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DCA PROMPTOBER - DAY 2
PAPER PALS
"What about this?" Sun asked, for what seemed like the hundreth time, as you went back and forth on what new candle to buy for the Halloween season. He'd nag you about the safety risks later when he noticed, but right now he was too busy holding up a spooky decoration, "Skeletons are fun, right? Spooky scary?"
You glanced over at him absentmindedly, before your mouth fell open. Staring up at the plastic skeleton he was holding, you immediately shook your head, "Not when it's taller than you are! Where would we even fit that thing, huh?"
"Outside?" the robot guessed, as if you could just dangle the giant thing from a window or a fire escape. The rays around his head spun in a quick circle as he watched you, "Is that not obvious?"
"Riddle me this then," you rolled your eyes, impulsively reaching for a random candle. You'd decide if you liked it or not later as you placed it in the shopping cart, "How would we put it outside if we live in an apartment, Sun? I don't even think we can fit it into the cart, either!"
He struggled, trying to come up with an answer, and you wondered just how many google tabs and reddit pages him and Moonâbecause he was probably getting a kick out of seeing you so bewilderedâwere consulting. And a little after that, he huffed. Side eyeing you, without even having a face to emote you could tell he wouldn't give the skeleton up without a fight.
And since you couldn't tackle and fight a 7 foot tall animatronic, you had to come up with something else.
"Okay," you smiled, and watched as he perked up. Too bad for your boys, since you continued, "Why don't we just make some of our own Halloween decorations this year? It'd be a little more cost effective and more fun, anyway!"
He gave you a dubious glance, head tilted. And while you racked your brain for the perfect homemade decorations to make, you watched as he glanced from the large, plastic skeleton and back to you. And again.
It wasn't until Sun put a hand on his hip that he tentatively asked, "...What types of crafts?"
"How about baking? My Halloween Pinterest board is ready!"
"That's not a craft. And it's messy."
"Maybe, but you're getting good at it!"
Sun shook his head.
You tried again, "How about flying paper bats and floating paper ghosts?"
"Are you forgetting to account for our height, Starshine? We'd take everything down with us!"
Oh damn them, being so tall!
You crossed your arms, "Okay, well we could definitely carve pumpkins and maybe leave those out on the fire escape! Wouldn't that be fun?"
"Messy, more like it," he shook his head, "I've heard pumpkin guts are hard to clean up!"
"Who told you that? Google?" you teased, as he tensed up and began to ramble about the accuracy of most search results.
You disagreed, but effectively stopped listening after a few seconds. Because while the internet was helpful, it made him so annoying sometimes, so you thought of what else you could do. Glancing around, you gazed at the Halloween decor littering the department store from afar, hoping inspiration would strike you.
There were a few inflatable ghouls, witches, and skeletons. All much too big, though, and you couldn't even imagine the price. And some large, dangling cobwebs littering the corner of the section, but how would you even make those at home?
Pursing your lips, you glanced back at Sun. His hands were up, as he was in full tangent over pumpkin guts and how to properly dispose of them. And scratching your head, you tried not to think about how he might get you kicked out of the store, but instead about what crafts he used to do with the children.
The Superstar Daycare was synonymous with artsy, and that bot had the kids constantly channeling their creativity. He had always said it was a good outlet for their energy and anything else they were feeling. So there was always some type of activity involving slime, finger paintings, or paper pals.
Oh shit, paper pals!
Those kinda cute, kinda creepy crafts that he had always insisted on making with the kids! Cheap, easy to make, and it was the perfect idea, especially for him and Moon's first Halloween out of the Pizzaplexâ
Or would they hate it?
Ugh, you wanted to kick yourself for even thinking of it. The Pizzaplex had been horrible for everyone there! Whether they were human and working hefty hours there, or robotic and tethered to the sick company for eternity. And there was no doubt Sun and Moon had had it horrible. So you quickly got the thought out of your head, deciding it would be best to not rehash the past.
Too bad the bot had noticed it, too attuned to your behavior now. He cocked his head and swiftly shoved the skeleton into a random shelf. Which was amusing since it was so large, but you'd force him to put it back where it belonged later. You didn't want to imagine the poor retail worker that'd have to lug that thing back to its section, but his static smile was hitting you with the same emotion as a questioning frown.
Sun leaned down to you, awfully close, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing," you said quickly, "Uh, I just lost The Game."
"The what?"
"I'll explain it to you later!" you chuckled uneasily, "Should we look at more candles?"
"You know those pose a fire risk in an enclosed space!" Sun shook his head before changing the subject, "What's wrong? Did you have another craft in mind for us?"
If you said no, he'd see right through you. And if you said yes and told him, there was no telling what his and Moon's reaction would be.
"Well..." you hesitated, tapping on the handrail of the shopping cart. The rhythm was the same one animatronic would tap, but you ignored that fact as you tried to muster up your courage instead. All you had to do was ask a simple question. Only problem was you weren't sure it wouldn't recall isolation and programmed obedience.
Sun's voice was soft as you stared up at him, "Use your words, Starshine."
"Okay," you sighed apprehensively and crossed your arms. Slowly, you asked, "...Should we make paperpals?"
You held your breath for a second. As if it could stop the either joyous or disastrous reaction you would receive. And if the latter happened, it was on you for even pushing it. The last thing you wanted was to make both of them uncomfortable, or bring back any awful memories from the past that would hurt them.
You couldn't bear it if that happened.
So as you opened your mouth to backtrack on the whole idea, you jumped. He had let out a shrill gasp, spooking you as he grasped your shoulders and exclaimed, "Should we? You didn't even need to ask!"
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Good morning!!! Wrote this before class since i love to torture myself by coming in hours early to beat rush hour!!! oh well, gives me more time to write hehe. Also thank you so much for the reception on my last(and first) post, i appreciate it lots!!!
And thanks to @bluerasbunny for creating the prompt for DCATOBER 24! Hope you like it!
#dcatober24#dca fandom#fnaf sun#honestly started out cute but took a little bit of a turn haha i dont hate it#sun is sassy#moon mentioned i love him
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Xiao: First Kiss HCs
Iâm so sorry it took me actually forever to reply to you. But I really hope you like this and it was somewhat worth the wait;; I tried really hard but ty for liking my Xiao content and yes! Letâs be absolute trash for Xiao. In this house we only believe in Xiao supremacy đđ
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Semi Part 1: Friendship
Semi Part 2: Falling in Love
Semi Part 3: Cuddles
Semi Part 4: Protective
Semi Part 5: Affection
Semi Part 6: Jealously
Semi Part 8: Opposites Attract
Semi Part 9: Â String of Fate [Soulmate] HCs
Semi Part 10: Â [ Fainting ]
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Childe Ver: First Kiss HCs
Venti & Kaeya: Mistletoe HCs
Venti, Xingqiu, and Razor: Kissing HCs
Considering how many more Xiao fics I need to write. This semi part link might not be a good idea lol. Also letâs ignore if I wrote in a kiss in a previous post haha.
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Xiao: First Kiss HCs
When you and Xiao first got together. It was a slow and steady process of learning each other boundaries and what felt comfortable. Xiao knew he was a difficult partner but you loved him and even becoming his friend was a slow and worthwhile adventure. It started off small leading from small handholding, to cuddling, to showing each other affection. But the one area that you both werenât familiar in was kisses. He was an isolated adepti and you were an adventurer. You didnât have any experience in being kissed and Xiao sure as hell didnât either. Plus it was a lot more intimate and nerve wracking compared to holding hands and that was an hard hill to tackle in itself.
You didnât mind that he wasnât comfortable with initiating affection or never went in or talked about kisses. You were just happy that he was by your side and that your love was reciprocated. That he was comfortable in your presence and seemed content in your arms. It still made you a bit giddy when you reflected on how far you both came and that was enough for you. Xiao, on the other hand, couldnât exactly say the same. While he was happy and he was content, he couldnât help but feel that maybe your relationship was too one-sided? He knew that you were comfortable and okay with waiting for him to work out his issues and figuring out how to love again but he also really wanted to do more. He just wasnât sure how to start.
It suddenly dawned on him one day when he saw you off on your next journey, that he had never really kissed you. Even a small goodbye kiss. It was usually you initiating affection or giving words of love and you always told him that it didnât matter if he said it or not. His actions said more which always made him flush a bit. But on slow and quiet days where you were off on another adventure and Liyue was calm, he couldnât help but let his mind wander to you. To your face, your bright eyes that would light up whenever you talked about the interesting sights you saw on your journey, the curve of your nose whenever he tapped it when you started to ramble on to much, your lips and how they would spread into a soft smile when it was just the two of you.
Xiao quickly flipped himself up into a sitting position and groaned into his hands. What was happening to him? He needed to take a walk to clear his mind again. Heâs been going out a lot since he met you. He had faced an army of demons and fought in a war and yet this felt like the hardest challenge of his entire thousand year long life. He could almost hear Guizhongâs laughter at his predicament and her words of wisdom saying to take whatever problem he had and face it head on. Just without his spear. The spear needs to stay home.
So the next time you visited Wangshu Inn he asked for you to close your eyes. You complied but you were surprised, sitting by the railing facing Liyue up on the balcony. Was he going to gift you something? This was the first time he asked you to close your eyes but you trusted him. You could almost feel the anxiety waving off Xiao so you kept quiet and patient and waited for him to be ready.
He was ready. He could do this. You werenât even looking at him so what was there to be worried about? He slowly leaned in, just hovering above your lips. But then he leaned back a bit, flushing red. He nearly chewed his lip before stopping since you probably didnât want to taste blood. It wasnât that he wasnât ready or he thought that you would hate it, he was just nervous in messing up. What if his accidently transformed? What if he accidently pushed you off the railing? Even worse, what if someone showed up and saw you both like this?
Turns out he didnât need to worry. Somewhat. Zhongli, who Xiao knew now was actually Rex Lapis in disguise, made a sudden appearance behind him. The whiplash of suddenly seeing his Master, the nervous butterflyâs fluttering in his stomach, and pep talk Xiao was trying to pound into his mind made him suddenly lurch forward and kiss you deeply. A bit too deeply as his little fangs nipped at your bottom lip.
âZhongli!?â
âRex Lapis?!â
You both quickly broke apart as your eyes flew open when you heard the man but also surprise at the sudden but, not completely unpleasant, pain and pressure on your lips. You could almost see the soul leave Xiaoâs body when he spun around to see the surprised Zhongli. It was silent for a moment, all three of you just staring at each other. You were still processing what the hell just happened, Xiao was trying to find a way to astral project, and Zhongli was computing the fact that yes, the ever grumpy and âdonât touch meâ yaksha both had a lover and was in the middle of...courting.
âOh. My apologies. I wasnât aware you were both occupied. I shall take my leave and visit another day then.â Zhongli simply nodded and left before you or Xiao could say anything. You both stared at the empty figure of where Zhongli was before you started to burst into laughter at the situation. You really felt bad, you did honestly, but with all the overwhelming emotions you couldnât help but laugh.
âIâm...sorry. I didnât know he was going to visit today,â Xiao muttered as he pressed his hand into his face and groaned at the embarrassing moment. You could see the tips of his ears were getting redder by the second which made you chuckle. For such a fearsome Yaksha he was really cute sometimes.
âItâs okay Xiao. I donât mind. But are you alright?â you stifled the last of your giggles and reached out to pull him closer and remove his hand from his red face before cupping his cheek. He huffed but leaned into your hand. He really was sometimes like a cat.
âAre you hurt? Was I...too forward?â Xiao asked but he still wouldnât look you in the eye. The floor was very interesting this afternoon. Wood was nice. Wood was good.
âNo! It was...nice,â you answered, starting to go a bit pink yourself now before you felt a stinging pain in the corner of your lip, âAh. I think you might accidently bit my lip though.â
âI see,â Xiao was now looking at you with his piercing eyes as he watched your small pink tongue brush over the corner of your bottom lip. His attention began to focus on that small part as the world seem to narrow down. Just the two of you. But unlike when you both would lie on top of the inn and watch the sun go down he felt hungry.
âDo you-â
Before you could ask anything Xiao suddenly pounced and pressed his lips against yours in a heated kiss. He took you by surprise but you quickly recovered as you gripped the purple ribbon on his back and yanked him forward as his hands slammed against the railing, trapping you. You felt his tongue press against your lips as you slowly opened them to let him in. It was overwhelming and you were sure if you hadnât been grabbing onto the purple ribbon you would have fell over but then a sudden deep rumble snapped you out of your trance.
âXiao? Are you...Are you purring?â you giggled when you got a tiny but of separation from the lack of air but he frowned at you, really it looked more like a pout, before leaning over once again. Â Just barely brushing over your lips as he whispered
âMeowâ
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This isnât even OOC anymore. I feel like Iâm writing a fucking k-drama right now, what am I doing anymore? English? Huh? I do not compute.
Iâve just awakened something in me with Cat! Xiao and I am flying with it (and casually ignoring lore. Isnât he a bird?). Heading straight for the stratosphere and you cannot stop me. Just gonna hide away in shame now donât look at me.
Okay. Time to commit sleep for uh 2 hours lol. Iâm really tired but I feel kinda proud of myself haha. Tomorrowâs fics are going to be Venti, Lisa and Diluc pairing, and Venti and Barbara pairing. Good night!
Oh, and yes there is a lot more Xiao content to come and uhh might continue this cat!xiao idea. Unless thatâs too weird. Iâm sorry donât shame me pls đ°
my god tumble just work. i dont want to deal with you and your tags.Â
#genshin impact#genshin#genshin impact x reader#genshin x reader#genshin imagines#genshin impact imagines#genshin headcanons#genshin impact headcanons#genshin fanfic#genshin impact fanfiction#genshin xiao#genshin impact xiao#genshin xiao x reader#genshin impact xiao x reader#xiao x reader#xiao x lumine#xiao x aether#xiao#xiao headcanons#xiao imagines
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hiiii that xiao modern hc is sooooo *chefs kiss* and if its alright maybe u can do a childe one ?? ofc ure not obligated to do it if u dont want to !! AND CONGRATS ON 200 BTW U DESERVE IT <3
im glad you liked it, a childe one is coming right up!! also ty for the congratulations <33
ingredients: you are dating modern au childe, what is it like?
calories: childe + gender neutral reader
serving size: modern/highschool auă»fluffă»677 words
definitely very popular at your high school! not only is childe very attractive, but he plays basketball and is very good at it too! he looks very hot in his uniform. in fact, you guys first met when you stumbled into the gym and he accidentally hit you with his basketball while practicing
always runs straight towards your classroom when the lunch bell rings. before he met you, he hung out with his friends during break. now, you guys eat together (whether it's outside or in the cafeteria) and switch lunchboxes and steal food from the other
always begs for you to let him give you a piggyback ride on the walk to school and back home. speaking of which, childe always carries your backpack for you no matter your protests
honestly looks good in anything! mostly wears a hoodie or t-shirt with shorts plus a beanie and his sneakers are probably red haha
always sneaks up on you and puts his hoodie on you (with him still wearing it) so it's two heads popping out of a sweatshirt! he finds it very adorable when you get flustered and ask what the hell he is doing cause this man does this in PUBLIC with no shame
so many tickle fights! he sneaks into your bedroom at night and places his fingers by your sides. you have to try so hard not to laugh because it's literally two AM and your family is sleeping
doesn't get into school fights often but when childe does he either goes straight to you or avoids you at all costs. you help fix up his wounds but you are also extremely worried for him. either way you end up chasing him down in the hallways and hugging him, letting him know that you understand why he did it and that it's okay
he LOVES to ruffle your hair and throw you onto his shoulder, especially in public. you could be out on a date and suddenly kaeya walks by so you wave hello! except when kaeya turns around you're on childe's shoulder and he's running off so no one can steal you away
movie marathons every other weekend and this time you are the one to sneak into his room at night. you guys share earbuds (childe probably has airpods though cause he rich rich) and have a blanket over the both of you
secretly puts snacks into your backpack but also steals out of your fridge whenever he visits. you look very cute to him when you are confused about the missing food
you tutor him and he tutors you! both of you are strong and weak in different subjects but anyways every study date ends with you or childe falling asleep on the table
kisses all throughout the day. before you go to class? a kiss on your cheek! when he meets up with you at the lockers to walk home? a kiss on your forehead! when you guys have been facetiming for around five hours and childe has to go because his siblings want to play? well it's a kiss on the phone camera for the both of you but whatever works is fine :)
lends you his clothing all the time!! your classmates are always shocked to see you in the hallways with childe's uniform jacket or his adidas sweatshirt (and childe knows it and likes it)
dancing on the school rooftop! the first time it happened you just had a really bad day and went to cry it all out on the rooftop. little did you know one of your friends informed childe you looked a bit upset and he was up on the roof with you in seconds
it was around the beginning of your relationship and honestly he wished he could wipe off the frown on your face for all of eternity
so he took your hand (asking "may i?") and lifted you up, starting to sway and dance with you
there was no music but his voice singing to you already made you feel better :)
#omg should i make a part 2 fic of this??#genshin tartagalia#genshin impact childe#genshin impact#childe x reader#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#tartaglia x reader#childe brainrot#childe imagines#fluff#genshin fluff#bookuya
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Drunk Texting Is(nât) Bad for Your Health- Chapter One
Series Summary: Talk about your unconventional meet-cute! Bucky receives a text by mistake requesting he prove he's not Reader's sister. The easy dialogue between Reader and Bucky sparks a natural friendship, but could it lead to more? Bucky still deems himself unworthy of any form of affection or love. Reader is hellbent to prove him wrong. With the help of some (meddling) friends along the way, Bucky may get his happily-ever-after after all.
