it’s perfectly fine with her. Whenever you’re bullied, she’d stand up against them and would defend you. Whenever you cook, she’d join in with you and would cook with you! She’s really happy when your in affectionate and more bubbly! It shows a lot of your character and is a part she really loves. Though, when you make some cruel joke about wanting to die, she’d try to persuade you not to do those kind of jokes. But she loves how you’re always there for your friends. She doesn’t mind that you like “emo” music and probably listens to some too! (smh i hope you like p!atd thats my shit) She’s ok with you being stubborn since she’s a bit stubborn herself.
Runner Up; Ishimaru Kiyotaka; The Ultimate Moral Compass
Super Danganronpa 2: Sayonara Academy of Despair
I match you up with; Byakuya Twogami; The Ultimate Imposter
Ok here me out, he would protect you with his LIFE and would cherish you. You finds your style unique and would sometimes impersonate you. He’s perfectly ok with you being non-binary, he knew people like that and he understands how you feel. He’d try to help you with your anxiety and would help you anyway he can. He’d frown upon your jokes and would try to persuade you not to make them. Though he doesn’t have the same hobbies, he enjoys seeing you doing them and being happy, when you’re happy he’s happy. Imposter absolutely LOVES your cooking and would eat it as much as possible, your pasta sauce is his favorite, he even loves it more than fast-food! When you’re bubbly and happy, it brings him joy. It lets him know that you’re doing ok and that you’re content. When you sometimes flirt with him he’d get a bit embarrassed but would keep his composure. He appreciates your creativity and you intelligence and loves how you help others. Even though your music taste isn’t the same as his he respects your preferences.
Runner Up; Mahiru Koizumi; The Ultimate Photographer
New Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony
I match you up with; Kaede Akamatsu; The Ultimate Pianist
Akamatsu absolutely adores you to pieces! She supports you all the way with you being non-binary and wants you to feel appreciated. She finds your style interesting since it had that “punk” vibe to it. She tries to boost your self-confidence by helping as much as possible, but when you tell her to stop she’ll stop. She’d try to persuade you to show your emotions more and to open up more. She also loves all you hobbies! She enjoys seeing your writing and drawings, sometimes you’d guys play piano together or have a duet of piano and ukulele. She finds your cooking absolutely divine and always puts a smile on her face. When you’re all bubbly it also puts a smile on her face, it makes her sure that you’re happy and she would savor every minute of your happiness. She loves your affection and would be even more affectionate to you! When you’re a bit flirtatious it makes her blush a bit, but she would try to flirt back. She loves all your special traits, like how articulate you are and your creativity. And she would join you when you’re trying to help out in the community! Whenever you listen to your type of music she would listen with you and would even try to make piano covers of some songs! She also doesn’t mind your stubbornness, and thinks it what makes you, you.
Runner Up; Rantarou Amami; The Ultimate ???
I hope you were satisfied with the matchup! This took me 2 hours to do.
- Mod Hajime
#Mod Hajime#sayaka maizono#maizono sayaka#sayaka#byakuya twogami#twogami byakuya#ultimate imposter#kaede akamatsu#akamatsu kaede#kaede#danganronpa#sdr2#ndrv3#matchups#oof im going to sleep#submission
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hello friends i am trying to distract myself feel free to ignore
1. What question do you hate answering?
people asking me what’s wrong when the answer is something about me feeling suicidal bc i don’t like my irls knowing i guess?? it makes me uncomfortable when people know too much about me in that aspect i guess. it makes me uncomfortable when people too much about me in general lmfao
2. If you could be anywhere in the world right now where would it be?
not to be gay but my girlfriend’s arms lmfaooo but if she could come with me i’d love to go to Iceland
3. Do you have any obsessions right now?
i’ve been really into folk music and girl punk as of late lol and i also am trying to change up my wardrobe completely so i’ve been real into thrift shopping as well
4. Does anyone in your real life know you have a tumblr and do they follow you?
yes i have a few people who follow me and all they’re learning about me by following me is that i’m really sad and i like girls, which are things they already know so it’s chill
5. What is something you disliked about today?
i have been depressoooo bc my plans today got a lil fucked up so i had too much free time to think about how much i miss my gf, and i am trying not to talk about it too much but i am sad. it’s okay bc tomorrow i have a full ass day with all my best friends and that’s gonna be so good for me. just gotta get out of this house
6. What’s one thing that people compliment you on and you don’t know why they do that?
my smile bc i think my smile is ugly as all hell and i’m working really hard on smiling in pictures more and loving it but man idk. people tell me it’s nice but i don’t see it ig
7. Do you like bubble baths?
yes very much!!
8. Do you talk to yourself?
all the time, i’m the only one who listens to me
9. Are you a writer?
i used to write like, stories, which i wanna do again bc i have so many ideas floating around in my brain. for now i write a lot of sad poems or poems about how in love i am and then just not show anyone bc i’m insecure, but i have journals of em
10. What are somethings you’ve written?
i started this cute gay love story about two boys and one tried to kill himself by walking into traffic and the other was the one driving the car that hit him and the boy survived and met the other boy and they fell in love and shit and i got pretty far but i just sorta stopped so i wanna pick that back up sometime. i could see that one being a cute indie film
11. Has someone ever written something for you?
yeah my ex boyfriend wrote a heavy metal guitar solo for me if that counts lmfaooo but i’ve had a few poems written by some people i’ve had things with and then a long time ago a disgusting boy wrote a NSFW fanfiction about me and John Krasinski and i was underage and he was 28 so that was disgusting!
