#holy shit is this real life
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It's always "omg this character is sooo autistic coded 🥰" Until that character has low empathy and/or sympathy, is considered "rude", doesn't understand social cues or vague boundaries, doesn't act stupid, helpless, or weak, or has higher OR lower sensory needs, then suddenly it's a Problem and they Aren't "sooo" autistic coded anymore.
Really goes to show how many people just see autism as this cute quirky trait instead of an actual disability that. yknow. Disables the person who has it.
#-sincerely an autistic person with low empathy/sympathy#like holy shit dude#the amount of ppl who genuinely see autistics as incompetent babies is infuriating.#this is a huge issue in fandoms And real life btw#I've experienced both first hand#the hollow#the hollow netflix#tdp#the dragon prince#tlkoe#the last kids on earth#toh#the owl house#amphibia
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if i just told you i love you would this world change
#witch hat tag#orufrey#these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!!#i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was#some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that#like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god#aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it#ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!#I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE!#tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood.#Why do you keep pulling away from me?#It is because i love you that i do this#the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings#“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want#to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“#oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you#maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me#i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life#until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to#NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!!#........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*
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im just saying that some of the people on this godforsaken webbed site would probably not survive watching siblings/young children interact irl
#do yall realize how little boundaries a five year old has bro#especially since they literally do not even understand the conCEPt of romance or sexuality????#fun fact me and my actual real life twin brother used to kiss each other on the mouth in preschool#coz it made all the other kids laugh and they'd dare us#and omg guess what? that was... wait for it... fuCKING NORMAL AND NOT AN ISSUE#yes i am rolling my eyes at the stupid bettertwin thing lmao#i hate the extent to which internet culture tries to make everything sanitized and adhere to RULES#that... dont even apply or make sense in the real world#“their tongues touched its TCEST--”#lmao they literally burst into tears five seconds later first of all#so if it is tcest then damn theyve got some relationship issues to work out i fucking guess#and also more importantly#holy shit touch grass#vent
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Whumptober day 2: "Trust issues"
Falling in love with her was never part of his plan.
Previous drawings: 1
#can jules please have ONE honest man in her life holy shit#i love shawn but I don't like how the show chose to focus on him instead of jules after their breakup#like she's just absent until they get back together offscreen an episode later#and shawn never apologizes either#I think she deserved better from the writers tbh#also not all the prompts are going to be jules i promise#im doing a real psychic shawn one next#its gonna be fuuuunn#juliet o'hara#psych#psych usa#psych tv#psych tv show#psych 2006#whumptober#whumptober 2024
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Apologies
#shadowpeach#six eared macaque#sun wukong#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkey king#liu'er mihou#I just think it'd be neat if they apologized to each other and then cried and hugged about it#(cuz on god they both have some shit they should get off their chests and own up to)#like holy blue hells they're both just like “I think i shall spend my immortal life ruminating on my greatest regret and letting it fester”#everytime i watch the scene where Macaque is like:#“its good to talk about feelings! obv i don't do it”#i turn into the hands on hips guy meme#DUDE GO TO THERAPY#wukong too lets be real#been reading jttw the west (haven't actually gotten to where SEM shows up in the book yet tho)#and i think that if therapy existed back then tripitaka and sha wujing would've been gently but firmly#herding wukong into the local therapist's waiting room in as many towns they pass as possible#he'd probly grab the door frame and have to be literally pried off#these hypothetical ancient-chinese therapists all have claw marks on the hallways and doors going into their offices#hey how about an au where shadowpeach get therapists who end up getting all the monkey drama news first#and end up on the business-rivals-to-drinking-buddies pipeline#stopped while drawing this like “hey why'd i make mac be touching wukong's face in both sketches?”#and then i remembered that between the two mac's the one who wants to be something to the other#to the point of desperation#its like if they're both cats who got coned swk is the one who sits there miserably accepting his fate#while mac is that one video of the tuxedo cat shrieking and trying to paw it off#i'd read the hell out of a fic where they end up swapping attitudes about their dynamic#in canon wukong's the one who seems like he would like to never see mac again (at times) even tho he really regrets it and it hurts#like mac just gives up on trying to convince himself he can make swk see him as a significant part of his life again
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Holy shit. Finally finished the WBN interlude. I loved it all the way through--just pure nature horror, and Brennan being absolutely unhinged. And then the ending hit, and as it dawned on me what was happening (the music!!!!!!!!) I was literally sitting here looking like 😱
#i don't think I've ever made that face in real life before#holy shit#worlds beyond number#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Hey so um- what the fuck???/pos
#im- buffering rn#like hold on#gotta reset real quick#but holy shit#people???#PLEASE??#how is this my life
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The entire simi fandom right now
#bc our life force got sucked away#get it#ramblings#I'll shut up now#thank you for enduring my spam too holy shit#if you still follow me you are a real soldier
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Same person btw
#tarncore#the pipeline is real#bitch holy shit I’m so fucked I have to go to bed oh my god#gacha life 2#tired posting#transformers#megatron#maccadam#tfp megatron
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day 9: rivalry
vi steps back, trying not to pant too hard and wiping her forehead with her forearm. the scoreboard lights up with her name, and she turns to grin at caitlyn.