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Word Count: 2101
Chapter Warning: Bad Language Words, tiny bit of angst
A/N: I started this on AO3 awhile ago. Now that I have a blog dedicated primarily to just Marvel/Bucky, I thought Iâd add it here, too. Enjoy!
DO NOT copy or replicate without my permission. Â
Bucky heard his phone buzz as he was tugging a butter-soft tee over his head. He glanced at the digital clock on the nightstand next to his bed as he worked his arms into their respective holes.
9:36
Steve was long in bed already, so the text most likely wasnât from him. Sam was on a me me kick-- No, what did he call them? Memes!-- of a disgruntled cat which he swore reminded him of the super soldier. He wouldnât be surprised if it were him. Or possibly Nat. She picked up the new issue of Guns & Ammo the other day and was sending him pictures of a Mossberg MC1sc 9mm she was drooling over.
Smoothing the body of the shirt over his torso, Bucky ambled over to his bed. He snatched up the phone from the navy blue comforter and flipped it over. To his amazement, the text wasnât from Sam or Nat. Or even Steve.
(917) 460-5480 work thing boring af. kinda tied one on. might be late meeting you tomorrow
He blinked several times at the message, uncertain how to respond. It was a wrong number, right? Bucky hadnât made plans with anyone for tomorrow that he could remember. Plus, everyone he knew had the same work thing. And it was rarely boring.
Definitely a wrong number.
He set the phone down near the clock, choosing to ignore the text. Hopefully, whoever this person was, figured out quickly they were texting the wrong number and moved on.
Bucky pulled back the covers before climbing into bed. His body melted into the mattress, muscles relaxing for the first time since breakfast. Training had been non-stop all day today. It felt good to just be, for once.
He grabbed the book he was reading off the nightstand and opened it to the spot he left off. He cleared his mind, as best he could, and concentrated on the words on the page.
A few pages in, his phone vibrated alive again. Another text message.
(917) 460-5480 sis dont be mad youd be drinking too if you had to sit thru one of these business dinners
Bucky sighed. He had hoped his radio silence would have clued this person into their mistake. Wishful thinking. Before he could punch out a reply, another text came through.
(917) 460-5480 timmons is droning on about this new client. kill me now
He quickly typed out a reply:
(917) 308-3117 I think you sent this to me by mistake.
Bucky watched the text indicator pulse as this unknown person worked out their response.
(917) 460-5480 haha very funny sis
Bucky huffed at this personâs disbelief, thumbs working on typing out his next message.
(917) 308-3117 Iâm not trying to be funny. I canât be someoneâs sister when Iâm a man.
He set the phone down on the nightstand again, hoping this person finally took a hint. He opened his book back up to the current page, taking a deep breath.
The roomâs silence was broken again by the loud thrumming of his phone skittering across the surface of the black wood veneer.
(917) 460-5480 how does kevin feel about this so close to the wedding???
(917)460-5480 will you still need a wedding dress or will you just get a tux???
(917) 460-5480 am i still your maid of honor???
Bucky chuckled at this girl (no, young woman) asking the essential questions.
(917) 308-3117 Your sister did not get a sex change. Yes, she will still need a wedding dress. Yes, you are still her maid of honor. Like I said before, wrong number.
An almost immediate reply came through.
(917) 460-5480 prove it
Bucky grew slightly irritated at the insinuation. Why couldnât she take his word for it? He exhaled loudly through his nose.
(917) 308-3117 How?
A few moments passed before the device juddered in the palm of his large hand.
(917) 460-5480 selfie
Bucky blanched at the request. He could feel the color drain from his face, only to immediately heat with a blush. A selfie? That is the last thing he wanted to do.
Although heâd been exonerated for his crimes as The Winter Soldier, he still knew about the dislike people felt about him as a person, in general. They couldnât get past the brainwashing or other persona. God knows he still struggled with it.
He couldnât go broadcasting his face through texts to a stranger. What if she was one of those who didnât understand he had no say in what he did or what happened to him under Hydraâs control?
What if he ignored the solicitation? He could do that. Maybe even turn off his phone.
She did seem the type to be very persistent until she got what she wanted.
True to form, another text rang through.
(917) 460-5480 i will keep texting until i see your manly face
One corner of his lips quirked higher. Yup, persistent.
He navigated to the camera app on his phone and switched it to selfie mode. He stared at the damp locks falling to his shoulders. His beard would require a trim soon, but it wasnât scraggly. Luckily, heâd had the hindsight to shave his neckbeard in the shower earlier.
Was he considering this? Some girl says jump, and he asks how high?
He combed metal fingers through his hair, blowing out a breath.
(917) 460-5480 im waiting
Bucky growled at the text, running a hand over his face. âOkay, okay. Give me a second,â he said to his phone. He held it up to head height, half an armâs length away.
Click!
He previewed the picture, assuring himself it didnât reveal too much. It was, somehow, off-center, containing a bearded chin and half a smirked mouth, one nostril, and a half-lidded eye.
Before he could talk himself out of it, Bucky pulled the messaging app back up and then sent off the picture. He tossed the phone aside, not wanting to watch the taunting blinking dots as he waited for a reply.
The picture was barely recognizable, but someone like Steve or Nat could tell it was him. It would be okay. No one would know.
His phone vibrated violently near him on the bed. Bucky cautiously plucked the device up, debating whether he wanted to read her reply. What if it said, âHoly shit! Youâre The Winter Soldier!â? The hope of this woman thinking he was just some regular guy knotted up his stomach. He didnât know why he cared so much about whether this stranger thought he was The Soldier or not. He had no control over who believed the lies perpetrated as truth through the media. He could only wish for the best.
He blew out the breath he was holding in and eyed the phoneâs screen.
(917) 460-5480 is it fair to say men shouldnt be allowed to have long eyelashes??
Bucky laughed and immediately thought of poor Steve.
(917) 308-3117 You should see my buddyâs. The girls swoon and complain at the same time.
He quickly added to the message thread:
(917) 308-3117 Am I correct to assume you believe Iâm a man and not your sister?
The response was swift.
(917) 460-5480 oh shit ur not my sister
(917) 460-5480 this isnt 9173083447?
Bucky laughed again, the tension in his chest slowly unfurling.
(917) 308-3117 Unfortunately for you-- no.
(917) 460-5480 ugh im such an idiot sorry for the shit i said
(917) 308-3117 Donât worry about it. I had a good laugh at your expense.
(917) 460-5480 oh god now i feel like a bigger ass
Bucky suddenly felt like backpedaling. He hadnât meant for her to feel bad about her mistake. It was cute in a roundabout way.
(917) 308-3117 Please donât be embarrassed. It was the highlight of my night.
(917) 460-5480 me forcing u to prove ur a man was the best part of ur night??
Bucky thought for a moment. Was it the best part? The training sessions had become monotonous lately, even with the new agents. The team hadnât been on any missions in a few weeks, so it was pretty accurate to say he was bored around the compound.
(917) 308-3117 I suppose it was. Workâs been a little slow, and thereâs only so much training you can do before it becomes tedious.
(917) 460-5480 training? r u in the military? ooh, r u an athlete??
A laugh bubbled up from his chest. It was comical to see her try to guess his profession. His selfie hadnât announced who he was to her after all.
(917) 308-3117 Something like that.
(917) 460-5480 so mysterious! r u some assassin who needs to keep his identity secret? is that y ur selfie only showed a quarter of ur face??
He paled at the implication. Maybe she did know and was yanking his chain. How did he block numbers again?
Another text came through from the mystery woman:
(917) 460-5480 not that i mind u have a luscious mouth
Bucky guffawed at the comment as flames rose beneath the skin of his cheeks. He hadnât remembered blushing this much in such a short amount of time in decades.
(917) 308-3117 How much have you had to drink tonight, doll?
(917) 460-5480 doll?? what r u my grandpa??
He chuckled again. God, he was old enough and then some.
(917) 460-5480 enough to not want to shoot my brains out but not enough to know this dinner isnt a party
(917) 308-3117 Maybe you should get back to your dinner? I donât want to get you into trouble.
He regretted the text the second he pressed send. Was he trying to get rid of her? No. Or was he looking out for her? This person he knew nothing about. She was more entertaining than the recurring nightmare heâd been having for the last week, that's for sure. He'd cling to this unknown to avoid slipping into that black abyss.
(917) 460-5480 aww does the military-trained assassin athlete mchottie not want to talk with me anymore?? đ
(917) 308-3117 No!! Iâm honestly concerned youâll be reprimanded if you pay more attention to your phone than Timmons.
The last thing Bucky needed was to feel more guilt, especially if it was at the expense of someoneâs livelihood. His shoulders were already heavy enough.
(917) 460-5480 thats sweet but dont worry ur pretty little head over me timmons wouldnt last a day w/o me
(917) 460-5480 timmons may be the boss but i run that office
He simpered at her swagger. He could only imagine what kind of office she worked in because, again, a total stranger. Did he want to get to know her more, or was this a one and done thing? Would she wake up tomorrow and want to continue the conversation or blow him off for the drunken mistake her first text had been?
Bucky stared at his phone for several more minutes, pondering precisely what he was doing and what his expectations of the night were. Itâs not like he was going to meet her in person, right? Was he that delusional? He was an Avenger now. He didnât get a social life. Not that he had one before but still.
He was startled from his reverie as the phone shook in his hand.
(917) 460-5480 did i scare you away??
(917) 308-3117 No. Just thinking about tomorrow.
(917) 460-5480 shit a military-trained assassin athlete mchottie must have a lot to prepare for mentally ill let u get ur rest
He smiled at the gesture. If only she knew.
(917) 308-3117 Send me a text when you get home. I want to make sure you arrived okay.
(917) 460-5480 such a gentleman! i donât want to wake u if ur asleep tho
(917) 308-3117 I doubt Iâll be sleeping, but itâll help ease my mind.
(917) 460-5480 alright ill shoot a text ttfn
(917) 308-3117 ttfn?
(917) 460-5480 ta ta for now god u r a grandpa
(917) 308-3117 Yeah, yeah
Buckyâs mouth split into yet, another grin as he set his phone down once again on the nightstand. He picked up his discarded book and found his place on the page. After a few minutes of re-reading the same paragraph over and over, he slipped the bookmark into the gutter of the book. His mind was too preoccupied with the thought of some random girl in the city at a boring work dinner. He realized he hadnât stopped smiling since they temporarily said goodbye.
Maybe there was a good chance this conversation would carry into tomorrow.
CHAPTER TWO
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Rain
âohhh i would love to request something hmm okay let's see ideal date well how about a coffee shop date with my boi han from skz ? idc if it cliche (i love cliche ovjoijve)â
summary: barista! jisung x readerÂ
words: 1k
a/n: this was originally just going to be a date scenario but i felt a little inspired so now itâs an au lol. not edited, per usual.Â
hope you guys enjoy it !
well, you asked for cliche
and ive been wanting to do a barista! auÂ
so... here we goÂ
its 12 amÂ
it was rainingÂ
and the cherry on top of it allÂ
you had nothing protecting you from it,Â
not an umbrella,,
not even a jacketÂ
and so you use your backpack as your shield from the harsh rain that was pouring harder and harder with every step you took
running into the first building you see, you find yourself in a coffee shop, quietly cursing to yourself as water pools around youÂ
âyou look like youre having a rough time,â the boy giggles from behind the counterÂ
âtell me about it,â you sigh, frustrated at how your clothes kept sticking to your skinÂ
he disappears in the back for a bit as you lay your stuff down on an empty table Â
no one was in the shop and all you wanted to do was cry Â
frustrated at everything that was currently happening Â
and so you did Â
you quietly broke down, still keeping in mind that you werenât completely aloneÂ
âmaybe this could help,â the boy saysÂ
âhuh,â you say looking at him as you desperately try to wipe your tears away, embarrassed that he caught you Â
and then you finally take notice of what he has held out for youÂ
a sweater and some sweatsÂ
you cant help but let out a giggle at how unusual this situation is Â
âare you sure its okay?â you ask quietly Â
all he does is take your hand and lay his clothes on top of it Â
âthe bathroom is at the back, take your timeâÂ
âthank you..umm,â you look at his name tag âminhoâÂ
âhuh?!??â he says, a confused look on his face before it finally registers in his mind that he isnât wearing his name tag and he lets out the prettiest laugh you swore youâve ever heard Â
âoh no! my names jisung haha, sorry my friend and i switched name tags today because we were bored,â he says, frantically explainingÂ
you giggle at his sudden outburst before excusing yourself to the bathroom to changeÂ
his clothes were way too big on you, and you honestly look too funny but you were so thankful that you didnt have to deal with the wet clothes
making your way back out, you look out the window, noticing that the rain hasnât stopped and it didnât look like it was going to any soon Â
the puddle of water you left behind was nowhere to be seen, all thanks to brown haired boy Â
you notice jisung making a drink and you make your way over to him, starting a conversation âare you guys always open this late?â Â
âwell, i was actually just about to close the shop but then you walked in,â Â
âoh,â your eyes widen, âomygod, im so sorry!â you exclaim, making your way to your bag and mentally preparing yourself to step out back into the rainÂ
âwhere are you going?âÂ
âarenât you going to close?â you ask Â
âi already did,â he says pointing to the sign through the glass doorÂ
âcmon, i made some coffee if you would like someâ you make your way back towards him âare you allowed to do this?âÂ
âno but my parents own the store and im sure theyâll be more upset at me for making someone as pretty as you walk out in the rain at this hourÂ
your heart flutters at the boys comment Â
giving him a smile, you take the seat in front of himÂ
âso, why are you out here at this hour?âÂ
âwell,, i was studying for my midterms at the library down the street and completely lost track of timeâÂ
âbut that library closed like 3 hours ago?âÂ
âyeah, i got locked in, had to call someone to get me out,â you sigh Â
he laughs Â
that same beautiful laugh Â
âi think thats the funniest thing iâve heard all week,â Â
âwell im glad someone finds my pain enjoyable,â you retort, giggling along with him Â
âdo you want to talk to someone about it, i heard it really helps,âÂ
âhmm, not really but thank you,â you reply honestlyÂ
âok then, how about we play a game instead ?âÂ
âwhat do you have in mind??âÂ
âuhhhh, 20 questions?â he suggests and you roll your eyesÂ
âoh youâre one of those guys,â you teasingly say, a smirk making its way on your face Â
âhuh???â he says genuinely confused Â
âyou charm your way into peopleâs hearts just to play 20 questions,â Â
you laugh Â
not a small little giggle, but a genuine wholehearted laugh Â
and jisung swears heâs never heard anything more beautiful Â
âok jisung, whats your favorite color?âÂ
for the next couple hours you guys just throw questions back and forthÂ
20 questions turning into 40Â
until the whole thing was just scrapped away and you guys talk about anything and everything you could think of Â
the rain has stopped but the both of you chose not to acknowledge it, enjoying each otherâs company as much as you can Â
and at 4am, your phone rings Â
your alarm clock Â
âomygod, i have class in 3 hours,â you say, surprised at how fast the time went Â
âyou wake up at 4am everyday?â Â
âno but i was going to wake up a little earlier to squeeze in a bit of studying,â you say your shoulders slumping down as the stress of the exams start weighing on you once againÂ
âhey,â jisung says softly you look up at him and all he does is ^^^(the gif above)Â
you cant help but smile at the boys cute little antics Â
âwhy dont you go home, squeeze in a little nap instead and freshen up yeah?â
âyeah, i should probably do thatâ you start packing your stuff away, slowly making yourself out Â
âthank you for tonight jisung, i owe you a lotâ Â
he smiles at you, gummy smile and all Â
âyou can repay me by stopping by after your exam and telling me how it went?â Â
âi was going to do that anyways to bring you back your clothes,â you say smiling at himÂ
âoh okay, then how about you repay me by letting me take you out on a date?âÂ
âomygod, you really are one of those guys,â you say laughing as he mirrors your actionsÂ
âiâd love to go out on a date with you,â you reply Â
âsee you later?âÂ
âsee you later.â Â
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⥠valentines day with the girls âĄ
synopsis : how i think youâd spend valentineâs day with the karasuno girlsđ„°
pairings : timeskip! kiyoko x reader, timeskip! yachi x reader
genre : fluff
warnings : none!
disclaimer : sorry iâm late for valentineâs day! but my birthday was yeasterday and i was writing this on monday but never got around to posting it aha
side notes : none !
status : finished !
kiyoko
the picnic
it was a little depressing honestly, walking down the street, in a strawberry dress, black boots, and a kuromi backpack.
it wouldâve felt worse if you were single, but luckily you were on your way to meet your beloved girlfriend, kiyoko at the park.
walking a little too slowly down the street, you couldnât help but stop at few jewelry shops, having to resist going in and looking around for something better.
though the sign to the park yards away didnât help the sweat running down your face from the heat. albeit mid february, the sun was unusually hot this day, which was what prompted the sudden idea to have a picnic by the park.
speeding up a bit, the objects in your backpack bumbling around as you lightly jogged past some speed walking grannyâs who couldnât help but spare you a glance through their running mouths.
a ghostly smile stretched on your glittered face as cherry blossoms buzzed around in the air like confetti, helping your running nerves a bit as you took in the serene scene around you.
it was beautiful
â y/n - san! over here! â
and so was she.
kiyoko.
she looked as gorgeous as ever as the wind tickled her face and combed her hair her matching blue dress fluttered around her as the pink petals danced.