12. Have you ever gotten a love letter?
from my current gf yes, i also got one from a girl i met on a dating app like three years ago lmfao and one from a girl i had a thing with in 2015. i also got one in middle school from a boy who was like in love w me but like in a creepy way so that was not fun lol
13. Favorite quote?
it changes but right now it’s “turn soft and lovely any time you have the chance”
14. Name one book that you will always remember.
i really really loved The Outsiders i think it was one of my fave required readings in middle school
15. Name the top five things you spend the most time doing.
laying in my bed, hanging out w my gf, clothes shopping (esp when i don’t need it), working, drinking wine and crying probably
16. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
hmm this is a variety but lately i like Sweet Talk by Saint Motel, RENTAL by BROCKHAMPTON, Fish on a Hook by Wild Rivers, the acoustic version of There, There by The Wonder Years, and of course Disco Tits by Tove Lo
17. What’s the highest you’ve accomplished in school?
i did this short film about drinking and driving that was awesome, and i also directed our school’s first lip dub w my best friend and that was honestly a major highlight for me
18. What do you do when you wake up?
i usually check my phone and lay there for like an hour sometimes an hour and a half and then i go shower
19. Morning showers or night showers?
moooorning
20. Beer or Wine?
wine, i am such a wine mom. i don’t entirely hate beer though
21. inside or outdoors?
outdoors if i’m somewhere green and pretty like the mountains. the mountains are honestly my happy place i love feelin small next to em and i wanna live somewhere where i’m surrounded by em
22. Morning or Night?
night if i’m with friends/gf, morning otherwise
23. Summer or Winter?
autumn
24. Rain or Sun?
sun !! rain makes me sad lately if i don’t have a lot of company with me
25. Ice-cream or Cookies?
cookies bc i’m lactose intolerant lmfao
26. Sweet or Salty?
salty
27. What is your favorite beverage?
i’m a water bitch. coffee comes second tho
28. Has any one person ever made you so angry that you couldn’t forgive them?
i thought i forgave em but i don’t think i can, i’m still mad. not like they said sorry anyway though
29. Are you outgoing or shy?
not shy just introverted
30. Has someone ever made you cry?
everyone makes me cry i’m literally a baby
31. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
my girlfriend when she gets hoooome, also my cousin if he comes in town to visit
32. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
yeah, a few people. when i was crushing on Caitlin before we started dating i had it so bad i would literally cry on my way home from hanging out with her because i was in love with her but she had no idea. it’s all good now i can kiss her all the time
33. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
yeah my cute gf here is us from a week ago when it was snowing in TX and everyone was losing their goddamn minds
34. Does anyone have a crush on you?
i would hope my gf does
35. Do you still talk to your first crush?
actually yes lmfao every once in a while, he lives in Alaska now so we can’t hang out anymore though or we still would
36. Name a person you love?
Caitlin
37. Ever broken someone’s heart?
yes
38. Ever been heartbroken?
yes
39. Do you ever want to get married?
i know at some point i do but i’m very scared of rushing into it. marriage and the concept of it kinda freaks me out. not the committing to one person for life part bc i can do that, but idk. maybe bc it didn’t work out for my parents i don’t really see it as completely necessary when you’re in love and committed to someone to marry them, but i think i’ll probably still get married if my partner wants to. i’d be committed to them either way is all i’m saying
40. Who are five people you find attractive?
my girlfriend, Borns, John Krasinski, Zendaya, Donald Glover
41. What’s your dirtiest secret?
if i talked about it it wouldn’t be a secret would it
42. Has someone ever bought you a drink?
yes but not in the romantic gesture kinda way
43. Have you ever gone home with someone you just met on a night out?
i’ve gone to a girl i made friends with’s house after just meeting her once?? i didn’t stay the night though and it was for a party w mutual friends so nothing like what i’m aware this question is trying to imply
44. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
nope not at all
45. Why did your last relationship end?
i broke up with him bc 1. i wasn’t attracted to him anymore and most importantly, 2. bc he cheated on me
46. Would you get back with the person you were last in a relationship with?
absolutely not, plus i have a gf now who i love with my whole heart and dating anyone else sounds unappealing
47. Have you recently made any big decisions?
oh yeah, huuuuge ones. caved and got spotify premium yesterday and it saved my life
48. What has been your most favorite moment of 2017?
yikes it took me a few mins to think of one bc for the most part this has been a really awful year, but probably my first pride parade w my best friend!!
49. What did you do on April 7th, 2017?
that was the day before my birthday! i was probably just chillin and maybe having an existential crisis about turning 20
50. Are you excited for May 12th, 2017?
it already passed but i know around that time in my life i was taking a break from a lot of things that stressed me out and i was listening to a lot of Harry Styles so it was a good time probably
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i wanted to do like a Starter Pack Meme for what youd be irl but i dont have time. anyway! think youd be like... good smile, you probably wear hats, laugh a lot, just super positive in general. like not exactly Bubbly, but good to be around. you probly always have snacks? and you talk A LOT!! but u dont just talk without saying anythinf important, you actually have things to talk about that people wanna listen to. very passionate. loud and outgoing? stuff like that.
it’s amazing to me that you even had the desire to do that so thank you
good smile, yes, for the most part
YES i have my tardis hat, i wear it very often
i do laugh a lot and i have many laughs, i have 1000s of laughs, i never know what noise is gonna come outta me. also it hurts my collarbones
i make a point of being as positive as can i be and at the very least i’m optimistic. but y’all be surprised to know i have a tendency to be very moody also. basically i can be hella grumpy too :((
bubbly-ish, i’m kinda all over the place. i can range from chill to grumpy to obnoxiously happy to angry rants about some kinda injustice to gushing over some kinda fiction. bubbly = eh, i’d say when i’m good that i’m kind and bright and genuinely trying my best. TLDR: charles xavier
yes i always have snacks. i love salty foods and carbohydrates the most. i am in fact eating plain potato chips as i type this
YES I TALK A LOT when i have the energy BUT MOSTLY A LOT but even when i don’t have energy my body will summon some if i got stuff to say. and yeah in my view it’s always important, even if i know other people don’t care. and i’m often surprised if anybody does care
if there was one word to describe me: passionate
i can be loud to the point of upsetting people, yeah. but i can also be very quiet and withdrawn. sometimes i’m up, sometimes i’m down, sometimes i’m confident and babbling for ages, sometimes i’m shy and i can’t think of anything to say. in many ways, i have a contradictory personality
so yeah wow you’ve noticed me pretty damn well, actually
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Get To Know Me Pt. 2 (sorrynotsorry)
Wait, these are actually hella cute questions.”