"how's that for excellent?" she wiggles her eyebrows.
caitlyn is still staring, blush a little too strong for someone who had just been standing there watching vi box for the last couple minutes. vi is finding out today just how much she likes that look on her.
"yes, i- um. excellent is a good word for it."
vi laughs, which makes caitlyn laugh, too, and they're both standing a little too close together, both a little breathless. forget the scoreboard, this is all the reward vi needs.
just being here feels like the real victory. it had taken weeks for caitlyn to earn the whole gang's trust enough to be invited to the arcade, plus nearly a month to convince grayson to let her leave the bar at all while she talked with vander. vi's been planning almost that entire time, making sure the arcade is actually kind of clean (mylo had made fun of her all the way), bribing powder to fix the machines, practicing on the bag to make sure she didn't make a fool of herself when she finally got to show off to caitlyn; it's gonna be perfect.
even better: she's finally engineered her and her girlfriend of one week some time away from their guardians, and they hadn't suspected a thing. the fact that this could be called their first real date makes vi simultaneously terrified, proud and excited, although she'd never admit it. the fact that she thinks she's finally going to get to kiss caitlyn tonight, prissy topside parents and overprotective bartenders aside, feels just the same.
and then powder asked to tag along and threw a wrench right in her perfect plans.
vi's not really sure why she asked to come. powder had made no secret of her disdain for caitlyn, and vi thought she'd made it pretty clear what kind of outing this was going to be. whatever the reason, powder had piped up to add that she wanted to come to the arcade too. mylo had been all too happy to push off his "babysitting" responsibilities, vander had been a bit too pleased that vi wasn't heading off alone, and that was that: it wasn't going to be caitlyn and vi, it was caitlyn and vi and powder.
whatever. vi loves her sister- she wouldn't have been able to say no to her anyways.
"you guys aren't going to kiss, are you?"
vi grits her teeth and reminds herself of just how much she loves her sister.
"did you win, pow?"
the original plan had involved getting caitlyn to shoot for her first, coming up with some kind of witty compliment, then going for the boxing machine because she knows she looks cool when she fights. after that, presumably, the universe would conspire to make things work out, vi would ask to kiss her goodnight before chivalrously walking her back, caitlyn would say of course, vi in that pretty voice of hers and boom, fireworks, dramatic music, they kiss and everything is great. because it's vi's life and something has to go wrong, though, the second she'd very suavely mentioned that caitlyn would be so good at the shooting game, powder had begun an aggressive campaign to hog it for the foreseeable future.
"i didn't." she's lying- vi saw the board light up, first place, same as always. "can i try again? i think i'll get it next time, so-"
"maybe we can let caitlyn try for a round?" vi tries her best to not sound like she's pleading.
"but-"
"please?"
"it's okay, vi." caitlyn smiles, and- whoa, okay, she's holding vi's hand. is her hand sweaty? her hand is definitely so sweaty. she kind of wants to die. "if powder doesn't want me taking anyone's place on the board, i completely understand."
vi's brain still isn't fully back. "but- powder's the only one on the board?"
caitlyn just shrugs and begins to gently tug her away, still smiling. powder, though, looks shocked, and then makes a face that always worries vi: she looks determined.
"you can use it."
"thank you," vi mutters in relief.
"only if you and i go head to head, though."
there's the catch.
"sorry?" caitlyn turns back to face her again, the smile gone from her face.
"i want to play against you. you're really good, right?" powder grabs one of the pistols and almost slaps it into caitlyn's free hand. "i'd love some real competition."
"powder-"
"you're on."
vi looks to caitlyn. her mouth is set the same way it is when she argues with grayson to let her stay in the bar for another hour, her head high.
whatever. the night's already gone down the tubes, and she'll still get to see caitlyn shoot. might as well let powder have some fun, too.
powder, who is not really giving off i am having fun vibes, grins with maybe a little too much teeth, starts the machine and raises her gun. next to her, caitlyn takes aim, her hands steady and eyes sharp.
it's practically a neon blur to vi. she's not sure she's ever seen the targets move this fast, let alone this many shots being fired off at once. she tries her best to keep an eye on the score, and it's close all the way up through.
she'd be lying if she said her attention wasn't too focused on her girl, though. caitlyn is in her element, calm as anything, aiming and firing and reloading like it's as easy as breathing, like there's nobody else in the room. a strand of her hair has come untucked from her ponytail, and vi wants to brush it back for her.
the bell rings, though, and the moment is over. vi checks the point total- twenty-five in the difference, someone had missed a single target- at the exact same time the bell rings.