â goddess ? â you couldnât help but mumble as she made her way towards you, running down the hill a bit as her usually stoic face was replaced with a smile bigger than yours.
â hey â
â hey â
you couldnât help but stare at her- all of her.
how her short hair was brushed by the wind, her beauty marked that was gifted to her by the gods, her lush lips, defined collar bone. she looks-
â amazing, you look amazing y/n â
there was a little gasp that escaped the back of your throat as she took your hand, leading you away to where she came from.
â youre kidding me- kiyoko youâre that one who looks absolutely stunning. i thought i saw an angel up there! for real for real!â
laughing a bit, she sat you down on a cream-colored blanket that was decorated with pink drinks and a cute pink frog cake thatâs held in a glass container as blossoms decorated the blanket around you.
holding your hands
leaning into your ear she whispered. â you got the goods â
â oh i got the goods â
smirking as you whipped out your bag, she popped open a cherry soda as she watched you bring out snacks from your bag.
valentine-themed Doritos, chocolate covered strawberries, gummy sticks, pink kit kat's , and more were piled onto the denting blanket as the black hole offered more to give. though a little shake of the bag would beg to differ.
â letâs dig in, shall we. â
smiling down on the two girls, the tree showered them both in love as their cackles. made sure to give a little extra as they posed for photos, moving a little so the sun could reflect the royal blue-colored woman.
even gave the pink one place to perch her phone, as the sun setter away into the evening, and as she was embraced by the blue colored girl, as she gave her her hand.
yachi
the cake
â are you sure itâs supposed to look like this â
â of course it is yachi, looks exactly like it as we did a fine job if i do say so myself. â
â ... right â
â LISTEN itâs the thought and taste that counts â
a piece was cut out of the horribly mutated cake as the blonde girl carefully ate the pink slice.
â tastes like crap y/n-chan â
â DONT SAY IT SO CHEERFULLY â
perched side by side in their shared kitchen, both the girls stared at their creations.
one that was handled with TLC, looking fresh off of pinterest with little green frogs snuggling on a brown blanket on top of a pink cloud.
it was adorable.
anything would look better compared to its neighbor.
running icing, clumps of vanilla batter mixed in with multicolored frosting sat on a drooping cake as there were two globs of green frosting next to each other, hanging into the edge.
it was hell on earth for those two globs as they said their final goodbyes before splattering into the plate.
just like the cakes, each i cook looked exactly how they turned out. messy with messy, cute with cute.
â I W â
â yeah yeah i know i know, you win again â you pouted as she beamed up at you.
small warm arms wrapped around your torso as she pulling you into her embrace, head on your chest as her bright smile remained.
blink
with the two little shoulder devils disappearing, you returned her hug and her kind smile with a.n almost sinister one.
â huh, y/n what are doing? haha y/n youâre gonna get me dirty- y/n no â
and with that your assault began, first your frosting-covered hands skidded down the back of her shirt, just missing the apron she was wearing as she started to squirm in your grasp.
her desperate cries for help fell on deaf's ears as they slowly turned into wails of laughter, along with yours.
and soon enough there was frosting soaring through the air along with pieces of cake as you both narrowly dodged each otherâs onslaught of attacks.
though the outcome of the fierce battle proved wrong as you both collapsed onto your shared couch panting heavily as frosting covered you both from head to toe. giggles still coming out, in short, gasps as you both snuggled closer.
â wanna watch some rom-com ? â
â yeah sure â
who knew valentineâs day could get so messy?
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Oh, Baby - A.I.
In which sub!y/n forgets her place in the bedroom.
hey guys this is like the first smut I've ever written and the first time I've written in years soooo itâs probs shitty but I hope itâs not!! Also not me using puppy self indulgently bc no one ever uses it....... haha........
WARNINGS: face slapping, heavy degradation, not rlly petplay (maybe if u squint) but use of terms âpuppy/pup,â âmutt,â and âpetâ in sexual situations, fake sympathy, use of the word âdaddyâ in sexual situations, general dom/sub dynamics, safeword is implied beforehand in the scene (they have a safeword and the reader would use it if needed but itâs not needed here because itâs just a rough scene w heavy words and impact play pls dont come for me ik how d/s relationships work!!!), and just overall my shitty writing lol . I think thatâs it lol enjoy:)
Word count: 1.7k
Ashton is always the dominate one. Both of us are firm in our roles inside and outside the bedroom, Ashton being the one to take control in everyday situations due to his more dominant personality, and me tending to be more in the background.
Ashton takes care of me, and does so very well. Most of the time Iâm very content with being pampered, thrown around, and given orders during sex.
However, my mind tends to wander. Wanders to how my big, strong dom would look whining and begging beneath me.
Honestly, I can barely call myself a switch. I much prefer to be dominated. But for just a second, Iâd kill to have Ashton admit that heâs just as much a bitch for me as I am for him. Just... for a little fun.
.....
âFuck, doll, you feel so good,â Ashton moans from above me. My legs are wrapped around his waist as he pounds into me at a fast and steady pace. My eyes roll into the back of my head, my nails scratching into his chest, making him let out such a godly moan.
Sometimes, just for a second, his dominant front falters. When I leave pretty red scratches on this chest or when I tug on his hair extra hard, his face scrunches up so beautifully and I can tell he wants to ask - or beg - for more.
The idea, mixed with the image of Ashton in utter bliss above me makes me whimper, Ashton smirking at the sound.
He slows his thrusts, grabbing my face roughly in his large hands.
ïżœïżœïżœOn top, baby. I want to see my pretty girl bounce on my cock. Can you do that for me?â
âYes, sir.â
This is my chance.
We quickly readjust ourselves so Iâm straddling Ashtonâs cock. The power I know I have in this position is making my pussy soaked, and I moan as soon as Ashton is back inside of me again.
Seeing him beneath me, blissed out from me clenching my walls around him, looking oh so pretty, sparks my courage to do something Iâve always wanted to.
âYou know, Ashy,â I say, once again digging my nails into his chest to make faded, pretty red lines leading down to his stomach, âyou look really, really pretty like this.â I trail my hands back up his chest slowly, reaching for his throat and gently squeezing, just as he does to me on most occasions. âI think I like it,â I lean down and whisper in his ear, biting on his neck when Iâm done.
At first, I think itâs working. I smirk as his eyes close and he takes in deep breaths, slowing the movement of my hips to tease him more.
My victory doesnât last long, though. Within seconds, Iâm flipped back around, Ashton pounding into me angrily, one of his hands around my throat and the other making a quick slap at my face.
âWhat the fuck do you think youâre doing, angel?â He growls down to me. âDid you really think you could just try and overpower me? You stupid. Fucking Mutt.â
I whine at his words, each in the last sentence being punctuated by his hips thrusting into me, the last word being accompanied by another slap to my face. The pain from being hit, choked, and roughly fucked makes me let out a loud moan, my head being thrown back from the force of his thrusts and the power of his blows.
âOh is puppy turned on from getting hit? How fucking disgusting. You just wanted to make daddy angry, huh? You couldâve just asked to be fucked hard, baby. You know how easy it is to be daddyâs angel. But I guess dirty little pets like you can never get anything right, huh?â
I shake my head hastily at his words, my head not being able to move much due to the loosened grip he still held on my neck.
âNo, sir, didnât mean to disobey. Just thought you looked so pretty, daddy. Couldnât help myself,â my words are broken as I speak them, barely coherent as my mind is taken over by the pleasure of being treated so mean. I love when Ashton acts like this, when heâs degrading and mean and laughs at me for being pathetic. Being kept as his little pet, so to speak, is one of my favorite things.
Ashton laughs darkly at my poor excuse for my actions and sticks one of his long fingers in my mouth, making me choke slightly as he shoves them to the back of my throat.
âAwe, baby just thought daddy looked pretty? Well why didnât you say so, darling? Because daddy being fucking pretty completely excuses your disobedience, right? Means daddy doesnât have to punish you?â He laughs once again at his own words. âHow stupid can you be, babydoll? Iâm sick of your excuses,â he says softly with a look of fake sympathy, a slight pout upon his pretty lips. His tone borders sickly sweet as speaks his cruel words to me.
âFuck daddy, Iâm sorry, so sorry,â I sob when he takes his fingers out of my mouth.
This earns another slap to my face. âI said I didnât want to hear any more excuses, mutt. Not another word out of your mouth. I donât want to listen to any more pathetic words you have to say. Bad pets don't get to use their words. Daddy only listens to good girls. Speaking to your master is a privilege, do you understand?â
I nod up at him with teary eyes, letting him fuck me hard until I feel my orgasm approach. I start whimpering, trying to be quiet but still alert to Ashton of my orgasm as to be granted permission.
âFuck, doll, feel so good squeezing my cock,â he moans from above me. âDoes puppy need to cum? Want daddy to let you cum, pet?â From his tone I can tell that heâs not going to allow me to cum, and the knowledge of that makes me scream in frustration, making Ashton laugh. âAwe, what a smart pup. She must know that daddy isnât going to let her cum tonight, huh? Poor thing,â he pouts and then smirks as he pulls out of me slowly. I whine at the feeling of being empty, desperately trying to grab at Ashton as he pulls away from me completely.
âOn your knees,â he commands harshly, standing next to the bed. I take my time sitting up, my legs and core aching from the way heâs been treating my body. Ashton doesnât appreciate the time Iâm taking, though, and is quick to grab my hair and pull me from the bed, shoving me down to the ground in front of him. âI said on. Your. Knees,â he growls from above me.
My knees make a sound as I hit the floor hard. Ashtonâs hand is still tangled in my hair, pushing me towards his hardened cock.
I open my mouth for him to enter me, closing my eyes in bliss as I hear him groan when he hits the back of my throat. He starts to fuck my mouth, going slow despite my current punishment until I get used to the feeling of him stretching my throat. Soon, heâs thrusting into my mouth at a fast pace, causing tears to leak from my eyes and spit to drip down the corners of my mouth.
âEyes open, princess. Look at me,â his voice is strained as he gives me the order. I look up to see his face contorted in pleasure, the muscles in his arms flexing as he holds me to his cock by my hair and his face, hair, and chest soaked from sweat. The sight causes me to moan around him, his grip in my hair tightening as his thrusts begin to come faster.
My hands go up to dig my nails in his thighs, the sight and feeling of him fucking my throat making the need to touch him stronger than ever. They were quickly swatted away, though, as Ashton starts going rougher than ever. âNo fucking touching, slut. Youâre still getting punished. Youâve seemed to forget your place quite a few times tonight, baby. Youâre on thin fucking ice already, doll.â His voice wavers towards the end, his thrusts becoming sloppy as he chases his release. âDonât swallow,â he stutters out as he cums in my mouth and a little down my throat.
I try to keep as much of him in my mouth as possible as he pulls out, making sure to sit back on my heels and keep my teary eyes on him as he looks down on me.
He gently caresses my face as he bends down to get more on my level. He keeps a thumb on my bottom lip as he commands me to open my mouth. I let a mixture of his cum and my spit drip down my chin, onto his hand and down my body. His eyes grow hooded at the sight and he quickly grabs my chin in his hand to bring me in for a kiss.
âSuch a messy girl, so pretty for me. You took your punishment so well tonight, lovie. Letâs get you cleaned up.â He helps me to my feet and cleans me off, giving gentle kisses to my bruised knees and sweetly petting the cheek where he hit me.
Soon, I was wrapped up in the covers and Ashtonâs arms, listening to his heartbeat as I let my body rest. I feel his chest shake a bit as he laughs.
âWhat?â I ask sleepily.
âYou thought I looked good... so you tried to dominate me? Did you have any plan or anything?â He laughs as he remembers the scene.
I blush and hide my face in his chest. âShut up. I just... think youâre really great...â I mumble. âWanna show you how pretty I think you are...â
He laughs once again and brings me in closer, kissing my forehead. âThank you, baby. It means a lot. Itâs cute that you tried, but itâs never happening, sweetheart. You do so much for daddy all the time. My good puppy. So good for me today.â
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impressions of six of crows
***spoiler ishh, not plot spoilers but just character interactions throughout the book***
note: I have not read shadow and bone and this is the first book iâm reading in this series so i have no prior knowledge of who these people are or what happened prior to this!!
I adore all these characters in the book! I love how seamlessly everything flowed and its glorious to read. The names were all confusing to me so I had to constantly refer back to the map and the Ice court layout to fully understand everything. I think there were points where I didnât fully understand the impact because I didnât read the other books. Talk of the Second army was confusing for me, but I just pushed through. I just love the dynamic of this group and I really really hope they are ok. Please donât die. Will this author do this to my sensitive heart?? idkk??Â
the heist was so fun and honestly, i dont think the ice court was that well protected haha. it felt like they had so much time to do so many things but it just might be how the story is told. i love stories of trickery and heist and this one did a really good job. I love the backstories getting interwoven together and the plot twists were lovely. I was stressed for kaz though and i was nervous he will ârun out of tricksâ but it ended up fine. its strange because he is sooo young and hes battling these seasoned professionals and hes gotta navigate this fucked up world. they all have to navigate this fucked up world and i canât imagine the stress of always looking behind you but also looking at the next 10 steps and then plotting additional scenarios to live. wow. anyways this i was great 10/10!!
Notable scenes include:
âJesper!â
Iâm going to kill that little idiot. âWhat do you want?â he shouted down.
âClose your eyes!â
âYou canât kiss me from down there, Wylan.â
I LOVE THEM ALREADY! JESPER AND WYLAN IS SO CUTE
âPull your shirt up over your mouth,â [Jesper] told Wylan.
âWhat?â
âStop being dense. Youâre cuter when youâre smart.â
Wylanâs cheeks went pink. He scowled and pulled his collar up.
âDiscipline. Routine. Does it mean nothing to you? Djel, I canât wait to have a bed to myself again.â
âRight,â said Nina. âI can feel just how much you hate sleeping next to me. I feel it every morning.â
Matthais flushed bright scarlet. âWhy do you have to say things like that?â
âBecause I like it when you turn red.â
âItâs disgusting. You donât need to make everything lewd.â
...
âDespite her fatigue, she trotted ahead of him. âThatâs it, isnât it? You donât want to like a Grisha. Youâre scared that if you laugh at my jokes or answer my questions, you might start thinking Iâm human. Would that be so terrible?â
âI do like you.â
âWhat was that?â
âI do like you,â he said angrily.
Sheâd beamed, feeling a well of pleasure erupt through her, âNow, really, was that so bad?â
âYes!â he roared.
âWhy?â
âBecause youâre horrible. Youâre loud and lewd and...treacherous. Brum warned us that Grisha could be charming.â
âOh, I see. Iâm the wicked Grisha seductress. I have beguiled you with my Grisha wiles!â
She poked him in the chest.
