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#bakuspeech#WIP#cw: gore#the stuffed animal cartoon kind. but still#ask to tag#Im so fucking sorry I keep going like I will draw! (does not draw for three weeks#I. ngl Somethin is goin on up there. I finished writing a Thing and it doesnt solve that#I just. this is my capacitance really I think. I just gotta. accept it. work with it#its always so funny tho bc like I look at whatever it is Im drawing rn and its like hey this looks like shit! this looks ass#and then I keep drawing it.#like this piece is at Least two weeks into something thats supposed to be a pretty quick revised illus for#an old wizard leon design. and like if I werent Bit Off it wouldve stayed that way#instead. this is how its goin#I have not slept for 23 hours. I should uh. fix that#but yeah its just. my brain is wrappin itself around some new ideas n concepts n shit rn#like. I was really afraid I wouldnt be able to paint digitally if Im not on the screen tablet#and its kinda fuckin with me? like obviously I can. I am literally doing the exact same things Im doing on the screen tablet#but now on a graphic tablet#thats just. not getting thru to my brain yet. for some reason. its still generating goo n such#well! what is a guy to do. if not blastin off regardless#sorry. I really should sleep now#have a good night lads! this piece will be done when its done. I am NOT saying more I am not jinxing SHIT#u should change ur pillowcases! it really does send u to another realm
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A Haikyuu Draft of a Draft - The Kiss
As of right now, this project is under the temporary name: An Accidental Boyfriending. This the draft of the draft, if I ever get around to finishing this shit. I accept criticisms on dialog. A Kiyoomi and Atsumu character study.
The Kiss
The first kissed they shared wasnât really romantic; or all that good, either.Â
Itâs three am and Kiyoomi is wide awake. Heâs 22, a pro volleyball player, and heâs never kissed someone before. Itâs not something that usually bothers Kiyoomi, and heâs not sure why now it matters, but it does.Â
[Ayo: Kiyoomiâs age is defo gonna change here. Research needs to be done on plotline and every1â˛s age when they go pro, k]
On nights like these, were the night seems to stretch on forever and Kiyoomi canât stop obsessing over things heâs not, he usually sleeps it off. Maybe, if it was early enough, Kiyoomi would call up Motoya and ask about the endless K-Dramas Motoya is always watching. But itâs late, Motoyaâs asleep, and Kiyoomi isnât.Â
[Ayo: Motoyaâs first k-drama was defo boys over flowers n he saw it on netflix, itâs canon i promise]
This time is different though; this time Kiyoomi has the phone number of one Atsumu Miya.Â
Itâs 3:45 am when Kiyoomi calls Atsumu in a night panic haze. Atsumu doesnât answer until 3:55, voice gravely and thick with sleep. âFuckinâ what?âÂ
[Ayo: Atsumu 100% is an early riser, like wake up at 5 am for a run weirdo, but is tots a little bitch whenever heâs awoken up before his alarm. Like full zombie mode with a splash of drag queenâs sass, yea. Make connections to this throughout the story, k.]
âI need to kiss you.âÂ
âHuh?â Atsumu does sound completely out of it, mumbling straight into the microphone.Â
âI need to kiss you,â Kiyoomi repeats.
âYea, but like, why now? Itâs fuckinâ -â the sound of rustling and Atsumuâs voice sounds farther away the next time he speaks, â- 3:56 in the morninâ, canât this shit wait till practice or somethinâ?âÂ
The sunlight will awake Kiyoomi from this emotional haze and heâll put this crisis behind him, chalking it up to the delirium of a hard week. Heâll wake up, still be 22 without a single pair of lips every touching his, and it makes him feel so universality alone.
âItâs romantic.âÂ
âNo the fuck it ainât - annoyinâ more like.â
Kiyoomi rolls his eyes, slipping on his shoes. âFine, Iâm in love with you and I no longer can contain this burning desire to have your lips on mine.âÂ
âOh my fuckinâ god.âÂ
Atsumu hangs up.Â
[Ayo: ive always wanted to write somethin where the main ship never says âwanna date?â or like...confesses. idk just seems funny to me to just slowly build a relationship into a romantic one without all that much effort or like...intent ? yea - so Atsumu and Kiyoomi basicly soulmates n sorta just click tis is why they do shit like this so casually. ngl i really just wanna see if i can get these two married witout ever askin each other out lmao]
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Atsumu never locks his room.Â
He threatens, arm wheeling and mouth foaming as he paces, bi-monthly to do it. Kiyoomi once sat through a thirty minute rant on bounderies and respect after Bokuto mistakenly took Atsumuâs room as his after a party -- drunk Bokuto is a very annoying Bokuto.Â
But, after all the rants and notched up accent, Atsumu never actually goes through with his threats.
