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I never thought the day would come, yet here I am, writing about a married couple interacting with one another. I don't know how to feel.
#ao3#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction#fanfic#harry potter#james bond#moriarty the patriot#yuukoku no moriarty#bbc sherlock#crossover#weird crossover#part of a series#shorts#short story#short stories#fictive#serial fiction#serial fanfiction#eurus holmes#enola holmes#william james moriarty#holy shit do I need sleep
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STOP IT
#wtf is this???#everybody shut up#stop what you're doing#he looks demonic#yes#this diva#holy shit iii looks amazing#sleep token#iii#need him to show up in my mirror after i say his name 3x
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#not sure how long I can go on feeling like this#like its fine im fine im not going to do anything permanent or harmful#but my tolerance for discomfort I am finding out is absolutely in the fuckingn ground#which makes a lot of sense considering the amount of coping mechanisms I’m using To numb on a regular basis#but holy fucking shit I can’t keep feeling like this#i need to start feeling like myself again#i don’t feel like myself#i feel no creativity#no spark#no interest#everything is difficult#even everyday tasks like putting on makeup feel like climbing a mountain#and I feel so ashamed for the struggles#and Caige keeps telling me to be gentle with myself#but I feel like I can’t be because if I’m gentle with myself than I’m scared I’ll never get out of this pit#i feel like I just need to power through it#was googling#‘how to get over burnout without taking a break’#and it’s like. ‘how to fill up your car with gas without putting any gas in the tank’#but I’m so fucking stubborn I feel incapable and unwilling to give myself time or space#which is dumb because it’s not like I’m making any progress with the way things are going now#im just exhausted#sleeping so much#don’t know how to get back to myself#rabbit rambles#no need to say anything I just needed to get this off my chest
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ONLY 6 MORE LEVELS AND IM PASSING THAT FUCKER WOOT WOOT
#okay if i hit my goal in an hour i’ll go to sleep#im getting so much xp with sniping holy shit#im trying to get better at quick scoping#i dont know how they do it#ive done it a few times by accident in a panic#but i need to have it actually explained to me#i’ll have these diamond in no time though#im blasting through these faster than i have any other weapon#im honestly so proud of me
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Not enough people talk about whatever the fuck is going on between chigiri and kunigami tbh
#I need to study them#beauty amd the beast comparisons??? in front of MY football game???? get a damn room you idiots holy shit#kunigami called chigiri sleeping beauty and chigiri taunted him back with 'prince un-charming' DO YOU UNDERSTAND THOSE CHARACTERS KISS RIGHT#there is no corner in the blue lock program not occupied by gay people what is this
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#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS ART SO MUCH#SHIT LIKE THIS IS WHY SD:AATP EXISTS#HOLY FREAKING HELL THIS IS SO GOOD#LIKE WHERE DO WE EVEN BEGIN?!?!?!?!#THE LITTLE TARO HEAD NEXT TO AOI'S SMILE TOWARDS AKIRA#THE NAGUMO COLLAR HOLD ON THE RIGHT#SHOCKED SHIN AND ALL#THE GRUMPY EXHAUSTEDNESS WITH PLANS FOR NAGUMURDER BELOW#WITH A COMPARISON BETWEEN ADORABLE GIGGLING AOI AND TIRED GRUMPY AOI WITH THE CHIBIS IN THE DOWNLEFT CORNER#I CAN GO ON AND ON AND ON MY GOD#TRULY#aoi's a queen#GOD I FUCKING LOVE YOU#haa... haa...#anyways... it's 5:55am...#(insert kamen rider faiz joke here)#gonna go sleep after these algorhythm tags#support the artist in the meantime#god i need more of this so badly now#sakamoto days#sakadays#sakamoto days manga#sakamoto days fanart#sakadays fanart#sakamoto aoi#aoi sakamoto
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vent in tags sorry
cw: mention of loss