YOU KNOW DAMN WELL I FUCKEN LOVE THESE BICKERING IDIOTS. but also nina means so much to me. its so fucken refreshing to see a character who is overweight and can carry herself with so much sass and confidence (because thats what 17 year old me would have wished to be able to channel)!! i love that shes so flirty and especially to someone as stoic as matthais is cute af!! even the author wrote about how much she loves nina: âI probably identify most with Nina. Sheâs spent her whole life being told sheâs too big, too loud, too much--and thatâs basically me. I just wish I had Ninaâ confidence at seventeen.â she has the kind of sass and big dick energy that comes w having to prove yourself and being shamed and i think thats why she has a special place in my heart!! maybe iâll go in on my love for nina in another post but ugh i love her
âWhen we get back to Ketterdam, Iâm taking my share, and Iâm leaving the Dregs.â
He looked away. âYou should. You were always too good for the Barrel.â
It was time to go. âSaintsâ speed, Kaz.â
Kaz snagged her wrist. âInej.â His gloved thumb moved over her pulse, tracing the top of the feather tattoo. âIf we donât make it out, I want you to know...â
She waited.
...
She reached up and touched his cheek...this was the first time she had touched him skin to skin, without the barrier of gloves or coat or shirtsleeves. She let her hand cup his cheek. His skin was cool and damp from the rain. He stayed still but she saw a tremor pass through him as if he were waging a war with himself.
âIf we donât survive this night, I will die unafraid, Kaz. Can you say the same?â
His eyes were nearly black, the pupils dilated. She could see it took every last bit of his terrible will for him to remain still beneath her touch. And yet, he did not pull away. She knew it was the best he could offer. It was not enough.â
NO I LOVE THEM TOO! KAZ1!!! DO SOMETHING!!! BUT ALSO FUCKEN GOOD FOR YOU INEJ YOU FUCKEN KNOW WHAT YOU DESERVE AND IF HE AINT GIVING 100 U DONT WANT IT I LOVE HER TOO
Inej turned to go. Kaz seized her hand, keeping it on the railing. He didnât look at her. âStay,â he said, his voice rough stone. âStay in Ketterdam. Stay with me.â
She looked down at his gloved hand clutching hers. Everything in her wanted to say yes, but she would not settle for so little, not after all sheâd been through. âWhat would be the point?â
He took a breath. âI want you to stay. I want you to...I want you.â
âYou want me.â She turned the words over. Gently, she squeezed his hand. âAnd how will you have me, Kaz?â
He looked at her then, eyes fierce, mouth set. It was the face he wore when he was fighting.
âHow will you have me?â she repeated. âFully clothed, gloves on, your head turned away so our lips can never touch?â
He released her hand, his shoulders bunching, his gaze angry and ashamed as he turned his face to the sea.
Maybe it was because his back was to her that she could finally speak the words. âI will have you without armor, Kaz Brekker. Or I will not have you at all.â
Speak, she begged silently. Give me a reason to stay. For all his selfishness and cruelty, Kaz was still the boy who had saved her. She wanted to believe he was worth saving, too.
ITERATE AGAIN, INEJ DONT WANT 90 PERCENT OR 99 PERCENT SHE WANTS 100 OR NOTHING WOW. i mean my shipping heart says NOOO buT shes right. kaz gotta figure out his shit and then share that vulnerability w her and maybe they can be truly together. UGH BUT THIS SCENE my god
Van Eck taunting Wylan and shitting on him for not being able to read was disgusting and i will fight him. I WILL PROTECT WYLAN WITH MY HEART! HES TRYING HIS BEST AND WORKING WITH WHAT HES GOT AND HE SAVED THEM ALL SO MANY TIMES. GET THIS PEDO OUT OF HERE FUCK THIS GUY
âThatâs why you disappeared during the journey,â said Jesper. âYou werenât helping Matthais care for Nina. You were hiding.â
âI didnât hide.â
âYou...how many times was it you standing beside me on the deck at night when I thought it was Kuwei?â
âEvery time.â
pekka rolllins. wow. what a man. i expect great things to happen between kaz and him. i truly did think kaz killed him back in the ice court lol but im glad he saw the grand plan and waited it out. hes a man of patience. i can respect that.
#amandabookthoughts#six of crows#soc#kaz#inej#wylan#jesper#nina#matthais#kaz x inej#wylan x jesper#nina x matthias#leigh bardugo#soc memes#soc review#grishaverse#grisha universe
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I was told by your wonderful wife, birds-have-teeth that you were in need for some asks/requests. How about Izuku and S/O on their wedding day?
She truly is a wonderful wife đ„șđ
Ahh! I dont usually take requests, but this was just too cute to pass up!
I hope you donât mind that these are headcanons!
Izuku Midoriya X Reader
Wedding Day.
Category: fluff
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First of all! I think their wedding would be set sometime in spring. The time of year where itâs not too hot and not too cool, just after all the leaves and flowers bloom. I mean think about it, Sakura petals flowing in the wind on your wedding day? What a dream.
It sounds crazy, but I always imagined Izuku as the type of person to want to have their wedding outside.. Kind of like- in a garden? Or a forest? You know that the wedding Bella and Edward had in the forest? Kind of like that! Except surrounded by flowers!
Flowers like.. Magnolia, forget-me-nots, tulips, and of course - sakura! Or, well, Cherry blossoms~ Just! Flowers that really brighten up the secluded space. Youâd need seclusion, after all, especially since you are marrying the number one hero.
Wouldnt it be so cute to be married under a willow tree, a brilliant white arch covered in white roses and vines standing above you both? Ackk vines.. So beautiful. Oh! Maybe thereâs even a little rock pathway down the aisle?
The air is fresh.. Because youâre in the countryside! Maybe even in the mountains. Somewhere where a little babbling brook is not too far behind the trees, its soft bubbling noises relaxing the party-goers.Â
Speaking of! Wouldnt a little plant themed engagement ring be the cutest? Something like this!Â
Wedding ring.. Well you both have to pick that out dont you?
The wedding day is obviously going to be the most important day for both of you! But also, nerve-wracking as hell. Im positive Izuku has probably freaked out five times since he woke up at 6AM. Maybe a mental breakdown. Yknow.Â
Heâs a sensitive guy! And heâs terrified! Nono, he doesnt have cold feet. He wants to marry you! He cannot imagine his life without you in it, but God is he absolutely terrified that you might be the one leaving him at the altar.
Not that he doesnt have faith in you! Itâs just.. His insecurities and anxieties taking over him. Even after all these years of unconditional love, he still cant help but feel you deserve someone way better than him. And he fears one day youâll wake up and realize that as well.
But youâd have to be absolutely crazy to even think about doing that, huh?
So yeah. Wedding day morning is filled with Izukuâs best man - Shoto - trying to calm the sporadic man down, bringing Toshi and his mom in to aid as well. He may have thrown up. Whoâs to say.
You, on the otherhand, are having a great morning. Youâre bouncing with excitement! Ready and oh-so impatiently waiting to marry the man of your dreams in the most scenic area you could find. It truly was a catch! A relatively cheap place - the majority of your funds were spent on food and flowers. You can get pretty good deals on wedding dresses if youâre marrying the number one hero, apparently. So long as they get to display one of your wedding photos.
Hell, itâd help a local business boom, and who wouldnt want that? You got a discount on your bridesmaids dresses as well~
A dream.
But the start time was quickly approaching. Tick-tock!
Soon enough, the both of you are ready to start a new chapter of your lives together.
The scene is set! Your husband-to-be stand beneath arch drenched in morning dew, light breaking through the trees reflecting on each little droplet and showering the little patch where your wedding was being held in brilliant lightsÂ
It honestly looked magical, straight out of a fairy tale. Hell, you were about to marry your prince, after all
God this wedding is like every outdoorsy kidâs dream
The piano starts up once the player gets the queue that everyone is ready.
Your friends walk down the aisle first in pairs, bridesmaids with bridesmen, silky gowns flowing in the gentle spring breeze
Soon enough the flower girl trots happily down the aisle, throwing Sakura petals every which way with a happy little smile on her face, dress as white as snow and a little pink belt.Â
It was truly a miracle no one tripped on the rocks yet.
Once everyone was in their place, a traditional wedding song began to play.Â
Showtime.
Izuku swore he saw an angel the moment those vines swayed to reveal you.
A sunbeam hit you from behind, its golden glow cascading down your body.
Tears formed in his eyes as he watched, paralyzed, as you walked down, heels clicking against the floor
The biggest, goofiest smile cracked onto his face, eyes connecting with yours. All was going to be alright. He had nothing to fear.
Heâd probably openly sob while stating his vows, hands trembling as they hold onto yours.. Itâd probably be something along the lines of.. âEver since the day I met you, iâve become a better man. You helped me grow into who I am today. You guided me towards the path that would lead me to happiness with your loving embrace, with every word of endearment youâd whisper to me, and with love as a whole. I always wondered what itâd feel like to be loved like this, and now that I have it, and that I have you, I donât ever want to let go of it. Because youâre it, princess. Youâre the love of my life, my one and only, my soulmate, and so much more. Every day weâre apart I always think of you. You keep me going. Without you, I wouldnât be me.â
Something cheesy, yknow! Somethin sweeter than candy corn. <3 what a sap.Â
He may have had to wipe his tears a few times⊠cough.
Surprisingly though, his hands are super steady when he slides that ring on.
A shaky yet firm âI do,â green eyes now a shimmering viridescent as he stares at you with the purest form of love swirling in his gaze.
âYou may now kiss the bride.â
His hand reaches up, delicately placing itself on your cheek. He cant help but take this moment in, condemning your smiling, angelic face to memory, the flashes of photos being taken completely ignored as he slowly leans in.Â
His lips are softer than they had ever been in that moment, the kiss itself so sugary sweet - the embodiment of innocence and passion. Love.
Eyes fluttering closed, he cant help but kiss you over and over again, each one making both your smiles grow larger until giggles erupt between the two of you.
Oh boy. He had lipstick smudged all over his lips. He couldnt care less, though. Pulling you close to his body, he smiled cheekily over at the photographer for a photo.
HEâS YOUR HUSBAND NOW! IZUKU IS YOUR HUSBAND! Praise the lords. (Y/N) Midoriya has a nice ring to it, doesnt it?
Inko welcomes you to the Mrs. Midoriya family with a hug.
The rest of the day was filled with you and Izuku being stuck together like glue, surrounded by friends and family.
The wedding photos would be filled with you two standing in a meadow, sun raining brilliantly down on the two newlyweds.
ackk just.. sakura petals flying in the wind~ how pretty. Maybe one even lands in your hair and he gets to pluck it out. <3
Heâs the happiest heâs ever been.
Hell, heâs sure this is what being high felt like.Â
He cant stop smiling! Heâs just so so cute.
Of course, a few goofy photos have to take place! Maybe Uravity uses her quirk to make it look like the number one hero is floating away whilst you ârunâ to try and get him.
There was even one where he and his bridesmen wear parts of their hero costumes to show off a bit. Like Deku wears his hood, Shoto wears his.. Bracelets and backback..? Stuff like that! Truly itâs a weird fuckin photo. But so so dorky and so them.
His favorite photo is definitely the one where he has you sitting on his arm as he flexes. Yep. He turned into a bit of a show off. Could you blame him? Haha.
At night is when the real fun begins. Mainly because of the party! Lanterns are set up everywhere, and due to being so far from the city- the stars are shining in the sky! Much more than youre used to.
Izuku took a dance course, unbeknownst to you (Shoto and Bakugou were forced to join him- talk about chaotic!), so that first dance together is honestly breathtaking. Heâs so gentle with you, leading the way and twirling you around.
May or may not have bawled when you danced with Toshinori.Â
CUTTING THE C AKE. OKAY OKAY.
Itâd probably be forest themed. Green and white blending beautifully together, maybe even a little frosting stream cascading down the side. Hand made models of you and Izuku stood proudly at the top. I guess the flavor would be something you both chose together?
He loves touching your soft hands so holding that knife together is awesome for him.
Oh yea. After the perfect photo is taken, he definitely smears frosting on your cheek - just so he has an excuse to lick it off.
Sticky!
You both leave in a black limo, a âJust Married!â sign placed on the back.
Ahh. honeymoon time.
Itâs going to be a long night,
Mainly because..
Well. Traveling- and.. Yâknow (;
All in all! It starts off as stressful, and ends in the sweetest way possible.
#my hero academia#izuku midoriya x reader#deku x reader#mha x reader#deku#izuku midoriya#izuku x reader#boku no hero academia x reader#boku no hero academia#bnha x reader#izuku midoriya x you#midoriya x reader#izuku x you#deku x you#mha
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bee, love, donât apologise, please, itâs okay, and first and foremost, are you alright?? i hope youâre taking care of yourself, love, but i understand, i donât think thereâs been a year since third grade that i havenât gotten pneumonia in the winter. I hope youâre feeling alright!!
honestly, dead poets society is one of my only personality traits anymore, i find myself drawing parallels to it constantly, for no reason but i love thinking about it. iâve watched it so many times at this point, itâs,,, concerning. those tests always take me way less time than they give me, and i used to feel really awkward, i remember i took a bio one once, four hours they gave me, 45 minutes in, i was finished, and the moderator didnât believe me. i aced it too, like the silly little neil kinnie i am. iâve gotten used to the âworseâ side of being a neil kinnie, and honestly, now that my mum isnât as controlling about everything as she used to be, itâs easier to deal with. i remember once, iâd gotten an 89 in algebra, and she threatened to pull me out of the fall show. that was a neil perry moment if i ever had one lol. the biggest thing these days is just imposter syndrome, imposter syndrome like oh youâre not hispanic enough, but also, youâre not queer enough, nonbinary enough, things like that. Itâs exacerbated some days, but i try.
i watched the it movies on my cousinâs hbo,,, i may or may not have used it without her permission since she forgot to log out of my computer, but thatâs neither here nor there. i remember having such a hard time taking the first one seriously initially, because of all the new kids on the block jokes, having a mum who was obsessed with them made it hard, especially when i actually got them all- in truth, the only midnight premiere iâve been able to make was the force awakens, and i had school the next day too. iâm definitely a richie kinnie, and i have the internalised homophobia (only towards myself though) to prove it /hj my waterbottle has both a sticker of neil on it and a sticker of the r + e carving on it. in case there was any doubt about me lmao. stan kin makes sense for you, honestly, i can see it, i can see it.
okay so listen- no really, iâd bought them with the intention of only drinking half of one that night and spreading them out like that, but then came 9:45pm, and i had a research paper (on womensâ pockets/lack thereof) due at 10am that i simply hadnât even started, so i downed them all in an hour and got the paper turned in at 5:56 in the morning. but i scare you huh? /hj bee, youâre too sweet, in truth, iâm fairly inelegant, but i try, as for the comforting and cosy, iâll take you at your word, since that is something only someone interacting with me could discern. i do try to be kind to others for the most part. mainly i think because iâm usually on the other end of mean people.
iâm just perceptive like that bee, i dunno what to tell you, something just tells me, you know? /j and thank you, i always feel a little silly talking about it, because most of the tattoos i want are dead poets society tattoos, i guess some part of me, within the part of me that feels so incredibly tied to it, feels as if if i were able to get a tattoo iâd owe it to the movie in some way, if that makes any sense. iâve already begged a friend of mine to go with me to get my first once i get to new york, the question though, is what to get first. iâve got time to make a decision (for once in my life) i just spend a lot of time thinking about it.
honestly, i have never known a school rule to make sense. banning ripped jeans? banning dyed hair? itâs almost as if if they donât stifle everything natural about kids expressing themselves they dont feel like theyâre doing anything. but i digress. the same-sex couple rules were. awful. 12 year old me had enough going on without having an administrator yell at my friend and i for hugging in the courtyard and not leaving until we were a foot apart, but hey.
okay, jumping over a fence to go to a mcdonalds? how coming of age indie movie manic pixie dream girl of you /hj
200k words, is that a challenge? also ahaha not at all like my italian uncle up there just opened a âpizzeriaâ /hj but mob!star au? might be a project i should start⊠granted, iâm not as good a storyteller as you, but i can try.
when i was little, i wanted to revolutionise things, i guess. i even actually wrote out a campaign, i wonder if its still somewhere. thank you for believing in me, but these days, bee, iâm thinking less about changing the world, and more about making it the next few weeks, and then the ones after that. little star was aware of so much, but also so little. i wonder what theyâd think of me now, honestly.