[Ayo: Ill probo delete this since i wanna reference Atsumuâs consently being awoken up -- prob use it as a reason 4 Atsumu sleepin over at Kiyoomiâs n shit -- so it will be a bit pointless to have this inner monolog bout shit we already know, yea. I also wanna have this scene of Bokuto n Atsumu written out properly]
[also, MSBY hasa dorm sitch goin on -- like theres a common room with a kitchen n main hanging out area. Every member gets their own room w personal bathroom -- optional housing. Kiyoomi doesnât live there -- does have a room tho when he doesnât wanna go home home after practice -- Atsumu does]
 Kiyoomi isnât that surprised to find the room dark, Atsumu obviously fell asleep in the ten minutes it took for Kiyoomi to get here. Atsumu can be real loud if something is happening that he isnât okay with, which is why Kiyoomi feels no guilt in ripping the comforter off of Atsumu.Â
If Atsumu didnât want to kiss Kiyoomi, Kiyoomi would already be fully aware by now.Â
âOmi,â Atsumu half groans as he rolls onto his back. âYou canât just go around snatchinâ peopleâs blankets. What if I was sleepinâ naked?âÂ
Kiyoomi, because heâs not an actual asshole, asks, âCan I kiss you?âÂ
âNow you fuckinâ ask, not when - ugh, fine whatever.â Atsumu makes grabby hands at him, âcome give me a smooch.âÂ
Kiyoomi nose scrunches, ânot romantic at all.âÂ
Atsumu chuckles, dry and rough around the edges as Kiyoomi drifts closer, hands still clutching the comforter. Thereâs moonlight streaming in from the window, and along side with the lights of the city, it bathes Atsumu in an ethereal glow; itâs almost inimiate, with Atsumu half naked on his bed, head tilted back with an inviting laziness.Â
Kiyoomi decides, as first kiss goes, this would isnât half bad.Â
Of course, Atsumu ruins it by opening his mouth to speak and breathing a wave of disguising morning breath all over Kiyoomiâs face.Â
âYer-umph,â Kiyoomi slaps a hand over Atsumuâs mouth. He gets a very confused look, eyebrows drawn up and eyelashes blinking in quick, erratic movements.Â
âYou need to brush your teeth.âÂ
Atsumu pulls Kiyoomiâs hand away from his mouth, âya gotta be kiddinâ me. This is so many steps for a kiss I didnât even ask for.âÂ
Kiyoomi leans far back on his heels, frowning slight; he feels bad for bothering Atsumu with such a random request and then demanding more after Atsumu already agreed to something simpler.Â
Atsumu swings his legs over his bed, scratching as his chest. âif Iâm brushinâ my teeth, so are you.âÂ
Kiyoomi trails after Atsumu, feeling pleasantly content.Â
âYer toothbrush is still here from last time.âÂ
The bathroom is too small to fit two, towering pro athletes, so Kiyoomi leans up against the doorway, watching as Atsumu brushes his teeth for the whole minute Kiyoomi insists on. Â
When Atsumuâs done, he walks towards Kiyoomi with a slight swagger and teasing eyebrow lift, âMinty cleanâ He puckers his lips dramatically.Â
Kiyoomi rolls his eyes, stepping back so Atsumu can slip out of the bathroom. âYouâre insufferable.âÂ
[Ayo: Headcanon time, sorta. Both Atsumu n Kiyoomi dont like physical contact; obvs Atsumu is more chill with it than Kiyoomi, but like, Atsumu dont mind highfives n that type of shit but he aint real big on touches he can avoid, which is a pretty important thing that will be expand on farther. Love launage is just bigger than kisses, yea n I wanna show their progression of relationship throu how comfy they r with casual touches between each other, yea]
Atsumu laughs, âyer the one that wanna kiss me.âÂ
Kiyoomi flips Atsumu off, brushing hard at his teeth. Atsumu just laughs harder.Â
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It isnât until Kiyoomi is standing across Atsumu, does Kiyoomi realize that knowing how to kiss might be required for kissing someone.Â
Atsumu, ever smooth, just raises his eyebrows.