#adding a long note to the beginning so no one sees the actual vent in the case that they don’t want to which is absolutely okay#okay that’s probably good#i feel like a failure today.#my car wouldn’t start on friday and i haven’t had a moment to actually call a mechanic until today#called early in the morning and he said he’d call me back with a time#i’ve reached out multiple times since then and have heard NOTHING#if i don’t get it fixed today i’ll have to take my partners car instead#and when i asked them if that would possibly be okay#they started off on a rant about how they were planning to do all this shit tomorrow morning and now can’t if they don’t have their car#but genuinely. how tf was i supposed to know about their plans?? why did they have to say it all like this is completely my fault???#i’m sorry that i’m still in a not so good mental place right now and might forget to do things in a more timely manner#i’ve had two grandparents pass away in the span of a few WEEKS. give me a little grace.#i give them the same understanding every day when they’re having a rough time#so why can’t they offer me the same thing?#i know they’re just stressed and tired and busy but FUCK SO AM I#i’m just. over it. i want to go to sleep.#and by sleep i mean literal sleep i’m not insinuating anything darker i promise#i may be in a rough spot mentally but it is not that kind of rough <3 i’m safe#just. very tired. and in need of support.#i feel like i’m always giving and rarely getting support in this relationship.#and now i’m just feeling like a burden and an inconvenience for even needing the extra support in the first place#the urge to run away and start my life over is strong holy shit
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Okay, that's my Wakfu oc. This is my first time, please be gentle.
Verona, looks about 30-35 years old, Enytrof
2. Waven-era
3. Deputy manager of a small inn in the city… I don’t know which one, but it’s large and there’s a port there.
4. 2-nd daughter in a family of large furniture and antiques dealers. There are 2 older brothers, 2 younger brothers and a younger sister. Hasn’t communicated with her family for about 7 years, they don’t remember her.
5. The hand doesn't work. Essentially dead most of the time, but not rotting.
6. Shortly before the Waven, she made a deal with the god Enutrof (and the other gods through him) to cure her younger relatives, who were very sick since birth. (Later she learns that the disease itself was sent by the gods to bring her to the conclusion of the deal.).
7. In exchange for this, she became a “partner” of what the gods themselves called the Abyss. In short, it is an entity/force similar to a black hole. Its goal is to do nothing, just float or stand in the infinity of space and do nothing, feel nothing and not be disturbed by anything. As soon as it encounters an obstacle or feels “irritated” from external factors, Abyss simply absorbs everything around her. So that nothing interferes with chilling.
(Partner is actually a big word. Verona simply has to sing lullabies to the Abyss (conditionally) and “lull” it so that it stands still and does not move towards the World of Twelve).
Why Verona? She was born with a critically low connection to Wakfu and Stasis. “A body of stone and cosmic dust” - something that exists independently of the energies of Krosmoz. Something that is alive enough to work and "dead" enough not to irritate the Abyss.
(In the future, according to my idea, this power will solve the issue with Nora and Efrim (it will kill the latter, but return him to dofus) and theoretically help in the fight against the necroms. But there are two sides to the coin - you can bring the abyss to enrage and then it will simply begin to devour everything around yourself. So use with caution, or better not touch at all, so as not to stink).
9. Verona had to agree to erase her entire history until the moment of contact. Contact with the family was lost, and she herself left and got a job living/working in a inn with an old Enytrof woman. They say that old Tartuffe was once the mistress of God himself, hehe, what a connection…
10. Lifespan extended
11. Less than all other relatives, she had a craving for adventure. Calm and even inert, Verona preferred to spend her time making calculations and planning the family business. In addition, she is very sensitive to other people's moods. VERY empathic, and it's very tiring. But this makes her a very pleasant and unobtrusive partner.