i did, in fact, teach archery, it was so fun but my arms got SO SORE, and the kid who challenged my archery skills seemed surprised when i actually,, hit the bullseyes. my inner susan was happy then. incidentally the experience is also why i made a playlist called âtouchstarved and wanting to teach you to shoot a bowâ which low-key slaps when iâm lonely. and bee omg i cannot believe you said im better than susan pevensie i will be thinking about this for the rest of my life thank you- and yes, yes it was named aslan, however did you guess? /j prince caspian<33333
iâll let you know my results from the tournament, as soon as they come out, and i say this having just put on pjs after taking off my suit, and sitting in the room with my cat in my dear evan hansen hoodie, frantically refreshing the results page because iâm anxious and impatient.
i hope you have a good night, with fitful and restful sleep, iâm sorry this got to be so long, but you know me, i certainly can talk. iâm honestly shocked i even made it to finals, considering i was running off four hours of sleep, having gone to bed at three last night. whoops.
all my love, hugs, and a warm mug of tea,
yours,
starâš
p.s i said yes so that?? happened?? it honestly feels surreal but weâre not gonna be in the same place anymore come the end of this year, so thatâll be something to deal with
P.p.s might just start adding spanish or latin or russian phrases to these if i keep having to translate your cute french bee /lh /hj
star my love, i know you said don't apologise, but i think the word 'sorry' makes up about 60% of my vocabulary. i'm okay!! was just a bit icky, but luckily i've recovered now!!
that's so nice - and again, makes so much sense for you. i think you would work perfectly in welton, i know it. i love bringing the messages from that film into my own life, as silly as it may sound. i'm astonished, and so fucking jealous of you. i used to finish tests maybe half an hour early, but hours is so impressive??? fun fact i did finish my physics final in about 45 minutes and slept for the other hour <3 neil would b proud my love!!! oh my god - i'm so sorry that happened??? but that is also so neil kinnie??? it seems futile me saying this, but i assure you that you are hispanic enough, and queer enough, and non-binary enough. you are enough, period. more than enough even. imposter syndrome is the worst, and i'm so so sorry you're dealing with it.
she did that to herself, you just saw an opportunity /lh a midnight premiere of the force awakens sounds so cute though omg - i hope you had the absolute best time. the r + e carving actually broke me. as a die hard reddie shipper since 2017, seeing the movie make it basically canon?! had me a mess in the cinema.
you are ridiculously comforting and cosy, everything about you feels like a warm hug from a familiar face and i love it. and the way you write is so smooth, it makes me think of a quill smoothly gliding across parchment, the deep black ink unsmudged and pristine. that seems a little pretentious of me, but oh well.
i also want some dps tattoos!! i desperately want "and still we sleep" from todd's poem, and was also so so tempted to get an outline drawing of meeks + pitts dancing on the roof. i love that, and i can't wait until the day you get it, whichever one it may be. my one concern is becoming addicted to them and making my bank account suffer - at least my piercing obsession is a little easier to fund /hj
i've NEVER gotten that - they claim it's 'distracting' but how on earth would it be?? when i got to college, no one was distracted by my dyed hair, and i certainly wasn't distracted by other people's outfits or painted nails. you were yelled at. for hugging. a friend.. what the fuck is wrong with these people??
just call me ramona flowers star /j it was possibly the highlight of my school career, sans hiding in the back room of the music room to avoid a maths test
i bet you're an amazing storyteller, if these letters are anything to go by. it would be a new york times best seller, i know it
we all have to take things one step at a time, i think. that's the only way i really get through things if i'm honest. one day after another and the cycle repeats. i love wondering what young me would think of me now - i'd probably be intimidated of myself, but i like to think i'd be proud that i'm still here, pursuing something i love
that playlist. sounds nothing short of sheer perfection. i too am touch starved and want to teach someone to shoot a bow - even though i.. cannot shoot a bow... but i can wield a sword so, it's close enough.
i saw your message about the tournament results - im so fucking proud of you!!!! you deserve it so so much and i couldn't be happier for you. see, your words and ideas are changing the world, even if you don't realise it.
ps; that is so fun???? omg im so happy for you star, you deserve tis <33 i hope towards the end of this year whatever happens leaves you both happy, no matter how far the distance.
pps; omg no.. please don't do that.. aha that would be awful... definitely wouldn't make my heart race.. haha not at all
all of my love, star. pardon the pun, but you are out of this world ;) i'll leave you with one of my favourite quotes;
il n'y a qu'un bonheur dans la vie, c'est d'aimer et d'ĂȘtre aimĂ© <3
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toffee!
ah yeah, i think quarentine has given people some opportunity to actually just sit with the person they are, rather than be rushing around for the person they want to become. its good you got smth good out of isolation! ah thats great! hope you had fun and ur partner in crime speeds back home so you can get out more hehe.
ah yeah ty, good suggestions.
hmm good point, i was sort of putting it separate to the whole not-sexualising thing, but yeah. mmm yeah i totally agree, some of the enhypen fics/imagines *shudder* and even reading innie stuff is just a bit *icky* cos everyone still thinks of him as our agi ppang. yeah def would be good but sadly this just seems to be the world we live in. :(
ah yes the holy masterlist (not sarc) i have actually read in the rain and gladius maximus before, but ill go look for in class! oooh thats good! character development lol. hmmmm yes champagne problems was the angst to end all angst, that shit hurt. it was actually one of the first of your fics i read and i recall almost crying over the whole thing, it was so heartbreaking, i can see how it almost made you want to drop angst. good that youve allowed yourself some lee-way tho :)
hehe thats so cool. okay here we go, ill try not to be mortally offended (/hj)
cheese - yes same, i liked it but that was all there was, it wasnt a super standout track. it was rlly underwhelming for me but some of the hook is super catchy so there is Redemption (tm) in store for cheese maybe
thunderous - mmm, yeah at first i totally agreed, i think they suffer from too much good music syndrome, that all their other tracks are such fucking bops its hard to stay at that level of perfection. the choreo was beautiful tho and tbh, the track has grown on me since ive been watching all the vids abt it. its my brothers favourite track
domino - YES GODAMMIT IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE TITLE TRACK. the raps, the vocals, the vibes, the fucking domino sound in the back? i would have streamed that shit on repeat. but tbh, as good as it is, it doesnt have that sort of grandness/oomph that skz seems to like in their title tracks so i can see why they chose thunderous (tho domino would have been so good) *sigh*
ssick - yeah same, not my fave track by a long mile, the crowd cheering was a ?strange? choice and the chorus was a bit bare/empty, plus like i mentioned earlier, it was kinda funny to me for some reason but ill still play it if im playing thru the whole album
the view - ahh one of those not like other girls (/j) i honestly think its just a good party song, just a bop to play in the background when nobodys rlly paying much attention. its pretty generic pop music but catchy
sorry, i love you - hehe yeah i thought it was going to be sadder as well, but i rlly loved the fact that they all just got to sing, which almost never happens, i dont think ive heard felix sing for a long time, so i enjoyed it. wasnt rlly a standout track but i just casually like it. looking forward to the fic haha
silent cry - this song i swear, some bits are rlly good and then others are just? why?? it does sound like a dance song tho idk. definitely not one of my faves either
secret secret - YES its so good! its such a chill song and i love their vocals in it. the combination of lo-fi/fake strings backup stuff and their heavenly vocals just makes it *chefs kiss* im listening to it rn and just... its so beautiful. it gives me pumped up another day vibes ya know? like my pace is edgy get cool, this one is energetic another day i feel like. overall i love it
STAR LOST - ah thats so cool! i didnt know that! on first listen this song had a similar vibe to secret secret but then the beat came in and ahh its such a good song. i can totally imagine them putting this song to a concert footage vid, this song is so sweet.
red lights - LMAO YES ITS SO AWKWARD WHY DOES IT GO ON FOR SO LONG ah thats good! yeah good point, its quite intense hehe. but that is my fave trope and this is lowkey my favourite track on the album so ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ just the combination of hyunjins and chans voices, the backing music, the lyrics ahh red lights my beloved
surfinâ - yes lmao its always a shock, i feel like they should have put gone away in between them, but its such a fun cute song, i cant get rlly mad. yeah, as an aussie i think im contractually obligated to like beaches lol. sand im not such a fan of, but my familys rlly into fishing and my brother loves bodyboarding so we stay at a beach house at least twice a year and we live like 5 mins from 3 different beaches (hehe all aussie cities are on the coast lol) so thats cool. do you like beaches?
gone away - ah gone away my beloved, i love this song sm, its just so pure and showcases their vocals and lyrics so well. yes the pitch change is very out of the blue, i feel liek they went directly from seungmins soft vocals to hans powerful ones which was an interesting choice, but hey, im not complaining
wolfgang - YES IKR ah im so happy he got to be included in that era and song. yeah its such a full on song i cant rlly listen to it if im in a quiet mood but its very motivating :)
hehe mood, i hope they do! ahhh no rest, but at least you wont have to pull a blink and wait a year for any word from the group lol. im not rlly into nct but im excited for them! ah hopefully youll be able to sneak some rest into that chaotic schedule, with enhypen (idk if u stan but yeah) squeezed into it haha
<3 w.a. đș
i wheezed at partner in crime, it reminded me of smth. i have a lee know fic in the drafts that i wrote 'in honor' of him (and his departure-ish). i'll tag you when i finish it, if you want. it's a rather hilarious one.
oh my god. based on my experience on the collabs i've joined before, writing explicit shit for '01 & '02 is not accepted (nct's maknaes) but with enha's hyung line '01 & '02 somehow it's okay? i do a double take every time i see fics like those i mean, technically, it's legal but still what the fuck. maybe it's just not for me at the moment. not at us venting our frustration about this. it's just something that's so accepted here that i am (in all honesty) slightly uncomfortable about. but oh well. that's kpop writerblr for you.
man i could've linked all the fics in the ask instead so you wouldn't have to go looking for them! i think i saw you like in class the other day (the fic i renamed into sharp-tongued, god it took me a while to remember the new title). describing champagne problems as an angst to end all angst is one way to put what i was feeling back in december. it just hurt to write and admit?? if that ever happened to me i would prolly cry :d
okay back to the album talk! i love how you answered with more thoughts. i love exchanges like these! i am a victim of the cheese hook and it's now one of my favorite tracks in the album. PLS, TOO MUCH GOOD MUSIC SYNDROME. that's on our self-producing kings đđ
also, your brother has taste! as i am typing this, domino's currently playing in my head and i realized that too, that it doesn't have that 'vibe' of a skz title track. honestly, this could be a title track of another group. ssick is starting to grown on me because i found the beats cool kdjsk not the not like other girls đ the view is the generic pop that i don't like but i get why a lot of people enjoy it. sorry i love you scratches a certain itch that i find myself singing the first few lines every time i remember it. i too would want to hear felix sing more!
> a mini junction on the album talk bc i got side tracked. on that topic, i want skz to switch positions at some point like i know those allrounders are capable of doing so. specifically, i want to hear seungmin rap!!!! (yk in the recent weekly idol he talked faster than changbin in a challenge and changbin is like the fastest rapper in kpop that's active atm if im not mistaken. my dandy boy has some potential and i want it UNLEASHED.)
back to album talk. silent cry is basically sad music to twerk to. secret secret is definitely one of my favorite tracks :( i loved how you compared the tracks HAJSAH i burst out laughing bc yk what, you're right! i want to make a star lost edit of skz but i simply do not have the time i want to cry. i love the song so much. ok, my dreaded track, red lights. idt i have played the track since we last talked. my friend sent me the lyrics tho and i'm itching to write a twisted au out of it. idk if you're comfortable with yandere but somewhere along those themes. the obsessive type of love that's sweet at first but turns rotten. IMAGINE IF THEY PUT GONE AWAY BETWEEN ASHJA it's like going from 50 shades to the notebook.
i was about to ask if you lived near the coast and you literally mentions it here god im so stupid. yes i LOOOOOOOOOVE beaches so much. living in an archipelago is fun :( i live in a part of the country that's more island than city so every time i want some vitamin sea it's accessible. i heard the waves in australia are great :( anYWHOOO gone away :(( every time it plays im compelled to skip it because it makes me sAD AND NOWADAYS I DONT HAVE THE TIME TO BE SAD. contrary to you, i dislike my quiet moods because i tend to overthink a lot.
i have this little analogy about how there are stays that enjoy songs the generic pop + mellow songs and then there are other stays that enjoy the noisy tracks. in my mind, it's like a perfect balance that makes me feel like all the tracks are loved in the end. just by different people.
PULL A BLINK. bro i fucking hate yg entertainment. they have the biggest kpop girl group LOCKED in their basement when they could be (and i mean this in the most business-like way not morally) milking money of the quad. they're yg's biggest hope at not being bankrupt atm so it's a damn fucking mystery to me as to how they aren't doing anything. (jk i just realized lisa solo album soon, but i still need a ot4 cb hELLO)
i stopped looking forward to the teasers. rest > kpop boys. i don't want to sound like a cult member but have you tried checking out nct? are they just not your thing? (i get it tho, that's one hard group to get into). and yes i do stan enhypen!
wow i love how long these asks are! they're like online penpals. but i also want to ask about you! how have you been lately? are you feeling okay both mentally and physically? how's the weather there? do you have anything that you want to talk about? maybe an interesting book you read? feel free to bring up anything you want to share! i'm getting conscious about talking about myself HAJHSJ
and yet another long answer B) i am sooo sorry T___T should these ask exchanges feel draining to you, feel free to stop sending them in AAAA
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Testing the Waters (pt. 1)
Summary: youve finally graduated high school and now youre moving on to college. youve decided to go to sendai university. its summer and youve become curious about checking out the dating pool in miyagi, so you download a dating app. you figure you might as well have fun before delving too deep into your studies
Part: [part one] out of ???
Pairings:Â nishinoya x reader / kuroo x reader / oikawa x reader / kiyoko x reader
A/N: theres tons of ships here, just me living out my hoe phase lmao please dont judge me. let me know what yall think
Genre: fluff, smut, crack
Warnings:Â flirting, college shinanigans
even though you decided to stay in your hometown to further your studies, you moved out as soon as you could. your parents were smothering you and you were honestly tired of it. so, you got your own apartment and started to live on your own. everything was fine and easy so far but then you realized how lonely you felt. your friends had moved away to go to other universities, and you were never really good at relationships. the anxiety of not knowing what to do with yourself until classes started was consuming you. to deal with this, you figured you might as well download a dating app.Â
âGotta check out all the hot singles in my area, I guess,â you thought.
it had been a while since your last relationship but you were sure you were ready again. or maybe you could try to find something different. maybe some hookups could be enough to help you during this weird adjustment period.Â
you downloaded the app and added whatever details were needed.Â
Name:Â l/n, y/n
Looking for:Â chat, relationship, hookup, anything
Bio:Â
it took you about ten minutes to finally decide on what you wanted to add to your bio. finally, you typed out:
Bio: just another single college student looking for genuine human connections. Interests include watching anime, reading nerdy shit, and getting to know youÂ
you were never too good at coming up with bios but this should be good enough for now. time to see what kind of fish you could catch..
not even a minute after uploading a picture of yourself, a new message showed up.
Nishinoya Yuu: hey, beautiful! (;
Y/n: oh hi! how are you?
N:Â doing better now that Iâm talking to youuuu. how about your lovely self?
Y:Â wow someone is really straightforward. Iâm doing pretty well rn thanks. what are you up to?
N: just been bored as fuck on here and then BOOM you showed up (:
Y:Â lol youre silly. so hows the whole dating scene look like on here? any good ones?
N: nah it sucks honestly. But now youâre here so its a million times better!
Y: oh shush lol. does this site really work? like have you actually met someone from here?
N: uhh i actually havent met anyone yet, but ive had some nice conversations so far! ive still got high hopes
Y:Â have you been on here for a long time?
N: i just downloaded it like two weeks ago? idk but yeah. im hoping that maybe youll be my first??
Y: your first what? haha be more specific
N: OH sorry!! i didnt mean it like that omg. i meant like my first person to meet off of this app lol
Y: i mean if youre not busy right now, we could meet up for a coffee date or something? (cliche right?)
N: ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW? like... right now rIGHT NOW?
