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Holy Shit
I wanna kiss her... Sooooo bad.
That should be the post, but since I don't wanna tag spam, she's already been on my mind a while but she's also grown on that mind too. I wish she didn't do the non chalant shit as much but I kinda pushed her that way with the way I was playing earlier. Oh well. I still love to tame assholes so it's fun.
The fact she also wants to be around and only misses out on it when she's busy busy. And she already fucking BUSY busy. The fact that she's so thirsty for my attention in cute (and annoying lolol) ways. The fact we both are sooooo annoying to each other.
I feel bad cause I really do feel like Seattle girl would be a wonderful partner. She's beautiful, adventurous and bad af. How did I get such beautiful ass tall ass women crushing on me??? Blessed fr.
But madame shiver me timbers? Ms Strap On? Misses Troll Herself? Idk if I'm just addicted to the back and forth and just how witty and clever she can be in such short pockets but mannnnnn she's that chronic. The same kryptonite she sees and feels with me. I can't get that girl out my mind man. Doesn't help I cover the things she's in either. She's always pops up even if I make note to distance myself more healthily (and I've been generally more healthy about this so plusss!).
You know how people get horny af? I'm horny but for her love. A wave of lover girl has taken a serious hold on me and I crave her in just a multitude of innocent ways. I wanna kiss her and her injury. I wanna take her on dates, hold hands and explore her city together. I wanna cook together and her to slink her arm around me and start kissing on me while I'm doing something.
Ew that paragraph was gay af and I wanna delete it but I'll regret it later .
But I like her and I'm terrified but also so excited. I shoulda streamed so we'd talk but I'm kicking that anxious attachment shit so I can live my life and not too attached to something that isn't sure yet. But I'm sure for her atm so... Time. It'll work or not. We'll see.
#ill only regret it because I'm convinced if I buy into this then somehow it won't work out#just like before#hoping this is different#before I was so worried about this beinga catfish#now I'm pretty sure it's not but I'm also simultaneously nervous this isn't real#like I go to her game and she's like nah tf are you?#I'd be devastated#liking people is so humbling#and good thing I dont really have shame
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okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.
like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).
but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.
im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.
#what the fuck.#unfortunately by the time i'd switched accounts (from personal to my poetry one)#i couldn't find it :(#this is why u SEND URSELF THE POST. WHICH I KNOW TO DO BUT!!!#i was so mad i just was like “i'm about to tear this commenter in twain” and . lost da post#if u urself are the 29 and got recently flamed by instagram#i love u. come here. write with me. i was about to pick up a sword for u.#i mean a BIGASS sword.#like we all know im a wlw girlie but the way ppl will be like ''id NEVER write sad poetry about a MAN not LOVING me!!!"#..... wowwwww ur so cool. anyway. people often experience emotions regardless of what u consider cringe.#& if ur gonna shame straight/bi women for feeling a certain way. hope u never write about the#weird relationship between u and ur father. or feeling different from ur brother.#or how ur male best friend fucked u over. since it's SO CRINGE. to have ANY feelings caused by a MAN#like be so for real. beloved. nobody is fucking saying this when men do it.#''oh it's cringe to like a woman or feel heartbroken by her.''#controlling women's feelings and actions???? it's more likely than u think.#btw op is nonbinary do NOT be gender essential on this post i'll kill u with my teeth#edit: btw for the person who dm'd me ''when is it misogyny and when is it actually valid''#pretty easy. if a man had done it#would it be cringe? . like if a man sang a sad song about ''she broke my damn heart''?#if he said ''i want to have kids with her'' or something sexually explicit?? like would u even LIKE IT if a male poet had said it?#& if it's like. nah a 35 yr old man being upset about this is cringe too. yeah it's just cringe. that exists. we both know it does.#but .... often i see this ONLY about women. and i can't help but hear like. how back in middle school#we were fed the lie ''girls mature faster.'' ... why do i have to be emotionally regulated? but if a man wrote about the same things?#..... idk . im pretty anti cringe culture to begin with. but this one feels so bad to me . ur still a person past 33.