CAIT lights up the first-place spot.
now it's vi's turn to make the same face caitlyn had earlier: jaw dropped, flushed, openly staring. "cupcake, that was..."
caitlyn blows off the muzzle of the gun and sets it down on the counter. she turns to vi, fucking winks- vi thinks yeah, she's definitely going to die tonight- and then turns to powder, holding out her hand.
"good game," she says.
powder glares, and it takes a second too long, but she does shake caitlyn's hand, and only a little too hard, too. vi is proud.
and then she says, "good game, cupcake," with the biggest, smuggest shit-eating smile. vi lunges for her with the fullest intent of dragging her out of the room and putting her in time-out, but she's too fast, and she races away into some corner or side room on her own, cackling the whole way.
vi just closes her eyes and sighs. "i am so sorry-"
caitlyn's lips are on hers before she can even finish.
fuck it, maybe tonight is perfect after all.
#arcane#arctober#vi#caitlyn kiramman#piltover's finest#powder#levi.doc#HOLY FUCK ONE MONTH LEFT...#one real life calendar month. 31 days. four and a half weeks. not three years not 'release date unknown' ITS ONE MONTH#guys it doesnt feel REAL i am BEYOND hyped#anyway!! ive written almost exclusively angst so its 'they met as kids' au fluff for today as a treat#also twice as long as usual. i try to keep these between 100-500 words to make sure i can write every day#but this one demanded more space and who am i to argue#i hope its clear that vi isnt actually Mad at/doesnt hate powder. all just typical 'sibling being a shit on purpose' things yk#my source is: having a shithead younger brother
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Scythe meisters! (Also bonus versions without all the filters and stuff) cuz! Wanted to draw soul eater stuff lol.
#soul eater#maka albarn#franken stein#doodles#soul and spirit are here too but just as scythes so I’m not gonna tag em lol#I’m RLLY PROUD OF THE COLORING ON THESE THO#like holy shit…#I need to get a fucking scanner already so I can just accurately take pictures of my traditional art#without having to spend hours fuckin around w filters and shit ghghg#but!! but! it’s whatever lol. it still looks good.. it just.. looks better in real life ghgh
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Started reading human domestication guide.... oh yeah ... this .. this is good (coping with how absolutely cooked I am about wanting to force intoxed by a big plant lady)
#bansheeposting#hdg#human domestication guide#but for real its so good#also holy shit theyre all trans and plural#something im definitely not maybe reltaing to hard with at this point in my life wait hold up this was supposed to be the funni haha last ta
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gamers. i met ben starr. he gave me a hug.
#ash rambles 💚#find the flame 🔥#I'M BEING SO FOR REAL#THE VOICE ACTOR OF MY BIG BROTHER HUGGED ME AFTER I TOLD HIM THAT C.LIVE WAS A BIG BROTHER TO ME#HOLY SHIT#IS THIS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE
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I'm gonna be real no matter how I feel about... the whole Utah thing, no quote will ever be as emotionally devastating to me as "But I never did quite forgive myself."
#mcyt#mcytblr#dream smp#dsmp#dsmp lore#boundless sands#wilbur soot#c!wilbur#i think c!wilbur permenantly changed my perspective on life#for real#like holy shit
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watching a video abt queer comic characters 😁😁 they start talking abt how tim and kon should’ve ended up together 😞😞
#like yes we get it td:r wasn’t great and yeah holy fuck my boy bernard is getting the female love interest treatment#but shitting on it and not giving it a chance isn’t gonna make it better and before we know it tim’s gonna get shoved back into the closet#idk it makes me angry#dc let me write a comic w bernard it would make a 20 billion dollars (actually it’d suck)#ok but genuinely I think the best idea of kinda reintroducing bernard might be a movie#like hear me out but live action tim drake movie w marina trio in mcu spiderman movie style#the crucial part it isn’t too serious but it does have a few of those emotional moments yk#but if you were to ask me what my real dreams were it’d be a kinda role reversal#but in a stupid way (tim got sick or like broke leg) so bernard silently tries to take over by being cowl version red robin#lowkey slice of life crack shit#anyways I went completely off topic mb y’all#bullshitting
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Guys, Help... Why the hell did I just get an urge to write a FULL BLOWN essay on Wincest?
Like MLM Format, Grade A, Absolute S Tier essay on the different fasits of Wincest and why it's very believable. (And yes, I said fasits because its not all just sexual...) Guys, my spidy senses are making me ready to throw my whole Highschool Diploma having ass balls to the wall for this thing.
I'm talking citations and vin diagrams. A COMPLETE rewatch of Supernatural from Season 1 all the way to Season 15. Sure, I may lose sleep over this but holy shit would it be great. If I commit to this, it will be my magnum opus- I can feel it.
Somebody stop me. I already have so many fanfics on my plate, there's no more room at the table.. (but I could find a way.)
#wincest is life#wincest is real#climbing up the walls#im losing my shit#supernatural#spn#sam winchester#dean winchester#essay writing#essay#im too old for this shit#jk im only 24#25 this september#holy shit im getting up there
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