#hoping i dont get burnt out by then
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hi guys i am (trying) to animate woodsy to willard rn rn 😮
#pepsi try not to switch content topics every 2 days#its ok causeits woodsy#but i have so many things i wanna work on LMAO#infinity train hfjone au and tsp x ii i will come back to you trust#winter break starts tommorow im very excited to get to the stuff I've been putting off!#hoping i dont get burnt out by then
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some frames from my welcome to suffocate city mv! its taking so long......but itll be worth it, i know it........
please enjoy! :D
#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#KIIIIND OF? JUST FOR ODILE...#siffrin isat#isat siffrin#odile isat#isat odile#sammi sketches#i dont rmr when i started working on this thing but its def been at Least 2 months. i keep taking rly long breaks oops#but!! its halfway done!!! yay!!!! i hope i can finish it before the end of the year#itd be nice if it was done by the anniversary but i dont wanna impose that kinda deadline on myself and power thru and get burnt out
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anyways . silly thing
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#animatic#i want it done.get out of here u stupid dog#ITS CHEESY.IM SORRY ! IMSORRY <embarrassed .truly#but i think. a gf revival would not be complete w/o me trying my hand at a shitty animatic. this 1 is for me dwg#as annoying as the whole process was it was kind of fun ngl. . like ive never been good at keeping a consistent style or chara model#and this was rly good practice for that .. i think looking at it now its like. no its crazxy its insane bc i dont ever want to do it again#at least in the immediate future but watching it back im like ok well.icouldve at least done that better. or tried to loosen up my vp and#made it feel less flat . <thats the devil talking & trying to get u back in on it.thats what i mean liike its fun but its evil and tiring#also im so creatively burnt out ik i couldve done so many fun ciphord gore things but i ug a 'shrug' pff 'shrug' i ?. yk#if only i didnt have the disposition to want to finish everything in one sitting. i think thats why i like static illustration#more bc u get more like. topical variety in a shorter amt of time u feel. anyways i remember hearing this song 4 the first time and in#my need to apply everything ever to my hyperfix i was like omg crop circles soo stanford lol. omg a deal he made when he was young.. & no#it doesnt feel so great does it .. (ciphordd)..then the eyes & fate i was alr convinced but when it got 2 the stanley part ab the taking hi#fathers brothers name i was like ok well fuck filbrick 1 . but rewritten for canon events anyways HELLO???????? AND U WILL DIE THE SAMEE?#much cooler version is still stuck in my head but i hope that u can get the same rudimentary vision i have
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if im honest, im trying very hard to not publicly be upset about how the internet censorship has ruined so much for me and every other adult creator's income out there where i feel like the moment i cant post nsfw on patreon, i feel like that's it for me. i don't have anything else outside of what i do now and i'm just, tired.
#i still do commissions#i still have an etsy#but with etsy it's expensive to get shit made#and with commissions ive been slow on them too and i hate being slow but i am#like everything is just#make money make money make money#and it's upsetting and draining#like it's why i dont even want to monetize my webcomics on tapas or even put them on webtoon#cuz my webcomics are the only things i do not want to monetize lest i get burnt out on that too#burnt out more than i already am#at this point i just hope i can just keel over and die idk#awful thing to say and think but idk what to do anymore for myself#ive practically given up on everything and thats not good#sorry for the vent uh#yeah.