Y: yeah (: sorry for doing this so fast. youâre just really cute and im bored haha
N: nooooo its fine i swear im just a little shocked. and WOW you think IM CUTE? you should look in the mirror because your gorgeousss *heart eyes emoji*
Y: so its settled? lets meet today at around 1 pm at XXX cafe?Â
N: yeah! thats not too far from here! i CANT WAIT
Y: same here (:
as soon as you sent that last message you hopped in the shower and started getting ready. you debated whether to put on makeup or not and then eventually decided to do it. you wore that one red dress that greatly accentuated your butt and your curves. you checked the clock and it was 30 MINUTES UNTIL 1 so you finished up by brushing your hair and adding on a spritz of peach scented perfume. âHopefully this impresses him.â
the cafe you guys agreed to meet at was only a short walk away from your apartment. you were almost at the cafe when you noticed the time again and it was already 10 MINUTES PAST 1! you were so scared that he thought you stood him up but as you got closer, you noticed a cute boy sitting by himself outside. you stared at his backside for a little, unsure if this was your mystery boy. so you messaged him on the app
Y: heeeey are you the one sitting alone outside with a tan shirt and some ripped black jeans?
your phone lit up with the answer to your question: âyesâ
as you looked up again, you noticed the stranger you were staring at had stood up and was looking right into your eyes. once you locked eyes, he grinned the biggest smile youâd ever seen and he chuckled.Â
âHi there!! L/n, right? Nice to meet ya, Iâm Nishinoya Yuu. Wow, youâre even more beautiful in person!! Do you want anything from the cafe? Iâm buyingâ
You were kind of shocked by his beautiful smile and his spiky hair. It took you a while to respond as you tried to take in the wonderful sight in front of you. He was simply breath taking. You could tell he was the athletic type by the way his shirt hung onto his broad, toned shoulders.Â
âUmmm... L/n? Are you okay? Do you want any coffee or sweets from the cafe?â
âOH, oh my god, Iâm so sorry! I got distracted..â you said as you looked away from him, getting redder by the second. you hadnât even noticed his compliment or the way he kept eyeing you up and down and licking his lips. âYeah, Iâd love to get a coffee, if you donât mind. Please..â
His eyes snapped back up to yours. âAwesome, Iâll go order inside. You can just sit your pretty little self here while I do that. Donât run away! Iâll be right back!â
now that you had some time to reflect on what the heck just happened.. you breathed a sigh of relief. You couldnât believe that he was real and so goddamn gorgeous. His little tuft of blonde hair at the front of his head was so cute and his smile.. goddamn. the way he looked at you.. and his friendly demeanor. it was all so much to take in. you didnât really know how to react. as soon as you had relaxed, you tensed back up as he came back and sat down with you.
âHereâs your coffee hot and ready just for you, hunâ
âThank you so much Nishinoyaâ you blushed a bit as your mouth pronounced his name
âHey, just call me Noya! Or Yuu...â
âOn a first name basis already?â
âOnly if you want to..â
you giggled as you noticed that he was getting bright pink too. âOkay, Yuu.â
as soon as you said his first name, his eyes lit up and that bright pink hue on his face soon turned into a passionate red
âSoooo..â you said as you tried to break up the silence.. âwhat do you do? do you go to school?â
âYeah! Iâm going to start going to Sendai University in the fall! Iâm going to be playing on the volleyball team! How about you?â
âNo way.. Iâm gonna go there too! I guess Iâll be seeing you around probably. And wow! Volleyball huh? Thatâs hot.â
when you said that last part, Noya almost spat out his coffee. you laughed at the look on his face. he was blushing so much he couldnât keep still. you were almost afraid he would just run away from you and never come back.
He just tried to regain his composure and laughed. âYou really got me there oh my god i almost choked. But yeah I canât wait to play again.â
The rest of the afternoon you guys talked about everything from anime to your favorite season, to your least favorite horror movie. The more you two bonded over common interests, the more he let his wild side out. He became more rambunctious and fiery and this did things to you, to say the least. you checked your phone to check the time and it was already 6:45 pm. You had no clue as to when the sun had started setting, but it didnât matter because you hadnât felt this warm fuzzy feeling in your heart in a while. it felt so nice. you didnât want it to end. but then noya interrupted your thought by saying,Â
âHey, (y/n)..â you two were on a first name basis already and it was just the first date. âitâs getting pretty late and I have to go home and help out my family with some stuff. I hope you donât mind. Sorry! But we can definitely go out again if you want. i know i sure do..â
âYes, of course! I totally get it. But first can I get your number?â you look away as you say this because this was the first time youâve ever asked a guy for their number.Â
you two exchange phone numbers and hug goodbye. you let the hug linger for a little longer than you should and plant a quick soft peck on his cheek and say,
âI canât wait to see you again, Yuu.â
He just smiles and replies, âMe too, Y/n. Iâll see you again soon, babe.â
You freeze up and donât know what to say as he walks away. you think to yourself, âdid he really just call me babe?â
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An Innocent Sin & the good gay flashback ft. my descent into madness
I wasnât sure if I should post this but I mostly want it archived so here we go. This is from like,, September?
So. âAn Innocent Sinâ is a dumpster fire unlike anything Iâve ever seen. I donât remember why I decided to read it. maybe I was crazy. Either way... I read it. It soon started to touch upon (very very outlandish) sexual abuse which I thought was interesting. (the angst, not so much some of the wack circumstances surrounding it)
ANYWAY. at some point... we have a flashback. And not just that. It has a gay character.
And it turns rly gay. which mind you, is still in a het smut manwha (that has a âgayâ side couple, but still!)
And it destroyed me.
For those who want to read it because I genuinely think the flashback is a decent bit, itâs all the bonus chapters between chapter 77 and 78 I think. Thereâs a part before that too, but idk where exactly anymore. (Itâs on lezhin! or your platform of choosing)
I donât THINK youâll need any other knowledge to get the flashback bit? but itâs been a while.
Below the cut (rip mobile users), you can read all of my amazing reactions (all of these were text messages, for context - but I took most of the replies and convos about other things out). Post is also tagged as long post. :))
(iâm serious, this is fucking long)
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Here I am. Liking the gay flashback character. Feck. Main dude is still straight but idk it's cute pff
This is a mess. The girl white hair likes, likes black hair, maybe, but thinks white hair is attractive
What just happened is sth I'd like to know too pff He's so cute tho omg. Watch me melt Can we stay in this flashback before everything got perverted af and before white hair gets assaulted all the time I would send an eyebrow emote if I could Context: he's asking he says it again
Ik it's not mutual but loookkk he's so sweet. He's kinda rude in present time, can't we stay in this flashback forever
I never asked for gay, never expected gay but I got gay
This story is trash why am I still reading it shdhhd
He caught his mom cheating. And now she's forcing him to watch??? What is thissss Well adoptive mom But still sudhdidu what Bitch how dare YOU exist
Save my babyyyy
Yay sister that's not yet a rapist to the rescueee
This flashback is actually just nicer in every way let's just stay here This is a super long flashback btw Idek anymore what triggered it
Okay I think I'm gonna make the sensible decision and let this dumpster fire rest and just go sleep
It was very wild. I kinda wanna see white hair get therapy but it has 90 chapters and I'm at like 30... So I'm very concerned this is gonna be very dragged out. Idek if it's even finished ahahsududi - but I do kinda wanna see where it goes and see more cute Noah (white hair) so. Here we are.
yeahhh like i was down for the sexual abuse angst but then the mother killed the adoptive son's mother bc the dad had a thing for her?? and it was someone a person studying with white hair knew and so he's investigating and I'm like how did this turn into a crime organisation kind of plot
hhhhhhh i... i appreciate these horny things also tackling abuse but it always kind of gives me weird vibes to have both, especially when its very horny. And when people are horny to people who've been abused. Idk but I'd assume... you might try NOT to tie them up if they're frequently bondaged during their assaults. I'm just.... disjdksdj hello?? am i weird?? why are they fine with it???
also this manwha is so wild, theres this murder mystery investigation thing and then theres just a couple doing honry stuff sprinkled in between and i'm like OKAY
they rescued a guy in their basement and he's understandably very traumatized and they're trying to question him cut to our main couple trying bondage which i still dont understand bECAUSE HE'S A RAPE VICITM WHY ARE YOU OKAY WITH THIS the ones questioning arent the main couple of course but idshkjds
like im glad he's somehow okay with all this horny stuff despite his trauma and im glad he can be happy and have a nice relationship but DO WE NEED THIS MUCH OF IT he's very cute tho
i like that even when i try other stuff lezhin recommends me it still has large amount of gay in it
[mei: i mean... that's pretty great, if you ask me]
I mean I agree, I'm enjoying the gay eheheh these tonal whiplashes there's not even that much white space between the panels fhjd nvm it just turned horny goddamn it can there be 1 chapter without fucking? okay, there were the flashbacks
WE ARE BACK IN FLASHBACKS but im not getting the gay relationship, sad
OH WAIT AM I GETTING GAY COMFORT bc thats very good too
OH NNOOO this turned sad very quickly
I'M SORRY IM SPAMMING BUT THIS IS JUST ANGSTY
I'M :((((
different species confirmed
I rly like them :((( I like the current girl too but it's just..... very horny with her. the flashbacks are nice [current tori edit: sheâs very unloyal idk why i said I liked her] im weird HHHHH RIPPPÂ
someone help him he looks so saddddd
not sure if thats the most healthy relationship but I'LL TAKE IT
AWWW black hair's mom cooks mild food for them bc Noah can't eat spicy food :((( im soft
PFFF
I LOVE THE FLASHBACKS :(((
awww
i feel like theyve done much more bonding than noah's current relationship. I mean yes I think its cute when she comforts him, too, but they rarely do anything besides be horny together
OH OH THEY'RE KISSING
best buildup, honestly
the position is hornier than I'd like later here goes hope it stays cute
D-did someone just respect the word "stop"??? I am amazed
i think you might uh. have some trauma stuff too so yknow
Dohye is a little dramatic in his reassurance but it's all rly cute so I'm :(( I like them a lot pls stay like this getting invested in flashbacks is always like: ik it wont stay but pls stay like this
hELP
chapters ending in "i wanna touch him" is never good. I'm scared. Oh okay he didnt do anything. PHEW. He's already better than the girl, can't they just end up together lmao
[Noah was jealous]
w-why do you look so evil dohye haukdhjs
oh. oh no. the horny is starting. pls dont... just be cute forever
DOHYE NO YOU WERE SO DECENT WHY ARE YOU LYING ABOUT KOREAN TRADITIONS TO GET HIM TO DO STUFF HORNY STUFF TOO NO PLS STOP I JUST- WHEEE TvT the manwha is actually less visually horny in the flashbacks but im not sure if its bc its BL which isnt rly the genre of the manwha or if its bc they're still kids basically, which... I'd respect the latter, tho I'd prefer it to be like this constantly haha
okay. he's not respecting stop anymore, but it's also more of embarrassed nature more than "no i dont want this stop" so maybe i can forgive it. Still losing points, but he hugged him and it was sweet so HHHHHHHHHHH NOT SURE HOW I SHOULD JUDGE THIS SITUATION
They [Noahâs family] forbid him to visit his friends house I AM DEVASTATED
understandable they're a rapist, a fucked up murderer mother and a father with a thing for younger women so
tho he dont know any of that but yknow he's so pretty just fucking end me on the spot
hooo
they are boyfriends and ik from the future that his sister is gonna ruin it allll she has those drugs that make visual imaginations feel like they rly happened to the person (dont know if thats real but holy fuck its terrifying) and she's used it before to say that Noah assualted her. and im pretty sure shes gonna use it again bc there was a panel of Noah remembering Dohye being uhhhh intimate with her and thats why Noah began to hate him and im so sad im not ready for it. bc he's denied it in the future and i honestly couldnt see it happening even before that or she drugged Dohye, i guess thats a possibility too
[current tori: oh girl, itâs neither and itâs wack]
which if, btich you gonna die even more enough rambling, more reading. this makes me so sad but also spicy
on the manwha note, he thinks Noah doesnt like his family bc he's adopted and doesnt feel comfy which....... fair enough i suppose. and he's so cute im gonna melt just looK AT THISÂ
SHUt UP, IM GONNA CRY
OH MY GODDDD he ate like ice and gum and all that, and Dohye assumed it was bc of the more spicy food and got rl worried, but he was just trying to get the smell out of his breath bc he wanted to kiss him ukhsdjs HOW CAN YOU BE SO CUTE HELLLOOOOOOOOO
look at them. LOOK AT mY BABIESSSS
how am i ever gonna care about the main couple again aww he-he wanted to go to the same highschool as him :((( im sad bc i know its not gonna happennnnnn
[mei: also at this point, you're literally never gonna care about them. i don't even know the main couple that well and i honestly don't care about them whatsoever.]
WAIT NO they're actually going to the same school awww ik it wont take long until sister fucks it up for them but for now theyre so sweet ohmygodddd
cant he move in with them, fuck his family honestly
dohye he's not a fucking pokemon iukhsdjs
oh. its. turning horny i am displeased with this development but i guess its natural for their relationship however COULD YOU DO IT AT HOME AND NOT IN SOME DUSTY SMALL ROOM how do ppl do this i like that the comments too are just "... is anyone still carng about the other girl?" sakjds
this is the best 3 panels in existence.
h-he just took your hand dohye idk what to tell you
[mei: "you blush at everything i do" god if that isn't me, idk what is]
awww its cute dohye is getting bonus points bc he invited Noah over while his mom wasnt home, they watched some sexual stuff and he DIDNT try to do anything what is this where can i get more of this
"well im not okay"
MY BABIESSSSÂ
they still didnt do much btw they're just kinda exploring and its honestly nice TvT I dont want this to ever endddd
[Dohye sees Noahâs sister and approaches her] N O
N OOOO
this is the starttttt of something.......... TERRIBLEEEEÂ
:((( babyyyy
I AM EMO
Noah was drugged im sure. hes having dreams and waking up in pain and the sister is asking doyhe over I DONT LIKE THISSSSSSS OH HE DECLINED
OKAY OKAY he saw him with her again but it was from behind and im not sure if it rly happened??? oh no this is terrible. Noah :((( poor child
i am so emo about this
[reminder heâs been abused TvT]
[the sister: âDonât you want to know why?â]
i will. murder someone he called to ask her to delete his number btw what is this manwha but this is just gonna make it that more tragic when whatever happens that breaks them apart :(((
he's such a good bf but Noah just wont TELL him his side I'M SO SAD
I AM SO SAD
No
NO
It cant end im actually tearing up nooo you were so cuteeee and happpyyy
[*sister is telling dohye to come to the gym hall*]
what else is she gonna do she already teared [current tori: ahem... T O R E] them apart THAT'S NOT DOYhE. THATS NEVER HIM. OH MY GOD. is it a look alike??? damn, she's dedicated to just. ruining it, huh
IâM
IâM SO SAD
now he's switching SCHOOLS NO NOOOOO how will i ever find happiness againnnn NO they're misunderstanding further they're not talking properly i mean i get it but oh my god
I'M :(((Â
NO NOOOO pls make up in the future at least omg he tried to clear it up tooo ahhh i dont even have hopes for them getting back together but i just i want them to clear it up im crying first manwha to make me cry and it's this dumpster fire ahaha maybe a little too bc it kinda hit a little close to home i guess but goddamnn ittttt they were so cuteee and so happy and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OH NO. Noahs getting drugged and assaulted. And he's realizing it happened before, he just forgot. I am. so sad it's not horny drawn either which i appreciate but MY HEART NO
N O DONT YOU DARE MAKE THIS WORSE
Im. gonna cry moreÂ
Doyhe kept an eye on him im so emo :(( but he thought he was doing well enough and gave up.... Im im so sad no i want you to make up and get back together its all just a stupid........... MEHHHH will i ever find sth like this flashback again
[mei: p-probably not, no]
i am so devasted i dont even wanna go back to the main couple just fucking. i want this relationship back :(((( but i guess the investigation might end up somewhere so hhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhh the baker manwha had a similar flashback feeling so. i just gotta find more of that haha
BUT THIS WAS SO SAD??? im so emo
[Dohye got kidnapped // the flashback commentary stops here but I think my descend into madness is pretty funny too]
OH YEAH THAT HAPPENED. THE FLASHBACK WAS SO LONG I FORGOT. NOOOO SAVE HIM. JESUS CHRIST PLS JUST ONE GOOD THING
its. actually rly smart to have another, more focused on them flashback, before the arc where he gets kidnapped by the rapist murder household so. good job. from a meta perspective but also NO but also. maybe theres hope for them making up at least after all :(((
[main couple kissing] this is. very weird now. but im glad he has someone, he deserves it but dohyeeeee
and switching to sex, YET AGAIN now i wanna see this EVEN LESS THAN I DID BEFOREEEE it's even.... a threesome now with one of the other characters why are you like this why can't you be. like in the flashback i am so upset HAHHHHH WHEEEZEEEE
I am just stop fucking jesus christ PLEASE I DONT WANNA SEE IT ANYMOREEEEE
im just stop the horny pls just tell me who that new guy is and why doyhe likes him so much
[mei: this manwha is a fucking mess but at least we got your lovely commentary out of it]
dhsuksj thanks i feel honored at least i got cute BL out of it before everything went [back] to shit
[mei: THAT TOO]
[...]