Kiyoomi decides it canât be that difficult, kissing is just lips on lips and so Kiyoomi goes for it.Â
âOw, what the fuck, omi? You said kiss, not pratcting banned WWE moves.â Atsumu is holding his face.Â
Kiyoomi staggers away from Atsumu, his own nose stinging as he glowers at Atsumu. âIt was a kiss.âÂ
Atsumu blinks, once, twice at Kiyoomi before folding at the waste in laughter, âThat was not a kiss- assault maybe.âÂ
[Ayo: Atsumu speaks with a statement, pauses, and then farther explains the statement as above. just a way to keep dialog diff between âem. Also also, when feeling more emotions then usual -- like tiredness or anger -- Atsumuâs accent gets hella worse, hints why this scene itâs so heavy]
Kiyoomi face feels hot, lips pulling downwards as he glares at a Too-Amused-Miya, âOur lips touched, it was a kiss.â
Atsumu shakes his head, straightening up to his full stature. âYer just beinâ prideful, itsa okay to be bad at kissinâ - I wonât tell anyone, promise.âÂ
Kiyoomi doesnât doubt Atsumu, if thereâs one thing heâs good for, itâs keeping a promise.Â
[ayo: maybe do somethin with this? like Atsumu makes a promise and hella sticks to it for years, idk what tho so lmao]
âNot like anyone will believe you, anyways.â Kiyoomi challenges.Â
Atsumu must be really feeling the lack of sleep now, because his eyes are droopy and his smile lopsided -- not the typical sly smirk that appears whenever they banter. Kiyoomi takes pity on him, just this once.Â
âGood night, thanks for letting me kiss you.â Itâs a lost for Kiyoomi, they both know it, but Atsumu lets it slide with only a prideful smirk.Â
âGood night, Omi-Omi. Mâhappy to help.âÂ
âDonât call me that,â Kiyoomi says on his way out, having to keep his dignity somewhat.Â
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Later that evening, when dusk is starting to appear and Kiyoomi is half asleep standing up with Motoyaâs voice in his ear, he announces: âI kissed someone.âÂ
Thereâs a break in the nonestop chatter about whatever Motoya was watching before Kiyoomi called, then a sharp inhale followed by an overly excited vomit of of questions. Â
âWho? When? Wait, go back to who first. Who did you kiss? I didnât even know you were interested in, well, in general. Who?âÂ
[ayo: Defo change this but a rough draft is meant to be...ugly so]Â
Kiyoomi sighs, squaring up his shoulders as he shuffles towards his bed. Maybe he shouldnât have brought it up, however, if Motoya found out Kiyoomi didnât mention it the day it happened, he would have been even more insufferable. And pouty, so goddamn pouty.Â
âAtsumu.âÂ
âOh, well, huh. Why him?âÂ
Kiyoomi lays down on his bed, staring up at his ceiling.Â
âWell,â Kiyoomi starts. He hears Motoya take a sharp breath in, and Kiyoomi can practically see him leaning forward in anticipation. âHe answered the phone.â
Motoya lets out a long sigh.Â
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The writing style is defo gonna change; for a rough rough draft, I like to keep things as simple as possible while also staying as comfortable as possible, so itâs pretty boring ngl.Â
This fanfic is going to cover a shit ton of years, but I also want it to be as simple and short as possible, so Iâm probo gonna do that summery + detailed moments style.Â
This story is also gonna be sectioned into three different acts: The before friendship. The during friendship. And the romantic relationship. This scene takes place during the early climb of âDuringâ. Itâs super imporant to me that they are 100% besties before getting together, here neither of them hold any romantic feelings for each other -- theyâre just two bros kissing it up.Â
Thatâs it. If youâre a real person reading this and not just me, then lmao. Â
#draft#draft of a draft#haikyuu fanfiction#haikyuu#kiyoomi#atsumu#kiyoomi x atsumu#fanfiction#this is a mess ngl#basically what the inside of my brain looks like#fanfic planning#fanfic#fanfic draft#no promises on if this gets completed#im lazy
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