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(༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ)
#i am sorry but i just need to vent#i am 99.9999% sure this cat is pregnant#she is so sweet and friendly and i hoped to get her a home but every vet/society/help of any kind refused#i just wanted to find her a home with a kind person who would treasure her#i cant afford one more cat much less two or potentially three+#even when i try my best it all ends up burnt to dust#something my shitty dad constantly told me growing up was “damned if you do and damned if you dont”#that miserable fucker was right and i hate it#again please let me rant and be miserable here i am so worn out and tired#personal
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i havent posted in a while and ngl for transparency might not anytime soon, my motivations been hitting some lows recently gang😔😔
#hoping i can pick myself up and come back some time though LMAOO#gimme an unspecified amount of time to get out of this slump…#dunno if im burnt out or what cus i cant tell#dw guys ill take care of myself and i dont blame myself or anything LMAOO#just felt like i should be clear with yall#might shitpost every now and then or something idk
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I wish to donate 1 🍇 to the raccoons
17: Raccoon Gets a Gift
#thank you!!!!#i hope you dont mind that i used your ask as the daily prompt :^)#truth be told i was getting a little burnt out on the dnd raccoons so this was a nice excuse for a break#the raccoons and i both appreciate your gift very much!#even the little grumpy one#he'll come around :3#raccoon#raccoonaday#17#raccoon gets a gift#not to worry the dnd raccoons will return!#i prommy
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Working on multiple campaigns at the same time is so funny, especially when the group is the same. Get to traumatise the same players in different ways. Switching mindsets for each one is quite an undertaking too. My main campaign is a proper heroic epic journey taking place at high levels and against legendary creatures, and then there's my new horror campaign which starts off at level 3, is extremely grounded in terms of magic, has dangers at every step and will drive the characters to insanity as they grapple with what's real, what's not and the very fabric of reality shall collapse for them. Working on both of these simultaneously leads to some real mental shenanigans. I am also driving myself to insanity as each campaign requires me to read up a bunch of different bestiaries to find creatures fitting for them, and then write plot points around them that fit in seamlessly with the overall story I'm trying to tell. Then there's the fact I have ideas for at least 2 more unique campaigns, 1 sequel campaign to the heroic campaign mentioned above, and 1 series of spin-off one-shots for that same campaign running in my head, on top of my other writing projects, one of which is deadass just short stories about major NPCs from my main campaign. Yes, this is a plea for help. I'm running out of braincells.
#d&d#dungeons and dragons#dnd#dnd campaign#dungeon master#i'm gonna end up in an asylum at this rate#you think they let you run dnd online in an asylum?#i'd hope so or i'm gonna be so bored#can i at least write there?#i'm trying so hard not to get burnt out#but all these ideas ughhhhhhh#they need to be written#should drop out of uni and become a full time DM i swear#i dont think that pays well though#or pays at all
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#me the past few days:#“why am I so anxious and scatter brained? why are my sh habits coming back? I'm doing fine. My pain isnt even that bad rn.”#i thought at first i was dehydrated because I've been drinking less water but i realized today#im fucking exhausted#a storm ripped the roof off the hospital where I work last week#so needless to say work's been fucking weird AND busy#I've been churning out art like never before since figuring out AMM#I'm trying to get my life together and feeling a real drive and motivation to do that#I've never been so burnt out on things that I love before#i also realized I'm still mourning my grandmother#that was still less than a month ago and fuck it I'm sad#i need to rest but just dont know how rn#maybe I'll figure out after work#i hope i do
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looking at romhacks to download on my 3ds while i have my sd card out. wdym blaze black/volt white 2 redux came out after pla
#i couldve sworn it was older…?#echoed voice#im playing vanilla white rn and i wanna follow up with white 2#buuuut something that gets in the way when i play white 2 is that i get burnt out on the repeating unova locations#and im hoping that a switched up version will sorta help with that?#i mean im assuming its not much different from vanilla story wise beyond some tweaks here and there and legendary expansions#ive never actually finished a drayano hack before. i still need to finish renegade platinum#ill probably do it when i get the sinnoh itch again bc i dont feel like replaying vanilla platinum#if only bc the expanded pokemon roster will make it easier to swap out my starter
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idk whats up w me . maybe worms
