#holy shit is this real life
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It's always "omg this character is sooo autistic coded 🥰" Until that character has low empathy and/or sympathy, is considered "rude", doesn't understand social cues or vague boundaries, doesn't act stupid, helpless, or weak, or has higher OR lower sensory needs, then suddenly it's a Problem and they Aren't "sooo" autistic coded anymore.
Really goes to show how many people just see autism as this cute quirky trait instead of an actual disability that. yknow. Disables the person who has it.
#-sincerely an autistic person with low empathy/sympathy#like holy shit dude#the amount of ppl who genuinely see autistics as incompetent babies is infuriating.#this is a huge issue in fandoms And real life btw#I've experienced both first hand#the hollow#the hollow netflix#tdp#the dragon prince#tlkoe#the last kids on earth#toh#the owl house#amphibia
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A quick attempt at superbat featuring battinson and corensupe
#this was so painful trying to draw accurate to real life actors… I didn’t even manage it that well Ough#will try for realsies another time#happy crimouy#superbat#superman#batman#battinson#corensupes#bruce wayne#clark kent#holy shit it's batman#sir ace drawing shit
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if i just told you i love you would this world change
#witch hat tag#orufrey#these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!!#i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was#some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that#like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god#aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it#ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!#I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE!#tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood.#Why do you keep pulling away from me?#It is because i love you that i do this#the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings#“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want#to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“#oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you#maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me#i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life#until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to#NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!!#........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*
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im just saying that some of the people on this godforsaken webbed site would probably not survive watching siblings/young children interact irl
#do yall realize how little boundaries a five year old has bro#especially since they literally do not even understand the conCEPt of romance or sexuality????#fun fact me and my actual real life twin brother used to kiss each other on the mouth in preschool#coz it made all the other kids laugh and they'd dare us#and omg guess what? that was... wait for it... fuCKING NORMAL AND NOT AN ISSUE#yes i am rolling my eyes at the stupid bettertwin thing lmao#i hate the extent to which internet culture tries to make everything sanitized and adhere to RULES#that... dont even apply or make sense in the real world#“their tongues touched its TCEST--”#lmao they literally burst into tears five seconds later first of all#so if it is tcest then damn theyve got some relationship issues to work out i fucking guess#and also more importantly#holy shit touch grass#vent
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Whumptober day 2: "Trust issues"
Falling in love with her was never part of his plan.
Previous drawings: 1
#can jules please have ONE honest man in her life holy shit#i love shawn but I don't like how the show chose to focus on him instead of jules after their breakup#like she's just absent until they get back together offscreen an episode later#and shawn never apologizes either#I think she deserved better from the writers tbh#also not all the prompts are going to be jules i promise#im doing a real psychic shawn one next#its gonna be fuuuunn#juliet o'hara#psych#psych usa#psych tv#psych tv show#psych 2006#whumptober#whumptober 2024
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Holy shit. Finally finished the WBN interlude. I loved it all the way through--just pure nature horror, and Brennan being absolutely unhinged. And then the ending hit, and as it dawned on me what was happening (the music!!!!!!!!) I was literally sitting here looking like 😱
#i don't think I've ever made that face in real life before#holy shit#worlds beyond number#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Hey so um- what the fuck???/pos
#im- buffering rn#like hold on#gotta reset real quick#but holy shit#people???#PLEASE??#how is this my life
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I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING INACTIVE ON HERE BUT I JUST GOT FLOOR TICKET'S TO MY CHEMS SEATTLE SHOW ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
#MY LIFE IS SO MUCH BETTER#THEIR GOING TO BE REAL IN JULY.#ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME#HOLY SHIT.#my chemical romance#s1ushyz#mcr#my chem#the black parade
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I don't usually do this type of thing but ukw lets be sappy. Happy 2025! 2024 was a mess but after having years of my life swallowed up by depression, anxiety and shame, I finally feel like I've turned a corner. Last year at this time I had been unemployed for two years, a few months out of an intensive outpatient program, trying to find hope through ovr and relapsing back into self harm for the first time in years. I was dreading my 26th birthday because therapy and medication were the only things keeping me going. In February, I was connected with a remote job through ovr that I fell in love with. It isn't perfect and I still have a lot to work through, but for the first time in my life I have a job that values me and makes me feel like I'm moving forward and not just treading water. I'm in a position where I feel like I can give people relief and make them feel valued. I fell in love with press on nails and funky earrings and matcha. I got 10 piercings this year with plans for a lot more. I got two more rats. I fell back in love with reading. I went to pride for the second time and the renn faire twice and a cryptid festival and made candles with my best friend in the whole world. I was able to give my family a huge pile of gifts for Christmas. I'm finally developing my own style and I got more compliments on my outfits this year than in my whole life. It's not perfect. I've also self harmed more in this past year than ever. I'm still not where I want to be in life. I'm still dealing with shame and anxiety and depression. I've been so burnt out from taking commissions while I was unemployed that I've barely drawn this year. But there's time & there's finally hope. Thank you for reading & enduring my disappearances. Thank you for all of the support and love and patience. Here's to laughing until you cry in 2025!
