#hope my fucking beloved
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“I hope I’ll find all the pieces of my mind that fell out of my head over all those years, and that I’ll be able to put myself together again. I hope the echoes of pain will fade, and memories of sorrow will die, and that you’ll visit me here some day…”
“And I hope you have a happy ending of your own.”
#NICHE BALDURS GATE CHARACTER FANS COME GET YALL JUICE#I may be the only one getting juice but hey. yknow#obligatory if hope has one fan it is me if hope has no fans it means I am dead etc etc#hope bg3#house of hope#baldurs gate 3#bg3#I love her sm you don’t understand#she’s so silly (clinically insane) and she’s brave and beautiful and UGH. hope. my beloved.#hope my fucking beloved#anyways this took fucking forever#I’m not super happy with it but i AM done with it. so. yeah#I was gonna do a bg and stuff but like. I’m sleepy#so you just get the window#also I feel like the light coming through looks a bit shit but again. it’s done for now.#I’ve never tried to draw stained glass and when I tell you it was not fucking easy lol#oh it’s just like drawing regularly but with LESS DETAIL I thought like a smooth brained foool#INCORRECT#there was maths involved#anyyyyywho. all for now. enjoy. please enjoy. if this gets no notes I may cry. a little.
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okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.
like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).
but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.
im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.
#what the fuck.#unfortunately by the time i'd switched accounts (from personal to my poetry one)#i couldn't find it :(#this is why u SEND URSELF THE POST. WHICH I KNOW TO DO BUT!!!#i was so mad i just was like “i'm about to tear this commenter in twain” and . lost da post#if u urself are the 29 and got recently flamed by instagram#i love u. come here. write with me. i was about to pick up a sword for u.#i mean a BIGASS sword.#like we all know im a wlw girlie but the way ppl will be like ''id NEVER write sad poetry about a MAN not LOVING me!!!"#..... wowwwww ur so cool. anyway. people often experience emotions regardless of what u consider cringe.#& if ur gonna shame straight/bi women for feeling a certain way. hope u never write about the#weird relationship between u and ur father. or feeling different from ur brother.#or how ur male best friend fucked u over. since it's SO CRINGE. to have ANY feelings caused by a MAN#like be so for real. beloved. nobody is fucking saying this when men do it.#''oh it's cringe to like a woman or feel heartbroken by her.''#controlling women's feelings and actions???? it's more likely than u think.#btw op is nonbinary do NOT be gender essential on this post i'll kill u with my teeth#edit: btw for the person who dm'd me ''when is it misogyny and when is it actually valid''#pretty easy. if a man had done it#would it be cringe? . like if a man sang a sad song about ''she broke my damn heart''?#if he said ''i want to have kids with her'' or something sexually explicit?? like would u even LIKE IT if a male poet had said it?#& if it's like. nah a 35 yr old man being upset about this is cringe too. yeah it's just cringe. that exists. we both know it does.#but .... often i see this ONLY about women. and i can't help but hear like. how back in middle school#we were fed the lie ''girls mature faster.'' ... why do i have to be emotionally regulated? but if a man wrote about the same things?#..... idk . im pretty anti cringe culture to begin with. but this one feels so bad to me . ur still a person past 33.
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𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐔𝐓:
♡ Aimée likes to present herself as an 'it' girl at school. She is a known exhibitionist in town, and is rumored that she gets around.
♡ Kleptomaniac. Pickpockets people during work hours and even during encounters. It gives her a little extra cash but she does have multiple jobs. Prefers stealing things rather than actually paying for them. Has been caught before but usually with a little bit of 'persuasion', she's able to get away scot-free.
♡ A sweet talker. (turns out paying attention in English class does have its benefits) She oftentimes tries to get out of a situation by finessing people. Her mouth is probably her best asset, in more ways than one :)
♡ While Aimée doesn't outwardly harass others, she enjoys teasing and messing with them. Silver-tongued, playful and witty, she finds that she enjoys pushing peoples' buttons, and seeing how they react after a measly few words is always a fun time. And if they fall for her somehow, then that's a major plus, breaking hearts is her favorite past time ♡
♡ In private, she is actually meeker than how she shows herself to be. However, she finds comfort in this persona she's created. Everyone knows that you're easy prey if you act shy and show any vulnerability, so she's learned the hard way to always take the first bite.
♡ By being promiscuous herself, it gives her a sense of autonomy in a way. In her mind, if she objectifies herself first, then she's taking away that decision people have over her body.
♡ Her arousal is kept high at all times so she can avoid overthinking, its a way to cope from everything. Sex is a great distraction. It makes her feel good, and all she needs to do is just focus on the what was happening during the moment, and on giving the person she's with pleasure that she's very happy to provide.
♡ Can't find herself to commit to anyone due to her fear of opening herself up to others. Sex is easy. To her, it's simple. And it's something she knows she's good at. Meanwhile, feelings and emotions are messy. It complicates a lot of things. But she can't help but get attached to some people. Whenever she realizes that she's getting too close, she distances herself and quickly moves on to a new person, minimizing the chances of any feelings developing further.