#maybe im burnt out maybe my depression is flaring up maybe i need to restart my medication again i dont know i dont knowwww#all i know is my life is boring + sucks and im avoiding all my friends to doomscroll online instead#maybe once every 3 weeks ill have a day that i could confidently call a Good Day#everything else is just an average ass 5/10 kinda bullshit day#this will get better when im done my exam and can actually have free time . I HOPE#if not i guess ill just kms or something
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well this sucks
#how do people keep themselves up when theres nothing their days can revolve around#do i just need to escape my homelife so i dont feel like a useless pile of slop trying to evade them or am i just too burnt out and#ill to to do anything to get myself to feel like im supposed to be alive#i was supposed to study#to catch up on lectures i cant attend#to get assignments done#to somehow find a job and hope theres available positions outside of fastfood#and here i am now#awake for the sake of being awake#with 3 assignments still pending#either i need to drop out if a break can just do this to me or i need to...idk.i cant even move in with anyone. im out of options
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Here's day 1 for my first ever attempt at Huevember! I rarely ever do digital art but I want to make this month be all about learning and drawing silly guys:]
Also check out @/eraelias!!! Ima be using their color wheel (unless I decide to switch or make my own idk)
#huevember#huevember 2024#artists on tumblr#digital art#Nimbusnox#pokemon#gengar#haunter#gastly#pumpkin#why are backgrounds so ughhhhh#Anyway I hope I actually follow through with this challenge#I might modify it so I dont get burnt out but also college is hard :(#I know halloween is gone but WHATEVA THEY'RE PICKING OUT PUMPKINS
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got a little 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 and ate 262.5 more cals than i intended to
#kill me. genuinely kill me#i feel so sick#im so fucking disgusting#ive eaten 955 cals today!!! woohoo!!! way too fucking many!!! 305 over my limit!!!!#and i walked a lot today but i dont have the count so im telling myself i burnt 100 cals but i dont know#so even with that my net would be 855#way too fucking many#this is my worst restriction day since my relapse#aside from the 2 binge days#this is literally the most calories ive eaten#meant to do low res#ended up with high res#isnt that fucked up#lmao#i hope i still lose weight fml#whats even more fucked up is the fact that ive only eaten half a subway sandwich#2 eggs#and 1 pancake#and all of that adds up to such a high number#its fucking criminal that things are allowed to be so high cal#i wanna shoot myself i was doing so good but i just had to eat 3/4 more of a pancake than i wanted to#fml#i just want to burn all this shit off me but im out of town and cant#i cant wait to weigh myself when i get home#i should have brought my fucking scale#fuck my life
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Got into a screaming match with my roommate so now might get kicked out. She's upset that we told the post office who lives here cause my husband wasn't receiving any mail and the only solution was to tell them who actually lives here. But she says we should've talked to her first cause it's HER house. She thinks the landlord is going to find out we aren't on the lease and kick us out or raise the rent. And like what the fuck else was I supposed to do? Just not receive my fucking mail?
#i fucking hate her#we didnt receive IRS documents!#do you know how fucking important that is?!#it literally got my application rejected cause i didnt know they requested info!#weve been having mail problems for months!!#you knew we were going to the post office today too like wtf#if i get kicked out idk where to go#my parents dont have a room for us anymore cause my dads hospital bed is now in my old room#im looking for apartments rn but i cant afford anything as im the only one working#idc if me leaving screws her over she fucking deserves it#shes selfish and doesnt care about anyone at all but how it benefits her#i have so many complaints about her that it wont fit here shes just horrible i hope she never finds peace#im going to cut all contact with her as much as possible and i hope to fucking stop her from being with my family anymore#she used to be family but not anymore i hope she leaves us all alone forever shes burnt all her bridges
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HHHHHSHAHHHHHHHHHHHH. HHHHhhhhhhhhhhh Nnnnnn
#Girl's 8-9 month hyperfixation is dying :(#YTTD MY LOVE COME BACK PLEASE IF I DONT HAVE DOPAMINE I GET DEPRESSED AND DIE#it's definitely going to be a huge interest of mine for a LONG time coming but it ain't that level anymore :(#I mean. I DID lose the hyperfixation on it a bit ago and it came back full swing later#I still have hope#rambles#wt the very least I don't think im gonna burn out of to <3#My last few major hyperfixations I burnt out of (recovered and can again interact with danganronpa still haven't recovered for toh) BUT I#Think I'll still be able to be very very into yttd! Which is really good I love this game so much#Fambles
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