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Had a silly thought about hypothetical cat curse shenanigans with @dark-lord-of-awesomeness's How to Cat Burglar a Family ;)
Bonus doodle!!
#I hope ya like? :')#Do living things count as stealable? It seems intent based but I couldnt remember if itd come up. Maybe a philosophical nightmare if it did#just had the mental image of Stanley grabbing Dipper/Mabel from Shermie. turning into a cat & everyone SCRAMBLING to catch the falling baby#Also based on the bit in Gnome Gemulets where Stan mentions fighting off Shermie to keep holding the twins when they were born :]#Though having already co-parented like 2 (3?) kids and not being completely alone like canon Stan. I wonder if/how Cat Stan would differ?#Also Shermie in his leather jacket (or at least another one he transferred the cat patch onto) I loved that bit its so cute 😭#Almost drew Stan as fully grey as a cat but iirc cats don't go grey in the same way as people. So i went with lil grey flecks. Geezer cat#This fic lives rent free in my brain truly 💙💙💙#How to Cat Burglar a Family#Gravity Falls#Fan art#Stanley Pines#Shermie Pines#Stan Pines#Sherman Pines#Grunkle Stan#Fanart#Cat Stan#GF fanart#Comic#Artists on tumblr#My art
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it was nice while it lasted
#project sekai#prsk#prsk fa#niigo#nightcord at 25:00#25ji nightcord de#25ji#mizuki akiyama#mizu5#colorful stage#cat’s art#mizu5 is great! haha#:)#something a bit different this time uhhh hope its not too bad!! awawawa
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people with siblings: how do you feel about them?
#[.txt]#just. a bit curious#e: I see... thank you for the answers so far; it's interesting to hear as someone who's an only child#i suppose i should have phrased this as: if you have them - how do you feel about your siblings?#i am aware most answers can be boiled down to being complicated; even so it has been nice to hear from everyone of different circumstances#i hope that your day is well.
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look at my biology headcanons boy
#splatoon#octoling#muds art#octarian#ok whatever........#i dont know why my artstyle here looks so different than normal??lol#i hope the curry looks good i dont really draw food#i like how it turned out though^_^..
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Cas, we’ve talked about this. “Personal space”?
#is it casual now?#destiel#a bit different than what i draw normally#but i hope you like it#castiel#dean winchester#supernatural#supernatural fanart#art#illustration#artists on tumblr#do not repost#idk where the reference is from actually
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the sheet hes holding is called “pickup lines the ladies will love”
#cringefail losers i actually hope they explode#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#soukoku#skk#lotus draws#completely forgot how to draw chuuya’s hair i cried a hundred times drawing this#ALSO WHY ARE THEY NEARLY THE SAME HEIGHT LMFAO MY B 💀💀💀#tumblr artist lotuspear ignoring both the height difference and the hat (i’ll get cancelled one day)
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i hope buck, eddie and shannon are haunting helena through chris rn. i hope when chris rolls his eyes and snarks back helena freezes reminding her damn well who his father is. i hope when chris bites the inside of cheek and is suddenly really interested in his hands when he’s nervous about something helena scrunches her eyebrows in confusion bc she swears she’s seen it before and her eyes widen as she recalls eddie’s friend, the same friend who was there when they picked up chris, having the same mannerisms when eddie and his team came to texas. i hope when chris asks for the ice cream from the store 45 minutes from their house near the park and he picks rocky road helena swallows roughly bc shannon would do the same when she missed eddie and/or was sad. i hope she’s violently reminded no matter how much she pretends, that child will never be hers in the way she’s so desperately been trying to make it be for years. i hope she’s reminded of her damn place in chris’ life.