I was talking about the OP - and here it is :|
#holy shit#I won't post this right now#need to get used to it#i will queue it so it will be posted while I sleep#I'm only doing this because you did it!!!#crepinjurgen community
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ON DA FUCKINT GRIND 💪💪💪💪💪💪🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
#rad1oart#im going to crash SOOO hard in like an hour just watch#whatever i have a comm to finish i cant afford to crash rn#dawg my mom woke up and was like holy shit youre awake????? must be serious 😨😨#the only other times ive pulled an all nighter was to crunch the fuck out of school work (50 page horticulture assignment I DONT MISS YOU!!#the only allnighter my MOM knows of was in middle school when i had to crunch a fucking essay on the floor of my bedroom#she walked in and was like What The Fuck Dont Do That Again But Also Get That Bag#the acetaminophen is for my headaches and general body achesANIMALS BY NICKLEBACK 🔥🔥🔥🔥#gang ive been so loopy all morning the only thing keeping me together is this roadtrip playlist me and ollie made#its the rock and metal thats keeping me locked tf in. i am going to sleep in like an hour or two and i will hear the#echos of fucking sabaton in my head#also i keep hallucinating but i cant tell if i really am or if its The House Ghost#both maybe. probably both. 90% chance its both.#coffee tastes like ass btw i hate drinking this shit but i need to LOCK TF IN.#sorry im rambling i literally have barely spoken to anyoneOh Hello Millionaires Fuck Yeahanyways yeah#my dad was up working as always so i had occasional yapping with him about Whatever and then i talked to my cats and myself for#like 4 hours and then my mom and then i said hi to my brother when he audibly said Whar at me
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had about half of the most recent critical role episode left, decided to watch some to calm down before sleep.
that was two hours ago bc holy shit was i uh. not expecting the whole last hour. holy fucking shit, did ashton ever push that damn red button. we got the perches. we got sam hiding in the hood. we got the book-on-the-head. we got the yelling. we got what i am now referring to as matt's 'molly face' every time he rolled. i have not been this tense since the otohan fight and... this felt like a different kind of tense? also it's been a while since then i hadn't realised!
what an absolutely fucking wild series of events and rolls and i cannot believe that worked.
#critical role#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#bell's hells#c3e077#salmon watches cr3#for the record it's a very positive 'holy fucking shit'#like was it a stupid decision that was *very clearly telegraphed* by the dm?#yes! of course!#was it also completely in character for ashton and did it make sense for them? 'big risk big reward' 'nobody is going to miss me' etc?#yes!#and like look#big decisions make the game right#that's how the story works#good story is built on the tense shit and the conflict and the terror and BOY was it good (but also oh my fucking god)#GOD what an episode what a night#i need to attempt to sleep now. apparently#incredible work a+ no notes#'an unprecedented creature' indeed#how's aabria doing tonight between the ring of temporal salvation#and the titans she both caused and saved this mess#also i am SO glad i caught up in time for this episode my god#yes i know the episode aired on thursday night#but like. timezones. and i didn't finish watching it last night bc i was dead tired#incredible episode. very much looking forward to rewatching the last hour again sometime soon. gotta try and sleep now.
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Before and after the sleep token concert tonight.
Aside from feeling like an old man ("my feet hurt my back hurts I need water" - you know the drill) I am thoroughly excited. What a wonderful experience!
...also I think I scared two girls in pajamas when I stalked the foyer of the hotel for something to drink right now...
#me#myself#nihil#sleep token#we do need to teach the next generation concert/moshpit etiquette though holy shit#but I won't rant. instead I will bask in the experience
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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Does anyone have any tips on how to ask your parents if you can go to therapy. I don't have the balls to ask but I've been feeling like shit for fucking years now, and atp it's just annoying. I annoy everyone around me and that really fucks with my head, idk why
Anyways, I'm probably just gonna kms, so it doesn't really matter, lol
#lol#idk man#send help#im insane#i need sleep#im just a girl#depressing shit#idk how to tag this#real#idk#therapy#feeling like shit#holy shit#wtf#im so silly#idk what im doing#im tired
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I am done with Nona and everything is worse now
I teared up during the last chapters....... Nona.......