♡ This is where her reputation as a heartbreaker comes from. It's not actually something she actively likes doing, but it's a way for her to get even for what they had done to her.
♡ But no matter how many times she tries to convince herself, deep down, she knows this isn't how she wants to be. She does want to make genuine connection with someone. And despite being surrounded by (mostly unwanted) attention, there's still this lingering sense of loneliness that, no matter what she does, she can't seem to get rid of.
#srry i dont write i hope its not super cringe LMFAO#it was supposed to be Aimée the player for the double meaning (PC - player character + player as in playing with peoples hearts)#but heartbreaker is soooo much cuter sorryyyy#the name Aimée means beloved :333 beloved by all and yet she is unable to love anyone else back :3333333#also btw personal fav on that playlist is senior party by renzo#degrees of lewdity#aimee the heartbreaker#whitney the bully#robin the orphan#sydney the fallen#kylar the loner#DUDE.ACTUALLY FUCK THIS SHIT. I AM SO DONE I AM NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN THIS IT THIS IS THE MOST EFFORT IM PUTTING TO A.POST#CAN ANYONE ACTUALLY FUCKING KILL ME.OR SMTHN. RENDERING BACK TO BACK TO BACK WITH CHARAVTERS INTERACTING I AM I AM NEVER.AGAIN MY GOD#GOODBYE. I WILL GO KMS OR SMTHN#ALSO I DID NOT ACCIDENTALLY POST THIS YESTERDAY U WERE HALLUCINATING.
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what do you know about my mother? she was like you. she was kind. and loving.
#rose x moldaver#rose maclean#lee moldaver#fallout#fallout edit#fallout on prime#fallout tv#fallout spoilers#fallout tv spoilers#i haven't been able to stop thinking about them since i watched the finale#the implications of what they were has altered my brainwaves i fear#ok so i've tried posting this like twice now and i hope the gifs look passable now#tumblr is dedicated to compressing the fuck out of these and making them look bad i swear#the raw files look good on my desktop i swear#also i appreciate the rainbow in the third gif but god did it make it hard to color properly#anyway tragic post apocalyptic yuri my beloved#my gifs
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attack on @startagainaprologue!!!! go follow it neow.
(also greyscale version below the cut. ik this design is in greyscale but i will die without my colors (silly))
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#isat au#BONIBEAR MY BELOVED CRITTER#i was legally obligated to draw this#as someone who likes bonnie isat a normal amount#hoping and PRAYING that this keeps its transparency when it posts#i don’t know how tumblr compression works yet </3#i DID have versions of these with colored backgrounds but… i didn’t like them.#anyways THIS WAS SO FUN TO RENDER AND DRAW#bear cub bonnie is so fucking good.#initially i was going to draw the food normally instead of in my weird pixelly doodle style#but. i don’t know how to render a fish head. so silly doodle style it is!!!#also praying that i Don’t fuck up queue and post this 10 hours early again
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#kip sabian#aew#all elite wrestling#aewedit#wrestlingedit#wrestling#night gifs#i hope these dont look too awful this footage was a bitch to work with ough#but he was so fucking cute :((((#my beloved#kip in a box#(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)#(also ignore the fact that i mistimed the watermark in the first one shhhhh its fiiiine)
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Thinking of Crowley in season 2, sitting closer, smiling easier, quicker to apologize, being so indulgent, and always close by because he knows what it feels like to have believed he would have to live in a world where Aziraphale no longer exists.
#that's part of why I don't believe Crowley will fall into despair in season 3#He may be devastated by what happened between them#but he knows Aziraphale is alive#and he's a fucking optimist#As long as Aziraphale's out there somewhere#even if they're not talking#there's always hope#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#good omens 2#ineffable partners#a/c#😈😇#crowley my beloved
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I will never emotionally recover from this
#Joplin my beloved </3#release the joplin cut!#pls bioware someone leak the details I need the closure lmao#was looking for more pictures of calpernia for her headdress and got sad :(#Imshael / Calpernia / Sten / Zevran / Isabela (properly dressed) / Dorian </3#solas agents are in this version -> so is the war with the qun!#there was a reason that everyone was excited for this version of the game!!! Devs included!#all the talent that left after joplin got canned makes me sad :(#fuck off EA - i hope you step on a lego piece every day for the rest of your lives#i need some one to release an in-depth deep dive/article into what the fuck happened#really sad to see bioware come to this point -> they made so many of my favorite games and now they're a shell of themselves#i've made my peace with the game being crap and i'm going to ignore it as being part of the series going forwards#but i see this concept art and its sad because they had something wonderful here <3#datv just feels like this soulless product -> it treated everything that came before it so poorly and chased trends it didn't need to#datv critical#bioware critical#fuck off EA
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Hi CaWF fans on Tumblr I just wanted to show you something that made me cry soooo hard
Official artist Mio Izumi drawing them in celebration for the release of the CaW Live Action movie. (Original post from twitter)
#i hope y'all appreciate this bc this made me fucking cry soooo hard i was sooo#me when im so#me when#haiya#cells at work#hataraku saibou#hataraku saibō#cells at work friends#hataraku saibo friends#theyre so stuoid la#33/cross arguing my beloved#theyre going to the movies to watch caw la
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I bring more jerichos
And a little jericho x marius because WHY NOT
#the worms#oh god oh fuck#theyre surely worming#i got jericho syndrome#im very tired now but very happy i love drawing jericho#hope jericho club will like these ones#also i hope theres more than like 3 jericho x marius enthusiasts#jericho sticks#ol jericho sticks#but most folk call him jericho#i call him my best friend my pookie my beloved#edge of midnight#legends of avantris#marius renathyr#jericho x marius
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From MARVEL Strike Force.
