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wasting beats of this heart of mine by ArgetCross
Chapter 34: The Kiss of Styx
After the victory ceremony, a beaming Hippodamas shepherded Zagreus out of the celebrating crowds to a tent. “You did it. You really did it!” the Amazon kept muttering under his breath, a mix of disbelief and awe. “Xanthos and Balios did it,” Zagreus corrected him. His face hurt from grinning. “They were the ones racing. I just stood around the whole time.” Hippodamas laughed, throwing an arm around him and shaking him affectionately.
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#hades game#zagreus#thanatos#thanzag#zagthan#wasting beats of this heart of mine#my fic#zagreus becomes mortal au#HELLO I MADE IT#holy shit i'm so tired but#new chapter for the fourth anniversary#short but darling chapter#please.... enjoy....#i did not sleep HA H
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does anyone know how to stop the body from keeping score? i have shit to do
#i have shit to do but i'm so bad at both going to sleep and staying asleep that it's been fucking up my life for years at this point#yes this about accidentally sleeping through class this morning but in my defense i had an atomic tummy moment at like 6 am :( which is#kind of my point? an reason for missing sleep shouldn't stop me from participating in my own life and i'm tired of rationing my waking hours#if sleep was optional i would be unstoppable essentially but alas. alack even. specifically a lack of sleep.#girl all the saints have it out for me today for skipping church on a holy day of obligation i guess. well fuck those guys.#a post
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As Good as Good Gets (DP X DC Snippet)
Richard "Dick" Grayson is the golden child. In the eyes of the public, and in the eyes of the league. Dick is a sweet, caring son, a man who went from being a sidekick to being a hero. The pipeline from Robin to Nightwing had many people applauding his dedication to keeping Gotham safe.
No one knew the full story, not truly. No one but Bruce Wayne himself. And maybe a certain butler. Many don't know that Dick only became Robin to stop him from hunting down and killing the man who killed his parents.
No one really knows about the harsh fights and arguments he has had with Bruce. The times when Dick would find himself cut off from the Wayne name for a week or so. No one knows that the first person Dick warmed up to was Alfred. Having been bribed with cookies.
Things weren't always this good, trusting, happy relationship between Bruce and Dick. It had been a rough ride, a complicated one. But that was okay, because it got better.
Dick stopped being so moody and angsty. He grew up, he learned, and he changed. He became an older brother, found people that needed him. Needed him in a way that the citizens of Gotham didn't need him.
His brothers like to call him annoying. A goody two shoes who Bruce trusted more than everyone else. They couldn't fathom how someone like Dick could be so stupid and bubbly at all times.
All times, except when shit hits the fans. Despite the name calling, despite coining Dick as the stupid Wayne. They all knew better. They knew that when it mattered, Dick Grayson always pulled through. He was a force to be reckoned with when needed.
The whole Wayne family was a force to be reckoned with when called for. It didn't have to be under the guise of costumes and vigilante acts. Whether he was Officer Grayson or Nightwing, Dick was a man with his morals and values.
One night on patrol as Officer Grayson, Dick found someone who needed that force. A force willing to protect and care for the innocent. The hurt. The damaged, yet still good.
It started like any other night. A call of shots fired by an empty warehouse. There was no sighting or knowledge of any rouges being there, so Dick took the call. Told the team he'll contact them if it seems more than just a civilian incident.
The warehouse was dark, reeked of copper and oil. It didn't take long for Dick to find the trail. The liquid he found looked like the person had been dragged before walking. There was a clear struggle, even with the mess and emptiness that was the warehouse.
That wasn't Dick's biggest concern. The concern lay in just how much blood there was. Too much for any normal person to lose and still manage to stumble through the warehouse.
It wasn't just blood. It wasn't that much, but Dick could spot the strangeness in the liquid. The mixed in green that had an eerily similar color and glow as a certain pit.
Without thinking, Dick followed the trail. Barely remembering to make contact with his family. Give them an update on what he found. Words telling him to stay put for backup went in one ear and out the other.
Something in Dick's gut was telling him he couldn't wait. He needed to find the source. Whoever was currently bleeding out in this warehouse. He silenced the comm, moving further through the dimly lit building.