#I need to get a good sleep and gather my thoughts and emotions#I also need to reread a few passages and do some research but#holy shit#tlt spoilers#ntn spoilers
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Getting off my ass and downloading my favorite fics to put on a jump drive I bought with a fuck tonne more storage than the two I already had from when I was in school and, wow, this is actually so much easier than the rest of the stuff I’ve been downloading for various reasons (articles on stuff I want to have around but worry might be impacted by this new presidency). You just pick pdf (or whatever you like) and bam! It’s right there in your downloads ready to be stashed away, no annoying nitpicking where I have to delete stuff I don’t need in the document or huge blank spaces, it’s just ready! Like, listen. I love “print friendly and pdf” Firefox extension, but I always have to end up deleting some stuff that is just taking up space. It does its job! It’s just not going to be neat and tidy when the website doesn’t intend for you to do this. Archive of our own does that whole thing of making a pdf themselves! This is going to go so much faster than the other stuff I’ve been downloading as pdfs
Anyway, I love you as well Smithsonian magazine website for not only being free, but also just having that extension on all your articles! That’s actually how I found it in the first place. Before that I was copy pasting every paragraph into a pages document and it was way more tedious.
#emma posts#I feel like an old woman who figured out how to use her email#more and more every day#I am not bad at computers while also being bad at computers#I’m getting sidetracked here though#I really just keep developing tricks to solve my computer problems but then there’s an easy solution that I just don’t know about#like that Firefox extension#am I good or bad with computers? I think a secret third thing#I’ll think I’m bad with them and then I’ll see someone who is just straight up terrible with them and I’m like#‘well. im not great. but im also not that’#I won’t ever be able to download every fic I want to read#I’m sorting through my bookmarks to take what I think I should grab. but I have so much in the ‘want to read’ thing#I don’t know if my jump drive could pull that and all my non fanfiction off#I really haven’t purchased a jump drive in awhile though#I saw the storage on one of the first to come up and was like ‘holy shit!’#girlie has not purchased one since 2015 okay#I really hope I just end up doing this and then it turns out I didn’t need to#but if I didn’t do it and it turns out I needed it…#no. wouldn’t want that#I need sleep. I just started laughing at the thought of having illicit Wikipedia articles on a jump drive like some heinous shit#but it’s literally just an article about the history behind Yule or something#forbidden out of Africa Wikipedia article PDF#I don’t know what kind of stuff falls under the stuff in that project 2025#they have brains that work in ways I don’t understand#you know some of them would be like ‘you have to take down your article about ice age humans because creationism real I guess’#‘how dare you have information on the history of religion?!’ scandalous#and I know I can never afford to buy books on every single one of those things#but science magazines and Wikipedia articles? sure#I’m getting really sidetracked but this is making me feel like I can do something#it’s giving me some sense of control and distraction and if I don’t have those things to channel this energy I’ll just get worse
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NSFW WARNING!!!
contains: trans Rody, rainbow kiss/period sex, cunnilingus
So I've been seeing a lot of vampire Vincent content on twitter lately.
Other than that, I also found out that masturbation and sex can actually help reduce period cramps.
Now,, hear me out...
Rody hates getting period cramps. He knows that masturbating could at least help with reducing the pain but he doesn't really wanna get his hands dirty. But not to worry! His vampire boyfriend is there to help him out :)
Cue to Rody lying down on the sofa while getting his pussy roughly eaten out by vamp Vince.
He's got his legs and thighs spread wide open, making an easier access for the taller male to tongue fuck him. And Vince couldn't help but to dive his face deeper into his boyfriend's sloppy cunt like a man dying of hunger.
No but seriously, Rody's blood is rapidly driving him insane.
His skillful long tongue continuously hitting each and every one of Rody's internal sweet spots. He would also attack Rody's clit by wrapping his lips around the exposed bud and then starts sucking, causing the redhead's body to quiver with over stimulation.
In the end, Vince got his face all dirty and messy with the latter's red fluid but hey, he's not complaining ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
He doesn't know what made him so horny but his guess was that Rody's sweet blood had some sort of aphrodisiac that made him crazy with lust.
#dead plate#vincent charbonneau#rody lamoree#dead dove do not eat#dead dove fic#I need to sleep holy shit
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