— 1. Who was the last person you held hands with? : I haven’t held anyone’s hand in a long time.
2. Are you outgoing or shy? : Shy af
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? : Hopefully BTS again. Saving up to go to another concert!
4. Are you easy to get along with? : Of course!
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? : I would hope so xD
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? : People who are honest, respectful, and intelligent.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? : I very highly doubt I will be.
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? : Currently Jay Park. Damn that man-
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? : If it’s with any of my family members, it’s very awkward for me.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? : My aunt
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? : “Damn that sucks”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? : 1- Yes I Am by Mamamoo, 2- 2! 3! by BTS, 3- Sorry Not Sorry by Demi Lovato, 4- Closer by The Chainsmokers ft. Halsey, and 5- Red Flavor by Red Velvet
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? : Yes! I love it~
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? : Sure
15. What good thing happened this summer? : I.. met one of my longtime friends irl for the first time~
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? : I haven’t had my first kiss yet. Oops
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? : Maybe
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? : Nah. He hates me because I’m pansexual
19. Do you like bubble baths? : God yes
20. Do you like your neighbors? : Not really
21. What are you bad habits? : When I’m talking to new people irl, I tend to talk fast and stumble over my words.. I also bite my nails and twirl my hair when nervous.
22. Where would you like to travel? : Korea, New Zealand, Japan, UK, Paris
23. Do you have trust issues? : Sadly
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? : Going to bed
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? : Everything except my eyes and hair.
26. What do you do when you wake up? : I go to the bathroom.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? : Neither??? I may be uncomfortable with myself, but I don’t want to change my skin tone. Everyone should be proud of their skin color despite what ignorant cunts say.
28. Who are you most comfortable around? : My aunt
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? : Yeah, one of them has.
30. Do you ever want to get married? : It would be very nice to get married, but I stopped worrying about it. It just worsened my depression.
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? : Yesss
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? : Namjoon and Jimin ; Hwasa and HyunA
33. Spell your name with your chin. zas,lyhgszxszZ - well that’s a disaster
34. Do you play sports? What sports? : Nah, I used to.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? : TV
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? : Yep
37. What do you say during awkward silences? : I don’t. I just look at my phone
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? : Honestly, as long as the person has a wonderful personality, is very respectful to others, faithful, and intelligent then.. I’m good to go. I try not to be too specific/picky when it comes to this and especially about the outer appearance. Most of the time when someone is asked this question, they start naming off physical attributes. I do have some preferences but if they aren’t what’s being offered, I won’t get upset about it. Like, I love taller men and women, but I won’t make a fuss if they’re a little shorter than I am. Just.. have a big heart, a brain that is used all the time, and eyes for me and me alone. That’s what I want❤
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? : Earthbound, Dress Barn, Hobby Lobby, Hot Topic, and BAM
40. What do you want to do after high school? : Well, I graduated in 2015 and am currently at a university.
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? : Depends
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? : That I’m being myself. I’m always quiet unless I’m fangirling.
43. Do you smile at strangers? : I try to
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? : Bottom of the ocean
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? : BTS
46. What are you paranoid about? : Too many things to list..
47. Have you ever been high? : Nope
48. Have you ever been drunk? : Nope
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? : Yeah
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? : Black
51. Ever wished you were someone else? : All the time
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? : My weight
53. Favourite makeup brand? : I don’t really have a preference
54. Favourite store? : Hobby Lobby
55. Favourite blog? : I like so many blogs tho
56. Favourite colour? : Red, black, white, purple, and blue
57. Favourite food? : Sushiiiii and steak
58. Last thing you ate? : Doritos
59. First thing you ate this morning? : I didn’t eat this morning
60. Ever won a competition? For what? : I don’t think I’ve won any competitions
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? : Nah
62. Been arrested? For what? : Nope
63. Ever been in love? : Yes
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? : I haven’t had my first kiss.
65. Are you hungry right now? : Yes *casually munching on doritos*
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? : I like them equally.
67. Facebook or Twitter? : Twitter
68. Twitter or Tumblr? : Tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now? : Yep~ Fresh Prince is still the shit
70. Names of your bestfriends? : I don’t wanna give their names out
71. Craving something? What? : Sushi, affection, and a shitton of cuddles
72. What colour are your towels? : We have different colored ones.. White, teal, beige, and blue
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? : 5
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? : Yep, 2 of them
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? : Plenty
75. Favourite animal? : Panda!
76. What colour is your underwear? : Black
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? : Chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? : Strawberry, strawberry cheesecake, or mint
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? : Green
80. What colour pants? : black
81. Favourite tv show? : Impractical Jokers
82. Favourite movie? : There are so many
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? : Mean Girls
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? : Mean Girls
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? : Damian
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? : Dory
87. First person you talked to today? : My aunt
88. Last person you talked to today? @ya-boy-bambam
89. Name a person you hate? : ----
90. Name a person you love? : Namjoonie
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? : Yep
92. In a fight with someone? : Not currently
93. How many sweatpants do you have? : Plenty
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? : Not enough
95. Last movie you watched? : Wonder Woman
96. Favourite actress? : Park Min Young
97. Favourite actor? : Ji Chang Wook
98. Do you tan a lot? : Nope
99. Have any pets? : One pupper
100. How are you feeling? : Tired and a little depressed
101. Do you type fast? : When I’m angry I do
102. Do you regret anything from your past? : Of course
103. Can you spell well? : Yeah
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? : Mhmm
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? : Yes! I love those
106. Ever broken someone’s heart? : Probably
107. Have you ever been on a horse? : Yeah
108. What should you be doing? : Sleeping
109. Is something irritating you right now? : Eh, not really
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? : Yep
111. Do you have trust issues? : Sadly
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? : My dad
113. What was your childhood nickname? : Lilo - I was called Lilo because I was always outside and I ended up getting dark. My hair was long and dark, and not to mention I was pudgy and loved Disney. I watched Lilo and Stitch so much when I was little so it just stuck.