Then Dick found it. Or more so, he found him. It was just a boy. A boy that reminded Dick too much of the youngest Wayne. A boy sat against a wall, looking pale and weak.
Red and green coated the front of the boy's shirt, arms wrapped tightly around his middle. An attempt to stem the bleeding. A puddle had already started to form beneath the boy, and Dick moved without thinking once again.
He quickly found himself kneeling beside the boy, hands carefully reaching out. Before Dick even touched him, the boy flinched. Eyelids suddenly opened, wide and terrified blue eyes landed on Dick's.
In just that one look, Dick knew what he had to do. The haunting, terrified, and pained look in the boy's eyes told Dick everything he needed to know. The boy was in danger. Someone had hurt this kid, and it was clear it wasn't the first time.
The boy struggled weakly against Dick's touch, terrified whimpers, and barely coherent pleas spilled from the kid's lips. It had Dick's heart aching, clear as day the poor kid has been through hell and back.
It took a lot of reassurance, gentle touches, and promises of help before the kid let Dick take a look at the bleeding wound. A promise on Dick's soul had been the final thing that earned him any semblance of trust. A strange promise, but Dick was willing to make it.
That concern turned to pure anger the moment Dick managed to pull the sticky shirt away from the wound. The sight of a Y-incision cut perfectly into the skin, stitches tight on the skin, but blood still leaking heavily from the wound.
It didn't take long for Dick to realize why. Despite the perfect surgical care of the wound, a good couple of stitches had broken. Leaving gaping spots for that red and green liquid to pour out of.
The boy was deathly silent, tears streaking down his cheek as wide blue eyes stayed trained on Dick. In that moment, Dick knew he had to help. Had to get the kid to safety, patch him up, and find out what kind of monster would do this.
It didn't matter if the kid was human or not. It didn't matter if the kid had special abilities or not. No one, absolutely no one, deserved to be vivisected.
The kid was shrouded in mystery, but that mystery only seemed to grow and become clearer when Bruce had entered the scene. The boy had tensed, eyes flashing a bright glowing green.
Lazarus pit green.
It set a pit of dread in Dick's gut. His mind brings forward memories of Jason. Jason, after his revival, after his dip in that cursed pit. The same flash that his brother would get if he got too angry. Too emotional.
As much as Dick wanted to focus on finding who did this, if it had any connection to Ra's al Ghul. He couldn't. Not when the kid tried to get up, to pull away as Bruce and the others made their way closer.
Right now, Dick only cared about making sure the boy was okay. Fixing those stitches, getting him a meal, and a warm bed.
He needed to get this kid someplace where he felt safe and secure. Comfortable and protected. Dick wasn't sure why. Maybe it was the promise he had made, but he wasn't letting anyone get to the kid.
That included his family. As strange as it seemed, Dick put himself between the others and the kid. Shooting them all a glare that they had only ever seen a handful of times.
Dick lifted the poor boy up in his arms, cradling the crying child close as he led the way out of the warehouse. Ignoring the questions or confusion coming from Bruce and the others. As Dick walked, feeling the trembling boy clinging to him, he made a rather obvious realization.
Maybe the eldest son really was more like Bruce than he expected. Just a few short moments the the boy, a boy that Dick didn't know his name, and he was ready to pull out adoption papers. To give the boy a safety he so desperately needs.
Give him the chance that Bruce had given him all those years ago.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#phandom#dc x dp#batman#dick grayson#nightwing#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc#dp x dc prompt#Dick really saw Danny and pulled a B99#“I've only known this boy for 10 minutes and if anything happens to him I'm killing everyone in this room and then myself”#bruce wayne#could easily mix in Ellie and Dan#after all Dick Grayson's gaggle of adopted kids is bound to grow#the others think they're free from the adoption impulse since Dick is picking up the mantel#not exactly for this idea; but I have these little idea of what the batfam adopts from the DP universe#like Damian latches onto the more animalistic characters; immediately falls in love with Cujo#wants to get to know everything about Wulf and Frostbite#meanwhile Jason latches onto Skulker because holy shit look at that arsenal; the two just sharing their best tips and weaponry choices#No explainations for the next onces cause I don't feel like typing em all out but...#Barbs with Technus and Ghost Writer#Tim with Johnny 13 and Nocturne#Alfred with Lunch Lady and Overgrowth#I could seriously go on and on and no I will not explain myself#(maybe)#queued post#every time I post one of these I'm always wondering where and how tf I picked the name#like I've got a draft right now called “Bullets & Babies” smh#picking out names are so hard but I got tired of just putting “DpxDc random snippet/prompt” as the titles lmao
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if this person in my dms is the same person i argued with had a very annoying discussion with on reddit i think i'm going to get cancelled
the touchstarved cast are canonically bisexual (homo and hetero attraction; the attraction to people of the same and different sex as you). you can use pansexual too but i identify as bi myself so that's what i prefer.