#I did the GIF so I hope Tumblr doesn't fuck it up#daily pavitr#pavitr my beloved#pavitr prabhakar#spiderman india#spiderverse pavitr#atsv pavitr
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timekeeper
#yes as in timekeeper cookie from the cookie run their design fucks#isat#isat odile#in stars and time#putting odile in Gender clothes my beloved...#i hope she's still recognizable there adjasjdkladlsj#I drew a monocle instead of her glasses. idk how well that works here#day 62#crossover#missed days: 9
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Hope-
Or tfw you touch grass for the first time in your life, and it makes you so sappy that you can't help it but pray for a brigther future.
If, in said future, there's also your best friend, well, who are you to not hope a little more?
Little comic without any kind of expectations and is showing I did to try the 8 page zine layout and it does work!!! I will do more of these because it was fun as heck and really made me happy to do it!
If you want to print it and have a physical copy, you can find the file on my Ko-fi for free!
Here some photos of my own little prints, tried both the A3 and A4 format and they are so cute! **
#trigun#trigun maximum#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#chronart#hospital yuri arc my beloved#finished sometime ago and had the time to test out the result only today#posting it now before i die with another week full of nonsense#also don't notice how the A4 format came out strange the printer had a bad day lmao#also can't take a fucking photo to save a life my god#anyway hope you guys will enjoy it!!!!#i didn't throw all my heart and soul into drawing vash and wowo's lovely eyes nope nope!!!!
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episode 16 was wild
Like, that was the best episode this far
but also WHAT THE FUCK!!!
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#ace markey#arturo giles#teruko tawaki#whit young#guys that episode was insane#I legit screamed for Levi when he got shot#Like#this episode made me scream so much#And aces execution was so freaking CREATIVE#Also Arturo getting character development my beloved#Proud to say I never hated him#But like whit#Whit what the FUCK was that#Is he good??#Yk I wasn’t thinking he was the mastermind until after this episode…#I just can’t believe ace is actually dead#Like it still feels so surreal to me#And the ace voice actor??#He KILLED it with his performance#Like ace definitely shot up as one of my favorites after this#Teruko’s voice actor slayed as always.#But yeah the episode was amazing#Hope the dev and everyone involved takes a nice long break#levi fontana#almost forgot to tag him 😭
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rewatching this over and over again.. mainly bcs tarn makes soundwave into a manlet but also bcs it's hilarious
#thunderhowl at the copilot doing Absoluteky nothing then being surprised when shadowstriker is unfamiliar with the terrain: :D#i get ure a theater kid but CAN U STOP BEING SO CRYPTIC#bumblebee moving to the wall like the only smart person#optimus just wants to find the source#had to include soundwave being the bitchiest person for no reason at the end of course 🩵 mi lady#somebody help tarn bro only has one arm 😭😭#hes not even using it against a wall or anything like hes just trying to keep his balance#everybody panicking while shadowstriker doesnt give a fuck#girlboss shit she does every day and no one cares it pisses me off yall need to appreciate my mean lesbian like yall appreciate her mean gay#bestie#thunderhowl :) bcs he wants soundwave to struggle probably. i mean at the cost of others maybe risking a concussion? sure#theyre both so petty but try to act too cool to be in their own lame ways. im obsessed with them#he was hoping soundwave was gonna land in his lap 💔#somehow from all the way back there LMFAO if his terrains can defy gravity so can his beloved annoyance ok. he believes#im a filthy multishipper so i need tarn and soundwave to have more fic & kiss too bcs it's literally tarn being like I Know What You Are#(a Bttm) to soundwave and soundwave having to screw his lips into a smile & be like teehee of course.. only to be like (u forgot the Brat*)#at the end like. why are they like that. tarn holding him by the waist with 1 arm being like i got u bbgirl meanwhile hes getting#60000 concussions and soundwave is trying So hard not too laugh.. TOO loudly. (tarn thinking hes so anime protag rn)#tf cyberverse#soundwave#tarn#thunderhowl#shadowstriker#bumblebee#optimus prime#maccadam#transformers#I CANT BELIEVE I HAD ENOUGH ROOM FOR THESE TAGS!
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@pluck-heartstrings things always look a little different under a spotlight, huh?
#pluck my heartstrings#medieval times au#remember when I said I’d likely fuck up the rendering?#I did!#tried using some color store colored pencils I got for the first time and it didn’t go well lol MY BAD#im also just… bad at coloring#but that’s ok! I had fun#anyways#I hope you like it#thanks for sharing this story#I am Very Normal about it :>#beloved moots#fanfic fanart#my art
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