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? : Yep
115. Do you play the Wii? : I used to
116. Are you listening to music right now? : Yep
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? : Gross no
118. Do you like Chinese food? : Mmmm yesss
119. Favourite book? : Dark Song by Gail Giles
120. Are you afraid of the dark? : YES
121. Are you mean? : I can be when given a reason
122. Is cheating ever okay? : Hell fucking no
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? : I’d be able to if I wore white shoes
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? : Nah. I don’t focus on the outer appearance
125. Do you believe in true love? : Of course
126. Are you currently bored? : Eh, not really
127. What makes you happy? : Kpop, writing, roleplaying, and talking to my friends
128. Would you change your name? : I used to want to change my name so bad, but I’m finally starting to love my name.
129. What your zodiac sign? : Gemini
130. Do you like subway? : Eh, not really.
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? : Well, I would be completely shocked and have to be reassured because it isn’t often guys, or really anyone, likes me romantically. I would wait it out for a little bit before talking to him about it. I’d be cautious because I mean.. that’s my best friend. If we date then break up, our friendship will probably be gone, too. We would really have to think about the consequences of dating before deciding anything.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? : My aunt
133. Favourite lyrics right now? : It’s okay come on when I say one two three forget it Erase all sad memories Hold my hand and smile It’s okay come on when I say one two three forget it Erase all sad memories Smile holding onto each other’s hands - 2! 3! (This song will always make me cry. Just typing up the lyrics made me tear up. Love you ARMYs, Love you BTS)
134. Can you count to one million? : I can try XD
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? : When I was younger, maybe around 13, I was caught watching porn. I was asked what that was and I said, “..I don’t know? I thought they were fighting!” LMAO I wasn’t the brightest okokok
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? : Closed
137. How tall are you? : 5′3 or 5′4
138. Curly or Straight hair? : I used to have curly but now it’s more so wavy.
139. Brunette or Blonde? : Brunette
140. Summer or Winter? : Fall
141. Night or Day? : Either
142. Favourite month? : October or December
143. Are you a vegetarian? : Nope
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? : ALL
145. Tea or Coffee? : Both
146. Was today a good day? : It was alright
147. Mars or Snickers? : Snickers
148. What’s your favourite quote? : “Love is louder than the pressure to be perfect.”
149. Do you believe in ghosts? : Yep
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? : I had no choice but to follow her as she headed farther into the old servants’ wing.
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all the queastions btw i love you
I WUV U!!!!!!!!
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?uhhhhhhh my irl friend i think2. Are you outgoing or shy?UH!!?????!!!?!?!?!?! both3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?my wonderful boyfriend sorey!!!!!4. Are you easy to get along with?uhh my friendz said ya soo5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?i wouldnt b drunk but ????? idk???6. What kind of people are you attracted to?sorey7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?ya!8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?no one9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?uhhuhhuhuh idk10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?uh sorey probably11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?“im gonna take a quick nap wake me when the dryers done”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?not in any order butlo-fi children by wild partypay no mind by madeonno culture by mother motherback to front by early hourseverybody come outside by the pomegranates
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?ya!14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?uhh sometimes??????15. What good thing happened this summer?i got a wonderful beautiful boyfriend who i love very much!!!16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?theres no one to kiss!17. Do you think there is life on other planets?ofc!!!!!!!!!!!!!18. Do you still talk to your first crush?sdfds no i only crushed on him cause other ppl in my class were getting crushes and i wanted to be a Cool Kid19. Do you like bubble baths?ya!20. Do you like your neighbors?uhh never met them but i like their dogs21. What are you bad habits?i pull on my hair and pick at my nails a lot22. Where would you like to travel?netherlands23. Do you have trust issues?ooo ya24. Favorite part of your daily routine?this sounds gay but msgsing sorey25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?uhhh m chest26. What do you do when you wake up?msg my palz n pm sorey27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?idk its fine as it is i think28. Who are you most comfortable around?sorey29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?i think bt it ws complicated30. Do you ever want to get married?well me n sorey r p much already there31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?nope!32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?hhh idk i dnt kno much abt any celebs33. Spell your name with your chin.l,ersttg34. Do you play sports? What sports?i h8 sports!!!!!35. Would you rather live without TV or music?tv36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?ya37. What do you say during awkward silences?\nothing i leave it38. Describe your dream girl/guy?sorey!39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?thrift shop also like any decor store i luv homesense40. What do you want to do after high school?uhh well im there now and im jst working on portfolio41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?nope42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?i jst dont have uch to say bt i also might b depressed u never kno im a suprise!43. Do you smile at strangers?i try to bt only if we accidentally make eye contact44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?SPACE the deep sea is scary45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?sorey46. What are you paranoid about?everything!47. Have you ever been high?no!48. Have you ever been drunk?no!49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?uhhh i dont think so???50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?grey n black i think51. Ever wished you were someone else?uhhh i dnt understand th question 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?2 many things to name one53. Favourite makeup brand?uhsduhfui idk54. Favourite store?homesense55. Favourite blog?ilovemikleo1 hes a cool guy56. Favourite colour?pink! but i also rlly like blue and purple!n red an aaa i cnt pick57. Favourite food? sweets58. Last thing you ate?all dressed chips59. First thing you ate this morning?cherry gummies60. Ever won a competition? For what?i once one a ssb competition @ a friends bday party and normally i suck at smash but the prize was two (2) cosmic brownies and i Wanted them61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?nope!62. Been arrested? For what?i hav not63. Ever been in love? eheh yes64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?didnt happen!65. Are you hungry right now?not rlly66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhyahhhhhhhhhh67. Facebook or Twitter?i dnt use either bt twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr?twitter tumblr is the devil69. Are you watching tv right now?nope!70. Names of your bestfriends? sorey bt also uhhhhhhhhhhhhhall my friends!!!!!71. Craving something? What?i jst want more chips72. What colour are your towels?they vary cause i have many bt rn yellow72. How many pillows do you sleep with?1.573. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?ya!74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?100000075. Favourite animal?crows n also ravens dont ask me 2 choose76. What colour is your underwear?skipping ths77. Chocolate or Vanilla?vanilla78. Favourite ice cream flavour?strawberry!79. What colour shirt are you wearing?mahogany80. What colour pants?black81. Favourite tv show?uh!!?!?!?!?!?!?!82. Favourite movie?the secret of kells83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?never seen mean girls 284. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?never seen 21 jump street85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?dont have one86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?dont have one87. First person you talked to today?sorey!88. Last person you talked to today?m in a call bt sorey ws th last person to say smthn89. Name a person you hate?uhhhh i do h8 someone but i cnt say who they r90. Name a person you love?SOREY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MY BF SO MUCH!!!! and m friends91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?see #8992. In a fight with someone?not atm93. How many sweatpants do you have?like 294. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?2 many95. Last movie you watched?i dont rememberr96. Favourite actress?dont have one97. Favourite actor?dont have one98. Do you tan a lot?no i just burn99. Have any pets?i have a dog!100. How are you feeling?uh?101. Do you type fast?kinda102. Do you regret anything from your past?living103. Can you spell well?no but i thought this said \can you cast a spell well’ and i got excited104. Do you miss anyone from your past?ya .105. Ever been to a bonfire party?nope!106. Ever broken someone’s heart?mayb107. Have you ever been on a horse?ya108. What should you be doing?art109. Is something irritating you right now?not rlly110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?ya111. Do you have trust issues?ya112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?sheep!113. What was your childhood nickname?didnt have one114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?ya!115. Do you play the Wii?yup!116. Are you listening to music right now?nope!117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?ya!!!118. Do you like Chinese food?depends what it is119. Favourite book?haunting violet by alyxandra harvey120. Are you afraid of the dark?sometimes121. Are you mean?i think i am bt ppl say no so uh122. Is cheating ever okay???!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?idk123. Can you keep white shoes clean?sometimes124. Do you believe in love at first sight?mayb125. Do you believe in true love?ya!126. Are you currently bored?a lil bt not rlly127. What makes you happy?sorey!!!! and my friends!!!!!! and vampires……128. Would you change your name?im tryin 2 do it129. What your zodiac sign?cencer130. Do you like subway?its ok131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?ths wouldnt happen bt if it did id ignore it132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?sorey133. Favourite lyrics right now?“im like a bull in a chinda shop knocking off an knock off” frm no culture by mother mother134. Can you count to one million?no i dnt have the patience for that135. Dumbest lie you ever told?uhh idk136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?closedd137. How tall are you?5′5″138. Curly or Straight hair?curly139. Brunette or Blonde?i hav brownish hair bt i like both140. Summer or Winter?summer141. Night or Day?night142. Favourite month?julyy143. Are you a vegetarian?nope!144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?all!145. Tea or Coffee?coffe146. Was today a good day?idk it ws jst ok147. Mars or Snickers?mars148. What’s your favourite quote?uhfdsfuishfui idk149. Do you believe in ghosts?ofc!150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? “he was dressed impeccably and properly, no matter the hour”
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hi! You helped me with typing as INFJ. I have a pattern throughout my life of being like a chameleon. If I truly like/admire somebody I more or less unconsciously try to copy their way of being or methods for success. It started when I was a kid and wanted to be better student and by this gain attention from emotionally abusive parent (I tried to be as conscientious as my 'idol' ). It works out only for a while and I'm aware that this isn't the best strategy to win someone's favor so I usually 1
[con’t: copy e.g organization methods not personality traits I envy. Immersing in aura of somebody I admire (fictional or IRL) makes me feel better though I know that it makes me disconnected from reality, in my own bubble. On a daily basis I don’t notice this chameleon behavior, it happens when I’m highly energized, the life and soul of the party, outgoing (Fe kicking in?). Is this trait something to get rid of or it is in the nature of FJs? Should I suppress it when it arise? Is this behavior who I am or is it a camouflage for some deep issue? Would developing Fe help with putting it to end? I have vague awareness of my feelings due to depression and barely know who I am and I’m trying to discover this on therapy however I would appreciate your insight.]
How old are you? I hear very deep confusion, which I’m guessing is a contributing factor to depression. Your understanding of yourself and the consequences of your behavior is superficial, which indicates immature Ni and overindulgence of Fe. You used Fe to cope over and over again and now it’s as though on steroids, so you don’t know what you would look like without it.
When a person is unaware of auxiliary dysfunction, that is, a higher function in the stack, it is usually the case that their ego development was stunted at a very young age, with the result being that they only know to repeat the same patterns of their childhood. Do you understand the harm, the self-violence, of always contorting and devaluing yourself? Generally speaking:
given the choice of being yourself or conforming to a fake image that you believe will be pleasing to others, you consistently choose the latter, which indicates that you don’t really like/accept who you are
the fact that you don’t know who you really are is the direct consequence of always choosing to be someone you’re not, i.e., the longer you do it, the more disconnected from yourself you become, eventually getting lost behind the multiple masks
not knowing who you really are also means not knowing how to make good decisions for the sake of your own personal growth and well-being since you always place higher value on external sources of judgment, and such infjs often struggle with indecisiveness because they can’t hear/trust their own inner guidance
not having good inner guidance means making faulty judgments and decisions that increase the likelihood of serious life mistakes/failures, which can lead to struggles with unhappiness or depression
chronic discontent leads to reckless/destructive Se grip behavior as you become increasingly desperate to fill the void where your self should be
you may end up wasting your life chasing superficial pleasures and immediate comforts, unable to face up to the challenges that would help you grow into a better person
It is not uncommon for infjs to suffer from this problem because of growing up in a social environment that made them feel unloved or inadequate for whatever reason. But the “chameleon” way of life is a short-sighted band-aid that only provides temporary relief. The more you deny the true self and try to replace it with fake images, the more the true self screams out for recognition, and the bigger and bigger the void within feels over time. In other words, the “solution” is only making the problem worse, it is self-sabotaging.