tbh im getting kinda mad about doyhe... i dont... feel like he'd just fall instantly for a guy who looks like Noah... but eh not my character
i just want closure for dohye at this point, fuck everything else ... not literally pls theres already too much of that
pls get it together for like 1 chapter is the investigation even still happening i am so confused save dohye plEASE wait what i have less than 10 episodes left Dont tell me this shit isnt even wrapped up yet
[Dohye is having a breakdown over the Noah double not coming to see him anymore]
yeah i this... doesnt feel like Dohye... at all... Even when Noah was rejecting him he was just kind of... taking it with some humor and maybe he was a little desperate and risky sometimes but... oh well... i do want him to get better but... im having a hard time believeing this development??? he never seemed overly anxious or anything. but who knows what else they did to him. Sister can still go fuck off tho
[...]
i mean. i liked the flashbacks a lot honestly??? it stayed simple and focused on the dynamics and less trying to balance smut with murder plots
[dm partner: NO THAT'S WHAT I MEAN LIKE CLEARLY THE AUTHOR CAN MAKE A GOOD STORY SO I'M JUST... CONFUSED AS TO WHY THEY DIDN'T STICK WITH SOME SOFT, FLUFFY BL ROMANCE MANWHA AND DECIDED TO MAKE WHATEVER THIS IS INSTEAD ]
okay i dont care bc dohye is currently getting assaulted nobody asked for this why i just. this is terrible. he was... so sweet. he doesnt deserve this. nobody does of course but jesus christ pls someone save him at least its not horny visually, one saving grace
ah... the assult is back to being depicted horny-ly thank you for nothing
[... removed some general confusion about the plot]
YES. SOME SHIP FOOD.
i am. suffering i mean i cant stop but GOD
okay so apparantly. the sister. has just an arsenal of people who look like other people Dohye, then Noah... and even Noah's GF??? this is ridiculous??
one good messageÂ
whyÂ
did you feel the need to add that [actual tired rage]
im gonna die this manwha is gonna kill me im laughing but im suffering oh hes arrested great and thats the end and the last update was in january of this year
why AS IN NOAH IS ARRESTED nobody who actually did anything is arrested What is this why is this AHHH I at least wanted the complete-ness of finishing this but now I'M JUST SUFFERING
[ mei: I MEAN TO BE FAIR I'D BE SUFFERING TOO BC JUST... WHAT THE FUCK I HAVE?? MANY QUESTIONS?? AND MANY CONCERNS BC THIS MANWHA IS JUST... AN EXPERIENCE ]
its an experience allright WELL
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yup thatâs it.
in my head, in a twist of events Dohye and Noah make up and are actual endgame. Something like that must exist out there but I wonât ask because itâd destroy the surprise and ruin the point.
Thatâs it.
Have a nice day.
#an innocent sin#dohye x noah#noah x dohye#long post#tori talks#tori has opinions#reactions#yes I do this often in our dms#poor mei#toriqueue
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Love Letters (Arthur x Reader)
Prompt: You find Arthurâs journal and start exchanging notes with him. Fluff ensues. Word Count: 2,929Â
â You push open the door of your Gotham city apartment building, before trudging over to the mailboxes.
âBills, bills, bills,â you sigh, shoving the unopened letters into your bag. You turn to make your way to the elevator, but something catches your eye. A worn notebook lays on the floor at your feet, words scrawled across every inch of it. Your curiosity gets the better of you, and you canât help but reach down and grab it.
You let your fingers run over the pages, as your eyes land on what looks to be the last thing written. You almost set the journal back down, not wanting to intrude on the strangerâs personal thoughts. But something about the messy handwriting draws you in.
I just want peeple to see me. I think I would be happyer if I had someone who cared.
Your heart felt heavy for the stranger; there was no way you could pretend that you never saw this. Your hand immediately shuffled around inside your bag, pulling out a pen and getting to work on your note back.
Iâm sorry you feel that way. Everyone deserves to be seen. Iâm sure you have someone who cares about you, and if not, Iâll be that person.
You read over your words, nodding in approval. You drop the notebook next to the mailboxes, hoping that the man or woman who left it behind will come back for it. As you made your way to the elevator, you couldnât help the light feeling that washed over you. For once, you felt like you actually did something worthwhile in Gotham.
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The next day, you were practically buzzing with excitement as you rushed home from work. All you could think about was the journal you found. Had the person read your note? Did they write something back? Did they even notice that the journal was gone? So many questions were swirling through your head, but you didnât have to dwell on them much longer.
Sitting in almost the exact same place as you left it in, the journal was open to a new page, and another messy note was scrawled across the lines.
I only have my mother. You must not have many peeple to. Why else would you be writing back to a man in a jurnal journal.
Despite yourself, you laughed at the bluntness of the stranger, who you now know is male. A few other residents of the building gave you a look as you chuckled to yourself. With your pen already in hand, you moved to draw a small smiley face on the paper.
:) Itâs funny of you to say that. Very bold. Itâs nice that you still have your mom. Do you see her often? P.S. My name is Y/N, whatâs yours? If you donât mind me asking, that is.
Oddly enough, you were looking forward to getting up the next morning to see if your mystery guy would write back. At first, you were sure he would, but the more you thought about it, the more you started second-guessing.
Was asking about his mother too forward? What about asking for his name? After all, this man didnât know you whatsoever. He has no obligation to tell you anything about his life; however, he did say he was lonely in some regard. Youâre just trying to be friendly, you told yourself. If he didnât want to answer, he didnât have to. You wouldnât be disappointed.
â
You were right to tell yourself that you wouldnât be disappointed. When you took a detour over the mailboxes that morning, you instantly saw a new reply sitting beneath yours from the previous day.
You think Iâm funny? I do stand up comedy sometimes. I actully live with my mother here. I take good care of her. Ps I like your name. My name is Arthur. Arthur Fleck.
Your fingers traced over the manâs name.
âArthur,â you said out loud to yourself. You liked the way his name sounded, and as strange as it seemed, you felt like his name matched his cute, scribbly handwriting.
I like your name too. Also, youâre a comedian? Now you have to tell me a joke!
You looked over the words, wondering if you should write anything else. He didnât ask you any questions, but that doesnât mean you couldnât tell him anything.
I think itâs great that you take care of your mom, not many people would do that.
You considered adding âyou seem like a really nice guyâ to the end of your note but decided against it. Youâve already been inquisitive; itâs probably best to hold back a little.
A reply was waiting for you the next morning when you checked back in. While reading it, you couldnât help but laugh at Arthurâs response.
Why dont canibals cannibals eat clowns? Becus they taste funny.
There was a line of space between the joke he scribbled down and the rest of his note. You glanced down, hanging on to every word that was written on the page. You wondered if he felt the same way while reading what you left him.
Most peeple find it strange that I live with my mother. You said it was great. Thank you for being nice to me Y/N.
Your heart picked up at the use of your name. At the risk of sounding clichĂ©, you canât remember a time when the mere doodle of your name has caused such a surge of warmth to fill your body.
You felt kind of absurd for feeling like this. You havenât even met the man. He could be any person in the building, and yet, you still felt drawn to Arthur like he was someone youâve known forever.
You hastily wrote back to him, deciding to take a bit of a chance with your next move.
No need to thank me, Arthur. I truly think itâs admirable. Oh, and that was a hilarious joke. Iâd love to hear it in person sometime.
You knew that was a bold thing to say to him. It has only been four days since you found the manâs notebook, and youâve already given him a reason to meet with you. Youâre absolutely positive you have a high chance of being the next star of a late-night murder mystery documentary. Still, at this point, you couldnât bring yourself to care.
Pushing the thoughts of Arthur out of your mind, you left for work, hoping to go one day without thinking of your new pen-pal.
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When you arrived home from work, you were nearly falling over in exhaustion. You just wanted to get back to your apartment and crash in front of the TV. As always, though, you stopped by to read any new messages that Arthur had left. You were surprised to see a rather long entry this time compared to his usual two or three sentences.
I dont understand why you want to talk to me Y/N. You know you are not forced to anser me. I know that you probly dont actully want to meet with me. Thats ok. I enjoy getting your mesages and I want to keep talking. I feel like I have somebody with you around. But I understand if you want to stop. You dont have to lie to me and tell me you want to meet. I will be fine.
For the first time, Arthurâs note didnât make you smile. Instead, you read through it with a dull ache in your chest. You wished there was some way to prove to him how much you looked forward to this encounter every day. Honestly, it was the only thing you looked forward to these days.Â
Arthur,
You doodled a little heart next to his name before scratching it out, too nervous about leaving it there.
I have never lied to you, and I never will. I would like to meet sometime, but only when youâre comfortable with that. Until then, we can talk here. I enjoy getting your messages too; they actually make me really happy. I feel like I have a friend in you. P.S. Whatâs your favorite color?
The notes between you both went on for another two weeks. Even though your communication was often brief and to the point, you still found yourself craving the disordered, misspelled words from Arthur. Nearly three weeks of knowing him, and you were convinced he was the kindest, funniest, and most selfless man in Gotham. With every new letter in the journal, you felt your control slip away, leaving behind a feeling that you havenât experienced quite like this.
You liked him. It has only been three weeks, and you liked him.
You tried to reason to yourself that it wasnât totally crazy to have a crush on Arthur. Itâs normal to develop a crush on someone in such a short period; thatâs how crushes work. You knew, however, that it wasnât normal to crush on someone youâve never even really met. Arthur was nothing but some words on a page right now, but you still couldnât shake the thought that you knew him.
With each day that passed, you learned something new about him. From his favorite foods to his job at HaHaâs, you found yourself holding on to each fact as if your life depended on it. You briefly wondered if you should take a stop by HaHaâs on your way home from work, but ultimately decided against it. You wanted Arthur to be ready to meet you; you didnât want to force him to.
After a particularly hard day at work, you sat by the mailboxes, writing furiously about your day.
I hate my job. I hate this apartment. I hate Gotham. The only thing I look forward to is writing with you, but I donât even know you. Isnât that pathetic?
You carried on for a whole page and a half about the shitty day youâve had. You considered tearing it out so Arthur wouldnât feel required to comfort you, but something kept you from doing so. Arthur has been somewhat open with you; itâs about time you do the same for him.
The next day, you halted to a stop by the mailboxes, seeing the journal laying in its usual location. But next to it, a single blue flower. You slowly made your way over, trying not to get your hopes up.
Y/N Im sorry you are feeling like this. Things in Gotham can be awful sometimes. I have felt like that my hole life. Im starting to feel diferently now that I have you. I hope you feel the same way. I got you this blue flower to cheer you up. Blue means comfort.
You felt your ears burn red, as you picked up Arthurâs gift. You knew how much courage it must have took him to leave something like that for you. The man has told you enough about him for you to picture his bouncing leg and racing heart as he sat the flower down next to his new entry.
This means more than you know, Arthur.
This time, you did leave a little doodle heart next to his name. You knew he would only find it endearing now.
I am incredibly lucky to have found you. You make living in Gotham worthwhile.
You took the flower up to your apartment, knowing that you were going to do whatever you could to keep it alive and well.
If you werenât sure before, you were now. You really, really liked Arthur. And you kind of, sort of, hoped he liked you too.
â
The next night, you were off early from work. So, after grabbing something quick to eat, you walked back to your apartment in hopes of seeing a new message from Arthur.
When you got inside, you stopped in your tracks. A man with curly, brown locks towered over the journal. Your heart started thumping loudly in your chest as you took in, who you presumed to be, your month-long writing buddy.
âArthur,â you said quietly, trying not to startle him. He still jumped slightly, almost toppling over from lack of balance. He gave you a confused look, seemingly trying to figure out if he knew you. âItâs Y/N.â
Suddenly, his eyes went wide, and he hurriedly concealed the journal behind his back.
âB-but, I only talk to you in my notebook. W-why are you here? Youâve never been here before,â he said, moving his hands from his chest to his waistline, a gesture you guessed was made to ground himself.
âI know. Iâm sorry. I just, I got off work early. I didnât know you would be here, I swear,â you told him. âIf you want me to leave, I understand. Iâll just look at what you wrote later.â
âNo.â
âNo?â
He finally looked at youâall of you. His eyes roamed from your shoes, all the way to your face before his gaze rested on yours.
âYou- you canât read it. You canât,â he mumbled.
âBut⊠Iâve been reading everything in there,â you paused before quickly continuing. âEverything youâve written to me. I havenât read anything before that! I would never.â
He nods, staying silent.
âWere you going to stop talking to me?â you asked, a little hurt at the insinuation.
âNo! I- I could never.â
âThen, why canât I read what you wrote?â
He looks down at the floor, picking at a part of his sweatpants. âItâs embarrassing.â
âYou know Iâd never judge you, Arthur, but you donât have to show me if you donât want. I can leave, and we can continue writing like this never happened.â
âOkay,â he agrees, and youâre glad to see him meet your eyes once again. He drops the notebook onto the floor, and gives you a wave before taking off towards the elevator. You wait until heâs inside before reaching down and grabbing the book.
His writing, as usual, brings a small smile to your face. It makes your heart flutter that you have a face to put with the name and the messy scribbles.
I checked every word twice in order to get this right. I wanted to make sure I spelled and said everything perfictly perfectly.  I know we have known each other for a little bit but youre always on my mind. Just like you said⊠you make living in Gotham worthwhile. I have a queston question for you. I hope you still want to write after this. Will you go on a date with me to Pogos? Itâs a comedy club. Itâs okay to say no.
You bit your lip, nearly drawing blood. The smile threatening to take over your face grew the more times you read over the note. You couldnât believe the man you just talked to wanted to go out with you. And poor Arthur, who was too embarrassed to tell you that, looked like he wanted to shrivel up.
You scrawled down a giant âyesâ under Arthurâs last writing before aimlessly drawing a few hearts around the word. After running upstairs to grab a few things, you came back down to the mailboxes and threw a blanket down on the floor. You were confident that people were going to think youâre crazy, but you werenât concerned about their opinions. You parked yourself on the blanket and decided to camp out until the next morning when Arthur would, no doubt, be returning.
When the sun did arise, so did your writing partner. You heard the elevator doors screech open, and before you could look, Arthur was standing in front of you gawking.
âDid- did you get evicted?â
You laughed slightly and shook your head. âI was waiting for you.â
âYou were waiting for me,â he repeated, looking puzzled and a little nervous.
âYes. I wanted to be here when you read my response,â you told him. Your heart raced as he carefully took the journal from your hands and looked at it. His brows furrowed, and he looked back at you in astonishment.
âAre you sure? I think you made a mistake,â he dropped the journal and put his hands firmly back onto his chest. âThis is not real.â
Your heart sank a little as you took in the distressed man in front of you. âThis is real, Arthur. I didnât make a mistake. I like you.â
âNo- no,â his hands went to his head, so you reached out cautiously and took them into yours.
âI like you,â you repeated. âI would love to go on a date with you.â
That seemed to break him out of his episode, and he looked down at your intertwined hands before he broke out into a smile.
âReally? Okay. Iâll write to you and tell you what time to meet me.â
You giggled, debating whether or not to tell him that you didnât need to write any more now that you knew each other. However, you let him go with a smile on your face and kept your mouth shut. If he wanted to write to you, youâd gladly let him. You were looking forward to seeing what time your scribbly, disordered, writing partner would come up with in your journal.Â
Your journal, you thought to yourself. You and Arthurâs journal.Â
You liked the thought of that. Arthur will just have to get used to it.Â
Turns out, Arthur didnât have to get used to it. He already was.
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lordseochangbinâs jype series smut: music producer
requested: daddy kinkÂ
you shoved your face into the pillow, crashing onto the couch as you seemed to fail yet again at making a beat for the new track you were walking on. you dressed well today, a tight black skirt with a black denim skirt that hugs your waist but it didnât change your mood nor your ability to make music.
honestly speaking you were new to the studio, starting off other producers saw your potential and decided to have you be the main producer for one of jypâs newest girl groups.
this was an amazing job, considering you had left america to pursue a career and you felt you had zero confidence in actually making it in. but now here you were, having a mental breakdown in the studio after getting two hours of sleep trying to cram in a nice track before the deadline.
it was stressful.
you managed to keep your eyes open in front of the computer screen fiddling with some last minute adjustments before you could here one of jypâs music directors come in.
considering he didnât speak proper english and it had only been your second week into your korean class, it was hard to communicate back and forth.