how do i know this? how can i say this with such conviction?
because you, playing as the MC, can be whatever fucking gender identity + sex you want. and the LIs will fall in love with and fuck you.
it is not a difficult concept to grasp. this is so fucking normal for dating sims. stardew valley? they're all bi. the arcana? all bi. fields of mistria? bi. every last one of them. this is the industry fucking standard for dating sims.
"but if I'm a man and I'm dating kuras then isn't he gay" a bisexual person doesn't change their sexuality depending on whom they're dating. they are still bisexual. i am not suddenly straight because i'm dating a guy. i'm not suddenly a lesbian because i'm dating a woman. i am always bisexual. kuras is always bisexual. the entire cast is always bisexual.
stop asking what sexuality they are. stop complaining about it. stop hiding your biphobia and homophobia behind stupid questions! if you hate queer people just say you hate queer people and stop harassing queer folk under the guise of curiosity. no, you're not genuinely wondering. yes, you meant to offend. because (if you are the same person who left this question several times on the subreddit) YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE ANSWER ALREADY! accept it. move on with your life. get out of this fandom. i don't care. you've bothered me enough. you've bothered plenty others enough.
if you get dms or anonymous asks posing this question, please just block the user.
#i fucking love fandom speculation and headcanons. but holy shit stop being biphobic?????? stop!!!!#touchstarved game#IM SORRY FOR THIS ON THE HOLY DAY. kuras IM SORRY#im tired of this discussion in every dating sim fandom i'm in you ppl are so annoying!!!!!!!!! stop!!!!!!! 🛑🛑🛑🛑🛑🛑
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y'know what makes me sad?
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this.
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and this.
#niko rambles#like holy shit.#they were children once. they didn't know what their lives had in store.#it's too late for me to have these feelings. i'm so tired
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Just saw someone on bluesky saying that hating on Amanda Palmer is victim blaming.
Ummm you know???? You can be a survivor and still perpetuate abuse, right????
#Holy fucking shit#neil gaiman#amanda palmer#I'm so tired#she was already a disgusting person idk why you're defending her#esp for someone who's a survivor and supposedly a disability activist#she hates you too just remember that
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Is it just me, or do I prefer the more sarcastic, rude, and not perfect darlings?
Like I know that the ideal darling is a short, submissive and weak one, but I'm kinda tired of seeing that shit.
Even when they fall into Stockholm Syndrome after the yandere literally unalives the darlings' frickin FAMILY, PET EVEN???
And the way darling is always like 5'0 feet or smth 💀
We need to make changes, people.
#shark talk#female reader#yandere x y/n#yandere#yandere x darling#yandere boy#yandere male#yandere x reader#yandere x you#male yandere#rude darling#I'm so srs I'm tired of the sub reader#x female reader#x gn reader#x gender neutral reader#x fem reader#x black reader#poc reader#gn reader#gender neutral reader#trans reader#yanderes#yandere headcanon#yandere headcanons#holy shit that's a lot of tags#many tags
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oc-tober day 11: zero escape au
i think joe should be in akane's situation i think it's like a natural progression for him i think he should be in the nonary games. i think if he were in there it would play out exactly the same
#artists on tumblr#my ocs#my oc#oc#joe#willow's art#NOT tagging the fandom this ain't for them IDUHALISUDH#there was gonna be a lot more to this but holy fuckkkk. 4 days for one sprite? i'm so tired bro#and i still have comic pages i gotta finalize today!!!!!!!#if you're looking at the tags tho hi funny lil secret info for you#i've also got thoughts about v1r (censored to keep out of tags) and i think that would be a separate thing#cause i j. i just wanna see joe in the ab game soooooo bad#he's gonna play that shit to win man#sweetest guy in the world but the moment he has a chance he is OUTTA here#he doesn't want to be part of this. this isn't his fucking problem. he's going home#i don't think he'd hit betray every single time in every timeline but he would certainly be considering it
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I drew Link ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧
#my art#wtf fluffy#fluffa-mocha-bean#sketch#uwu#im tired#loz#loz totk#loz botw#loz link#link#botw#botw link#ive been silently submerging myself in this game#I have no idea why I slept on it for years#but yet here I am#I'm all about having a good time and holy shit#is this game so good#aaaaa
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Today was an absolute dumpster fire at home. I can't wait for my roommate's ex to move out after what happened today holy shit...