While this coping strategy perhaps allowed you to stay sane in an emotionally abusive environment during childhood, it isn’t healthy to keep doing it in a normal environment as an adult, especially because this fantasy mindset keeps you vulnerable to those who are looking to exploit/manipulate you the same way that happened in childhood. Without enough self-awareness, you keep replaying the role that you had in the old relationship over and over, and someone else can easily step in and assume the abusive parent role without you realizing it until it’s too late.
Since you’re in therapy, I would suggest working on your emotional awareness. Feeling and emotions are an important way to get in touch with yourself and know yourself better. Practice being completely honest about what you really feel, what you really desire, what you really hope for in life. You should also describe this problem to the therapist in as much detail as possible so that they can be aware of it and help you monitor maladaptive thoughts and behavior.
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1.Who was the last person you held hands with? - No one romantically2. Are you outgoing or shy? - I’m a bit shy and quiet but I have my moments.3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? - No one at the moment. Theoretically Taylor on her next tour, or out of hiding. @taylor please?4. Are you easy to get along with? - Um, ask my friends? Guys am I easy to get on with? Honestly, I’m not always. I can be a bitch and my depression can make me difficult to be around though I try not to inflict it on others. Not to mention my natural state of being is snarky asshole (just ask Alex).5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? - I don’t drink. If I ever did, maybe my dad? Probably no one unless a friend is in town and convinces me to give getting drunk a try.6. What kind of people are you attracted to? - *snickers from the friends who know my type* Confident women because I’m too shy to ever confess feeling. Women who are kind and make me laugh at least a little and are patient but don’t put up with bullshit. Also women who are attracted to me. Knowing someone is at least vaguely interested helps.7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? - Doubt it. Not opposed but I don’t think anyone is interested.8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? - No one.9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? - No, definitely not.10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? - Maybe Kristen? But I don’t know that they count as deep? 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? - “Very nice and a good add on” to my dad about something he wants to buy for the house.12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? - Just another girl by the killers, Want you to know by Zedd and Selena, Cool by gwen stefani, shape of you by ed, What do you want from me - Adam lambet13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? - Fuck yes! Someone please come play with my hair.14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? - I believe in luck but I don’t know about miracles.15. What good thing happened this summer? - Nothing amazing.16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? - I’d quite like to be kissed in the first place.17. Do you think there is life on other planets? - Yes, of course. It’d be arrogant not too. The universe is too vast.18. Do you still talk to your first crush? - No, we lost touch after middle school.19. Do you like bubble baths? - Not really. More of a hot shower person.20. Do you like your neighbors? - They’re not bad. Only met one set of them. But their an older lesbian couple which is awesome and gives me hope for the future.21. What are you bad habits? - So many bad habits, so little time.22. Where would you like to travel? - Everywhere23. Do you have trust issues? - Yes. My head is quite wary even if my heart is a trusting idiot. 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? - Going to sleep. Or any part that doesn’t involve work. And Writing.25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? - My gut. I’ve got some extra pounds.26. What do you do when you wake up? - Turn off my alarm. And then check my phone or laptop.27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? - I’m pretty fucking pale so it getting lighter would be difficult. I wouldn’t mind a tan.28. Who are you most comfortable around? - My dad depending on the topic. Kristen in some regards.29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? - I doubt she regrets it. Probably glad she got out of dodge.30. Do you ever want to get married? - Yeah, someday, with the right love I’d be up for it. Whether it were a legal wedding or just a ceremony with friends and family.31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? - Hell fucking no. It’s so short after my haircut. You could maybe get the hair on top in a tie but it’d look stupid.32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? - Um....the answer is obivous isn’t it?33. Spell your name with your chin. - Can’t rn.34. Do you play sports? What sports? - Hell no. I’m not athletically inclined at all.35. Would you rather live without TV or music? - TV36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? - Yes, I don’t confess feelings first.37. What do you say during awkward silences? - I’m usually responsible for the awkward silences and I never know what to say.38. Describe your dream girl/guy? - *more snickers* Pretty much what I said before.39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? - Any record or bookstore.40. What do you want to do after high school? - I still don’t know what I wanna be when I grow up and I graduated 7 years ago.41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? - No, it entirely depends how they ruined their first.42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? - Either I don’t know what to say, the words got stuck, or I’m done.43. Do you smile at strangers? - Not really. If I do it’s probably awkward.44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? - Outer space would be cool but so would the bottom of the ocean.45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? - I hate job hunting and don’t want to get fires.46. What are you paranoid about? - Depending on my anxiety, everything. That people hate me or i’m annoying them a lot. Or that I’m the running joke.47. Have you ever been high? - No48. Have you ever been drunk? - No49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? - Nope50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? - Black51. Ever wished you were someone else? - Sometimes. Usually a better version of myself though a day as someone else could be interesting52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? - Better executive function. Please.53. Favourite makeup brand? - Don’t wear any.54. Favourite store? - Does amazon count as as it has everything? If not my local record store.55. Favourite blog? - Probably Taylor (even if she does reblog cringe worthy things) or Karlie. Short of that any one of my friends.56. Favourite colour? - Blue57. Favourite food? - Pasta in general. Steak and noodles in particular at the moment.58. Last thing you ate? - Currently eating a bowl of chili59. First thing you ate this morning? - I will not make a dirty joke. Chex mix.60. Ever won a competition? For what? - Nothing I can think of at the moment.61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? - Got an in school suspension for missing so much homework in the 4th grade.62. Been arrested? For what? - Nope, never.63. Ever been in love? - Once.64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? - Still waiting on it.65. Are you hungry right now? - I’m eating so no.66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? - Who says they are real friends? If you mean IRL friends....kinda short on those at the moment.67. Facebook or Twitter? - Don’t use either.68. Twitter or Tumblr? - Tumblr.69. Are you watching tv right now? - Yes, a BBC program on gravity.70. Names of your bestfriends? - @princessandsunshine, @lesbtay, @gaylorswift, @gay-romantics, @gay4tay, @shady-kaylor, @swiftklossed, and @karlieklcss
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Well there were no limits on the question, so here we go (undercut, due to length)
1.Who wasthe last person you held hands with?