#hope she’s hit by a car idk#and i hope ramon is sick with guilt for eddie bc he knows what it feels like to have ur son leave u and feel like u failed cus maybe u did#but he knows that’s where he and eddie differ where eddie and chris are different than ramon and eddie#bc eddie has never failed chris. while ramon has failed eddie. for a long time.#god i’m kms.#eddie diaz#christopher diaz#helena diaz#ramon diaz#911 spoilers#911 discourse#911 lb#911 fox#911#911 s8#911 speculation#911 show#911 abc#911 season 8#9 1 1#evan buckley#shannon diaz#oliver stark#ryan guzman#buddie#118 (vee’s version)
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Last Tribe A Day run cycle was today so I decided to combine them all to show the differences!
ID under the cut
[ID: Seven sketchy animated run cycles, all of the original dragon tribes from Wings of Fire. They alternate sides as they go down, starting with the top one on the left and the second on the right, and so on. The background is a blank white. Each dragon has shaded limbs to help see the differences while in movement. The right wing is the darkest shade, followed by the left wing (closest to the screen), the the right legs are the lightest shaded. Descriptions are in order from top to bottom:
Mudwing: Drawn in a dark red. The thickest dragon by far, opening is mouth in a smile as its front legs hit the ground. Its large wings have four toes as if they were a third set of talons, which is used as another set of legs while running. The wings lift off after the back legs. The entire body bobs with its weight while it runs, lunging with its back legs. One of its back legs disappears while it runs (oopsies) and its large tail flicks with the run.
Skywing: Drawn in a darker red. Much skinnier dragon with longer limbs and larger wings. Its large wings remain slight open above its border, slightly bobbing as it moves. The body itself doesn’t move up and down, instead just twisting with movement of its limbs. Its tail is a little stiff, again just moving up and down. As it runs, one foot touches and leaves the ground at a time.
Icewing: Drawn in a dark blue. Its body and shape is ridgid, its head swooping up and down like it lunges with every time its front talons land. Again, its wings are used as a third pair of legs, however they are mostly used after the other limbs are mid-air. Its talons are visibly sharper, as well as its wings. Sharp spines on the back of its neck and end of its tail are visible as well, which bobs with the movement.
Seawing: Drawn in a dark blue. A thicker, long dragon with short but thick limbs and webbed frills along its spine and sternum. It’s thick tail continues the up and down curve it’s body makes with every move, flicking the end of the frills as it does. Its wings are semi open above its body, bobbing with the running movement and tilting up and down as its spine curves.
Sandwing: Drawn in a warm brown. Long limbs but thicker than skywing. All four feet lift of the air when they’re closest during the run, each foot hitting the ground one at a time. It’s barbed scorpion-like tail bobs up and down at the end. Its wings are folded and stuff near its shoulders, tilted diagonally. A solid frill lines its spine, biggest at the back of its neck and above the back legs.
Nightwing: Drawn in a dark purple grey, and by far the stiffest run cycle. Thick body with short but thinner legs than mudwings or seawings. Spikes line the spine all along its body, longest at the back of the neck and back of the body. Its wings are held stiffly and slightly folded over its body. Other than the legs and tail, most of the nightwing barely moves as it runs, and its legs hit the ground in pairs, front legs then back legs. They don’t even cross between each other at the closest part in the run. Its mouth opens and closes as it runs, not in any particular expression, I was just bored.
Rainwing: Drawn in a muted dark green. By far the bounciest run. It has a thin body and a head I accidentally drew a little big. It’s three-toed wings are used as a third pair of legs, used most right before it’s front legs hit the ground. Its front legs hit the ground at different time, however the back legs hit and leave together. Its tail is by far the longest, curled at the end and slightly unraveling as it flicks up and down. Beneath the curved horns is a frill with two connections that slight opens and closes with the movement. It’s grin also opens and closes with the movement.