#reposting this from insta#when i was making candles w/ my friend a few weeks ago i looked at myself in the bathroom mirror#and i was like holy shit... i'm finally the person i've always admired from afar style-wise#i don't have a ton of disposable income but after years working part time jobs that pay dirt#i have the confidence to actually express myself through my appearance#in that one day i had people complimenting my jewelry outfit nails and piercings#it felt really good. like i was actually my own person and that i was being seen#after spending my whole life feeling invisible and pointless#i've been reaching out a bit more after spending years isolating myself bc ive been embarrassed abt how 'behind' i've been#it's still a work in progress but it's real genuine progress#idk idk idk it's so sappy anyway it's 2025 anyone wanna admit they're in love with me
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I just realized RIGHT NOW that I got hit with the "I know you're autistic but I'm not gonna say the word" from my mom on christmas day and I don't think I'm recovering from this, goodbye
#she pointed out how I needed to be given PRECISE instructions.#That if you want me to do something you gotta make sure that you're giving me the EXACT PROCESS of things or else I'm gonna mess it up BAD#She (along with my other siblings) also said I can't understand sarcasm in real life which is. quite BONKERS#But after giving it a lot of thought; yeah.... yeah I hate that they're right#If you give me a sarcastic response irl 8 times out of 10 you're gonna receive a genuine confused response from me#Holy shit balls#ziku's insane rambles
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The entire simi fandom right now
#bc our life force got sucked away#get it#ramblings#I'll shut up now#thank you for enduring my spam too holy shit#if you still follow me you are a real soldier
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Same person btw
#tarncore#the pipeline is real#bitch holy shit I’m so fucked I have to go to bed oh my god#gacha life 2#tired posting#transformers#megatron#maccadam#tfp megatron
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How did you manage to handle not one, but FOUR separate accounts in fl? I recently made the account for my HD little guy but having to do the tutorial again just seems miserable
there's... weirdly several answers to that question, actually??
a HUGE part of it is due to the way FL is structured. the 10-minute action timer is a core part of the game on a fundamental level, and the fact that i can very easily run out of stuff to do on one character and thus have an excuse to quickly and easily swap to another is just... convenient? satisfying? i'm not entirely sure how to explain it. the fact that i can make progress even while i am fundamentally simultaneously Not Making Progress is like pure dopamine for my freak insane awful little brain. there's just something really pleasing about spending all of my actions pursuing The Goal Of The Day™ on one account before casually swapping to another and doing the same without feeling like i'm wasting time or acting to the first account's explicit detriment. the downtime helps! the recharge time helps! the structure really really works!!
i'm technically only actively playing three, maybe two accounts minimum. the only reason the fourth (the one that'll be my future BaL playthrough) currently exists at all is so i can get his earlygame completely out of the way now and not have to waste time running through it all later, when what i actually want to do is play the ambition i've made myself wait a full year to play. and also getting free goodies as seasonal stuff happens,, something something surprise tools to help us later. the only two accounts i'd say i'm really "actively playing" at the moment are caeru and lark- and of the two, lark takes the most priority, since his ambition is the one i'm currently pursuing in earnest. for a couple months now- despite being My Main FL Character- the scoundrel has actually been pretty inactive on a gameplay front outside of the occasional progression in TLC and discordance content. purely by virtue of having Very little left to do outside of Very long-term grinds and vanities. they're in their "now what?" "now you can start playing the game" era. they've graduated to previous protagonist background cameo in a sequel anime series. they're like the yin FLPC equivalent of red at the top of mount silver. they're Literally just vibing rn. i only keep posting about them regardless because i'm insane and i will never ever ever ever ever let that bat go. but yeah, big TLDR, outside of doing the bare minimum to keep making waves/notability up every week, i'm not actually spending that much time on accounts i'm not currently actively interested in playing. and that accounts for way more gaming spoons than you might think.
i have a virtually lifelong history of playing MMOs, especially and specifically world of warcraft. i was born in the endless grind for useless video game pixel vanities and/or bragging rights. molded by it. you all have merely adapted to doing the same piece of content a pointlessly excessive amount of times for literally no reason besides whimsy and folly. me? i've done my time. i've served my sentence. i've spent weeks doing the original burning crusade netherwing dailies. i've devoted days to running praetorium over and over and over again, back-to-back, nonstop, long before square enix cut it in half and made it NOT take at minimum an hour and a half per run. i've perfected my silverwastes + auric basin goldfarming strategies. i've (almost) crafted dragonwrath tarecgosa's rest. i've killed the sha of anger so many times its dying scream of agony is embedded into the very fabric of my being. ""only"" doing making your name content four times over? that is nothing to me. it means nothing to me. it is so infinitesimal i can do the persuasive seduction quests in my sleep. it's not a matter of handling misery, or having the capacity, or even sighing as i remember the brass embassy raid segment of the watchful questline seriously i don't know why i keep forgetting that exists or what even is my problem with it i just am so consistently mildly inconvenienced by it and its highly specific resource requirements and it is the worst thing ever. maybe i'm just so used to the scoundrel's near-infinite money and troves of disposable items that i've completely forgotten what being poor is like. despite having done that step 3 fucking times now. ahem. anyway. i have transcended the feeble mortal bindings of my resistant-to-grinding flesh and ascended to a higher plane of enlightenment, they may call me insane but they will be the ones left laughing when they see what that "insanity" has wrought, i've usurped them, i've usurped them all-
hacks and coughs and awkwardly clears my throat. i mean. uh. um. Ahem.
the empress' court artistry + tales of the university nerfs helped too.