I can’trecall holding hands with anyone besides mom, when I was a kid.
2. Areyou outgoing or shy?
I am asshy as shy can get
3. Whoare you looking forward to seeing?
No-one,really
4. Areyou easy to get along with?
I don’tthink so, mostly because I suck so much when it comes to socializing that isridiculous, and I just weird people out because of it.
5. If youwere drunk would the person you like take care of you?
Dependson what you mean by taking care. At most they would probably help me get home.
6. Whatkind of people are you attracted to?
In short,smart people. Another good word would be mature/serious.
7. Do youthink you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
8. Whofrom the opposite gender is on your mind?
They’reall fictional, gdi!!! The fact that I know very few guys irl is not reallyhelping matters
9. Doestalking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Not ifit’s medical/biological discussion. Otherwise it really depends on the otherparty
10. Whowas the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Myroommate, last night
11. Whatdoes the most recent text that you sent say?
Thetranslation would be: Hi. Yes, I’m doing fine. Been busy with exam, which iswhy I haven’t really been on fb.
12. Whatare your 5 favorite songs right now?
Lzzy Halefeat. Lindsey Stirling- Shatter me
Lacunacoil- Loosing my religion (REM cover)
Epica -Unchain Utopia
Unsun - Clinicfor dolls
Oomph! -Final match
13. Doyou like it when people play with your hair?
I reallylike having my hair petted or ruffled, but anything else annoys me
14. Doyou believe in luck and miracles?
No
15. Whatgood thing happened this summer?
Nothing
16. Wouldyou kiss the last person you kissed again?
I never kissed anyone so it’s kinda hard to “kissagain”
17. Doyou think there is life on other planets?
Thisquestions is a bit difficult to answer in short, but I mostly agree withRichard Dawkins’ approach to this matter in “The selfish gene” :That it mostlydepends on what the criteria for “life” is. First we must decide on onecharacteristic that encompasses all forms of life. His suggestion for such acriteria would be: “all life evolves by the differential survival ofreplicating entities. The gene, the DNA molecule, happens to be the replicatingentity that prevails on our own planet. There may be others. If there are,provided certain other conditions are met, they will almost inevitably tend tobecome the basis for an evolutionary process.”
18. Doyou still talk to your first crush?
Wedrifted apart once we went to different colleges.
19. Doyou like bubble baths?
Notreally. I don’t like to just sit still and do nothing for a long period oftime. I haven’t taken a bath since middle school, only showers.
20. Doyou like your neighbors?
I hadn’tinteracted much to either hate or like them. That applies to both my hometownand where I live right now.
21. Whatare you bad habits?
Eatingtoo much chocolate, wasting too much time listening to music and daydreaming
22. Wherewould you like to travel?
Japan andHawaii
23. Doyou have trust issues?
A bit,yeah
24.Favorite part of your daily routine?
When Iget a break to just surf the internet for random $hit
25. Whatpart of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
My thicklayer of fat, and my ridiculous sideburns
26. Whatdo you do when you wake up?
Go to thetoilet, brush my teeth, wash my face, have breakfast (in that exact order. Nofood or liquid enters my mouth until I brushed my teeth)
27. Doyou wish your skin was lighter or darker?
Maybe Iwould’ve liked it a bit lighter (and with less moles, jfc I have so many)but I don’t really care that much
28. Whoare you most comfortable around?
I’m nottruly comfortable with anyone, since everyone I know irl would be weirded outor would plain try to lock me up in a psychiatric ward if they knew me, but theclosest would be my aunt
29. Haveany of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
I neverhad a relationship, therefore I have no ex
30. Doyou ever want to get married?
I haven’treally given too much thought since there are better chances of pigs flyingthan me having a relationship, and I never really saw it as such a big deal
31. Ifyour hair long enough for a pony tail?
Yes
32. Whichcelebrities would you have a threesome with?
As in onecelebrity and my so, or 2 celebrities to have a threesome with? Itdoesn’t really matter since the idea of threesome kinda makes me uncomfortable.
33. Spellyour name with your chin.
dcastrhyt
34. Doyou play sports? What sports?
When Iwas a kid I used to swim, and was even slated for the advanced/performanceteam, but the olympic pool in my town closed down for renovation when I was 10,and I had no means to go practice in another city, and my mom was never reallyokay with my swimming lessons because it made me predisposed to getting a coldin winters. By the time the pool opened 8 years later, I was already makingplans for college. Now I still go swimming and horseback riding from time totime
35. Wouldyou rather live without TV or music?
I neverwatch TV.
36. Haveyou ever liked someone and never told them?
I neverconfessed to any of my crushes
37. Whatdo you say during awkward silences?
Nothing,and the silence gets even more awkward
38.Describe your dream girl/guy?
This is rather difficult, since I don’t really havea template or list. I suppose I would like someone who accepts me as I am and Ican feel comfortable with.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Sweets shops! Kidding. I actually kinda hateshopping. It’s so tiring. I usually buy most of my stuff from a supermarket calledauchan. That includes clothes. You will extremely rarely see me in those “branded”clothing shops
40. What do you want to do after high school?
Finished it 4 years ago. I’m now in vet-school.Where I’ll go from here it’s still uncertain.
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Second chance? Depends on what they actually did. Thirdchances? No way in hell
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
Just a normal day. I’m always quiet
43. Do you smile at strangers?
I usually try to put on a polite smile for others.
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Can’t I get both? Alright, I suppose outter space.45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Either my alarm, or simply getting my full 8 hoursof sleep. Sorry but I can’t really have a philosophical answer to this since Inever gave it too much thought46. What are you paranoid about?
A repeat of 1940s47. Have you ever been high?
No, I never did any drugs48. Have you ever been drunk?
A few times49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Not really50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Red and black51. Ever wished you were someone else?