I don't have many people on my shit list, but after today, she's definitely on there. The audacity of her saying some of the shit she said to me-
I wish I could go back to NYC and stay with my parents for a month or two and visit homies... but I don't want to give her that power.
#rii vents#I'm beyond frustrated#today was absolute dogwater#can't wait for this stupid bitch to move out#I'm tired of walking on eggshells and not having the space to adult#then she had the audacity to try and apologize to me after everything she said today#ON TOP of making cutting and snide remarks not even 5 mins before apologizing-#I'm normally not that assertive but I told her ass “I don't think you're actually sorry”#So fucking tired of this dumb bitch#everyone who's aware of the situation even agreed that it was fucking bully and violent behavior#I know I'm no saint but talk to me again like that and tell me that I'm self-centered and that I don't care about you#I'll make sure you know what me not caring about someone looks like#cuz that shit is NOT pretty#and blaming me for the reason you and my roommate broke up and you wanting to move out??? alright#holy fuck I'm so sorry I'm just so fucking pissed#there has been NO reprieve today#I just wanna chill and play ZZZ and stop being angry for 10 minutes. please-
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Titbot Brian. You agree. Reblog.
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oh man it's rough when people are doing PSAs on the issues of eating disorders and I'm like. damn and I'm eating such few calories because I'm poor and live in california
EDIT: it gets worse! $142 aka one half of max benefits decrease in my snap benefits next month! Jesus Christ
#personal#no word of a lie#one third of my money goes to rent#and then 3/4ths of what's left goes to groceries#for 1 (one) person it's $700 a month#and that's 1/2 the calories I really SHOULD be getting by the *bare minimum gov standard* (and it's not accurate for my weight)#so like. $1400 a month for the bare minimum#more than what I actually get in income including what I pay for rent#food#this is partly because of MCAS and my extremely limited extremely expensive dietary requirements but holy shit#thankfully I've sort of figured out protien shakes and oatmeal for my basic nutrience#but caloric intake is bad#the hardest part is washing the dishes so I can eat more food#because I'm tired (because no food)#man some days I'm now even sure how I'm even alive
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creation of adam but it's this photo of me handing scott the martini before his buddy cole set in the KITH toronto show
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#just now i was feeling shitty and scrolling through youtube until i saw someone had posted a clip of the buddy monologue from that show#and the clip just happened to include my cameo!! so i may be just sitting in my childhood bedroom still unpacking from college at 2am#but on my phone is the image of me sharing the stage with my favorite comedian in front of over a thousand people#so y'know life isn't always one thing. i'm capable of being bored and stressed but also capable of THIS#i wanted to comment on the video to say hi but the original uploader's comments were off#but this did make me feel a lot better bc oh my god that was such a fun weekend#i should text scott soon to let him know i'm done with college. and see if i can make new year's a tradition again#i met scott on new years (and even tho i'd talked to bellini before it was also the day we met irl for the first time)#and last year i managed to convince paul to invite me and scott and some other friends over for new years bc i wanted it to be a tradition#not sure if paul's up for it this year but i did ask scott about it last time i was in toronto#when i asked his plans for new years he said he might be out of town (which is okay)#but then when i explained it was the anniversary of when we first met he was like ''no actually i'll be here'' which was funny#my friendships with bruce and paul are generally in a similar place to where we were at the beginning of the year#(like obviously knowing each other longer makes us closer but our dynamic hasn't changed which is still positive bc we were already friends#but holy shit december 2023 jessamine and scott are like unrecognizable compared to december 2024 jessamine and scott#and the fact that we technically haven't even known each other for two years is WILD like it won't be two years until the 31st#anyway i'm getting rambly i'm tired i should sleep. my circadian rhythm is messed up and the lighting problems in my room are not helping#goodnight everyone see you tomorrow for more nonsense