#and yes#before you ask#i have forgotten which account has which items/has done which content many a time#i think the most painful incident was forgetting to keep up the scoundrel's making waves while i was still playing nemesis with caeru#given that im trying to build it up to 12 and reset their specialization... that was uniquely painful#then again they have like 40 BDR so it wasnt actually that inconveniencing lmao#fallen london#ask#long post#sorry for the infodump + sudden villain monologue.#all jokes and personal accounts aside i totally get the apprehension abt doing that stuff again#it's not for everyone. not by a long shot.#im only doing this because im genuinely invested and in love with this silly little browser game#and way back when i started i made a (only half metaphorical) solemn oath to experience all of its ''main stories''#and truly see everything it has to offer#(bc i like. physically cant do hyperfixations by halves. i need to consume Everything abt the thing or i'll explode)#(and even then i'll probably explode anyway. it's either completely drop it or go All In until it stops taking up so much space in my brain#(and. given the track record. that is not happening with FL for a while yet)#but like. that isnt actually normal behavior. just. just to clarify.#from what ive seen a VAST majority of people do not go out of their way to play literally every ambition#and that is so valid. it is so overwhelming. you have to juggle so much.#you have to play the earlygame So Many Goddamn Times.#(as i said. served my time. did my sentence. i am my scars. etc etc)#the best advice i can give as someone who's so completely desensitized to that repetition it doesnt even phase me anymore?#the same advice i can stress to all FL players. legitimately just take ur time with it. play when you want to.#dont when you dont.#sometimes you have to grit your teeth and bear things. and when it comes to alts you Will have to grit your teeth and bear it all again#but the beauty of this being a game that one plays for fun is that unlike. say. crushing deadlines or annoying coworkers in real life#you are completely within your power to decide when where and if you want to grit and bear it all#..wow this is ADVANCED yin rambling holy shit. i actually reached the tag limit. i think this ask should be put on some kind of list
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Scythe meisters! (Also bonus versions without all the filters and stuff) cuz! Wanted to draw soul eater stuff lol.
#soul eater#maka albarn#franken stein#doodles#soul and spirit are here too but just as scythes so I’m not gonna tag em lol#I’m RLLY PROUD OF THE COLORING ON THESE THO#like holy shit…#I need to get a fucking scanner already so I can just accurately take pictures of my traditional art#without having to spend hours fuckin around w filters and shit ghghg#but!! but! it’s whatever lol. it still looks good.. it just.. looks better in real life ghgh
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[ID from ALT: A digital fullbody drawing of my new mer OC, Llyr. He is contorted weightlessly in deep water, as if sitting. Llyr looks at the camera morosely, his ice blue eyes have white pupils. His tail and scales on his arms are inspired by Longfin morph Neon Tetras, with a tail that starts blue a little above his waist with a white stripe that continues on his arm scales, with a bright flash of red coloring the lower half of his tail. His transparent pectoral fins drape from the sides of his upper body, covering his clawed hand. His hair is white, flowing softly down his back, and he is wearing a simple light blue crop top with short sleeves. Four flowy transparent fins float in their places down his tail, ending in a wide transparent caudal fin stained red in the middle like his fish body. A blue ring frames his upper body, and he's glowing faintly. End ID]
A name he chose for himself, Llyr.
#mara's art#Llyr#neon tetra merman#!!!! im so fucking happy how this came out holy shit!!!#i was able to use the filters to make his scales look super pretty and real looking too without overwhelming the rest of him#and the glowies really bring him to life eeeeee#general gist of his story (subject to change) is that he was either the result of a mer breeding program for pets or part of a show-class#of mer. like oo look at how pretty he is etc. the owning of intelligent life is banned under the UC but that doesnt stop#black market trading of 'beautiful specimens'. Llyud (birdman)'s race also gets targetted for this too#relatively low on the totem of UC planets capable of interstellar travel etc so easily targettabke#and human trafficking will never stop unfortunately.#anyways he manages to free himself from that but ends up alone and sorely needing help from others#he's frightened and alone and that makes him depressed and even more skittish so its gonna be a wonder how xena recruits him#find it funny that i now have llyud and llyr. did not mean to do it this way but it works
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Started reading human domestication guide.... oh yeah ... this .. this is good (coping with how absolutely cooked I am about wanting to force intoxed by a big plant lady)
#bansheeposting#hdg#human domestication guide#but for real its so good#also holy shit theyre all trans and plural#something im definitely not maybe reltaing to hard with at this point in my life wait hold up this was supposed to be the funni haha last ta
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