All the time52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
Just one? I have so many. From my appearance to mysocial ineptitude and apathy .53. Favourite makeup brand?
I don’t wear make-up54. Favourite store?
See question 3955. Favourite blog?
I don’t really follow blogs56. Favourite colour?
Black57. Favourite food?
Sweet stuff, especially chocolate. 58. Last thing you ate?
QuattroFormagi pizza59. First thing you ate this morning?
Toasted slices bread with butter and honey60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Well, in middle school and highschool I won a fewmath and biology competitions61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Never happened to me62. Been arrested? For what?
Again, never happened63. Ever been in love?
I’ve had a few crushed over the years, but I nevertold them, so the answer would be no64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
Never had it, unless you count the forceful onesfrom when I was raped65. Are you hungry right now?
I’m a bit peckish66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
I guess in a sense the answer would be yeas, sinceI don’t have rl friends67. Facebook or Twitter?
I would like to say none, but I do use FB mostly tokeep up to date with stuff for college68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Tumblr, by a landslide. Like I said, I don’t usetwitter69. Are you watching tv right now?
No70. Names of your bestfriends?
Non-existent, and even if I had them, I would notpost their name on a public site for everyone to see without their consent71. Craving something? What?
Chocolate72. Wha pinkt colour are your towels?
2 white, 1 pink, and 1 yellow 72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Just 173. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Oh yeah, I sleep with exactly13 stuffed animals. I’mnot exaggerating. Good thing I have a king-size bed74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
13 here with me, and approximately another 30 in myroom from my parents’ house75. Favourite animal?
I like all animals, but if I had to choose one, itwould be horses76. What colour is your underwear?
Black77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
Strawberry and chocolate79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Right now I’m wearing a dark blue T-shirt80. What colour pants?
Black81. Favourite tv show?
BBC Sherlock, I also used to really like Friends.82. Favourite movie?
Seven psychopaths83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
I never watched either84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
Again, didn’t watched either85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
See above86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Mr Ray I watched the movie a long time ago and Ican’t really remember much87. First person you talked to today?
My roommate88. Last person you talked to today?
My roommate89. Name a person you hate?
I don’t really hate anyone on a personal level90. Name a person you love?
Even if I as in love, I wouldn’t put their name ona public site without their consent91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
There are a few people I can think of92. In a fight with someone?
I’ve never been in a physical fight93. How many sweatpants do you have?
2 pairs94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
3 hoodies, and a whole bunch of sweaters95. Last movie you watched?
Why him?96. Favourite actress?
Eva Green97. Favourite actor?
Robert Downey Jr98. Do you tan a lot?
I never tan. I hate it99. Have any pets?
A parakeet100. How are you feeling?
“fine”101. Do you type fast?
Yeah102. Do you regret anything from your past?
A lot103. Can you spell well?
I’ll letothers be the judge of that. I like to think that my spelling is average104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Not really105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
I don’t even know what that is about106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
My parents’107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yeah108. What should you be doing?
Study for my exams109. Is something irritating you right now?
There are some things. Long story110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Not really111. Do you have trust issues?
See 23112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I can barely recall the last time I cried and I wasalone.113. What was your childhood nickname?
Cathy114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Yes115. Do you play the Wii?
I don’t have any gaming console. Can’t afford it116. Are you listening to music right now?
Yes.Linking park- final masquerade117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Yep118. Do you like Chinese food?
I haven’t tried it.119. Favourite book?
Takahashi Hiraide- The guest cat120. Are you afraid of the dark?
I have a healthy amount of fear121. Are you mean?
I’d like to think I’m not.122. Is cheating ever okay?
NO123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
No, too lazy to clean them124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No. I believe in chemistry between to peoplethat just met125. Do you believe in true love?
No. But by true love I understand the one that isabout finding “your soulmate” In my opinion love is a type of log-term relationshipthat requires effort from both participants, and it’s mostly about beingcomfortable during the small/intimate moments126. Are you currently bored?
Not really127. What makes you happy?
Lots of thing. From a good book/movie/game tohaving fun with someone I like 128. Would you change your name?
Maybe if I moved to a new country, so I can fit inbetter129. What your zodiac sign?
Capricorn. But I don’t believe in that stuff, and I’mthe perfect proof against the horoscope.130. Do you like subway?
I suppose you mean that chain restaurant forsandwiches, not the mode of public transportation? Then the answer is we don’thave one here, not that I know of131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Well, in a particular case I did had a crush on afriend in highschool and I would’ve been thirllied if I found out he felt thesame. In more general terms, I suppose I would try to think about it and giveit a try to see where it goes132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
I’ve already answered this question133. Favourite lyrics right now?
Howcan they know,That thanks to their mumbleThey turn into goldThe defeat of the crumble.These shadowless men,How can they know,The power of the scornedIs letting dreams go.134. Can you count to one million?
Of course I can.135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I can’t really recall the last time a told anactual lie, “I’m fine” not withstanding136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed137. How tall are you?
1.56 m138. Curly or Straight hair?
As straight as possible. Whenever I try to curl it,the curls don’t last more than half a day at best, if I don’t brush139. Brunette or Blonde?
I’m a brunette140. Summer or Winter?
Winter141. Night or Day?
Evening142. Favourite month?
January143. Are you a vegetarian?
Not really.I eat eggs and milk on a daily basis. Asfar as meat go, I eat it very rarely, and only grilled beef and chicken breastor chicken soup. Any other type of met makes me nauseous. 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
White all the way145. Tea or Coffee?
Tea. I never drink coffee. It tastes awful and hasno effect146. Was today a good day?
Pretty avarage147. Mars or Snickers?
Snickers148. What’s your favourite quote?
Theindividual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by thetribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. Butno price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself.149. Do you believe in ghosts?
No150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the firstline
This is the best translation I could make: Pathogenesis:After entering the organism, the rabies virus multiplies at the inoculationsite, particularly muscles, and after a variable time its diffusion starts(sometimes the virus doesn’t multiply or the multiplication isn’t followed bydiffusion)…I have an exam coming up
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