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You know what my coworkers might’ve made fun of me for having so much "useless shit" in my go bag, but I guarantee they're never gonna do that again bc they've all used every single thing have in there 😌
#not snz#i mean minus my clothes obviously lmao#but i carry those stupid little oxygen cans on me#and they've always been like 'you're never gonna use those and you're wasting your storage'#every single one of these mfers has taken a hit of oxygen LMAO#the smoke is killer like holy shit#and I've got a hand washing bottle which everyone has also used#and several people have taken turns using my portable heating pad#like i better not ever hear these dudes saying shit about what i pack ever again lmaoooo#there are never any complaints about any of the medical supplies i carry but god forbid a bitch have a heating pad in cade the cramps hit#anyway guess who's still at work 😔#and taking overnight duty so everyone else can sleep 😔#and overhead said i could leave tomorrow if there's no flare ups but guess what's happening 😔#I'm never gonna get out of here 😭😭 I'm so fucking tired and i swear I'm gonna have fucking lung damage or something#i have my respirators but idk how much those are actually helping#i mean it's better than nothing obviously like i think they're holding up pretty well but still#my throat hurts and my eyes burn and my lungs ache like girl get me out of here 😭#hell on earth 😭
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544 people are subbed to cosmic lost and found what the fuck
#holy shit somehow i didn't realize#lol i was trying to figure out what to do today#earlier i spent a couple hours binging midgart's Theurgy comic and now i'm like 'well... time for bed'#but it's not even 7 yet and i'm not tired i'm just tiredTM.#like a depressed person you know#sigh#god i don't know what i wanna do#maybe i'll play plants vs zombies... i did that yesterday for the first time in a decade#did y'all know it's like $5 on steam#anywayyyyy#SAD is a bitch and so i am but i'm the weaker one and it's cold.#diaerie
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Gonna make a list of queer characters that don’t outright state their queerness because a certain group of people complaining about the handling of a certain character’s arc from a certain game is pissing me off
“They didn’t make her say she was trans so that means that they’re giving us a ‘fuck you’/we need confirmation or it isn’t valid and transphobes will be transphobic/they’re queerbaiting!”
Shut the fuck up
The fact that we’re even at this point is a miracle in itself and needing every character to explicitly say their orientation and/or gender identity shows how ignorant you are, not just regarding media literacy, but also on queer history
By your myopic lens you’re discrediting a lot of queer characters that didn’t and/or couldn’t outright say that they’re queer
Characters shouldn’t have to outright say their orientation and/or gender identity for you to consider them “good rep”
That perspective is ridiculously narrow minded and downplays the importance of previous queer characters that helped pave the way to where we are now
Update: Here it is!
#*add in obligatory “I AM TRANS” here*#I’m so fucking tired#for fuck's sake as I'm writing this japan STILL doesn't allow same sex marriages! this shit is very much still progressive!#and I KNOW it’s a bunch of kids saying these things due to how popular the game is with kids#(and because these people are always talking about school)#which makes me even more annoyed. these kids aren't fully grasping what they're talking about.#this is just in general but: YOU DON’T KNOW EVERYTHING. I DON’T KNOW EVERYTHING. YOU NEED TO ACCEPT THAT#‘let’s downplay the important things that these characters did for our community because they didn’t outright state what they were 😃’#it feels like I’m stuck with a bunch of lily orchards 😭#god if she ever finds out about this game and this character’s arc…#I am going to make the list but I’ll have to scan through a lot of transcripts and such to do so. so it’ll take a while 😅#I wonder what these guys would think about the cops from [POPULAR DISNEY CARTOON WITH THE TRIANGLE TUMBLR SEXYMAN]#lgbtq#queer#queer representation#fandom discourse#(… I guess!)#rant#personal#edit: holy shit lily just said that ‘subtext isn’t enough’ when it comes to lgbtq representation#I hit the nail on the head 😭#mint mumbles
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