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#wings of fire#dragons#run cycles#I hope I made the differences big enough#I can explain in words if needed#art#animation#mudwing#skywing#icewings#seawings#rainwings#nightwings#sandwing#og tribes only#I haven’t finished the series bc I can’t get the last books#so I haven’t drawn the third arc dragons#teehee
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im not putting this post into words. beams into your mind The Parallels
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#not a new thought at all of course but i havent seen a post thorough enough for Me. the guy who thinks about it a lot#and this isnt all my thoughts either but it at least Touches on each element that i think about...#honestly where i could talk for ages is where the similar things were Different for them. but harder to organize#if you actually went and looked at all these panels with me. thank you for coming to this Presentation and Journey#i hope my Beam is having an Effect.#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon#thistle dungeon meshi#marcille donato#long post#can i be forrealsies i made this post ages ago and was just referencing it while drafting one About the contrasts and accidentally hit post#so ig might as well keep it up instead of hoarding it in my drafts. and maybe ill post That essay here someday#tistle tag#my posts
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sometimes while i think about that while a lot of adults did not treat me very well as a kid i also get a lot of 'in hindsight this person was so good to me and i didnt even realize it until now' as an adult. today i was thinking about how the first anime convention i ever went to was when i was 10 and i asked the man working the manga cafe what manga was/what a good place to start was (because the con was very overstimulating for me and i had gotten lost) and he asked how old i was before recommending yotsuba and asking if i wanted any water or something to eat. its really simple but theres a lot of bad things that couldve happened or he could've been careless in his recommendation, but instead yotsuba has remained one of my favorite manga for years, and probably a large portion of why i continue to read manga as an adult... i think adults who try to involve kids in the world safely/kindly even in little ways make so much more of a difference than they ever really know.
#and i know that sounds silly like YES. it was just a bookr ecommendation#but i feel like a lot of people either dont really care about whats a good starting point for younger kids in their shared fan spaces#or dont really take the care to recognize different peoples ages would effect what they would both enjoy or#be capable of engaging with#not to mention theres a lot of manga that would NOT have been appropriate for a 10 year old to read#so the fact that he askedd and even asked what sort of thing i liked at the time#was very sweet. i think about him a lot and i hope hes doing well#txt#scratchpost
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your love returns in tragedy (ID in alt)
#farcille#falin touden#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#coming face to face with the consequences of acting out of love - marcille u will always be famous#dunmeshi is really a series that keeps on moving bc it's about so many different characters and centered on the journey#rather than like... introspectively on one singular individual so i dont think we see marcille dwell on it but we can see her fatigue#her shock and surprise in the recent ep “don't hurt her she's just confused” Gah. desperately trying to grasp everything thats going on and#not to lose hope. bc undoubtedly the remains she put together was falin's - that short moment of reprieve the party had was with falin#she was able to bring her back her magic did it!! but the violence the fatal swings was not falin at all.#just pondering about holding that guilt... it's such a huge responsibility to be in charge of life in the first place and yet it is#a burden she'll keep trudging with. defying the natural orders to keep the people she love alive... i Lauv her...#also shared sentiment with the rest of the fandom but God. Chimera Falin... she is Everything....#ruporas art
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Harrowhark makes “worst soup ever”, asked to leave mithraeum
#Eli art#locked tomb fanart#tlt#the locked tomb#Harrow the ninth#Harrow the ninth spoilers#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow the first#for my beautiful patient soup scene anon#Gideon the first#john gaius#jod#mercymorn#mercymorn cristabel#mercymorn the first#Ianthe the first#ianthe tridentarius#augustine the first#soup scene#I tried to do this scene eighteen different times but ended up with Harrow staring at the camera#whilst g1deon explodes#hope I did it justice
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desire
#farcille#dungeon meshi#falin touden#marcille donato#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#cgart#shit sucks posting yuri to cope#THIS THING PLAGUED MY BRAIN FOR THE ENTIRE YEAR#I AM HOLDING 20 DIFFERENT WIPS OF THIS#BUT NOW ITS DONE!!!!!!!!!!#i also decided to try the red/green palette again#i dont use it much so it was tricky but i think it works#or at least i hope so
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