âhow is your work?â the director asked confidently.
you turned around in excitement from the english, not sure if you understood correctly due to the accent.
âi havenât finished it yet, im so sorry. just give me another 2 hours ill get it done!!â
the director glared at you in confusion but by your expression figured what had happened.
âargh!â he exclaimed, âi canât work with these american producers!â
your eyes started to tear up. this was the downside of being in korea, you always felt left out. of course korea is open to visitors but living here felt like an outsider in a different world and the fact that you had no time to do your korean classes didnât help much.
as you whipped your tears you felt a tall blonde enter the room, his confidence gleaming almost as if he owned the room. âdid you need my help?â he peeked in whispering to the director.
his hair was wet, his shirt damp of sweat from practicing with the rest of his group. it was bang chan, the leader of stray kids. part of the musical group 3racha, whose beats you had always admired.
the director came to chan and whispered a new words into his ear before turning back to you and waving goodbye. âtake care...â
chan stood there for a few seconds, then walking about to the couch and sitting down. you turned around to view him from the front of your recording set.
âhi, my names y/nâ
âhaha, i know. iâve seen you around! nice to meet youâ
âyou too!! wow im really sorry to interrupt you during practice i know itâs probably hard to cram in all this stuff an-â
âdonât worry about it. id love to help youâ bang chan interrupted, pulling out his laptop.
you sat next to him as he pulled out some tracks, âhere let me show you some 3racha tracks that i have.. just the musicâ
one of the tracks started playing causing your jaw to drop, âdude!! that beat is sick!â you praised.
bang chanâs eyes widened as he tried to pause the song, âwait this track-â you listened attentively, wondering why bang chan wouldnt be proud of it
âchan whatâs the problem?â before chan could pause the track you heard the sounds of heavy moans added to the background, causing you to bite your lip
chan shut down the laptop, looking towards you in embarrassment.Â
âi..iâm sorry about that y/nâ
you laughed as his cheeks turned red, âpfft, sorry? thatâs exactly why girls are on their knees for you chan. youâre literally the hot shot of stray kidsâ
chan raised his eyebrows at your response, âyou think so?â
âpfft.. donât get too flattered. thatâs everyone elseâs opinionâ
he placed a hand on your knee, pulling himself closer to you almost inches away from your face. âmaybe i could change thatâ
you placed a finger under his chin, pulling him even closer. âthe only thing i need help with...â you pushed him to the side before continuing, âis my musicâ
âoh come on!â he exclaimed, grabbing your hips making you fall onto his lap.
chan pulled back from hair from your face before staring lustfully into your eyes, ây/n.. i think the first thing you need to do is get rid of that stress.â
you pulled away from his lap, lying on your stomach as you buried yourself into the pillow. you were unconvinced that chan could help you with just that before he gripped his hands onto your shoulders, massaging them gently.Â
it was a few seconds of heaven as he rolled his palms on your back, âchan.. that feels so good..how did you-â
chan removed his hands, laughing as you turned around. âchan.. whyâd you stop?â
âi dont think i can continue to help, you said i wasnât the hot shot of stray kidsâ he shrugged, putting his laptop away.
you watched as he stood up, is he being for real?
âno wait chan-â you sighed, rolling your eyes. you approached him slowly, covering the door so he couldnât leave
âyou are.. the most hottest, sexiest, cutest member of stray kidsâ you continued sarcastically
âi think you forgot talented.â he said
âi think we can leave that out for todayâ you grabbed his hand, guiding him back to the couch.
ânow help me.. pleaseeeeâ you pleaded.
âhonestly speaking, i think you need to find some sort of inspirationâ
âwhatâs yours? sex?â you spurted out
chans jaw clenched, making you stutter a bit. âl-look sorry i tend to be a little-â
âno..â chan interrupted, his voice low. âi get it. you think youâre funny right? flirty? with you skirt so close to your cunt.. i could fuck you over in seconds. iâm gonna tease you everyday until you breakâ
you laughed, slapping your hand onto his chest. âchan.. or chris. i know iâve only been here for a few months and you might think of me as inexperienced in music, but i have to confess i am much more experienced in other things.â
you grabbed his hand, placing it under your skirt as he grabbed your thigh. âso if you think youâre âturning me onâ right now, or whatever the fuck you think youâre doing chan, try againâ you smiled widely before standing up to grab your things and left the room.
perhaps you could say you took chanâs breath away. he had never met a girl as sexy as you. compared to the way you looked when he came to now, it was almost like you had a switch to you. you realized it to, how did his presence bring you such confidence?Â
chan kept his word. with every interaction he found some way to get his hands on you, some way to keep you distracted, some way to get you riled up. but you contained all of this distress until you got home, determined to make sure he doesnât get what he wants.Â
but the dildo didnât help.
should you give him a shot? you wondered to yourself
the question got you thinking about bang chan all night in bed until you decided to text him.
me: chan.. itâs y/nÂ
bang chan: aw babygirl, feeling needy now?
you read the message smirking as you imagined bang chan at your door. you thought about it, maybe he was as sexy as his fans put him out as.Â
your reply said nothing of the sort.
me: no, i just needed up with music
bang chan: are you sure itâs just music y/n?
your legs started the grab the comforter, no longer being able to take the heat in between them
me: no.. i
me: i just cant stop thinking about you in between my legs. i want you so bad
bang chan: y/n.. now thats what i like to hear
bang chan: i swear to you one night i wont stop fucking you until your legs are shaking and the neighbors know my name
you gasped at the text, throwing your phone on the floor and grabbing your pillow. your cheeks flushed red at the thought of bang chan, what he was capable of. that night you went to bed thinking about him right next to you, he was even in your dreams. you had fallen in love with bang chan.
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the next day around 8 am when you arrived at the jyp building you walked down the hall full of studios, interrupted by a hand that slammed you hard against the wall.
âmissed me?â bang chan asked
you scoffed under your breath, âyou wishâ you replied before continuing the walk. once you opened the door to the studio you were off the floor and inside the arms of bang chansâ.Â
âthis outfit of yours is really nice, for whom? i wonderâ you wore a white crop top with a black and red plaid skirt, along with some combat boots to complete a cute school girl look, which obviously turned him on.
âchan..chan the musicâ you responded, realizing the director might come soon.
âok i finished editing the track you need to show to the director, he should be here in 30â he said, carefully putting you on the black leather couch. 30 minutes...would that be enough?
the second he sat on the couch you couldnât hold back anymore. you trapped him against the cushion, thrashing your lips against his, rolling your hips on him, your hands exploring all over bang chan. you wanted it all.
the kiss took him by surprise, his hands picking you up from the bottom of your thighs and lifting you onto his lap.Â
your core felt like soaring fire at this point, and it being pressed against his cock didnât help a single bit.Â
âdaddy please.. i need you right now. all i can think about is you. you teased me enough pleaseâ you whimpered.
âiâm sorry.. what did you call me?â
âd-daddy. please fuck meâ you panted, the feeling of member growing under you was taunting. you couldnât stand it anymore, and bang chan loved that.
âfuck.. look at my babygirlâ he said, his thumb sliding across his cheeks before he could harshly grab your chin. ây/n is so good and submissive.. and its 8 in the morning, i can only imagine how much sleep you lost last nightâ
he forced two digits to pass your lips, âsuckâ. his thumb held your face straight, his eyes dark and full of need as you grind on his hips, him jerking into you every once in awhile.
soon he dragged his fingers away from your lips, leaving them to part as he removes his t-shirt and soonly after both of your clothes and thrown onto the hard floor.Â
âchan.. heâs coming in 25 minutes weâre gonna get caugh-â
chan sealed your worries with a kiss, his fingers playing around your folds as he felt your bare skin against his.Â
it was weird, you thought, to see him bare naked under you. his member was massive as well, the thought of it inside you leaving you to drool.
chanâs member brushed against your entrance making you grip tighter on his arms. âchanâ you pouted, âjust fuck me alreadyâ
your actions resulting in a few spanking from chan however, âwhat did you call me babygirl?âÂ
his voice made you whimper, your voice stuttering as you replied, âd-d-daddy... please i need you so badâ
chan smirked, âyouâre not such a good girl anymore huh? always in need of daddyâs big cockâ
âmy daddy is the bestestâ you replied innocently, taking chan by surprise when you get on all floors, yourself in between in legs as you lick a strip of his member.
ây/n...â he softly moaned your name, giving you motivation to suck on his dick.Â
his hands grabbed your hair, pushing you closer to him and fucking your mouth. chan smirked as you looked up to him, the way you made him feel, like he was the most blessed man on this planet.
âyouâre so beautifulâ he praised as you sucked on his tip, his hips bucking as he fucked you harder. you leaned back this time, your core throbbing on inactivity, your fingers not helping a single bit.Â
it was about time when you got on top of chan, sinking down on his member slowly. your teeth gnawed onto chanâs neck as you felt your walls being stretched to his size, âyouâre so big daddyâ
chan sped up his pace with no warning, giving you no time to adjust. your hands gripped onto his shoulders as your heard chan say, âi-i think iâm gonna cum. you sucked me off so well babygirlâ
âletâs ride it off togetherâ you said in a shaky voice. seconds later, both of you released on each other before you could hear a few knocks from the door. frantically you jumped from chanâs lap, throwing him his clothes and putting on yours.
âiâm coming!!â you replied.
âthatâs what she saidâ chan replied with a smirk, you sending a deadly glare at him as you forced on your skirt.Â
âhelp me with this?â you asked chan, gesturing at your zipper.
âare you wearing no underwear?â your eyes glowed as you shut his mouth, running over to answer the door. you felt relieved almost, despite your job being at stake if the music wasnât good enough. you opened the door to see the tall man with a suit on.Â
âhowâd she do?â the director asked chan as he walked into the studio.
ây/n.. she was perfect.â
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major tw sorry. this is pretty graphic and long. please like if you read.
chris had it all planned out the moment he started talking to me. i was eleven. it was after school, i was trying to walk home and these kids from my class kept fucking trying to follow me and rile me up because it was apparently funny watching an obviously mentally ill child have a breakdown. and chris just. appears out of nowhere and tells the kids to fuck off and they leave and i INSTANTLY want to be his friend because HOLY SHIT someone actually defended me and i was just so desperate for company and honestly at the time i was already planning to kill myself. and i just. i just tell him everything. that same day, the same day i met this complete stranger, i just start spilling my life story. my dad's an asshole and beats me, my brothers think my pain is funny, no one likes me at school and thinks i'm weird, my mom's fucking dead, i live in a moldy delapidated house with little food because my family is fucking poor, i hate church and i hate school and homework and i just want to get away from my stupid town or die. etc etc etc. and he listens and says he's gonna protect me and stupid fucking me believed him. i set myself up, i don't even know if he knew about all this prior because i thought maybe he stalked me but no i told him everything about my shitty life and he used it for his advantage.
two years later he says i'm old enough to date him. but honestly prior to that it had been maybe a month of me knowing him and he was hugging me a bit too long, smelling my hair and clothes, touching me in suggestive ways, calling me baby names and other nicknames, always talking about how hot i was and how he couldn't wait until i was older and he could fuck me. but what the fuck did i do? absolutely nothing. because i grew up in a sheltered mormon home and didn't know jack shit about sex or love or anything. i just loved the attention he gave me because fuck at least it was "positive" and i felt like such a rebel when he would buy me things i wasn't supposed to have like alcohol and cigarettes and any illegal street drug you can think of. he very easily manipulated me and i fell so fucking hard for it because i have shit for brains. anyway the literal day i turned 13 he basically pushes on me that we're dating now and i was just like "lol haha okay! whatever you say! please don't leave me!" and after school he took me to his "parent's house" while they were "on vacation" because he was very obviously 16 and definitely not lying about it. then he took me to his bedroom, told me we'd play some video games for a while, gave me some alcohol and i got drunk as shit. he kept saying some nonsense about like... how i looked really warm from the booze and i should take my clothes off to be more comfortable. i don't remember it that well. i think i did it really half-assed and he ended up taking my clothes off for me and then he started cuddling with me and touching my dick and i kept trying to push him away but i was too fucking drunk to really do anything and i just. i just kept saying stop. stop please. please please please. and he kept going until he turned me over, pushed my face into the mattress and penetrated me. it hurt so fucking bad and i tried screaming but nothing came out. i started crying and he told me that everything was okay. it was supposed to hurt. i was supposed to be scared. and i still believed him even though every part of me found it hard to believe. i black out from the alcohol and the fear. the next day i'm awake in his bed, covered in his cum, trying to process what the fuck just happened and i'm freaking out but i don't know why because chris loves me and said it was okay so why do i feel like this. why. he made me breakfast and i throw it up when i get to my dad's and he screams at me for being sick and missing school and he asks me where i was and i don't say anything and he beats me. so i go back to chris's house that night to get away and this time chris has heroin for me instead of booze and he rapes me after i shoot up and start nodding off. i find out chris is 19 after looking in his wallet for spare money while he's asleep after getting off. i go back to my dad's house because i'm uncomfortable and i get beat by my dad again. and then i go back to chris's and get raped again. back to my dad's and get beat again. back to chris's and get raped again. the cycle repeats again and again and again. until i'm 16 and my brothers snitch to my dad that i like men and i have a boyfriend and my dad beats the shit out of me, raids my room while my brothers hold me down and force me to watch as he finds candid photos chris took of me nude and getting violated by him as well as all the heroin and other drugs and paraphernalia i had stashed and hidden in my room. he beats the shit out of me AGAIN and starts throwing all of my shit out of my bedroom window and when i run out to grab it all he locks the door behind me and doesn't let me back in. so i go back to chris's house and beg him to let me live with him and he obviously agrees.
so then i get raped for even more months but at this point i'm just conditioned to accept it no matter how much i hate it. then chris starts yelling at me for trivial things. then he threatens me. then he starts hitting me. then he locks me in the moldy spare bedroom with only a dirty old mattress in it whenever we disagree over shit and starves me for days. at this point i'm very deep in my heroin addiction, so he forces me into withdrawal whenever i'm locked up and i am in so much physical anguish. he only comes in to give me my fix and rape me. sometimes he only rapes me and i feel and remember everything so i actually scream during these times and he shoves his fingers in my mouth to shut me up and if i bite down he slaps me. this goes on for two fucking years. but i stay because i need the drugs and i need the love and attention and he really does love me he's just going through a phase he'll apologize and see what he's doing eventually i still see glimpses of it sometimes when he lets me out of the room and cuddles and kisses me and calls me his cute little boy. but then as i approach my 18th birthday i find out he's molesting another 13 year old. i dont do anything. when i'm 18 he tells me he's had enough of my shit and kicks me out. i beg and plead for him to let me stay. i promise him i'll do anything for him i'll let him rape me nonstop all day or murder me if that's what he wants to do. i tell him i love him so much we're meant to be together i want to marry him i want to spend the rest of my life with him and get high all day with him. he tells me he doesn't care. i'm useless to him now because i'm an adult. i'm a pathetic junkie and i was just an experiment because he had a fetish he really wanted to test out and i seemed like a good target. he's already found another child to lust over and torture the same way he did to me.
this post is long and i basically spilled my life story but i dont care i don't anymore i'm going to kill myself. i quit heroin but i regret it so fucking bad EVEN THOUGH IT REMINDS ME OF HIM ITS THE DRUG HE USED TO HURT ME AND TORTURE ME FOR YEARS AND YEARS I WAS TORTURED INA DIRTY ROOM FOR YEARS USED AS HIS CUM RAG. i can't get over it. i abused heroin because i was in so much pain. i didn't want to handle it all it was just too much. i need it again because the memories just keep coming back every time i lay down and close my eyes. i want it to go away i want the pain gone it hurts. it hurts all the time. i hurt everywhere all the time and i can't process it. why. why did he and my dad leave me so broken like this. wouldn't it have been less effort to just kill me? it would hurt me less, actually. it would have been more humane. i wouldn't have to suffer the memories, the nightmares, the panic attacks, the learned behaviors, the harmful coping mechanisms and self-medication, the mental anguish that manifests as intense physical pain, the nonstop crying and bouts of rage that make everyone around me fear me. i can't be normal anymore. i'm just like this now and i never wanted it and i can't be a useful contribution to society. the last actual job i had i lost because a coworker made a rape joke and i beat him over it. i'm some fucking animal i'm not human anymore. i don't want to be this.
so it's either go back to heroin again and possibly lose ethan over it or kill myself and i guess suffer the consequence of death and hurt ethan. those are the options because i can't do this shit anymore, sorry.
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